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Comatose

Posted on April 4 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous

『Comatose』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160404-00192
LIN (full) : 「598 186 012」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160404-000295
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 13/13

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possible shocking content
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 16.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

すべての周りの世界は黒と暗いですが、何も見ることができない
誰かがこの絶望宇宙で私を助けることはできますか?

助けて 愛して

誰かが私を愛することができますか?
誰かが私を助けることができますか?
誰かが私を愛することができますか?
誰かが私を助けることができますか?

すべての周りの世界は黒と暗いですが、何も見ることができない
誰かがこの絶望宇宙で私を助けることはできますか?

助けて 愛して

彼女はこの悪夢から目を覚ますことはありません、誰もがそれを言いました
鏡の向こう側に、別の宇宙の中に永遠になくなって
彼女は以前のように開いた目で再び世界を見ることはありません
長い強みはこの体を放棄しているような闘争は無用です

助けて 愛して

Original English text

The world all around is black and dark, nothing can be seen
Can someone help me in this despaired universe?

Help me love me

Can someone love me?
Can someone help me?
Can someone love me?
Can someone help me?

The world all around is black and dark, nothing can be seen
Can someone help me in this despaired universe?

Help me love me

She will never wake up from this nightmare, everyone said it
Gone forever into another universe, into the other side of the mirror
She will never see the world again with opened eyes as before
The struggle is useless as long strengths have abandoned this body

Help me love me

And French adaptation!

Le monde tout autour de moi est noir et sombre, je ne peux rien y voir
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider dans cet univers de désespoir ?

Aide-moi aime-moi

Quelqu'un peut-il m'aimer ?
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider ?
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aimer ?
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider ?

Le monde tout autour de moi est noir et sombre, je ne peux rien y voir
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider dans cet univers de désespoir ?

Aide-moi aime-moi

Elle ne sera réveillera jamais de ce cauchemar, tout le monde l'a avoué
Partie pour toujours dans un autre univers, de l'autre côté du miroir
Avec les yeux ouverts comme avant, ce monde qu'elle ne pourra plus revoir
Alors que ses forces ont abandonné son corps, se débattre est une inutilité

Aide-moi aime-moi

Explanations...

I tried to write these lyrics twice. I only succeeded when I was at my second try.
No particular story for this one, just about a girl who wanted to be cared of and who maybe wouldn't wake up either again.
Why? Nobody knows.

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Poisoned Brambles

Posted on April 1 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『Poisoned Brambles』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160401-00191
LIN (full) : 「598 184 117」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160401-000294
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 16.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

 

Japanese lyrics

意志が最悪の過去の瞬間に落ちる秒ごとに弱まって生きて
花びらは限り存在が消え、離れて立ち下がり地面に飛んでいる
涙は同じ違和感と痛みを伴う現実を見て、目から引き裂かれました
絶え間なく精神繰り返し魂で同じ苦しみを傷つける傷

美しい照らさ世界ではその闇は最終的に漸進的に侵入しました
脆弱な感情はまだそこに立っているがすぐにも崩壊します
風が吹いていると咲く花は空気中の彼らの花びらを分散させる
ほとんど何もまだその左のあなたの数を維持しませんでした...

意志が最悪の過去の瞬間に落ちる秒ごとに弱まって生きて
花びらは限り存在が消え、離れて立ち下がり地面に飛んでいる
涙は同じ違和感と痛みを伴う現実を見て、目から引き裂かれました
絶え間なく精神繰り返し魂で同じ苦しみを傷つける傷

La la la

絶望が消えているように見えたときは、この世界が変更されました
あらゆる感情の空だけ存在しない空を見つめこの視線
この瞬間があった場合は、悲しみは古くからなくなっれるであろう
私たちの静脈をかじる思考はこの宇宙の終焉を確定だろう...

Original English text

The will to live weakening at each second falling into the worst past moments
The petals are flying away and fall on the ground, as long the existence disappears
Tears torn from the eyes, looking at a painful reality with the same uneasy sensation
Wounds hurting the spirit repeat incessantly the same torment in the soul

In a beautiful illuminated world that darkness finally progressively invaded
A fragile emotion is still standing there but will soon collapse as well
The winds are blowing and the blooming flowers disperse their petals in the air
Almost nothing was still sustaining the few of you that left...

The will to live weakening at each second falling into the worst past moments
The petals are flying away and fall on the ground, as long the existence disappears
Tears torn from the eyes, looking at a painful reality with the same uneasy sensation
Wounds hurting the spirit repeat incessantly the same torment in the soul

La la la

When the despair seemed to have vanished, this world has changed
This gaze empty of any emotion and just staring at a non-existent sky
If I was there at this moment, sadness would be gone since a long time ago
Thoughts gnawing our veins will finalize this universe's demise...

And French adaptation!

La volonté de vivre qui s'affaiblit à chaque seconde tombant les pires moments
Les pétales s'envolent et tombent au sol, alors que l’existence s'effaçait
Les larmes arrachées des yeux, regardant avec la même sensation de malaise la pénible vérité
Les blessures poignardant mon esprit font répéter sans cesse dans l'âme le même tourment

Dans un magnifique monde illuminé que les ténèbres ont envahi progressivement
Une émotion fragile se tient encore mais elle s'effondra bientôt également
Les vents soufflent et les fleurs fleurissent et dispersent leurs pétales dans l'air ambiant
Presque plus rien ne tenait encore le peu que tu as laissé à ce moment...

La volonté de vivre qui s'affaiblit à chaque seconde tombant les pires moments
Les pétales s'envolent et tombent au sol, alors que l’existence s'effaçait
Les larmes arrachées des yeux, regardant avec la même sensation de malaise la pénible vérité
Les blessures poignardant mon esprit font répéter sans cesse dans l'âme le même tourment

La la la

Quand le désespoir semblait s'être évanoui, ce monde a alors changé
Ce regard vide de toute émotion fixant juste un ciel non existant
Si j'étais là à ce moment, la tristesse serait partie depuis bien longtemps
Les pensées rongeant nos veines finaliseront le destin de cet univers désespéré...

Explanations...

I took several days to finish this. Problems of time etc.
When I say it's not recommended for people under 12... That only concerns lyrics. When I read them once again, I noticed that I censored pretty well the theme and that it is very difficult to understand what was going on.
The real story is about a couple of two girls, living together. One day, one of them falls into a deep depression, that the other one notices and tries to help her. In despite of this help, the first one suicides without telling anyone about it. The second girl finally finds out the truth and also suicides to join her after the death.
If you're wondering where I get such weird stories... It was from a dream.

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STORY TELLER [original : sele] - KOKONE

Posted on March 31 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia

『STORY TELLER』

Music, lyrics : seleP
Originally sung by : Yukari Yuzuki (remix)
ust : felichan / felichanxx
Mixing, vsqx adaptation/correction : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 12.2
Identification number : 「598 180 145」

Tmbox link

VOCALOID used : kokone

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license.

 

For .ust file, it was by the creator of Stella Hoshine, felichan. Under BY-NC license.
For instrumental, visit sele's piapro. Under NC license. (don't forget to credit sele, please!!!!)

These persons can use this work WITHOUT my permission :
- UTAU users (felichan included)
- Vocaloid users (sele included)

Derivative from "STORY TELLER", by seleP feat. Yukari Yuzuki.

No commercial use will be authorized from sele, felichan or me.

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Face to Face

Posted on March 29 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Face to Face』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160326-00174
LIN (full) : 「598 180 197」 (Nyui ver) ; 「598 182 698」 (Lily ver)
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160326-000276 (Nyui ver) ; 12FR-NYN8937-160329-000293 (Lily ver)
Instrumental + sung version
Download (Lily versions and Dual mix)
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 1/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

二影が立っていると半影を通して見ることができる太陽光の下で
憎しみの今の完全が、以前に愛と飛行に悩まさ視線

たぶん後悔は真なる可能性がありますが、選択の余地がなかった
痛みは耐え難いものだったし、今で終了する必要がありました
なぜお互いに戦っていたし、相互にこれらの生活を破壊しますか?
なぜ、これらの苦しみを短くしないと公に真実を伝えますか?

その後、鏡の反射の背後にあなたの本当の性格を見て
無用である隠す、あなたの顔は開いた本のように読み取ることができ
これらの腐った生活を終了の要望と、最終的に恐怖を終了します
いつでも打破する必要がありますように魂は、そんなに痛い...

これのどれが起こったことはない場合は、別の解決策は可能であろう
ほこりが怒りの強い嵐に強風によって一掃しました
これらの最後の秒は意識がまだ存在する限り数えられます
この決定により、それは皆のためのより良いのではないでしょうか?

Original English text

Under the sunlight, where two shadows are standing and can be seen through the penumbra
The gazes now full of hatred, but previously haunted by love and flight

Maybe a regret could become true, but I had no choice
The pain was unbearable and it needed to end now
Why were fighting each other and mutually destroying these lives?
Why not shorten these sufferings and tell publicly the truth?

Then seeing behind the mirror's reflection the real personality of yours
Hiding it is useless, your face can be read as a open book
Desires of ending these rotten lives and finally end the horror
The soul hurts so much, as it should break down at any moment...

If none of this would never happened, another solution would be possible
The dust swept away by the winds in a strong storm of rage
Those last seconds will be counted as long the consciousness is still present
With this decision, wouldn't it be better for everyone?

And French adaptation!

Sous la lumière du soleil, à travers la pénombre, deux ombres se tenant
Les regards remplis de haine, mais que l'amour et la fuite avaient rempli auparavant

Peut-être un regret qui se réaliserait, mais je n'ai pas eu le choix cependant
La douleur était insupportable et il fallait y mettre fin
Pourquoi nous combattions-nous et détruisions nos vies mutuellement ?
Pourquoi ne pas dire la vérité en face et que ces souffrances prennent fin ?

Puis voyant derrière le reflet du miroir ton véritable comportement
La cacher est inutile, je lis ton visage comme un livre ouvert
Les désirs de mettre fin à ces vies pourries et mettre fin à l'horreur sont clairs
Mon âme me fait tellement mal, elle se briserait à n'importe quel moment...

Si rien de ceci n'était arrivé, une autre solution aurait pu exister
Dans une forte tempête de rage, de la poussière balayée
Ces dernières secondes seront comptées tant que notre conscience est encore présente en nous
Avec cette décision, ne serait-ce pas mieux pour tous ?

Explanations...

Happy birthday Nyui!
(A version featuring Lily also exists on Tmbox. There's a few less energy in her voice but she greatly performs it as well.)
To be honest, this is rewriting of lyrics that were written on June 2014. In their first status, I couldn't use them directly (because very badly written!), so I wrote again the lyrics with the system I currently use.
However lyrics aren't so that clear so I'll explain the full theme of this song.
In "Face to Face" the heroine faces to her lover who keeps rejecting her. They hurt themselves, because of their respective behaviors (the heroine by the rejections of her lover ; the lover because of the stalking attitude of the heroine). They finally decide to meet themselves and to try to resolve the problem. But it doesn't happen as they expected, revealing to be both at the edge of the madness and at the end, they get both killed.
Rendering of Nyui vivid by felichan, many thanks to her. I rendered the capella for Lily's version.

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Tracklist of CD7 revealed and the tags

Posted on March 28 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

There was a little bunch of songs, normally the next one will be on Wednesday, with Nyui's birthday song. It's already ready, and will be on both the blog and Soundcloud.
That should give you a little clue of what it talks about and the quality of the music.

This song, with "Third Division", will be part of a CD7.5. I just finished the tracklist of the CD7, "Bad Gate" (that's the name of the album, finally revealed), so for those who didn't look few hours ago on the discography page :

TRACKLIST - CD7 (13th album) - Bad Gate

01. The Fallen (feat. Gahata Meiji, Yuzuki Yukari)
02. Tale (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Cold Tears (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. Sabine (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
05. Natalene (feat. Lily)
06. Eglantine (feat. Lily)
07. GALENEA (feat. Lily)
08. Ophelia (feat. Momone Momo -straight-)
09. ACELIA (feat. Momone Momo -straight-)
10. For.Give (feat. Momone Momo -straight-)
11. Bad Gate (feat. Yurika Sayu)
12. Farewell (feat. Yurika Sayu)
13. Comatose (feat. Yurika Sayu)

For the moment, I just aired the track 4 few hours ago, but the tracks 10, 11 and 13 aren't aired yet. I give you some clues about the stories.

For.Give : not a yandere song (because Momo) but will be more based on a love relation with betrayals. No projected tragedy for this one.
Bad Gate : probably yandere, I'll modify it soon or not...
Comatose : tragedy that I wanted to write since few days ago but I never succeeded... More tragedy/psychological theme.

 

Then next. If you noticed it few days ago, well, congrats first, but there are little tags attached to each blog post except for covers and remixes. They will tell you what is the genre of the lyrics. I made little explanations.

1) Tragedies
Generally I don't really indicate all the yandere songs, because first not all tragedies are yandere stories, but I think this is obvious, yandere stories ARE NOT happy. These songs indicate sad stories, involving suicides (ex: Danae, ARSENIUM, Tale...) or not (ex: Farewell...).

2) Yandere stories
Almost 55 to 60% (if I estimate well) of my songs have yandere themes. But they also have different levels of violence, that's why they are separated into 3 categories. In yandere stories, there are often references to murders, suicides, or death... Well, do I really need to explain what is a yandere? You should know if you are there! (^_^)
a) Light yandere
Not recommended for people under 12 because they're censored enough to hide as much violence as possible. Often reserved to "sweet" characters as kokone or Kiritan.
b) Normal yandere
The most of the songs are classed as normal. Not too violent but enough though.
c) Severe yandere
These ones have more details than the normal ones and have or explicit themes or more gore descriptions on the scenes or the character's psychology.
Normal and severe yandere songs aren't recommended for people under 14.

3) Yangire
If you know what is a yandere, a yangire gets angry... For almost anything. These songs are rarer than the yandere ones, but there are some of them. Not recommended for people under 14.

4) OST
OST-type musics. They sometimes have shortened versions as for TV-size vers, private (End Sentence, Scythe of the Lilium, Fatal Mistrust...) or public (Circus of Broken Nightmares, 1986th Destruction...).

5) Psychological
The theme is about psychology. Sometimes the songs are for all audiences, sometimes not, depending of the content.

6) Morales
The songs which try to let pass a message.

7) Miscellaneous
All other songs, as comedy tries (Happiness Bells, Sweet Zone...) or songs that I can't classify in the categories I told about above.

Find all what you want there!

Last thing. You know I said I wouldn't do covers of songs that have a ND mention on their instrumental... Well, from April 1st, this rule will be obsolete.

Few days ago, I made a little request by mail to sele. About the instrumentals which had a such license. And by chance... Covers are authorized!

Problem : the license I currently use (CS 15.5) doesn't take account of "alternative licenses" and I must wait until April 1st to do that (air date of CS 16.0).

However I'll also use this system of alternative licenses for those covers.

- Original authors of the material used for such covers (mainly felichan and sele) : they will have a "Share-Alike" condition added to the license. That means it's the same license that I use for all of my songs and all my current covers/remixes. This is an alternative license.
- All other people, including other Vocaloid users and UTAU users : they will have a "No Derivative" condition added to the license. That's due to the original license of the instrumental and will be the main license.
Remember : inclusions aren't derivatives. If you just want to add it to a video if you're a Vocaloid/UTAU user, you can.

And for covers with an instru which only has a "NC" or "BY-NC" condition (always used as "BY-NC") : it's the same as before, "Share-Alike" for everyone.

In a nutshell :
Original authors (all covers) : CS BY-NC-SA 16.0 license (alt license)
Others : CS BY-NC-ND 16.0 license (main, cover from a ND instru) ; same as original authors (main, cover from a NC/BY-NC instru)
[Note : BY-NC (attribution and non commercial) conditions are imposed by sele and by felichan too.]

No catalog ticket will be available for covers, so I'll try to do another doc for them.
For the download conditions, same as others : PM me. Only original authors will directly have a copy of the work when needed.

Time needed for an answer :
- under 24/48h for a mail or a Soundcloud PM or Twitter
- under a week for a Soundcloud comment or Facebook

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

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Sabine

Posted on March 28 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Severe yandere

『Sabine』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160328-00176
LIN (full) : 「598 181 358」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160328-000278
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 4/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

喉に裏切り引き締めの酸味は、空気を呼吸するから私を奪う
まだ同じ気持ちは任意の休息なしで、拷問の考えに侵入して
一人で悲しみに、一緒にするための幸福の未来を願ってし続ける
決して終わることのない悲しみに苦しんでいると絶望に非難...

悲しみに思いをかじるている間に消えてしまう期待していた何か
暗闇の中に私を閉じ込められているこれらの思い出は悪夢に変わりました
彼は離れてあなたと行くのを見て、彼は代替が可能であろうと思いました
ただし各光景はあまりにも痛いし、もうそれを見ることができない...

喉に裏切り引き締めの酸味は、空気を呼吸するから私を奪う
まだ同じ気持ちは任意の休息なしで、拷問の考えに侵入して
一人で悲しみに、一緒にするための幸福の未来を願ってし続ける
決して終わることのない悲しみに苦しんでいると絶望に非難...

怒りによって吸収悲しみは、この悲鳴の心に愛を置き換えられ
私の魂の傷は、その後、彼の罪深い体に反響します
この幸せが最終的に真となり、鮮血が地面に流れている
正義が行われるとき、あなたの恐怖の視線は、すぐに落ち着いされます

涙がすべてのこの世界に広がった痛みはすぐに終了します
思考の最後の希望は戻ってくると幸福を取り戻すだろう
彼の血が流れている間、この痛みを伴う感覚は最終的に消滅します
後悔するものは何も罪は史上最悪の罰を宣告されましたがない

喉に裏切り引き締めの酸味は、空気を呼吸するから私を奪う
まだ同じ気持ちは任意の休息なしで、拷問の考えに侵入して
一人で悲しみに、一緒にするための幸福の未来を願ってし続ける
決して終わることのない悲しみに苦しんでいると絶望に非難...

将来はまだ永遠に書き込まれこの世界で誰ももうそれを消去ないでしょう
長い時間は受け入れ、あなたにキスをするために待っていた
いつかこのすべてが停止し、私たちを結びつける絆を分けることになる場合
するとこの傷ついた人生は言葉と絶望の呼吸に消えるだろう...

Original English text

A sour taste of betrayal tightening on the throat, depriving me from breathing the air
Still the same feeling invading tortured thoughts, without any respite
Alone in the sorrow, I continue to hope a future of happiness for together
Suffering from a never ending grief and condemned to the despair...

Something I was hoping would disappear while the sadness is gnawing the thoughts
These memories that have trapped me into the darkness turned into nightmares
Seeing him going away with you, he thought an alternative would be possible
But each sight is too painful and I can't look at it anymore...

A sour taste of betrayal tightening on the throat, depriving me from breathing the air
Still the same feeling invading tortured thoughts, without any respite
Alone in the sorrow, I continue to hope a future of happiness for together
Suffering from a never ending grief and condemned to the despair...

The grief absorbed by the rage, replaces love in this screaming heart
The wounds of my soul then reverberate on his sinful body
This happiness would finally be true, and fresh blood is flowing on the ground
Your terrified gaze will be calmed down soon, when justice will be done

The tears were spread all over this world, the pain will soon end
The last hopes in the thoughts would come back and bring back the happiness
This painful sensation finally vanishes, while his blood flows
There is nothing to regret, the sin has been sentenced to the worst punishment ever

A sour taste of betrayal tightening on the throat, depriving me from breathing the air
Still the same feeling invading tortured thoughts, without any respite
Alone in the sorrow, I continue to hope a future of happiness for together
Suffering from a never ending grief and condemned to the despair...

Future is still written forever and nobody in this world will erase it anymore
The long time I've been waiting for, for embracing and kissing you
If someday all of this would stop and separate the bonds uniting us
Then this wounded life would vanish into words and despaired breaths...

And French adaptation!

Un goût amer de trahison resserrant ma gorge, m'empêchant de respirer
Encore le même sentiment qui envahit sans aucun répit mes pensées torturées
Seule dans la tristesse, je continue d'espérer pour nous deux un avenir plein de bonheur
Souffrant d'un chagrin sans fin, condamnée au désespoir et au malheur...

Quelque chose que j'espérais disparaîtrait alors que la tristesse ronge mes pensées
Ces souvenirs transformés en cauchemars qui ont été piégés dans l'obscurité
Le voyant partir avec toi, il pensait qu'une alternative existerait
Mais chaque vue est trop pénible pour que je puisse encore la regarder...

Un goût amer de trahison resserrant ma gorge, m'empêchant de respirer
Encore le même sentiment qui envahit sans aucun répit mes pensées torturées
Seule dans la tristesse, je continue d'espérer pour nous deux un avenir plein de bonheur
Souffrant d'un chagrin sans fin, condamnée au désespoir et au malheur...

Le chagrin absorbé par la rage, qui remplace l'amour dans ce cœur qui ne cesse de hurler
Les blessures de mon âme se répercutent alors sur son corps empli de péchés
Ce bonheur deviendrait enfin réel, sur le sol s'écoule le sang frais
Lorsque justice sera rendue, ton regard terrifié sera bientôt calmé

Les larmes se sont répandues dans tout ce monde, la douleur prendra bientôt fin
Les derniers espoirs dans mes pensées reviendraient et ramèneraient le bonheur que j'attendais
Pendant que son sang s'écoule, cette sensation douloureuse s'évanouit enfin
Je n'ai aucun regret à avoir, le péché a été puni par la pire sentence qui n'ait été jamais donnée

Un goût amer de trahison resserrant ma gorge, m'empêchant de respirer
Encore le même sentiment qui envahit sans aucun répit mes pensées torturées
Seule dans la tristesse, je continue d'espérer pour nous deux un avenir plein de bonheur
Souffrant d'un chagrin sans fin, condamnée au désespoir et au malheur...

Le futur est encore écrit à jamais et plus personne dans ce monde ne pourra l'effacer
Le long moment que j'attendais, pour l'enlacer et t'embrasser
Si un jour tout venait à s'arrêter et séparer les liens qui nous unissaient
Alors cette vie blessée s'évanouirait en mots et soupirs désespérés...

Explanations...

Second test with GMS synths for the music.
"A future way for a yandere is unique, there's no alternative!"
After her lover decided to go with a man, Sabine is left all alone to her fate and decides to get out of her sorrow. That means killing her rival and turning back to the girl she was loving. Still stuck in her illusion, she still believes that her lover still loves her. After... Lyrics don't say it. Maybe you could guess what happens next?

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ACELIA

Posted on March 27 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『ACELIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160327-00175
LIN (full) : 「598 181 004」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160327-000277
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 9/13
 

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : death references
Restricted on : (none)


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Japanese lyrics

宝物は魂の奥底に隠されているように、輝きが共振します
誰もが隠されているの美しさを見ることができないだろう
彼女を見ている顔が、この瞬間に幸せと愛でいっぱい
多分新しい関係の結合が簡単な視線から生まれるであろう...

このことは、禁じられ先物の罠に落ちている甘い願いでした
現実は受け入れることは困難であるが、まだ上に行くことができますか?
顔に落ちる涙は海の塩水で自分自身を溺れ
かかわらず制約の、この強力な愛は誰にも止められないだろう...

宝物は魂の奥底に隠されているように、輝きが共振します
誰もが隠されているの美しさを見ることができないだろう
彼女を見ている顔が、この瞬間に幸せと愛でいっぱい
多分新しい関係の結合が簡単な視線から生まれるであろう...

この痛みを伴う感覚は時間が通り過ぎると耐え難いとなります
限り、私たちは目で直接お互いを見ることができない
ちょうどこの気持ちがまだ生き残っていくだろうと消えないことを願って
何の疑いもせずに、この夢があっても遠い将来に真のいつかになる...

禁止越境、この愛は誰もが期待できるよりも強いという
好奇心が限界と秘密を発見越えて彼を余儀なくされました
長い秒が崩壊したように、彼女の体はこの世から消すし始めた
消えた左と海の泡で去って行ったことの意識や思考のいくつかの...

Original English text

As a treasure hidden into the depths of the soul, the shine resonates
Nobody will be able to see the beauty that is hidden
The face looking at her fills with happiness and love at this moment
Maybe the bonds of a new relationship would be born from a simple gaze...

This was a sweet wish that has fallen in the trap of the forbidden futures
The reality is difficult to accept but can it still go on?
Falling tears on the face drown themselves with the salt water of ocean
Regardless of constraints, this strong love won't be stopped by anyone...

As a treasure hidden into the depths of the soul, the shine resonates
Nobody will be able to see the beauty that is hidden
The face looking at her fills with happiness and love at this moment
Maybe the bonds of a new relationship would be born from a simple gaze...

This painful sensation becomes unbearable with the time passing by
As long we can't see each other directly in the eyes
I just hope this feeling will still survive and won't vanish
Without any doubt, this dream will be true someday even in a distant future...

Transgressing the prohibitions, this love being stronger than anyone could expect
Curiosity forced him beyond limits and discovering the secret
As long seconds were collapsing, her body began to erase from this world
The few of consciousness and thoughts that left vanished and went away with the foam of the sea...

And French adaptation!

Comme un trésor caché dans les tréfonds de l'âme, quelque chose semble briller
Personne ne pourra observer la beauté qui y est cachée
Le visage la regardant se remplit de bonheur et d'amour à ce moment
D'un simple regard, les liens d'une nouvelle relation naîtront probablement...

C'était un doux souhait tombé dans le piège des avenirs prohibés
La réalité est dure à accepter, mais peut-elle continuer ?
Les larmes tombant de mon visage se sont noyées dans l'eau salée de l'océan
Malgré les contraintes, cet amour fort ne sera arrêté par personne maintenant...

Comme un trésor caché dans les tréfonds de l'âme, quelque chose semble briller
Personne ne pourra observer la beauté qui y est cachée
Le visage la regardant se remplit de bonheur et d'amour à ce moment
D'un simple regard, les liens d'une nouvelle relation naîtront probablement...

Cette pénible sensation devient intolérable avec le temps qui passait
Tant que nous ne pourrons pas nous voir directement
J'espère juste que ce sentiment survivra et ne s'évanouira jamais
Même dans un futur lointain, ce rêve se réalisera certainement...

Transgressant les interdits, cet amour se renforçant auquel personne ne s'attendait
La curiosité l'a poussé au-delà de ses limites et a fait découvrir ce secret
Alors que les secondes s'effondraient, son corps a commencé à s'effacer
Dans l'écume de la mer, le peu de conscience et de pensées qui lui restaient se sont évanouies et allées...

Explanations...

This is a lyrics rewriting of one of my very old song projects who was almost 2 years old.
This girl isn't a yandere, but it's however a tragedy between her, a sea creature, and a human. They fell in love together just at a simple gaze, when she was in her human form, and decided to see themselves together, regardless the fact a sea creature would turn into foam if a human discovers its real identity. That happens and the girl disappears in the sea... Forever.
First time I use GMS, there are cool things in it.

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Third Division

Posted on March 25 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『Third Division』

Singers : kokone, Lily, Yukari Yuzuki
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12

LIC (instru) : 12FR-160323-00172
LIN (full) : 「598 177 165」

IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160323-000274
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : LUNACIA - TRACK 3/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder, suicide, death references
Restricted on : (none)


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Legend

Everyone | Lily + Yukari | kokone | Yukari | Lily

Japanese lyrics

私たちの最愛の父の王国はまだ未定運命を持っている
世界のお酒はこの愛が証明されなければならない、脅かさされて
いくつかの単語は偽善者でしたが、最後の子は、誠実かつ謙虚でした
しかし、誰かが今忘れ物を支配しなければならない...

誰かがこの運命の手を取る場合、それは私でなければならない
長い何が崩壊しないような信仰は、信頼ことができる
父に真実を話したとき、彼は私を禁止することを決めました
そしては離れて彼らの将来へ歩いて邪悪な姉妹を見ました

まだ彼の権利のために叫んでいた男は多分に役立つ可能性があります
感心父親に対するこの決意は十分に強いです
この貧しい父はまだ彼をかじる狂気に立ち向かうことはできますか?
ある日、痛みが消えてしまいますと苦しみは消えます

年齢で腐っているが、暴力は彼の騎士を得ました
そしてこれらの現在の悪夢と幻想で、彼も私を認識していなかった
王国が失われだった場合には、これも非常に多くの軍隊はあまりにも多くだった
多分彼女の蛇の舌を持つ妹はこれらの悩みを理解するであろう

この心配姉は私が持っていた最大の恐怖について語った
かかわらずこのろくでなしの息子の嫉妬は、何も失われない
父は、目に涙を浮かべて来た私の助けを嘆願する
彼を推理するためにしようと、私を賞賛娘をのろいです

問題を理解した後、最終的にこののろわれた狂気に気づいた
思考は、その後変更されている言葉は真実を明らかとなった
裏切り者は発見された、まだ別の運命を得るために嘘を言っている
現時点では視線は同じ点に自分自身を交差させ...

かごの中の鳥の甘い聖歌は私を気に人の心に共振停止しました
この瞬間に何が起こったのかわからないけど、すべてが視界から消えました
次に、同じ関心は今後、停止するために必要な、この問題を脅かしました
彼女の静脈を通って行くの毒が、これは私が信頼できる唯一のものだった

私の意識は痛みで消えている間、血が体内で破損しました
空気中で聞いたものを最終的な呼吸は最後まで弱体化になった
すべての希望は残されたが、目の前で破壊されたことを支配する
不名誉に倒れた父の前では、誰もが最終的に呪われました...

Original English text

The kingdom of our beloved father still has an undecided fate
The sake of the world is being threatened, this love must be proven
While some words were hypocrite, the last child was sincere and humble
But someone has to govern things that left behind now...

If someone takes the hand of this fate, it should be me
The faith can be trusted as long nothing collapses
When I told the truth to the father, he decided to ban me
And then I saw the wicked sisters walking away to their future

The man who was still screaming for his rights maybe could help
This determination against the father I admire is strong enough
Can this poor father still stand against the madness gnawing him?
One day, the pain will be gone and the suffering will disappear

While rotting with the ages, the violence gained his knights
And in these current nightmares and illusions, he didn't even recognize me
When a kingdom was being lost, this too numerous army was too much
Maybe the sister with her snake tongue would understand these worries

This worried older sister told about the biggest fear I had
Regardless the jealousy of this bastard son, nothing is lost
Father came with tears in the eyes, imploring my help
Cursing the daughter trying to ratiocinate him and praising me

After understanding the problem, I finally noticed this damned madness
Thoughts have changed then words revealed a truth
The traitor has been found and is still telling lies to get another fate
At a moment gazes crossed themselves to the same point...

The sweet chant of the bird in cage stopped resonating in the heart of the person who cared about me
I don't know what happened at this moment but everything disappeared from sight
Then the same interest was threatening the future, this problem needed to stop
The poison going through her veins, this was the only thing I could trust

While my consciousness vanished in the pain, the blood was corrupting in the body
Those final breaths heard in the air began to weaken until the end
All the hopes to govern that left behind were breaking down under the eyes
In front of a father fallen in disgrace, everyone was finally cursed...

And French adaptation!

Le royaume de notre père aimé a encore un destin non décidé
Le bien du monde étant menacé, ce pouvoir devait être prouvé
Alors que quelques mots étaient hypocrites, la dernière était humble et pleine de sincérité
Mais quelqu'un devait gouverner ce qu'il restait...

Si quelqu'un doit prendre la main de ce destin, cela doit être moi
Tant que rien ne s'effondre, il reste encore de la foi
Lorsque mon père a su la vérité, il m'a bannie pour les jours à venir
Lorsque j'ai vu mes aînées se diriger vers leur avenir...

L'homme qui criait encore pour ses droits aurait pu aider
Cette détermination contre le père que j'admirais est assez puissante cependant
Est-ce que ce pauvre père peut encore se tenir contre la folie le rongeant ?
Un jour, la souffrance disparaîtra et la douleur ne sera plus que le passé

Alors qu'il pourrait avec les âges, la violence a gagné ses chevaliers
Et dans ses cauchemars et illusions, il ne m'a pas reconnue
Cette armée était trop nombreuse, quand ce royaume allait être perdu
Peut-être que celle à la langue de vipère pourra comprendre ce qu'il est en train de se passer

Cette aînée inquiète m'a raconté la plus grande peur que j'avais
Malgré la jalousie de ce fils bâtard, rien n'est perdu cependant
Père est venu avec des larmes dans ses yeux, implorant mon aide et ma pitié
Maudissant la fille essayant de le raisonner et en me soutenant

Après avoir compris le problème, j'ai enfin remarqué la folie que l'on devait maudire
Les pensées ont changé et les mots ont fait éclater la vérité
Le traître a été trouvé et continue de mentir pour changer son avenir
À un instant, au même endroit, les regards se sont croisés...

Le doux chant de l'oiseau en cage a cessé de résonner dans le cœur de celui qui s'est occupé de moi
J'ignore ce qui s'est passé à ce moment mais tout a disparu de vue à cet endroit
Puis le même intérêt menaçant notre futur, ce problème devait cesser
Le poison allant dans ses veines, la seule chose à laquelle je pouvais me fier

Alors que ma conscience s'est évanouie dans la douleur, le sang dans mon corps se corrompait
Ces soupirs finaux entendus dans l'air ont commencé à s'affaiblir jusqu'à la fin
Tous les espoirs de gouverner ce qui restait, sous mes yeux, ils se sont brisés
Devant un père tombé en disgrâce, tout le monde avait un maudit destin...

Explanations...

Or how to compile and give a new appearence to the lyrics of "Regan", "Goneril" and "Cordelia".
Cordelia's role was given to kokone because she's the only sweet sister, and you all know that I don't really like to give her violent roles such as yanderes etc. Lily for Goneril because... Even if nobody knows the age of Lily (official one, because I know there are fan ages), she seems the most mature between her and Yukari. So Yukari got the role of Regan.
I needed to read again the whole tragedy to write the current lyrics you were reading. Two days of work for lyrics. Three for creating and validating the instrumental. More than 5 or 6 hours of work in total? This song was a hell to work!
Normally this was a remake into a mash'up of the three songs I told about above, but lyrics were too outdated, notes didn't go together, so I decided to go back from almost nothing.
Now one year ago I began being an UTAU producer. Already one year... Gosh, time runs so fast.
Thanks everyone. So much thanks. I'll try doing my best for this second producing year.

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GALENEA

Posted on March 20 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『GALENEA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160320-00170
LIN (full) : 「598 174 116」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160320-000273
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Bad Gate - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


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Japanese lyrics

希望に満ちた視線は、この無慈悲な世界の現実に直面している
あなたは私から盗ま見ての恐怖は、各視覚と一度に育ちました

あなたはこれらの憎悪に囲まれていたとき、まだ覚えている
あなた助けるためにしようとしていたことがわかりましたか?
彼らは将来のすべてを妨害した、と今消えてしまいました
関係なくこぼした鮮血をこの運命を保護しました...

まだ戦うことになっていた脅威によって侵略さにもかかわらず立ち上がる
たぶん左の強さのいくつかは、生きていくのに十分かもしれない...

誰もが、「友情」と呼ぶことをこのことは、「愛」のための婉曲表現ですか?
それとも、あなたの脱出を隠すために嘘だけでしょうか?
今、誰もがもうこの世には存在しません、滞在した唯一の人です
あなたが愛するために誰かを持っているときは、誰もが必要とされない...

Original English text

The gaze full of hope, I'm facing to the reality of this merciless world
The fears of seeing you stolen from me grew up at each sight and time

I still remember when you were surrounded by these abominations
Did you notice that I was just trying to help?
They were all obstructing the future, and have disappeared now
I protected this fate regardless the fresh blood that was spilled...

I still stand up despite of being invaded by the threat that I was supposed to fight against
Maybe the few of strength that left could be enough to continue to live...

This thing that everyone calls "friendship", is it an euphemism for "love"?
Or is it just a lie to hide your escape?
Now anybody doesn't exist in this world anymore, I'm the only person who stayed
When you have someone to love, nobody else is needed...

And French adaptation!

Le regard plein d'espoir, je fais face à la réalité d'un monde sans merci
Les craintes de te voir volée de moi à chaque vue et moment ont grandi...

Je me souviens encore lorsque ces abominations t'entouraient
As-tu remarqué que je tentais juste de t'aider ?
Ils obstruaient tous le futur, et ont disparu maintenant
Malgré le sang qui a été répandu, j'ai protégé le destin qui nous attend...

Même si je suis envahie par la menace que je suis supposée combattre, je continue de tenir
Peut-être le peu de force qu'il me reste serait assez pour que je continue de vivre...

Cette chose que tout le monde appelle "amitié", est-ce un euphémisme pour l'"amour" ?
Ou est-ce juste un mensonge te permettant de t'échapper pour toujours ?
Personne maintenant n'existe plus dans ce monde, je suis la seule à être restée
Tu n'as besoin de personne d'autre lorsque tu as quelqu'un à aimer...

Explanations...

For this one I had some difficulties for lyrics, that's why I air this song so late. But I had the idea since Thursday. The problem was the organization of lyrics. This is purely inspired from a trait of Yuno Gasai in "Mirai Nikki". Yes. Normally I wasn't inspired by these series for songs, but there... I remembered that I didn't make a song on this.
With yandere girls, the problem is that they are so possessive that if you even try to be friends with someone, she'll think that you'll fall in love with the concerned person. I think that tells very well the story of this song.
Same work conditions as "Natalene", "Tale" or "Farewell".

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CD6 "Distorted Universe"

Posted on March 18 2016 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

CD6 is now aired! As "Torn Diaries", this is mainly a yandere album (9 songs on 11!!) (but this wasn't wanted at the beginning) and all songs are a quite mature. (They're not recommended for very sensible audiences.)

Download links :

CLASSIC VERSION

TRANSCENDENT VERSION

Enjoy them!

 

Other news :

1) the updates that I projected few days are currently at a WIP status on my computer. I'll upload them during the following months.
2) For Miko I told about possibly using her soon. That won't be the case. I made a test during the week and... I was a few disappointed by the voice quality. Miko sound really robotic to me, even with fresamp. Sorry ><
3) On few days, I'll have a "producer anniversary" (as UTAU producer mainly, I didn't use Vocaloid at this period of time). I don't know what to do for the occasion. But on March 29th or 30th, be sure to have a song with Nyui. Or a remake of a former song, or a cover of one of my songs (songs of S02).
4) Still working about a possible remake of "Virtual Puppets" but with the instruments... It will sound very different. Because of what I used in Soundation, I can't exactly find the same synths for FL. But you'll have a less synthetic instru.
Note : I'll however use the same beats. On Soundation they were from .wav files with fakie effects to mixdown them.

 

For following albums :

CD6.5 - Memories

Album versions done, I'll just have to compose the transitions for the transcendent version. And the booklet.

CD7

It doesn't have a name, but will feature Lily, Yukari, Sayu and Momo. Also Meiji as guest.

This is a stub of the tracklist (it will evolve few days later for sure) :

01. The Fallen (feat. Yuzuki Yukari, Gahata Meiji)
02. Tale (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Cold Tears (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. [[title]] (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
05. Natalene (feat. Lily)
06. Eglantine (feat. Lily)
07. [[title]] (feat. Lily)
08. Ophelia (feat. Momone Momo -straight-)
09. [[title]] (feat. Momone Momo)
10. [[title]] (feat. Momone Momo)
11. [[title]] (feat. Yurika Sayu)
12. Farewell (feat. Yurika Sayu)
13. [[title]] (feat. Yurika Sayu)

As you can see, AND I haven't finished the tracklist AND the album doesn't have a name yet. The album will be for the mid-May (or 14th or 21st).

 

Also if you noticed it, the thanks pages have disappeared since last album. I'll set them here :

- thanks to felichan, especially for her help and her support. For this album she didn't do great work such as capella rendering this time. But for the next one... Almost 3 songs in a row for which ones she gave a big help!

- Cartsoul, who finally returned (he's a friend on Soundation and we often contact with private messages, he also made remixes of some of my S01 songs)!

- all the people following me on social networks and Soundcloud... Thanks for following my adventures in virtual singers world! Many thanks! Also thanks for the remixes, remakes etc. You are all so sweet!
I don't say that in a weird way such as I would eat you, of course. I wouldn't dare! *laughs*

As you could notice it, many of these supports are not visible but they are there and this is very important for me.

 

I don't tell nothing for that will follow on the next days. But be sure I'll do my best for you all!

Nynthixia

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