Nynthixia productions

『Happiness Bells』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151220-00051
LIN (full) : 「598 080 015」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151220-000151
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 13/14

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

夜と昼光の下では、最後の望みを聞いて
でも夢の中で、それは想像力を使って、真ができませんでした
悲しみは、あなたの腕の甘いぬくもりによって離れる
希望の最善ではこの未来が幸せで継続されます...

今夜は、私たちは心の奥底まで共振鐘を聞いている
まだ存在しますこの愛は限りそれは信じています
世界の人々のほとんどに共通する幸福の願い
誰もが同じであるので、我々は、例外ではありません

あなたの甘い呼吸は雪下の皮膚を抱擁します
喜びの笑いで花びらは依然として下落しています
それは純粋な幸福の雨ではなく、悲しみの涙さえもです
しかし、この現実は消えて、ちょうど今死ぬことができません...

夜と昼光の下では、最後の望みを聞いて
でも夢の中で、それは想像力を使って、真ができませんでした
悲しみは、あなたの腕の甘いぬくもりによって離れる
希望の最善ではこの未来が幸せで継続されます...

今夜は、私たちは心の奥底まで共振鐘を聞いている
まだ存在しますこの愛は限りそれは信じています
世界の人々のほとんどに共通する幸福の願い
誰もが同じであるので、我々は、例外ではありません

私はあなたを組み合わせるとあなたにキスしたいです
すべての幸福の誰で、この所望運命を停止します
しかし、なぜこの願いは、私たちに特有のものではありませんか？
これらの感情はちょうど私達の間で共有することはできませんか？

夜と昼光の下では、最後の望みを聞いて
でも夢の中で、それは想像力を使って、真ができませんでした
悲しみは、あなたの腕の甘いぬくもりによって離れる
希望の最善ではこの未来が幸せで継続されます...

今夜は、私たちは心の奥底まで共振鐘を聞いている
まだ存在しますこの愛は限りそれは信じています
世界の人々のほとんどに共通する幸福の願い
誰もが同じであるので、我々は、例外ではありません

Under the night and the daylight, hearing to the last hopes
Even in a dream that could not be true, using the imagination
The sadness gets away by the sweet warmth of your arms
In the best of wishes this future will continue in the happiness...

Tonight we are listening to the resonating bells until the depths of the heart
This love will still exists as long it is believable
The wish of being happy common to the most of people of the world
We are not an exception, because everyone is the same

Your sweet breathing cuddles the skin under the snowflakes
In the laughs of joy the flower petals are still falling
It's a rain of pure happiness and not even a tear of sorrow
But this reality can not disappear and die just right now...

Under the night and the daylight, hearing to the last hopes
Even in a dream that could not be true, using the imagination
The sadness gets away by the sweet warmth of your arms
In the best of wishes this future will continue in the happiness...

Tonight we are listening to the resonating bells until the depths of the heart
This love will still exists as long it is believable
The wish of being happy common to the most of people of the world
We are not an exception, because everyone is the same

I wanted to enlace you and kiss you
With all the happiness nobody will stop this so desired fate
But why this wish isn't unique to us?
Can't these feelings just be shared between us?

Under the night and the daylight, hearing to the last hopes
Even in a dream that could not be true, using the imagination
The sadness gets away by the sweet warmth of your arms
In the best of wishes this future will continue in the happiness...

Tonight we are listening to the resonating bells until the depths of the heart
This love will still exists as long it is believable
The wish of being happy common to the most of people of the world
We are not an exception, because everyone is the same

Sous la nuit et le jour, en entendant les derniers espoirs restants
Il faut utiliser son imagination, même dans un rêve cela ne peut se réaliser
La tristesse part par la douce chaleur de tes bras m'enlaçant
Ce futur heureux continuera dans tout ce que j'ai souhaité...

Ensemble nous écoutons les cloches dans nos cœurs résonnants
Cet amour existera tant que l'on y croira
Le souhait de bonheur commun à la plupart des gens dans ce monde-là
Nous ne faisons pas exception, toujours le monde agit pareillement

Sous les flocons, ton souffle chaud caresse ma peau doucement
Dans les rires de joie les pétales de fleurs tombaient
C'est une pluie de pur bonheur, aucune larme de tristesse n'est arrivée
Mais cette réalité ne peut disparaître et mourir maintenant...

Sous la nuit et le jour, en entendant les derniers espoirs restants
Il faut utiliser son imagination, même dans un rêve cela ne peut se réaliser
La tristesse part par la douce chaleur de tes bras m'enlaçant
Ce futur heureux continuera dans tout ce que j'ai souhaité...

Ensemble nous écoutons les cloches dans nos cœurs résonnants
Cet amour existera tant que l'on y croira
Le souhait de bonheur commun à la plupart des gens dans ce monde-là
Nous ne faisons pas exception, toujours le monde agit pareillement

Je voulais juste t'enlacer et t'embrasser
Avec toute la joie, personne n'arrêtera ce destin tant désiré
Mais pourquoi ce souhait ne nous est-il pas spécifique ?
Les sentiments que nous partageons ne peuvent-ils être uniques ?

Sous la nuit et le jour, en entendant les derniers espoirs restants
Il faut utiliser son imagination, même dans un rêve cela ne peut se réaliser
La tristesse part par la douce chaleur de tes bras m'enlaçant
Ce futur heureux continuera dans tout ce que j'ai souhaité...

Ensemble nous écoutons les cloches dans nos cœurs résonnants
Cet amour existera tant que l'on y croira
Le souhait de bonheur commun à la plupart des gens dans ce monde-là
Nous ne faisons pas exception, toujours le monde agit pareillement

I tried to make a happy song but let's be honest... I'm really really bad at this!
Everyone wants to be happy. Everyone. It's one of life's goals. And nobody is an exception.
Even Totoko in this song. Maybe it's a few too much optimistic?

『ADAMINIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151217-00050
LIN (full) : 「598 076 331」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151217-000150
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 3/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

涙があなたの不在によって引き起こされる痛みに落ちます
何かが再び一緒になるために行わされなければなら

精神で多くの時間前から始まっている傷を深まり
苦しみは、残酷な世界ではもう生きてはあまりにも十分です
病気で孤独と胸のもの温かい気持ちで失われました
この愛はあなたのために待っているすべてのこの時間の間に怒りになって...

涙があなたの不在によって引き起こされる痛みに落ちます
何かが再び一緒になるために行わされなければなら

なぜまだそれが債券を傷つけるためだかどうかを愛したのですか？
この世界の限界を越えた断片に散在とても脆弱愛？
あなたは暗闇の中で私の不満に耳を傾けていますか？
なぜあなたはこの瞬間の間に一人で私を残しましたか？

これは、単純な夢、歪んだと誤解現実よりもありました
新鮮な血液がきれいな色で愛を染色、流れている
今、あなたは意識が消える私のうつろな目、に見ている
何も書かれていた運命から私たちを引き裂くません...

The tears fall in the pain caused by your absences
Something must be done to be together again

Deepening the wounds which have begun since many time ago in the spirit
Suffering is too enough for living anymore in a cruel world
Lonely in the illness and lost in those warm feelings in the chest
This love turned into rage during all this time waiting for you...

The tears fall in the pain caused by your absences
Something must be done to be together again

Why did still loving you if it's for hurting the bonds?
A so fragile love scattered in fragments across this world's limits?
Are you listening to my complaints in the dark?
Why did you leave me alone during this moment?

It was more than a simple dream, a distorted and mistaken reality
The fresh blood is flowing, staining the love in a beautiful color
Now you are looking into my vacant eyes, where the consciousness disappears
Nothing will tear us apart from the fate that was written...

Les larmes tombent dans la douleur que tes absences ont causé
Pour que nous soyons réunies, quelque chose doit être fait

Aggravant les blessures ayant commencé dans mon esprit il y a quelque temps
Pour vivre dans ce monde plein de cruauté, souffrir est trop pour moi
Seule dans cette maladie et perdue dans mes doux sentiments
Cet amour devenu rage durant tout ce temps avec toi...

Les larmes tombent dans la douleur que tes absences ont causé
Pour que nous soyons réunies, quelque chose doit être fait

Pourquoi continuais-je à t'aimer si c'est pour blesser les liens ?
Un amour si fragile dispersé en morceaux au-delà de ce monde qui est mien ?
Dans le noir es-tu en train d'écouter mes complaintes maintenant ?
Pourquoi m'as-tu laissée seule à ce moment ?

Si c'était plus qu'un simple rêve, une réalité erronée et déformée
Teintant l'amour d'une magnifique couleur, le sang frais continue de couler
Maintenant que tu regardes dans mes yeux vacants, quand ma conscience disparaît
Personne ne nous séparera du destin qui nous unissait...

Sorry for French lyrics which are... A few distorted by moments?
Again a yandere song about a girl alone without her girlfriend, who went away for a reason that the heroine doesn't know and doesn't want to understand. She wanted that to be a bad nightmare but she discovers that it's the case in the reality. Under the shock, she decides to seek for her girlfriend and murder her without suiciding to stay with her.
First song with 12.2 of FL, yay! And still some Sytrus synths.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

I just want to be sure that we don't forget anything for December.

The CD4.5 "End Sentence" will be aired on December 21st. You already know it. For info, I finished it, just to pack everything and send it to the platform in the really late Sunday (GMT+1 time). So that on midnight GMT+1 Monday you can download it.

The CD5 reveals its name "Planetarium". And its tracklist!

01. 1st βlood (feat. Gahata Meiji, Anna Nyui, Namine Ritsu, Lily)**
02. Dangerous Game (feat. Lily)**
03. ADAMINIA (feat. Sukone Tei)*
04. SELENIA (feat. Momone Momo)*
05. SHALGINA (feat. Hoshine Stella)*
06. Fatal Mistrust (feat. Lily)**
07. Nerina (feat. Namine Ritsu)*
08. Beatrix (feat. Makune Hachi)*
09. Artemisia (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)**
10. Splinters (feat. Lily)**
11. Magali (feat. Yurika Sayu)
12. White Dragon (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
13. Happiness Bells (feat. Shirahane Totoko)
14. True Bad End (feat. Lily)*

* yandere songs
** other non-yandere songs not recommended for people under 14. "Magali" isn't recommended for people under 12.

Finally 14 tracks. I won't work with Kiritan and Itako for the moment, maybe for a next CD. Air date of "Planetarium" will be January 23rd 2015 and not 19th. I really wanted this day but it is a Tuesday and it will be a few complicated for me to correctly air the album.

Why not kokone? In fact I don't have any idea for her. But be sure for February's album, big surprise with her!
Who told you about a cover of sele when I said "surprise"? We talk here about original songs!

Why Yukari? For the moment, and if I get her correctly, normally she must be the first to be 100% confirmed (= arrived at home but I'll unlock her on 25th anyways) and if "Artemisia" could be aired on 25th or 26th of December, it could be perfect for the album.

Ah, talking about this song... Well I worked on it very hard those last days (about 3 days in total?) and I made tries with Lily who is the only Vocaloid that I have currently. Well... I made 2 instrumentals with different pitches, and when I'll give you the downloads... You'll have the 2 instrus and the versions of Lily and Yukari. Lily's version should be published on Soundcloud on December 24th and Yukari's version on December 25th or December 26th (the PV is ready, I just have to make the subs and replace the music).
If you want some clues... "Moon" and "CHARON".
I let you guess what girl was the source of "Artemisia".

For "White Dragon" now! I'll work on it in the end of week after publishing Tei's and Totoko's songs! It will also have a PV and the song will be for all audiences (unlike "Artemisia" which will be rated (-14), not that it's yandere BUT...). Publishing on December 25th for sure. For Oniko's "birthday" and if I don't make any mistake, for Saki's birthday (one of the illustrators of Oniko).

For those who are asking why this title as blog post, well, on Christmas it will be full moon here! And with all the songs which are getting prepared.

New timeline :

December 17th : "ADAMINIA" feat. Sukone Tei
December 20th : I add the stories of "Splinters" and "Magali" in the English Google Doc
December 21st : CD4.5 "End Sentence" will be aired!
Between December 19th and 23rd : "Happiness Bells" feat. Shirahane Totoko
December 24th : "Artemisia" feat. Lily (only on Soundcloud, the post will be on Yukari's page)
December 25th : "White Dragon" feat. Hinomoto Oniko
December 25th or 26th : "Artemisia" feat. Yuzuki Yukari (PV on YouTube + blog post with full download)

Enjoy well! I've got lots of work to do!

Nynthixia

『Magali』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
SFX : acapela
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151213-00047
LIN (full) : 「598 073 852」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151213-000148
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 11/14

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)

闇の深さは、過去の日の幸せの思考を埋めます
あなたは答えを持っていない求めているすべての質問
生活が続く場合でも、代わりに他人を見るのだろうか？
地球の反対側での長いと地味な廊下を除いて？

これらのすべての良い瞬間は、常に思い出に保持されます
それは、生きるか死ぬことができる人に決定しました運命です
それは残酷ですが、それはとにかく受け入れされている必要があり
どのように誰かが沈黙の中で、この世界を離れ、発生する可能性が...

闇の深さは、過去の日の幸せの思考を埋めます
あなたは答えを持っていない求めているすべての質問
生活が続く場合でも、代わりに他人を見るのだろうか？
地球の反対側での長いと地味な廊下を除いて？

この運命と戦うことは今のところ全く役に立ちません
私は一人で住んでいる場合でも、私はまだ幸せになりますか？
それは悲しいであることのためであれば、なぜ、私の人生を保存しようと？
なぜまだ拷問に苦しむの代わりにすべてを放棄？

あなたは何が起こるかを決定する必要がありましたか？
続行するか、または停止するために必要な人には？
なぜ左幸福のいくつかを破壊しようとしていますか？
すべての経路は全く同じの端を持っている...

修復することはできませんあまりにも多くの間違いががあり
解決策は、最も痛みを伴う、存在しません
すべての可能な未来を選択することで、どれもあなたを満足しません
あなたの最終的な致命的な運命を発見するまでは...

The depths of darkness filling the thoughts of happiness of past days
All the questions that you are asking don't have answer
Even if life continues, what others will see instead?
Except for a long and somber corridor at the other side of the world?

All these good moments will always kept in the memories
It's the fate which has decided to who can live or die
It is cruel but it must be accepted anyways
Whatever could happen, someone leaves this world in the silence...

The depths of darkness filling the thoughts of happiness of past days
All the questions that you are asking don't have answer
Even if life continues, what others will see instead?
Except for a long and somber corridor at the other side of the world?

Fighting against this destiny is totally useless for now
Even if I live alone, will I still be happy?
Why trying to save my life, if it is for being sad?
Why still suffering in the torture instead of abandoning everything?

Did you have to decide what would happen?
To who needed to continue or stop?
Why trying to destroy the few of happiness that left?
All the pathways have exactly the same end...

There are too much mistakes that can't be repaired
No solution exists, even the most painful
By choosing all possible futures, none satisfied you
Until discovering your final fatal fate...

Les profondeurs des ténèbres ont rempli les pensées de bonheur des jours passés
Il n'existe aucune réponse aux questions que tu te posais
Même si la vie continue, qu'est-ce que les autres y verront ?
Hormis ce long et sombre couloir de l'autre côté de ce monde ?

Tous ces bons moments que je garderai dans mes souvenirs éternellement
Qui doit vivre ou mourir, c'est le destin qui l'a décidé
Il est cruel mais toutefois nous sommes obligés de l'accepter
Quoiqu'il arrive, quelqu'un quitte ce monde silencieusement...

Les profondeurs des ténèbres ont rempli les pensées de bonheur des jours passés
Il n'existe aucune réponse aux questions que tu te posais
Même si la vie continue, qu'est-ce que les autres y verront ?
Hormis ce long et sombre couloir de l'autre côté de ce monde ?

Il est inutile de se battre contre cette destinée maintenant
Même si je vis seule,  vais-je continuer à être heureuse pour autant ?
Pourquoi essayer de me sauver, si c'est mener une vie désespérée ?
Pourquoi continuer de souffrir dans la torture au lieu de tout abandonner ?

Avais-tu à décider de ce qu'il allait se passer ?
De qui devait continuer ou s'arrêter ?
Pourquoi essayer de détruire le peu de bonheur qu'il me restait ?
Tous les chemins de la même manière vont se terminer...

Il y a trop d'erreurs que l'on ne peut plus réparer
Il n'existe pas de solution, même la plus pénible fin
En choisissant tous les futurs possibles, aucun ne t'a satisfait
Jusqu'à découvrir ton final et fatal destin...

The story is inspired of the girl in the game "Makoto Mobius", created by the Japanese group CHARON. This is a very sad story. The protagonist has to save a girl who died in his first world, by going into the past. And whatever the choice you make, someone has to die. Or the girl, or her father, or her friend, or the protagonist's mother, or... Himself.
I really wanted to work with Sayu since a little moment and I thought it was the perfect occasion. I think she's someone quiet.
So, no, no yandere story in this one, but a tragic morale : we can't really decide our fate. You can't avoid the deaths of everyone in the world, it's not possible.

『SHALGINA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151207-00038
LIN (full) : 「598 067 853」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151207-000138
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 5/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

そこでは、自分の所望の暖かさのために夜に待っている
時間が通過する場合でも、この未来は本当なるだろう
この感覚は私が受け入れるとき、あなたはそのようななくならない
それは何度も何度も繰り返すことができれば、永遠であることを...

これらの欠席により破壊されることはありません幸せ
それは私が長い時間前から必要とされるすべてです
愛は続く長いので、この種の夢は、存在している必要があり
今私はこの未来は永遠に私たちのものになりたいです...

そこでは、自分の所望の暖かさのために夜に待っている
時間が通過する場合でも、この未来は本当なるだろう
この感覚は私が受け入れるとき、あなたはそのようななくならない
それは何度も何度も繰り返すことができれば、永遠であることを...

目が蓄積され、痛みでいっぱいの涙によって溺れさせた
あなたの存在は間違いなくそれを癒すことができる唯一ことです
あなたは離れて、より多くの行けばしかし、私はどうなるのだろうか？
これらの温かい気持ちを控え待ち伏せの鎖中の一人...

これは何の将来のために私にあなたを戻すために行うには？
叫びを停止するには、まだ心に共鳴する叫び声？
私はそんなに、そんなに、涙を控えことができない、あなたを逃す
どこの世界は私たちの生活の初めに約束した運命とは？

そこでは、自分の所望の暖かさのために夜に待っている
時間が通過する場合でも、この未来は本当なるだろう
この感覚は私が受け入れるとき、あなたはそのようななくならない
それは何度も何度も繰り返すことができれば、永遠であることを...

あなたがそこに残っていた場合、私はまだ信じている可能性があります
何か他のことを決定した場合には、方法は、断片的に分割さ
針が心を穿孔したように、私の意識は消えていきました
そして確かに、私たちは一緒に再び見るでしょう...

There, waiting in the night for your so desired warmth
Even when the time will pass by, this future will become real
This feeling when I embrace you won't go away as that
If it could repeat again and again, to be eternal...

A happiness that won't be broken by those absences
It's all that I needed since long time ago
This kind dream must exist, as longer the love lasts
Now I want this future be ours forever...

There, waiting in the night for your so desired warmth
Even when the time will pass by, this future will become real
This feeling when I embrace you won't go away as that
If it could repeat again and again, to be eternal...

The eyes drowned by the tears filled with the accumulated pain
Your presence is the only thing that could definitely heal it
But if you go away more and more, what will I become?
Alone in the chains of the trap that refrain these warm feelings...

What to do to bring you back to me for this future?
To stop the cries and screams still resonating in the heart?
I miss you, so much, so much, tears can't be refrained
Where is the destiny that the world promised at the beginning of our lives?

There, waiting in the night for your so desired warmth
Even when the time will pass by, this future will become real
This feeling when I embrace you won't go away as that
If it could repeat again and again, to be eternal...

I could still believe if you were still there
When something else was decided, the way splitted in fragments
As a needle perforated the heart, my consciousness faded away
And surely, we would see back together again...

Je suis là à attendre dans la nuit cette chaleur si désirée
Même si le temps continue de passer, ce futur s'exaucera
Ce sentiment quand je t'enlace ne partira pas comme cela
Pour être éternel, il devra se répéter inlassablement...

Tes absences ne pourront briser le bonheur de ce moment
C'est tout ce dont j'avais besoin depuis tout ce temps
Ce doux rêve doit encore exister, aussi longtemps que l'amour pourra durer
Maintenant ce futur doit être le nôtre à jamais...

Je suis là à attendre dans la nuit cette chaleur si désirée
Même si le temps continue de passer, ce futur s'exaucera
Ce sentiment quand je t'enlace ne partira pas comme cela
Pour être éternel, il devra se répéter inlassablement...

Les yeux noyés par les larmes avec la douleur que j'ai accumulée
Ta présence est la seule chose qui puisse définitivement la soigner
Mais si tu pars encore et encore, que deviendrai-je sans toi ?
Seule dans les chaînes d'un piège retenant ces sentiments doux au fond de moi...

Comment dois-je te ramener pour ce futur à moi ?
Pour arrêter les pleurs et les cris qui dans mon cœur continuent de résonner ?
Tu me manques, tellement, tellement, je ne retiens plus mes larmes en moi
Où est ce destin que le monde nous a promis lorsque nous étions nés ?

Je suis là à attendre dans la nuit cette chaleur si désirée
Même si le temps continue de passer, ce futur s'exaucera
Ce sentiment quand je t'enlace ne partira pas comme cela
Pour être éternel, il devra se répéter inlassablement...

Je continuerais d'y croire si tu étais encore à côté de moi
Mais quand quelque chose d'autre a été décidé, le chemin s'est séparé en fragments
Comme une aiguille transperçant mon cœur, ma conscience s'est évaporée
Et sûrement, nous pourrions être réunis une nouvelle fois...

Happy birthday, Stella! I finished this song two days ago, I really wanted to work on CD4.5 and I worked on it in the beginning of the week. "SHALGINA" is a yandere, but the story is very subtle.
The first name of the song was "Night of Winter", but I changed it because the instru didn't sound very cold but more trance, so I changed it, and I chose to set a derivative of "Shalgia", hebrew firstname which means "snow white", "SHALGINA".
The story itself : it's a girl waiting for her lover, but also knows that she is cheating with a man and leaves Shalgina to her own fate. Sure of her happy future, Shalgina decides to bring back her lover to her, but the relationship between the girl and Shalgina's rival is too strong. The heroine finally kills her lover to punish her before suiciding for joining her.

『December 9th』

Name of the mix : Dreamy mix
Original music, lyrics : seleP
Originally sung by : Lily
ust : felichan
Mixdown, mix music, .vsqx adaptation : NynthixiaP
ust/vsqx corrections : felichan, NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151206-00038 (instrumental of the mix)
LIN (full) : 「598 066 053」 (full mix)
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151206-000137

Singer used : Lily (V3)

Catalog ticket

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Notes :

- commercial goals are forbidden as well by sele, felichan or me. I only added the "share-alike" condition (protection).
- only UTAU users and VOCALOID users (this includes sele and felichan) can use this mix without my permission
- the instrumental was composed without using the original instrumental as base
- current ID numbers/codes can be only applied for the mix
- for download : ask it to me (320 kbits/s ver)
- even if the original instrumental has a "ND" mention in its license, the mix isn't considerated as a derivative of the original instru (not used).

Original .ust by felichan
Original song : "December 9th" (ft. Lily) by sele

Hello, Nynthixia there! And no, I'm not sleeping in my bed, it's one AM of the morning where I am.

OK as you could notice it, this month of December will be very very heavy for me, lots of songs are projected. And also albums.

I made on Twitter (my two accounts, the personal (protected) and the producer) a poll for the date of the CD4.5, between December 21st or 23rd. The 3 people from who I got the answers all told me to air it on 21st. So it's official : December 21st will be the air date of the album "End Sentence"!

CD5 : I'll make a song with every regular singer (Hachi, Itako, Kiritan, Momo, Oniko, Sayu, Stella, Tei and Totoko [some of them are already aired]) and 4 songs of Lily. For the tracklist, I've got a stub but it's pretty unclear. There will be 17 tracks, the first one will be the last group song that I aired with my four main singers, the second, sixth, tenth and fourteenth tracks will be Lily's songs (such as "True Bad End", "Dangerous Game", "Splinters" and "Fatal Mistrust" which don't have officially an affiliated album, it won't last, don't worry) and other tracks... Songs with a regular singer. I don't know which ones. Maybe later? Air date : I hesitate with January 19th... If I have enough time.

The special songs. December is a month full of birthdays/first air dates. 4th : Hachi ; 11th : Stella ; 22nd : Yukari (but this one won't be possible for the correct time) ; 25th : Oniko.

So with all of this I decided to make a little timeline for the month.

December 4th : "Beatrix" feat Hachi Makune
December 9th : surprise! (but if you know me well you'll have an idea)
December 11th : "Night of Winter" "SHALGINA" feat Stella Hoshine [name modified on Dec 7th]
December 21st : air date of CD4.5 "End Sentence"
December 25th : "White Dragon" feat Oniko Hinomoto
December 25th or 26th : "Artemisia" feat Yukari Yuzuki

At least all of this, then add the usual stuff (other songs...).

For info, "Beatrix" and "Night of Winter" are yandere related stories, the second one is more subtle... And for "White Dragon", it's for all audiences.

Other fun fact that I discovered on yesterday... Oh wait, on Thursday now, the rate of yandere songs in all the original compositions that I made. More than the half of the current 135 songs in the catalog are yandere songs (about 52%). It's pretty useless, but I didn't think that I worked so much on this theme...

Well, have fun and sleep well. Don't do as I do, working all the evening to go to bed at almost 2 AM...

Nynthixia

『Beatrix』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151204-00037
LIN (full) : 「598 064 533」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151204-000136
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 8/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

私が持っているだろう痛みは致命的な瞬間まで負担する
愛の結合が破壊される限り継続されます
感情に穿孔、心はまだ絶望の中で泣いている
そして、私はまだあなたが戻ってくる瞬間を待って...

私たちの最初の会議の時間が消えているようです
しかし、私はまだそれはそう遠くない過去にあったことを信じている
終わることはありません悪夢として、拷問はまだ感じられます
決してそれが戻ってあなたを取得することはできません...

私が持っているだろう痛みは致命的な瞬間まで負担する
愛の結合が破壊される限り継続されます
感情に穿孔、心はまだ絶望の中で泣いている
そして、私はまだあなたが戻ってくる瞬間を待って...

それはあなたがこの男と共有の感情を隠しても無駄です
一目で素敵に見せかけ、彼は私の幸せだけの強盗です
美しい結末を待って、心の中で恐ろしい痛みに滞在
彼は存在しなかった場合、あなたはまだあるだろうか？

これらの結合は修復できない場合、誰がこれを癒してくれるか？
あなたの最終的な罰の鮮血によって今慰めました
すべてが間違いであった場合、それは許されないだろう
ていない十分な時間があなたとそれらの最後の瞬間を後悔する...

The pain that I'll have to bear until a fatal moment
Will continue as long the bonds of love will be broken
Perforated in the feelings, the heart is still crying out in the despair
And I still wait for the moment you'll come back...

The time of our first meeting seems to have disappeared
However I still believe that it was not so far in the past
As a nightmare which will never end, the torture is still felt
Never it will be possible to get you back...

The pain that I'll have to bear until a fatal moment
Will continue as long the bonds of love will be broken
Perforated in the feelings, the heart is still crying out in the despair
And I still wait for the moment you'll come back...

It's useless to hide the feelings that you share with this man
Seeming nice at first sight, he's just the robber of my happiness
Staying with a horrible pain in the heart, waiting for a beautiful ending
If he didn't exist, would you be still there?

If those bonds can't be repaired, who will heal them?
Soothed now by the fresh blood of your final punishment
If everything was a mistake, it would be unforgivable
Not enough time to regret those last moments with you...

La douleur que j'aurai à supporter jusqu'à un fatal moment
Continuera tant que les liens de notre amour seront brisés
Perforé dans les sentiments, mon cœur continue dans le désespoir à crier
Le moment où tu reviendras, encore je l'attends...

Le temps de notre première rencontre s'est envolé
Toutefois je continue de croire qu'il s'est produit il y a peu de temps
Comme un cauchemar qui se terminerait jamais, la torture que je ressens
M'empêche de te ramener à mes côtés...

La douleur que j'aurai à supporter jusqu'à un fatal moment
Continuera tant que les liens de notre amour seront brisés
Perforé dans les sentiments, mon cœur continue dans le désespoir à crier
Le moment où tu reviendras, encore je l'attends...

Il est inutile de cacher les sentiments qu'avec cet homme tu partageais
Semblant gentil au premier regard, il est le voleur de ma gaieté
Restant avec une horrible douleur dans le cœur, j'attends toujours un heureux dénouement
S'il n'avait jamais existé, serais-tu encore là à ce moment ?

Si ces liens ne peuvent réparés, qui pourra alors les soigner ?
Le sang frais de ton ultime sanction les a maintenant apaisés
Si tout était une erreur, je ne l'aurais jamais pardonné
Je n'ai pas assez de temps pour regretter ces derniers moments à tes côtés...

This girl expected a happy ending with her lover, but finally, this will never happen. Beatrix discovers that a man secretly tries to seduce her lover, she knew that something is happening behind her back and decides to revenge, finally killing her rival. Having a doubt on her future, she decides to kill her lover too to punish her.
Never cheat on a yandere girl. Never.
Song for Hachi's birthday!

『Fatal Mistrust』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151202-00036
LIN (full) : 「598 062 447」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151202-000135
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 6/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content, violent lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

恐怖の前に落下小さな心のように、最悪の気持ちで回収
たぶん、あなたはこの宇宙からの最後の呼吸を聞きました

あなたはいくつかの慈悲を求めることができる 、ね？

あなたが叫んでた場合であっても、機会は非常にきついです
殺したり殺され、選択がすでに行われてい
それは自己防衛のかもしれないが、この概念は良かったですか？
時計の針の背後には、時間が今で通過して...

Y lo mataré...

運命が既に書かれており、すべてが終わったときのように
新しい物語を再起動するように記述することはできますか？

なぜって、罠の連鎖を壊していませんか？

あなたは脱出した場合でも、未来再びあなたを取得する
食べるか食べられます、書かれた唯一の規則は真となりました
あなたは私を信じていない場合、あなたは誰を信頼のだろうか？
時計の針の背後には、時間が今で通過して...

Y lo mataré...

なぜ、あなたはそれに直面し、それを受け入れないのですか？
教えて...

あなたが叫んでた場合であっても、機会は非常にきついです
殺したり殺され、選択がすでに行われてい
それは自己防衛のかもしれないが、この概念は良かったですか？
時計の針の背後には、時間が今で通過して...

Y te mataré...

As a little heart dropping in front of the fear, recovered with the worst feelings.
Maybe you heard last breaths coming from this universe

You could ask some mercy, right?

Even when you are screaming, the chances are very tight
Killing or being killed, the choice has been already done
It could be self-defense, but was this concept good?
Behind the needles of the clock, time is passing by now...

Y lo mataré...

As when fates were already written, and everything finished
Can a new storyline be written to restart?

Why did you not break the chains of the trap, huh?

Even if you escaped, the future will get you again
Eating or being eaten, the only rule that was written became true
If you don't believe me, who will you trust?
Behind the needles of the clock, time is passing by now...

Y lo mataré...

Why don't you just face it and accept it?
Tell me...

Even when you are screaming, the chances are very tight
Killing or being killed, the choice has been already done
It could be self-defense, but was this concept good?
Behind the needles of the clock, time is passing by now...

Y te mataré...

Tant que ce petit cœur tombait devant la peur, réparé avec les pires sentiments
Peut-être as-tu entendu venant d'un autre univers ces derniers souffles maintenant...

Tu pouvais demander de la pitié, pas vrai ?

Même lorsque tu cries, les chances sont très serrées
Tuer ou être tué, le choix a déjà été effectué
Cela aurait pu être de la défense légitime, mais le concept était-il respecté ?
Derrière les aiguilles de l'horloge, le temps est passé...

Y lo mataré...

Comme les destins étaient déjà écrits, et tout était terminé
Est-ce qu'une nouvelle histoire peut recommencer ?

Pourquoi n'as-tu pas brisé les chaînes de ton piège, hein ?

Même si tu t'échappais, le futur te rattraperait
Manger ou être mangé, la seule règle écrite est une réalité révolue
Si tu ne me crois pas, qui croiras-tu ?
Derrière les aiguilles de l'horloge, le temps est passé...

Y lo mataré...

Pourquoi n'y fais-tu pas face et l'acceptes pas ?
Dis-moi...

Même lorsque tu cries, les chances sont très serrées
Tuer ou être tué, le choix a déjà été effectué
Cela aurait pu être de la défense légitime, mais le concept était-il respecté ?
Derrière les aiguilles de l'horloge, le temps est passé...

Y te mataré...

(Note : explanations about the song theme won't be revealed for the moment. Sorry about that.)

All I can give for the moment is the technical info. I tried presets of Sytrus and I tried the flanger for the capella. Seems to be good. The song was a pain to make (more than 3 hours of work on it!) but I finally got it! First it needed to be a song at 164BPM, but because of the notes length, I needed to set a lower tempo and modify the song to keep it alive.

『Splinters』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151128-00035
LIN (full) : 「598 057 580」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151128-000133
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 10/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide references
Restricted on : (none)

現時点ではすべてが失われたと思うとき
もう検索すると見つけることを見込みはありません
なぜ言っていすることができない生活を続けますか？
場合のみ絶望と私のために悲しみ待ち...

私は顔に涙を泣いてはあまりにも弱い感じ
まだ隠されたこの傷つけ感が明らかにされることはありません
それは何度も何度も痛いし、何も行われないことができ
何かが間違っている、私はそこになって助けてください！

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

みんなの絶望の塩涙の川に落ちました
この場所での生活の残りの部分に別れそれぞれの人
点灯ろうそくの炎の下で見ることができた霊として
彼らの視線を満たす人々の目を忘れられません

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

私は渡すためにあまりにも怯えています
しかし、痛みがあまりにも負傷心を拷問します
たぶん、すべてはこの瞬間があっ終了した場合...
この恐ろしい生活が続けられるのだろうか？

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

At the moment when you think everything is lost
There's no hope anymore to search and to find
Why continuing to live a life that can't be liked?
If only the despair and the sadness wait for me...

I feel too weak for crying the tears on the face
This hurting feeling still hidden won't be revealed
It hurts again and again, and nothing can be done
Something is wrong, please help me getting out there!

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

Fallen in a river of salt tears of everyone's despair
Each person saying goodbye to the life rest at this place
As spirits that could be seen under the flames of a lit candle
Haunting the eyes of people who meet their gazes

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

I am too frightened for passing out
But the pain tortures a too wounded mind
Maybe if everything ends there at this moment...
Will this horrible life would continue?

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

À ce moment où tu penses que tout est perdu
Qu'il n'y a plus d'espoir pour chercher et trouver
Pourquoi continuer à vivre une vie que je ne peux aimer ?
Où seulement la tristesse et le désespoir m'ont attendue...

Je me sens trop faible pour pleurer les larmes que j'ai
Ce sentiment douloureux encore caché ne sera révélé
Il fait mal encore et encore, et je ne peux rien faire à cela
Quelque chose cloche, je vous en prie sortez-moi de là !

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

Dans une rivière des larmes salées des gens je suis tombée
Chaque personne qui faisait ses adieux reposait dans ce monde de cauchemar
Tant que les esprits pourraient être vus à la bougie allumée
Hantant les yeux de ceux croisant leur regard...

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

Je suis trop effrayée pour passer de l'autre côté
Mais la douleur torture un esprit trop blessé
Peut-être que maintenant si tout s'arrêtait
Est-ce que cette vie horrible continuerait ?

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

I admit it, I wasn't very well when I wrote these lyrics, sorry. However, the song is very interesting because it's in the same time a tragedy and a morale song. The topic is a few sensible to explain, but I think it would be very useful... Let's do it point per point.
With a few distorted and troubling music, "Splinters" are the allegory of all the wounds that a really depressed person must face to try to survive, but sometimes, it doesn't work and the person finally suicides in the most extreme cases. But if some of them resist to the suicide, it's mainly because something is refraining them to do it, because they're too scared and must continue to suffer, but in the same time struggling against their own death. Don't see what I mean?
The heroine of the song is a very depressed girl, who oftens wants to suicide so that she won't suffer anymore. Tired of her life, however, she doesn't have the strength for hurting herself and first asks for some help. Not being listened, she's still in the despair and imagines the world in which persons who already provoked their own death : a nightmare of loneliness, fear and sadness. She tries to compare it with her real world, where however some good things happened to her in the past, and resists again to the temptation of ending her life.
I didn't set any sound of weapon or something... Because I think she finally resisted. And we must all resist. It's as a rule for people : rathering suffering than dying... Because they're cowards. I say it honestly. Suiciding is a few selfish, but in the same time, I would say that rathering suffering than dying is a few... How to say?
The only thing I want to say about it : if you have suicidal thoughts, you're in danger and you must talk about it. Don't stay alone suffering, don't be a coward, just talk about it with someone that you can really trust, a friend, a doctor, even your family.