Splinters

『Splinters』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151128-00035
LIN (full) : 「598 057 580」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151128-000133
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Planetarium - TRACK 10/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide references
Restricted on : (none)

現時点ではすべてが失われたと思うとき
もう検索すると見つけることを見込みはありません
なぜ言っていすることができない生活を続けますか？
場合のみ絶望と私のために悲しみ待ち...

私は顔に涙を泣いてはあまりにも弱い感じ
まだ隠されたこの傷つけ感が明らかにされることはありません
それは何度も何度も痛いし、何も行われないことができ
何かが間違っている、私はそこになって助けてください！

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

みんなの絶望の塩涙の川に落ちました
この場所での生活の残りの部分に別れそれぞれの人
点灯ろうそくの炎の下で見ることができた霊として
彼らの視線を満たす人々の目を忘れられません

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

私は渡すためにあまりにも怯えています
しかし、痛みがあまりにも負傷心を拷問します
たぶん、すべてはこの瞬間があっ終了した場合...
この恐ろしい生活が続けられるのだろうか？

黒い目の前で、何も周りが示さすることはできません
でも点灯廊下は、脱出を見つけることはありません
失われた絶望では、人生は今以降から役に立ちません
唯一の解決策は、死の経路を横断することができ...

At the moment when you think everything is lost
There's no hope anymore to search and to find
Why continuing to live a life that can't be liked?
If only the despair and the sadness wait for me...

I feel too weak for crying the tears on the face
This hurting feeling still hidden won't be revealed
It hurts again and again, and nothing can be done
Something is wrong, please help me getting out there!

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

Fallen in a river of salt tears of everyone's despair
Each person saying goodbye to the life rest at this place
As spirits that could be seen under the flames of a lit candle
Haunting the eyes of people who meet their gazes

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

I am too frightened for passing out
But the pain tortures a too wounded mind
Maybe if everything ends there at this moment...
Will this horrible life would continue?

In a black sight, nothing can't be seen around there
Not even an illuminated corridor to find an escape
In a lost despair, life would be useless from now onwards
The only solution could be crossing the death paths...

À ce moment où tu penses que tout est perdu
Qu'il n'y a plus d'espoir pour chercher et trouver
Pourquoi continuer à vivre une vie que je ne peux aimer ?
Où seulement la tristesse et le désespoir m'ont attendue...

Je me sens trop faible pour pleurer les larmes que j'ai
Ce sentiment douloureux encore caché ne sera révélé
Il fait mal encore et encore, et je ne peux rien faire à cela
Quelque chose cloche, je vous en prie sortez-moi de là !

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

Dans une rivière des larmes salées des gens je suis tombée
Chaque personne qui faisait ses adieux reposait dans ce monde de cauchemar
Tant que les esprits pourraient être vus à la bougie allumée
Hantant les yeux de ceux croisant leur regard...

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

Je suis trop effrayée pour passer de l'autre côté
Mais la douleur torture un esprit trop blessé
Peut-être que maintenant si tout s'arrêtait
Est-ce que cette vie horrible continuerait ?

On ne peut rien voir autour de soi dans une vue noire
Ni même un couloir illuminé pour trouver une échappatoire
Dans un désespoir perdu, la vie serait inutile encore
La seule solution serait de traverser les chemins de la mort...

I admit it, I wasn't very well when I wrote these lyrics, sorry. However, the song is very interesting because it's in the same time a tragedy and a morale song. The topic is a few sensible to explain, but I think it would be very useful... Let's do it point per point.
With a few distorted and troubling music, "Splinters" are the allegory of all the wounds that a really depressed person must face to try to survive, but sometimes, it doesn't work and the person finally suicides in the most extreme cases. But if some of them resist to the suicide, it's mainly because something is refraining them to do it, because they're too scared and must continue to suffer, but in the same time struggling against their own death. Don't see what I mean?
The heroine of the song is a very depressed girl, who oftens wants to suicide so that she won't suffer anymore. Tired of her life, however, she doesn't have the strength for hurting herself and first asks for some help. Not being listened, she's still in the despair and imagines the world in which persons who already provoked their own death : a nightmare of loneliness, fear and sadness. She tries to compare it with her real world, where however some good things happened to her in the past, and resists again to the temptation of ending her life.
I didn't set any sound of weapon or something... Because I think she finally resisted. And we must all resist. It's as a rule for people : rathering suffering than dying... Because they're cowards. I say it honestly. Suiciding is a few selfish, but in the same time, I would say that rathering suffering than dying is a few... How to say?
The only thing I want to say about it : if you have suicidal thoughts, you're in danger and you must talk about it. Don't stay alone suffering, don't be a coward, just talk about it with someone that you can really trust, a friend, a doctor, even your family.