『Back Spin』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171031-00667
LIN (full) : 「598 817 291」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171031-000796
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Break-Out - TRACK 12/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたを抱きしめて、遠くのこの孤独を残したかった
この感情は何よりも強く、誰も私たちの絆を壊すことはなかった
新しい楽園の誕生は、この幸福を待って、近づいている
この小さな壊れやすい心は決して破ることが許されなかった

この恐ろしい暗闇の中で一人で、今まで何も感じていなかった
何かを恐れることなくて、お互いを信じることができることを知っていた
この世界を取り巻く悪魔たちは、依然として彼らの精神を破壊しようとしている
でも、この憎しみとの戦いをとても簡単に断念するつもりはない

まだ立ってよね...

あなたを抱きしめて、遠くのこの孤独を残したかった
この感情は何よりも強く、誰も私たちの絆を壊すことはなかった
新しい楽園の誕生は、この幸福を待って、近づいている
この小さな壊れやすい心は決して破ることが許されなかった

影の後ろで、若い男があなたに近づき始めた
彼はこの愛は不可能だと言って、あなたを私から遠ざけようとした
決してあなたをもう一度見ることができなかった、悲しみと痛みが増え始めた
この悪夢はこの素晴らしい天国に何をしたの...？

許されないよね...

約束を忘れていない、もうこの痛みに苦しみたくない
彼が生きているのを見て私を傷つけるのに十分だったけど、もう起こらない
なぜ覚えていないの？ なぜ彼はあなたを私から奪ったの？
楽園が私の背後にあるのを見る時間がなかった...

I wanted to embrace you, leaving this loneliness in a distant past
This feeling was stronger than anything, nobody would break our bonds
The birth of a new paradise is waiting for this happiness, getting closer
This little fragile heart was never allowed to break

I haven't been feeling anything until now, alone in this frightening darkness
I knew we could believe each other, without having to fear anything
Demons surrounding this world are still trying to corrupt their spirits
But I won't abandon the fight so easily against this hatred

I'll still stand...

I wanted to embrace you, leaving this loneliness in a distant past
This feeling was stronger than anything, nobody would break our bonds
The birth of a new paradise is waiting for this happiness, getting closer
This little fragile heart was never allowed to break

Behind the shadows, a young man began to approach you
He told that this love was impossible, and tried to get you away from me
I never could see you once again, the sorrow and pain began growing
What did this nightmare do to this wonderful paradise...?

I won't forgive...

I didn't forget the promise, I didn't want to suffer from this pain anymore
Seeing him living has been enough to sicken me, but that won't happen anymore
Why can't you remember? Why did he take you away from me?
I didn't have the time to see the paradise closing itself behind me...

Je voulais t'enlacer, laisser cette solitude dans un passé distant
Ce sentiment était plus fort que tout, ces liens, personne ne pourrait les briser
La naissance d'un nouveau paradis attend le bonheur, se rapprochant
Ce petit cœur fragile ne peut pas se briser

Jusqu'à maintenant je ne ressentais rien, seule dans cette effrayante obscurité
Je savais que l'on pouvait se faire confiance, sans avoir peur de quoi que ce soit
Les démons entourant ce monde essaient de corrompre leurs pensées
Mais je n'abandonnerai pas si facilement face à la haine ce combat

Je me maintiendrai...

Je voulais t'enlacer, laisser cette solitude dans un passé distant
Ce sentiment était plus fort que tout, ces liens, personne ne pourrait les briser
La naissance d'un nouveau paradis attend le bonheur, se rapprochant
Ce petit cœur fragile ne peut pas se briser

Derrière les ombres, un jeune homme a commencé à t'approcher
Il a dit que cet amour était impossible, et a essayé de t'éloigner de moi
Je n'ai depuis jamais pu te revoir, le chagrin et la douleur ont commencé à grandir en moi
Qu'est-ce que ce cauchemar a-t-il fait à ce paradis dont je rêvais... ?

Jamais je ne pardonnerai...

Je n'ai pas oublié la promesse, cette douleur je ne voulais plus la supporter
Le voir vivant suffisait à me rendre malade, mais cela n'arrivera plus jamais
Pourquoi ne peux-tu pas te souvenir ? Pourquoi avait-il à t'éloigner de moi ?
Je n'ai pas eu le temps de voir le paradis se refermer derrière moi...

Meiji on Halloween's day, I had to do it. And something quite frightening on Halloween... A bit obliged as well.
Music: gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, arp pad by PoiZone, supersaw by Xpand!2 and lead by Sytrus.

『Christine』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171029-00660
LIN (full) : 「598 815 964」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171030-000789
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 8/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

悪夢は繰り返されて、この壊れやすい精神の中で拷問は永遠に残る
まだいつかつかむだろう運命から逃げしようとしたくて
これらが嘘だと思っているけど、現実を見分ける方法は？
過去から離れていくことは正しい解決策ではない、別の方法があるの？

私の心は、恐ろしい光景の前で、痛ましい瞬間に粉砕し始めた
破壊された各断片は、各創傷はこの体に書かれていた
お互いに再会するこれらの二つの幸せな心、別の孤独な精神が落ちた
あなたを失うことを恐れた、悪夢は真実であることが判明した

悪夢は絶え間なく繰り返されて、この壊れやすい精神の中で拷問は永遠に続く
まだいつかつかむだろう運命から逃げしようとしたくて
これらが嘘だと思っているけど、現実を見分ける方法は？
過去から離れていくことは正しい解決策ではない、別の方法があるの？

彼らの視線は、取り巻く世界を無視して、自分自身を横切っていた
「これは友情だけだと思っても、これらの言葉はまだ嘘です」
この腐敗した現実を信じることを拒否、錯覚を粉砕することに決めた
でも、あなたを私の腕の中に戻すことができれば、確信していない

血がこの体から流れなければならないとしても、悪夢は止まるでしょう
痛い地獄は消え去り、未来を信じることができるでしょう
なぜあなたはまだこの幻想がすばらしい現実であると思われるの？
あなたを元通りに戻すことなく、あなたをもう一度失う必要があるの？

The nightmare repeats, the torture remains eternal in this fragile spirit
I try to run away from a fate that will still grasp me someday
I want to believe these are only lies, but how to discern the reality?
Going away from the past won't be the right solution, is there another way?

My heart began to shatter at a painful moment, in front of a scaring sight
Each fragment that has been destroyed, each wound that was written on this body
These two happy hearts reuniting each other, another lonely spirit fell down
I was afraid to lose you, and the nightmare turned out to be true

The nightmare repeats incessantly, the torture remains eternal in this fragile spirit
I try to run away from a fate that will still grasp me someday
I want to believe these are only lies, but how to discern the reality?
Going away from the past won't be the right solution, is there another way?

Their gazes were crossing themselves, ignoring the world surrounding them
"Even if you think this is only friendship, these words are still lies"
I refused to believe this corrupted reality and decided to shatter the illusion
But I'm not even certain if I can get you in my arms back

The nightmare will stop, even if blood has to flow from this body
The painful hell will dissipate, and maybe I'll be able to believe in a future
Why do you still pretend this illusion was a wonderful reality?
Will I have to lose you again without any possibility to get you back?

Le cauchemar se répète, la torture reste éternelle dans ce fragile esprit
J'essaie de m'enfuir d'un destin qui un jour réussira à me rattraper
Je veux croire que ce ne sont que des mensonges, mais comment discerner la réalité ?
S'éloigner du passé ne marchera pas, y'a-t-il un autre moyen de sortir d'ici ?

Mon cœur a commencé à se fissurer à un pénible moment, devant une vue effrayante
Chaque fragment qui a été détruit, chaque blessure qui sur ce corps a été écrite
Ces deux cœurs heureux se réunissant l'un l'autre, un autre esprit s'est effondré
J'avais peur de te perdre, mais le cauchemar a fini par devenir réalité

Le cauchemar se répète, la torture reste éternelle dans ce fragile esprit
J'essaie de m'enfuir d'un destin qui un jour réussira à me rattraper
Je veux croire que ce ne sont que des mensonges, mais comment discerner la réalité ?
S'éloigner du passé ne marchera pas, y'a-t-il un autre moyen de sortir d'ici ?

Leurs regards qui se croisent, ignorant le monde les entourant
"Même si tu penses que ce n'est que de l'amitié, ces mots restent des mensonges flagrants
J'ai refusé de croire cette réalité corrompue et l'illusion devait se fissurer
Même si je ne suis pas certaine si je peux te récupérer

Le cauchemar s'arrêtera, même si le sang devra de ce corps s'écouler
L'enfer pénible se dissipera, et peut-être que cet avenir pourra se réaliser
Pourquoi prétends-tu encore que cette illusion était une merveilleuse réalité ?
Dois-je avoir à te perdre à nouveau sans que je ne puisse te récupérer ?

Music: pad by Toxic Biohazard, arp pad and lead by PoiZone. And the Slayer near the second part/end.

『Lyra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171028-00659
LIN (full) : 「598 814 885」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171029-000788
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 5/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

妹は背後に何も残さずに天国に遠く離れていた
あなたは遠くから叫んでいた、とても怖かった
言葉は暗闇の中に飲み込まれる前に、真実を伝えることができなかった
あなたがもうここにいなければもう幸せにならないでしょう

これはまだこの試合では冗談ですか、それともあなたは本当に死んでいるの？
あなたは真実を私に言わなかった、現実を見分ける方法を知らなかった
森の下の川が赤くなったのは、悪魔がやっていたからでしょうか？
本当の記憶を掴む前に、世界は暗闇に陥った

妹は背後に何も残さずに天国に遠く離れていた
あなたは遠くから叫んでいた、とても怖かった
言葉は暗闇の中に飲み込まれる前に、真実を伝えることができなかった
あなたがもうここにいなければもう幸せにならないでしょう

これが悪夢なら、ちょうど起こったことを理解していなかった
いつか目を覚ますことを望んで、あなたを後で見つけようと思った
長い間待っていたが、幻想は私の前で粉砕されなかった
妹ちゃん、本当にそのような不幸な事故であなたを失いたの？

悲しみと絶望に襲われて、背後にあるものを全て捨てることにした
痛い思い出とひどい気持ち、これらの感覚をあきらめている
壊れやすい意識は消え去りつつあり、世界の光景は歪んだ
再びあなたと再会する素晴らしい瞬間を考えた

Little sister is gone far away to the heaven without leaving anything behind
You were screaming from a long distance, I was so scared
Words couldn't tell the truth, before being swallowed into the darkness
I won't be able to be happy anymore if you're not here anymore

Is this still a joke in this game or are you really dying?
You never told me the truth, I didn't know how to discern the reality
The river down the forest turned red, was it because of a demon's doing?
Before grasping the real memories, the world fell into darkness

Little sister is gone far away to the heaven without leaving anything behind
You were screaming from a long distance, I was so scared
Words couldn't tell the truth, before being swallowed into the darkness
I won't be able to be happy anymore if you're not here anymore

I didn't understand what just happened, if this is a nightmare
I hoped I would wake up at some moment, then find you back
I waited for a long moment but no illusion did shatter in front of me
Little sister, did I really lose you in a such unfortunate accident?

Invaded by sorrow and despair, I also decided to abandon everything behind
Painful memories and awful feelings, I'll give up on these sensations
While the fragile consciousness is fading away, when the sight of the world distorted itself
I then thought about the wonderful moment I'd be reunited with you again

Sœurette est partie loin au ciel sans rien délaisser
Tu hurlais au lointain, j'étais tellement effrayée
Les mots ne pouvaient dire la vérité, avant d'être par les ténèbres avalée
Je ne pourrai plus être heureuse si tu ne peux plus être à mes côtés

Est-ce que tu joues encore ou est-ce que tu meurs pour de vrai ?
Tu ne m'as jamais dit la vérité, je ne savais comment la discerner
La rivière du bas de la forêt de rouge s'est teintée, le démon était-il à blâmer ?
Avant d'attraper les vrais souvenirs, le monde est tombé dans l'obscurité

Sœurette est partie loin au ciel sans rien délaisser
Tu hurlais au lointain, j'étais tellement effrayée
Les mots ne pouvaient dire la vérité, avant d'être par les ténèbres avalée
Je ne pourrai plus être heureuse si tu ne peux plus être à mes côtés

Je n'ai pas compris ce qui s'est passé, si ce n'est juste qu'un cauchemar
J'ai espéré qu'à un moment je me réveillerais, puis que je te retrouverais
J'ai attendu longtemps mais aucune illusion ne s'est fissurée
Sœurette, t'ai-je vraiment perdue dans un accident où je suis venue trop tard ?

Envahie par le chagrin et le désespoir, j'ai aussi décidé de tout abandonner
Les souvenirs pénibles et les affreux sentiments, ces sensations que j'abandonnerai
Alors que la conscience fragile s'efface, quand la vue de monde s'est déformée
J'ai ensuite pensé au moment merveilleux où je serai de nouveau à tes côtés

Huge lyrics/music dissonance, right?
Story: this is actually about two sisters (Lyra and her younger sister). While they were actually playing, the youngest one falls into the river and gets killed. This is a terrible accident, and when the young girl screamed, the eldest one (Lyra) didn't know if the scream was just for playing. She waited for a moment for her sister to return, which never happened, before learning what exactly happened. She then decides to join her sister... Because of a guilt feeling for not having saved her in time, or to be with her again, or to not leave her alone...
Final advice: always keep an eye on young people like this before an accident quickly happens...
Music: pluck by Morphine, pad and lead by Toxic Biohazard, beats with Groove Machine. I used the strong CVVC of Kiritan for this song.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Before beginning with the schedule, I wanted to say a huge, very huge thanks to everyone. The last song with Zunko, "Bird in Cage", has also been introduced by official piapro's Twitter account. It was hard to believe, but this makes me so happy and it really gives me a huge amount of motivation. Thanks everyone!!!

I have so many things to tell you, if you knew...

First, the work pace and schedule for next week. This is what I said in the previous news (when I aired "Maidens of the Horrors" (CD16)):

1) I may do the fastest pace but I'd have to advance many works for Monday and Tuesday
2) I do the fastest pace, but the song that was scheduled for Tuesday would be aired or on the Monday or on the Wednesday depending of how it goes
3) I do the medium pace, and actually it would be a "6 songs a week" pace, with the Tuesday without anything

The reason why I had to write down these choices was because I'd normally have some school classes on the Tuesday evening. I learnt on Wednesday that these classes were cancelled. This means, next week I'm on holidays (for school of course, not for production, you know me way well now).

So the pace for next week will be a song everyday. No day shifts.

And since I was at the very end of doing the demos for the album "Babylon"... I had to do a new tracklist. The CD17 will be called "Break-Out", and will be aired as an album on December 23rd!

On this weekend, I'll produce "Lyra" with Kiritan. It should be aired on Sunday. This leaves the song "Christine" with Ritsu, which will be made on October 30th.

This is the tracklist, and since some tracks are already scheduled to other dates, I decided to reveal the ones for the other tracks in the meanwhile (at least the ones for next week):

CD17 - Break-Out

01. Ornella (feat. Tohoku Itako) AIR DATE: NOV 14TH (near midnight? (Paris time))
02. Corina (feat. Tohoku Itako)
03. Heloise (feat. GUMI) AIR DATE: NOV 1ST
04. ELZEFINA (feat. IA) AIR DATE: NOV 4TH
05. Break-Out (feat. Lily)
06. MALCINE (feat. Lily) AIR DATE: NOV 5TH
07. Daydreamer (feat. Yurika Sayu) AIR DATE: NOV 11TH
08. CORALYNA (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. Chains and Saws (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. R.a.w. -Repair a world- (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) AIR DATE: NOV 3RD
11. Not Anymore (feat. Momone Momo -straight-) AIR DATE: NOV 2ND
12. Back Spin (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-) AIR DATE: OCT 31ST

So this makes (with all the other works included) this schedule:

October 29th: "Lyra" (Kiritan)
October 30th: "Christine" (Ritsu)
October 31st: "Back Spin" (Meiji)
November 1st: "Heloise" (GUMI)
November 2nd: "Not Anymore" (Momo)
November 3rd: "R.a.w. -Repair a world-" (Yukari)
November 4th: "ELZEFINA" (IA)
November 5th: "MALCINE" (Lily)
November 11th: "Daydreamer" (Sayu)
November 14th: "Ornella" (Itako)
November 18th: cover of "Segments Blue" (IA) [MQube only]
November 25th: airing of the album "Babylon"

Everything's written? Good!

Also, please don't forget for the time shift between Japan and France! From October 29th, when it's midnight in France, it will be 8 AM in Japan (when it's midnight in Japan, it will be 4 PM in France).

And for December works? You'll at least have IA, Stella, Oniko, CUL and Yukari (I'm thinking about a plan to make these two last ones sing together, I'm sure between the voice of CUL and Yukari's -Lin- voicebank, we can obtain a wonderful thing!).

(Reminder for dates: IA will have a song on Dec 20th, Stella on Dec 11th, Oniko on Dec 25th and Yukari and CUL are both for Dec 22nd!)

One last thing, the uploads on piapro may stop... Due to upload limit again. I'm almost at 99 files, the limit I previously reached. One complete set for a song or 2 instrus and this limit will be reached again. But no worries, the rest will be on fichier-zip as always!

Please enjoy! And again: thanks for all the support!

Nynthixia

『Bird in Cage』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171023-00658
LIN (full) : 「598 813 253」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171026-000787
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 4/12

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

何も生まれず、数年前の元の記憶だけが生まれた
あなたの腕の中で優しく眠りについた壊れやすい愛
あなたが彼女のために持っていた気持ち、も私に向かっていた
この小さな鳥が孤独な歌を続けても、とても幸せです

泣いてはいけないけど、あなたは私のための親でした
最後の抱擁で、いつも彼らが愛した人の世話をする
二人の子供が悲しい鳥を見るために戻って来るとき
歌は静かになり、新しい自由に飛んでいった

I was born from nothing, only former memories from several years ago
A fragile love who went to sleep gently in your arms
The feelings you had for her, you also had them towards me
I'm so happy, even if this little bird will continue its lonely sing

I shouldn't be crying, but you have been a parent for me
Always taking care of the persons they loved, in a last embrace
When two children will come back to see the sorrowful bird
The singing turned into silence, flying away to a new freedom

Je ne suis née de rien, juste à partir de souvenirs d'il y a plusieurs années
Un amour fragile qui dans tes bras s'est paisiblement endormi
Les sentiments que tu avais pour elle, pour moi aussi tu en as ressenti
Je suis si heureuse, même si ce petit oiseau continuera son chant isolé

Je ne devrais pas pleurer, mais pour moi tu as été comme un parent
Prenant toujours soin des personnes qu'il a aimées, en une dernière fois les enlaçant
Quand deux enfants reviendront voir l'oiseau chagriné
Le chant est devenu silence, s'envolant vers une nouvelle liberté

There are very few lyrics, I know. But sometimes you don't need that much to express a feeling.
Story: this is about Luna from Zero Escape. I won't tell anything else because of the spoilers, but when you'll learn her story in the game, you'll better understand all the lyrics.
Music: strings by Sakura, pluck with GMS, arp pad by PoiZone and the piano (FL Keys).
Happy birthday Zunko! (^_^)

『On Both Edges』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170717-00657
LIN (full) : 「598 809 326」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170722-000786
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 6/12

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

世界は落ちており、空は地面に崩壊している
より安定した宇宙に行くためにあなたの手をつかむようにしている
難しさに関係なく、諦めないように声を出している
両辺に閉じ込められていてもこの残虐行為と戦う

破片は破壊されている世界から飛んで、翼から落ちている
危険があるような気がしてけど、ただ何もしない耐えられないだろう
あなたは暗闇に立ち向かうために私に力を貸してくれるの？
あなたを信じている、明るい未来への希望を継続している

世界は落ちており、空は地面に崩壊している
より安定した宇宙に行くためにあなたの手をつかむようにしている
難しさに関係なく、諦めないように声を出している
両辺に閉じ込められていてもこの残虐行為と戦う

長い間、一人でいると思ったので、錯覚を打ち破らなければならない
あなたの目を見て、心配と悲しみは消えたようです
問題がある場合は、通過する方法が常にあるでしょうよね？
これはまだ終わりではなく、この体は地獄に落ちないでしょう

運命に直面して、私を破壊する事に抵抗することに決めた
落ちることを拒否して、この人生は容易に奪われないでしょう
私を奪おうとすると、あなたの全体の精神は非難されるでしょう
この世界を両側に置くことによって、あなたは自分の破壊を始めた...

World is falling and sky is collapsing to the ground
I try to grasp your hands to get to a more stable universe
A voice is telling me to not give up, no matter the difficulties
To fight against this cruelty even if being trapped on both edges

Fragments are falling from their wings, flying away from a world being destroyed
I feel like there is a danger, but I just won't stand up doing nothing
Will you lend me some strength to fight back the darkness?
I'll believe in you, and continue to hope for a brighter future

World is falling and sky is collapsing to the ground
I try to grasp your hands to get to a more stable universe
A voice is telling me to not give up, no matter the difficulties
To fight against this cruelty even if being trapped on both edges

I thought I was alone during a long time, I have to break the illusion down
I looked through your eyes, the worry and the sorrow seem to be gone
If there is a problem, there always will be a way to pass through it, right?
This is not the end yet, and this body won't fall to hell

Facing the destinies, I decided to resist the thing destroying me
I refuse to fall down, this life won't be taken away so easily
And if you try to take me down, then your whole spirit will be condemned
Because by setting this world on both edges, you began your own destruction...

Le monde tombe et le ciel au sol en train de s'effondrer
J'essaie d'atteindre tes mains pour rejoindre un univers plus stabilisé
Une voix me dit de ne pas abandonner, peu importe les difficultés
Pour combattre cette cruauté même si sur les deux bouts je suis emprisonnée

Les fragments tombent de leurs ailes, s'envolant d'un monde se faisant détruire
Je sens qu'il y a un danger, mais je ne veux pas rester sans faire quoi que ce soit
Pourras-tu me prêter ta force pour combattre l'obscurité autour de moi ?
Je croirai en toi, et continuerai d'espérer un meilleur avenir

Le monde tombe et le ciel au sol en train de s'effondrer
J'essaie d'atteindre tes mains pour rejoindre un univers plus stabilisé
Une voix me dit de ne pas abandonner, peu importe les difficultés
Pour combattre cette cruauté même si sur les deux bouts je suis emprisonnée

J'ai pensé que j'étais seule pendant ce temps, je dois briser l'illusion
J'ai regardé à travers tes yeux, l'inquiétude et le chagrin semblent être partis
S'il y a un problème, bien sûr qu'il y aura toujours une solution ?
Ce n'est pas encore la fin, et ce corps ne tombera pas dans l'oubli

Faisant face aux destins, j'ai décidé de résister à la chose me détruisant
Je refuse de tomber, cette vie ne s'envolera pas si facilement
Et si tu essaies de m'emmener, alors ton esprit entier est condamné
Car en mettant ce monde à ses deux bouts, ta destruction s'est lancée...

Sorry this one took a while.
Story: this is actually about a girl confronted to many difficulties in her life and refuses to give up. Even if she sees the world collapsing around her, she thinks she will still stand if she resists the pain, and doesn't even hesitate to defy the ones causing her this pain. After, yeah, it's... Expressed in quite a weird way?
Music: atmo by PoiZone, pad by Toxic Biohazard, pluck by GMS, some beats by Groove Machine, lead by both Sakura and Morphine at the same time.
Little thing for Kiritan. I used her CVVC strong, because the VCV... Sounded weird and too soft for this song.

『BELICIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171017-00656
LIN (full) : 「598 808 665」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171021-000785
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide reference
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

夜の影が星からの光を隠している、徐々に消える
あなたの名前の前に、声が静かになる前に叫んだ
あなたを離れたくない、再び孤独を感じるのは怖い
いつかあなたの暖かい身体を包み込むことができるの？

現実から離れた世界で、より良い未来を望んでいた
暗闇の悪夢を逃れようとして、恐怖と闘うために
いつもあなたのことを気にして、手に入れられなかった運命を嘆いて
これらの宇宙の間の壁は決して崩壊しなかった

夜の影が星からの光を隠している、徐々に消える
あなたの名前の前に、声が静かになる前に叫んだ
あなたを離れたくない、再び孤独を感じるのは怖い
いつかあなたの暖かい身体を包み込むことができるの？

夢は繰り返されており、現実に戻すことはできない
あなたが遠ざかっている間、運命を忘れている
あなたが別の人の腕の中で安全であるとは確信していなかった
しかし、あなたに何が起こるかは決して予想していない...

周囲が暗くなり、もう動いていないものは、その時にはまった
この寒い体には涙が流れていた、あなたを守らなかった
もしもう一度近づくと、世界の一つが消えなければならなかった
それでは、私の声があなたに、これらの痛い気持ちを伝えてくれるでしょう

La la la...

Night shadows are hiding the light from the stars, I slowly disappear
I screamed for your name a last time, before the voice becomes quiet
I don't want to leave you, I'm too scared to feel alone again
Will I be able someday to enbrace your warm body?

In a world distant from the reality, I was hoping a better future
Trying to escape the nightmare of the darkness, trying to struggle against the fears
I always cared about you, crying over a fate I couldn't reach
The wall between these universes would never collapse

Night shadows are hiding the light from the stars, I slowly disappear
I screamed for your name a last time, before the voice becomes quiet
I don't want to leave you, I'm too scared to feel alone again
Will I be able someday to enbrace your warm body?

The dream is repeating and I can't bring it back to reality
I'm losing the grasp on the fate, while you are going away
I wasn't sure you would be safe in the arms of another person
But I never expected what would happen to you...

Everything darkened around, nothing was moving anymore, stuck in the time
Tears were flowing on this already cold body, I failed protecting you
If I had to go closer again, one of the worlds had to disappear
Then maybe my voice will reach you, these painful feelings

La la la...

Les ombres nocturnes cachent la lumière des étoiles, je disparais doucement
J'ai hurlé ton nom pour une dernière fois, avant que ma voix ne se taise définitivement
Je ne veux pas te quitter, j'ai trop peur de te perdre encore une fois
Serai-je un jour capable d'enlacer ton corps contre moi ?

Dans un monde distant de la réalité, j'espérais un avenir meilleur
Essayant d'échapper au cauchemar des ténèbres, tentant de lutter contre mes peurs
Je me suis toujours occupée de toi, pleurant sur un destin que je n'atteindrais jamais
Le mur entre ces univers ne s'effondrerait jamais

Les ombres nocturnes cachent la lumière des étoiles, je disparais doucement
J'ai hurlé ton nom pour une dernière fois, avant que ma voix ne se taise définitivement
Je ne veux pas te quitter, j'ai trop peur de te perdre encore une fois
Serai-je un jour capable d'enlacer ton corps contre moi ?

Le rêve se répète et je ne peux le ramener à la réalité
Je perds la main sur le destin, alors que tu t'éloignes doucement
Je n'étais pas certaine dans les bras d'un autre si tu serais en sécurité
Mais je ne m'attendais jamais à ce qui t'arriverait cependant...

Tout autour s'est assombri, plus rien ne bougeait, coincé dans le temps
Les larmes coulaient sur ce corps déjà devenu froid, j'ai échoué à te protéger
Si je devais me rapprocher de toi, un de ces mondes devait être effacé
Alors ma voix peut-être t'atteindra, ces pénibles sentiments...

La la la...

Story: very unclear lyrics. The heroine is not actually a yandere, more quite a very worried girl who tried to protect the person she loved before this last one got killed. Thinking she failed, the heroine then suicided to reach again her lover.
Music: pad by Toxic Biohazard, bells and lead by M1, bridge by FireBird. And Slayer coming back!

DOWNLOAD ALBUM (12 TRACKS)

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Title that quite fits with Halloween's month! There's a bit of everything: yangires, yanderes, some sort of horror stories...

(Ah and no song for all audiences, sorry)

Changelog time!

01. Anais (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[CAPELLA] Modified vibrato of 3 notes in C2 parts

Slight correction for enhancing the quality.

02. HAZELNE (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[INSTRUMENT] Changed synth presets (Toxic Biohazard (x2) -> M1 (x2))
[INSTRUMENT] Changed snare roll type at middle of C2 part
[INSTRUMENT] Roll+SFX at middle of C1 part

Maybe one of the songs that has been the most heavily modified. I didn't really like what I did with Toxic Biohazard at first, and when I did this, I didn't own the M1 yet.

03. Curse of the Magnolias (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[EXTENSION] Added bridges between after each first type of verse (Toxic Biohazard)
[INSTRUMENT] Changed intro preset (Toxic Biohazard)

Same for this one, it was the intro that... Seemed weird to me.

05. Daralis (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Added crash rolls
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX at beginning of last chorus
[INSTRUMENT] Removed SFX in outtro

The dynamics have been enhanced a bit. And the ending is not weird anymore.

06. Haunted Reflection (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Removed kicks in second bridge
[MIXDOWN] Global remastering
[PATTERN] Changed pattern for intro

I had a problem between making a longer intro with repetitive patterns. Finally found the way to fix this.

08. ENJELE (feat. MAYU)
[INSTRUMENT] Added lead bridge at the end
[INSTRUMENT] Toxic Biohazard pluck has been raised by one octave
[MIXDOWN] Raised volume of chorus lead

Slight changes.

09. Ginevra (feat. Anna Nyui -raw-)
[INSTRUMENT] Changed supersaw patterns
[INSTRUMENT] Supersaw now plays at the end

Some parts were also weird for me in the demo, and when I made it I thought "I have to modify this for the album". Quality a bit enhanced.

11. Down to Hell (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
[INSTRUMENT] Added pluck at bridges and last chorus (Sytrus)
[INSTRUMENT] Added VFX at the end
[MIXDOWN] Application of the new volume measures for VEGAS Pro 15.0 build 177
[MIXDOWN] Lowered chorus capella (-0.5dB)

For the general mixdown this was the song with the less troubles. But I wanted to add some dynamics to it as well.

12. Maeva (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[INSTRUMENT] Added VFX and kicks in the second part of the intro
[INSTRUMENT] Added perc loop at roll at the penultimate chorus
[INSTRUMENT] Added ending SFX
[MIXDOWN] Application of the new volume measures for VEGAS Pro 15.0 build 177
[PATTERN] Changed ending atmo/pad pattern for bridge and at the end of the intro

In terms of volumes, this song was the most problematic one. Made it less repetitive at some parts as well.

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Sooooo what happened with this build of VEGAS Pro actually? The pan controls had been changed for the first build of the v15, so this was the explanation for the -3dB volume when I used the manipulations that I had to do in previous versions (and that I can use now in the current build of VEGAS Pro!). That was not that bad for Meiji though, who had a very strong voice.

Next songs to be aired will be "BELICIA" then "On Both Edges", on this weekend. Between the computer maintenance and the fatigue, I had some difficulties to work on musics and lyrics. So no worries, this will come soon. Zunko's song is on next Thursday for reminder.

Next cover will normally be on November 18th. Yeah, a week before the album airing, again. The next one on the list is "Segments Blue" with IA. (MQube only)

The work paces for the 2 next weeks... The next week it's the same as the current one, but the week of Halloween... There are 3 possibilities due to a little problem on my side:

1) I may do the fastest pace but I'd have to advance many works for Monday and Tuesday
2) I do the fastest pace, but the song that was scheduled for Tuesday would be aired or on the Monday or on the Wednesday depending of how it goes
3) I do the medium pace, and actually it would be a "6 songs a week" pace, with the Tuesday without anything

I invite you to keep an eye on the "Work pace" corner at the top of the right menu.

Tracklist of November : I'm still working on it and it's not ready yet. I'll try to give that to you at the end of the next week. Along with the schedule for the week of October 30th-November 5th. Be sure that Sayu and Itako are confirmed for this tracklist though, and they will both have scheduled songs (on the 11th for Sayu, on the 14th for Itako (this one will come very late in the night though!)).

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『Gabriella』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-171014-00655
LIN (full) : 「598 801 229」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-171015-000784
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Babylon - TRACK 10/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたを失うことを恐れた、世界は消滅すると脅した
運命を知る唯一の人だと、誰もがそれを破壊しようとしている
決してそれらを許されない、当然の罰を与えるでしょう
危険が残っている限り、幸せを感じることができない

長い間秘密にあなたを見てきた、決して諦めなかった
この小さな心の中の痛みは、細かく粉砕されるだろう
そして今、誰かがこの幸福の源を台無しにしたくて
あなたは本当にこの傷ついた悲しみをもう一度感じさせると思ったの？

なぜあなたは私たちの死を望んだの？ あなたはどうですね？
この選択は非常に不公平です、この絶望が起こることはなくて
ついにこの有望な人生に幸せになる日が到来するでしょう
鮮血が飛び散り、この愛が永遠に刻まれる時

あなたを失うことを恐れた、世界は消滅すると脅した
運命を知る唯一の人だと、誰もがそれを破壊しようとしている
決してそれらを許されない、当然の罰を与えるでしょう
危険が残っている限り、幸せを感じることができない

彼女を守る約束をしたが、あなたは罪を償う必要がある
深い暗闇に落ちてから、誰にも忘れられてしまう
重い空気が再び明るくなり、地獄が灰に戻ってきている
風に飛んで遠くの世界で消える前に痛みを取り除く

この負傷した身体に近づくと、地面からのささやきが聞こえた
過去を後悔している、彼らがしたことを正当化しようとしている
誰もこの言葉を受け入れることはできない、あなたを信じたくて
初め以来、希望している未来を保護された

これらの視線が、不確実な運命で再びお互いに交差する時
彼女をとても愛していた、彼女の死は決して許されないだろう
私を得るためにこれをしただけですね？ どのような哀れな思考、そうですね？
意識が消えても、あなたはまだ私を愛することができるの？

I was scared to lose you, that the world threatened to eliminate
When I'm the only person to know the fate, everyone else tries destroying it
I would never forgive them, I would give the deserved punishment
As long the danger will still exist, I won't be able to feel happiness

I have been looking at you secretly during a long time, never gave up
The pain in this little heart that was going to shatter into pieces
And now someone wants to ruin this source of happiness
Did you really think that I would let you feel this hurtful sorrow once again?

Why did you want our deaths? What about yours?
This choice is so much unfair, I won't let this despair ever happen
The day I'll finally be happy in this promising life will arrive
When your fresh blood will splatter and when this love will be engraved forever

I was scared to lose you, that the world threatened to eliminate
When I'm the only person to know the fate, everyone else tries destroying it
I would never forgive them, I would give the deserved punishment
As long the danger will still exist, I won't be able to feel happiness

I made the promise to protect her, while you'll have to atone for sins
Falling into deep darkness before being forgotten by anyone else
The heavy air will brighten again, and hell will be returning to ashes
Flying away in the wind, taking away the pain before disappearing in a distant world

When I got closer to this wounded body, I heard some whispers from the ground
Trying to regret the past and trying to justify what they have done
Nobody will ever accept these words, and I'll believe you the least
Since the beginning, I was only protecting the future I have desired

When these gazes will cross each other again, in an uncertain fate
I was loving her so much, her death would never be permitted
You did this only to get me? What a pitiful thought, right?
Will you still be able to love me when your consciousness will evaporate?

J'avais peur de te perdre toi, que le monde a menacé d'éliminer
Quand je suis la seule à connaître le destin, tout le monde tente de l'éradiquer
Je ne leur pardonnerai jamais, je leur donnerai la punition qu'ils ont méritée
Je ne pourrai pas me sentir heureuse tant que le danger continuera d'exister

Je t'ai toujours regardée en secret, et je n'ai jamais abandonné
La douleur dans ce petit cœur qui allait si facilement se briser
Et maintenant quelqu'un veut ruiner la source mon bonheur
Pensais-tu vraiment que j'allais laisser ce douloureux chagrin atteindre mon cœur ?

Pourquoi voulais-tu nos morts ? Et la tienne tu la voulais ?
Ce choix est tellement injuste, je ne laisserai pas ce désespoir arriver
Le jour où je serai enfin heureuse dans cette vie pleine de promesses finira par arriver
Quand ton sang frais éclaboussera et quand cet amour sera gravé à jamais

J'avais peur de te perdre toi, que le monde a menacé d'éliminer
Quand je suis la seule à connaître le destin, tout le monde tente de l'éradiquer
Je ne leur pardonnerai jamais, je leur donnerai la punition qu'ils ont méritée
Je ne pourrai pas me sentir heureuse tant que le danger continuera d'exister

J'ai fait la promesse de la protéger, pendant que tu devrais te repentir pour tes péchés
Tombant dans les profondes ténèbres avant que tu ne tombes dans l'oubli
L'air lourd finira par s’éclaircir, et l'enfer en cendres sera réduit
S'envolant dans le vent, emmenant dans un monde distant avant de s'évaporer

Quand je me suis rapprochée de ce corps blessé, depuis le sol j'ai entendu murmurer
Essayant de regretter le passé et tentant de justifier ce qu'il avait fait
Personne n'acceptera jamais ces mots, et je serai celle à te croire le moins
Depuis le début, je ne faisais que protéger mon chéri destin

Quand ces regards se recroiseront, dans un destin incertain
Je l'aimais tellement, sa mort ne serait jamais permise pour moi
Tu as fait ça juste pour me récupérer ? C'est une pensée pitoyable, tu crois pas ?
Seras-tu encore capable de m'aimer dans ta conscience s'envolera au lointain ?

Story: sort of "yandere triangle" I would say. Between the heroine who is in love with a girl but also being the love victim of a boy. Pretty hard for someone to stay alive. While at least one or two people become insane.
Music: gated pad and pluck by Toxic Biohazard, arp pad by PoiZone, some of the beats by Groove Machine (the other beats are manually done).

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I think after the song "Blindness" I had to give some explanations.

3 days ago I bought Groove Machine. This is maybe the trickiest plugin that I have ever seen. I'll maybe take a while before mastering it perfectly. "Blindness" was a sort of test for it.

I also changed my computer on Wednesday. No worries nothing is lost, let's just say the first one had a little physical problem and it was best to change it before it was too late. To avoid the holes in the production pace, I had prepared "Sparks" and "Blindness" way in advance, aired the first one at the scheduled date, and the second one as fast as I could, when the computer was all ready.

Next airing? A cover of "DIETRICH" with Lily on MQube in few hours! And this one was prepared several weeks in advance! (^_^) Next cover... Well the plans B I had in August, so typically:
- or "Segments Blue" with IA (original instru)
- or "CARLA" with Lily (original instru)

Next originals? The one with Zunko will be on October 27th. As for the others, "as soon as they will be produced".

In a nutshell: no worries, everything happened exactly as I expected.

And don't forget on the 21st, album airing as well!

Enjoy
Nynthixia