『Desires for a Reality』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221225-01505
LIN (full) : 「600 798 019」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221225-001659
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

夢と現実のこのほんのわずかな距離だ
叶えたいこの願いをいつも抱いているね
でもこの世界は残酷すぎる、真実だ
過去を見ていると宇宙は遠ざけているよ

何を望んでいるかを知って、手に入れないけどね
すでに自身を試してみたけど、成功したことはない
どんなに頑張っているもとどんなに祈っているも
空の上のこれらの神々はまだ聞いていないよ

夢と現実のこのほんのわずかな距離だ
叶えたいこの願いをいつも抱いているね
でもこの世界は残酷すぎる、真実だ
過去を見ていると宇宙は遠ざけているよ

いつでも物事を想像することができて、起こらない
でも最も深い想いが声にならない限りは
世界に響くものは何もない、夢は想像のまま
夢を見られる、あまり多くの注目を期待しないで

夢と現実のこのほんのわずかな距離だ
叶えたいこの願いをいつも抱いているね
でもこの世界は残酷すぎる、真実だ
過去を見ていると宇宙は遠ざけているよ

Just this thin distance between dream and reality
Always holding this single wish you'd want to see granted
But this world is way too much cruel, it's the truth
Universe is moving away when I look at the past

I know what you want and you won't get it
I already tried myself and I never succeeded
No matter how hard we try or how hard we pray
These gods above the sky are still not listening

Just this thin distance between dream and reality
Always holding this single wish you'd want to see granted
But this world is way too much cruel, it's the truth
Universe is moving away when I look at the past

We can always imagine things, they won't happen
But as long as our thoughts won't have a strong enough voice
Nothing will resonate through this world, dreams will remain imagination
You can dream on, don't expect too much attention

Just this thin distance between dream and reality
Always holding this single wish you'd want to see granted
But this world is way too much cruel, it's the truth
Universe is moving away when I look at the past

Juste cette fine distance entre rêve et réalité
Tenant toujours ce seul souhait que tu voudrais voir exaucé
Mais ce monde est beaucoup trop cruel, c'est la vérité
L'univers s'éloigne alors que je regarde le passé

Je sais ce que tu veux et tu ne l'auras pas
J'ai déjà essayé moi-même et je ne réussis guère
Peu importe nos efforts et nos prières
Ces dieux au-delà du ciel ne nous entendent pas

Juste cette fine distance entre rêve et réalité
Tenant toujours ce seul souhait que tu voudrais voir exaucé
Mais ce monde est beaucoup trop cruel, c'est la vérité
L'univers s'éloigne alors que je regarde le passé

On peut toujours imaginer des choses, elles n'arriveront pas
Mais tant que nos pensées n'auront pas suffisamment de voix
Rien dans résonnera dans ce monde, les rêves ne resteront qu'imagination
Tu peux rêver, ne t'attends pas à trop d'attention

Juste cette fine distance entre rêve et réalité
Tenant toujours ce seul souhait que tu voudrais voir exaucé
Mais ce monde est beaucoup trop cruel, c'est la vérité
L'univers s'éloigne alors que je regarde le passé

Music: pad by Mosaic Voices, chords by Mosaic Keys, leads by Meditation and pianos by Noire.

『Weaver of Sorrow』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221226-01506
LIN (full) : 「600 800 225」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221226-001660
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : crude lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

哀しみ、絶望、涙、痛み、君の心に秘めた全てをとても愛してる
川が目から流れてように、この世界を君の想いの色で染めてあげるよ
怒りも復讐心も引き裂いてあげる、この布で完璧な人物になって
顔を不死化すれば、君は忘れられないよね、他が君に注意を向ける時

今どのように感じているかを正確に知って、怖がっているなら
完全に理解している、全ての人間は痛みから逃れている

哀しみ、絶望、涙、痛み、君の心に秘めた全てをとても愛してる
川が目から流れてように、この世界を君の想いの色で染めてあげるよ
怒りも復讐心も引き裂いてあげる、この布で完璧な人物になって
顔を不死化すれば、君は忘れられないよね、他が君に注意を向ける時

私のために泣き続けて、布が乾き始めた、やるべきことがある
悲しみと壊れた希望の色 まだ描き続ける、美しいの？

哀しみ、絶望、涙、痛み、君の心に秘めた全てをとても愛してる
川が目から流れてように、この世界を君の想いの色で染めてあげるよ
怒りも復讐心も引き裂いてあげる、この布で完璧な人物になって
顔を不死化すれば、君は忘れられないよね、他が君に注意を向ける時

Sorrow, despair, tears, pain, I totally love everything hidden in your spirit
Let the rivers flow from your eyes, I'll paint this world with the color of your emotions
I'll tear off your anger and your thoughts of revenge, you'll be a perfect figurant in this cloth
You won't be forgotten if I immortalize your face, when others will lend some attention to you

I know exactly how you are feeling right now, and if you're scared
I perfectly understand, every human is fleeing pain

Sorrow, despair, tears, pain, I totally love everything hidden in your spirit
Let the rivers flow from your eyes, I'll paint this world with the color of your emotions
I'll tear off your anger and your thoughts of revenge, you'll be a perfect figurant in this cloth
You won't be forgotten if I immortalize your face, when others will lend some attention to you

Continue crying for me, the cloth is starting to get dry now, and I have things to do
Colors of sadness and broken hopes to still paint, isn't it beautiful?

Sorrow, despair, tears, pain, I totally love everything hidden in your spirit
Let the rivers flow from your eyes, I'll paint this world with the color of your emotions
I'll tear off your anger and your thoughts of revenge, you'll be a perfect figurant in this cloth
You won't be forgotten if I immortalize your face, when others will lend some attention to you

Chagrin, désespoir, larmes, douleur, j'aime totalement tout ce qui dans ton esprit est caché
Laisse les rivières couler de tes yeux, je peindrai ce monde de la couleur de tes émotions
Je déchirerai ta colère et tes pensées de vengeance, tu seras sur cette toile un figurant parfait
Tu ne seras pas oublié si j'immortalise ton visage, quand les autres t'y prêteront attention

Je sais exactement comme tu te sens à présent, et si tu as peur
Je comprends parfaitement, tous les humains fuient normalement la douleur

Chagrin, désespoir, larmes, douleur, j'aime totalement tout ce qui dans ton esprit est caché
Laisse les rivières couler de tes yeux, je peindrai ce monde de la couleur de tes émotions
Je déchirerai ta colère et tes pensées de vengeance, tu seras sur cette toile un figurant parfait
Tu ne seras pas oublié si j'immortalise ton visage, quand les autres t'y prêteront attention

Continue de pleurer pour moi, la toile commence à sécher et j'ai à faire
Des couleurs de tristesse et d'espoirs brisés à peindre encore, n'est-ce pas un magnifique enfer ?

Chagrin, désespoir, larmes, douleur, j'aime totalement tout ce qui dans ton esprit est caché
Laisse les rivières couler de tes yeux, je peindrai ce monde de la couleur de tes émotions
Je déchirerai ta colère et tes pensées de vengeance, tu seras sur cette toile un figurant parfait
Tu ne seras pas oublié si j'immortalise ton visage, quand les autres t'y prêteront attention

It's someone who is overly sadistical she creates people's despair and pain... While enjoying the whole thing of course.
Music: Electroworld for this one. All by Jade Ethnic Orchestra.

『AZENATH』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221224-01503
LIN (full) : 「600 797 440」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221224-001657
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

暗闇を彷徨う君の傷ついた魂は世話しているよね
他の誰も二人を見ることができない場所、現実にはないよ
腕に入る前に苦しんだ、痛みが終わることを確認して
君が耐えてきた全ての悲しみは、ついに一掃されるでしょう

腕の中で眠ってる、悩みは置き去りにして
二人の完璧な幸せでしょう、夢の実現
地面に残ったものを心配しないでくれね
ただ私の目を見てくれ、また抱きしめさせてね

暗闇を彷徨う君の傷ついた魂は世話しているよね
他の誰も二人を見ることができない場所、現実にはないよ
腕に入る前に苦しんだ、痛みが終わることを確認して
君が耐えてきた全ての悲しみは、ついに一掃されるでしょう

心の中でどう思っているか知らないだよ
でもこの恐怖の涙はもう見たくなくてよね
守ってくれる人がいる今、幸せなはずで
だから過去の悲しみが君をかじらないように

暗闇を彷徨う君の傷ついた魂は世話しているよね
他の誰も二人を見ることができない場所、現実にはないよ
腕に入る前に苦しんだ、痛みが終わることを確認して
君が耐えてきた全ての悲しみは、ついに一掃されるでしょう

I'll take care of your wounded soul wandering in darkness
Where no one else can see us, not in any reality
You suffered before coming into my arms, so I'll ensure the pain will end
All the sorrow you've been enduring will finally be swept away

Sleeping in my arms, letting worries behind
This will be our perfect happiness, a dream come true
Don't worry about what remained on the ground
Just look at me in the eyes, let me embrace you again

I'll take care of your wounded soul wandering in darkness
Where no one else can see us, not in any reality
You suffered before coming into my arms, so I'll ensure the pain will end
All the sorrow you've been enduring will finally be swept away

I don't know how you feel in your heart
But I don't want to see these tears of fear on your face anymore
You should be happy now you have someone to protect you
So don't let anymore the sorrow from the past gnawing you

I'll take care of your wounded soul wandering in darkness
Where no one else can see us, not in any reality
You suffered before coming into my arms, so I'll ensure the pain will end
All the sorrow you've been enduring will finally be swept away

Je prendrai soin de ton âme blessée errant dans l'obscurité
Où personne d'autre ne peut nous voir, dans aucune réalité
Tu as souffert avant de venir dans mes bras, alors je m'assurerai que la douleur prenne fin
Tout le chagrin que tu as enduré pendant tout ce temps sera balayé enfin

Dormant dans mes bras, laissant ses inquiétudes derrière
Ce sera notre bonheur parfait, un rêve devenu réalité
Ne t'inquiète pas de ce qui reste à terre
Regarde-moi juste dans les yeux, laisse-moi encore t'enlancer

Je prendrai soin de ton âme blessée errant dans l'obscurité
Où personne d'autre ne peut nous voir, dans aucune réalité
Tu as souffert avant de venir dans mes bras, alors je m'assurerai que la douleur prenne fin
Tout le chagrin que tu as enduré pendant tout ce temps sera balayé enfin

Je ne sais pas exactement comment tu te sens dans ton cœur
Mais je ne veux voir sur ton visage ces larmes de peur
Tu devrais être heureuse maintenant que tu as quelqu'un pour te protéger
Alors ne laisse plus le chagrin du passé te ronger

Je prendrai soin de ton âme blessée errant dans l'obscurité
Où personne d'autre ne peut nous voir, dans aucune réalité
Tu as souffert avant de venir dans mes bras, alors je m'assurerai que la douleur prenne fin
Tout le chagrin que tu as enduré pendant tout ce temps sera balayé enfin

Music: pad by Mosaic Pads, piano by The Grandeur.

Hello, Nynthixia here

It's been a long time since I hadn't done a news post gosh...

I start with what... Maybe the voicebanks? That's the least messy thing to do?

So, in April and this week, there were 3 new additions: Mell (that I started to confirmed early March), Teto (that interested me a lot since her announcement for SynthV - gosh girl you got it your revenge!) and Fuiro (that I confirmed once Yamaha tweeted her demo, and that I retweeted). It does +1 CeVIO, +1 SynthV and +1 VOCALOID6. Phew!

Now next, unless other surprises it's HARU.

The deadlines for each girl:

- Fuiro: May 9 (alone!) and February 1 (shared with HARU that has an artificial deadline). First public songs on 2024.
- Teto: April 1 (alone) and November 30 (alone too). First public song on November 2023.
- Mell: April 20 only. First public song on 2024.

Their first albums:

- Teto and Mell will first be featured in CD38.5 "Genesis of Blackness"
- Fuiro will first be featured in CD39 (I'll talk about this later on)
- Each of their 2 songs are private and one is a "normal" one, the other one a main lore series one (main timeline just in case!)

The albums now!

CD39 - called "Incubation in your Mind" and contains... 30 tracks. Features all September and October deadlines. With Fuiro in bonus if you understood well, but not HARU. HARU is for CD39.5 for now. Release of CD39 is for December 16, 2023 (Sat). So it will be the last album release of the year!

CD39.5 - no title yet, contains for now 24 tracks but is still subject to change and for now I only have... The titles of 3 of its tracks! Features all deadlines of November and of the 15 first days of December (so it goes until Cong Zheng's deadline). Set to release for January 28, 2024 (Sat) so we have some time still...

Advancement on CDHS3 now.

- Disc 1: still only the last track left. If you saw the singers of the tracks I've done for disc 2, will you guess who will be on the last one? (Easy for that one I admit)
- Disc 2: a third of the tracks is done. I did all tracks of the third scenario. I now have scenarii 1 and 2 left to do so 8 other tracks. The thing is that the tracks of the scenario 3 were more a hell to work upon than all the others so I did the hardest ones for now!
- Bible booklet: at 376 pages for now, which makes me think that it's now 100% sure that at the release date we'll be over 400...
- I announce another bonus! Along with the album, you will receive 2 passwords that will give you access to 2 secret sections of this blog. The first section will give you access to a list of text messages that were intercepted during terminal insanity timeline, the second section a full in-lore description of the terminal insanity timeline. These passwords, along with the links to the sections in question will be available in a text document given in the album archive. Also, content warning, but we are quite some notches of violence above the average. That's also the reason why I decided to keep these sections as "secrets" for the ones getting the album.

Current advancement for in series albums:

- working on "Incubation in your Mind" now. 10% done.
- albums "Ruin Her" and "Slippage" fully packaged.
- "Genesis of Blackness" has all its tracks done, the rest is yet to be done.

Next album release is in exactly a month. I'll try to make it on time! Sorry about last time...

Nynthixia