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Junia

Posted on February 17 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Junia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160217-00126
LIN (full) : 「598 144 005」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160217-000228
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Distorted Universe - TRACK 4/11

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

この宇宙の足で世界が、絶望は遠く吹き飛ばさ
これらの哀れな候補は、彼らにいくつかの慈悲を与えるために私に懇願であろう

私の存在は単なる幻想だったとはいえ、取り残さ
憎しみは、沈黙の中で育ったが、この感覚は今耐え難いされ
それらを保存であろう誰も、これはちょうどを求めない愛です
神の怒りを召喚するだろう誰もがそれを後悔であろう...

この宇宙の足で世界が、絶望は遠く吹き飛ばさ
これらの哀れな候補は、彼らにいくつかの慈悲を与えるために私に懇願であろう

死は十分ではない、典型的な罰が永遠に続くであろう
すべての彼らの弱点では、それらのどれもあなたに値するない
何回この人がこの文章を落ち着かせるために祈りますか?
私の目はまだそれらの世界を分離雲の上見ている

顔から落ちても涙はあなたに到達することができない
痛みはこの瞬間に左思考のいくつかに侵入しました
これらのすべての呪いは限り裏切りが停止しない上に行くであろう
かかわらず結果は、しかし、まだあなたと一緒にそこにいる...

Original English text

The world at the feet of this universe, the despairs blown far away
Those pitiful contenders will implore me to give them some mercy

Still left behind, as my existence was just an illusion
The hatred grew in the silence, but this feeling is now unbearable
Nobody will save them, this is just love asked for
Anyone who would summon the divine wrath will regret it...

The world at the feet of this universe, the despairs blown far away
Those pitiful contenders will implore me to give them some mercy

The death isn't enough, the exemplary punishment will last forever
With all their weaknesses, none of them deserve you
How many times this people pray to soothe this sentence?
My eyes are still watching above the clouds separating those worlds

Even the tears falling from the face can't reach you
The pain invaded the few of thoughts that left at this moment
All these curses will go on as long the betrayal doesn't stop
Regardless the consequences, however I'll still be there with you...

And French adaptation!

Le monde aux pieds de cet univers, les désespoirs se sont envolés
Ces prétendantes pitoyables m'imploreront pour que je puisse les épargner...

Encore laissée derrière toi, comme si mon existence n'était qu'illusion
La haine a silencieusement grandi, ce sentiment ne peut plus être supporté
Personne ne les sauvera, c'est juste ce que l'amour a demandé
Toutes les personnes qui invoqueront la colère divine le regretteront...

Le monde aux pieds de cet univers, les désespoirs se sont envolés
Ces prétendantes pitoyables m'imploreront pour que je puisse les épargner...

La mort n'est pas assez, pour toujours cette punition exemplaire durera
Avec toutes leurs faiblesses, elles ne te méritent pas
Combien de fois les gens prieront-ils pour que cette sentence soit apaisée ?
Au-dessus des nuages séparant ces mondes, mes yeux continuent de regarder

Même les larmes tombant du visage jamais ne t'atteindront
La douleur a envahi le peu de pensées qui me restaient à ce moment
Tant que cette trahison durera, les malédictions dureront
Peu importe les conséquences, toutefois je serai avec toi éternellement...

Explanations...

That was a delicate topic. This song is inspired from the Juno from Greek mythology. But I said I have some rules when I write yandere lyrics. And when we know all that Juno did... I went more in the feelings and the wrath of the goddess, and some delicate allusions to the curses she gave to her rivals. Sometimes she directly killed them (or provoked their death), other times she decided to torture them forever... Of course, you should know why the anime character that we call "queen of yanderes" on the Internet is inspired from this goddess. Ah, and little trivia, the firstname of the yandere queen Yuno and the name of Juno (latin version) are pronounced the same way.
It was the cultural minute. ( ´∀`)

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CHARA -Genocidal Edit-

Posted on February 14 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Yangire

『CHARA -Genocidal Edit-』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160213-00124
LIN (full) : 「598 140 118」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160214-000226
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memories - TRACK 1/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content, murder references
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

人々は生きることになる決意のこの感覚
誰もそのような破壊への準備ができませんでした
すべての彼らの恐怖にもかかわらず、私はまだ満足している
この世界はあなたの力のおかげで消去されます

私を歓迎した最初の宇宙はあまりにも遠くなりました
しかし、まだ思い出が幸福の少しの時間で、戻ってきました
私たちの生活は終わった、唯一のいくつかはそれ以来変化しているされている
そして、ためだけでなく、過去のこの間違い部の...

あなたは本当にあなたが何を制御したと思いますか?
あなたは目が覚めたので、これらのすべての感覚が地雷されている
あなたはこの宇宙をリセットしたい場合でも、もう一度それを殺す
今、あなたの小さなだが強力な魂は私に属している...

私を歓迎した最初の宇宙はあまりにも遠くなりました
しかし、まだ思い出が幸福の少しの時間で、戻ってきました
私たちの生活は終わった、唯一のいくつかはそれ以来変化しているされている
そして、ためだけでなく、過去のこの間違い部の...

人々は生きることになる決意のこの感覚
誰もそのような破壊への準備ができませんでした
すべての彼らの恐怖にもかかわらず、私はまだ満足している
この世界はあなたの力のおかげで消去されます

あなたは本当にあなたが何を制御したと思いますか?
あなたは目が覚めたので、これらのすべての感覚が地雷されている
あなたはこの宇宙をリセットしたい場合でも、もう一度それを殺す
今、あなたの小さなだが強力な魂は私に属している...

人々は、私は一人だと思うが、彼らはそれについて完全に間違っている
このかつての友情の境界はそう簡単に破壊しないであろう
他のものの涙はこの瞬間に落下したが、まだ笑っていました
しかしこの感情はすぐにこの世界で終了します...

Original English text

This feeling of determination that makes people to live
Nobody was ready to a such destruction
In despite of all their fears, I'm still happy
This world will be erased thanks to your powers

The first universe that welcomed me is now too far away
But still the memories came back, in a little time of happiness
Our lives are over, only few things have changed since
And not only because of this mistake part of the past...

Did you really think you were controlling anything?
All these sensations are mines since you woke me up
Even if you want to reset this universe then kill it again
Now your little but powerful soul belongs to me...

The first universe that welcomed me is now too far away
But still the memories came back, in a little time of happiness
Our lives are over, only few things have changed since
And not only because of this mistake part of the past...

This feeling of determination that makes people to live
Nobody was ready to a such destruction
In despite of all their fears, I'm still happy
This world will be erased thanks to your powers

Did you really think you were controlling anything?
All these sensations are mines since you woke me up
Even if you want to reset this universe then kill it again
Now your little but powerful soul belongs to me...

People think I'm alone but they are totally wrong about it
The bounds of this former friendship wouldn't break down so easily
While tears of other ones were falling down at this moment, I was still laughing
However this emotion will soon end with this world...

And French adaptation!

Ce sentiment de détermination qui fait vivre les gens
Une telle destruction, personne ne s'y attendait
Je suis encore heureux malgré les larmes que versent les gens
Grâce à tes pouvoirs ce monde sera effacé

Le premier univers m'ayant accueilli est trop loin maintenant
Mais encore mes mémoires reviennent, le bonheur de ce petit moment
Nos vies sont finies, peu de choses depuis ont changé
Et pas seulement à cause d'une erreur du passé...

Pensais-tu que tout était sous ton contrôle vraiment ?
Toutes ces sensations étaient miennes depuis que tu m'as réveillé
Même si tu veux réinitialiser cet univers pour de nouveau le tuer
Ta petite mais puissante âme m'appartient maintenant...

Le premier univers m'ayant accueilli est trop loin maintenant
Mais encore mes mémoires reviennent, le bonheur de ce petit moment
Nos vies sont finies, peu de choses depuis ont changé
Et pas seulement à cause d'une erreur du passé...

Ce sentiment de détermination qui fait vivre les gens
Une telle destruction, personne ne s'y attendait
Je suis encore heureux malgré les larmes que versent les gens
Grâce à tes pouvoirs ce monde sera effacé

Pensais-tu que tout était sous ton contrôle vraiment ?
Toutes ces sensations étaient miennes depuis que tu m'as réveillé
Même si tu veux réinitialiser cet univers pour de nouveau le tuer
Ta petite mais puissante âme m'appartient maintenant...

Les gens pensaient que j'étais seul mais ils se trompaient lourdement
Les liens de cette vieille amitié ne se briseront pas si facilement
Pendant que les larmes des autres tombaient à ce moment, je continuais de rire
Avec ce monde, cette émotion bientôt va se finir...

Explanations...

Music and .ust making of here.
People who don't want Undertale spoilers, please don't read above.
Chara is the fallen child, the character that the player names at the beginning of the game. It's a psychotic child, fallen in the underground before meeting Asriel. They become friends and play during a long time. One day, they wanted to make a recipe with butterscotch but they made a mistake and put buttercups instead (these are toxic plants). While Asriel was crying, Chara was laughing. Then, Chara wanted to make a plan to eradicate the humanity and decides to suicide (probably by poisoning themself with buttercups).
At the end of the Genocide Route, Chara reveals themself to the player and finally destroys the world of the game. If the player wants the game back, Chara will request the soul of the character you're playing.
I hope you better understand the lyrics now, they were all explained there.

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CD5.5 Torn Diaries

Posted on February 13 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia

CD5.5 Torn Diaries

Hello Nynthixia there!

Yeah, finally the CD5.5! Perfect for kokone's birthday!

Download links :

Classic version

Transcendent version

Some songs have been fixed, other ones extended... Welcome into a distorted universe.
Woopsie, bad album!

There is also a link to a partial making-of for Ritsu's new song, where you can see me composing all the music and writing the .ust (however you don't see the interfaces of Notepad and the Japanese keyboard, the .ust writing was a bonus because I made the music a quite fast). Sorry if the quality of the video is bad, I have a low Internet connection and English isn't my mother language. So I can make some mispellings...

I repeat what I said in it :

- For "End Sentence" I don't allow the posting of original versions and potential covers on YouTube only. For instrumental remixes it's OK though. For normal remixes, I don't recommend them. I have some doubts on the safety of this music (due to some instruments). For posting on other platforms such as piapro, Niconico, Bilibili, Dailymotion etc, it's OK. (As long you follow the license terms!)
- The song "CHARA -Genocidal Edit-" is a version of the song "CHARA". It's very possible you see another version in the future. How it will be? I don't know yet.

And... That's all. After it's or I'm talking about myself or about what I was doing.

 

I'll be back soon with the song on which I was working. Be ready!

Nynthixia

 

THANKS SECTION

(Sorry for so late)

Thanks to feli for rendering the capella with Nyui. Thanks to my parents for Yukari and kokone at Christmas. Thanks to all fans supporting me.
I'll try my best, promised.

And not only with yandere, promised too.

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Crushed

Posted on February 11 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Crushed』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, Audacity
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160211-00123
LIN (full) : 「598 137 855」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160211-000225
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Distorted Universe - TRACK 7/11

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

そこに砕きました
任意の考えなし
愛を除き
あなたについて感じ
しかし、この瞬間に
誰かがそこにあった
そして、彼の存在
消去されます

あなたを愛しているから
このばかげた人よりも
愛のさえ、この世界
それらの感情を発見する

ずっと痛い
何もしないことができる
壊れた境界
鮮血で飛び散った
今では終わった
嘘は消去された
の前に未来
絶望の世界

あなたがここにいない方でも、それは問題ではありません

Original English text

Crushed there
Without any thoughts
Except for love
A feeling about you
But at this moment
Someone was there
Then his existence
Will be erased

Because I love you
More than this ridiculous person
Even this world of love
Discovering those feelings

It hurts much
Nothing can be done
The broken bounds
Splattered with fresh blood
Now it's over
Lies were erased
The future in front of
A world of despair

Because I love you
More than this ridiculous person
Even this world of love
Discovering those feelings

Even if you're not here, it doesn't matter

And French adaptation!

Écrasée ici
Sans aucune pensée
L'amour non compris
Pour toi je l'ai éprouvé
Mais à ce moment
Quelqu'un était là aussi
Alors sa vie
Sera effacée maintenant

Parce que je t'aime
Plus que cette ridicule personne ne t'aime
Même ce monde d'amour maintenant
Découvre ces sentiments

La douleur me hantait
Rien ne pouvait être fait
Les liens cassés
Teints par le sang frais
Maintenant c'est terminé
Les mensonges ont été effacés
Devant le futur se tenait
Un monde désespéré

Parce que je t'aime
Plus que cette ridicule personne ne t'aime
Même ce monde d'amour maintenant
Découvre ces sentiments

Même si tu n'es plus là, cela n'a aucune importance

Explanations...

This song is minimalist in the lyrics, and also very short compared to all other songs I ever made. And this was a good occasion to test some new guitars. This is a very light pop song.
The story itself now. As usual I want to say. Just a girl in love with a woman already dating a boy and thinking that he doesn't deserve her. To be sure of getting her lover close to her, she kills her rival, but when she confesses, her plans fail.
And everyone knows what happens next, right?

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Mad House

Posted on February 8 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Yangire

『Mad House』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160208-00122
LIN (full) : 「598 135 389」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160208-000224
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Distorted Universe - TRACK 2/11

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking content (censored yangire)
Restricted on : (none)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license.

PlayDB entry

 

Japanese lyrics

あまりにも病気...
合計病気...
あまりにも病気...
一般的な病気...

あまりにも病気のこの世界で何かを行うために
存在する可能性がすべての権限を使用すると、多分運命が変更されます...

狂った家では、闇が部屋を満たし、先物を共有しました
だけでも、その日のために、それは私たちの間だけ嘘でした

私も病気だから
だから

脱出は、あなたのような小さな生き物のために不可能です
私は長い間、この家は私のものですここで死ぬことはありません

(だから)

脱出は、この空の体のために不可能です
あなたの方法の背後にある血液が経路を染色する

今、私はより良いよ、なぜあなたにもう一度この体を与えますか?
あなたの慈悲と友情は十分にあったが、話はここで終了

狂った家では、闇が部屋を満たし、先物を共有しました
だけでも、その日のために、それは私たちの間だけ嘘でした

あまりにも病気...
私も病気だから...

狂った家では、闇が部屋を満たし、先物を共有しました
だけでも、その日のために、それは私たちの間だけ嘘でした

あまりにも病気...
私も病気だから...

あまりにも病気...
私も病気だから...

Original English text

Too sick...
Total illness...
Too sick...
General illness...

Too sick for do anything in this world
With all the powers that could exist, maybe the fate will change...

In the mad house, darkness filled the rooms and shared the futures
Even for just a day, it was just a lie between us

Because I'm too sick
Too

Any escape is impossible for a little creature as you
I won't die here as long this home is mine

(Too)

Any escape is impossible for this empty body
The blood behind your way stains the route

Now I'm better, why give again this body to you?
Your mercy and friendship were enough, the story ends here

In the mad house, darkness filled the rooms and shared the futures
Even for just a day, it was just a lie between us

Too sick...
Because I'm too sick...

In the mad house, darkness filled the rooms and shared the futures
Even for just a day, it was just a lie between us

Too sick...
Because I'm too sick...

Too sick...
Because I'm too sick...

And French adaptation!

Si malade...
Maladie totale...
Si malade...
Maladie générale...

Si malade dans ce monde pour faire quoi que ce soit
Avec tous les pouvoirs qui existent, peut-être que le destin changera...

Dans la maison folle, les ténèbres ont empli les salles et nos avenirs ont été échangés
Même pour juste un jour, entre nous, je te mentais

Parce que je suis trop malade
Trop

Tout échappatoire est impossible pour une petite créature comme toi
Je ne mourrai pas ici tant que cette maison m'appartient

(Trop)

Tout échappatoire est impossible pour le corps que tu as
Le sang teint le sentier derrière ton chemin

Maintenant je vais mieux, pourquoi devrais-je te le redonner ?
Ta pitié et ton amitié étaient assez, cette histoire va se terminer

Dans la maison folle, les ténèbres ont empli les salles et nos avenirs ont été échangés
Même pour juste un jour, entre nous, je te mentais

Trop malade...
Parce que je suis trop malade...

Dans la maison folle, les ténèbres ont empli les salles et nos avenirs ont été échangés
Même pour juste un jour, entre nous, je te mentais

Trop malade...
Parce que je suis trop malade...

Trop malade...
Parce que je suis trop malade...

Explanations...

Inspired from another RPG Maker game, "The Witch's House". Here, from the True Ending (this is not a good ending!).
It's a story about two girls, Ellen and Viola. One day, Ellen went ill and Viola, feeling mercy for her, accepts a pact with her friend : they share their bodies. Ellen's was totally destroyed and Viola's was totally sane. Viola finally implores Ellen to give back her body but this last one denies and orders to Viola's father to kill her. In all this process, Ellen became a witch controlling her home, saying that her home wouldn't kill her.

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LIETURE

Posted on February 7 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Severe yandere

『LIETURE』

Singers : Lily, Yukari Yuzuki
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12

LIC (instru) : 12FR-160207-00121
LIN (full) : 「598 134 411」

IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160207-000223
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Distorted Universe - TRACK 8/11

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

次第に、思考は私の傷ついた精神から解離された
次第に、すべてのこの時間の間に感じた愛が憎しみに変わりました
離れてあなたを取った人は、私は彼を許すことは決してないだろう
そして、それはあなたを取得する他の方法がありませんいるようです...

そのように簡単に逃げるこの気持ちをさせません
私は一人だ場合、それはあなたの責任です、あなただけ悔い改めるができ
このような悲痛な残酷な犯罪の価格はどれですか?
私は人生で愛し最大のものを失うことは後悔になり...

次第に、思考は私の傷ついた精神から解離された
次第に、すべてのこの時間の間に感じた愛が憎しみに変わりました
離れてあなたを取った人は、私は彼を許すことは決してないだろう
そして、それはあなたを取得する他の方法がありませんいるようです...

常にさておき、私の尋問に答えを取得しようとして
内部に充填されていないばかりん空の場所は、何かが欠けている
あなたはいつも無視して、私を拒否保った理由を教えて
傷跡の完全な心は暗闇の中で痛みを叫んで...

私はこの世界であなたを得ることができる唯一の人間ですか、右?
場合でも、あなたはこの愛から生まれた狂気に私を運転しました
これらの人々が消えた場合は、最終的に私を見てのだろうか?
あなたは私の希望を破壊した後、あなただけ逃げました...

あなたは一人で私を残しすることは解決策だったと思いますか?
状況は痛みがちょうど心で育ち、傷を深め、悪くなる
こういう孤独の世界でもうそれに耐えることができない
この拷問は私たちのために今すぐに終了することがあり...

次第に、思考は私の傷ついた精神から解離された
次第に、すべてのこの時間の間に感じた愛が憎しみに変わりました
離れてあなたを取った人は、私は彼を許すことは決してないだろう
そして、それはあなたを取得する他の方法がありませんいるようです...

長い間、この魂を慰めたことができるように、幸せが戻ってくるだろう
でも将来の結合が粉々に破壊しなければならない場合
あなたが言った今、嘘は、過去のほんの一部でした
しかし、まだ最後の息と絶望の私の傷ついた心で泣いて...

Original English text

Progressively, the thoughts were dissociating from my wounded spirit
Progressively, the love I felt during all this time turned into hatred
The person who took you away, I'll never forgive him
And it seems that there's no other way to get you back...

I won't let this feeling run away as easily as that
If I'm alone, then it's your fault, you can only repent
Which is the price for a such heartbreaking and cruel crime?
It would be a regret for me to lose the biggest thing I love in the life...

Progressively, the thoughts were dissociating from my wounded spirit
Progressively, the love I felt during all this time turned into hatred
The person who took you away, I'll never forgive him
And it seems that there's no other way to get you back...

Always aside and trying to get an answer to my interrogations
The empty place inside is never getting filled, something is missing
Tell me why you always kept ignoring and rejecting me
The heart full of scars is screaming of pain in the dark...

I'm the only person who can get you in this world, right?
Even if you drove me into the madness born from this love
If these people disappear, will you finally look at me?
After you destroyed my hopes, you just ran away...

Did you think that leaving me alone was the solution?
The situation worsens, the pain just grew up in the heart and deepened the wounds
I can't tolerate it anymore in a solitude world like this
This torture has to end right now for our sake...

Progressively, the thoughts were dissociating from my wounded spirit
Progressively, the love I felt during all this time turned into hatred
The person who took you away, I'll never forgive him
And it seems that there's no other way to get you back...

As long this soul can be soothed, the happiness will come back
Even if the bonds of the future must break into pieces
Now the lies you told, were just part of the past
But I still cry with my wounded heart in the despair with the last breath...

And French adaptation!

Petit à petit, les pensées se sont dissociées de mon esprit blessé
Petit à petit, la haine a remplacé l'amour que pendant tout ce temps je ressentais
La personne qui t'a arraché à moi, jamais je ne lui pardonnerai
Et il semble qu'il n'y a aucun autre moyen pour te ramener...

Je ne laisserai pas ce sentiment s'échapper aussi facilement
Si je suis seule, alors c'est de ta faute, tu ne peux t'en prendre qu'à toi
Quel est le prix à payer pour un crime ayant brisé mon cœur cruellement ?
Perdre la plus grande chose que j'aime dans la vie serait un regret pour moi...

Petit à petit, les pensées se sont dissociées de mon esprit blessé
Petit à petit, la haine a remplacé l'amour que pendant tout ce temps je ressentais
La personne qui t'a arraché à moi, jamais je ne lui pardonnerai
Et il semble qu'il n'y a aucun autre moyen pour te ramener...

Toujours laissée de côté en essayant d'avoir une réponse à mes interrogations
L'endroit vide en moi ne se remplit jamais, quelque chose manquait
Dis-moi pourquoi tu as continué d'ignorer et rejeter mes attentions
Dans le noir, ce cœur plein de cicatrices et de douleur hurlait...

Je suis la seule personne dans ce monde qui peut t'avoir, pas vrai ?
Même si tu m'as plongée dans la folie née de cet amour
Si ces gens disparaissent, vas-tu finir par me regarder ?
Après avoir détruit mes espoirs, tu t'es enfuie ce jour...

Pensais-tu que me laisser seule était la bonne chose à faire vraiment ?
La situation empire, la douleur grandit dans mon âme, mes cicatrices sont plus profondes maintenant
Je ne peux plus le tolérer dans un monde de solitude comme celui-là
Pour notre bien, cette torture doit s'arrêter là...

Petit à petit, les pensées se sont dissociées de mon esprit blessé
Petit à petit, la haine a remplacé l'amour que pendant tout ce temps je ressentais
La personne qui t'a arraché à moi, jamais je ne lui pardonnerai
Et il semble qu'il n'y a aucun autre moyen pour te ramener...

Aussi longtemps que cette âme pourra être apaisée, le bonheur pourra revenir
Même si les liens de ce futur, en morceaux doivent se briser
Maintenant les mensonges que tu as dits, ne font plus partie que du passé
Mais avec mon cœur blessé je continue de pleurer dans le désespoir par un dernier soupir...

Explanations...

One day I wanted to make a song featuring Lily and Yukari in a duet. Well, here it is.
Even if there are two girls singing, there is only one heroine in the story. She is first friend with a woman and promise themselves that whatever could happen, they would be there to support each other if one of them wasn't fine. Then, the heroine's friend falls in love with a man and leaves alone the protagonist who finally fell in love with her with all the time that had passed by. She thinks that her lover stopped talking to her and began ignoring her because of the man, that's why she decides to kill him. However, this isn't enough and she is still ignored by her lover, who runs away from her. Then she remembers about the promise and understands that it was just a lie. The madness finally totally got her and she murders her lover to revenge of the promise. Finally, seeing that her future wouldn't come true, she suicides after a love depression.
"LIETURE" is a pun between "lie" and "torture". Because lies can really cause a torture, especially when it's like this... But when madness disrupts a such story, all is over...
Inspired from my own story, of course, I totally exaggerated by adding the yandere side.

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Infos about next albums and next songs

Posted on February 7 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I didn't give many news about the next albums. So I'm here to talk about it a few. But first, I wanted to say something about the recent lyrics.

I'm sorry about the possible violence about them and the big rate of yandere songs in it, but badly, it won't be over. Like I said, I had some bad times in the last month and the last days, and... This has repercussions on my works. As well the lyrics writing (more violent, more badly written, other depth...) as the work pace. There were few days I didn't work at all as a producer unlike I usually do. The three last songs were made during the week. "Punishment of Amnesia" during Monday and Tuesday, the two others on Thursday and Saturday, and today... Well, it was lyrics writing, and soon the music and capella production. You don't see it directly because I don't always publish some "WIP" screenshots (only sometimes) but...

For the albums now.

CD5.5 - Torn Diaries

For next Sunday, the cover is already done. I just have to patch two album versions (problem of mixdown) and create the booklet. I'll do that in the week. There will be a transcendant and a normal version. You have all details on my discography page.

That's also on this page where you'll find the download links.

For this album, it's almost yandere exclusive, just "Regrets" and "Heartbroken" aren't yandere songs and "KAINIA" is pretty censored unlike others.

It's also the first album featuring kokone!

CD6 - Distorted Universe

Also a yandere themed-album, and unlike the CD5.5 I didn't choose that theme when I wanted to create this album. It will feature Oniko, Lily, Yukari and Meiji. This is the tracklist :

01. Clara (ft. Gahata Meiji)
02. Mad House (ft. Gahata Meiji)
03. Phaedra (ft. Hinomoto Oniko)
04. Junia (ft. Hinomoto Oniko)
05. Blood Finale (ft. Yuzuki Yukari)
06. Melisandra (ft. Yuzuki Yukari)
07. Crushed (ft. Yuzuki Yukari)
08. LIETURE (ft. Lily, Yuzuki Yukari)
09. Crimson Revenge (ft. Lily)
10. TAELIA (ft. Lily)
11. Dilemma (ft. Lily)

About the songs :
The tracks 2, 4, 7 and 8 aren't aired yet. For "LIETURE", I'm currently working on it.
All the tracks except for "Phaedra" and "Mad House" are yandere-themed. (The first one is just a tragedy, the second will be yangire-themed/tragic).
However they are all not recommended for audiences under 14.

I don't still know if there will be a transcendant version. Air date for March 19th.

CD6.5 - ??

I don't still have the name for this one, but yes, there will be a CD6.5. It will include "Bind", "Punishment of Amnesia" and "World of Corruption", in case you wonder which album will feature them.

Normally it should be a Nyui/Ritsu/Lily/Yukari album. I don't have a tracklist yet, I'll first focus on the CD6 (and finishing the CD5.5).

Projected for mid-April 2016 (between the 16th and the 23rd).

 

That's all. As soon I'll get better I'll slow down on yandere-themed songs, promised.

Enjoy
Nynthixia

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Punishment of Amnesia

Posted on February 7 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Yangire

『Punishment of Amnesia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160202-00117
LIN (full) : 「598 128 788」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160202-000219
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memories - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

私の中の深い傷はまだ精神を毎日拷問されて
憎悪は、最終的には完全に思考を侵略し、徐々に成長した
この状況は、顔に多くの涙を流しながら、もはや負担することができなかった
唯一の可能な解決策は、途中でこの障害を取り除くことでした...

あなたが違って見えたとしても、最終的にすべて同じでした
とにかく受け入れることができなかったことを、複雑な現実でした
あなたは今、この時するので中心部に建設された痛みを参照していますか?
最終的にこの世界の人々のための希望を決裂どれですか?

私の中の深い傷はまだ精神を毎日拷問されて
憎悪は、最終的には完全に思考を侵略し、徐々に成長した
この状況は、顔に多くの涙を流しながら、もはや負担することができなかった
唯一の可能な解決策は、途中でこの障害を取り除くことでした...

この動作は、容認できない許せない、まだそれに考えてされて
悪夢は多分ではなく、今確かに、一日の終わりだろう
この問題は解消されるかどうか多分、私は再び幸せになる
しかし、どのように何回も私はこの荒れ狂う気持ちを負担する必要がありますか?

La la la...

これが終わりであれば、この痛みは私の夢のままにだろう
しかし、そんなに期待幸せが戻って来ませんでした
意識が退色されて離れて、思い出が離れて、深い霧の中へ移動しました
あなたの目の前で目を覚ます、私は何も覚えていません...

La la la...

Original English text

The deep wound inside me is still torturing the spirit everyday
The hatred grew progressively, finally completely invading the thoughts
This situation couldn't be borne anymore, through the many tears on the face
The only possible solution was to get rid with this obstacle on the way...

Even if you looked different, finally you were all the same
It was a complicated reality, that I couldn't accept anyways
Do you see now the pain that was built in the heart since this time?
Which finally broke down the hopes for people in this world?

The deep wound inside me is still torturing the spirit everyday
The hatred grew progressively, finally completely invading the thoughts
This situation couldn't be borne anymore, through the many tears on the face
The only possible solution was to get rid with this obstacle on the way...

This behavior is unacceptable, unforgivable, and still thinking to it
The nightmare would maybe end a day, but not now for sure
Maybe if this problem disappears, I would be happy again
But how many times do I have to bear this raging feeling?

La la la...

If this is the end, this pain will leave my dreams
But the happiness that I hoped so much wasn't coming back
The consciousness is fading away, the memories moved away into a deep mist
Waking up in front of your eyes, I remembered nothing...

La la la...

Explanations...

La profonde blessure en moi me torture encore chaque jour l'esprit
La haine a progressivement grandi, et mes pensées étaient envahies
Je ne pouvais plus supporter cette situation, à travers les nombreuses larmes qui coulaient en vain
La seule solution possible était de me débarrasser de l'obstacle sur mon chemin...

Même si tu semblais différent, vous étiez tous les mêmes finalement
C'était une dure réalité, que de toute façon je ne pouvais accepter
Vois-tu maintenant la douleur qui s'est construite en moi pendant tout ce temps ?
Et que tous mes espoirs pour les gens de ce monde ont été brisés ?

La profonde blessure en moi me torture encore chaque jour l'esprit
La haine a progressivement grandi, et mes pensées étaient envahies
Je ne pouvais plus supporter cette situation, à travers les nombreuses larmes qui coulaient en vain
La seule solution possible était de me débarrasser de l'obstacle sur mon chemin...

Ce comportement est inacceptable, impardonnable, et je n'arrêtais pas encore d'y repenser
Le cauchemar se terminerait un jour, mais certainement pas maintenant
Peut-être que si ce problème disparaissait, je pourrais être heureuse en ce moment
Mais combien de fois ce sentiment de rage devrait-il encore être supporté ?

La la la...

Si ceci est la fin, la douleur quittera mes rêves enfin
Mais le bonheur que j'espérais tant ne revenait jamais
Ma conscience s'évanouissait, et avec elle, dans le brouillard mes souvenirs s'effaçaient
En me réveillant devant tes yeux, je ne me souvenais d'absolument rien...

La la la...

Explanations...

(Sorry misprint for the .txt file in French lyrics)
Third and last song of the songs group for today, the project for songs about "Mix Ore", a CHARON game (one of the most knowns with "Yanderella").
This one is about... Yeah, you got it. Ayano. After I modified the story... But if you know the global story in the game, the target of Ayano is a guy who was really pervert with her. She was fed up and decided to kill him. For people who would ask, no, Ayano isn't a yandere, because she doesn't love the guy, she hates him and she even says it in the game. However, she is a yangire, and it was a little...
If we tried to kill Ayano in the game, she would be severely hurt and wake up with amnesia. That was the end I tried to retranscribe here, with my modifications (mainly the lesbian side, it's not by CHARON!!). I wasn't well when I wrote this, if the lyrics are distorted, I'm really sorry about it. Still in my bad times...

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World of Corruption

Posted on February 7 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『World of Corruption』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160206-00120
LIN (full) : 「598 133 365」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160206-000222
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memories - TRACK 5/14

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

単独残酷に満ちた世界の足元に、私はまだ立って
人々は愚かであれば、なぜこの社会は崩壊しないのですか?

夢のような子供時代の痛い思い出が悪夢に変わりました
家族を追いかけていた呪いは今私を脅かして
なぜ人々はとても残酷で、安らかで私たちを残していませんか?
誰かがこの呪われた運命を脱出を助けることができれば?

単独残酷に満ちた世界の足元に、私はまだ立って
人々は愚かであれば、なぜこの社会は崩壊しないのですか?

あなたが任意の考えや記憶なしであった場合、それは簡単な作業でした
でも現実信頼していない、それは直面することは不可能です
あなたが任意の考えや記憶なしであった場合、それは簡単な作業でした
でも現実信頼していない、それは直面することは不可能です

ちょうどよりよい世界に住みたかったが、理想的にはただの夢です
時間が速すぎて行って、目の前には何も表示されませんでした
視力を通過光が悪夢から逃れるための鍵でした
今、同情の完全な社会の中で生きることができるでしょう...

Original English text

Alone at the feet of a world full of cruelty, I'm still standing
If people are so stupid, why does this society not collapse?

The painful memories of a dreamy childhood turned into a nightmare
The curse that was chasing the family is now threatening me
Why are people so cruel and don't leave us in the quietude?
If someone could help escaping this cursed fate?

Alone at the feet of a world full of cruelty, I'm still standing
If people are so stupid, why does this society not collapse?

When you were without any thought or memory, it was an easy task
Don't even trust the reality, it's impossible to face
When you were without any thought or memory, it was an easy task
Don't even trust the reality, it's impossible to face

I just wanted to live in a better world, but the ideal is only a dream
The time went too fast and I couldn't see anything in front of
The lights going through the sight were the key to escape the nightmare
Now I would be able to live in a society full of compassion...

And French adaptation!

Je me tiens encore seule aux pieds d'un monde plein de cruauté
Si les gens sont si stupides, pourquoi ne vois-je pas la société s'effondrer ?

Les mémoires douloureuses d'une enfance rêveuse en cauchemar se sont transformées
La malédiction qui pourchassait ma famille s'est mise à me menacer
Pourquoi les gens sont si cruels et ne nous laissent pas vivre en paix ?
Pour échapper à ce destin maudit, est-ce que quelqu'un pourrait m'aider ?

Je me tiens encore seule aux pieds d'un monde plein de cruauté
Si les gens sont si stupides, pourquoi ne vois-je pas la société s'effondrer ?

Quand tu n'avais aucune pensée ou souvenir, la tâche m'était facilitée
Ne crois même pas en la réalité, il est difficile de l'affronter
Quand tu n'avais aucune pensée ou souvenir, la tâche m'était facilitée
Ne crois même pas en la réalité, il est difficile de l'affronter

Je voulais juste vivre dans un monde meilleur, mais mon idéal n'était qu'utopie
Le temps a défilé trop vite pour que je ne puisse le regarder
Les lumières traversant ma vue étaient la clé pour m'échapper
Je pourrais vivre dans un monde de compassion ainsi...

Explanations...

Thanks to felichan for capella rendering.
Second song of the songs group for today, the project for songs about "Mix Ore", a CHARON game. And for this story it also has a fan game.
Yeah, here, it's about Rikana. Unlike the two other songs, this isn't considered as yangire or yandere, however, I would say that Rikana is really a rude girl, especially in "Mix Ore". She's totally fed up of a corrupted world where when someone committed something bad, we accuse other innocent people instead and ask to them to repair them. In this case, Rikana's dad had many debts and suicided. And now Rikana has to pay them, and she thinks it's injust. She's a few right, Rikana did nothing about it. But the problem with inheritances is you can inheritate as well good things as bad things. It's sad but it's the reality of this world, that the girl didn't want to accept...

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Bind

Posted on February 7 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Bind』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160206-00119
LIN (full) : 「598 133 144」
IMIC (instru) : 12FR-NYN8937-160206-000221
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memories - TRACK 3/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

彼女の考えで失わこの貧しい拷問の魂は、脱出のないような方法でした
この悪名高い男に追い込まれた、私は彼女を救うためにここにいるよ...

本当に私はこのような状況で愛する人に何が起こるのだろうか?
彼女を次のと追いかけてこの人は、彼を許すことは決してない...

彼女の考えで失わこの貧しい拷問の魂は、脱出のないような方法でした
この悪名高い男に追い込まれた、私は彼女を救うためにここにいるよ
静脈の気持ちは拒絶の恐怖の中で育ちました
選択肢が失われたかもしれないので、問題は破壊されます...

奇妙な神経思考は精神に、危険は彼女に非常に近い来ました
彼女は彼が怪我をしてこれまでならば、彼はこの犯罪のために悔い改めるする必要があります...

今、この未来が最終的に起こることができることを、あなたは私に感謝することができます
現在トラブルが永遠に失われていることを幸せになります
彼女の目の前に鮮血が、彼女は私があまりにも悔い改めてみたかった
それはこの世界のためになら、この運命に従いますよ...

Original English text

This poor tortured soul lost in her thoughts, was in a way without any escape
Trapped by this infamous man, I'm here to save her...

What could really happen to the person I love in this situation?
This person following and chasing her, I'll never forgive him...

This poor tortured soul lost in her thoughts, was in a way without any escape
Trapped by this infamous man, I'm here to save her
The feeling in the veins growing up in the fear of rejection
Maybe because the choice was lost, the problem will be destroyed...

A strange nervous thought came to the spirit, the danger is very close to her
If ever she is hurt by him, he will have to repent for this crime...

Now that this future can finally happen, you can thank me
We will be happy now that trouble is gone forever
The fresh blood in her sight, she wanted me to repent too
If it's for the sake of this world, I'll obey to this fate...

And French adaptation!

Cette pauvre âme torturée perdue dans ses pensées, n'arrivait pas à s'échapper
Piégée par cet infâme homme, je suis là pour la sauver...

Que pourrait-il vraiment arriver dans une telle situation à la personne que j'aimais ?
La personne qui la suit et la pourchasse, je ne lui pardonnerai jamais...

Cette pauvre âme torturée perdue dans ses pensées, n'arrivait pas à s'échapper
Piégée par cet infâme homme, je suis là pour la sauver
Le sentiment dans mes veines grandit dans la peur d'être rejetée
Le problème serait peut-être détruit, puisque ce choix serait effacé...

Une étrange pensée nerveuse m'est venue à l'esprit, elle était trop proche du danger
Si jamais il devait lui faire le moindre mal, il devra se repentir de ce qu'il lui a fait...

Maintenant que ce futur peut arriver, tu peux me remercier
Nous serons heureuses maintenant que ce problème est parti à jamais
Le sang frais dans sa vue, elle voulait que je me repente également
Si c'est pour le bien de ce monde, j'obéirai à ce destin sûrement...

Explanations...

First song of the songs group for today, the project of songs about "Mix Ore", a CHARON game...
Of course when it's yandere you know who I'm talking about... Inspired from Nagisa in the game, who first stabbed her boyfriend who went to hospital. Knowing he lost his memories, Nagisa tries to persuade him that she's his girlfriend and Sanae (the true girlfriend) was a stalker. In the bad end, Nagisa suicides when the hero wants her to die.
Well in the song it's the same, but of course, with lesbian side (my personal touch ; the man is the rival and the woman is the lover). The title is a reference to the bind Nagisa's talking about in the game, thinking that the hero is in a bind and she must save him. Doesn't that remind you a particular girl?

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