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(Maybe) two new singers?

Posted on November 25 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Yeah, you got it right. Maybe two new singers. It's not completly confirmed but there are high chances that it is.

Remember few months ago (very few), I told you about the time I would get Lily and FL Studio. In a month exactly, two new Vocaloids could be added to the team : Yukari and... kokone!

Yeah, not MAYU still, because she's not sold on the French websites where I buy the Vocaloid stuff, but there are still kokone and Yukari V3. I know that there's a V4, but... If I already have a V3 engine... Why not. For Yukari, I said that she would be my next one, and for kokone, because Yukari is quite cheap for me, I thought about taking another Vocaloid. And I really like kokone. So why not, after all, taking a Yukari and a kokone, as Christmas presents.

As I did for Lily, I'll post there on December 25th (between noon and the afternoon (GMT+1 winter time)) a photo of the two softwares. However, I won't be visible on the photos... That is normal at the same time.

But unlike last time, my working pace won't be slowed down, it was because I needed to learn quickly about using the softwares. Because there I'll maybe acquire two new voicebanks only, it doesn't need slowing down the pace. It's still 2 to 3 songs per week until mid-December. (After, about a song per day.)

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For the CD4.5, I don't have an air date yet for it, I already finished all the "at least demo" songs, I'll just make some rearrangements, mainly on the track "Diantha" which has an issue with high-frequencies, due to the reverb. It will be corrected for the album, promised. I won't say anything else about it.
I'm still working, the tracklist for a potential CD5 isn't ready at all, I don't know exactly what singers will be featured, at what track etc. Maybe in the following days, who knows?
So don't worry. I'm still thinking to all of this, writing some lyrics and composing some songs as usual... I'm always busy with it!

 

Have fun!

Nynthixia

PS : This post will be updated if I have more info about Yukari V3 and kokone, if it's cancelled or confirmed.

 

EDIT Nov 29th 5:24 PM GMT+1 winter time : the singers are confirmed for minimum December 25th 2015 and maximum January 10th 2016. Asking for them was a few a pain (especially for Yukari) but if all happens correctly they will be there in the team. So be ready to get songs with them during 2016!

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SELENIA

Posted on November 23 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Tragedy

『SELENIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151123-00034
LIN (full) : 「598 054 787」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151123-000132
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 4/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

冷たい風があまりにもろい関係の結合を分離しました
今だけでは暗闇の中で、私はまだあなたの存在のを待つ
なぜあなたは、数時間前から離れて行くの?
私は過去に間違っていた何かがありましたの?

この不在の理由を知らなくても、許されていません
私の足元に書かれたまま、それらの単語まで
癒されることができなかった傷が再び開いている
彼女は戻ってこないだろうとして痛みが戻ってきました...

冷たい風があまりにもろい関係の結合を分離しました
今だけでは暗闇の中で、私はまだあなたの存在のを待つ
なぜあなたは、数時間前から離れて行くの?
私は過去に間違っていた何かがありましたの?

最後の考えでは、警告は私には明らかでした
あなたをのろい非常識な生き物のように説明したこの男
彼はあなたに触れると、彼は後悔のための時間を持っていません
たぶん、私たちの運命の方法は、今変更されます...

La la la...

私たちは一緒に来たときに最後に、生活が停止します
甘い女の子の本当の気持ちに直面して、それぞれの顔を見て
それは命を保存し、別のものを終了する時間です
逃げ場がありませんときに、死は私達の両方を訪問します...

Original English text

Cold winds separated bonds of a too fragile relationship
Now alone in the dark, I still wait for your presence
Why are you going away since few time ago?
Was there something that I did wrong in the past?

Not forgiven, without knowing a reason of this absence
Until those words which left written at my feet
The wound that could not be healed is opening again
The pain came back as she would not come back...

Cold winds separated bonds of a too fragile relationship
Now alone in the dark, I still wait for your presence
Why are you going away since few time ago?
Was there something that I did wrong in the past?

In the last thoughts the warning was clear to me
This man described as an insane creature cursing you
If he touches you, he won't have time for regret
Maybe the way of our destinies will be changed now...

La la la...

Finally when we came together, one life would stop
Seeing each face, facing the true feelings of a sweet girl
It is time to save a life and to end the another one
When there's no escape, death will visit both of us...

And French adaptation!

Les vents glacés ont séparé les liens de cette si fragile relation
Maintenant seule dans le noir, j'attends encore ta présence
Pourquoi depuis tout ce temps toutes ces absences ?
Dans le passé, qu'ai-je commis comme inattention ?

Pas pardonnée, sans savoir pourquoi tu n'es pas là
Jusqu'à lire ces mots écrits à mes pieds
La blessure se rouvre alors qu'elle ne pouvait être soignée
La douleur revenait tant qu'elle ne reviendrait pas...

Les vents glacés ont séparé les liens de cette si fragile relation
Maintenant seule dans le noir, j'attends encore ta présence
Pourquoi depuis tout ce temps toutes ces absences ?
Dans le passé, qu'ai-je commis comme inattention ?

L'avertissement pour moi était clair dans ces dernières pensées
Cet homme décrit comme une horrible créature qui te pourchassait
Si jamais il venait à te toucher, il n'aura pas le temps de le regretter
Peut-être que maintenant je peux changer nos destinées...

La la la...

Finalement lorsque nous sommes arrivés, une de nos vies devait s'arrêter
En voyant chaque visage, en faisant face aux sentiments d'une fille si douce
Il est l'heure de sauver une vie et de mettre un terme à l'autre existence
La mort viendra nous voir lorsque l'on ne pourra plus s'échapper...

Explanations...

I never thought that I would use Momo for a yandere song, so I tried to make the lyrics sweeter...
I discovered the game "Dear Mariko", made by a British, which talks about a girl worrying about her lover, because they loved each other but he was more distant. She finally finds out in a letter that the boy, Darien, wrote to the girl talking about a girl who fell in love with him, and that she was a monster. In two of the ends of the game (there are 3 ends : bad, normal, true), the other girl finally comes. In the bad end, she kills the protagonist and in the true end... She is killed by the protagonist because they're both yanderes! But also because of self-defense : if the two ones would do nothing, the other one would kill her.
I modified two things for the story of "SELENIA" : the names (the girls are called Mariko and Shinko) and the transposition for doing a lesbian yandere story (as always, it's my signature). And why I chose Momo... There are similar physical traits between her and the protagonist of the game. I felt a few obliged to use Momo.
And for the name, derivative of the firstname "Selena". An Easter Egg was also hidden : would you find it? (Yes, I know we're in November, don't worry...)

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Nerina

Posted on November 22 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Light yandere

『Nerina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151122-00033
LIN (full) : 「598 053 624」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151122-000131
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : censored yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

地面に落ちた涙の途中で転送を継続
これらの感情は無視されます限り、それは傷つけるでしょ
かわいそうな心が失われた希望のその絶望で泣いている
この関係は、非常に短い瞬間に決裂しました...

愛と私が持っていた憧れは痛みで捨てました
これらの絶え間ない涙が頬に再び流れる
それでも回収することができた可能性の希望を探して
それはあなたがそれを信じないであろう限り、役に立たないです...

地面に落ちた涙の途中で転送を継続
これらの感情は無視されます限り、それは傷つけるでしょ
かわいそうな心が失われた希望のその絶望で泣いている
この関係は、非常に短い瞬間に決裂しました...

しかし、私はまだ成長していると感じていることが大好きです
私たちは一緒に共有できる未来のにもかかわらずで
障害物は長寿命が続くとして、の世話されてはならない
これらの正の感情は常に戦いに勝つので...

地面に落ちた涙の途中で転送を継続
これらの感情は無視されます限り、それは傷つけるでしょ
かわいそうな心が失われた希望のその絶望で泣いている
この関係は、非常に短い瞬間に決裂しました...

未来が起こることができないときは、あなたが見ることができますか?
ことの痛みを繰り返し、まだ再び始まり、とされていますか?
あなたは脱出したい場合は、多分それは遅すぎるでしょう
運命は、我々は永遠に一緒になることを決めたので...

Original English text

Continuing forwarding on a way of tears fallen on the ground
As long those feelings will be ignored, it will hurt
The poor little heart is crying in its despair of lost hopes
This relationship broke down in a so short instant...

The love and the admiration that I had were thrown away in the pain
These unceasing tears flow again on the cheeks
Still searching for a possible hope that could be recovered
It is useless as long you won't believe it...

Continuing forwarding on a way of tears fallen on the ground
As long those feelings will be ignored, it will hurt
The poor little heart is crying in its despair of lost hopes
This relationship broke down in a so short instant...

But love that I feel is still growing
In despite of a future that we could share together
The obstacles aren't to be cared of, as long life continues
Because these positive feelings will always win the battle...

Continuing forwarding on a way of tears fallen on the ground
As long those feelings will be ignored, it will hurt
The poor little heart is crying in its despair of lost hopes
This relationship broke down in a so short instant...

When the future can't happen, can you see?
That the pain is beginning again, and still repeats?
If you wanted to escape, maybe it would be too late
Because fates decided that we will be together forever...

And French adaptation!

En continuant d'avancer sur un chemin de larmes tombées
La douleur continuera tant que ces sentiments seront ignorés
Ce pauvre petit cœur qui pleure dans les derniers espoirs désespérément
De cette relation s'étant brisée si facilement...

L'amour et l'admiration qui j'avais pour toi, dans la douleur ont été jetés
Ces larmes incessantes continuent toujours de couler
Cherchant encore un possible espoir que je ne pourrais pas retrouver
Cela sera inutile si tu continues de ne rien espérer...

En continuant d'avancer sur un chemin de larmes tombées
La douleur continuera tant que ces sentiments seront ignorés
Ce pauvre petit cœur qui pleure dans les derniers espoirs désespérément
De cette relation s'étant brisée si facilement...

Mais l'amour que je ressens continue de grandir malgré
Un futur que l'on ne pourrait pas partager
Les obstacles ne doivent pas être tenus en compte tant que la vie continue
Car ces bons sentiments gagneront toujours cette bataille éperdue...

En continuant d'avancer sur un chemin de larmes tombées
La douleur continuera tant que ces sentiments seront ignorés
Ce pauvre petit cœur qui pleure dans les derniers espoirs désespérément
De cette relation s'étant brisée si facilement...

Vois-tu lorsque le futur ne peut se réaliser ?
Que cette douleur se répète et recommence toujours ?
Ce sera trop tard pour t'échapper si tu l'avais souhaité
Car les destins ont décidé que nous serions ensemble pour toujours...

Explanations...

The story is a few censored but the theme stays yandere. It was the song that I formerly wrote for Kiritan, before writing "World of Nightmare". Finally when I made this last one, I decided to make "Nerina" with Ritsu that I didn't use a long time ago. What a shame for me.
Nerina always hoped that her lover would tell her about love feelings, but nothing happened and Nerina still waits for her, in the pain. She finally discovers that her lover is already with someone else, then decides to kill her rival and to take her lover with her. Love feelings however weren't shared and Nerina kills her lover to keep her forever with her...

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World of Nightmare

Posted on November 20 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『World of Nightmare』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151120-00032
LIN (full) : 「598 052 034」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151120-000130
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 5/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

La la la...
この人生は悪夢です
La la la...
夜は今夜の減少となりました
La la la...
恐怖の涙の下で
La la la...
それは寝る時間です

あなたはすべて発見された隠そうとした嘘
多分脱出方法がのままにすることができ
私たちが一緒に永遠に生きます夢のような世界
そして、どこに誰もこの愛を止めません...

La la la...
この人生は悪夢です
La la la...
夜は今夜の減少となりました
La la la...
恐怖の涙の下で
La la la...
それは寝る時間です

私たちに間近純粋な幸福の夢
誰も私が大切に人を傷つけることません
可能な拷問から来る危険な意思決定の前に立って
私はこのように壊れやすい胸に、このかわいそうな心を保護する

La la la...
親愛なる愛は、私は大好き
La la la...
これらの甘い言葉
La la la...
何度も何度も繰り返し
La la la...
今眠りに落ちる

La la la...
これで寝ている
La la la...
永遠に私の隣に

Original English text

La la la...
This life is a nightmare
La la la...
The night fell tonight
La la la...
Under the tears of fear
La la la...
It's time to sleep

Lies you tried to hide were all discovered
Maybe an escape way can be left
A dreamy world where we will live forever together
And where nobody will stop this love...

La la la...
This life is a nightmare
La la la...
The night fell tonight
La la la...
Under the tears of fear
La la la...
It's time to sleep

A pure happiness dream upcoming to us
Nobody will hurt the person that I cherish
Standing in front of any dangerous decision coming from a possible torture
I will protect this poor little heart in this so fragile chest

La la la...
Dear love, I love you
La la la...
These sweet words
La la la...
Repeating again and again
La la la...
Fall asleep now

La la la...
You're sleeping now
La la la...
Forever next to me

And French adaptation!

La la la...
Cette vie est un cauchemar...
La la la...
La nuit est tombée ce soir
La la la...
Sous les larmes de la peur
La la la...
Tu dois dormir, c'est l'heure...

J'ai découvert tous les mensonges que tu tentais de cacher
Peut-être qu'il reste un moyen de s'échapper
Un monde de rêve où nous vivrons ensemble pour toujours
Et où personne ne viendra arrêter cet amour...

La la la...
Cette vie est un cauchemar...
La la la...
La nuit est tombée ce soir
La la la...
Sous les larmes de la peur
La la la...
Tu dois dormir, c'est l'heure...

Un rêve de pur bonheur qui à nous s'est présenté
Personne ne fera de mal à la personne que je chéris
Je fais face à toute décision dangereuse d'une possible qui nous meurtrit
Ce petit cœur dans cette si fragile poitrine sera protégé

La la la...
Mon chéri, je t'aime tellement
La la la...
Ces mots si doux et sucrés
La la la...
Qui se répètent sans arrêt
La la la...
Endors-toi maintenant

La la la...
Tu dors désormais
La la la...
À mes côtés, à jamais

Explanations...

How to make a childish but scary yandere song? Take some piano, music box and some exvoice from a little cute and young UTAU. At the first reading, the lyrics seem to be nice but if you know me very well, you know that it's not the case not all. Each instrument, each melody is useful, mixing all happiness, deception and anger feelings.
In fact, I wrote a song for Kiritan but then I thought it was too violent for her, so I wrote something else, less violent at the first sight. And... I think it works pretty well.

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Alodie

Posted on November 18 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Tragedy

『Alodie』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151118-00031
LIN (full) : 「598 050 201」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151118-000129
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 8/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

あなたと一緒に再び起こることはありませんだけの話
そして、数秒以内に夢を破壊されたこと
この関係を通じて、過去に書かれた嘘で破る
断片は、現在、すべての非現実的な世界の周りに分散させた

もし今、鮮血は、感情についての真実を明らかにする
それは、これらの誤った場面の先頭から起こりません
回避する唯一の滑りがこの許せない決定でした
私はまだあなたを愛しとき、希望は決裂しました

あなたと一緒に再び起こることはありませんだけの話
そして、数秒以内に夢を破壊されたこと
この関係を通じて、過去に書かれた嘘で破る
断片は、現在、すべての非現実的な世界の周りに分散させた

この時、視線は私の目の前で一緒に渡りました
真の愛の深さにはより多くの時間を隠さないことができなかった
あなたはこの男を保存することを望んだ場合は、痛みを無視しました
それは毎日のあなたが一緒にいたたびに、私を拷問しました...

怒りのこれらの考えを読んで、目に直接私を見て
私を愛することは、あなたがしなければならなかったすべてでした
今孤独で放棄された、私の悪夢の最悪は真となりました
唯一のあなたは従わ場合は、この致命的な終了も存在しなかったでしょう...

Original English text

Just a story that won't happen again with you
And the dreams that were destroyed within few seconds
Breaking in the lies written in the past through this relationship
The fragments now dispersed all around an unreal world

If now the fresh blood reveals the truth about the feelings
It wouldn't happen from the beginning of these mistaken scenes
The only slip to avoid was this unforgivable decision
When I still loved you, then the hopes broke down

Just a story that won't happen again with you
And the dreams that were destroyed within few seconds
Breaking in the lies written in the past through this relationship
The fragments now dispersed all around an unreal world

At this moment, the gazes crossed together in front of mine
The depths of a true love couldn't be hidden no more time
If you hoped to save this man, you ignored the pain
That tortured me everyday each time you were together...

Look at me directly in the eyes, read these thoughts of anger
Loving me was all you had to do
Now abandoned in the loneliness, the worst of my nightmares became true
If only you obeyed, this fatal end wouldn't even exist...

And French adaptation!

Juste une histoire qui avec toi ne pourra plus arriver
Et les rêves qui ont été détruits en quelques secondes
Brisant les liens écrits à travers cette relation dans le passé
Les fragments se sont dispersés maintenant à travers un irréel monde

Si le sang frais révèle tes sentiments et la vérité
Dès ces scènes erronées, cela ne saurait arriver
Cette décision impardonnable est le seul faux pas que tu as effectué
Quand je t'aimais encore, alors mes espoirs se sont brisés

Juste une histoire qui avec toi ne pourra plus arriver
Et les rêves qui ont été détruits en quelques secondes
Brisant les liens écrits à travers cette relation dans le passé
Les fragments se sont dispersés maintenant à travers un irréel monde

À ce moment, devant moi, leurs regards se sont croisés
Les profondeurs d'un véritable d'amour ne pouvait être caché
Si tu espérais sauver cet homme, tu oublies la douleur que je subis
Qui m'a torturée chaque jour à chaque fois que vous étiez unis...

Regarde-moi directement dans les yeux, lis-y mes pensées enragées
La seule chose que tu devais faire c'était m'aimer
Maintenant laissée dans la solitude, le pire de mes cauchemars s'est réalisé
Si seulement tu m'avais écoutée, cette fin fatale n'aurait jamais existé...

Explanations...

Poor girl, all you had to do was loving her...
She is very scared being alone, but in her quest of love, she has lost her lover that she killed... Just before noticing what she has just done. In fact, Alodie is admiring her lover and seeing this last one with a man that she seemed to love was too much for her and she fell in the rage. But when this angry feeling disappears, all that left is just despair and loneliness.

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CD4 - ARSENIUM (+ other news of course)

Posted on November 17 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

I hope you enjoyed the little surprise that I gave you on Sunday. I worked on it very hard on a Monday, just thinking about composing a little remix song and... That changes from covers because I'm lost and when I try to make covers, I don't know why, I fail...

CD4 is finally aired! You can enjoy the free download just there!

Tracklist of the CD4 :

01. Lamia -Bloody Moon mix- (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)**
02. Psychiatric (feat. Gahata Meiji)**
03. Backyards (feat. Hoshine Stella)**
04. ARSENIUM (feat. Lily)*
05. Marisa (feat. Lily)*/**
06. Numeric Killer (feat. Lily)*/***
07. Cyber Oblivion (feat. Heion Aika)*
08. Time Bomb (feat. Heion Aika)*/**
09. COMPOISON (feat. Heion Aika)
10. Danae (feat. Akine Midori)*
11. Aether (feat. Akine Midori)
12. Dead Fates (feat. Akine Midori)**

* demo and album versions different
** yandere-themed song
*** yangire-themed song

The songs published with the same version as demos are "Lamia -Bloody Moon mix-", "Psychiatric" (made on Soundation), "Backyards" (too long), "Aether" and "Dead Fates". All others have been modified : extra instruments, extra lyrics, changed some effects etc.

As you know me, not recommended for all audiences of course... There's one yangire song, and about... 6 yandere songs? Quite a lot. But you'll never be done with yandere stuff...

For CD4.5... The title of the album will be "End Sentence", with 14 songs. There are some of them that I already project to make an exclusive album version, after... Still working on it.

The tracklist of the CD4.5 :

01. Melantha (feat. Anna Nyui vivid)*
02. Melvine (feat. Anna Nyui falsetto)*
03. Diantha (feat. Anna Nyui candy)*
04. Sweet Zone (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
05. World of Nightmare (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)*
06. Cherryblossoms (feat. Tohoku Itako and Tohoku Kiritan)
07. River (feat. Tohoku Itako)
08. Alodie (feat. Tohoku Itako)*
09. LILITHIUM (feat. Gahata Meiji)*
10. Lonely Curse (feat. Gahata Meiji)
11. Flora (feat. Gahata Meiji)*
12. Kaligenia (feat. Lily)*
13. SANCRINA (feat. Lily)*
14. End Sentence (feat. Lily)

* yandere-themed songs

Again I won't tell you which will be the remastorized songs or not... And less what modifications I did.

Other new, this time a bad one, about the series between the producer and the singers... That I cancel. There are several reasons to this decision.

1) Lack of time. I also have a real life next to my producer identity (mainly as a student) and I lose many of my time in works.
2) Too complicated to make. I hesitated between different formats : video, only audio, even video with a visual novel format... Each time I needed to work several things that are, actually, impossible or very hard to make.
3) Quality. I'm not sure that with an English speech I'll talk very well (I sometimes talk fast to be honest) and my pronounciation can not be always correct (I'm French, nor American, nor English) and if I make a video with the visual novel format... Animations would miss or really be bad. It's no way for me to offer you something worked very fast and failed for this kind of things. And for text... Not sure that's really a good idea. I also write many things as producer, as a player (let's say it)... And even as a player, when I needed to write something, I notice that I don't have so much time and that I must "skip" some things. Sorry.

Remember that my pace is very very tight, because on French holidays time (C zone) it's about one song per day and on non-holiday time (as currently) it's about up to 2 or 3 songs per week. If you don't see any news of me during a day, don't worry, I'm still busy. Maybe with lyrics, or a little surprise... Who knows what will happen in the future?

Thanks to you all for support. I really appreciate it. I'm still ready to continue, as it's a passion! Because yes, for some of you, being a producer can be seen as a job, but first, it's a real passion. We compose, arrange, write what we want, when we want, and with all our heart. It's always the little personal touch to our works : our heart and our feelings that we want to share with you.

Finally, I want to say a little word about last events. I'm very sad. And disgusted. We don't have to live in the hatred. We can't live in the constant fear, it's not human. I mean... It's not normal. ・゚・(ノД`)・゚・

Take care of yourselves.

Nynthixia

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Chloe (Super Trance mix) [ft. Lily ; original producer : sele]

Posted on November 15 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

『Chloe』

Name of the mix : Super Trance mix
Original music, lyrics : seleP
Originally sung by : Lily
ust : felichan
Mixdown, mix music, .vsqx adaptation : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151109-00027 (instrumental of the mix)
LIN (full) : 「598 042 872」 (full mix)
IMIC : 12FR-NYN8937-151109-000125

Singer used : Lily (V3)

Catalog ticket

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license.

 

Notes :

- commercial goals are forbidden as well by sele, felichan or me. I only added the "share-alike" condition (protection).
- only UTAU users and VOCALOID users (this includes sele and felichan) can use this mix without my permission
- the instrumental was composed without using the original instrumental as base
- current ID numbers/codes can be only applied for the mix
- for download : ask it to me (320 kbits/s ver)

Original .ust by felichan
Original song : "Chloe" (ft. Lily) by sele

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River

Posted on November 13 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『River』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151113-00029
LIN (full) : 「598 046 969」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151113-000127
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

足が今流れているの下に涙は冷たい水に溺れ
目に見えない帆によって回収手がまだ動作している
なぜ、この純粋な川の深さを見ることができないのですか?
それはこれらの最後の秒の間に残された唯一の謎です...

私は失われたことを愛を反映して、過去の鏡として
この強い欲求は、単に未知の霧に消えました
そして、貧しい失恋に蓄積された痛みを洗浄しようとして
しかし、悲しみに発生する可能性があり何のまま...

足が今流れているの下に涙は冷たい水に溺れ
目に見えない帆によって回収手がまだ動作している
なぜ、この純粋な川の深さを見ることができないのですか?
それはこれらの最後の秒の間に残された唯一の謎です...

たちにあなたが持っていた愛を分離世界を通じてを教えて
これらの甘い言葉が欠落している、同じ考えが滞在しました
それはまだ永遠の苦しみに、頭の中で繰り返している
声はまだ不明宇宙の国境を越えてささやいて...

あふれる感情は停止せず、その拷問を続けるん
交差することはできません別の世界に脱出しようとして
赤限り、疼痛を有する半透明の汚れが排気されている
今、私の魂は、新しい生活を始めるためにあまり重くされます...

Original English text

Tears drown in the cold water under the feet are now flowing
The hand recovered by an invisible sail still running
Why the depths of this pure river can not be seen?
It's the only mystery that left during these last seconds...

As a mirror of past, reflecting the love that I lost
This strong desire just vanished in the mist of the unknown
Then trying to washing the pain that accumulated in a poor broken heart
But the sadness stays whatever could happen...

Tears drown in the cold water under the feet are now flowing
The hand recovered by an invisible sail still running
Why the depths of this pure river can not be seen?
It's the only mystery that left during these last seconds...

Tell me through the worlds that separated us the love that you had
Those sweet words are missing, the same thoughts stayed
It is still repeating in the head, in an eternal torment
The voices still whispering beyond the frontiers of an unknown universe...

Overflowing feelings never stopped and continue their torture
Trying to escape to an another world that can't be crossed
The translucence stains with red as long the pain is evacuated
Now my soul will be less heavier to begin a new life...

And French adaptation!

Les larmes noyées dans l'eau sous mes pieds en train de couler
La main recouverte par un voile invisible continue son sentier
Pourquoi les profondeurs de cette pure rivière ne peuvent pas être vues depuis ce monde ?
C'est le seul mystère qui m'est resté ces dernières secondes...

Reflétant l'amour que j'ai perdu, comme un miroir du passé
Ce fort désir c'est évanoui dans la brume de l'inconnu
J'essaie alors de laver ma douleur qui dans mon cœur brisé et pauvre s'est accumulée
Mais quoiqu'il puisse arriver, la tristesse est toujours perçue...

Les larmes noyées dans l'eau sous mes pieds en train de couler
La main recouverte par un voile invisible continue son sentier
Pourquoi les profondeurs de cette pure rivière ne peuvent pas être vues depuis ce monde ?
C'est le seul mystère qui m'est resté ces dernières secondes...

À travers les mondes dis-moi l'amour que tu ressentais
Ces doux mots me manquent, mais les mêmes sentiments me sont restés
Il se répète encore dans ma tête, comme un éternel tourment
Au-delà des frontières d'un univers inconnu, les voix continuent de murmurer...

Ces sentiments débordants ne s'arrêtaient jamais et continuaient de me torturer
Essayant de m'échapper jusqu'à un autre monde qui ne peut être traversé
La rivière translucide se teint de rouge au fur et à mesure que ma douleur est évacuée
Mais pour commencer une nouvelle vie, mon âme pourra enfin s'envoler...

Explanations...

You'll think it's about a sort of parallel with water stuff. And you won't be wrong... If crying all her tears into a river will make her sadness drown... There are persons who express their feelings but others hide them and try to make something else so that people can't see that they're not well. I know that this personality is a few coward but... Beware with appearences.
The story itself is about a girl in love with someone, but she never told her feelings to the person who is now with someone else. She decides to hide her pain and her depression, by hiding herself in her dreamy world where all is much better than in the real world. But her sadness gets too high and she finally suicides. Here the story is hidden in another one. One of the rare songs that can't be taken at first sight as they seem to be...

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LILITHIUM

Posted on November 12 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Tragedy

『LILITHIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-15111-00028
LIN (full) : 「598 046 115」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151111-000126
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 9/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

 

Japanese lyrics

分散人生の断片は、感情を含有させることができませんでした
作品の中で分解、この愛を修復することはできません

でも痛みを笑顔にしようとすると、負担には高すぎる
拷問のこの光景は続けて、次の日で悪化しました
この少年は存在しません場合、私の幸せは絶対だろう
このひどい生活は停止する必要があり、この関係は継続されます...

分散人生の断片は、感情を含有させることができませんでした
作品の中で分解、この愛を修復することはできません
流れる涙、私は決して起こらないだろうと予想将来のにもかかわらずで
この瞬間に残された唯一のものは、残酷な運命の絶望です

美しく深紅の赤で染色光景は悲しみを溺れ
たぶんこの夢は本当になる可能性があり、この命が幸せだろう...

しかし、悪夢は、この実数と腐った世界で継続する
そして、形を取って始めた愛の未来は今消えます
永遠にあなたの横に滞在、それをあまりにも多くのでしたか?
わずか数の愛は、この瞬間に表現することができれば...

このすべては今遠い過去にているが、唯一の憎悪を残しました
この小さな期待は欲求が強かった場合であっても起こりません
私を包む曇り光景が、意識は赤い地面に消えている
少なくとも今の痛みはもう負担することができませんでした...

美しく深紅の赤で染色光景は悲しみを溺れ
たぶんこの夢は本当になる可能性があり、この命が幸せだろう...

Original English text

Fragments of the life dispersed, feelings could not be contained
Broken down in pieces, this love can't be repaired

Trying to smile even the pain is too high to bear
This sight of torture continued and worsened in the following days
If this boy wouldn't exist, my happiness would be absolute
This terrible life should stop, and this relation will continue...

Fragments of the life dispersed, feelings could not be contained
Broken down in pieces, this love can't be repaired
In despite of flowing tears, the future that I expected will never happen
The only thing that left at this moment is the despair of a cruel fate

The sight beautifully stained by a crimson red drowns the sadness
Maybe this dream could become real, this life would be happier...

However the nightmare continues in this real and rotten world
And the love future that began taking shape now disappears
Staying beside you forever, was it too much?
If only a few love could be expressed at this moment...

All of this now is far away in the past, but only hatred left
This little expectation wouldn't happen even if the desire was strong
The cloudy sight wrapping me, the consciousness is fading away on a red ground
At least now the pain couldn't be borne anymore...

The sight beautifully stained by a crimson red drowns the sadness
Maybe this dream could become real, this life would be happier...

And French adaptation!

Je ne pouvais contenir mes sentiments, les fragments de ma vie se sont dispersés
Cassé en morceaux, cet amour ne pouvait être réparé

J'essaie de sourire même si la douleur est trop difficile à supporter
Cette vue de torture continuait et empirait dans les jours qui suivaient
Si ce garçon n'existait pas, mon bonheur serait absolue
Cette vie terrible s'arrêtait et cette relation restera continue...

Je ne pouvais contenir mes sentiments, les fragments de ma vie se sont dispersés
Cassé en morceaux, cet amour ne pouvait être réparé
Malgré les larmes qui tombaient, le futur que j'attendais n'arrivera jamais
Le désespoir d'un destin cruel était la seule chose qui me restait

La vue teintée d'un pourpre magnifique noie ma tristesse que j'éprouvais
Peut-être que ce rêve se réaliserait, ma vie s'embellirait...

Toutefois le cauchemar continue dans ce monde réel et pourri toujours
Et le futur amour qui a commencé à prendre forme commence à s'effacer
Est-ce que c'était de trop pour toi que de rester éternellement à tes côtés ?
Si seulement à ce moment tu pouvais m'exprimer un peu d'amour...

Tout ceci est parti dans le passé, mais seule la haine est restée
Cette petite attente, même si le désir était fort, ne pourrait jamais arriver
Sur le sol rouge, ma vue nuageuse m'envahit, ma conscience s'est évaporée
Mais au moins je n'aurais plus cette douleur à supporter...

La vue teintée d'un pourpre magnifique noie ma tristesse que j'éprouvais
Peut-être que ce rêve se réaliserait, ma vie s'embellirait...

Explanations...

And a new yandere song with my little favorite witch! ヽ( ´∇`)ノ
No I didn't use the Lilith voicebank, I could but, I rathered using the original one. Don't ask me why...
The title : mix of "Lilith" and "lithium". The little thing with lithium batteries is that their power is always at their maximum until it dies.
Same here with the heroine, she was well but a few jealous, even with her pain and her yandere thoughts but at the end, she finaly gets really mad, killing her rival then suiciding because her lover denied to live following days with her.

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Dangerous Game

Posted on November 7 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Morale, Tragedy

『Dangerous Game』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151107-00026
LIN (full) : 「598 040 214」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151107-000124
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 2/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references, suicide references
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

目には深い、魂の奥に、この恐怖を感じることができました
これらのぎくしゃくした動きは、呼吸は少し雲を形成し
他の側の反対の影に転送チェス盤の駒として
各第二の通過が終了するまで新たな一歩です...

そして、私たちの後ろの周りの回転死が待っている
ことを次のショットは、次の数分で聞くことができ
それはゲームである場合、それは最後にすべきである
損失はあなたの人生の終わりだろうので...

でも深く目を閉じ、まだ私の隣の叫びを聞く
最後の瞬間の苦情は、何度も何度も繰り返している
場合にのみ、彼らは生活が継続することを知っていました
おそらく彼らは、ゲームのこの部分を獲得しますので

そして、私たちの後ろの周りの回転死が待っている
ことを次のショットは、次の数分で聞くことができ
それはゲームである場合、それは最後にすべきである
損失はあなたの人生の終わりだろうので...

悪い何かが起これば次に、あなたの最後の遺言を書き留めます
時間は失う前に、あなたの最後の言葉を言って十分ではありません...

そして、私たちの後ろの周りの回転死が待っている
ことを次のショットは、次の数分で聞くことができ
それはゲームである場合、それは最後にすべきである
損失はあなたの人生の終わりだろうので...

Original English text

Deep in the eyes, in the depths of a soul, this fear could be felt
Those jerky moves, the breaths forming little clouds
As a piece on the chessboard, forwarding to the opposite shadows at the other side
Each second passing is a new step until the end...

And the death revolving around behind us is waiting
That the next shot can be heard in the next minutes
If it is a game, it should be the last
Because the loss will be the end of your life...

Even with deeply closed eyes, still hear cries next to me
Complaints of last moments are repeating again and again
If only they knew that the life would continue
Maybe because they will win this part of game

And the death revolving around behind us is waiting
That the next shot can be heard in the next minutes
If it is a game, it should be the last
Because the loss will be the end of your life...

Then write down your last wills, if something bad happens
The time isn't enough to say your last words before losing...

And the death revolving around behind us is waiting
That the next shot can be heard in the next minutes
If it is a game, it should be the last
Because the loss will be the end of your life...

And French adaptation!

Au plus profond des yeux, dans les tréfonds de l'âme, cette peur peut être ressentie
Ces mouvements saccadés, les souffles nuagés que je vois s'échapper
Comme un pion sur l'échiquier, j'avance jusqu'aux ombres opposées de l'autre côté
Chaque seconde qui passe est un nouveau pas jusqu'à la fin franchi...

Et la mort tournant autour de nous attend
Que le prochain coup parte dans le prochain instant
Si ce n'est qu'un jeu, ce sera le dernier réellement
Car si tu perds, c'est la fin de ta vie également...

Même avec les yeux bien fermés, j'entends encore des pleurs à mes côtés
Les complaintes des derniers moments se répètent inlassablement
Si seulement ils savaient que la vie pourrait continuer
Peut-être parce qu'ils gagneraient la partie à laquelle on joue en ce moment

Et la mort tournant autour de nous attend
Que le prochain coup parte dans le prochain instant
Si ce n'est qu'un jeu, ce sera le dernier réellement
Car si tu perds, c'est la fin de ta vie également...

Alors si quelque chose de mal t'arrive, écris les dernières volontés de ta vie
Le temps ne suffira pas pour que tu dises tes derniers moments avant de perdre la partie...

Et la mort tournant autour de nous attend
Que le prochain coup parte dans le prochain instant
Si ce n'est qu'un jeu, ce sera le dernier réellement
Car si tu perds, c'est la fin de ta vie également...

Explanations...

Never, never, never play this. As you could notice it, this song is about the "game" of russian roulette. The full story will be posted next week in English, some French people already have access to a version in their language.
For those who don't know, russian roulette consists of taking a gun or a revolver, spinning the cylinder, placing the muzzle against their head (or another part of body, it depends) and pulling the trigger. If the gun shots you, you're dead. Especially when it's against the head. But never play this, there are many chances to lose and it's a game of chance... A lethal game. Please, just never do it, and if people ask you to play it, deny immediatly.
Playing russian roulette is playing with your life...

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