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CD33 "Mental War Traumas"

Posted on December 31 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Since this album is being released on January 1, 2022, I can say "happy new year" here! Let's just hope this year won't be too bad unlike 2020 and 2021...

The album, here it is

 

ALBUM (14 TRACKS - 9 INEDITE SONGS)

 

No changelog for this one. All demos are identical in the album.

 

Since I told you many things already in the Christmas blog post, we'll stop there and we'll see again soon in few days. On January 24th you'll get the Dead by Daylight song about the killer The Artist with Yukari and on the 27th you'll get a song from the Azur Lane series with IA and another misc song with ONE. That will be it for January.

Meanwhile, enjoy the song with Tianyi that got released normally at the same time as the album, and... Well, enjoy the album as well!

Nynthixia

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Love Contention

Posted on December 31 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Love Contention』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211114-01306
LIN (full) : 「600 372 088」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211114-001460
Full archive
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

私よりも強力な愛を持ってると思って?
美しは彼女に勝つには十分ではないよ

あなたの美しい体に嫉妬したかどうかはわからない
でも私から全てを盗ませることができなかっただよね
ずっと前からいつもあなたと全てのために戦ってきた
そして今、致命的な敗北、おいしい復讐がやってく

私よりも強力な愛を持ってると思って?
美しは彼女に勝つには十分ではないよ

Original English text

Did you think you would have a more powerful love than mine?
Your beauty won't be enough to win over her

I don't know if I was jealous of your beautiful body
But I couldn't let you steal everything away from me
Since a long time ago I've always been fighting against you for everything
And now comes a deadly defeat, a tasty revenge

Did you think you would have a more powerful love than mine?
Your beauty won't be enough to win over her

And French adaptation!

Pensais-tu avoir un amour plus puissant que celui que j'ai ?
Ta beauté ne suffira pas à gagner cette femme juste pour toi

J'ignore si j'étais jalouse de ton magnifique corps
Mais je ne pouvais te laisser tout me voler encore
Je te combats pour absolument tout depuis longtemps
Et maintenant arrive une mortelle défaite, une délicieuse vengeance

Pensais-tu avoir un amour plus puissant que celui que j'ai ?
Ta beauté ne suffira pas à gagner cette femme juste pour toi

Explanations...

It's a long rivalry... Between a girl who gets really obsessed with another woman and the one who always has been rivalizing with her since they were kids.
Music: it's a sort of half dubstep half trap. Synth drops with Serum, atmo by Geosonics II and chimes by Morpheus.

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Merry Christmas

Posted on December 25 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here and merry Christmas everyone!

I'll do some quick announcements before I go to sleep and get some presents (maybe?) including news about albums and material buyings that were done during December.

One of the presents I'll get for Christmas is a major external hard drive (we're talking about something that does 18To) that will be used for getting all future Kontakt libraries, since the hard drive for it (a HDD of 2To that was inserted in the computer, couldn't take higher because otherwise the HDD is too big for being contained) is almost full, so the rest of space will be reserved to samples only.

This will be for major buyings in January, including an ensemble of Kontakt instruments (a full collection of Evolution Series) and the Omega bundle of Soundiron (I'm discussing with Soundiron for the discount on the bundle and apparently, they also accept any bundle buyings you did on Native Instruments website!).

Zunko and Itako AI: I'll take physicals if it's possible. But I'll wait for them to be sold on Amazon JP, because for now paying on AHS would cost me more than buying them from Amazon JP. Estimating of gaining around €40. If it still doesn't work, the last chance is download version from DLSite (because maybe coupons...?). If they arrive in physical, expect them to be at home near February 1st max. Otherwise, on the release day if ever I don't see them on Amazon JP still.

For the voicebanks of SynthV that aren't Japanese for their first language: I can't take any for now. I have plans for possibly taking Qingsu then the female MEDIUM5 group, but the first one isn't sold overseas (it's a Taobao link and I can't speak Chinese at all so good luck for trying to understand how to create an account etc) and the second ones don't have their AI versions out for now so we'll have to wait a bit. I'm possibly waiting for Dreamtonics to sell Qingsu on ANICUTE (that permits overseas selling, and they promised they'd try to make her available for everyone) and for the MEDIUM5 to get their AI versions, because it's these versions that will permit the girls to sing in Japanese. I did some tests with Saki in English and oh gosh it works just too well! I was pretty amazed by the results!!

For ROSA: I'm waiting for her SynthV crowdfunding to begin.

 

December buyings:

- Kim, Giant Bass Drum, Wassolou Balafon (Soniccouture). Soniccouture decided to remake a sales period so I took some of their cheapest libraries, especially for world music. The sales are still ongoing, but not for very long.
- Leviathan 4 package (Black Octopus). Also took two of their 1-day bundles (dubstep and Chop Shop ones). Black Octopus gave a discount for if we bought something during their Black Friday, so paid it with a reduction near 25% (20% of direct reduction + 5% of points reduction).
- Hybrid Scoring bundle (Impact Soundworks). This includes Celestia, Juggernaut, ReForged, Resonance, Curio, Meditation, Cosmos and I got in bonus Mega Brass for free. Got deduced Sonic Forest since I already have it. The bundles are still for sale for the end of the year if ever you're interested, they make excellent quality libraries too.
- rest of Output plugins and their presets banks. It's all the ones I had to get still for getting all their instruments with a full-time license.

 

As for the albums. I'm doing the last song of the CD33.5. This album will be called "Lurking Presences" and will be for February 19, 2022 (Sat.).

The next album you'll get will be for January 1, 2022 (Sat.) (sorry, it will have to share Tianyi's deadline) and is called "Mental War Traumas". This album includes the following demos:
- "Becoming Stronger" (KAFU)
- "Sacrilege" (Oniko)
- "What I Have Been Through" (Sayu)
- "SYKELIA" (Stella)
- "Testing Specimens" (Itako)

The songs "Anneliese", "Pick Your Poison", "Alien Among You All", "Pathogenic Substance" and the recently released "Full Sanity Depletion" are for the album "Lurking Presences".

"Mental War Traumas" will feature as such Oniko, KAFU, Sayu, Stella, Itako but also Saki and Yukari who have private tracks. One of the songs will be part of the Corruption series ("N Type" with Itako) and that will be it. 14 tracks in total.

"Lurking Presences" will have 3 songs for the Lovecraftian mythos series (expect Cthulhu, Azathoth and Yog-Sothoth, big classics), one song for the Azur Lane series (that will have its demo public on January 27th!), one song for the Dead by Daylight series (demo will be released on January 24th, so you know it will be Yukari stuff) and two songs for the Corruption series ("Pathogenic Substance" is one of them, the other one is the ONE/IA duet "Aria", that was one of the 2 pushed back songs). The album has a total of 18 tracks. The demos for January 27th will be its last ones to be released.

 

At licensing level it will become different from now on. Indeed, the song "Full Sanity Depletion" is the last song you'll get with a licensing ticket on an external website. This is how it will happen for the following songs:

- the public song "Love Contention" will have a pdf ticket in its archive with 19.0 license. All other concerned songs by this system are private tracks for "Lurking Presences", but not all of them. So the album will be compatible with the 2 license versions (but will be licensed under 20.0 by itself).

- public songs starting with the deadlines for January 24th will be licensed under 20.0 and will have pdf tickets in their archives.

- the album "Mental War Traumas" will be licensed under 20.0 but compatible with 19.0 and this for all tracks, since they all have been under this version. The content under 20.0 will be the booklet and the album cover. Documentation will use the new format.

- the album "Lurking Presences" will be licensed under 20.0 and compatible with 19.0, but this compatibility will be possible only for the songs that have been finished before December 1st. If you want to know which of them are concerned, look at the IMIC codes, the middle part will reveal the date the song was finished (in Japanese format, so YYMMDD). Documentation will use the new format.

Remember that on January 1, 2022, the 18.0 version of specific copyleft licenses will become unsupported. I'll update the catalog as such. If ever you do a cover or a remix of something that is under 18.0 version of lower, I'll ask you to use 19.0 until December 31, 2021 then 20.0 on January 1, 2022 until a new version of licenses comes out.
Previous licensing tickets will still be accessible (the website doesn't close). Just expect what I was doing for Meiji's songs that had the August 8th deadline to happen on every song from now on.

 

 

 

In a nutshell:

- Next deadline will be "Love Contention" with Tianyi on January 1, 2022. Release of the album "Mental War Traumas" the same day.
- Zunko AI and Itako AI for between January 27, 2022 and February 1, 2022. Physicals expected. Last chance plan will be download ver from DLSite.
- Intended to take Qingsu and MEDIUM5 female cast, but either waiting for overseas selling access either for AI versions. All of these will be download versions. They will be used for only singing Japanese due to cross-lingual synthesis for AI banks.
- "Lurking Presences" to be released on February 19, 2022. Series comebacks (Azur Lane, Dead by Daylight, Corruption series, Lovecraftian mythos).
- Next big purchases will be done on January, including Evolution series banks and Soundiron Omega bundle. Use of new external structure for Kontakt libraries.
- Still waiting for ROSA's crowdfunding for SynthV AI bank. Will be gotten from there normally.

 

 

Merry Christmas!
Nynthixia

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Full Sanity Depletion

Posted on December 24 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Psychology, Tragedy

『Full Sanity Depletion』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-2111113-01305
LIN (full) : 「600 371 154」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-2111113-001459
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

思考の幽霊は風に共鳴していた、遠くに失われていた
自分の体の空虚を感じてるけど、理由を知らずにまだ立って

少女はかつて幸せだった、希望と優しに満ちていたね
自分の人生の宝を見つけ、大切にしたいと思った

臆病な声で彼女は彼女に話しかけていた
同じ美しい運命を共有するように頼む
激しく拒絶されたとき、希望は打ち砕かれてた
初めて心の奥底にある虚空を味わった
君を得ることができないら、他の誰もそうしない
この脆い体はもう痛みに耐えられないでしょう
逃げないように君を永遠に連れて行きているよ
抱きしめることができる限り、精神が離れても

思考の幽霊は風に共鳴していた、遠くに失われていた
自分の体の空虚を感じてるけど、理由を知らずにまだ立って

この世界で君を賞賛していた誰かが他にいたのね?
よりも美しい人がいて、地面が崩れているのを感じた

もう何が起こるかを決めることさえできなかったよ
体と精神は異なる実体に分割された
体に触れていた、暖かはすでになくなっていた
一本の冷たい風が耳を通り抜けていたね
災害の周りには他に何も立っていなかった
打ち砕かれた運命、元に戻すことができない
散らばった何千もの破片に破壊されていたね
どうしてこんなに簡単に精神的に壊れた?

思考の幽霊は風に共鳴していた、遠くに失われていた
自分の体の空虚を感じてるけど、理由を知らずにまだ立って

Original English text

The ghost of my thoughts is resonating in the wind, lost far away
I feel the emptiness of my body, and I'm still standing without knowing why

The girl was once happy, full of hope and kindness
She found the treasure of her life, wishing to cherish it

With a timid voice she spoke to her
Asking to share the same beautiful destiny
When she violently got rejected, her hopes shattered
She tasted the void deep in the heart for the first time
If I can't get you, no one else will
This brittle body won't sustain the pain anymore
I'll bring you with me forever so you don't run away
No matter if your spirit is away, as long as I can embrace you

The ghost of my thoughts is resonating in the wind, lost far away
I feel the emptiness of my body, and I'm still standing without knowing why

Was there someone else in this world who admired you?
Someone else with a greater beauty than mine, I felt the ground collapsing

I couldn't even decide anymore what was going to happen
My body and my spirit were splitted into different entities
I touched her body, the warmth was already gone
A single cold wind was going through my ears
Nothing else was standing around the disaster
A shattered fate that I can't build back
Destroyed into thousand of pieces scattered all around
How did I get mentally broken so easily?

The ghost of my thoughts is resonating in the wind, lost far away
I feel the emptiness of my body, and I'm still standing without knowing why

And French adaptation!

Le fantôme de mes pensées résonne perdu au loin dans le vent
Je sens le vide de mon corps, et je reste debout sans savoir pourquoi réellement

La fille était autrefois heureuse, pleine d'espoir et de gentillesse
Elle a trouvé le trésor de sa vie, souhaitant le chérir pleine de tendresse

Avec une voix timide elle lui a parlé
Demandant de partager le même merveilleux destin
Quand elle a violemment été rejetée, ses espoirs se sont effondrés
Elle a goûté le vide profond en elle pour la première fois
Si je ne peux t'avoir, alors personne ne pourra
Ce corps fragile ne supportera plus la douleur enfin
Je t'emmènerai avec moi à jamais alors ne pars pas loin de moi
Peu importe si ton esprit est parti, tant que je pourrai t'enlacer dans mes bras

Le fantôme de mes pensées résonne perdu au loin dans le vent
Je sens le vide de mon corps, et je reste debout sans savoir pourquoi réellement

Y'avait-il quelqu'un d'autre dans ce monde qui t'admirait ?
Quelqu'un d'une plus grande beauté que moi, j'ai senti le sol s'effondrer

Je ne pouvais même plus décider de ce qui allait se passer
Mon corps et mon esprit étaient devenues deux différentes entités
J'ai touché son corps, sa chaleur était déjà partie
Un simple vent glacial me parvenait au visage
Rien d'autre ne se maintenant dans ce désastreux paysage
Un destin brisé que je ne pouvais rebâtir maintenant
Détruit en milliers de morceaux dispersés loin d'ici
Comment suis-je devenue mentalement brisée si facilement ?

Le fantôme de mes pensées résonne perdu au loin dans le vent
Je sens le vide de mon corps, et je reste debout sans savoir pourquoi réellement

Explanations...

Music: dark and beautiful. And of course there are some Asiatic instruments. Atmo by Geosonics II, tongue drums by MedicineMan, lead by East Asia and Array Mbira.

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Pathogenic Substance

Posted on December 23 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Psychological

『Pathogenic Substance』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Dynamic Delay, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211111-01304
LIN (full) : 「600 369 015」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211111-001458
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : psychological horror
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

精神が次第に粉々になっていくのを感じていくよ
全身は私の考えに見知らぬ人になていただよね
静脈を這う、暗闇からの液体が血に侵入してる
指の間で圧縮されていた、空中に戻ることはないよ

肌に触れ、ゆっくりと通り抜けていた
隠そうとする陰湿な毒としてる
長い間痛みを感じることなくて
気付いた時はもう手遅れだったけど

精神が次第に粉々になっていくのを感じていくよ
全身は私の考えに見知らぬ人になていただよね
静脈を這う、暗闇からの液体が血に侵入してる
指の間で圧縮されていた、空中に戻ることはないよ

何ヶ月もそれを素朴に忘れてた
病気との戦いに勝ったと思って
突然刃のように戻ってきたね
絶望に包まれて倒れたばかりだ

精神が次第に粉々になっていくのを感じていくよ
全身は私の考えに見知らぬ人になていただよね
静脈を這う、暗闇からの液体が血に侵入してる
指の間で圧縮されていた、空中に戻ることはないよ

Original English text

I feel my spirit shattering progressively
My whole body became a stranger to my thoughts
Crawling in the veins, fluid from darkness invading my blood
Compressed between my fingers, never coming back to the air

It touched my skin, slowly went through me
As an insidious poison trying to hide
Without feeling any pain for a long time
When I noticed it, it was already too late

I feel my spirit shattering progressively
My whole body became a stranger to my thoughts
Crawling in the veins, fluid from darkness invading my blood
Compressed between my fingers, never coming back to the air

I naively forgot about it for months
Thinking I had won the battle against the disease
It suddenly came back like a blade
I just collapsed, surrounded by despair

I feel my spirit shattering progressively
My whole body became a stranger to my thoughts
Crawling in the veins, fluid from darkness invading my blood
Compressed between my fingers, never coming back to the air

And French adaptation!

Je sens mon esprit se briser progressivement
Mon corps entier est devenu étranger à mes pensées
Rampant dans mes veines, le fluide des ténèbres envahissant mon sang
Compressé entre mes doigts, ne revenant jamais à l'air frais

Il a touché ma peau, m'a traversée lentement
Tel un poison insidieux qui tente de se cacher
Sans sentir de douleur pendant si longtemps
Il était trop tard quand je l'ai remarqué

Je sens mon esprit se briser progressivement
Mon corps entier est devenu étranger à mes pensées
Rampant dans mes veines, le fluide des ténèbres envahissant mon sang
Compressé entre mes doigts, ne revenant jamais à l'air frais

Je l'ai naïvement oublié des mois durant
Pensant que j'avais gagné contre cette maladie
Elle est soudainement revenue à la vie
Je me suis juste effondrée, le désespoir m'entourant

Je sens mon esprit se briser progressivement
Mon corps entier est devenu étranger à mes pensées
Rampant dans mes veines, le fluide des ténèbres envahissant mon sang
Compressé entre mes doigts, ne revenant jamais à l'air frais

Explanations...

It's a song I decided to canonize for the Corruption series. Remember what happened between Tianyi and Xin Hua a year ago? This is how this was at the end of the year.
Music: dark and creepy music with some gamelan tones. Gamelan by Balinese Gamelan, bell line by Ashlight, pad by Haunted Spaces and lead by Morpheus.

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Pick Your Poison

Posted on December 21 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Pick Your Poison』

Singers : [in order of solo appearence] Yuzuki Yukari, Kizuna Akari
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20

LIC (instru) : 12FR-211107-01302
LIN (full) : 「600 365 504」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211107-001457

Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Legend

Yukari | Akari

Japanese lyrics

いつも一緒にいるべきだった、二人だけね?
本当に真実を発見しないだろう?
とにかくあなたは行き止まりに走るでしょう
すでに毒を選んで悔い改めるだけで

知っていればこの少女を殺すべきだったけど手遅れだよ
ここに刃を味わう唯一の犯人がいて、あなただね

いつも一緒にいるべきだった、二人だけね?
本当に真実を発見しないだろう?
とにかくあなたは行き止まりに走るでしょう
すでに毒を選んで悔い改めるだけで

弾丸が来ることを知った、まだ君は私を裏切ってた
君の堕落とのゲームオーバーであることを認めてくれね

いつも一緒にいるべきだった、二人だけね?
本当に真実を発見しないだろう?
とにかくあなたは行き止まりに走るでしょう
すでに毒を選んで悔い改めるだけで

Original English text

We should always have been together, just us two, right?
Wouldn't I discover the truth?
Anyway you'll just run to a dead end
Just pick your poison already and repent

I should have killed this girl if I knew but it's too late
There is an only culprit here to taste the blade and it's you

We should always have been together, just us two, right?
Wouldn't I discover the truth?
Anyway you'll just run to a dead end
Just pick your poison already and repent

You knew the bullet was coming and you still betrayed me
Just admit this is game over with your libertinism

We should always have been together, just us two, right?
Wouldn't I discover the truth?
Anyway you'll just run to a dead end
Just pick your poison already and repent

And French adaptation!

Nous deux aurions toujours dû être ensemble, pas vrai ?
Pensais-tu que je ne découvrirais jamais la vérité ?
De toute façon quoi qu'il arrive tu es coincé
Choisis juste ton poison et repends-toi de tes péchés

J'aurais juste dû tuer cette fille si je le savais mais c'est trop tard maintenant
Il n'y a qu'un coupable ici pour goûter ma lame et c'est toi évidemment

Nous deux aurions toujours dû être ensemble, pas vrai ?
Pensais-tu que je ne découvrirais jamais la vérité ?
De toute façon quoi qu'il arrive tu es coincé
Choisis juste ton poison et repends-toi de tes péchés

Tu savais que la balle allait arriver et tu m'as trahie sans présage
Admets juste que le jeu est fini avec ton libertinage

Nous deux aurions toujours dû être ensemble, pas vrai ?
Pensais-tu que je ne découvrirais jamais la vérité ?
De toute façon quoi qu'il arrive tu es coincé
Choisis juste ton poison et repends-toi de tes péchés

Explanations...

A boy in relationship with two girls. Problem: each one is a dangerous maniac yandere girl. He knows that if he betrays the one, the other one would put an end to the other relationship. He tried cheating... And both discovered the truth. What should he choose... The knife blade of the first one or the gun of the second one?
Music: some asiatic touches on some pop-like music. Really had fun on the instrumental vocals. Khaen by Sheng Khaen Sho, koto by Koto Nation, pads by Sakura and lead by Yangqin.

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Anneliese

Posted on December 21 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Limited compatibility patch (FL12), Tragedy

『Anneliese』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211107-01302
LIN (full) : 「600 365 060」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211107-001456
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : sensitive topic (religion/exorcism), crude lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)
 

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license.
 PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

悪魔は頭の中でいつも叫んでいて
繰り返して、平和になる方法はない

邪悪な魂が体を乗っ取った
意識は悪魔の餌食になっていたよ

悪魔は頭の中でいつも叫んでいて
繰り返して、平和になる方法はない

神の力は十分に強くないよ
何も感じられない、見捨てられていた

悪魔は頭の中でいつも叫んでいて
繰り返して、平和になる方法はない

Original English text

Demon is always screaming in my head
Repeating there will be no way to be in peace

Evil souls have taken over my body
My consciousness became the prey of the devil

Demon is always screaming in my head
Repeating there will be no way to be in peace

No divine power will be strong enough
I can't feel anything, I have been abandoned

Demon is always screaming in my head
Repeating there will be no way to be in peace

And French adaptation!

Les méchantes âmes ont volé mon corps
Ma conscience est devenue la proie du diable encore

Toujours dans ma tête le démon ne cesse de hurler
Répétant qu'il n'y aura pas de moyen d'obtenir la paix

Les méchantes âmes ont volé mon corps
Ma conscience est devenue la proie du diable encore

Aucun pouvoir divin ne sera suffisamment puissant
Je ne peux rien sentir, je me sens abandonnée maintenant

Les méchantes âmes ont volé mon corps
Ma conscience est devenue la proie du diable encore

Explanations...

This is a story that really happened. Anneliese Michel was a young German woman and a very strong God believer. But one day, she started behaving strangely, haunted by several spirits and demons at once. Most of her exorcism sessions were registered on cassettes. You can even search for these audio files by yourself...
There are high chances Anneliese actually really needed mental help as soon as possible, and she sadly never got it. Her parents and the exorcists got judged for murdering her by neglictence. This is just a horrible story, but strangely, this quite fascinated me the first time I heard about it. And I was also on the hypothesis that she needed a psychiatrist as well.
Music: we're very close from what I did with "LUCIFENIUM", which was also a song with very brutal lyrics and content. So near hip hop/trap style. Added some kind of religious type instruments as well, such as church choirs and organs. Organ by All Saints Organ, sub line by Sytrus, dulcimer by Arcane, choirs by Ancient Voices.
Did a lot of cool treatment on CUL's voice to make her sound more mature and creepy. And... It works. Oo

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Alien Among You All

Posted on December 19 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『Alien Among You All』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211103-01301
LIN (full) : 「600 361 612」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211103-001455
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD33.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license.

 

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Japanese lyrics

美しい物語を集めたけど、終わらせなければならないよ
私だと思っている人ではない、君を生かすことはできない
いつか幸せになれたと思ってるの? 私が誰でなかったら
最も暗い空間からやってくる潜んでいる寄生虫だ

ただの偽りだよね、人間ではないだよ
他のように体を養う必要がある
君が不幸によって真実を学ぶならば
発見されるでしょう、排除されるでしょうよ
愛してた、でも君を殺す必要がある
さよならを言うのに十分な時間がない
君の心を壊したなら許してくれね
でも最初から常にエイリアンだったよね...

体でさえ君のような生き物をよりよく欺くための嘘
最後にもう一度君を抱きしめて、君の秋の後、逃げている
認めるのが難しいのはわかっているけど、でもそのままだよ
これから君の人生を取り除く以外に選択肢はないよ

ただの偽りだよね、人間ではないだよ
他のように体を養う必要がある
君が不幸によって真実を学ぶならば
発見されるでしょう、排除されるでしょうよ
愛してた、でも君を殺す必要がある
さよならを言うのに十分な時間がない
君の心を壊したなら許してくれね
でも最初から常にエイリアンだったよね...

ただの偽りだよね、人間ではないだよ
他のように体を養う必要がある
君が不幸によって真実を学ぶならば
発見されるでしょう、排除されるでしょうよ
愛してた、でも君を殺す必要がある
さよならを言うのに十分な時間がない
君の心を壊したなら許してくれね
でも最初から常にエイリアンだったよね...

Original English text

We got together a beautiful story, but it has to end
I'm not the one you think I am, but I can't let you alive
Do you think we could have been happy someday? If I wasn't who I am
I'm just a lurking parasite coming from the darkest space

I'm just an imposture, I'm not human
I need to feed over your body like the others
And if you learn the truth by misfortune
I'll be discovered, I'll be eliminated
I loved you but I need to kill you
Not enough time to even say farewell
Forgive me if I broke your heart
But I always have been an alien from the start...

Even my body is just a lie to better deceive creatures like you
I'll embrace you one last time, and after your fall I'll run away
I understand how it is difficult to admit, but it's as it is
I don't have any other choice but to remove your life from now on

I'm just an imposture, I'm not human
I need to feed over your body like the others
And if you learn the truth by misfortune
I'll be discovered, I'll be eliminated
I loved you but I need to kill you
Not enough time to even say farewell
Forgive me if I broke your heart
But I always have been an alien from the start...

I'm just an imposture, I'm not human
I need to feed over your body like the others
And if you learn the truth by misfortune
I'll be discovered, I'll be eliminated
I loved you but I need to kill you
Not enough time to even say farewell
Forgive me if I broke your heart
But I always have been an alien from the start...

And French adaptation!

Nous avons eu ensemble une magnifique histoire, mais elle doit prendre fin
Je ne suis pas celle que tu penses être, mais je ne peux te laisser en vie enfin
Penses-tu que nous aurions pu être heureux ? Si je n'étais pas ce que je suis vraiment
Je ne suis qu'un parasite dissimulé venant des plus profondes contrées de l'espace-temps

Je ne suis qu'une imposture, je ne suis pas humaine en réalité
Je dois me nourrir de ton corps comme les autres l'ont fait
Et si tu découvres par malchance la vérité
Je serai découverte, je serai éliminée
Je t'aimais mais il faut que je te tue
Même pas assez de temps pour un dernier au revoir
Si j'ai brisé ton cœur, pardonne-moi ce soir
Mais j'ai toujours été une alien depuis le début...

Même mon corps n'est qu'un mensonge pour mieux tromper les créatures comme vous
Je t'enlacerai une dernière fois, et après ta chute je m'enfuirai jusqu'au bout
Je comprends que ce soit dur à admettre, mais les choses en sont ainsi
Je n'ai d'autre choix que dès à présent te retirer la vie

Je ne suis qu'une imposture, je ne suis pas humaine en réalité
Je dois me nourrir de ton corps comme les autres l'ont fait
Et si tu découvres par malchance la vérité
Je serai découverte, je serai éliminée
Je t'aimais mais il faut que je te tue
Même pas assez de temps pour un dernier au revoir
Si j'ai brisé ton cœur, pardonne-moi ce soir
Mais j'ai toujours été une alien depuis le début...

Je ne suis qu'une imposture, je ne suis pas humaine en réalité
Je dois me nourrir de ton corps comme les autres l'ont fait
Et si tu découvres par malchance la vérité
Je serai découverte, je serai éliminée
Je t'aimais mais il faut que je te tue
Même pas assez de temps pour un dernier au revoir
Si j'ai brisé ton cœur, pardonne-moi ce soir
Mais j'ai toujours été une alien depuis le début...

Explanations...

It's a bit inspired from a dream I had. Where I was just... Something else than the group of humans in a garden. And I had a crush on someone, but I had to kill them before I got outted. So of course it's a bit inspired by Among Us, but the original origin it's really this weird dream.
Music: spatial trance is back! Mallets by Mallet Flux, pad by Haunted Spaces, leads by Morpheus, choirs by Voice of Wind libraries (I used all of them except for the Connie one because I didn't have it at the time), riser and fall by theRiser, supersaws by Xpand!2. The whole gives a very lonely feeling, especially from the start.

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SYKELIA

Posted on December 10 2021 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Psychological

『SYKELIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211006-01290
LIN (full) : 「600 333 136」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211006-001444
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : implied murder and psychological abuse
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 19.0 license.

 
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Japanese lyrics

あなたをとても怖がっていたよ、いつも見られていたと感じていたよ
夢ではなかったよ、逃げることができず、飛び降りることができなかった
あなたはこの世界から去った、この抑圧から解放されたと感じて
体は一瞬見知らぬ人になったけど、今は幸せになってる

床に横たわっている体を見ているだけで、なぜ笑ってるの?
あなたは私を壁に強く押し付けすぎていた、悪くないけど

あなたをとても怖がっていたよ、いつも見られていたと感じていたよ
夢ではなかったよ、逃げることができず、飛び降りることができなかった
あなたはこの世界から去った、この抑圧から解放されたと感じて
体は一瞬見知らぬ人になったけど、今は幸せになってる

Original English text

I was so scared of you, I felt I always was being looked at
This wasn't a dream, I couldn't run away and jump off
Now you are gone from this world, I feel relieved from this oppression
My body became a stranger for a moment, but now I can be happy

Why am I laughing just by looking at your body lying on the floor?
You pushed me too hard against the wall, but I don't feel bad

I was so scared of you, I felt I always was being looked at
This wasn't a dream, I couldn't run away and jump off
Now you are gone from this world, I feel relieved from this oppression
My body became a stranger for a moment, but now I can be happy

And French adaptation!

J'avais si peur de toi, j'avais toujours l'impression d'être regardée
Ce n'était pas un rêve, je ne pouvais m'enfuir ou sauter
Maintenant que tu n'es plus de ce monde, de cette oppression je me sens soulagée
Mon corps m'est pendant un moment devenu étranger, mais je peux être heureuse désormais

Pourquoi ris-je juste en regardant ton corps effondré à terre ?
Tu m'as poussée trop loin contre le mur, mais de mal je ne ressens guère

J'avais si peur de toi, j'avais toujours l'impression d'être regardée
Ce n'était pas un rêve, je ne pouvais m'enfuir ou sauter
Maintenant que tu n'es plus de ce monde, de cette oppression je me sens soulagée
Mon corps m'est pendant un moment devenu étranger, mais je peux être heureuse désormais

Explanations...

An abused girl murdering the one she formerly considered her boyfriend and finally snaps. It's not like Sayu's song where the girl finished totally in a desperate state. The one Stella had... Just went insane and laughed at it.
Note: originally the name of the song was "SYBELIA" but when I noticed I already had used "SIBELIA" for MAYU, changed the title a bit. Especially since I was going to have issues with the JP titles.
Music: dark techno, but more ethereal on one side and dubstep-rish on the other side than for "S-Laughter". Bass line by Substance, sequence atmo by Haunted Spaces, chimes by Morpheus, lead chime by Celeste then Mallet Flux, bridge by Serum, strings by Threnody.

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