Nynthixia productions

『Control』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160421-00209
LIN (full) : 「598 211 676」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160421-000312
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 4/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

全てが制御下にあったと思ったそれだけで錯覚でした
時間が非常に速く行って本当に何も表示されませんでした
あなたは彼がこれで逃げることができることを期待していたか？
私の目の後ろに彼の行動を隠し将来を無視して？

一人で自分で生活し負担することは不可能であろう
彼の血でこの罪人を罰することは方法でしょう
その後あなたを愛してする唯一の人物になるだろう
それが行われるときに、この脆弱な運命の制御を取り戻すだろう...

一度だけあなたを信頼できると思っていました
これらの過去の期待の何事も起こりませんでした
なぜこの歪んだ状況を停止したと後悔でしょうか？
それはこの苦しみに終止符を打つためによりよいではないですか？

一人で自分で生活し負担することは不可能であろう
彼の血でこの罪人を罰することは方法でしょう
その後あなたを愛してする唯一の人物になるだろう
それが行われるときに、この脆弱な運命の制御を取り戻すだろう

一人で自分で生活し負担することは不可能であろう
彼の血でこの罪人を罰することは方法でしょう
その後あなたを愛してする唯一の人物になるだろう
それが行われるときに、この脆弱な運命の制御を取り戻すだろう...

一人で自分で生活し負担することは不可能であろう
彼の血でこの罪人を罰することは方法でしょう
その後あなたを愛してする唯一の人物になるだろう
それが行われるときに、この脆弱な運命の制御を取り戻すだろう

一人で自分で生活し負担することは不可能であろう
彼の血でこの罪人を罰することは方法でしょう
その後あなたを愛してする唯一の人物になるだろう
それが行われるときに、この脆弱な運命の制御を取り戻すだろう...

I thought everything was under control and it was just an illusion
Time went so fast and I didn't really see anything
Did you expect that he could get away with this?
By hiding his actions behind my eyes and ignoring the future?

Live on my own and alone would be impossible to bear
Punishing this sinner with his blood would be a way
Then I'll be the only person to love you
When it will be done, I'll regain the control of this fragile fate...

I thought I could trust you even only once
Nothing of these past expectations ever happened
Why would I regret to have stopped this distorted situation?
Isn't it better to put an end to this suffering?

Live on my own and alone would be impossible to bear
Punishing this sinner with his blood would be a way
Then I'll be the only person to love you
When it will be done, I'll regain the control of this fragile fate

Live on my own and alone would be impossible to bear
Punishing this sinner with his blood would be a way
Then I'll be the only person to love you
When it will be done, I'll regain the control of this fragile fate...

Live on my own and alone would be impossible to bear
Punishing this sinner with his blood would be a way
Then I'll be the only person to love you
When it will be done, I'll regain the control of this fragile fate

Live on my own and alone would be impossible to bear
Punishing this sinner with his blood would be a way
Then I'll be the only person to love you
When it will be done, I'll regain the control of this fragile fate...

Je pensais que tout était sous contrôle et que ce n'était qu'une illusion
Le temps est passé si vite au point de ne rien avoir vu venir
Pensais-tu vraiment t'en tirer de cette façon ?
En cachant ses actions derrière mes yeux et ignorer l'avenir ?

Vivre par mes propres moyens et seule serait impossible à supporter
Punir ce pécheur avec son sang serait un moyen de s'en tirer
Alors je serai la seule personne à t'aimer enfin
Lorsque ce sera fini, je reprendrai le contrôle de ce fragile destin...

J'ai pensé que je croirai en toi ne serait-ce qu'une seule fois
Aucune de ces attentes passées n'est jamais arrivée
Cette drôle situation, pourquoi regretterai-je de l'avoir arrêtée ?
N'est-ce pas mieux de mettre une fin à cette souffrance, selon toi ?

Vivre par mes propres moyens et seule serait impossible à supporter
Punir ce pécheur avec son sang serait un moyen de s'en tirer
Alors je serai la seule personne à t'aimer enfin
Lorsque ce sera fini, je reprendrai le contrôle de ce fragile destin

Vivre par mes propres moyens et seule serait impossible à supporter
Punir ce pécheur avec son sang serait un moyen de s'en tirer
Alors je serai la seule personne à t'aimer enfin
Lorsque ce sera fini, je reprendrai le contrôle de ce fragile destin...

Vivre par mes propres moyens et seule serait impossible à supporter
Punir ce pécheur avec son sang serait un moyen de s'en tirer
Alors je serai la seule personne à t'aimer enfin
Lorsque ce sera fini, je reprendrai le contrôle de ce fragile destin

Vivre par mes propres moyens et seule serait impossible à supporter
Punir ce pécheur avec son sang serait un moyen de s'en tirer
Alors je serai la seule personne à t'aimer enfin
Lorsque ce sera fini, je reprendrai le contrôle de ce fragile destin...

What does that mean, "all under control"? Mainly for a yandere? Well... Having a lover and being sure she could love us. Without any rival in sight!
And of course when a rival comes... It's the control loss. Funny to see that it's in the same time the control loss on a fate and on the heroine's behavior. Well, funny, in a such way.
The music is maybe a few slow (126BPM only) but the lyrics are very fast. I think it compensates.

『Girl from the Moon』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160416-00198
LIN (full) : 「598 207 510」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160416-000301
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

雪が落下して、顔にこの笑顔はまだ生きているとどまる
限り誰もが自分の夢を信じているかつ自分たちの生活を続けて
ただし不思議なことあなたはより良い未来を否定する最初の人です
に関係なくあなたが現在住んでいる絶望的な状況

宇宙に送られた少女はいくつかの時点で消失しました
その後戻って地球に来て他の人を助けるために空で検索人
無駄な待機の多くの年のために月に送られた少女
必死に人間の世界からいくつかの愛を探していた生き物...

人々は彼らが知らないどこから来るこの手助けを戻って呼んでいた
誰も月の女性からの物語の伝説についてはよく分から
このような状況の最悪はこの探求の本当の意味でした
誰も最も孤独な女神一人暮らしすることができない

宇宙に送られた少女はいくつかの時点で消失しました
その後戻って地球に来て他の人を助けるために空で検索人
無駄な待機の多くの年のために月に送られた少女
必死に人間の世界からいくつかの愛を探していた生き物...

すると女の子は可能な未来と人を発見しました
彼は何をしたいために拒否され最後は非常に近いです
発表の機会が消えて後悔は彼の目に涙に入って来ました
現実に戻っ、誰もが彼の側になかった彼女は消えていました

The snow is falling down and this smile on the face still stays alive
As long everyone believes in their dreams and continues their lives
But strangely you're the first person to deny a better future
Regardless the desperate situation that you are currently living

The girl that was sent to the space and who disappeared at some time
Then who came back to the earth and searched in the sky to help others
The girl who was sent to the moon for many years of useless waiting
The creature who was desperately searching for few love from the human world...

People were calling back this help coming from nowhere they knew
Nobody was sure about the legend of the tale from a lunar woman
The worst of this situation was the real meaning of this seeking
Nobody can live alone even the most lonely goddess

The girl that was sent to the space and who disappeared at some time
Then who came back to the earth and searched in the sky to help others
The girl who was sent to the moon for many years of useless waiting
The creature who was desperately searching for few love from the human world...

Then the girl found a possible future and person
He denied to wish anything and the end is very near
The presented opportunity disappears and regrets came into tears in his eyes
Back to the reality, nobody else was to his side and she was gone

La neige tombe et ce sourire sur ce visage reste encore vivant
Tant que tout le monde croit en ses rêves et continue sa vie
Mais tu es la première personne à refuser un meilleur avenir étrangement
Malgré la situation désespérée dans laquelle tu vis

La fille envoyée dans l'espace et qui a disparu pour un moment
Puis qui est revenue sur terre et a tenté d'aider les autres depuis le ciel lointain
La fille envoyée à la lune pour plusieurs années et où elle attend
La créature qui a désespérément cherché de l'amour dans ce monde d'humains...

Les gens rappelaient cette aide venant d'un endroit qui leur était inconnu
Cette légende parlant d'une femme lunaire, personne ne la connaissait
Le pire dans cette situation était le pourquoi de ces actions éperdues
Même la plus seule des déesses ne peut vivre isolée à jamais

La fille envoyée dans l'espace et qui a disparu pour un moment
Puis qui est revenue sur terre et a tenté d'aider les autres depuis le ciel lointain
La fille envoyée à la lune pour plusieurs années et où elle attend
La créature qui a désespérément cherché de l'amour dans ce monde d'humains...

Puis la fille a trouvé un futur possible et un amour
Il a refusé n'importe quel souhait et sa fin approchait
L'opportunité qui a disparu, ses regrets dans ses yeux, les larmes lui montaient
De retour à la réalité, personne d'autre n'était à ses côtés et elle était partie pour toujours

It sounds very similar to "Artemisia"? It's normal. It's its "sister song". In a special case...
I already told you about the game "Tsukimi Planet" (made by CHARON) which has 3 ends (2 bad ends and one true end). "Artemisia" was inspired from the true end. For "Girl from the Moon"... It's from the second bad end, which is the happiest of all the endings.
This is the thing that would happen if Artemisia was really a girl coming from the moon.

『Outcast Spell』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160419-00201
LIN (full) : 「598 209 910」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160419-000304
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 11/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

復讐の言葉、もはや行われていた何のために後悔
最も暗いと無慈悲な魔法によって呪われた人へ
影では、悪魔や生き物がこの素晴らしい喜劇で笑っている
地獄からの光を輝いている照らさ鏡、背後にある...

ちょうど単一の呪文全てが全焼するように設定されて
に関係なく禁止この復讐は内部にそれを維持するにはあまりにも重要です

復讐の言葉、もはや行われていた何のために後悔
最も暗いと無慈悲な魔法によって呪われた人へ
影では、悪魔や生き物がこの素晴らしい喜劇で笑っている
地獄からの光を輝いている照らさ鏡、背後にある...

ちょうど単一の呪文全てが全焼するように設定されて
に関係なく禁止この復讐は内部にそれを維持するにはあまりにも重要です

彼女の人生は燃やすとそれを意識することなく地獄にてくるだろう
裏切りの完全なこの魂はもはや静かではありません
いくつかの単語から彼女は苦しみと悲しみにすぐに死んでしまう
彼女のために起こりうる最悪の希望、何の影響を問題にない

ちょうど単一の呪文全てが全焼するように設定されて
に関係なく禁止この復讐は内部にそれを維持するにはあまりにも重要です

Words from a revenge, no regrets anymore for what was done
To the person who was cursed by the darkest and merciless witchery
In the shadows, demons and creatures are laughing at this wonderful comedy
Behind the illuminated mirrors, where is shining the lights from the hell...

Just a single spell and everything is set up to burn down
Regardless the prohibitions this revenge is too important to keep it inside

Words from a revenge, no regrets anymore for what was done
To the person who was cursed by the darkest and merciless witchery
In the shadows, demons and creatures are laughing at this wonderful comedy
Behind the illuminated mirrors, where is shining the lights from the hell...

Just a single spell and everything is set up to burn down
Regardless the prohibitions this revenge is too important to keep it inside

Her life will burn and come into the hell without being aware of it
This soul full of treachery won't be quiet anymore
From some words she will die soon in the suffering and the sorrow
I wish the worst could happen for her, no matters the consequences

Just a single spell and everything is set up to burn down
Regardless the prohibitions this revenge is too important to keep it inside

Des mots nés d'une revanche, plus de regrets pour ce que je vais faire
À la personne maudite par la plus noire et sans pitié des sorcelleries
Dans les ombres, les démons et les créatures rient de cette magnifique comédie
Derrière les miroirs illuminés, où brillent les lumières de l'enfer...

Juste un simple sort et tout se mettra à brûler
Peu importe les interdictions cette revanche est trop importante pour la confiner

Des mots nés d'une revanche, plus de regrets pour ce que je vais faire
À la personne maudite par la plus noire et sans pitié des sorcelleries
Dans les ombres, les démons et les créatures rient de cette magnifique comédie
Derrière les miroirs illuminés, où brillent les lumières de l'enfer...

Juste un simple sort et tout se mettra à brûler
Peu importe les interdictions cette revanche est trop importante pour la confiner

Sa vie brûlera et vient dans l'enfer sans s'en rendre compte réellement
Cette âme pleine de traîtrise ne reposera plus en paix maintenant
Elle mourra bientôt dans la souffrance et la tristesse, à partir de simples mots parlés
J'aimerais que le pire lui arrive, peu importe les conséquences qui peuvent en découler

Juste un simple sort et tout se mettra à brûler
Peu importe les interdictions cette revanche est trop importante pour la confiner

I tried to do a darker and more industrial song to change...
There are effects on both chorus and verses (filter on the verses, a "Doom" SFX (Nectar Elements) for the chorus). And I had less difficulties to mix this song than for "Mad House", which also required lots of filters...
The story now. Black magic is also a type of forbidden magic in some cultures and sometimes you must pay something for it. That can be almost... Anything. Your life, other spells against you... And why people use black magic? Or for love, or... Because they want to punish someone they hate. Because these persons hurt them, or were bad with them. And when any "normal" way seems impossible or when a person is more sadistic... That can give this. This is a few inspired from a French comics, so I understand if it is totally unknown for international fans. The French name of the comics is "Sortilèges". Sorry I don't know the English title, and I don't even know if an English translation exists, because the comic is a few recent (still current and the last book was aired on Nov 2015). The inspiration for the song mainly came from the all beginning of the story. A man curses a woman who would become the queen of their kingdom, and do you know what was the price to pay for this man? He was turned into a spider who then knows a tragic fate...

『LEONORA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Voice SFX : acapela
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160418-00199
LIN (full) : 「598 208 841」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160417-000302
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 2/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

恐ろしい嘘に控えこの気持ちがあなたを保護するために想像しました
過去から引き裂かれた人生の中で最も恐ろしい間違い
もう私を保持することができない恐怖を思い出させるように多くの夢
この時間の間に痛みが成長しているとの考えを支配しいましたときに...

友人であることをふりをけどこの感覚はそれよりも強かった
けど警戒は弱すぎだったと恐ろしい真実を発見しました
あなたは幸福のこれらの瞬間を共有していた人とこの人
私からあなたに全てを与えていたけど運命は壊れていました...

恐ろしい嘘に控えこの気持ちがあなたを保護するために想像しました
過去から引き裂かれた人生の中で最も恐ろしい間違い
もう私を保持することができない恐怖を思い出させるように多くの夢
この時間の間に痛みが成長しているとの考えを支配しいましたときに...

もう全てが私の後ろに起こる左ばかになりません
および失われる可能性があるこのような状況の制御を取り戻すでしょう
これらの許せない行動はいつか処罰されることがあります
誰もがこれらの結合を破壊するためにもはや存在しないだろう...

La la la...

それが全ての彼のせいです、場合またはあなたを傷つけることをふりをしませんでした
感じていた痛みがなくなっているだろうし幸せな未来がことが可能となる
今では私の前に破壊された、他には何もそれを修復ないでしょう
多分来世では、この願いはこの単一の意志から生まれ変わります...

La la la...

This feeling refrained in a horrible lie imagined to protect you
The most terrible mistake of the life torn from the past
So many dreams reminding me a fear that can't be held anymore
During this time when the pain was growing and dominating the thoughts...

I pretended to be a friend but this feeling was stronger than that
But my vigilance was too weak and I discovered the horrible truth
This man with who you were sharing these moments of happiness
I was giving you everything from me but fate was broken...

This feeling refrained in a horrible lie imagined to protect you
The most terrible mistake of the life torn from the past
So many dreams reminding me a fear that can't be held anymore
During this time when the pain was growing and dominating the thoughts...

I won't be anymore the idiot who left everything happen behind me
And I'll regain control of this situation that could be lost
These unforgivable actions may be punished someday
Nobody else will exist anymore to break these bonds...

La la la...

I didn't want or pretend to hurt you, it's all his fault
The pain I was feeling would be gone and a happy future will be possible
Now it was destroyed in front of me, nothing else will repair it
Maybe in an afterlife, this wish will be reborn from this single will...

La la la...

Ce sentiment retenu dans un horrible mensonge imaginé pour te protéger
La plus terrible erreur de ma vie déchirée du passé
Tellement de rêves me rappelant une crainte que je ne pouvais plus supporter
Pendant ce temps où la douleur grandissait et dominait mes pensées...

J'ai fait semblant d'être une amie mais ce sentiment était plus fort cependant
Mais ma vigilance trop faible m'a fait découvrir l'horrible vérité
Cet homme avec qui tu échangeais tes heureux moments
Je te donnais tout de moi mais mon destin s'est brisé...

Ce sentiment retenu dans un horrible mensonge imaginé pour te protéger
La plus terrible erreur de ma vie déchirée du passé
Tellement de rêves me rappelant une crainte que je ne pouvais plus supporter
Pendant ce temps où la douleur grandissait et dominait mes pensées...

Je ne serai plus l'idiote qui a tout laissé derrière moi
Et je reprendrai le contrôle de cette situation qui aurait pu être perdue à jamais
Ces actions impardonnables un jour devront être sanctionnées
Personne d'autre ne brisera les liens existant entre toi et moi...

La la la...

Tout était de sa faute, je ne voulais pas te blesser
La douleur que je ressentais serait partie et mon futur heureux se réaliserait
Maintenant qu'il a été détruit devant moi, rien d'autre le réparerait
Peut-être que dans une future vie, ce souhait renaîtra de notre volonté...

La la la...

It's a few the reverse thought compared to "GALENEA", here, the concept of friendship is totally different from love.
About a girl who told her lover that she was actually her friend (it's a few a lie) until the day she discovers that she is dating a man who isn't aware that this "friendship" hides a big love feeling from Leonora for her lover. While attempting to kill her rival, she also wounds her lover and tries to save her. After her failure, she ends her life, thinking that they would be lovers for a next life.
First test with the plugin SixSenZe. These instruments were a real pain to find! And first song with the VB of Nyui lemon! Finally!
Capella rendering by felichan.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

First album which includes an exclusive track. And as always...

CLASSIC VERSION

TRANSCENDENT VERSION

Classic version : includes all 14 tracks in individual files
Transcendent version : one-track version of the album, all tracks are connected by little musical transitions

Enjoy well this album!

Thanks to felichan who rendered the capellas for Nyui, and also a thanks to Aoka, even if it's not really for this album but for "Face to Face".

Other news... The program for the next week is complete!

• April 18th : "LEONORA" with Nyui Anna lemon. Finally, when I told about using this VB, it will be for Monday!
• April 19th : "Virtual Puppets -1st Anniversary Edit-" with, if you watched the live you know it, kokone and Yukari Yuzuki. I almost finished this track, I'll just modify a thing in the instru.
• April 20th : "Outcast Spell" with Meiji Gahata. About black magic for this one.
• April 21st : "Girl from the Moon" with kokone. If you know "Artemisia", this is a song inspired by the true end of the game "Tsukimi Planet". Well, "Girl from the Moon" is inspired by the second bad ending!
• April 22nd : "Control" with Yukari Yuzuki.

For all these songs, that have already been written :
- the song with Nyui and the one with Yukari are yandere stories
- the duet (the remix) and the song with kokone are for all audiences
- the song with Meiji is more yangire
- they all will be (except for the remix) in the CD7.5.

It will be the only week with the tightest pace because I'll be slowed down on my second week of holidays. But I still have projects. The problem is that they need more time to work for lyrics...

I don't have any determined tracklist for the CD7.5 because I hesitate to add remixes or not and if I don't do it, the number of tracks will be a few low. I'll reveal it when I'll be sure about it.

I'll work very hard for you all!

Nynthixia

『Bad Gate』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160414-00196
LIN (full) : 「598 206 047」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160415-000299
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 12/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたが戻って見もせず残って荒廃した世界の地面に
心の傷に直面しまだ苦戦しました
口や思考の血の味があなただけに復讐したい、怒りで満たされました
あなたが私の目に直接見て勇気があるなら、世界は地獄で燃え参照して

あなたはこれが単純な愛のために行き過ぎていたと思いませんか？
各悪夢を忘れられない、全てのは魂の隠されたと思いました
最初にあなたを愛していたすると移行せずに憎しみを感じるようになった
これだけのいずれかが唯一の悪い夢であることを願って

次に、あなたの人生はこの絶望身体から引き裂かれるとき
暗闇の中に泣いて助けを求めて、ただし誰も来ないだろう
この苦しみはもう立っていたことには余りにも多くの時間を続いている
世界はまだあなたの目の前に炎やほこりになりつつあります

あなたはこれが単純な愛のために行き過ぎていたと思いませんか？
各悪夢を忘れられない、全てのは魂の隠されたと思いました
最初にあなたを愛していたすると移行せずに憎しみを感じるようになった
これだけのいずれかが唯一の悪い夢であることを願って

それでもこれはちょうどあなたの目を見て優しさ
その気持ちは風化や憎しみはそれを置き換える
不思議な感覚の愛は最も困難な戦争になったとき
唯一残っている甘い思い出は苦い後味で染色しました...

あなたはこれが単純な愛のために行き過ぎていたと思いませんか？
各悪夢を忘れられない、全てのは魂の隠されたと思いました
最初にあなたを愛していたすると移行せずに憎しみを感じるようになった
これだけのいずれかが唯一の悪い夢であることを願って

On the ground of a devastated world that you left without looking back
I faced the wounds of the heart and still struggled against
The taste of the blood in the mouth and thoughts filled with rage, only wanting to revenge on you
If you dare looking directly into my eyes, see the world burning in hell

Don't you think this had gone too far for a simple love?
Haunting each nightmare, every thought hidden of the soul
I first loved you then began to feel hatred without transition
Only wish that any of this is only a bad dream

Then when your life will be torn from this despaired body
Crying into the darkness and seeking for help but nobody will come
This suffering has lasted too much time to be stood anymore
The world is still turning into flames and dust in front of you

Don't you think this had gone too far for a simple love?
Haunting each nightmare, every thought hidden of the soul
I first loved you then began to feel hatred without transition
Only wish that any of this is only a bad dream

Still this tenderness just by looking at your eyes
That feeling weathered and hatred replaced it
A strange sensation when the love turns into the hardest war
The only remaining sweet memories stained with a bitter aftertaste...

Don't you think this had gone too far for a simple love?
Haunting each nightmare, every thought hidden of the soul
I first loved you then began to feel hatred without transition
Only wish that any of this is only a bad dream

Sur le sol d'un monde dévasté que tu as laissé sans te retourner
J'ai fait face aux blessures de mon cœur et j'ai continué de lutter
Le goût du sang dans la bouche et les pensées pleines de rage, voulant me venger
Si tu oses me fixer dans les yeux, vois ce monde brûler

Ne penses-tu pas que pour un simple amour, tout est allé trop loin ?
Hantant chaque cauchemar, chaque pensée cachée dans tes confins
Je t'ai d'abord aimée puis ai ressenti sans transition de la haine envers toi
Souhaite simplement que cela n'était qu'un mauvais rêve pour toi

Alors quand ta vie sera déchirée de ce corps désespéré
Pleurant dans les ténèbres et cherchant de l'aide, personne ne viendra
Cette souffrance n'a que trop duré pour pouvoir l'endurer
Le monde s'embrase encore et tombe en poussière devant toi

Ne penses-tu pas que pour un simple amour, tout est allé trop loin ?
Hantant chaque cauchemar, chaque pensée cachée dans tes confins
Je t'ai d'abord aimée puis ai ressenti sans transition de la haine envers toi
Souhaite simplement que cela n'était qu'un mauvais rêve pour toi

Encore cette tendresse juste en me regardant de cette manière
Ce sentiment s'est affaibli et la haine l'a remplacé
Une étrange sensation quand l'amour devient la guerre la plus compliquée
Les seuls souvenirs subsistant ont encore un goût amer...

Ne penses-tu pas que pour un simple amour, tout est allé trop loin ?
Hantant chaque cauchemar, chaque pensée cachée dans tes confins
Je t'ai d'abord aimée puis ai ressenti sans transition de la haine envers toi
Souhaite simplement que cela n'était qu'un mauvais rêve pour toi

When it's not the rival who gets killed, sometimes, it's the poor lover who didn't do anything... But in the case where this lover makes suffer the heroine and does to her the worse things that we can imagine... Maybe this hatred can be understood. Even if the decision is a few extreme.
The revenge of a yandere girl on her former lover. Not directly killing her... But making her suffer.
"She is gone over the bad gate and she will surely regret it."
First test with another plugin, VACS2, as a synth. The patterns are very simple for this one.

『For.Give』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160412-00195
LIN (full) : 「598 205 118」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160412-000298
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

に関係なく過去の過ちは、まだあなたのために愛を感じます
あなたは私を嫌いではありませんような方法しかしながらありますか？

私に作られた理解しようとしたことされた全ての非難
するといつかは多分あなたはやっていること全てのための私を許すだろう
それは残酷ではなかったが、きついだけでいくつかの感情が負担することに
今、過去の全てのこれらの過ちのためにとても残念に感じ

に関係なく過去の過ちは、まだあなたのために愛を感じます
あなたは私を嫌いではありませんような方法しかしながらありますか？

何が友情の少なくとも結合を修復するために行われる必要がありますか？
私が持っています傷つけるこれらの言葉はすぐに消えます
あなたが悪い人やまだ慈悲で満たされていないいる知っている
あなたはこのように演技している理由はまだかしら

これらの瞬間の後まだ魂で負傷したに感じ
ちょうどあなたが私の行動を許す可能性が望んでいた
それでも、希望に満ちたあなたの最も深い感情を懇願
「私達はまだお互いに幸せに生きるのだろうか？」

Regardless the mistakes of the past, I still feel love for you
Is there however a way so that you don't hate me?

All the reproaches that were made to me and that I tried to understand
Then someday maybe you'll forgive me for all what I have done
It wasn't cruelty but just some feelings tight to bear
Now I feel so sorry for all these mistakes of the past

Regardless the mistakes of the past, I still feel love for you
Is there however a way so that you don't hate me?

What should be done to repair at least bonds of friendship?
These words which hurt me will have to disappear soon
I know you're not a bad person and still filled with mercy
Then I still wonder why you're acting like this

After these moments I still feel wounded in the soul
I just wanted you could forgive my actions
Still filled with hope, imploring your deepest feelings
"Will we still live happy each other?"

Malgré les erreurs du passé, je continue encore de t'aimer
Y'a-t-il un moyen cependant pour ne plus me détester ?

J'ai tenté de comprendre tous les reproches qui m'ont été faits
Peut-être qu'un jour tu me pardonneras pour tout ce que j'ai fait
Ce n'était pas de la cruauté mais des sentiments difficiles à supporter
Maintenant je me sens si désolée pour mes erreurs du passé

Malgré les erreurs du passé, je continue encore de t'aimer
Y'a-t-il un moyen cependant pour ne plus me détester ?

Que devrais-je faire pour réparer au moins nos liens d'amitié ?
Bientôt ces mots qui me blessent disparaîtront
Je sais que tu n'es pas une mauvaise personne et que tu as encore de la pitié
Alors je me demande pourquoi tu continues d'agir de cette façon

Après ces moments où mon âme était encore blessée
Je voulais juste que tu me pardonnes mes actions
Encore pleine d'espoir, implorant tes sentiments les plus profonds
"Pouvons-nous encore vivre heureux chacun de notre côté ?"

If some obsessive lovers are lost forever, others can understand the pain they caused and just want to be forgiven. I think that sums up well the song.
First test with a new plugin, Kairatune. (And if you wonder yourselves, yes, this VST is free) It was used for one of the pads (the first one, the second one is from Sytrus) that was then gated (I tried to "patch" the preset which causes such problems of sound, it doesn't sound too bad for the moment).

『Proserpina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160410-00194
LIN (full) : 「598 202 264」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160410-000297
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 9/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : death references
Restricted on : (none)

地球が少し死にかけの根の下で、炎の地獄の灼熱
憎悪と恐怖に直面して、未知の永遠の運命
将来のことは誰も本当に現在真実として信頼しない
すると彼らの死は時宜を得た瞬間にすぐに来る

魂は永遠の苦痛に非難し、決して苦しみを終わらない
およびそれぞれの時間は地球その繰り返し再生する前に死んで
花びらや木々の葉が寒さで吹く風と強化に陥って
地下は世界を隔てる川を越えて暖かさを得る間

地球が少し死にかけの根の下で、炎の地獄の灼熱
憎悪と恐怖に直面して、未知の永遠の運命
将来のことは誰も本当に現在真実として信頼しない
すると彼らの死は時宜を得た瞬間にすぐに来る

彼女が私の消失を嘆いて、絶望で泣いて聞きました
涙がわずかに彼女の足の下で死んでいる土地を灌漑ない
地獄の植物によるこの場所に保持さ、痛みがなくなった
彼が何をしたかのための任意の後悔を感じることができない

地球が少し死にかけの根の下で、炎の地獄の灼熱
憎悪と恐怖に直面して、未知の永遠の運命
将来のことは誰も本当に現在真実として信頼しない
すると彼らの死は時宜を得た瞬間にすぐに来る

すると決して終わることのないと絶望と幸福の季節を繰り返す
全て死すべき人がいるためこの呪いを負担しなければならない
彼らの恐怖は想像力であり、私の幸福はまだ続きます
地獄の川を通過した後に来世の夢は続行されます

彼が望んでいた日が赦されて、言葉が欠落していた
彼の愛はとても強烈だったし、私の魂を征服しました
「謝る必要はありませんよ」 限りそれはあなたの感じでした
誰もが本当に遠慮することはできません感覚があり...

地球が少し死にかけの根の下で、炎の地獄の灼熱
憎悪と恐怖に直面して、未知の永遠の運命
将来のことは誰も本当に現在真実として信頼しない
すると彼らの死は時宜を得た瞬間にすぐに来る

すると決して終わることのないと絶望と幸福の季節を繰り返す
全て死すべき人がいるためこの呪いを負担しなければならない
彼らの恐怖は想像力であり、私の幸福はまだ続きます
地獄の川を通過した後に来世の夢は続行されます

Burning in the hell of flames, under the roots of the earth slightly dying
The fate of an unknown eternity facing hatred and fear
A future that nobody really trusted as the current truth
Then their death will come soon in a timely moment

The souls condemned to an eternal torment and never ending suffering
And each time the earth dying before its repeating rebirth
The petals and the leaves of the trees fallen into the wind blowing and strengthening in the coldness
While the underground gains the warmth beyond the river separating the worlds

Burning in the hell of flames, under the roots of the earth slightly dying
The fate of an unknown eternity facing hatred and fear
A future that nobody really trusted as the current truth
Then their death will come soon in a timely moment

I heard her crying in the despair, lamenting my disappearance
The tears not irrigating the lands that are slightly dying under her feet
Retained in this place by infernal plants, the pain is gone
I can't feel any regret for what he has done

Burning in the hell of flames, under the roots of the earth slightly dying
The fate of an unknown eternity facing hatred and fear
A future that nobody really trusted as the current truth
Then their death will come soon in a timely moment

Then the never ending and repeating seasons of despair and happiness
Every mortal person must bear because of this curse
Their fears are only imagination and my happiness still lasts
The dreams of afterlife will continue after having passed the river of the hell

The day he wanted being forgiven, the words were missing
His love was so intense and conquered my soul
"No need to be sorry", as long it was your feeling
There are sensations that nobody can really refrain...

Burning in the hell of flames, under the roots of the earth slightly dying
The fate of an unknown eternity facing hatred and fear
A future that nobody really trusted as the current truth
Then their death will come soon in a timely moment

Then the never ending and repeating seasons of despair and happiness
Every mortal person must bear because of this curse
Their fears are only imagination and my happiness still lasts
The dreams of afterlife will continue after having passed the river of the hell

Brûlant dans l'enfer des flammes, sous les racines d'une terre mourant doucement
Faisant face à la peur et à la haine, une inconnue éternité du destin
Un futur que personne ne croirait qu'elle était la réalité cependant
Alors leur mort vient doucement au moment opportun

Les âmes condamnées à d'éternels souffrances et tourments
Et chaque fois que la terre meurt et renaît incessamment
Les pétales et les feuilles des arbres tombées dans le vent soufflant dans le froid et se renforçait
Alors que sous-terre, au-delà de la rivière séparant nos mondes la chaleur revenait

Brûlant dans l'enfer des flammes, sous les racines d'une terre mourant doucement
Faisant face à la peur et à la haine, une inconnue éternité du destin
Un futur que personne ne croirait qu'elle était la réalité cependant
Alors leur mort vient doucement au moment opportun

Je l'ai entendue pleurer de désespoir, se lamentant de mon évanouissement
Les larmes n'irriguant pas ses terres mourant lentement sous ses pieds
Les plantes infernales me retiennent dans cet endroit, mais ma douleur s'en est allée
Je n'ai aucun regret pour ce qu'il m'a fait cependant

Brûlant dans l'enfer des flammes, sous les racines d'une terre mourant doucement
Faisant face à la peur et à la haine, une inconnue éternité du destin
Un futur que personne ne croirait qu'elle était la réalité cependant
Alors leur mort vient doucement au moment opportun

Alors les saisons de désespoir et de bonheur se répétant inlassablement
Que chaque personne mortelle doit supporter à cause de cette malédiction
Leurs peurs ne sont que leur imagination et je suis encore heureuse cependant
Lorsqu'ils auront passé la rivière des enfers, les rêves de vie après la mort continueront

Le jour où il voulait se faire pardonner, les mots lui ont manqué à ce moment
Son amour était si intense et mon âme a été conquise aisément
"Pas besoin de t'excuser", tant que c'est ton sentiment
Il y a des sensations que personne ne peut retenir réellement...

Brûlant dans l'enfer des flammes, sous les racines d'une terre mourant doucement
Faisant face à la peur et à la haine, une inconnue éternité du destin
Un futur que personne ne croirait qu'elle était la réalité cependant
Alors leur mort vient doucement au moment opportun

Alors les saisons de désespoir et de bonheur se répétant inlassablement
Que chaque personne mortelle doit supporter à cause de cette malédiction
Leurs peurs ne sont que leur imagination et je suis encore heureuse cependant
Lorsqu'ils auront passé la rivière des enfers, les rêves de vie après la mort continueront

Making-of of the instrumental and of the .vsqx here. (Sorry for the quality)
Inspired from the myth of Proserpina of the Roman mythology (I said Greek in the video, but the Greek version is Persephone) kidnapped by Pluto, the god of the hell because he fell in love with her. Her mother, Ceres, looks for her during several days and finally learns what happened. Pluto and Ceres finally agreed that during fall and winter, Proserpina will be with Pluto and on spring and summer with her mother.
During her captivity, Proserpina fell in love with Pluto and sometimes became as cruel as him. There's also a part of the legend saying that she swallowed seeds from infernal fruits, that linked her forever to hell.

Hello, Nynthixia there

First I'll talk about something that the platform imposed to all non-premium blogs (this one included), to set ads on them.

I inform you that I won't win any money from them.

There are 2 main reasons why I won't get any money from them :
1) the license of the musics. With the non commercial CS licenses, the authors can't win money from their works. They also must use it for non-commercial purposes. Also many of my songs, that can be for UTAU/VOCALOID uses, or even covers, require a non-commercial use. The blog however isn't under a such license (officially it doesn't really have any). If ads create some money it will be only for the platform teams.
2) for technical reasons. That's also the reason why I use non-commercial licenses. Because I don't have ways for getting money from it.

Will I change the platform? Probably not. But I don't think I'll be able, at least for the moment, to pay for a membership to get rid of the ads. I just wanted to warn you all. After, helping them or not, it's up to you. But it won't affect me in any way.

Then, back to "producer things".

(There will be many things to say...)

1) The covers. Indeed I didn't make any post on the blog for the covers of "Marie-Luise" and "Under of Fragments", this is normal. It will come few days later.
2) Still in covers. Maybe a cover of "Beats of Silence" by Sayu or Yukari, it will depend. Not before June 2016 however.
3) The album "Memories". It's finished, I'll just have to make all the package. However because the album was finished before April (March 28th if you wanted to know), the license version will still be a 15.5.
4) "Virtual Puppets" is confirmed for May 19th 2016. I just finished the instru, then I'll have to mixdown. For info, I took the exact tracks from the Soundation version (made on 2015) then re-created them into FL (2016 ver), added some effects and modified the end, so you'll have a few enhanced version... And much less synthetic than the other one, let's be honest about it.
5) A part of the projected updates that I announced more than one month ago is done. About 75% of it. I'll just have to set the tables for song ratings (in English and Japanese, for French one, there's a version on my personal blog).

6) The album CD7...

I'll just have to write lyrics and instru for "Bad Gate" and "For.Give", all the rest of demos is done, I'll maybe change some remasterings on some of them. I use a few different mastering since the song "ACELIA" and when I compare some tracks before and after the second mastering treatment, I've got the impression that... The volume is too low for some of them.
The tracklist is confirmed.

7) The CD7.5 now.

For June 18th. I chose a day after my last exams (on June 13th) to air it. It will feature songs of Nyui (including "Face to Face"), Lily (including "Diana"), Meiji ("Poisoned Brambles") and the trio song "Third Division". Maybe some songs with Yukari and kokone too. I didn't choose a name yet for it, it's too early. Not even a tracklist, but remember these names.
The VB Nyui lemon will have some songs in this album. "Face to Face" could be the only exception (the Lily's ver is exclusive to Tmbox).

(Ah yes I must talk about it too >< )

8) Between Soundcloud and Tmbox!

I already took about the half of my time on Soundcloud. Already. Before it was limited to demos, covers and excellent quality yandere songs, now this is reserved to :
- excellent quality and yandere covers
- excellent quality and yandere original songs
Only!

Tmbox doesn't have a known time limit for songs, so it will include :
- all good or excellent quality songs (yandere or not, really everything)
- covers
- remixes, from my own songs or from songs composed by other producers (you already saw that 2 remixes of "End Sentence" were posted).
- alternative versions of songs ("Virtual Puppets" will posted on it (2016 ver of course))

The Tmbox account is linked in the left column, "Links", "Channels".

____________________________________________________________________________________

In a nutshell, for following days :

• April 16th 2016 : airing of CD6.5 "Memories" on the blog, Facebook and Twitter (14 tracks including an exclusive bonus!)
• April 18th 2016 : beginning of the A pace (one song per day)
• April 19th 2016 : "Virtual Puppets -1st Anniversary Edit-" featuring... 2 singers! (I won't reveal the names for the moment) Exclusive to Tmbox/Twitter.
  
• April 23rd 2016 : back to the B pace (2 or 3 songs per week, I'll maybe be slowed down a few)
• May 21st 2016 : airing of CD7 "Bad Gate" on the blog, Facebook and Twitter
• June 2016 (non determined date) : cover of "Beats of Silence" with Yukari or Sayu, depending of technical possibilities, on the blog and Tmbox [!! will use alternative licensing !!]
• June 18th 2016 : airing of CD7.5 (unknown name) on the blog, Facebook and Twitter
• July 30th 2016 to August 6th 2016 : no production AT ALL and no possible contact (away for holidays! ; I'll answer when I'll come back)

This is all that is confirmed for the moment. For other songs upcoming for following days... No date has been determined yet. Well, that's already very much.

Big thanks words to 2 people this month :
- to Aoka who reposted the "Face to Face" version with Nyui on Soundcloud, more than 70 plays under 4 days, that's really impressive for me. Thanks to you!
- to sele, without who the covers of "Marie-Luise" and "Under of Fragments" would never been aired! So, you can all thank her/him!

And of course thanks to you all!

Nynthixia

『Diana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160405-00193
LIN (full) : 「598 191 074」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160405-000296
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 8/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

何かのように感情の穴は私の希望、将来のために欠落していました
悲しみによって空と希望することなく、暗闇の中で滞在して非難しました
誰かについての世話をしこの世界で幸せな生活を期待したい
この耐え難い痛みを止めるために盗まれた運命を取り戻して

痛みが続き悲しみはあなたに向かって自分の考えを侵略した
全ての思い出は内部に保持し苦しみ過去から引き裂かれた
おそらく幸福のこの未来は私の心の傷を癒すだろう
その左に壊滅的なこの拷問にもう我慢できない...

何かのように感情の穴は私の希望、将来のために欠落していました
悲しみによって空と希望することなく、暗闇の中で滞在して非難しました
誰かについての世話をしこの世界で幸せな生活を期待したい
この耐え難い痛みを止めるために盗まれた運命を取り戻して

私たちの視線が交差日し私たちの間確立された冷たさ
関係なくあなたの不在、この瞬間にあなたの暖かいの数を希望します
ただしこの感覚は離れて行くし心解凍できました
限りこの気持ちは悲しみが何度も繰り返されます償還されない

私の目はあなたがこの世界で表示されます最後のものでしょう
腕の間この瞬間に感じることができた温かい感覚
寒さが永遠に失われていると誰もがこの運命を私を取り戻すません
これらの涙は内側左悲しみの数を排除顔に注ぎます...

現時点では私の忍耐はあなたはまだ泣いていた、失われました
罰は彼はちょうどこの幸せを打破しようとしているために値して
あなたの悲しみはとても強烈である理由まだそれから分からない
今、この男がなくなっている、私たちは永遠に一緒に暮らすことができます...

でもこれら全ての努力で、痛みは思考を忘れられない返さ
あなたは私が苦しんで苦しみを癒すためにのみ可能の希望でした
単独で繰り返す絶望で、ちょうど流れる鮮血を見て
今、この美しい色で染色し、この空の世界を残して...

A hole in the feelings as something was missing for my desired future
Emptied by the grief and condemned to stay in the dark without hope
I just want to take care about someone and expect a happy life in this world
Taking back the fate that has been stolen for stopping this unbearable pain

The pain continues and the sorrow invaded my thoughts towards you
Every memories kept inside and torn from the past in the suffering
Maybe this future of happiness would heal the wounds of my heart
I can't stand anymore with this torture devastating that left...

A hole in the feelings as something was missing for my desired future
Emptied by the grief and condemned to stay in the dark without hope
I just want to take care about someone and expect a happy life in this world
Taking back the fate that has been stolen for stopping this unbearable pain

The day our gazes crossed and the coldness established between us
Regardless your absence, I desired a few of your warm at this moment
However this sensation could go away and the heart thawing
As long this feeling wouldn't be redeemed the sorrow will repeat over and over

My eyes will be the last thing you will see in this world
The warm sensation that I could feel at this moment between the arms
The cold is gone forever and nobody else will take me back this fate
These tears pouring on the face eliminating the few of sorrow that left inside...

At the moment my patience was lost, you were still crying
The punishment he just deserves for trying to break down this happiness
I still can't understand then why your sorrow is so intense
Now this man is gone, we can live together forever...

Even with all those efforts, the pain returned haunting the thoughts
You were the only possible hope to heal the torment I suffered
Alone in the repeating despair, just watching the flowing fresh blood
Now stained by this beautiful color, I leave this empty world...

Un trou dans mes sentiments comme si quelque chose manquait pour l'avenir que je souhaitais
Vidée par le chagrin et condamnée à rester sans espoir dans l'obscurité
Je veux juste prendre soin de quelqu'un et qu'une heureuse vie puisse être espérée
Pour arrêter cette pénible douleur, je prends le destin que l'on m'a volé...

La douleur continue et la tristesse a envahi les sentiments que j'éprouvais envers toi
Dans la souffrance, tous mes souvenirs gardés en moi et déchirés de mon passé
Peut-être que ce futur heureux pourrait soigner les blessures en moi
Je ne peux plus tenir avec cette torture qui dévaste ce qui restait...

Un trou dans mes sentiments comme si quelque chose manquait pour l'avenir que je souhaitais
Vidée par le chagrin et condamnée à rester sans espoir dans l'obscurité
Je veux juste prendre soin de quelqu'un et qu'une heureuse vie puisse être espérée
Pour arrêter cette pénible douleur, je prends le destin que l'on m'a volé...

Le jour où nos regards se sont croisés et la froideur établie
Malgré ton absence, je désirais ta tiédeur à ce moment
Toutefois cette sensation pourrait partir et mon cœur se dégeler définitivement
Tant que ce sentiment ne serait pas récompensé, ma tristesse se répètera de manière infinie...

Mes yeux seront la dernière chose dans ce monde que tu verras
La douce sensation que je pouvais ressentir à ce moment dans mes bras
Personne d'autre ne me reprendra mon destin, le froid est parti définitivement
Ces larmes versées sur mon visage éliminant le peu de tristesse qu'il me reste à ce moment...

Au moment où j'ai perdu patience, tu pleurais encore cependant
La punition qu'il mérite juste pour tenter de briser mon allégresse
Je ne peux toujours pas comprendre pourquoi tu ressens cette intense tristesse
Maintenant que cet homme est parti, nous vivrons ensemble éternellement...

Même avec tous ces efforts, la douleur est revenue hanter mes pensées
Tu étais le seul espoir possible pour soigner le tourment dont je souffrais
Seule dans le désespoir se répétant, regardant juste couler le sang frais
Maintenant teinte de cette magnifique couleur, je quitte ce monde de vacuité...

Just a girl who wanted to take care about someone. About her lover. No matter the fact this lover is already dating someone!
As you know it (and to be honest I hope that it's the case) loneliness can, at some point, kill someone. Completely destroying them. Same for Diana.
She tried to confess her love to her lover, who kept rejecting her and avoiding her. The day she saw her lover with her rival, she decided to kill this last one but also deadly wounds her own lover in her panic. The disillusionment comes after, when she notices it's too late for saving her lover and that her fate has been destroyed. Having no more hope and not knowing what else to do, she suicides.