『Simulacrum』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210327-01236
LIN (full) : 「600 138 451」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210328-001390
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5 - unrevealed track

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

現実は粉々に砕け散り、永遠の幻想にとらわれて
目の前の世界が崩壊した、見ているものが信じられなくなった
自分が生きてきた夢が信じられないだよ、目覚められないだよ
これらの夢の間で、もうどの声を聞くべきかわからないけどよね

前回あなたを抱きしめたかっただけど
風に消える前に、痕跡を残さない
絶望について泣き悲しめていたよね
神々に祈った、何も起こらなかった

また会った時はとても幸せだったよ
祈りはついに答えられたと思ったよ
どうして君は私に答えなかったの？
この瞬間に長い間疑問に思った

現実は粉々に砕け散り、永遠の幻想にとらわれて
目の前の世界が崩壊した、見ているものが信じられなくなった
自分が生きてきた夢が信じられないだよ、目覚められないだよ
これらの夢の間で、もうどの声を聞くべきかわからないけどよね

誰かの気持ちで遊ぶのがいかにとても残酷かわからないの？
あなたの幻想的な鏡が私の精神を打ち砕けた
本当に会えないの？ 二度と一緒に幸せになることはないの？
瞬間を待ってた、未来が簡単に破壊されるのを見るだけ

Reality has shattered into pieces, stuck in an eternal illusion
I can't believe anymore what I am seeing, in front of me world collapsed
I can't trust the dream I have been living in, I can't wake up from it
But I don't know anymore which voice I should be listening to, between these dreams

I just wanted to embrace you a last time
Before you vanished in the wind, leaving no trace behind
I was crying and lamenting about my despair
I prayed the gods but nothing happened

When I saw you again, I was so happy
I thought my prayers were finally answered
Why weren't you answering me?
I wondered at this moment for so long

Reality has shattered into pieces, stuck in an eternal illusion
I can't believe anymore what I am seeing, in front of me world collapsed
I can't trust the dream I have been living in, I can't wake up from it
But I don't know anymore which voice I should be listening to, between these dreams

Don't you know how so cruel it is to play with someone's feelings?
Your illusional mirror shattered my spirit
Won't I really ever see you? Will we never be together happy again?
I always waited for this moment, only to see my future being easily destroyed

La réalité s'est brisée en morceaux, coincée dans une éternelle illusion
Je ne peux plus croire ce que je vois, le monde devant moi s'est effondré
Je ne peux faire confiance au rêve dans lequel j'ai vécu, ni m'en réveiller
Mais j'ignore quelle voix je dois désormais écouter, entre ces oniriques hallucinations

Je voulais juste t'enlacer une dernière fois
Avant que tu ne t'évapores dans le vent, sans laisser de trace
Je pleurais et me lamentais de mon désespoir
J'ai prié les dieux mais rien ne s'est passé

Lorsque je t'ai revue, j'étais si heureuse de pouvoir te revoir
Je pensais que mes prières avaient trouvé réponse mais hélas
Pourquoi ne me répondais-tu jamais ?
Je me le suis demandée pendant si longtemps cette fois

La réalité s'est brisée en morceaux, coincée dans une éternelle illusion
Je ne peux plus croire ce que je vois, le monde devant moi s'est effondré
Je ne peux faire confiance au rêve dans lequel j'ai vécu, ni m'en réveiller
Mais j'ignore quelle voix je dois désormais écouter, entre ces oniriques hallucinations

Ne sais-tu pas comment c'est cruel de jouer avec les sentiments de quelqu'un ?
Ton miroir illusoire a brisé mon esprit
Ne pourrais-je te voir ? Ne pourrais-je être heureuse avec toi jusqu'à la fin ?
J'ai toujours attendu ce moment, que pour voir mon futur si facilement détruit

How false hopes can easily be destroyed.
Music: came back on trance music this time. Pads by Massive X, chords and lead by FM8, supersaws by Xpand!2.

Hello, Nynthixia here, sorry for the delay, this actually happened yesterday BUT...

She is there! GUMI Adult! In excellent state!

So installed since yesterday evening on the computer.

Giving another new for you all: the next album is called "AI Project" and will be released for April 10, 2021 (Sat.). It contains 19 tracks, including 11 inedite ones! Among the inedite tracks: one using Kiritan AI, one using Yukari AI, a Xin Hua/Tianyi duet, a solo song with Saki and a duet VY1/Saki!

The song with Nyui I'll release in few minutes is NOT part of this album. It will be part of the album after this one.

See you in few minutes for a trance music with Nyui <3

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Some news to bring you now.

1) SSD status

Few days ago I sent back the abnormally damaged SSD to the company who sold it to me. They told me they would rather try to repair it than do an exchange. On Thursday they sent me back a new, unused SSD as a replacement. This meant the issues the other 1To SSD was suffering from were indeed not fixable. On Friday I recloned on this new SSD what was on the former 1To one. The disk was checked afterwards and the whole mapping revealed all sectors were fine. We're over with this, finally!

2) KAFU

KAFU was revealed to be released on May 31, 2021. The preorder is currently only for the starter pack, which is not interesting enough for me since Yukari already came with this starter pack. Once I'll be able to get a package of the song voice alone, I'll buy it. If ever this doesn't get released I'll get the download version.

3) GUMI Adult

Amazon still not giving any news, and another seller wanting to sell a GUMI Adult in the status "Used - Like New" (same status as Xin Hua when I got her (this status usually means the product was bought then returned without any opening)), I got into another procedure to get the package. The seller in question only ships within Japan, meaning for the first time I'll have to use a forwarding service. Most people I know used Tenso as forwarding service, so I sent documents for ID check which were approved this night. Few minutes ago, I bought the GUMI Adult to make it ship to the Tenso adress (and then Tenso would send me the package, very probably with EMS) and cancelled the half-order on Amazon.

I currently have no date for the shipping, but high chances this will be during the week of March 29th-April 4th.

Also I'm having her at a very reduced price (probably because of the status?). Let's hope this was the good choice.

Status for IA and ONE still didn't change for now. I learnt for ROSA, CUL's sister, and the project quite interests me. To see then how this will turn out, but I hope Hiroto-P will manage to release her someday!

Concerning CD31, I'm still working on it.

See you soon

Nynthixia

Hello Nynthixia here

Here is the part 1 for GUMI's enhancement. Power voicebank. It's not installed nor activated for now though, and I'll explain later why.

What is going on...

When I said the other day the hard drive incident was repaired... That was what I thought. I managed to get more info about the failure and sadly, it's a physical failure. Meaning the 1 To SSD in the very powerful computer has a manufactory issue. So for now the computer took back its 512 Go original SSD, which is ensured to be 100% sane, the time the 1 To SSD gets sent into repair. And then we'll see if it will indeed get repaired or if it will get a replacement.

Hopefully I deactivated VOCALOID and SynthV before switching back, so I didn't lose any other activation. But for now, as long I'm on the original SSD, I won't install GUMI Power for now. Because I should reclone the 1 To drive and not the 512 Go one. And if I install GUMI Power on the 512 Go drive, I'll have incoherences with the clone created from the 1 To before the SSD emergency switch.

For GUMI Adult

Japanese Amazon still doesn't have any shipping date. So I don't have any further info for now. They started shipping GUMI Power on Wednesday because their date for the package arriving to my home was on today. And since because of its departure place it needed 2 days for the package to arrive, they sticked it to send the package on Wednesday so I get it on the Friday.

The other voicebanks

No other release date for now. I'm keeping an eye around.

Welp, see you at the end of the month for Nyui's first deadlined song, or maybe earlier if ever GUMI Adult or KAF arrive before this date (IA and ONE it's sure it's May/June)

Nynthixia