Nynthixia productions

『All These Wars』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Neutron 3 Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201114-01205
LIN (full) : 「599 994 515」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201114-001357
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Hellish Waters of Styx - TRACK 12/16

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

全ての戦争は、決定的な平和で終わることはない
嫌悪感のある結論に基づけていた決定について

あっという間にほこりになってしまった空の沈黙の美しさね
新しい戦争を発表する不明瞭主義に世界を導く
人類が目覚める日は、黒い暴力の雲に覆われるでしょうよね
その後何年にもわたって微笑んだ人生は沈黙になってる

全ての戦争は、決定的な平和で終わることはない
嫌悪感のある結論に基づけていた決定について

空虚にこんにちは、私の傷を埋めてく、無礼の話をしていく
その秘密が品位を超えてる言葉にできない、あいまいな人々の
本当の目的のために戦い続けるという不合理な決定
永遠の睡眠不足に根が深すぎていると思わせているよね

全ての戦争は、決定的な平和で終わることはない
嫌悪感のある結論に基づけていた決定について

All these wars, never ending in a definitive peace
For a decision engaged by hative conclusions

The beauty of an empty silence that quickly was reduced into dust
Leading the world to an obscurantism announcing a new war
The day humanity will wake up will be covered with a black cloud of violence
And then any life who smiled during many years will be reduced to the silence

All these wars, never ending in a definitive peace
For a decision engaged by hative conclusions

Hello to emptiness, filling my wounds and telling the story of the insolence
Of an unspeakable and obscure people whose secrets go beyond decency
The unreasonable decision to continue to fight for no real purpose
Makes me think there is a root too deep in an eternal lack of sleep

All these wars, never ending in a definitive peace
For a decision engaged by hative conclusions

Toutes ces guerres, qui ne finissent jamais par une paix définitive
Pour une décision engagée par des conclusions trop hâtives

La beauté d'un silence vide est rapidement tombée en poussière
Menant le monde à un obscurantisme annonciateur d'une nouvelle guerre
Le jour où se réveillera l'humanité sera couvert d'un nuage noir de violence
Et alors toute vie qui aura souri pendant des années sera réduite au silence

Toutes ces guerres, qui ne finissent jamais par une paix définitive
Pour une décision engagée par des conclusions trop hâtives

Bonjour au vide, qui comble mes blessures et conte l'insolence
D'un peuple innommable et obscur, dont les secrets dépassent la décence
Et la déraisonnable décision de continuer de se battre sans but réel
Me fait penser qu'une racine est trop ancrée dans un manque de repos éternel

Toutes ces guerres, qui ne finissent jamais par une paix définitive
Pour une décision engagée par des conclusions trop hâtives

About unending wars of humanity. French lyrics have been written first for this one.
Music: more in a dark cinematic ambience. Violins by The Free Orchestra, atmos by Arcane (sub-preset Inferno, 5 layers of atmo!) and harp lead by Sakura. Some screams also use Arcane (with Dungeon sub-preset this time). It gives a creepy-sounding sound.

『Closed Eyes』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Neutron 3 Elements, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201111-01203
LIN (full) : 「599 991 805」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201111-001355
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Hellish Waters of Styx - TRACK 11/16

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

何もないところから生まれていたよ、まだ空白のページだよね
自分を取り巻く世界を見るために一度も目を開けたことはない

血で育った土だけが虹彩を咲かせることができているよね
痛みの涙は生きることからの自由を妨げてはならない

マスターが命令と生きる理由を与えるのを待っている人形
現実の中で起こる瞬間を待ってる、最終目的地に行く
目を開けて、まばゆいばかりの美しの勝利の虹彩に囲まれて
この世界の暴力からあなたを守るために許可を必要として

マスターが命令と生きる理由を与えるのを待っている人形
現実の中で起こる瞬間を待ってる、最終目的地に行く
目を開けて、まばゆいばかりの美しの勝利の虹彩に囲まれて
この世界の暴力からあなたを守るために許可を必要として

I am born from nothing, I am still a blank page
I never opened my eyes once to see the world that surrounded me

Only a nurtured soil by the blood can make the iris bloom
And tears of the pain shall not refrain the freedom from living

I am a puppet awaiting for a master to give orders and a reason to live
I'm waiting for the moment to arise in this reality and finally going to a final destination
And if I open the eyes, I will be surrounded by triumphant irises of a dazzling beauty
Shall I require your permission to protect you from the violence of this world

I am a puppet awaiting for a master to give orders and a reason to live
I'm waiting for the moment to arise in this reality and finally going to a final destination
And if I open the eyes, I will be surrounded by triumphant irises of a dazzling beauty
Shall I require your permission to protect you from the violence of this world

Je suis une page blanche, née du néant
Je n'ai jamais ouvert les yeux pour voir le monde m'entourant

Seulement par un sol nourri par le sang, l'iris peut fleurir
Et les larmes de la douleur ne devraient pas empêcher la liberté de vivre

Je suis une marionnette attendant un maître de me donner des ordres et une raison d'exister
J'attends le moment pour arriver dans cette réalité et atteindre ma dernière destination
Et si j'ouvre les yeux, je serai entourée par des iris triomphants d'une étincelante beauté
Devrais-je demander ta permission pour te protéger de toute la violence de ce bastion

Je suis une marionnette attendant un maître de me donner des ordres et une raison d'exister
J'attends le moment pour arriver dans cette réalité et atteindre ma dernière destination
Et si j'ouvre les yeux, je serai entourée par des iris triomphants d'une étincelante beauté
Devrais-je demander ta permission pour te protéger de toute la violence de ce bastion

Song part of the Azur Lane series, and about Champagne this time. Tried to be a bit more poetic in the lyrics.
Music: electroworld with some trap touches. Bridge lead by FM8, the rest is done with Sakura.

Hello, Nynthixia here!

DOWNLOAD ALBUM HERE (16 TRACKS) (WARNING: EXPLICIT)

Since I'm a bit late when I'm writing this, just giving you fast things on inedite tracks:

Obsolescence - Kaori

It's a bit on both obsolescence of products and the one of a love relationship.

Apple of Discord - Kizuna Akari

About the story of Paris's judgement. And the famous apple of discord. Thanks Eris!

LUCIFENIUM - CUL

A very insolent song from Lucifer's point of view, thinking he is superior to God and blames him for his angels asking Lilith to let hundreds of her children die everyday. This one was almost rated explicit...

Your Love Is Boring - Lily

First written in French, it's about a woman being in couple with a man since many years but he didn't touch her at all, victim of a pornography addiction. This is the explicit song by the way. It's a very deep topic and that's why I only gave it to Lily...

Rival Princesses -Truth-  - VY1

Truth edit of the song "Rival Princesses". For the ones having downloaded the first out of series album, you see the story. There are the point of views of both girls in this.

Dreaming Lunar Butterfly - Kaori

Azur Lane song series about Shinano, awaking from a dream to protect the ones she loves, but having to confront the illusory dream she was facing.

A New Era - VY1 and Kaori

A question-answer song with VY1, already mentally ill, who tries to convince Kaori any effort she is doing against madness is vain and she'll have to be "immune" to it in some way. Part of the Corruption series.

Enjoy the album! And sorry again for this very short format, I come back to you soon!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Did some upgrades and updates yesterday, at the same time as working for the album to be released on Saturday.

1) Neutron Elements

Upgraded to Neutron 3 Elements, yay! I've been waiting for a deal to update it either for free either for not too expensive, and I did it for... Less than €4 by buying a presets pack. So all songs from now on (Nov 5, 2020) will be using Neutron 3 Elements instead of Neutron Elements (the legacy ver). For you, it shouldn't change a lot for now.

2) FL upgrade!

Image-Line decided for Black Friday to make an offer with a personalized price for updating to a FL version with all plugins included, only the FL vers though, especially directed to the people who only work on FL (a bit my case...). By adding taxes I got it for only €132. So add Ogun, Drumaxx, Transient Processor... Thinking this is only the new start of a "new era". The part 2.

And there will be a part 3, but later this month. Surprise!

Question is: "Nynthixia, if you upgraded your FL, does that mean you'll have to change seasons again?"

Answer is "no".

- season 5 is way too short, remember it only started on August, it only has 1 album (soon 2). Even in the future season 5 is meant to be a short season because when the next version of FL Studio (in terms of numbers, so either 21, 22 or 23 depending of "how they want to do") will be released, I'll have to change seasons. We already almost switched to season 5 with FLEX, but since FLEX was integrated within FL20, the season stayed the same.
- technically, when I go on the "About" tab of FL, even when you unlock the "all plugins edition" (not "bundle", "edition", that's how Image-Line distinguishes the ver with VST vers and the one without) it's still displayed as "Signature Bundle". Estimate that it's like if I had just done purchases for Ogun, Transient Processor and Drumaxx. Within season 3, there were already major synth changes, like the trio Sakura/Sawer/Transistor Bass, or Morphine/PoiZone/Toxic Biohazard...
- season 5 is thus meant to be a transition season towards the new FL ver. Season 5 is a season of huge progressive updates, like season 3, while season 4 had especially one (FLEX), season 1 none and season 2... I had just decided to use Sytrus on December instead of October 2015. So technically I still had Sytrus since start of season 2, I just started to use it way later, the time to learn how to use FL correctly.

Remember next dates:

- Saturday the 7th, album release
- and in a week, public song with Sayu - tip: it's an Azur Lane series song
- way later in the week, there will be another major upgrade

Nynthixia

『Drowning in the Styx』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201031-01200
LIN (full) : 「599 981 714」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201031-001351
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Hellish Waters of Styx - TRACK 5/16

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : censored suicide reference, death references
Restricted on : (none)

私を死の川の水面に戻さないでね
狂気があなたの精神を奪わせないで

武器が左に倒れていた、ただ暗闇の中に身を置いていた
あなたの悲しみと痛みをよく知っている、戻ることができない

私を死の川の水面に戻さないでね
狂気があなたの精神を奪わせないで
生きてこの場所から出ることはない、知ってる
とどまるために全てを放棄しない限り

何の影響もなく地獄から抜け出した人は多くないよね
本当に私に加わりたいのなら、君を強制したくない

私を死の川の水面に戻さないでね
狂気があなたの精神を奪わせないで
生きてこの場所から出ることはない、知ってる
とどまるために全てを放棄しない限り

Don't bring me back to the surface of the river of death
Don't let the madness take your spirit away

The weapons fell down to the left and I just let myself into the darkness
I'm well aware about your sadness and your pain, but I can't go back

Don't bring me back to the surface of the river of death
Don't let the madness take your spirit away
I won't get out of this place alive and you know it
Unless you abandon everything to stay

Not many got out of hell without any consequences
But if you really want to join me, I don't want to force you

Don't bring me back to the surface of the river of death
Don't let the madness take your spirit away
I won't get out of this place alive and you know it
Unless you abandon everything to stay

Ne me ramène pas à la surface de la rivière de la mort
Ne laisse pas la folie emmener ton esprit encore

Les armes sont tombées à gauche et je me laisse par les ténèbres m'entraîner
Je suis au courant de ta peine et ta douleur, mais je ne peux revenir en arrière désormais

Ne me ramène pas à la surface de la rivière de la mort
Ne laisse pas la folie emmener ton esprit encore
Tu sais aussi bien que moi que je ne sortirai pas de cet endroit
Sauf si tu abandonnes tout pour rester avec moi

Peu sont sortis de l'enfer sans prendre en compte les conséquences
Mais si tu souhaites réellement me rejoindre, je ne veux pas forcer ta conscience

Ne me ramène pas à la surface de la rivière de la mort
Ne laisse pas la folie emmener ton esprit encore
Tu sais aussi bien que moi que je ne sortirai pas de cet endroit
Sauf si tu abandonnes tout pour rester avec moi

Story: about a woman who died and tries refraining her boyfriend to not try ressurrecting her, that not many deceived hell guardians, and also she rathers him living than him joining her forever in hell.
Music: Yeah there is one of the bridge pads that reminds some memories... Sidechained pad and leads by Hybrid, gamelan by M1, bass pad, bridge pad and arp by Toxic Biohazard.

Hello, Nynthixia here

First happy birthday Zunko~

Then this little blog post just to announce the tracklist for the CD30 is over. Actually Zunko's song is not part of this tracklist, but for the album after (so CD30.5).

CD30, called "A New Era", will be released on November 7, 2020.

I wanted to release it on the 14th but... It's already a deadline for Itako whose will be the birthday, so too much stress. Meanwhile for November other deadlines are the 1st (for Oniko) and the 11th (for Sayu) so it leaves a bit more time.

The album contains 16 tracks including 2 solo songs with VY1 (you know only one of them) and Kaori (show her some love!!!) each. It will also include the following songs that already have a demo:
- "Hawthorne" (ft. VY1)
- "GLYZIA" (ft. Toujoh Wistaria)
- "Tina" (ft. Jyougasaki Bibi)
- "Give Me Back Some Time" (ft. Lily)
- "Confusing Delusion" (ft. MAYU)
- "Imperial Banquet" (ft. CUL)
- "Purity" (ft. Namine Ritsu)
- "Pussycat in Mad Wonderland" (ft. Kizuna Akari)

So all other 8 tracks are private for now. You'll get a bit everything: pop, dance, trance, trap, future bass... Maybe just dubstep will be absent from this album.

Just as a warning, one of the private tracks got an explicit rating, so sadly people below 16, the CD30 won't be for you... Let's say I went on a very harsh topic for the concerned song.

Meanwhile, you can still download CDHS2 "Contamination" here and check out new Zunko's song here. It's a very cute song, promised.

So if you have to remember something:

CD30 - "A New Era" - November 7, 2020 midnight (GMT+1) / 8:00 AM (GMT+9) - explicit rated - 16 songs - half are inedite

Nynthixia

『Jade Mother Queen』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler, iZotope Ozone Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201026-01199
LIN (full) : 「599 975 190」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201027-001350
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : (unknown)

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

白い山の頂上に世界の意味を描けていく
光と闇の間、夢と現実の狭間をたどって

みんなが幸せになれる世界を作りたくてだよ
力が希望の真珠に命を与えてるように

白い山の頂上に世界の意味を描けていく
光と闇の間、夢と現実の狭間をたどって

宇宙の物語を歌う鳥の声を聞いていた
羽の先で遠い星の詩を書き戻っているよ

白い山の頂上に世界の意味を描けていく
光と闇の間、夢と現実の狭間をたどって

On the top of the white mountain I draw the meaning of the world
Between the light and the darkness, I trace the frontier between the dream and the reality

I want to create a world where everyone will feel happy
May these forces give the life to this pearl of hope

On the top of the white mountain I draw the meaning of the world
Between the light and the darkness, I trace the frontier between the dream and the reality

I was listening to the bird singing the story of the universe
With the tip of the feather I write back the poem of the distant stars

On the top of the white mountain I draw the meaning of the world
Between the light and the darkness, I trace the frontier between the dream and the reality

Je dessine la signification du monde du haut de la montagne blanche éloignée
Entre lumière et ténèbres, je trace la frontière entre rêve et réalité

Je veux créer un monde où tout le monde se sentira heureux de pouvoir
Puissent ces forces donnent la vie à cette perle d'espoir

Je dessine la signification du monde du haut de la montagne blanche éloignée
Entre lumière et ténèbres, je trace la frontière entre rêve et réalité

J'écoutais l'oiseau me chanter l'histoire de l'univers lointain
Du bout de ma plume je réécris le poème des étoiles au loin

Je dessine la signification du monde du haut de la montagne blanche éloignée
Entre lumière et ténèbres, je trace la frontière entre rêve et réalité

Very few lyrics, but beautiful words coming from a sort of princess of the world. The mother queen of Jade.
Music: electroworld with many trance touches, how to mix up the two. Tremolo koto by M1, luan, ban di and pipa by DSK plugins, trance plucks by T-Force Alpha Plus, world plucks and leads by Sakura.

『Purity』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201010-01194
LIN (full) : 「599 956 118」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201010-001345
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : A New Era - TRACK 15/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

楽園の下の光はこの労働の達成につながっていくよ
過去からの多くの間違いを見るために、振り返ることができないよ

後ろが見えないときにどうやって純度を上げるの？
何世紀にもわたって隠されてきた真実
遠くの幻想をかろうじて知覚している
しかし深い闇に私を止めさせないよね

楽園の下の光はこの労働の達成につながっていくよ
過去からの多くの間違いを見るために、振り返ることができないよ

星を通して脆い運命を見ているよね
残りのかすかな光に輝いていくよね
今、理解するためのより良い日を待っている
別の世界で何が起こってたのでしょうかな

言葉の意味を失っていくよね、この理想にとらわれていただよね
そしてその間、まだこの世界を浄化する方法を探していく

The light beneath my paradise is leading to the accomplishment of this labor
And I can't look back, to see the many mistakes from the past

How to reach purity when you can't see behind?
Truth that has been hidden centuries away
I just barely perceive an illusion far away
But I won't let deep darkness stopping me

The light beneath my paradise is leading to the accomplishment of this labor
And I can't look back, to see the many mistakes from the past

Through the stars I see a brittle fate
Shining in the remaining faint light
Now I'm waiting for a better day to understand
What could have happened in another world?

I'm losing the meaning of the words, stuck in this ideal
And meanwhile I'm going forward, I'm still searching for a way to purify this world

La lumière au-delà de mon paradis me mène à l'accomplissement de mes efforts frutifiés
Et je ne peux regarder derrière moi, je ne peux voir les erreurs du passé

Comment atteindre la pureté lorsque l'on ne peut reculer ?
La vérité qui pendant des siècles a été dissimulée
Je ne perçois qu'une illusion au loin
Mais je ne laisserai les ténèbres m'arrêter enfin

La lumière au-delà de mon paradis me mène à l'accomplissement de mes efforts frutifiés
Et je ne peux regarder derrière moi, je ne peux voir les erreurs du passé

À travers les étoiles je vois un fragile destin
Dans la faible lueur restante brillant
J'attends un meilleur jour pour comprendre désormais
Qu'aurait-il pu dans une autre monde se passer ?

Je perds la signification des mots, dans cet idéal je me suis coincée
Et pendant ce temps j'avance, je cherche toujours un moyen pour que ce monde soit purifié

Just a girl searching for a way to make the world better, but unable to see what mistakes have been done so she is stuck in this sort of ideal she created herself, going forward in her own illusion.
Music: just went on basic trance on this one. Supersaws by Xpand!2, guitar by Slayer, the rest is by Hybrid. It's something awfully simple, really.

DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM - 13 TRACKS, ALL EXCLUSIVITIES

Hello, Nynthixia here

I'm turning 24 today... And for my birthday, I'm the one giving you a present. This album. This result of 10 months of work. This album about the CHARON game "Saikoro Saiko". This second out of series album. It's all for you.

Typically, like the crossfade told you, this album is divided into two parts, A and B, followed by a single conclusion. Side A is about the main psychopaths of the game (the Saiko girls) and the side B is about the girls from Menherafflesia appearing in a cameo + the "seventh eye". Conclusion is about the "if" endings.

SIDE A - TRACKS 1, 3, 5, 7, 9 AND 11

1 - Crimson Broadcast (ft. Kizuna Akari)
124BPM - fourth Saiko (Youtuber×psychopath), California poppy

3 - Viral Infection (ft. Xin Hua Power)
152BPM - second Saiko (substitute teacher×psychopath), rosemary

5 - Wounds Out of my Mind (ft. IA ROCKS)
165BPM - fifth Saiko (unlucky girl×psychopath), rhododendron

7 - Psychiatric Admiration (ft. CUL)
136BPM - sixth Saiko (crazy lesbian×psychopath), pomegranate

9 - In Love With Death (ft. GUMI Native)
113BPM - third Saiko (ghost×psychopath), clover

11 - Scarified Choice (ft. Yuzuki Yukari Jun)
141BPM - first Saiko (yandere×psychopath), muscari

SIDE B - TRACKS 2, 4, 6, 8, 10 AND 12

2 - MATRIONIA (ft. CUL)
144BPM - jasmine

4 - AYLINIA (ft. Lily V3)
122BPM - daffodil

6 - NEZATINA (ft. Yuzuki Yukari Lin)
155BPM - anemone

8 - ISOBELLIA (ft. GUMI Native)
166BPM - ivy

10 - MIHAINIA (ft. IA ROCKS)
133BPM - hydrangea

12 - Ebony (ft. MAYU)
170BPM - seventh eye, starflower

CONCLUSION - TRACK 13

13 - Decontamination (ft. Yuzuki Yukari Jun/Lin, Xin Hua Power/Natural, GUMI Native/NativeFat, Kizuna Akari, IA ROCKS, CUL)
170BPM - all the Saikos one per one

These are the last season 4 songs you'll get. All the rest from now on will be season 5.

Enjoy the album

Nynthixia

『Tina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron Elements, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-201003-01187
LIN (full) : 「599 945 512」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-201003-001338
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : (unknown)

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

背後の影で運命が消えていくのを見た
だから後で復讐したいと思っていた

彼女を愛したのは私だけではなかったよ
そのような美しは他の多くを魅了した
そして後ろに、私の花を奪ってた少女
体から流れているように鮮血の川ね

どうしてそんなに本当嫌われるのかしら
まれな暴力によって犠牲になるために

遠くで彼女の視線は空になっていた
彼女の後ろの少女はまだ立っていたね

彼女を愛したのは私だけではなかったよ
そのような美しは他の多くを魅了した
そして後ろに、私の花を奪ってた少女
体から流れているように鮮血の川ね

I saw my fate being erased by the shadow behind
So I just made a wish to be avenged later

I wasn't the only one to love her
A such beauty attracted so many others
And behind, the girl who took my flower away
Made flowing from my body a river of fresh blood

I still wonder how I could be that really hated
To get sacrificed by a rare violence

In the distance her gaze became empty
The woman behind her was still standing

I wasn't the only one to love her
A such beauty attracted so many others
And behind, the girl who took my flower away
Made flowing from my body a river of fresh blood

J'ai vu mon destin être par l'ombre derrière moi effacé
Alors j'ai fait le souhait que plus tard je serai vengée

Je n'étais pas la seule à l'aimer de loin
Une telle beauté a attiré tant d'autres à ses pieds
Et dans mon dos, la fille qui a pris ma fille au loin
A fait couler de mon corps une rivière de sang frais

Je me demande encore comment j'ai pu être autant haïe
Pour être sacrifiée par une rare violence

Son regard est devenu vide dans la distance
La femme derrière elle se tenait encore en vie

Je n'étais pas la seule à l'aimer de loin
Une telle beauté a attiré tant d'autres à ses pieds
Et dans mon dos, la fille qui a pris ma fille au loin
A fait couler de mon corps une rivière de sang frais

Sister song of "Hawthorne" and "GLYZIA". From the point of view of the yandere who got killed by Glyzia, before the latter got murdered by Hawthorne, Tina's sister, and not for the reasons Glyzia believes... Actually, even Tina wasn't aware that her sister was an actual rival. When you get the two other songs, you can easily understand this one.
Music: mix of world instruments with trance ones. Supersaws by Xpand!2, piano by FL Keys, the rest is done with Sakura.