「WHEN NYNTHIXIA DOES ATTEMPTS ALL ALONE」

In a nutshell: bad idea.

In details: On January 1, 2023, Nynthixia asked her "twin" Circeres some help to know why any terminal insanity summoning attempt is failing. To which Circeres answered her that they were not focused enough, probably with everything they had to face. As a result, she advised Nynthixia to try by herself. Of course the attempt didn't end well. Nynthixia was found back unconscious by Zunko and Itako the morning after the attempt. And it was only the beginning of something way more serious.
The big issue Nynthixia got first was sleep disturbance. Only sleeping half a night instead of the whole night. Which made her very easy to anger. This is why when Yu Yao got contaminated, no one else dared telling her about it. They were afraid Nynthixia would just freak out.
Then came memory issues. She started mixing up things that happened in dreams and things that were actually ongoing. This caused heavy confusion at some moments, since Nynthixia had doubts over if things really happened or were just the result of her imagination.
In February, she does another attempt. This one fails as well but she manages getting back to her room. She will start becoming overtaken by violent thoughts. This led her to get rid of the thoughts by writing. Results: most of the other members horribly worried and one that even mentally snapped to sing such lyrics, which made understand Nynthixia it was going too far. Being afraid of further reactions of such a violence, near March, she then decided to redirect the violence... Towards herself. Again, there are several that noticed it, even though it wasn't the same members.
What Nynthixia did is actually only half breaking her sanity. A sort of incomplete TIS.
Also why is she going through this and not the others? The main difference is she was all alone when doing the rituals. The other divisions are groups of at least a good dozen of people and clearly, they have better ways to keep an eye over each other. For Nynthixia and her division (which only includes herself by the way), this was not possible, especially since she wanted to do the rituals away from the other members's eyes.

「POISONED RITUALS」

At the end of March 2023, Nynthixia received from her alternative dimension "twin" some rituals for accelerating the process of the terminal insanity summoning. But typically... What she doesn't know is that her "twin" hid her the side effects of each of these rituals.

What are called "poisoned rituals" generally follow the rules that are going to be said just below:
- they all permit to give some supplementary power to a deity. In exchange, the ones making the ritual will be able to become a bit more powerful at each attempt. This is why Nynthixia accepted to give them the rituals.
- they all require the blood of the ones doing the ritual. This should maybe have been the first sign Nynthixia should have cared about...
- also, since this is a forbidden magic ritual... There is a side effect caused by different kind of deity. This is going to be explained below.

Nu division: corrupts completely the life of a random being on Earth. No mention about if this is a human, an animal, a plant etc. It just corrupts a living being. See a bit how the color out of space works? You get the same thing here.
Iota division: randomly causes 50 people on Earth to turn completely insane. As if they got terminal insanity.
Delta division: will awaken a sea creature that will either attack a boat being at reach, either an island by provoking a submarine earthquake. Krakens incoming?
Kappa division: kills randomly 100 people and sends them straight to hell. Yes, directly to hell. No paradise.
Sigma division: takes 20 people at random, makes 10 of them madly in love when the 10 others will be hit by fear and hatred of each person chasing after them. Yeah a bit the thing similar to Daphne and Apollon. Get the deal.
Alpha division: externalizes the soul of 5 random people and makes them unable to get back to their bodies, forcing them to wander in the void.

「SCHEDULES CHANGES」

The schedules have changed for the non-ritual days. Effective from April 3, 2023.

MONODAYS (only the concerned day for each division)
09:00 - meditation
10:00 - experimentation with elemental material
12:00 - dinner
13:00 - strengthening ritual
15:00 - elemental training
17:00 - meditation
18:00 - T.I.S. attempt
19:00 - dinner
20:00 - medical and psychiatric visit
23:00 - free
00:00 - end of cycle

MONODAYS (if catching up day of ritual - only for the penalized group)
09:00 - meditation
10:00 - strengthening ritual
12:00 - dinner
13:00 - meditation
14:00 - group research for summoning
19:00 - dinner
20:00 - free
23:00 - medical visit
00:00 - end of cycle

MULTIDAYS
10:00 - meditation
11:00 - experimentation with central platform
12:00 - dinner
(SUNDAYS)
13:00 - major learning (inintelligible and elder languages)
17:00 - strengthening ritual
19:00 - dinner
20:00 - medical visit
23:00 - free
00:00 - end of cycle
(MONDAYS)
13:00 - work with silver amulet chosen by the chaos the day before
17:00 - major learning (energies mastering, power knowledge)
19:00 - dinner
20:00 - free
00:00 - end of cycle

DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM (30 TRACKS)

Hello, Nynthixia here... Sorry again for the delay, overslept and last evening was really harsh for me so... ><

OK first, the info about album-only tracks.

01. Behind Curtains of Envy (feat. VY1, HARUKA, SARAH) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

First time I was using VOCALOID AI banks, and I think the AI engine has been tuned in a bit... Special way? Maybe for more traditional music.
This one is clearly VY1 being overly jealous towards the two others for getting AIs before her, the little favorite of her creators until then.
Ref Nynthilore posts: D2, D3, D4§49, D4§50, D5, D6

02. Opposite-Colored (feat. Ichigawa Ami, Ichigawa Yumi) [CORRUPTION SERIES] [YANDERE]

How two very already close twin sisters became possessive/obsessive towards each other.
Ref Nynthilore posts: D2, D4§52, D4§53, D5, D6

03. Forerunner Signs (feat. Mai) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

It's seen mainly from Mai's point of view, but it's more of something she tells after the attack. Especially when you learn Saki had many chances of slipping already...
Ref Nynthilore posts: D4§56, D6

04. Somber Aura (feat. Minus) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Yeah there's a real rivalry problem between Minus and Xingchen... To the point the syndrome takes it way to another level. This was Minus's last attempt of trying saving Xingchen.
Ref Nynthilore posts: D4§57, D6

05. Illusory Beast (feat. Shian, Haiyi, Chiyu, Cangqiong) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Their infection story is so classy. Actually, the song is even a bit before the infection itself. It's more about the time they saw a giant dragon, tried fighting against it until they get told this was just a collective hallucination.
Ref Nynthilore posts: D4§58-61, D6

10. Where They All Die (feat. Lily)

No matter what happens to you, you will finally find back everyone else at the same place... Once your life ends. Born from dust, back to dust as they say.

12. The Grey Swan (feat. Xin Hua)

Remember this little child that didn't look like any other, that everyone mocked...? Once they grow up no one else dares saying anything about them right?

13. Looking for a Meaning (feat. Tohoku Kiritan AI)

This song, I'll just resume it into two words: "existential crisis". That's it.

16. Thanathophobia (feat. Hoshine Stella)

Fear of death (I know there is a little orthograph mistake sorry but now it's registered like this...). From point of view of the death itself? Oh yes even stronger now.

18. Fractured Between Thoughts (feat. Kisaragi Tsuina AI) [YANDERE]

Someone getting ignored by the one she loves, she has so many thoughts that she even drowned herself in them. Including destructive ones.

19. Prohibited Scriptures in the Brain (feat. kokone)

When there are words no one should hear if they want to remain sane... It's very Lovecraftian horror in this one.

22. Personality Mutation (feat. Chis-A)

It's not canonical to any series, if it's quite close of the main lore one, but it's just about someone being afraid of seeing their personality change so much they would become dangerous to anyone. Also me still not managing to master Chis-A very well sorry ><

24. To A Point of No Return (feat. #kzn)

Should you try to abuse mentally someone, they will finally bite back. In which way? At the same level as your crimes's level permitted it.
Aka you're dead.

26. Already Faded Within (feat. Minus) [YANDERE]

A woman feeling something shattered in her heart... Maybe it's her kindness? Worse, her sanity? Sure thing: to have the one she loves, she won't be playing nice anymore. She is nothing more than a broken soul.

27. Bathsheba (feat. Mai) [YANDERE]

To this person who always has been nice with her... You deserved her deep respect and her love. Even though it's on the edge of the obsession and that if anything would happen to you, she would kill the threat right away.

29. Unveil Your Lies (feat. HARUKA, SARAH) [YANDERE]

Two girls having a relationship with another person. But this person didn't tell the other one about it so... Since the two are equally insane, they will just seek revenge against the one who deceived them. Who said the rivals were always killing each other... When they have a common issue to solve?

30. Exquisite Corpse (feat. Weina, Qing Su, Feng Yi)

It's very simple. It doesn't have any topic! It's just like the exquisite corpse game. I did a bit like if each singer knew only about the last sentence of the previous verse and had to build something over it. So the story changes a lot in-between!

OK... BY WHERE I START NOW?

1) Teto and Mell

Mell and Teto are both pre-ordered. Teto very cheap too...
The thing is that Teto was first thought about back in 2015 but due to her being overly robotic at the time I just didn't take her. Now this issue is resolved with SynthV, she is welcome to come!
Even though you should know it's more a curse than a blessing

Mell arrives on the 19th after 5 PM. Once I get back home.
Teto arrives exactly a week after Mell, on the 26th, same hour. This day I'll fully be at home so.

Teto's deadlines: April 1 and November 30. Mell's being April 20.

2) Advancement on CD38.5

I'll do Lily's deadlined song next to give you an idea. The work pace should accelerate in three weeks. Will depend of how much fatigue I'll have to catch back. Teto has been added to the album with 2 tracks, both private. The main lore series song and the "normal" song.

3) Advancement on CDHS3

Last track I'll be able to do for disc 1 (until HARU releases) for Sunday. Next week I attack disc 2! Again this is a major track for tomorrow so will try my very best on this one as well.
Booklet side: 62 pages. That's huge. But typically, you have 28 tracks in total (16+12), and you have 2 pages per track. The first one gives all the info like on a blog post (+ a supplementary text for each track, not of the same type depending of the disc), the second one holds the lyrics. So that does 56 pages. The rest, it's the external covers, the credits, the tracklist introduction, the general introduction... And a surprise that I can't reveal because SPOILERS. Like MAJOR ONES.

The clues on Twitter now. The first one I gave was about disc 2. If you noticed, there isn't any real date. That's because since it happens in an alternative timeline, it's quite difficult to put a real time on it (+ it would reveal some spoilers by itself actually). So it uses a system of "day+" instead. And if they're not in the chronogical order... It's normal too. You already have 3 tracks about this timeline at the end of disc 1 so... Since there are 12 tracks in disc 2... You have each story alternating every 3 songs. So consider tracks 1, 4, 7 and 10 together, 2, 5, 8, and 11 together and finally the tracks 3, 6, 9 and 12 together. You're still in chronogical order.
Next were the two tweets from April 2. First one was mainly about how the alternative timeline is quite... You know how the main timeline is a bit horrible by itself right? The alternative one is WAY WORSE. The second tweet gave out the name that was given to the timeline. "Terminal insanity timeline". I won't give out too many info about why it's called like that, but you can use already existant nynthilore posts to guess a bit what happened. Of course you wouldn't have all info before getting the album.
Good luck if ever you're brave enough to know what's in this timeline. Like really.

So from now on if you hear me talking about the main timeline, it's the one that you have seen until now with all the songs. Terminal insanity timeline is an anomalous timeline where you should give up any hope, and is not considered as being canonical to the main one.

4) Nynthilore posts

There might be actually 2 posts minimum later, before the CDHS3 release. One that will come pretty soon and that will be essential to explain a part of the terminal insanity timeline, another one in few months but can't say much about it. Just, it will also give info about the other timeline.

Typically, these are things that can't be explained in the bible (344 pages long for now so we'll def get over 350 or even 400) that will be given with CDHS3. Or at least not as you will get them.

They will be in the E post series.

And I think that's it. It already does a lot to process I guess.

Next song with Celeste on Monday!

Take care of yourselves don't do like me who sleeps 4h/week day

Nynthixia

『Villainous Sentinels』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221223-01501
LIN (full) : 「600 796 805」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221223-001655
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : psychological horror
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

粉砕する、この抵抗できない暴力に屈するつもり
悪夢には終わりがない、考えは沈黙に還元された

頭の中で声が聞こえて、命令を際限なく繰り返す
すでに抵抗しようとした、いつも失敗した、もう何もかも無駄

粉砕する、この抵抗できない暴力に屈するつもり
悪夢には終わりがない、考えは沈黙に還元された

血が欲しい、死が欲しい、従わなければ彼らは落ち着きないでしょ
残酷な言葉が傷を突き刺して、彼らを倒しないでしょうよ

頭の中で声が聞こえて、命令を際限なく繰り返す
すでに抵抗しようとした、いつも失敗した、もう何もかも無駄

I'm going to shatter, I'm going to give in this irresistible violence
Nightmare doesn't have an end, my thoughts are reduced to silence

I hear the voices in my head, endlessly repeating their orders
I already tried resisting and always failed, everything is useless now

I'm going to shatter, I'm going to give in this irresistible violence
Nightmare doesn't have an end, my thoughts are reduced to silence

They want blood, they want death, they won't calm down if I don't obey
Their cruel words penetrate my wounds, I won't defeat them

I'm going to shatter, I'm going to give in this irresistible violence
Nightmare doesn't have an end, my thoughts are reduced to silence

Je vais me briser, je vais céder à cette irrésistible violence
Le cauchemar n'a pas de fin, mes pensées sont réduites au silence

J'entends les voix dans ma tête, répétant leurs ordres inlassablement
J'ai déjà tenté de résisté et ai toujours échoué, c'est inutile maintenant

Je vais me briser, je vais céder à cette irrésistible violence
Le cauchemar n'a pas de fin, mes pensées sont réduites au silence

Ils veulent du sang, ils veulent de la mort, ils ne se calmeront pas si je n'obéis pas
Leurs mots cruels pénètrent mes blessures, je ne gagnerai pas

Je vais me briser, je vais céder à cette irrésistible violence
Le cauchemar n'a pas de fin, mes pensées sont réduites au silence

Music: pad and chords by Mosaic Keys, arp by Sytrus and lead by T-Force Alpha Plus.

『Barbara』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221223-01500
LIN (full) : 「600 796 333」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221223-001654
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

夢を現実に変えてあげる、情熱が心に届けてた
すでにたくさんのものをくれた、自分の恐れを打ち負かした

書かれた偽りの現実を超えたこの気持ちだね
毎日繰り返すこれらの言葉以上に感じて
言ったことはどのように胸を燃やすことができるの？
別人かと思った、でもいつかやっと受け入れてた

夢を現実に変えてあげる、情熱が心に届けてた
すでにたくさんのものをくれた、自分の恐れを打ち負かした
でもこの単なる幻想よりも強い何かが内にあるよ
想いが薄れていく、この愛は理性をむさぼり食っていた

なんでも付与するこの世界に一緒に行かないのよ?
他の誰も君を従わない、二人きりになるだけ
障害物が地面の下にとどまるようにしてる
この愛は真実になってる、彼らが何をしても

夢を現実に変えてあげる、情熱が心に届けてた
すでにたくさんのものをくれた、自分の恐れを打ち負かした
でもこの単なる幻想よりも強い何かが内にあるよ
想いが薄れていく、この愛は理性をむさぼり食っていた

I'll turn the dream into a reality, your passion reached my heart
You gave me so much already, I vanquished my fears

This feeling beyond the written fake reality
I feel more than these words I repeat again each day
How the things I have said could burn my chest?
I thought I was another person, but I finally accepted it someday

I'll turn the dream into a reality, your passion reached my heart
You gave me so much already, I vanquished my fears
But there is something stronger within than this mere illusion
My thoughts are fading away, my love has devoured my reason

Will you join with me this world where anything can be granted?
No one else will follow you, we'll just be the two of us alone
I'll ensure the obstacles stay below the ground
This love will become true, no matter what they can do

I'll turn the dream into a reality, your passion reached my heart
You gave me so much already, I vanquished my fears
But there is something stronger within than this mere illusion
My thoughts are fading away, my love has devoured my reason

Je transformerai ce rêve en réalité, ta passion a atteint mon cœur
Tu m'as déjà tant donné, j'ai vaincu toutes mes peurs

C'est ce sentiment au-delà de la fausse réalité écrite
Je sens plus que ces mots que je répète encore chaque jour
Comment peuvent-elles brûler ma poitrine, toutes ces choses que j'ai dites ?
J'ai cru être une autre, mais je l'ai enfin accepté un jour

Je transformerai ce rêve en réalité, ta passion a atteint mon cœur
Tu m'as déjà tant donné, j'ai vaincu toutes mes peurs
Mais il y a quelque chose de bien plus fort que cette vulgaire illusion
Mes pensées s'évaporent, cet amour a dévoré ma raison

Me rejoindras-tu dans ce monde où tout peut être exaucé ?
Personne ne te suivra, nous serons toutes deux seules désormais
Je m'assurerai que les obstacles restent bien sous terre
Cet amour deviendra réalité, peu importe ce qu'ils peuvent faire

Je transformerai ce rêve en réalité, ta passion a atteint mon cœur
Tu m'as déjà tant donné, j'ai vaincu toutes mes peurs
Mais il y a quelque chose de bien plus fort que cette vulgaire illusion
Mes pensées s'évaporent, cet amour a dévoré ma raison

Music: pad by Mosaic Pads, pluck by The Conservatoire Collection, lead by Session Guitarist - Picked Acoustic, harp by Elysium Harp, flute by Los Andes - Pan Flutes.

『Nonsensical』

Singers: Gahata Meiji -Hunter-, Toujoh Wistaria, Jyougasaki Bibi
Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221218-01498
LIN (full) : 「600 791 893」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221218-001652
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating :  Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Meiji | Wistaria | Bibi

どんなに頑張ってもまだ信じられないよ
本当説得したいならやり直せばいい
言葉はナンセンス、考えは意味を失った
考えてみて、もっと慎重になるでしょう

この道で迷子になっているようだよね？
全てがあなたから逃げてる、意味が逃げてる
この腐った世界に見知らぬ人になった
現実はあなたの目に歪む、知っているよ

どんなに頑張ってもまだ信じられないよ
本当説得したいならやり直せばいい
言葉はナンセンス、考えは意味を失った
考えてみて、もっと慎重になるでしょう

私を狂気で汚染しようとしているの？
多くのことを見てきた、私を止めないよ
私も気が狂ってと本当に思って？
すでにこの精神の死に対して免疫

どんなに頑張ってもまだ信じられないよ
本当説得したいならやり直せばいい
言葉はナンセンス、考えは意味を失った
考えてみて、もっと慎重になるでしょう

I still can't believe you, no matter how hard you try
If you want to convince me, you'll have to try again
Your words are nonsensical, your thoughts lost any meaning
Think about it, you'll be more careful

You seem lost on this path right?
Everything runs away from you, meanings are escaping
You became a stranger to this rotten world
Reality distorts itself in your eyes, I know

I still can't believe you, no matter how hard you try
If you want to convince me, you'll have to try again
Your words are nonsensical, your thoughts lost any meaning
Think about it, you'll be more careful

Are you attempting to contaminate me with insanity?
I saw many things, it won't stop me
Do you really think I'm also insane?
I'm already immune to this spirit death

I still can't believe you, no matter how hard you try
If you want to convince me, you'll have to try again
Your words are nonsensical, your thoughts lost any meaning
Think about it, you'll be more careful

Je ne te crois toujours pas, peu importe tes efforts
Si tu veux me convaincre, tu devras essayer encore
Tes mots sont absurdes, tes pensées ont perdu toute signification
Penses-y, tu y feras plus attention

Tu as l'air perdu sur ce chemin pas vrai ?
Tout te fuit, les significations t'échappent aussi
Tu es devenu étranger à ce monde pourri
La réalité se déforme dans tes yeux, je le sais

Je ne te crois toujours pas, peu importe tes efforts
Si tu veux me convaincre, tu devras essayer encore
Tes mots sont absurdes, tes pensées ont perdu toute signification
Penses-y, tu y feras plus attention

Tentes-tu de me contaminer avec ta folie ?
J'ai vu tant de choses, cela ne m'arrêtera pas
Penses-tu réellement que je suis folle aussi ?
Je suis immunisée à ce mortel trépas

Je ne te crois toujours pas, peu importe tes efforts
Si tu veux me convaincre, tu devras essayer encore
Tes mots sont absurdes, tes pensées ont perdu toute signification
Penses-y, tu y feras plus attention

Music: pad by Plectra 2, whispers by Voices of Gaia - Francesca, lead by Arcane, chords by The Conservatoire Collection.

『Meta;Physical』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221218-01497
LIN (full) : 「600 791 756」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221218-001651
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

なぜこの奇妙な場所で目が覚めたの分からないよね
導いてくれる声はなくて、今度は一人ぼっち

頭の中に答えの出ない疑問がたくさんある
体が重くて動きたいのにここで立ち往生
誰も助けに来ないから、声は十分に強くない
目を開けたばかりで、精神はまだ彷徨っているね

なぜこの奇妙な場所で目が覚めたの分からないよね
導いてくれる声はなくて、今度は一人ぼっち

やっと立ち上がった時辺りを見回していただよ
暗闇で何も見えないけど何かを感じている
ここでの目的を理解させようとする炎のように
私がここにいるのには本当に理由があった

なぜこの奇妙な場所で目が覚めたの分からないよね
導いてくれる声はなくて、今度は一人ぼっち

I don't know why I woke up in this strange place
No voice is guiding me, I'm all alone this time

I have so many questions in my head that won't get any answers
My body feels so heavy, I want to move but I'm stuck in this place
No one will come to help me, my voice is not strong enough
I just opened my eyes and my spirit is still wandering

I don't know why I woke up in this strange place
No voice is guiding me, I'm all alone this time

When I finally stood up I started looking around
I can't see anything in the darkness but I feel something within
Like a flame trying to make me understand my purpose here
That there was really a reason to my presence here

I don't know why I woke up in this strange place
No voice is guiding me, I'm all alone this time

J'ignore pourquoi je me suis réveillée dans ce si étrange endroit
Aucune voix ne me guide, je suis toute seule cette fois

J'ai tant de questions dans ma tête pour lesquelles les réponses n'arriveront pas
Mon corps est si lourd, je veux bouger mais je suis coincée à cet endroit
Personne ne viendra m'aider, ma voix ne résonne pas suffisamment fort
J'ai juste ouvert les yeux et mon esprit erre encore

J'ignore pourquoi je me suis réveillée dans ce si étrange endroit
Aucune voix ne me guide, je suis toute seule cette fois

Quand je me suis enfin levée j'ai commencé à regarder autour de moi
Je ne vois rien dans le noir mais je sens quelque chose en moi
Comme une flamme me faisant comprendre mon but ici
Qu'il y avait vraiment une raison à ma présence ici

J'ignore pourquoi je me suis réveillée dans ce si étrange endroit
Aucune voix ne me guide, je suis toute seule cette fois

Music: electroworld for this one. Pad by Jade Ethnic Orchestra, chords by Plectra 5, leads by Sheng Khaen Sho, choirs by Freyja and final lead by Koto Nation. Used Zunko Natural for this one. The song with Zunko AI is album exclusive.

『Empire Doesn't Decide for Me』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221218-01496
LIN (full) : 「600 791 603」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221218-001650
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

すでに非常に多くの間違った選択をした、私の言うことを聞かなかった
みんなどんどん消えていき、何かが希望に反していることに気づいているはず
欲しいものをあなたが最終的に私に与えるまで、止まらないでしょうよ
誰を愛するかに決められない、足元に流れる血の川は止められないよ

あなたが与えてる男を望んでいない
あなたが下した命令を適用しない
今あなたを私の意志に曲げるでしょうよ
自分の怒りと不処罰を後悔してる

すでに非常に多くの間違った選択をした、私の言うことを聞かなかった
みんなどんどん消えていき、何かが希望に反していることに気づいているはず
欲しいものをあなたが最終的に私に与えるまで、止まらないでしょうよ
誰を愛するかに決められない、足元に流れる血の川は止められないよ

自分が何よりも優れていると思った？
私にとって操り人形にすぎない
運命を受け入れるように強制してる
この少女と私は何よりも強いよね

すでに非常に多くの間違った選択をした、私の言うことを聞かなかった
みんなどんどん消えていき、何かが希望に反していることに気づいているはず
欲しいものをあなたが最終的に私に与えるまで、止まらないでしょうよ
誰を愛するかに決められない、足元に流れる血の川は止められないよ

You already made so many wrong choices, you didn't listen to me
Everyone progressively disappearing, you should have noticed something was going against your wishes
Until you finally give me the one I want, I won't stop
You can't decide who I'm going to love, you can't stop the blood rivers from flowing to your feet

I don't want the men you're giving me
I won't apply orders you're giving
Now I'll bend you to my will
You'll regret your wrath and your impunity

You already made so many wrong choices, you didn't listen to me
Everyone progressively disappearing, you should have noticed something was going against your wishes
Until you finally give me the one I want, I won't stop
You can't decide who I'm going to love, you can't stop the blood rivers from flowing to your feet

Did you think you were above all?
You're nothing more than a puppet to me
I'll force you to accept my fate
This woman and me are stronger than anything

You already made so many wrong choices, you didn't listen to me
Everyone progressively disappearing, you should have noticed something was going against your wishes
Until you finally give me the one I want, I won't stop
You can't decide who I'm going to love, you can't stop the blood rivers from flowing to your feet

Tu as déjà fait tant de mauvais choix, tu ne m'as pas écoutée
Tout le monde disparaît progressivement, tu aurais dû remarquer que quelque chose allait à l'encontre de tes souhaits
Tant que tu ne me donneras pas la personne que je veux, je n'arrêterai jamais
Tu ne peux pas décider qui je vais aimer, ni arrêter les rivières de sang de couler à tes pieds

Je ne veux pas des hommes que tu me donnes
Je n'appliquerai pas ce que tu m'ordonnes
Maintenant je vais te soumettre à ma volonté
Tu regretteras ta colère et ton impunité

Tu as déjà fait tant de mauvais choix, tu ne m'as pas écoutée
Tout le monde disparaît progressivement, tu aurais dû remarquer que quelque chose allait à l'encontre de tes souhaits
Tant que tu ne me donneras pas la personne que je veux, je n'arrêterai jamais
Tu ne peux pas décider qui je vais aimer, ni arrêter les rivières de sang de couler à tes pieds

Te croyais-tu supérieur à tout ?
Tu n'es rien de plus pour moi qu'une poupée
Je te forcerai à accepter ma destinée
Cette femme et moi sommes plus fortes que tout

Tu as déjà fait tant de mauvais choix, tu ne m'as pas écoutée
Tout le monde disparaît progressivement, tu aurais dû remarquer que quelque chose allait à l'encontre de tes souhaits
Tant que tu ne me donneras pas la personne que je veux, je n'arrêterai jamais
Tu ne peux pas décider qui je vais aimer, ni arrêter les rivières de sang de couler à tes pieds

Ancient Roma. A family wants to forcibly marry their daughter to become even more powerful, but she has already someone else in mind. And she knows that no one will let her be happy so... She murders all what is dear to her family, destroys all what they loved, as long as she wouldn't get what she really wanted.
Music: it's heavy, dark and I had a huge constraint. Make it with ancient instruments. Atmo by Mercury Elements, choirs by Wotan, chants by Venus and Mars Choirs, percussions by Ancient Greek Percussions and lead by Ancient Greek Strings. It gives out something... Yeah, peculiar?

『Time;Line』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221218-01495
LIN (full) : 「600 791 244」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221218-001649
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

一緒にいるために全てをした、だから他を忘れるでしょう
運命を確実にするために、多くを犠牲にしていたよ
存在の障害を消してあげる、誰もそれらを覚えていない
存在すべきではなかった、過去が壊してしまっているでしょう

いつもあなたが戻ってくる日をそこで待ってる
周りに誰もいなくなったらね、腕を開きて
新しい過去を作ったら最後に見てくれる？
考えを打ち砕く、終わりはすぐに近づけて

一緒にいるために全てをした、だから他を忘れるでしょう
運命を確実にするために、多くを犠牲にしていたよ
存在の障害を消してあげる、誰もそれらを覚えていない
存在すべきではなかった、過去が壊してしまっているでしょう

周りの男のことはすべて忘れてでしょうね
じわじわと消えてゆく、枯れてゆくこの映像だ
思い出が壊れる時、まだそこにとどまってる
何も起こらなかったでしょう、炎は和らぎている

この現実を忘れて、今あなたの隣には私だけで
この過去は今や時代遅れ、他に何も重要ではない
私を裏切らないようにするだけ、逃げないようにするだけ
あなたは今私だけのもの、もう静寂に身を隠さないで

I did everything to be with you, so you'd forget the others
I sacrificed so much to ensure our fate
I'll erase the obstacles from the existence, no one will remember them
They shouldn't have existed, the past will destroy them

I'll always be waiting there the day you'll come back
When no one else will be around, I'll open my arms to you
If I create a new past, will you finally look at me?
My thoughts are shattering, the end will soon be close

I did everything to be with you, so you'd forget the others
I sacrificed so much to ensure our fate
I'll erase the obstacles from the existence, no one will remember them
They shouldn't have existed, the past will destroy them

You'll forget everything about the men around you
Slowly fading away, the images withering
When the memories will get shattered, I'll still remain there
Nothing will have ever happened, my flame will be soothed

Forget about this reality, I'm now the only one next to you
This past is now obsolete, nothing else matters
I'll just ensure you won't betray me, I'll just ensure you won't run away
You now belong only to me, don't hide yourself anymore in the silence

J'ai tout fait pour être à tes côtés, que les autres soient oubliés
J'ai tellement sacrifié pour que notre destin soit assuré
J'effacerai les obstacles de l'existence, personne ne s'en souviendra
Ils n'auraient jamais dû exister, alors le passé les détruira

Je t'attendrai toujours le jour où tu reviendras
Lorsque personne ne sera autour de toi, je t'ouvrirai mes bras
Si je crée un nouveau passé, voudras-tu enfin me regarder ?
Mes pensées se brisent, la fin ne saurait tarder

J'ai tout fait pour être à tes côtés, que les autres soient oubliés
J'ai tellement sacrifié pour que notre destin soit assuré
J'effacerai les obstacles de l'existence, personne ne s'en souviendra
Ils n'auraient jamais dû exister, alors le passé les détruira

Tu oublieras tout des hommes qui sont autour de toi
Disparaissant lentement, des images en train de se faner
Quand les souvenirs se briseront, je serai toujours là
Rien ne se sera jamais passé, ma flamme sera apaisée

Oublie cette réalité, je suis maintenant la seule à côté de toi
Ce passé est désormais obsolète, plus rien n'a d'importance
Je m'assurerai que tu ne me trahisses pas, que tu ne t'enfuies pas
Tu m'appartiens maintenant, ne te cache plus dans le silence

Imagine in a dimension, a girl madly in love with you, to the point that for getting rid of her rivals, she will travel time and make in sort they never ever existed. That's... Another way of getting rid of competition...?
Music: maybe a bit messy actually... Atmo by Balkan Ethnic Orchestra, mallets by Mallet Flux, lead by Plectra 2, main chords by Ancient Greek Strings, short chords by The Conservatoire Collection, choir by Freyja and of course... The Slayer is back.

『Just a Generality』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221217-01494
LIN (full) : 「600 790 811」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221217-001648
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの？やっと気持ちに気づいていたの？
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

私を一般論だと思わないでくれ
提供するものが何もない多くのように
でも信じてくれ、ただの一般論ではない
笑顔に隠れる操り人形のように

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの？やっと気持ちに気づいていたの？
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

一緒にいて、新しい現実を創造して
ただ残虐だけが支配するこの世界で
これらの問題は致命的ではないけど
美しを認める限り、心配しないで

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの？やっと気持ちに気づいていたの？
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

Don't think of me as if I was a generality
Like many people who don't have anything to offer
But believe me, I'm not just a generality
Like puppets who hide behind a smile

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

Together we are creating a new reality
In this world where is reigning only cruelty
But these issues are not a fatality
Don't worry as long as you acknowledge its beauty

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

Ne pense pas que je suis une généralité
Comme tant d'autres qui n'ont rien à offrir
Mais crois-moi, je ne suis pas juste une généralité
Comme des marionettes qui se cachent derrière un sourire

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

Ensemble nous créons une nouvelle réalité
Dans ce monde où seule règne la cruauté
Mais ces problèmes ne sont pas une fatalité
Ne t'inquiète pas tant que tu reconnais sa beauté

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

She is not like this bunch of random girls... She loves you to the extreme, wants to grab you just for herself. Yes, the only thing making her different from the other generic girls... Is her insane love for you. Seems logical.
Music: mostly went with trance. Gated atmo by Celestia, sidechained atmo by Antidrum Machine, lead by Plectra 2.

『Realm of Blackness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221217-01493
LIN (full) : 「600 790 066」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221217-001647
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : psychological horror
Restricted on : (none)

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

いつからこの宇宙がこんなに腐っていたのか、もう知らない
いつも他から孤立してた、ここで過ぎ去る時間は見えない
この世界に意味を取り戻したかったのに、何も見つからない
見つけることができない、虚空に想いを飲み込まれたように

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

誰もが地面で死んで場所では、助けを呼んでも役に立たない
永遠の夜に枯れた白い肌、地獄に閉じ込められたね
どうせ他のところは見られないよ、いつも目を閉じてしまって
現実と向き合うことを否定するかのように、永久閉鎖ね

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

I don't know anymore for how long this universe has been rotten like this
I always have been isolated from the rest, I don't see the time passing by here
I wanted to give this world back a meaning but I can't find any
As if my thoughts were swallowed by the void, I can't find anything

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

Calling for help is useless in a place where everyone is dead on the ground
White skins withered by an eternal night, stuck in hell
I can't look elsewhere, my eyes always keep closing themselves
As if they denied to face reality, forever closed

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

Je ne sais plus depuis combien de temps cet univers est-il pourri ainsi
J'ai toujours été isolée du reste, je ne vois pas le temps passer ici
Je voulais redonner une signification à ce monde mais je n'en trouve pas
Comme si mes pensées étaient avalées par le vide, je ne retrouve pas

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

Appeler à l'aide est inutile dans un endroit où tout le monde est mort à terre
Des peaux blanches fanées par une nuit éternelle, coincées en enfer
Je ne peux regarder ailleurs de toute façon, mes yeux continuent de se fermer
Comme s'ils refusaient de faire face à la réalité, à jamais enfermée

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

It's a bit a mental universe right, where the light had disappeared a long time ago.
Music: quite heavy melody in its own way. Pluck pad by Plectra 2, lead by Plectra 5, sidechained pad by Ancient Greek Winds and choirs by Freyja.