Nynthixia productions

DOWNLOAD - 16 TRACKS - COMPLETE ALBUM

Hello, Nynthixia there.

This is the changelog for the album. I tried to recompose what was originally written, but there may be one or two things still missing, anyways, you know what tracks were modified. Enjoy listening to them! (^-^)

(Note: tracks that are not written = same as demos)

02. ALCESTIA (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
[EXTENSION] Added two final notes at the end

08. CALEDONE (feat. kokone)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

09. Mind Broken (feat. IA)
[EXTENSION] Added one supplementary chorus
[INSTRUMENT] Added fade-in synth at the beginning
[INSTRUMENT] Removed some beats at group chorus 4
[INSTRUMENT] Added synth at the first bridge
[INSTRUMENT] Modified beats at the end

12. ATROPINIUM (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Removed some beats at the end of some choruses
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX
[EXTENSION] Extended end

13. Evil Twins (feat. MAYU)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

15. Clemence (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

OK some more serious news now. Two days ago I got news about the files on the drive that got an incident at the end of February. The files will be recovered during next week, but apparently, I'll have corruption to repair, and since the production files are in the folders where the bug occured... I think it will be a mess and I'll have to repair everything. Files themselves are not affected, I'll maybe have to find what is what. It may take some time though...

And hopefully, you were not penalized for the album, because if I knew earlier when I would get the files back... The air date would be moved to the Saturday of next week.

I'll aware you when all the production files will be recovered, so that if you request them to me, I can give them.

Else, still working, the next song should be for Saturday evening normally.

Enjoy the album!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there.

The album airing of "Fragile Thorn" will indeed be on this Saturday (March 18th), it is now fully packaged. Concerning the data recovery, it just began on today, but it will take up to one or two weeks. Don't estimate the possibility for me of getting back everything then to make the copies on the new hard drives before maybe April 1st (maximum date, after this, you can ask me any material you want!). I'll tell you anyway when the incident will be 100% over.

Other news about the April pace. There will be a week under the tightest pace (one song a day) for the week between April 24th and April 30th included, before going back to a week with the slow pace (2/3 songs a week). After, it will be or 2/3 songs a week until mid-July, or between 3 and 6 songs a week until beginning September (excluding the weeks of August 5th/August 11th (no song airing, working offline) and August 12th/August 19th (2/3 songs a week)).

APRIL

April 3rd/9th ; 10th/16th ; 17th/23rd : slow pace - 2 or 3 songs a week
April 24th/30th : tight pace - one song everyday

MAY

May 1st/7th : slow pace - 2 or 3 songs a week
The rest of the month : or slow pace or medium pace (2/3 songs a week or between 3 and 6 songs a week)

JUNE/JULY

Same than the rest of May then between 3 and 6 songs a week

AUGUST

No online airing for between August 5th and August 11th included (this means I'll work offline with the offline methods)
August 12th/19th : slow pace - 2 or 3 songs a week

I may remind it later.

Other schedules that are closer :

- March 18th : album airing : "Fragile Thorn"
- March 25th : remix of "Lience" (sele) with Lily -> Tmbox only
- March 31st : "Collapse" with Anna Nyui -vivid- -> at least blog
 - April 15th : cover of "REJECT" (sele) with Yuzuki Yukari -> Tmbox only*
- April 29th : album airing : "Night Angels"

* Note : due to the instru license, alternative license system will be used.

No other detailled air dates for other songs.

Nynthixia

『Black Days』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170312-00496
LIN (full) : 「598 572 036」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170312-000615
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 7/18

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

闇に捨てられ、涙で溺れてしまった、もう何もする意欲がなかった
人生と未来に背を向けると、この精神はどんな考えも空っぽに感じる
全てがとても苦いので、苦痛と悲しみは終わらなければならなかった
残酷な世界に何かを後悔することなくさよならを言う

心が脱線するのを感じるまで、彼らを一緒に見ているだけで、病気になった
この幸せはそんなに傷つきました、彼らが消えたかった
泣く時間さえなかったし、ひどく歪んで現実を見ていた
嘘と欺瞞の間に、すでに生き残るにはあまりにも多くのものを見た

闇に捨てられ、涙で溺れてしまった、もう何もする意欲がなかった
人生と未来に背を向けると、この精神はどんな考えも空っぽに感じる
全てがとても苦いので、苦痛と悲しみは終わらなければならなかった
残酷な世界に何かを後悔することなくさよならを言う

決して終わらなかった拷問でこの深い絶望を感じていただけ
何も痛みを和らげることはできなった、状況は私を疲れさせていた
この腐った体から流れ出る鮮血でさえ、何も治癒しない
この世界が暗闇の中で消えれば、結果は重要ではありません

この人生は耐えられず、全てを忘れるようなものを探した
これらの思い出は焼き尽くされ、それぞれの存在の断片と共に灰に変わります
この瞬間、安心していなくても、何の理由もなく笑った
この状況は非常に哀れであり、残念でいっぱいで、ばかげている

この拷問が今終了することを望んだが、債券はすでに破壊されている
血が地面に流れるまであなたは私から逃げていた
あなたはなぜ自分の人生の遺骨を壊すように強制したの？
彼が私からあなたを盗んだことがないなら、全てはまだうまくいくだろう

Abandoned in the darkness, drowned by the tears, not motivated anymore to do anything
Turning the back to the life and the future, this spirit feeling empty of any thoughts
Everything tasted so bitter, the pain and the sorrow had to end
Saying goodbye to a cruel world without regretting anything

Just seeing them together was making me sick, until feeling the heart derail
This happiness was hurting so much, I wanted them to disappear
I didn't even have the time to cry, I was barely seeing the reality in the distortion
Between the lies and the deceptions, I already saw too much things to survive

Abandoned in the darkness, drowned by the tears, not motivated anymore to do anything
Turning the back to the life and the future, this spirit feeling empty of any thoughts
Everything tasted so bitter, the pain and the sorrow had to end
Saying goodbye to a cruel world without regretting anything

I was just feeling this deep despair in a torture that never ended
Nothing could calm the pain down, the situation was tiring me out
Even the fresh blood flowing from this rotten body doesn't heal anything
The consequences won't matter, if this world vanishes in the darkness

This life was unbearable, searching for something to forget everything
These memories being burnt down and turned into ashes, with each fragment of existence
At this moment I laughed without any reason, even if I wasn't relieved
This situation is so pathetic, full of pity, becoming ridiculous

I wanted this torture to end now, but the bonds are already destroyed
You were running away from me, until the blood also flows on the ground
Then why did you force myself to break the remains of my own life?
If he never stole you from me, everything would still be fine

Abandonnée dans les ténèbres, noyée par les larmes, ne pouvant faire quoi que ce soit
Tournant le dos à la vie et l'avenir, l'esprit vidé de toute pensée
Tout avait un goût si amer, la douleur et le chagrin devaient s'arrêter
Dire adieu à un monde cruel sans regretter quoi que ce soit

Les voir ensemble me rendait malade, jusqu'à ce cœur aille dérailler
Ce bonheur me faisait trop mal, je voulais les voir disparaître à jamais
Je n'ai même pas eu le temps de pleurer, je voyais à peine dans la distorsion la réalité
Entre mensonges et tromperies, j'avais déjà trop vu pour continuer d'exister

Abandonnée dans les ténèbres, noyée par les larmes, ne pouvant faire quoi que ce soit
Tournant le dos à la vie et l'avenir, l'esprit vidé de toute pensée
Tout avait un goût si amer, la douleur et le chagrin devaient s'arrêter
Dire adieu à un monde cruel sans regretter quoi que ce soit

Je ressentais un intense désespoir dans une torture qui n'a jamais réellement pris fin
Rien ne calmait ma douleur, la situation continuait de me fatiguer
Même le sang frais coulant de ce corps pourri ne pouvait rien soigner
Peu importe les conséquences, si ce monde s'évanouit enfin

Cette vie était insupportable, je cherchais quelque chose pour tout oublier
Ces souvenirs étant brûlés en cendres, avec chaque morceau de vie
À ce moment j'ai ri sans raison, même si je ne me sentais pas soulagée
Cette situation est si pathétique, ridicule, pleine de sympathie

Je voulais que la torture prenne fin, mais les liens avaient déjà été détruits
Tu t'es mise à me fuir, jusqu'à ce que le sang se soit écoulé
Alors pourquoi m'as-tu forcée à briser ce qu'il restait de ma propre vie ?
S'il ne t'avait jamais emmenée loin de moi, tout aurait pu encore aller

And still, I censored a few the lyrics... So I let you imagine the situation.
Also, if I had to write a full story of this song, the age limit would be certainly higher.
This is (maybe?) the most extreme case that can happen.
Initially, Tei would be the one singing this, then I wrote the lyrics and... I thought it was too mature for her, so I switched "Re;Boot" and "Black Days" placeholders, so Tei could sing the first one and Lily the second one. Even if it's yandere.
Music: all the synths were made by using Toxic Biohazard presets. And to be honest, I had many difficulties to compose it, between the settings that made the patterns sounding "off-timed"... And there is also a cho track, not only a main track for the capella.

『Para-Normal』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170310-00495
LIN (full) : 「598 570 582」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170311-000614
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 12/18

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

見えない現実は、誰もこの世界で暗闇に満ちていることにならない
これらの魂がどのように空であるかを見るためにあなたの目を開いて
正常を越えて、人々の目から隠された何かがまだあります
誰かが秘密を明らかにすると、誰も信じたくない

彼らは、私たちの目には霧があると言いる、ただの幻想です
彼らに目に見える証拠がないなら、何も信頼できない
彼らの精神は私たちが望むものを見るのに十分なほど開いていないからです
代わりに、彼らは疑惑と嘘でいっぱいになっている世界にこだわっていたい

見えない現実は、誰もこの世界で暗闇に満ちていることにならない
これらの魂がどのように空であるかを見るためにあなたの目を開いて
正常を越えて、人々の目から隠された何かがまだあります
誰かが秘密を明らかにすると、誰も信じたくない

なぜ彼らは明らかに本当のものを見ることができないの？
私が感じることができるこの感覚、誰もそれに気付かない
宇宙の端まで共鳴する、心の中に隠されている
あなたは「異常」と呼んでいる世界のすばらしい知覚

見えない現実は、誰もこの世界で暗闇に満ちていることにならない
これらの魂がどのように空っぽであるかを見るためにあなたの目を開いて
正常を越えて、人々の目から隠された何かがまだあります
誰かが秘密を明らかにすると、誰も信じたくない

The unseen reality that nobody will reach in this world full of darkness
Open your eyes just to see how these souls are empty
Beyond the normality, there is still something hidden from the people's eyes
When someone reveals the secret, nobody wants to believe

They say there is some mist in our eyes, that it's just some illusion
That nothing can be trusted if they didn't have any visible proofs
Because their spirits aren't open enough to see what we want
Instead, they want to stay stuck in a world full of doubt and lies

The unseen reality that nobody will reach in this world full of darkness
Open your eyes just to see how these souls are empty
Beyond the normality, there is still something hidden from the people's eyes
When someone reveals the secret, nobody wants to believe

Why can't they see the things that are obviously real?
This sensation that I can feel, nobody else notices it
It is hidden, deep inside the heart, resonating until the edges of the universe
The wonderful vision of a world full of what you are calling "abnormality"

The unseen reality that nobody will reach in this world full of darkness
Open your eyes just to see how these souls are empty
Beyond the normality, there is still something hidden from the people's eyes
When someone reveals the secret, nobody wants to believe

La réalité non vue que personne dans ce monde de ténèbres n'atteindra
Ouvre tes yeux pour voir ces âmes et leur vacuité
Au-delà de la normalité, il y a quelque chose qui leur est caché
Si quelqu'un révèle le secret, personne ne le croira

Ils disent que nos yeux sont pleins de brouillard, que ce n'est qu'une illusion
Que rien ne peut être cru si personne n'a quoi que ce soit pour le prouver
Parce que leurs esprits ne sont pas assez ouverts pour voir ce que nous voulons
Ils veulent à la place rester dans un monde que le doute et les mensonges ont créé

La réalité non vue que personne dans ce monde de ténèbres n'atteindra
Ouvre tes yeux pour voir ces âmes et leur vacuité
Au-delà de la normalité, il y a quelque chose qui leur est caché
Si quelqu'un révèle le secret, personne ne le croira

Pourquoi ne peuvent-ils voir les choses qui sont bien la réalité ?
Cette sensation que je peux ressentir, personne ne peut la remarquer
Tout au fond du cœur, résonnant jusqu'aux bords de l'univers, demeurant cachée
Cette merveilleuse vision du monde plein de ce que vous appelez "anormalité"

La réalité non vue que personne dans ce monde de ténèbres n'atteindra
Ouvre tes yeux pour voir ces âmes et leur vacuité
Au-delà de la normalité, il y a quelque chose qui leur est caché
Si quelqu'un révèle le secret, personne ne le croira

Again a trance track for CUL, but since she sings very good on this style, I don't hesitate anymore. And for the lyrics, these are not too clear, but it's mainly about the things that people don't want to see or believe "like that". It does a quite good reference to paranormal too...
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, choir by DSK ChoirZ and lead by GMS.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Few days ago I posted a new where I explained the incident of data loss, which made me impossible to give to anyone many production files, such as .flp, .ust or .vsqx files.
I'll soon get back these files, but because of the size of all the data (yes, it's that huge), I think it won't be before at least 2 weeks. So, wait and see, and I'll tell you when all the files will be recovered. When it will be done, I'll be able to give back these files again if you request them.

For the moment, the requests of getting the project data are not allowed for :
- S01 ust files
- all S02 ust, vsqx and flp files
- all S03 .flp files until "Eve" not included
- all S03 .ust files until "Laura" included except for "White Dress" (got a copy from another computer when I made the VCV test)
- all S03 .vsqx files until "Eve" included

For all songs since "ANGELICIA", the requests are allowed because I can give the files (there are private saves elsewhere than on the main computer and the main disk).

So, what everything there does for the March album?

I had 3 choices depending of the date I could recover the data:

- Or I got everything back before March 16th and everything happens normally. This is the case that is the less likely to happen.
- Or I got everything back before March 24th. The air date of the album would be moved to March 25th (still on a Saturday, because in schedules, it's better to organize for me). Limited probability to happen since the amount of data to recover is very very huge...
- Or I got everything way after these dates and in this case, the air date of the album would not move (still on March 18th) but I would do again a booklet.

And considering the situation, the third case is the most likely to happen. No worries, the album tracks were all saved on another storage (else I would cancel the album or report it to another month, and that would be very annoying), the certificate has already been uploaded to the drive (where the little link in the .zip description points out) and the booklet is the only thing remaining to do (again!) at this point...

Other new, concerning the remix. This will finally be a remix of "Lience" with Lily. It will be featured on Tmbox only. No material will be on piapro! Air date: maybe April 24th or 25th in public. (Yes, that late, even if I didn't stop working on it the whole week!)
As for the April plan, if you know me quite well... Cover of "REJECT", and there are many chances I use Yukari for this one (no way I would do IA again, plus, to be honest, I really prefered Lily's version). No exact air date.

That's all for the moment, the next song you'll get is "Para-Normal", but since I worked on the remix a big part of the week, I was a bit slowed down on it... No worries, I don't think you'll wait too long either. (^-^)

Nynthixia

EDIT March 11th 00:50 (Paris time) : "Re;Boot" will be performed by Tei and "Black Days" by Lily. Updated the tracklist on the discography page.

『Spinning World』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170304-00493
LIN (full) : 「598 563 894」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170305-000612
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 4/18

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

世界の霊は出口がない混乱の中で立ち往生している
誰も彼らが助けを求めている間に、何が起こっているかを知らない

この宇宙からの残虐な社会災害についての苦情
誰かが今何を感じているのか、何が起こっているのか教えてもらえるの？

何かを予測することはできない、回転する世界が存続する限り
変化は見えないほど速く、誰も気づくことさえできない
人類のさまざまな顔がこの世界のように回転している
誰も誰も信じることができない、約束は全て破られている

誰もが無意識と疑問でいっぱいの思考で失われている
同じ質問をして、間違った答えを繰り返すこと

この宇宙からの残虐な社会災害についての苦情
誰かが今何を感じているのか、何が起こっているのか教えてもらえるの？

何かを予測することはできない、回転する世界が存続する限り
変化は見えないほど速く、誰も気づくことさえできない
人類のさまざまな顔がこの世界のように回転している
誰も誰も信じることができない、約束は全て破られている

The spirits of the world are stuck in a mess that has no exit
Nobody knows what is going on, while they're seeking for help

The complaints about a society disaster, the cruelty coming from this universe
Can someone tell me what is going on what are they all feeling now?

I can't predict anything, as long the spinning world will subsist
The changes are too fast to be seen, and anyone can't even notice anything
The different faces of the humanity are spinning like this world
Nobody can't trust anyone, the promises are all broken

While everyone is lost in their thoughts full of incomprehension and doubt
Wondering the same questions and repeating wrong answers

The complaints about a society disaster, the cruelty coming from this universe
Can someone tell me what is going on what are they all feeling now?

I can't predict anything, as long the spinning world will subsist
The changes are too fast to be seen, and anyone can't even notice anything
The different faces of the humanity are spinning like this world
Nobody can't trust anyone, the promises are all broken

Les esprits du monde coincés dans un bazar sans sortie
Ils appellent à l'aide, mais personne ne sait ce qui se passe ici

Les plaintes d'un désastre social, de cet univers dont émane la cruauté
Que se passe-t-il, que pensent-ils tous, pouvez-vous me le dire s'il vous plaît ?

Je ne peux rien prédire, dans le monde tournant continuera d'exister
Les changes sont trop soudain pour être vues, et personne ne peut rien remarquer
Les différents visages de l'humanité comme ce monde sont en train de tourner
Personne ne peut croire en personne, les promesses sont toutes brisées

Pendant que tout le monde est perdu dans le doute, l'incompréhension envahissant leurs pensées
En se posant les mêmes questions et répétant des réponses erronées

Les plaintes d'un désastre social, de cet univers dont émane la cruauté
Que se passe-t-il, que pensent-ils tous, pouvez-vous me le dire s'il vous plaît ?

Je ne peux rien prédire, dans le monde tournant continuera d'exister
Les changes sont trop soudain pour être vues, et personne ne peut rien remarquer
Les différents visages de l'humanité comme ce monde sont en train de tourner
Personne ne peut croire en personne, les promesses sont toutes brisées

Everything changes. Everything spins. A sort of "they never stay on their thoughts".
Music: coupled lead with GMS and Toxic Biohazard (also used this last one for the rythm pad), gated pad with FireBird and ending arp with Sytrus.

『Rachel』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170302-00492
LIN (full) : 「598 562 004」 [Lily ver] / 「598 562 006」 [IA ver]
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170303-000610 [Lily ver] / 12FR-170303-000611 [IA ver, air date: Mar 4th]
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 8/18 (Lily) 18/18 (IA)

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

暗闇の中を歩いて、どのような場所に到達するかわからずに
同じ痛みを感じるたびに、燃えている空気を呼吸していた
後悔することがたくさんあるので、許されないことを知っている
ささやきや思考が強すぎて、戦うことができない

錯覚、間違った歪んだ現実、誤解の中で立ち往生した
このような残念な決定をしても、まだ何も感じていない
私の希望と未来は崩壊しており、それについては何もできないでした
この悪夢を止めたかったが、それはすでに遅すぎた

暗闇の中を歩いて、どのような場所に到達するかわからずに
同じ痛みを感じるたびに、燃えている空気を呼吸していた
後悔することがたくさんあるので、許されないことを知っている
ささやきや思考が強すぎて、戦うことができない

彼があなたと一緒にいる間、まだ隠されて暗闇の中で失われた
幸福に到達しようとしたが、断片を把握することはできないでした
彼があなたを私から遠ざけると思った、とても恐れていた
この夢のような未来を災害に変えさせたくありませんでした

あなたが私に怒っていると理解している、絶望は私たちを永遠に分けた
その幻想は壊れていて、破壊された記憶の後ろには苦味が残っていた
もう何も信頼することはできない、世界は嘘と欺瞞でいっぱいです
なぜこれら全ての希望を台無しにした人をまだ保護していたの？

Walking in the darkness, without knowing what sort of place I would reach
Every time I was feeling the same pain, I was breathing a burning air
I have so many things to regret, I know that I can't be forgiven
The whispers and the thoughts are too strong to be fought against

I was stuck into an illusion, a mistaken and distorted reality, in a misunderstanding
Even by taking these regretful decisions, I still haven't felt anything
My hopes and future were collapsing, nothing could be done about it
I wanted this nightmare to stop, but it was already too late

Walking in the darkness, without knowing what sort of place I would reach
Every time I was feeling the same pain, I was breathing a burning air
I have so many things to regret, I know that I can't be forgiven
The whispers and the thoughts are too strong to be fought against

As long he was with you, I was still going to be hidden and lost in the darkness
I tried to reach the happiness, without being able to grasp even a fragment it
I thought he would get you away from me, I was so afraid
I didn't want to let this dreamy future turn into a disaster

I understand if you are mad at me, despair has separated us forever
The illusion was shattering, only leaving bitterness behind destroyed memories
I can't trust anything anymore, the world is filled with lies and deceptions
Why were you still protecting the person who ruined all these hopes?

Marchant dans l'obscurité, sans savoir à quel genre d'endroit j'arriverais
Chaque fois que je ressentais cette même douleur, respirant un air brûlant
J'ai tant de choses à regretter, je sais que je ne pourrai être pardonnée
Les chuchotements et les pensées étaient trop fortes pour les combattre maintenant

J'étais coincée dans une illusion, malentendu, une réalité déformée et erronée
Même en prenant ces regrettables décisions, je ne pouvais rien ressentir
Je ne pouvais rien faire hormis voir s'effondrer mes espoirs et mon avenir
Il était déjà trop tard pour vouloir que ce cauchemar puisse s'arrêter

Marchant dans l'obscurité, sans savoir à quel genre d'endroit j'arriverais
Chaque fois que je ressentais cette même douleur, respirant un air brûlant
J'ai tant de choses à regretter, je sais que je ne pourrai être pardonnée
Les chuchotements et les pensées étaient trop fortes pour les combattre maintenant

Tant qu'il était avec toi, j'allais rester cachée et perdue dans l'obscurité
J'ai essayé d'atteindre le bonheur, sans même pouvoir en saisir un fragment
J'ai pensé qu'il tentait de t'éloigner de moi, j'étais tellement effrayée
Je ne voulais pas laisser ce futur de rêve être dévasté cependant

Je comprends si tu m'en veux, le désespoir nous a à jamais séparées
L'illusion s'est brisée, ne laissant que l'amertume derrière nos souvenirs brisés
Je ne peux plus croire en rien, le monde est rempli de mensonges et tromperies
Pourquoi protégeais-tu encore la personne qui a voulu ruiner nos vies ?

Version with IA -ROCKS- on tomorrow if everything happens as expected.
Story: about a girl who thought that the boy being with her lover was a rival, when he actually was her lover's brother. A bit paranoid, but even if someone gets close to the person a yandere loves... This is often the bad ending if you see what I mean. In a nutshell: it all began because of a big misunderstanding...
Music: pad by Toxic Biohazard, leads by PoiZone, gated pad by FireBird, chord pad by Xpand!2.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Coming back with further news for the work pace on the Apr 10th-Apr 16h. As I thought, it will be indeed the slow pace. The reason is that I won't be at home and I'll lose many potential time of working in front of the computer, so a slow song production as currently.

But if I came here, it's also because I had a serious incident with my files, including the production ones. The hard drive on which these files were saved doesn't work correctly anymore. However, the data isn't completely lost, especially because the problem seems to come from a numeric bug. The drive itself works, but the files aren't well recognized in other words. Since Thursday evening I'm struggling to get back these files.

What does that mean?

- Impossible to give you the material files for all S02+S03 songs and until "Eve" included (I can give the .flp file for this one, but not the .vsqx). Impossible to give you the other .ust/.vsqx files produced until last Thursday.
- The album tracks for March are not lost, however, I have to redo the booklet and save back the jacket picture. If I don't get back the files before the 17th, I'll do again this booklet quickly, package everything and send all of this on fichier-zip.
- Due to this incident, I changed my way to upload. Now, a little .zip file containing the .flp projects (without any sample though, they're not saved at the same place) and or the .ust or the .vsqx, will be sent on fichier-zip in "not repertoried" status. I can get back the links with my own mail, and if needed, can give you this link if you ask for it (for remixes and covers).

And if it doesn't happen correctly, I'll maybe change the air date of the March album to set it at the very end of this month.

That's why, for the moment, I ask you to not request any material until I recovered these files, because in any way, I would not be able to give them to you.

How many time it will take? Maybe until the end of this week, maybe until the end of the next week? I don't even know myself sadly...

I'm horribly sorry for what is going on... But, hey, good new, none of my licenses were in danger! So production is not suspended. I still have all the plugins that I need for production, all their licenses are active (they are on the computer itself)!
So, wait and see?

Nynthixia

『ANGELICIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170226-00491
LIN (full) : 「598 557 252」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170226-000609
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 15/18

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

この幸せな未来はあなたが消えた日までうまかった
もうあなたの存在を感じていなくても、あなたと一緒にいたいと思った
この強烈な痛みは重く、一人でこのような状況に対処することはできない
忘れることは役に立たず、この深い闇にとにかく落ちるでしょう

無限にあなたを探していたが、もう一度幸福を見つけたことはないでした
涙が落ちていて、まだこの痛みを取り除くことができない
最終的にこれらの考えによって苦しんでいる間、希望を失った
探していた運命には決して到達せず、崩壊するだけでした

この幸せな未来はあなたが消えた日までうまかった
もうあなたの存在を感じていなくても、あなたと一緒にいたいと思った
この強烈な痛みは重く、一人でこのような状況に対処することはできない
忘れることは役に立たず、この深い闇にとにかく落ちるでしょう

現時点で、あなたがこの世界から去ったと思っていた
この若い男の腕の中であなたを再び見たまで
皆さんはとても幸せそうに思えましたが、完全に忘れられた
その痛みが私を数百万の断片に粉砕すると感じた

あなたの魂が消したいと思っていた幽霊のままにしたくはないでした
あなたの目の前にいつも隠れている影の後ろで、苦しんでいた
彼が消えた場合、あなたはおそらく、これらの思い出を戻って見つけるの？
または永遠に全てを失うために危険を取るの？

This happy future was fine until the day you disappeared
I wanted to stay with you even if I don't feel your presence anymore
This intense pain is heavy and I can't deal with this situation alone
Forgetting is useless, I'll fall in this deep darkness anyways

I was endlessly searching for you, but never found the happiness again
Tears are falling and I still can't get rid of this pain
I finally lost the hope, while being tortured by these thoughts
I never reached the fate I was looking for, only to collapse

This happy future was fine until the day you disappeared
I wanted to stay with you even if I don't feel your presence anymore
This intense pain is heavy and I can't deal with this situation alone
Forgetting is useless, I'll fall in this deep darkness anyways

At the moment I thought you were gone from this world
Until I saw you again in the arms of this young man
Both of you seemed very happy, I was completely forgotten
I felt that the pain was going to shatter me into millions of fragments

I didn't want to remain as a ghost that your spirit wanted to erase
Behind the shadow, always hidden from your sight, I was suffering
If he disappears, will you maybe find back these memories?
Or did I take the risk to lose everything forever?

Ce futur heureux était parfait jusqu'au jour où tu t'en es allée
Je voulais rester avec toi même si je ne te sens plus à mes côtés
Cette douleur intense et lourde et je ne peux supporter cette situation
Oublier est inutile, je tomberai dans ces ténèbres profondes de toute façon

Je continuais sans arrêt à te chercher, ce bonheur que je n'ai jamais retrouvé
Les larmes tombent et cette douleur dont je ne peux toujours pas me débarrasser
J'ai finalement perdu espoir, en étant torturée par mes pensées
Je n'ai jamais atteint le destin que je cherchais, seulement pour m'effondrer

Ce futur heureux était parfait jusqu'au jour où tu t'en es allée
Je voulais rester avec toi même si je ne te sens plus à mes côtés
Cette douleur intense et lourde et je ne peux supporter cette situation
Oublier est inutile, je tomberai dans ces ténèbres profondes de toute façon

Au moment où j'ai pensé que tu étais partie de ce monde à jamais
Jusqu'à ce que je te renvoie avec ce jeune homme t'enlaçant
Vous aviez tous deux l'air heureux, et j'étais complètement oubliée
Je ressentais que la douleur allait me briser en millions de fragments

Je ne voulais pas rester tel un fantôme que ton esprit a voulu effacer
Derrière l'ombre, toujours cachée de ta vue, je souffrais tellement
S'il disparaît, te souviendras-tu enfin de ces moments ?
Ou ai-je pris le risque de tout perdre à jamais ?

Long time I haven't used Meiji, and I missed this to be honest. Meiji is so great...
(Return of the yandere witch!)
Music: pad by Toxic Biohazard, gated pad and leads by PoiZone, pluck by GMS and Xpand!2 (I coupled the two synths).

『Eve』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170223-00490
LIN (full) : 「598 554 104」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170223-000608
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 9/18

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

あなたはいつも受け入れることができないこれらの言葉を私に伝えて
離れて歩いていただけで、あなたの影の背後に再び会いに来た
彼女があなたを見ているのを見るたびに、痛みが私を囲んだ
それで、なぜ彼女はまだ私をまだ見ていないの？

あなたの文章を拒否するまで、全てを拒否し続けた
ゆっくりと成長していたこの憎しみ感は耐え難いものになった
この愛が何らかの理由で空っぽであるとは決して理解しない
あなたと一緒に過ごしている時間は私をもっと傷つけるだけです...

あなたはいつも受け入れることができないこれらの言葉を私に伝えて
離れて歩いていただけで、あなたの影の背後に再び会いに来た
彼女があなたを見ているのを見るたびに、痛みが私を囲んだ
それで、なぜ彼女はまだ私をまだ見ていないの？

彼女の手は取られずにあなたに向かって保持されていた
この希望を撮りたかったが、実際にそれを達したことはない
私を絶望と空虚に崩壊させた痛みは無限に繰り返された
あなたはこの未来を私に盗み出そうとした人だったから...

もう何を考えたらいいのか分からず、何をすべきか分からなかった
安心していないでしたが、代わりにこの精神には何の考えも残っていないでした
あなたが最終的に私の目を見ることができたと思った
彼が行っても、この鮮血はまだ流れ続けでしょう...

La la la...

You are always telling me these words that I can't accept
I was walking away, only to see you again behind the shadow
Everytime I was seeing her looking at you, the pain surrounded me
Then why isn't she still looking at me right now?

I continued to deny everything, even until rejecting your sentences
This feeling of hatred that was slowly growing became unbearable
I will never understand this love empty of any reason
The time that is passing by with you only wounds me more...

You are always telling me these words that I can't accept
I was walking away, only to see you again behind the shadow
Everytime I was seeing her looking at you, the pain surrounded me
Then why isn't she still looking at me right now?

Her hand was being held towards you without being taken
I wanted to take this hope but never really reached it
The pain that made me collapse into the despair and the emptiness was endlessly repeating
Because you were the person who tried to steal this future to me...

I didn't know what to think anymore, didn't know what to do
I didn't feel relieved, but instead there wasn't any thought remaining in this spirit
I hoped you could finally look at me in the eyes
Even if he's gone, this fresh blood will still continue to flow...

La la la...

Tu continues toujours de me dire ces mots que je ne peux accepter
Je m'en allais, juste pour te revoir derrière mes pas
À chaque fois que je la voyais te regarder, la douleur s'est emparée de moi
Pourquoi ne suis-je pas celle qu'elle regardait ?

J'ai continué de tout refuser, jusqu'à tes phrases rejetées
Ce sentiment de haine qui grandissait doucement, je ne pouvais plus le supporter
Je ne comprendrai jamais cet amour non sage
Le temps qui passe avec toi ne fait que me blesser davantage...

Tu continues toujours de me dire ces mots que je ne peux accepter
Je m'en allais, juste pour te revoir derrière mes pas
À chaque fois que je la voyais te regarder, la douleur s'est emparée de moi
Pourquoi ne suis-je pas celle qu'elle regardait ?

Sa main tendue vers toi sans qu'elle ne soit saisie pour autant
Je voulais atteindre cet espoir mais je n'y suis jamais arrivée
La douleur qui m'a faite m'effondrer dans le désespoir et le vide se répétait incessamment
Parce que tu étais celui qui a tenté de me voler le futur que j'ai tant désiré...

Je ne savais plus quoi faire, plus quoi penser
Je n'étais pas soulagée, dans mon esprit il ne restait que néant
J'ai espéré que tu me regarderais dans les yeux finalement
Même s'il est parti, ce sang frais continuera toujours de couler...

La la la...

Song on Soundcloud as well (and instru on piapro).
Story: a bit tricky for this one. Imagine the heroine, in love with a girl who is in love with the boy who is in love with the yandere. I let you imagine the big mess...
Music: first pad by Toxic Biohazard, first sequence lead by GMS, pluck and second lead by Harmor, gated pad by Harmless. And actually, this instru was made twice. When I tested it, I noticed that the end was abrupt. Normally with the big silence at the end, this should not be the case anymore!