Nynthixia productions

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Sorry to tell that now, but I will finally not do the transcendent version of the album "Cenders" (the one for October) and for the moment, no transcendent version for the album "Forsaken" (the November one) is scheduled either.

The reason is that I'm being slowed down because of bad health. Don't worry I'm still there, but when I feel sick or tired like that, the affected thing is... My pace of work. I'm working on the Sayu's song since last Friday (and it will be aired tonight, I'll just make some tests) and Yukari's song since the beginning of the week. As you can notice, I usually don't work like that (often everything is done on the same day or max during 2 days)...

With that, there will only be a classic version of the album "Cenders".

I'll maybe acquire also more synths for my birthday, I'm currently thinking about Sakura (a string synth that could be useful for Oniko and Tohoku sisters songs) and Sawer (another electro synth). Plus, I'll boost up a few the presets for the ones I got on August (Toxic Biohazard, Morphine and PoiZone).

Concerning Zunko, I'll think about some songs for her on this weekend. These songs won't be for the November album.

See you tonight (at 5/6 PM I think (GMT+1))!

Nynthixia

『Before the Appearences』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160921-00388
LIN (full) : 「598 393 677」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160924-000501
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 15/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたは長い時間前に再び横たわることはないことを約束した
それからこれらの言葉は単なる幻想であったことを再び発見した
何かを約束する必要がある場合それを保証でしょう
あなたはあなたの目は昼光を再び見ることはないことを確認することができます...

あなたは無実を証明するために使用された全てのこれらの偽の言葉
その後あなたに存在しない幸せを表示するために自分の感情をだまさ
私の気持ち内側ながら怒りと恐怖でいっぱいでした
真実にお互いを知るまで自分自身を隠したました

あなたは私の隣に目が覚めたときあなたが何かを忘れてしまったようでした
真実を隠すために非常に近い彼にまかせ賢明ではないでした
しかし、今、それも私のために、何かを隠すには遅すぎです
これらの懸念は地獄に到着するまでもうあなたを邪魔しない

You promised to never lie again a long time ago
Then I discovered again that these words were mere illusions
If I need to promise something I'll assure it
You can be sure that your eyes will never see the daylight again...

All these fake words that you used to prove an innocence
Then I fooled my own emotions to show you an non-existent happiness
While inside my feelings were filled with the rage and the fear
Were we hiding ourselves until knowing the truth each other

You seemed to forget something when you woke up next to me
Letting him very near to hide the truth wasn't wise
But now it is too late to hide anything, even for me
These fears will not disturb you anymore until your arrival in hell

Il y a longtemps tu m'avais promis de ne plus mentir
Puis j'ai découvert que ces mots n'étaient que de vulgaires illusions à nouveau
Si je dois promettre quelque chose je m'assurerai de la tenir
Tu peux être certaine que tes yeux ne reverront pas le jour de sitôt

Tous ces mots mensongers que tu as utilisés pour prouver une innocence erronée
Puis j'ai caché mes propres émotions pour te montrer un bonheur fabriqué
Alors qu'en moi la rage et la peur avaient envahi mes sentiments
Nous nous cachions-nous jusqu'à se reconnaître l'un l'autre finalement

Tu avais apparemment oublié quelque chose quand tu t'es réveillée à mes côtés
Le laisser trop près pour cacher la vérité n'était pas sage de ta part
Mais même pour moi, si tu veux encore tout cacher, c'est trop tard
Ces peurs ne te dérangeront plus jusqu'à ce que l'enfer soit ta destination d'arrivée

I made a mistake in Japanese because of English lyrics at sentence 4 in the filtered part, I'm really sorry. I corrected the English text here and in the .txt file though.
First time I'm using the v14 of Vegas for mixing down. But the system stays the same.
Music : mainly Toxic Biohazard and a little new one, Tyrell (by the same team who made Zebralette, u-he) and... Tyrell is a really cool synth. The pluck part with TBio was normally with another preset but it sounded weird so I took one of the ones used in the other parts. Beats made home with DrumSynth Live.

Nynthixia there!

After more than a hour of waiting, here it is... CD9.5 "Welcome to Hell"!!

DOWNLOAD DOUBLE DISC ALBUM (1 CLASSIC VER (14 TRACKS) + TRANSCENDENT VER)

I posted on Twitlonger the changelog.

Other news in this message.

Time for me to sleep, I'm very very tired. Good night and enjoy the album!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I'll say it first but. I'm sorry for the bad organization. The album "Welcome to Hell" will be at least one hour late (don't expect it before 1 AM (GMT+1) / 8 AM (GMT+8)).

I have several news.

1) I changed my Vegas Pro version... Today. 14.0 build 161. I still keep the v13 on the computer, but in case you would request me a .veg file, since the next song "Before the Appearences" the v14 will be used. Thanks to the v14, the PVs will be in a better quality (hello 4K!) [this doesn't include the next PV for "Decisive", still made on the v13].

2) Remember Zunko will be unlocked on October 11th, I should update the homepage of the blog soon.

3) Few days ago, I wrote the tracklist for November album. For November 12th. And then you'll be wondering "why this so early air date?".
The answer is the following :
This is my Saturday of "holidays" = more time to get to it.
The album will be named "Forsaken" and this is the tracklist :

01. Necro Marie (feat. Lily)
02. Chimene (feat. Lily)
03. Little Miss I Want Everything (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)
04. Erased (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)
05. Decisive (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
06. Omnipresent (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
07. Unbearable Despair (feat. Lily)
08. Athanasia (feat. Lily)
09. JINOLIA (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)
10. Forsaken (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)
11. Princess of Heaven (feat. Sayu Yurika)
12. Still the Same (feat. Sayu Yurika)
13. Goodbye to the Moon (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
14. AXELLIA (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
15. Before the Appearences (feat. Sayu Yurika)
16. Freaking Out (feat. Sayu Yurika)

Track 15 then 12 will be the next ones to be released. (15 has its lyrics and music, 12 only the music).
Tracks 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 have already been released in their demo statuses.

4) Next remix/cover projects : "LUNARIA" and "EMIRIA" with kokone for mid-November. Then not before 2017 with maybe "BETH". Don't know the singer and this time the instru won't be the one by sele but the one by felichan.
"LUNARIA" and "EMIRIA" will have a differential license.

5) Talking about licenses... The version will change on October 15th for me, so it will be the 17.0 ver. This should normally make possible the creation of a commercial license in a little number of cases (which wasn't possible with previous versions). In this case, please contact me first... Also the works under the 15.5 version, since this date, if you make a derivative of them, use at least 16.0 (Oct 15th->Oct 30th) or 17.0 version (since Oct 30th).

6) Some of you maybe noticed it but my organization is going a few bad... Because of fatigue. Don't worry if I tend to slow down, I'm still there, working mainly on musics.

I think I told everything that was needed. Still less than 2 hours of waiting for the album, and again, sorry about being late. This time this is totally my fault.
(For the other album it was the fault of my Internet, but there, I'm the only guilty person!)

Nynthixia

『Omnipresent』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160919-00387
LIN (full) : 「598 392 081」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160922-000500
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 6/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder reference
Restricted on : (none)

常にこの同じような光景毎回どこでも続いて
この思い出断片の沈黙を検索している
不在はどこにでも架空の夢の中を除いて発見される
頭の中でこの声は私をほっといことは決してありません...

彼女を忘れることさえ全てを試みたが何も消去したいと考えていない
それでも本当に取り除くことができない私の考えで立ち往生
ため同じ擾乱の他の何にを考えることができない
誰かが私はそこから抜け出すのに役立ちますか？

常にこの同じような光景毎回どこでも続いて
この思い出断片の沈黙を検索している
不在はどこにでも架空の夢の中を除いて発見される
頭の中でこの声は私をほっといことは決してありません...

あまりにも長い時間以来嫌がらせ同じ光景がまだ繰り返した
それから世界中からの全てのこれらの似た顔を取り除くために必要な
この幽霊は最終的に忘れ去られるときほっとなります
そして、あなたの人生も忘却の彼方に分類されます...

Always followed by this similar sight everytime and everywhere
Searching for the silence of this memories fragment
An absence to be found anywhere except for in illusory dreams
This voice in the head will never leave me alone...

I tried everything even to forget her but nothing wants to erase
Still really stuck in my thoughts that I can't get rid of
I can't think to anything else because of the same disturbance
Will someone help me to get out from there?

Always followed by this similar sight everytime and everywhere
Searching for the silence of this memories fragment
An absence to be found anywhere except for in illusory dreams
This voice in the head will never leave me alone...

The same sight harassing since a too long time was still repeating
Then I needed to get rid of all these similar faces from the world
I will be relieved when this ghost will finally be forgotten
And your whole life will also fall into the oblivion...

Toujours suivie par cette vue similaire n'importe où n'importe quand
Cherchant le silence de ce souvenir de ce fragment
Une absence que je ne trouve nulle part hormis dans des illusions que mes rêves ont construit
Cette voix dans ma tête ne me laissera jamais de répit...

J'ai tout essayé même d'oublier mais rien ne veut s'effacer
Encore bien collé dans mes pensées dont je ne peux me débarrasser
Je n'arrive pas à penser à autre chose que cette même perturbation
Est-ce que quelqu'un peut me sortir de là et trouver une solution ?

Toujours suivie par cette vue similaire n'importe où n'importe quand
Cherchant le silence de ce souvenir de ce fragment
Une absence que je ne trouve nulle part hormis dans des illusions que mes rêves ont construit
Cette voix dans ma tête ne me laissera jamais de répit...

La même vision qui me harcèle sans cesse depuis trop longtemps
Alors je devais me débarrasser de ces visages similaires dans ce monde existant
Je ne serai soulagée que lorsque ce fantôme sera enfin oublié
Et que ta vie entière tombera dans l'oubli à jamais...

Don't you think this is weird to see a person you know in the face of someone totally unknown for you but who looks like this person?
It could almost be a "twin", but in some cases, this can drive several people crazy.
Music : atmo pad by PoiZone, other instruments by Harmless (false gated synth + lead), AsianZ DreamZ (lead). Back to electroworld!
Sorry for taking long for the lyrics, I had the idea in my head since a long time ago, but had difficulties to write the lyrics themselves. That happens when it messes up in your thoughts...

『Necro Marie』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160915-00386
LIN (full) : 「598 385 114」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160915-000499
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 1/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references, possible yangire/yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

同じ物語は何年もの間お互いを数回繰り返している
絶望と怒りの感情は最終的に自分の考えを自分の霊を侵略と
普通の言葉ではこれらの声の意味を理解せずに聴くことができる
炎や荒れ狂う怒りの完全な一意な場所で誰も...

地獄と絶望の世界から呪文で彼女の名前を呼んながら
それから暗黒街の深さから共振声を聞きます...

ネクロマリー...
だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし
ネクロマリー...
常に自分の荒れ狂う不満に耳を傾け
ネクロマリー...
彼らの血は地獄の守護者が保管されている
ネクロマリー...
人生は無用であるとして失われている

ネクロマリー...
だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし
ネクロマリー...
常に自分の荒れ狂う不満に耳を傾け
ネクロマリー...
彼らの血は地獄の守護者が保管されている
ネクロマリー...
誰が死に参加する次の人になりますか？

ネクロマリー、だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし

同じ物語は何年もの間お互いを数回繰り返している
絶望と怒りの感情は最終的に自分の考えを自分の霊を侵略と
普通の言葉ではこれらの声の意味を理解せずに聴くことができる
炎や荒れ狂う怒りの完全な一意な場所で誰も

彼女は愛のこれらの呪われた気持ちに抵抗したが
彼女は誰もが本当に理解できなかったことを約束した
希望を持って私から離れてこれらの邪悪な考えを維持する
全ての周りこれらの殺人事件を除いて伝えるためには何もない...

地獄と絶望の世界から呪文で彼女の名前を呼んながら
それから暗黒街の深さから共振声を聞きます...

ネクロマリー...
だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし
ネクロマリー...
常に自分の荒れ狂う不満に耳を傾け
ネクロマリー...
彼らの血は地獄の守護者が保管されている
ネクロマリー...
人生は無用であるとして失われている

ネクロマリー...
だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし
ネクロマリー...
常に自分の荒れ狂う不満に耳を傾け
ネクロマリー...
彼らの血は地獄の守護者が保管されている
ネクロマリー...
誰が死に参加する次の人になりますか？

ネクロマリー、だから神経症、壊死し、残りの思い出なし

The same stories are repeating each other several times during many years
The feelings of despair and rage invading their spirits and finally their thoughts
Usual words to listen to without understanding the meaning of these voices
Everyone in an unique place full of flames and raging wrath...

With the incantations from the hell and a world of despair while calling out her name
Then I hear a voice resonating from the depths of the underworld...

Necro Marie...
So neurotic, necrotic, without any remaining memories
Necro Marie...
Always listening to their raging complaints
Necro Marie...
Their blood being kept by the guardian of the hell
Necro Marie...
Life is being lost as being useless

Necro Marie...
So neurotic, necrotic, without any remaining memories
Necro Marie...
Always listening to their raging complaints
Necro Marie...
Their blood being kept by the guardian of the hell
Necro Marie...
Who will be the next person to join death?

Necro Marie, so neurotic, necrotic, amnesic

The same stories are repeating each other several times during many years
The feelings of despair and rage invading their spirits and finally their thoughts
Usual words to listen to without understanding the meaning of these voices
Everyone in an unique place full of flames and raging wrath

While she was resisting to these cursed feeling of the love
She made a promise that nobody could really understand
With the hope to keep these evil thoughts away from me
There is nothing to tell except for these murders all around...

With the incantations from the hell and a world of despair while calling out her name
Then I hear a voice resonating from the depths of the underworld...

Necro Marie...
So neurotic, necrotic, without any remaining memories
Necro Marie...
Always listening to their raging complaints
Necro Marie...
Their blood being kept by the guardian of the hell
Necro Marie...
Life is being lost as being useless

Necro Marie...
So neurotic, necrotic, without any remaining memories
Necro Marie...
Always listening to their raging complaints
Necro Marie...
Their blood being kept by the guardian of the hell
Necro Marie...
Who will be the next person to join death?

Necro Marie, so neurotic, necrotic, amnesic

Les mêmes histoires qui se répètent les unes les autres plusieurs fois pendant des années
Les sentiments de désespoir et de rage envahissant leurs esprits et finalement leurs pensées
Des mots habituels à écouter sans comprendre la signification de ces voix
Dans les flammes et la colère rageante, tout le monde en un seul endroit...

Avec les incantations de l'enfer et un monde de désespoir pendant qu'on appelle son nom
Alors j'entends une voix résonner depuis ce monde profond...

Nécro Marie...
Si névrosée, nécrosée, ses souvenirs avalés
Nécro Marie...
À écouter leurs complaintes de rage sans arrêt
Nécro Marie...
La gardienne des enfers qui conserve leur sang
Nécro Marie...
La vie se perd et devient inutile maintenant

Nécro Marie...
Si névrosée, nécrosée, ses souvenirs avalés
Nécro Marie...
À écouter leurs complaintes de rage sans arrêt
Nécro Marie...
La gardienne des enfers qui conserve leur sang
Nécro Marie...
Qui sera le prochain défunt maintenant ?

Nécro Marie, si névrosée, nécrosée, mémoires avalées

Les mêmes histoires qui se répètent les unes les autres plusieurs fois pendant des années
Les sentiments de désespoir et de rage envahissant leurs esprits et finalement leurs pensées
Des mots habituels à écouter sans comprendre la signification de ces voix
Dans les flammes et la colère rageante, tout le monde en un seul endroit

Alors qu'elle résistait à ce sentiment d'amour maudit
Elle a fait la promesse que personne ne comprendrait jamais
Avec l'espoir de garder ces vilaines pensées hors de ma portée
Je n'ai rien à dire hormis ces meurtres autour d'ici...

Avec les incantations de l'enfer et un monde de désespoir pendant qu'on appelle son nom
Alors j'entends une voix résonner depuis ce monde profond...

Nécro Marie...
Si névrosée, nécrosée, ses souvenirs avalés
Nécro Marie...
À écouter leurs complaintes de rage sans arrêt
Nécro Marie...
La gardienne des enfers qui conserve leur sang
Nécro Marie...
La vie se perd et devient inutile maintenant

Nécro Marie...
Si névrosée, nécrosée, ses souvenirs avalés
Nécro Marie...
À écouter leurs complaintes de rage sans arrêt
Nécro Marie...
La gardienne des enfers qui conserve leur sang
Nécro Marie...
Qui sera le prochain défunt maintenant ?

Nécro Marie, si névrosée, nécrosée, mémoires avalées

I marked the song as "yandere" and "yangire" in the tags, but it's not really in the usual type of lyrics. For those who are wondering from where this song comes from... The repetitive sentence in the French ver, this is it.
And why Marie? This is a few a reference to the Marie of SkullGirls, but the song itself isn't about this game (there is already "Wish of Death" for that and I think this is enough).
Musically, same hell to compose as "Patricia" a few (about 3/4h for this!). With automation for the capella, first time I try this (all others? It was just a manual manipulation!). Slayer as the guitar (ah ah obvious), Sytrus and T-Force for the supersaw, PoiZone for the atmo and the main lead was made with Harmor. Quite a lot of plugins!
Story : the guardian of hell (the "Necro Marie" if you didn't find it out already) who is always listening to the complaints from the yandere and yangire's victims, but also the killers who suicided or died in despair... Yeah, a few the "otherworld side" of yandere and yangire stories. And with darker lyrics too.

『Decisive』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160910-00385
LIN (full) : 「598 381 004」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160911-000498
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 5/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

誰かが彼らの運命で書かれた同じ物語を持っているので
何かが誰かの将来のために変わろうとしていた
ちょうどあなたと共有する幸せな生活を持っていると思った
誰かがこれを打破しようとすると、許すことは決してないだろう

障害物と同じ先物は全てを破壊しようとしている
大惨事を回避しこの幸せの絆をつかんでことを試みた
あなたは真実と一時的な嘘の間の選択を行う場合
すると全てがあってもそのような少し言葉から変更されます

誰かが彼らの運命で書かれた同じ物語を持っているので
何かが誰かの将来のために変わろうとしていた
ちょうどあなたと共有する幸せな生活を持っていると思った
誰かがこれを打破しようとすると、許すことは決してないだろう

見ていたがあなたは彼の危険な文章に陥ります
多分選択を行うにはあまりにも困難だと思った
この決定はこの代替が消えたときに容易になります
次にあなたはあなたの誰よりも愛することを唯一の女の子が表示されます

そこまでは最終的に叶う可能性がただの夢でした
全ては血で染まっ宇宙によって隠されていた場合であっても
唯一の場合は、各選択肢の後に何が起こるかを知っていました
これらの決定は致命的であるため、間違いは回避されるだろう...

Since someone has the same stories written in their fates
Something was about to change for the future of someone
I just wanted to have a happy life to share with you
If someone tries to break down this, I'll never forgive

The same futures with an obstacle trying to destroy everything
I tried to avoid the catastrophe and to grab the bonds of this happiness
If you make the choice between the truth and ephemeral lies
Then everything will change even from a such little word

Since someone has the same stories written in their fates
Something was about to change for the future of someone
I just wanted to have a happy life to share with you
If someone tries to break down this, I'll never forgive

While I was seeing you falling into his treacherous sentences
I thought that maybe the choice was too difficult to do
This decision will be easier when this alternative will disappear
Then you'll see only a girl to love you more than anyone else

Until there it was just a dream that finally could come true
Even if everything was hidden by an universe stained with blood
If only you knew what would happen after each choice
The mistake would be avoided because these decisions are fatal...

Quand quelqu'un a les mêmes histoires écrites dans leurs destins
Quelque chose allait changer pour le futur de quelqu'un
Je voulais juste partager une vie heureuse avec toi
Si quelqu'un tente de tout briser, je ne le pardonnerai jamais crois-moi

Les mêmes avenirs avec un obstacle essayant de tout détruire en leur cœur
J'ai essayé d'éviter la catastrophe et de saisir les liens du bonheur
Si tu fais le choix entre d'éphémères mensonges et la vérité
Alors même à partir d'un petit mot tout pourra subitement basculer

Quand quelqu'un a les mêmes histoires écrites dans leurs destins
Quelque chose allait changer pour le futur de quelqu'un
Je voulais juste partager une vie heureuse avec toi
Si quelqu'un tente de tout briser, je ne le pardonnerai jamais crois-moi

Alors que je te voyais tomber dans ses phrases de tromperie
J'ai pensé que le choix aurait été trop difficile à effectuer
Cette décision sera plus facile quand cette alternative sera effacée
Alors tu verras juste une fille qui t'aime plus que n'importe qui

Jusqu'ici tout n'était qu'un simple rêve qui allait enfin se réaliser
Même si tout était caché par un univers que le sang avait teinté
Si seulement tu savais après chaque choix ce qui se passerait
L'erreur aurait pu être évitée car ces décisions sont d'une fatalité...

Very first song with Oniko... Not being electroworld, just misc electronica.
I don't have many things to say about the story, sorry.
Music : seq pads with Toxic Biohazard, with two Slayer synths and Harmor for the lead track (which could sound as an Asian instrument, but this is more electronic).

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I have the news about the period of days for a few faster working pace. It is on November and it will be during this week :

November 7th to November 13th

However the pace won't be the fastest one but the one with "3 to 6 songs a week". Expect at least 4 songs for that week.

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Concerning the November album, there is still no tracklist. The reason is that I hesitate to do a classical tracklist (usually 4 singers and 3 songs per singer) or to do a few longer album (4 songs per singer, 4 singers). The two other singers for this album will be Oniko and Sayu. The transcendent album is still not confirmed.

As for the name of the album... I still don't have it.

But it will include at least these tracks :

Erased (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
JINOLIA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
Athanasia (feat. Lily)
Unbearable Despair (feat. Lily)
Chimene (feat. Lily)
Decisive (feat. Hinomoto Oniko) -> the next song to be aired

Then for "ReLief" and "Re;2" covers, remember, September 18th (or 17th if I have a difficult schedule, will depend). On Tmbox (the quality isn't enough to be on Soundcloud, plus, the remaining time on this platform is becoming very small!).

For "Cenders" : I just have to do the transcendent transitions. I still have all my time for this.

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『JINOLIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
Voice SFX : acapela, Audacity
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160909-00384
LIN (full) : 「598 379 911」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160909-000497
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 9/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

各瞬間に重くなってきてこの絶え間ない恐怖
連続して失われた存在に希望と幸福の断片を探して
悪夢と涙をいっぱい過ぎて負傷しこの残した
永遠の責め苦では自由を見つけることを試みるところ

彼女がまだ理解しようとしてそこに立っていたと感じた
ただし私も実際に何が起こっているか伝えることができなかった
これらの痛みを伴う記憶や背後にあるこの空いている精神の間
私の存在は当初から多くの呪いに囲まれていた

各瞬間に重くなってきてこの絶え間ない恐怖
連続して失われた存在に希望と幸福の断片を探して
悪夢と涙をいっぱい過ぎて負傷しこの残した
永遠の責め苦では自由を見つけることを試みるところ

彼女も理解していなかった、もう何も言うことができなかった
何も終わらないでしょう、彼の人生はすでにこの世から消去して
絶望と拷問の完全な別の人生に参加することはない
とにかく誰もがこの失われた状況を説明することができなくなります...

This constant fear becoming heavier at each moment
Continuously searching for fragments of hope and happiness in a lost existence
I left behind this wounded past full of nightmares and tears
In an eternal torment where I try to find a freedom

I felt she was still standing there trying to understand
But I wasn't even able to tell what was actually happening
Between these painful memories and this vacant spirit behind
My existence was surrounded by many curses since the beginning

This constant fear becoming heavier at each moment
Continuously searching for fragments of hope and happiness in a lost existence
I left behind this wounded past full of nightmares and tears
In an eternal torment where I try to find a freedom

I couldn't tell anything anymore, she didn't even understand
His life was already erased from this world, nothing will end there
I will never join another life full of despair and torture
Anyway nobody will be able to explain this lost situation...

Cette peur constante qui à chaque instant s'alourdissait
Cherchant sans cesse les morceaux de l'espoir et du bonheur dans une existence perdue
J'ai laissé derrière moi ce passé blessé que les cauchemars et les larmes composaient
Dans un éternel tourment où j'essaie de trouver une liberté disparue

Je sentais qu'elle se tenait encore là à essayer de comprendre ce qu'il m'arrivait
Mais même moi je n'étais pas capable de dire ce qui se passait
Entre ces douloureux souvenirs et cet esprit vide qui derrière moi se tenait
Depuis le début, de nombreuses malédictions m'entouraient

Cette peur constante qui à chaque instant s'alourdissait
Cherchant sans cesse les morceaux de l'espoir et du bonheur dans une existence perdue
J'ai laissé derrière moi ce passé blessé que les cauchemars et les larmes composaient
Dans un éternel tourment où j'essaie de trouver une liberté disparue

Je ne pouvais plus rien dire, elle ne comprenait même pas
Sa vie avait déjà été effacée de ce monde, mais rien ne se terminera là
Une autre vie pleine de désespoir et de torture, je ne la rejoindrai jamais
De toute façon personne ne pourra expliquer cette situation désespérée...

Sister song of "Athanasia". Point of view from the lover.
A full story should be published soon in English to explain everything, because both of these songs don't give much details.
Music : Sytrus strikes back for the pads (normal one and gated one), Harmless for the pluck. If the song "Athanasia" has a semi-lead... This one has no lead at all, and this is because there is a main capella and 2 harmonies capellas (one with higher pitch, one with lower pitch). This gives a such beautiful effect! Seriously, this is the first original song I make which features a harm capella (I usually do one capella with eventually separate tracks for the effects (filtering, chorus, different reverbing, stereo...). And the notes are pretty linear, too.

『Athanasia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160909-00383
LIN (full) : 「598 379 910」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160909-000496
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Forsaken - TRACK 8/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

唯一の可能な真実として嘘を参照することができるだけ
私が深い絶望に陥る作る残酷な運命に直面している
あなたの言葉を少なくとも一つより多くの時間を聞きたかった
この甘い声が永遠に忘却の彼方に消える前に...

まだこの世界唯一の錯覚か夢だったと思うしてみました
ただし幻滅は構築したこの視覚を破りました
いつも狂気と悲しみのこれらの視覚に信じることを拒否された
何があなたの激しい痛みを引き起こしていましたか？

唯一の可能な真実として嘘を参照することができるだけ
私が深い絶望に陥る作る残酷な運命に直面している
あなたの言葉を少なくとも一つより多くの時間を聞きたかった
この甘い声が永遠に忘却の彼方に消える前に...

彼女の顔に涙が連続して流れるとその理由を知らない
彼の腕の中で、彼女はまだこの恐ろしい痛みを感じていた
この男は全ての苦しみの理由である場合、あなたは復讐されます
その後再び幸せになると私に戻ってくるだろう

いつもこの言葉を待っていただけ重い沈黙があった
意味のないこれらの思考に関係なく本当だったかわかりませんでした
場合にのみあなたが本当にこの過去について考えていたかを知ることができます
一人ではないだろうと私はこの絶望のうちになります...

Only able to see the lies as the only possible truth
Facing to a cruel fate making me falling into a deep despair
I wanted to hear your words at least one more time
Before this sweet voice disappears into the oblivion forever...

I still tried to think this world was only an illusion or a dream
But the disillusion broke this vision that I was building
I always denied to believe into these sights of madness and sadness
What was causing your intense pain?

Only able to see the lies as the only possible truth
Facing to a cruel fate making me falling into a deep despair
I wanted to hear your words at least one more time
Before this sweet voice disappears into the oblivion forever...

The tears on her face continuously flowing and I don't know why
Even in his arms, she was still feeling this horrible pain
If this man is the reason of all your suffering, you will be avenged
Then you will be happy again and come back to me

I always waited for these words but there was only a heavy silence
I didn't know what was true regardless these thoughts without any meaning
If only I could know what you were really thinking about this past
I wouldn't be alone and I would be out of this despair...

Ne pouvant que voir les actuels mensonges comme la seule possible vérité
Faisant face à un destin cruel me faisant perdre toute foi
Je voulais encore entendre tes mots au moins une seule fois
Avant que cette tendre voix ne disparaisse dans l'oubli à jamais...

J'ai toujours essayé de penser que ce monde n'était qu'un rêve ou illusoire
Mais la désillusion a brisé cette vision que je m'étais bâtie
J'ai toujours refusé de croire en ces vues de tristesse et de folie
Quelle était la cause de cette intense douleur, de ce désespoir ?

Ne pouvant que voir les actuels mensonges comme la seule possible vérité
Faisant face à un destin cruel me faisant perdre toute foi
Je voulais encore entendre tes mots au moins une seule fois
Avant que cette tendre voix ne disparaisse dans l'oubli à jamais...

Les larmes qui coulaient incessamment sur son visage sans que je ne sache pourquoi
Même dans ses bras, elle ressentait encore cette horrible douleur
Si cet homme est la source de tes souffrances, je vengerai ton cœur
Alors tu seras de nouveau heureuse et tu reviendras vers moi

J'ai toujours attendu ces mots mais seul un lourd silence est demeuré
Je ne savais pas ce qui était vrai malgré ses pensées insensées
Si seulement je pouvais connaître ce que tu pensais vraiment par rapport à ce passé
Je ne serai peut-être pas seule et je pourrais sortir de ce désespoir où j'ai été enfermée...

Sister song of "JINOLIA". Point of view from the stalker/yandere.
A full story should be published soon in English to explain everything, because both of these songs don't give much details.
Music : Toxic Biohazard for the pads and the lead. This is a semi-lead song, that means I removed the lead for the choruses. Ah, and if you want to reproduce an .ust/.vsqx... Don't begin directly on the first line of measures as other songs, there is a little shift (of one 1/16 length note, due to the pad pattern), that made the song more complicated to make, obliged to modify the beats. Hard kick by Sytrus (and this is the same one as in "Patricia" and "Painful" for info).