『Black Widow』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-240324-01721
LIN (full) : 「601 261 788」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-240324-001879
Full archive
Album : Relics - TRACK ??/34

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder
Restricted on : (none)

私を見たとき、あなたは罠に落ちていた
人生は糸でかかって、そしてまだ知らない
まるであなたに呪いをかけたかのようだね
あなたのお金は努力を払うつもりだな

私に対する無駄な感情は本当に気にしないだよ
助けを呼んだり懇願したりすることはできて、もう手遅れ
あなたの人生は私のものであり、逃げる方法はない
黒い未亡人に近づく前にもっと注意するべきだった

協定は署名された、後戻りはできない
もうすぐ夫の収集の一部になって
言う、「戦争ではなく愛を作りましょうね」
馬鹿どもを誘惑するほうがずっと簡単

私に対する無駄な感情は本当に気にしないだよ
助けを呼んだり懇願したりすることはできて、もう手遅れ
あなたの人生は私のものであり、逃げる方法はない
黒い未亡人に近づく前にもっと注意するべきだった

私に対する無駄な感情は本当に気にしないだよ
助けを呼んだり懇願したりすることはできて、もう手遅れ
あなたの人生は私のものであり、逃げる方法はない
黒い未亡人に近づく前にもっと注意するべきだった

When you looked at me, you fell into the trap
Your life hangs on by a thread, and you don't know yet
It's as if I had put a curse on you
And your money was going to pay my efforts

I don't really care about your futile feelings towards me
You can call for help and beg but it's too late
Your life belongs to me and there is no way to escape
You should have been more careful before approaching the black widow

Pact is now signed, no more going backwards
Soon you'll be part of my husbands collection
They say make love not war
It's way easier to lure all these idiots

I don't really care about your futile feelings towards me
You can call for help and beg but it's too late
Your life belongs to me and there is no way to escape
You should have been more careful before approaching the black widow

I don't really care about your futile feelings towards me
You can call for help and beg but it's too late
Your life belongs to me and there is no way to escape
You should have been more careful before approaching the black widow

Quand tu m'as regardée, tu es tombé dans mon piège
Ta vie ne tient qu'à un fil et tu ne le sais pas encore
C'est comme si je t'avais lancé un sortilège
Et que ton argent allait payer mes efforts

Je me fous bien de tes futiles sentiments en mon égard
Tu peux appeler à l'aide et supplier mais il est trop tard
Ta vie m'appartient et tu n'as aucune échappatoire
Tu aurais dû faire plus attention avant d'approcher la veuve noire

Le pacte est désormais signé, plus de marche arrière
Bientôt tu feras partie de ma collection de maris
Ils disent faites l'amour et pas la guerre
C'est bien plus facile pour leurrer tous ces abrutis

Je me fous bien de tes futiles sentiments en mon égard
Tu peux appeler à l'aide et supplier mais il est trop tard
Ta vie m'appartient et tu n'as aucune échappatoire
Tu aurais dû faire plus attention avant d'approcher la veuve noire

Je me fous bien de tes futiles sentiments en mon égard
Tu peux appeler à l'aide et supplier mais il est trop tard
Ta vie m'appartient et tu n'as aucune échappatoire
Tu aurais dû faire plus attention avant d'approcher la veuve noire

Of course not talking about the animal, but a psychopath woman only luring men to get their money when they die. Of course by forcing the death to come a bit sooner than expected...
Music: pads by Muze's Eclipse, lead by Exodus, the rest is using Kinetic.

『Griselda』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-240303-01718
LIN (full) : 「601 247 683」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-240303-001876
Full archive
Album : Relics - TRACK ??/34

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

君は果てしなく私の考えを苦しめている
君が隣にいないと精神は腐っているだね

別のことを考えてとき、君は戻って
自分の願いが叶わないことは知ってる
君に触れることも近づくこともできない
でも君と同じ運命を共にしたくて

君は果てしなく私の考えを苦しめている
君が隣にいないと精神は腐っているだね

もう強烈な恐怖に苦しみたくないよ
心に重かったことを伝えたくてけど
でも君が目をそらし続けるでしょう限り
精神が死にそうなときは泣くだろうよね

どうしたらいいのか知らない、閉じ込められてしまった
見てくれるように、考えられないことを犯すべき？

You're endlessly tormenting my thoughts
My spirit is rotting when you're not next to me

When I'm thinking about something else you come back
I know my desires won't be granted
I can't even touch you or approach you
But I want to share the same fate as yours

You're endlessly tormenting my thoughts
My spirit is rotting when you're not next to me

I don't want to suffer from this intense fear anymore
I want to tell what's been heavy on my heart
But as long as you'll keep looking away
I'll be crying when my mind is dying

I don't know what to do, I'm trapped
Should I commit the unthinkable so you look at me?

Tu tourmentes mes pensées sans arrêt
Mon esprit pourrit quand tu n'es pas à mes côtés

Dès que je pense à autre chose tu reviens
Je sais que mes désirs ne seront pas exaucés
Il m'est même impossible de te toucher ou de t'approcher
Je veux partager le même destin que le tien

Tu tourmentes mes pensées sans arrêt
Mon esprit pourrit quand tu n'es pas à mes côtés

Je ne veux plus souffrir de cette intense peur
Je veux te dire ce qui me pèse sur le cœur
Mais tant que tu continueras de regarder ailleurs
Je pleurerai alors que ma raison se meurt

Je ne sais plus quoi faire, je suis piégée
Dois-je commettre l'impensable pour que tu puisses me regarder ?

Obsessed girl stuck with a love for someone who doesn't even acknowledge her.
Music: pad by Mosaic Pads, sequence pad by Staccato and lead by Aspire.

『Take the Blame』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-240310-01719
LIN (full) : 「601 254 771」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-240310-001877
Full archive
Album : Relics - TRACK ??/34

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

この激しい痛みをもう感じたくないよ
君のせいではない、この不幸が起こっても

君の気持ちは分かっているよ、でも泣いても無駄だよ
私もたくさん後悔してる、君をよく分かって

この激しい痛みをもう感じたくないよ
君のせいではない、この不幸が起こっても
運命は変えられると本当に思って？
どんなに努力しても終わりは変わらないよ

なぜ自分の考えを延々と反芻してるの？
もう戻れないから過去をかき回すのはやめてくれ

この激しい痛みをもう感じたくないよ
君のせいではない、この不幸が起こっても
運命は変えられると本当に思って？
どんなに努力しても終わりは変わらないよ

I don't want you to feel this intense pain anymore
It's not your fault, if this misfortune happened

I understand your feelings, but crying will be no use
I also have so many regrets, I understand you very well

I don't want you to feel this intense pain anymore
It's not your fault, if this misfortune happened
Do you really think fate can be changed?
No matter the efforts, end will remain the same

Why are you endlessly ruminating your thoughts?
We can't go back, so stop stirring up the past

I don't want you to feel this intense pain anymore
It's not your fault, if this misfortune happened
Do you really think fate can be changed?
No matter the efforts, end will remain the same

Je ne veux plus que tu ressentes cette intense douleur
Ce n'est pas de ta faute s'il est arrivé ce malheur

Je comprends tes sentiments, mais pleurer ne changera rien
J'ai également tant de regrets, et je te comprends très bien

Je ne veux plus que tu ressentes cette intense douleur
Ce n'est pas de ta faute s'il est arrivé ce malheur
Penses-tu réellement qu'on peut changer le destin ?
Peu importe les efforts, ce sera la même fin

Pourquoi rumines-tu inlassablement tes pensées ?
On ne peut revenir en arrière, cesse de remuer le passé

Je ne veux plus que tu ressentes cette intense douleur
Ce n'est pas de ta faute s'il est arrivé ce malheur
Penses-tu réellement qu'on peut changer le destin ?
Peu importe les efforts, ce sera la même fin

Music: flute by Ireland, pad by Lunaris 2, sequence pad by Symphonic Destruction and lead by The Conservatory Collection.

Hello, Nynthixia here

DOWNLOAD ALBUM - 30 TRACKS

So the album has just been put to its very initial release date... It's quite funny. But here it is and sorry for the delay!

Little note concerning POPY and ROSE, this will be the last time you'll be hearing their CeVIO AI voicebanks since after this I'm going to switch to their SynthV voicebanks. I know I could have done an album version for their tracks with these but I decided to not do it, especially since ROSE had an album-only track and this would just be a mess with the identification numbers...

That said, to the album-only tracks!

Insanity is the Best Medicine (feat. Gekiyaku) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Used the Genetsuzai for most of the song except for the last part where I used the Fuan Kusuri voicebank. Explaining more her back lore in her case, since in the series Gekiyaku got infected... At her death, on 2020. Poor girl had to witness the death of her brother due to poor health then her own due to core data file disconnection, before being fully ressurected almost a year later.

Nightmarish Affection (feat. Gekiyaku) [YANDERE]

Used the Biyaku voicebank for the whole song, since it was meant to be a flirty voice and it just fit perfectly for a yandere.

Decomposition (feat. ONE)

Weird mental travel with a girl feeling totally detached from her body... Maybe it is because it's been a while she's not alive anymore?

Too Much to Handle (feat. ROSE) [LOW SANITY WRITING WARN]

... Do I really need to explain this one or?

Disorganized (feat. Ouka Miko)

Feeling empty and waking up in a place she doesn't recognize... Possibly because this is the outer world?

Defense Mechanisms (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)

A woman defending herself against a toxic relationship... And apparently it wasn't the first time the other one made people suffer. So she decided to put an end to it...

Silver Shackles (feat. Celeste)

Harrassed by hallucinatory voices and wanting to escape them, but she is stuck in her body, now a prison to her.

Alternatives (feat. CUL) [CENSORED YANDERE]

It's just a girl ensuring there will be no alternatives for the one she loves... If you see what I mean. But in a sugary enough tone to not seem too threatening.

Paula (feat. Kizuna Akari)

OK so this one is not a yandere, but clearly she is very mentally unwell. Like a sort of dependent person. But not violent.

The Alpha and the Omega (feat. Shian)

The guardian of a library keeping many secrets... Including forbidden knowledge. Now you know at which point it can be toxic, you better understand why there should be a keeper, right...?

Doubt (feat. KAFU) [YANDERE]

It's just a little thought, the thought about the one you love possibly seeing another person in secret and hiding it from you. This kind of paranoia. Or actually... Until she discovers this turns out to be the truth.

Para;Lysis (feat. COKO)

It's about sleep paralysis. And this kind of demon or witch or monster we imagine above us.

Complicated for Me (feat. Futaba Minato)

No matter how hard she tries, she fails... But never gives up hope.

Other news... Yi Xi is released.
BUT.
Because there is a but otherwise it's not funny.
Not internationally, only on Taobao.
Meaning I have to use the ParcelUp proxy.
So she'll arrive on next Monday, March 18.
And you'll have to wait for CD41 to listen to her. All places in CD40.5 are taken already sorry...

EDIT 2:51 PM: Yi Xi was shipped a bit more than a hour ago in my mailbox, she is now active!

Else enjoy the album!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

It's been a little while since I didn't do posts so I'll have a lot of things to explain.

1) CD40 release date shifted

The album "Mind Alteration Disorder" (CD40) will not release on March 9 but on March 16, 2024, so a week after, and thus for two reasons. The first one is to re-equilibrate the dates of the deadlines in March, since there are only 4 deadlines in March for now, 2 at the start and 2 at the end of the month. So putting the album really mid-March will permit you to have a more balanced wait between the 2 songs you got for Chifuyu and the 2 you'll get for Nyui and Miko who share the same deadline (March 30).
The second one is due to major health issues. I changed again medication at the end of January and now I'm having a heavier treatment than what I had, and this treatment even got heavier two weeks ago because my mind was also being degraded. To the point even my IRL work has now new adaptations because of this. All of this is making me horribly tired even in the week-ends and thus passing most of the time in bed. That's why there are songs for the next deadlines not rated yet: they're just not done yet! Again I'm followed by several doctors for my disorder and it's not something that gets healed quickly. It's more like a long chronic disease with possibly more than a year of medicine.

2) ROSA's crowdfund

For those who saw on Twitter, I asked for the download version of ROSA and her large goods course (because plushie), yet I'm quite disappointed the crowdfund didn't succeed at 100%. Yet the voicebank is confirmed to be in the works so yes we are going to get ROSA. That would be for near June. The reason I asked for the download version is just to get her code quicker if ever the package gets delayed. The quicker she'll be there the quicker I can work with her. Simply enough.
I held my promise!!!!

3) Currently confirmed vocals

NOT RECEIVED YET

SeeU: not before April since some of the goods production got delayed, and I think it includes the USB drive that is used for giving her voicebanks. So to see. I never got shipped from South Korea either so not sure how it will work.
Yi Xi: we don't have any release date but I take her as soon as possible. If she gets released everywhere at the same time, she'll be taken on the international Dreamtonics store, otherwise I'll use ParcelUP for getting from their Chinese Taobao shop, like I did for Yun Quan, in this case she would be arriving near 2 days after her initial release date.
Miyamai Moca: we don't have any release date either but it will be on DLSite, day before the release at 5 PM FR time.
KAFU SV: still in delay hell for now...

UPGRADES

Yukari Rei: got 2.0 on VoiSona and CeVIO AI. Will be using this version from now on for Rei append.
Minato: will be using 2.0 on CeVIO AI only when this version will be released (for now it's 1.0 on CeVIO AI and 1.2 on VoiSona double capellas)
#kzn: upgraded to 2.0 on VoiSona and CeVIO AI. Will be using this version from now on

NEW BANKS

MICHELLE acquired on her release date for free. That's it for now.

VOICEPEAKS

Last buys since last time were COKO, RIME and Moca. Still waiting to buy HARU (on April 28 5 PM FR time)

4) Changes to CD40.5 "Relics"

The album has been totally revamped due to my heavily slowed working pace.

- The disc will contain deadlines for February, March and April 2024 (was just February before).
- Most of the album-only tracks have been replaced by late March and April deadlines.
- The tracks for Ayame, SAKURA, SHION and MICHELLE will all remain album-only. Ayame and MICHELLE have each 2 solo songs, SAKURA and SHION 2 duet songs.
- HARU and AiSuu both have album-only and public tracks. HARU has 2 privates and AiSuu 1. And 1 public each (AiSuu has the December 28th one and HARU the February 1st one).
- The album contains 34 tracks.
- Release date is for now set to May 25, 2024 but might be subject to change depending of my health.

And I think that's all for now?

Take care and see you in a week

Nynthixia