Nynthixia productions

『Until the End』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170402-00503
LIN (full) : 「598 598 882」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170403-000623
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 6/18

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

私の目の前に立って、目には決意感がいっぱい
それから彼女は笑顔で答えて、全てが大丈夫だと言った

この絶望的な状況でも、あなたが言っていることを信じたい
まだ希望を保ちながら、未来が幸せに満ちているのを見ている

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

まで以上に強く、悲しみや痛みを無視することができ
最終的にあなたを見ることができ、永遠に幸せになるかもしれない

あなたの言葉を聞き、これらの悲しい涙を取り除きたい
理解できないほど多くのものを見ましたが、あきらめない

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

Standing in front of me, the eyes full of a determination feeling
Then she is answering with a smile, saying that everything is fine

I want to believe what you are saying, even in this desperate situation
Still keeping some hope, still seeing the future full of happiness

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

Able to ignore the grief and the pain, stronger than ever
I can finally see you, and maybe be happy forever

I want to listen your words and get rid of these sorrowful tears
I saw so many things that could not be understood, but I don't give up

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

Elle se tient devant moi, les yeux remplis d'un sentiment de détermination
Puis elle dit que tout va bien et avec un sourire elle me répond

Même dans cette situation désespérée, je veux bien te croire
Voyant encore l'avenir rempli de bonheur, cherchant un peu d'espoir

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Pouvant ignorer le chagrin et la douleur, plus forte que jamais
Je peux enfin te voir, et peut-être être heureuse à jamais

Je veux écouter tes mots et me débarrasser de mes larmes de chagrin
J'ai vu tant de choses que je ne peux comprendre, mais je n'abandonne pas enfin

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Originally it was a rewriting but I really changed the topic and made it happier, so it has nothing to see with the former work.
Music: pad, keys, arp by Harmor, lead by Sytrus. I made a very different style... Actually, it could be the type of music you could listen to on a French radio. Not a Vocaloid-type or UTAU-type of music. No, really.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

This is a sort of answer post to the previous news. Now let's be honest on "what is a joke" and "what is real", with all the details that I have removed.

1) THE PACE OF APRIL 24TH'S WEEK

This news is accurate.

I learnt it only on Tuesday, that I'll not be in front of the computer for enough time on the Thursday for that week, and I'll not be sure to air a song on that day. So you'll have a song for April 24th, 25th, 26th, 28th, 29th (with the album!) and 30th.

2) THE TRACKLIST FOR MAY

This news is accurate.

The name of the album will be "Running and Ailing" and the air date will be on May 20th. And indeed it will be the first album with a higher age limit because of "Anti-Birth". I don't think there will be other songs that have a such rating... Already enough...

4) THE DATA RECOVERY

This news is accurate (and I think it was the most credible of all).

The problem is that only 60% of my total data is recovered and this is so much the mess that it is taking a lot of time. And I'm still stuck for the other production files that are still being saved! So not before April 17th AT LEAST (that means I can recover my data way later... But surely)?

...

And of course, you are waiting for it...

3) THE COVER OF "ELSA-MARIA"

...

April Fools!!!

Of course the one for "REJECT" is real. But the one for "Elsa-Maria"... Hum... How to say? I'm not at ease with this kind of stories, sorry. I have my limits... (^_^)"

(Seriously if I write I'll cover "ELLIE" or "Elsa-Maria", this is a fake. ESPECIALLY if it's on April 1st!)

There will be a cover on May 13th though, but not that song. I haven't decided the song yet, nor the singer but... I have all my time to think about it.

....

5) BONUS TRACKS

This one is not included in the former post, so it's a real news. There will be the versions of "Stitches" by MAYU and "Rachel" by IA in the April album. They won't be hidden and will be marked as "bonuses". And, maybe if I have an idea, other bonus tracks (alternative versions)?

Enjoy, and no worries, April Fools are over. Back to reality for now.
Nynthixia

『CAMILLIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170331-00502
LIN (full) : 「598 596 689」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170401-000622
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 10/18

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

空の星は地球から遠く離れた灰に燃えている
まだこの暖かい感情を感じることができる限り、希望は消えていませんでした
これらの傷であなたを見て私は泣かせました、決して彼らを許されない
とても不幸だった、絶望的に崩壊している世界を見ている...

この運命が幻想で、私の目の前で砕けたかったと思っていた
この幸福を信じ続けるなら、苦しみは繰り返されないよね？
一緒に、私たちは何も恐れることなく未来を再構築することができます
すぐに苦しみは終わり、悲しみは永遠に忘れ去られるでしょう

空の星は地球から遠く離れた灰に燃えている
まだこの暖かい感情を感じることができる限り、希望は消えていませんでした
これらの傷であなたを見て私は泣かせました、決して彼らを許されない
とても不幸だった、絶望的に崩壊している世界を見ている...

彼がそこにいたときにあなたが苦しんでいるのを見て、叫んで助けを求めた
数ヶ月前にはまだ甘くて欺瞞的な顔をしていないでした
あなたを救いたいと思っていたが、あまりにも遅れていることに気付きた
あなたをもう一度幸せにしたいと望むことしかできないでした...

彼の炎が吹かれている間、まだ残っている希望を持っていた
地面のほこりに戻って、私の翼はついにこの痛みから解放された
この未来が再び崩壊するのを見て、悲しみが私を閉じ込めた
そして全世界が燃えるのを見るまで、まだ立ち上がるでしょう...

The stars in the sky are burning into ashes far away from the earth
Hope didn't disappear, as long I can still feel this warm emotion
Seeing you with these wounds made me cry, I will never forgive them
I was so unfortunate, desperately looking at a world that is collapsing...

I wanted this fate to be an illusion, shattering in front my eyes
The torment won't repeat if I continue to believe in this happiness, right?
Together, we will be able to build again a future without being afraid of anything
The suffering will soon end and the grief will be forever forgotten

The stars in the sky are burning into ashes far away from the earth
Hope didn't disappear, as long I can still feel this warm emotion
Seeing you with these wounds made me cry, I will never forgive them
I was so unfortunate, desperately looking at a world that is collapsing...

I saw you suffering when he was there, screaming and asking for help
While few months before you were still blinded by a sweet but deceptive face
I wanted to save you, but I noticed the situation too late
I could only do a thing to hope making you happy again...

While his flame was being blown up, I was still with a remaining hope
Back to the dust in the ground, while my wings were finally free of this pain
When I saw this future collapsing again, the grief trapped me
And I'll still stand up, until seeing the whole world burning...

Les étoiles dans le ciel brûlent en cendres loin de la terre
L'espoir n'a pas disparu, tant que je ressentirai cette douce sensation familière
Te voir tellement blessée m'a faite pleurer, jamais je ne leur pardonnerai
J'étais si malchanceuse, regardant désespérément un monde s'effondrer...

Je voulais que ce destin ne soit qu'illusion, qu'il se casse devant moi
Le tourment ne se répètera pas si je continue à croire au bonheur, pas vrai?
Ensemble, on pourra reconstruire un avenir sans craindre quoi que ce soit
La souffrance prendra bientôt fin et ce chagrin sera oublié à jamais

Les étoiles dans le ciel brûlent en cendres loin de la terre
L'espoir n'a pas disparu, tant que je ressentirai cette douce sensation familière
Te voir tellement blessée m'a faite pleurer, jamais je ne leur pardonnerai
J'étais si malchanceuse, regardant désespérément un monde s'effondrer...

Je t'ai vue souffrir quand il était là, t'ai vue appeler à l'aide et hurler
Alors que quelques mois avant son visage doux mais trompeur t'aveuglait
Je voulais te sauver, mais ce n'est que trop tard que je l'ai remarqué
Je ne pouvais faire qu'une chose pour espérer que tu redeviennes heureuse à jamais...

Alors que sa flamme s'éteignait, un petit espoir encore demeurait
De retour à la poussière dans le sol, alors que mes ailes étaient libres de cette douleur
Quand j'ai vu à nouveau ce destin s'effondrer, le chagrin m'a rattrapée
Et je me tiens encore, jusqu'à voir le monde entier s'effondrer en pleurs...

This is a rewriting of something I made... Almost 3 years ago. Ouch the lyrics quality at that time... So I took the former work and made these new lyrics! The former lyrics didn't tell correctly that it was also a yandere story so I modified that a bit.
Music: pad by Toxic Biohazard, gated pad by PoiZone, gated lead by Harmless and saw lead by GMS. I really wanted a spatial music as in the former project, and it's quite well done...

Hello, Nynthixia there!

It's April 1st! Do you know what it means? The April Fool!!

I told you before...

I'll do a news post with several points. All of these points will be 100% accurate, but one another will be total fake. And when it will be aired, you can try and guess (on Twitter, maybe easier) what point is the fake one.

So let's go, there is a bunch of news, all of them are true... And one of them is a big big joke. If you know me well, it should be easy.

1) Concerning the week of April 24th, I have to reduce the pace... To the medium one and I'll actually do 6 songs for that week. Everyday but Thursday, where I'll be quite busy.

2) Tracklist for May, with an album that will be rated as "Explicit"... For the first time. Just because of one song.

01. Leida (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
02. Killing Shadows (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
03. Ortensia (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
04. Running And Ailing (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
05. Rainfalls (feat. GUMI)
06. Do Not Leave (feat. GUMI)
07. LACRIMIA (feat. Lily)
08. Anti-Birth (feat. Lily)
09. Orchid Orchestra (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. Bitterness (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
11. Hit List (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
12. Your Fault (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
13. Away From Me (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
14. Escape Route (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
15. Elvira (feat. MAYU)
16. Ines (feat. MAYU)

I don't have any air date though, maybe for end of May?

3) Concerning the covers... There is still the cover of "REJECT" with Yukari for April 15th, when I'll get back, and maybe one cover of "Elsa-Maria" for May 13th? Haven't decided the singer yet for that last one.

4) For April album and the data recovery... It's not done until mid April at least. So if I don't get back the files before April 22nd, the following tracks:
"Night Angels"
"Laura"
will be automatically in "demo = album version". For "Eve", there is still a chance to do an album version, I'll just have to do again the vsqx, but since the flp was saved... It shouldn't be that hard.

__________________________________________________________________________________________________

OK, so, 3 news are accurate and one is fake. Which number corresponds to the fake? Tell on Twitter (@NynthixiaP)!
This is not too hard, promise.

On April 3rd, I'll make another news to tell which point was fake. Good luck!

Nynthixia

『Collapse』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170327-00501
LIN (full) : 「598 594 505」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170329-000621
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 14/18

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

間違った解釈の完全な夢の単なる幻想
空の高さに加わりたいと思っていたが、これらの翼は壊れている
残酷な嘘つきの言葉によって傷ついた、闇に落ちている
この深い痛みを治すことはできない、最終的に完全に倒れるまで...

誰も私の存在を許していない、負傷した人の考えさえも許されない
これらの感情は消えている、この寒い場所で一人でいるように感じている
私自身の過去の痕跡を残すことなくやや消えていく
世界を取り巻く巨大な沈黙は、これらの文章を飲み込んでいる

間違った解釈の完全な夢の単なる幻想
空の高さに加わりたいと思っていたが、これらの翼は壊れている
残酷な嘘つきの言葉によって傷ついた、闇に落ちている
この深い痛みを治すことはできない、最終的に完全に倒れるまで...

間違った解釈の完全な夢の単なる幻想
空の高さに加わりたいと思っていたが、これらの翼は壊れている
残酷な嘘つきの言葉によって傷ついた、闇に落ちている
この深い痛みを治すことはできない、最終的に完全に倒れるまで

これらの質問は消去され、実際には実際に起こったことはない
全てがうまくいった、最終的に完全に倒れた瞬間まで...

Only a mere illusion in a dream full of mistaken interpretations
I wanted to join the highs of the sky, but these wings are broken
I'm falling into the darkness, wounded by the words of the cruel liars
Nothing can heal this deep pain, until I finally and totally collapse...

Nobody forgave my existence, not even the thoughts of a wounded person
These feelings are vanishing, I feel alone in this cold place
Slightly disappearing without leaving a trace of my own past
The immense silence surrounding the world is swallowing these sentences

Only a mere illusion in a dream full of mistaken interpretations
I wanted to join the highs of the sky, but these wings are broken
I'm falling into the darkness, wounded by the words of the cruel liars
Nothing can heal this deep pain, until I finally and totally collapse...

Only a mere illusion in a dream full of mistaken interpretations
I wanted to join the highs of the sky, but these wings are broken
I'm falling into the darkness, wounded by the words of the cruel liars
Nothing can heal this deep pain, until I finally and totally collapse

These questions will be erased and none of this actually really happened
Everything was fine until the moment I finally and totally collapsed...

Rien de plus qu'une vulgaire illusion dans un rêve rempli d'interprétations erronées
Je voulais rejoindre les hauteurs du ciel, mais mes ailes se sont brisées
Blessée par les mots des menteurs cruels, je tombe dans l'obscurité
Personne ne peut soigner cette profonde douleur, jusqu'à finalement et totalement m'effondrer...

Personne n'a pardonné mon existence, ni même les pensées d'une personne blessée
Ces sentiments s'évanouissent, seule dans cet endroit glacé
Je disparais lentement sans laisser de traces de mon passé
L'immense silence qui entoure le monde avale ces paroles

Rien de plus qu'une vulgaire illusion dans un rêve rempli d'interprétations erronées
Je voulais rejoindre les hauteurs du ciel, mais mes ailes se sont brisées
Blessée par les mots des menteurs cruels, je tombe dans l'obscurité
Personne ne peut soigner cette profonde douleur, jusqu'à finalement et totalement m'effondrer...

Rien de plus qu'une vulgaire illusion dans un rêve rempli d'interprétations erronées
Je voulais rejoindre les hauteurs du ciel, mais mes ailes se sont brisées
Blessée par les mots des menteurs cruels, je tombe dans l'obscurité
Personne ne peut soigner cette profonde douleur, jusqu'à finalement et totalement m'effondrer

Ces questions seront effacées et rien de tout ceci ne sera jamais arrivé
Tout allait bien jusqu'au mot où je me suis finalement et totalement effondrée...

And happy birthday Nyui! Ah, I wish I can use her more than this... The last song was such a failure, but now, better quality in general. And for once, I was less violent than on the song I aired the other day...
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead and chords by Xpand!2. The track is cold and quite airy in the same time.
About the rendering, this time, I was the one who made it, with the VCV version (just on another comp than my main one).

Two years ago, exactly on a March 26th, I aired the first official song "Regan" as UTAU producer. And now, do you see where we are all? We went so far away...

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I can't believe time is flying so fast. 333 songs aired during 2 full years... (This is not a joke, there are really 333 originals that were composed between March 26th 2015 and today)

Of course I want to continue, of course I won't stop working. So... Thanks everyone. Whoever you are, Vocaloid producer, UTAU producer, users of these softwares, or the nice people on Twitter... Thanks!!!

Other new for the files recovery. I don't have the hard drive yet. I don't know exactly where the software in charge of that is at, even if I think it's still near the production files, and I don't have an exact date of when I'll get it again.
But, I could get some other files which had some copies on other websites. These are only vsqx or ust files, and these are the files that have been recovered:

"Dead Fates": ust and vsqx
"Artemisia": vsqx
"JIVANIA": ust and vsqx

Other files that are still available but were recovered before:

"Regan": two parts of the ust files (not complete)
"White Dress": ust
"Eve": flp

If I have some news on tomorrow evening, I'll tell you. Speaking of which, there are now 7 hours of difference between Japan and France, so when it's midnight at my home, it's 7 AM for Japanese people. Be careful! (Until mid-October)

And I was thinking, on next Saturday, it's the April 1st... Which means jokes!
So what I'll do for Saturday is that I'll do a news post with several points. All of these points will be 100% accurate, but one another will be total fake. And when it will be aired, you can try and guess (on Twitter, maybe easier) what point is the fake one. What are you thinking about it? (^-^)
(Promised, this news is accurate)

Soon I'll air the MAYU ver of "Stitches", that is really good, so I think you'll enjoy it as well!

Nynthixia

『Anti-Birth』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170322-00500
LIN (full) : 「598 588 306」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170324-000620
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 8/16

Rating : Explicit - E
Not recommended for people under... : 16
Reason : yandere content, violence on vulnerable people reference
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden), Niconico video (explicit warning), YouTube (age restriction), Dailymotion (age restriction), Bilibili (age restriction/explicit warning), Soundcloud (explicit warning)

 

痛くて脅迫的な思考によって沈黙の中で壊れている
これらの言葉を忘れて、平和に暮らしたいと思った
誰も本当に彼らを愛していない地獄に住む必要はない
この苦しみは耐えられず、暗闇の中で私の精神を粉砕している

この痛みと戦うことは、どんな方法であれ、不可能と思われる
この恐怖によって拷問された何か他のものに考えることができなかった
私たちの未来は同じように見えず、お互いに向かっていた
この運命は私を傷つけ、憎しみは内部で成長し始めた

ちょうど人生に他の合併症なしで、彼女に満足したいと思っていた
不安と混乱のこの感覚を永久に感じることなく
この悲しみに苦しんで、この悪夢に終止符を打つことを望んでいる
しかし、他の誰にもこの女性よりも愛することはない...

過去と現在、崩壊する世界についてはもう気にしない
彼女は私を見たくはなく、まだこれらの破壊的な思考の囚人です
この痛みがもう欲しくなく、あなたと一緒にいても耐えられないまま
多分、この犠牲は無慈悲な小さな存在を救うために無駄ではないでしょう...

Being broken in the silence by a painful and threatening thought
I wanted to forget these words, to live peacefully
They never have to live in a hell where nobody really loves them
This suffering is unbearable, shattering my spirit in the darkness

Fighting against this pain seems to be impossible, whatever the way
I couldn't think to anything else, tortured by this fear
Our futures were not seen the same way, going against each other
This fate was sickening me, hatred began growing inside

I just wanted to be happy with her, with no other complications in the life
Without permanently feeling this sensation of unease and confusion
I'm trying to struggling against this sorrow, hoping to put an end to this nightmare
But I have no other love to give to anyone else than this woman...

I don't care anymore about the past and the present, about a collapsing world
She didn't want to look at me and I'm still prisoner of these destructive thoughts
I didn't want of this pain anymore, even staying with you remains unbearable
Maybe this sacrifice won't be vain to save an unloved little being...

Cassée dans le silence par une douloureuse et menaçante pensée
Je voulais vivre en paix, ces mots, je voulais les oublier
Ils n'ont jamais à vivre un enfer où personne ne les aime réellement
Cette souffrance m'est insupportable, brisant dans l'obscurité mon esprit en fragments

Combattre contre cette douleur me semble impossible, qu'importe le moyen pour y arriver
Je ne pouvais penser à rien d'autre, cette peur continuait de me torturer
Nous ne voyions pas nos futurs de la même manière, se contrant mutuellement
Ce destin me rendait malade, la haine a commencé à grandir en moi doucement

Je voulais juste être heureuse avec elle, sans aucune autre complication
Sans sentir en permanence cette sensation de malaise et de confusion
J'essaie de lutter contre ce chagrin, espérant que ce cauchemar prenne fin
Mais cette femme était la seule personne à qui je pouvais donner mon amour sans fin...

Peu m'importe le présent et le passé désormais, ce monde en train de s'effondrer
Elle ne voulait pas me regarder et je suis encore prisonnière de ces destructrices pensées
Je ne voulais plus de cette douleur, même rester avec toi m'insupportait
Peut-être que ce sacrifice ne saura pas vain pour sauver cette petite vie que personne n'aimait....

For the story, this is so complicated that I'll rather write a full story about it. Even if I have censored in some places, it still stays rated as "explicit". But... I will do this very very rarely, maybe never again. I had seriously no other idea...
About the yandere thing, this is actually very mild, and not very clear, but if I set "severe", it's really because of the violence of lyrics... Again, a full story will better explain this than just a paragraph on the blog.
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead by Autogun, pluck by Xpand!2, and the Slayer.
Reprints/covers: if you ever do covers/remixes/reprints, please contact me first for this one with the name of the platforms you want to use, mainly because of the many age restrictions or the explicit warnings to set. I usually don't ask that, but here, it's a more complicated case.

『Stitches』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170320-00499
LIN (full) : 「598 585 225」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170321-000618
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 1/18 (Tei) 16/18 (MAYU)

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

空気が内部から燃えているので、もはや呼吸できない
傷は治癒するには深すぎ、時間とともに悪化し続けている
あまりにも苦しんでいる、私の心は意識で引き裂かれている
もう何も感じていなかったように、ただの空の体で

あなたが最後に拒否したとしても、まだ強い感情を持っていた
この若い男の顔を見るまで、影の後ろに放棄された
あなたが何も言わずに私を去ったならば、彼の魅力のためだったの？
痛い針としてのこの真実は、残りの考えを破壊している

空気が内部から燃えているので、もはや呼吸できない
傷は治癒するには深すぎ、時間とともに悪化し続けている
あまりにも苦しんでいる、私の心は意識で引き裂かれている
もう何も感じていなかったように、ただの空の体で

この壊れた心、この破滅した腐った精神を修復することはできない
あなたが同じ運命にどちらかを逃れることができない、あなたを忘れることはできない
あなたの愛が戻った場合は、多分この痛みから癒されるの？
その後、私はあなたが崇拝する唯一の人物であるだろうことを約束して...

The air is burning from the inside, I can't even breathe anymore
The wounds are too deep to be healed, are keeping worsening with the time
I have suffered too much, my heart is being torn off with the consciousness
As I wasn't feeling anything anymore, with just an empty body

I still had these strong feelings, even if you finally rejected them
Abandoned behind the shadows, until seeing the face of this young man
If you have left me without saying anything, was it because of his charms?
This truth as a painful needle are destroying any thoughts remaining

The air is burning from the inside, I can't even breathe anymore
The wounds are too deep to be healed, are keeping worsening with the time
I have suffered too much, my heart is being torn off with the consciousness
As I wasn't feeling anything anymore, with just an empty body

Nothing can repair this broken heart, this shattered and rotten spirit
I can't forget you, you can't escape either to the same fate
If your love returns back, maybe I will be healed from this pain?
Then promise that I'll be the only person you will adore...

L'air brûlant à l'intérieur, je ne peux plus respirer
Les blessures, trop profondes pour être soignées, avec le temps empirent
J'ai trop souffert, mon cœur avec ma conscience est déchiré
Avec un corps vide, comme si je ne pouvais plus rien ressentir

J'avais encore ces forts sentiments, même si tu les as finalement rejetés
Jusqu'à voir le visage de ce jeune homme, derrière les ombres j'ai été abandonnée
Si tu m'avais laissée sans rien me dire, serait-ce parce qu'il t'a charmée ?
Cette vérité comme une aiguille détruisant péniblement toutes mes pensées

L'air brûlant à l'intérieur, je ne peux plus respirer
Les blessures, trop profondes pour être soignées, avec le temps empirent
J'ai trop souffert, mon cœur avec ma conscience est déchiré
Avec un corps vide, comme si je ne pouvais plus rien ressentir

Rien ne peut réparer cet esprit pourri et cassé, ni même mon cœur
Je ne peux pas t'oublier, et de ce même destin tu ne peux t'échapper
Si ton amour revenait, serait-je enfin guérie de cette douleur ?
Alors promets-moi que je serai la seule personne que tu puisses aimer...

(Version with MAYU will be uploaded soon, I noticed she sang very well this, if it's not better than Tei...)
And so you know, of course not, killing a rival won't heal you from your pain, it will just be worse.
Music: quite in the rock spirit this time, bass and some beats by Sytrus, lead by Harmor, and the guitar is by Toxic Biohazard (and yeah, like "Hang the Fang", I didn't choose Slayer for this one). Reminds me some old music with really good rocking guitars! (That's what I was talking about on Twitter [I indeed posted a text spoiler, not a screenshot spoiler for this one]).

『Carolina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170319-000498
LIN (full) : 「598 583 116」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170319-000617
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 2/18

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

悲しみと涙で、まだあなたの目を深く見ていた
幸せから遠く離れて、未来の希望を探していた
彼を無視しようとしたが、あまりにもずっと前から苦痛が私を苦しめた
私の意識はすでに燃えていて、もう一度会いたいと思っていた...

あなたが私のために持っている気持ちを完全に知っていた
恐怖と憎しみに満ちたこれらの考えは、取り除きたいと思った
望む運命を維持するために間違いをすることはできなかった
沈黙にとどまり、必死にこの気持ちを待っている

悲しみと涙で、まだあなたの目を深く見ていた
幸せから遠く離れて、未来の希望を探していた
彼を無視しようとしたが、あまりにもずっと前から苦痛が私を苦しめた
私の意識はすでに燃えていて、もう一度会いたいと思っていた...

何度も何度も考えて、精神はますますぼやけている
永遠にあなたを失う危険を負うことができなかった、何をすべきか分からなかった
もうあなたを見ることができないことは、さらに傷ついていた
彼があなたを私から遠ざけたいと思ったら、決して許されない

あまりにも謝罪のために遅れて、許される必要はない
後悔を感じることなく、犯罪性が思考を侵害する前に
言ったことを覚えている最後の言葉は、 「殺してあげる」でした
しかし実際に本当に伝えたい文章は「愛している」...

Through the sorrow and the tears, I was still looking at you deep in the eyes
In a distance far away from the happiness, I was searching for a hopeful future
I tried to ignore him, but the pain was torturing me since too long ago
My consciousness was already burning, I just wanted to see you again...

I perfectly knew about the feelings you were going to have for me
These thoughts full of fear and hatred, that I wanted to get rid of
I couldn't do any mistake to maintain the fate I so desired
Staying in the silence, desperately waiting for this feeling

Through the sorrow and the tears, I was still looking at you deep in the eyes
In a distance far away from the happiness, I was searching for a hopeful future
I tried to ignore him, but the pain was torturing me since too long ago
My consciousness was already burning, I just wanted to see you again...

Thinking again and again, the spirit is being more and more blurry
I didn't know what to do, I couldn't risk losing you forever
Not being able to see you anymore was hurting even more
If he wanted to take you away from me, I'll never forgive

Too late for apologies, I don't have to be forgiven
Without feeling any regret, before the culpability invades the thoughts
The last words that I remember having said were "I'll kill you"
But actually the sentence I really wanted to tell was "I love you"...

À travers les larmes et le chagrin, je continue encore de te regarder
Dans une distance éloignée du bonheur, je cherchais un futur plein d'espoir
J'ai tenté de l'ignorer, mais depuis trop longtemps la douleur me torturait
Ma conscience brûlait déjà, je voulais juste te revoir...

Je savais les sentiments que tu allais éprouver pour moi parfaitement
Ces pensées pleines de haine et de peur, je voulais m'en débarrasser
Je ne pouvais faire aucune erreur pour maintenir le destin que j'ai tant désiré
En restant dans le silence, attendant ce sentiment désespérément

À travers les larmes et le chagrin, je continue encore de te regarder
Dans une distance éloignée du bonheur, je cherchais un futur plein d'espoir
J'ai tenté de l'ignorer, mais depuis trop longtemps la douleur me torturait
Ma conscience brûlait déjà, je voulais juste te revoir...

Mon esprit devient de plus en plus flou en pensant encore et encore
Sans savoir que faire, je ne pouvais prendre le risque de te perdre à jamais
Ne pas pouvoir te revoir me faisait que me blesser encore
S'il voulait t'éloigner de moi, je ne le pardonnerai jamais

Trop tard pour les excuses, je n'ai pas à être pardonnée
Sans sentir aucun regret, avant que la culpabilité n'envahisse mes pensées
Les derniers mots dont je me souviens avoir dits étaient "je vais te tuer"
Mais "je t'aime" était la phrase que je voulais dire en réalité...

I think I finally managed to do a good trance track with Tei. Also featured on Tmbox.
Music: atmo by Toxic Biohazard, gated pad and some beats by Xpand!2, chords with T-Force Alpha Plus (long time for this one) and lead with Harmor.

『Nine Lives』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170316-00497
LIN (full) : 「598 582 230」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170318-000616
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 13/18

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

空から落ちて、幸福の断片に到達しようとした後
希望は崩壊するだろうが、これはまだ終わりではない

何も失っていない、まだ立っている、まだ苦労している
できるだけ多くの時間を敗北することができます、まだ残るでしょう

絶望と死よりも強いこの気持ちが私を守ってくれている
完全に崩壊することはできない、心にはまだいくつかの希望があります

空から落ちて、幸福の断片に到達しようとした後
希望は崩壊するだろうが、これはまだ終わりではない

あきらめることを拒否し、その後この悪夢から目を覚ますことにした
物語は繰り返されるようだが、新しい人生から始まっている

まず放棄されたと感じ、助けを求めて絶望的に叫びた
それから、この強烈な悲しみを取り除くために、甘い思い出を思い出した

あなたを忘れたくはなく、この恐ろしい痛みに苦しんでいませんでした
必要としていたのは、幸せで十分だったということだけでした

空から落ちて、幸福の断片に到達しようとした後
希望は崩壊するだろうが、これはまだ終わりではない

あきらめることを拒否し、その後この悪夢から目を覚ますことにした
物語は繰り返されるようだが、新しい人生から始まっている

Falling from the sky, after having tried to reach the fragments of happiness
The hope was going to collapse, but this is not the end yet

I haven't lost anything, I'm still standing, still struggling
I can be defeated many times as possible, I'll still remain

This feeling that is stronger than despair and death protects me
I can't completely collapse, there is still some hope in the heart

Falling from the sky, after having tried to reach the fragments of happiness
The hope was going to collapse, but this is not the end yet

I deny to give up, then decided to wake up from this nightmare
The story seems to repeat itself but is beginning with a new life

I first felt that I was abandoned, desperately screamed for help
Then I remembered of the sweet memories, to get rid of this intense sadness

I never wanted to forget you, not even suffering this horrifying pain
Being happy and determined enough was the only thing I needed

Falling from the sky, after having tried to reach the fragments of happiness
The hope was going to collapse, but this is not the end yet

I deny to give up, then decided to wake up from this nightmare
The story seems to repeat itself but is beginning with a new life

Note: please use these lyrics, a part was missing in the txt files.

Tombant du ciel, après avoir essayé d'atteindre les fragments du bonheur en vain
L'espoir allait s'effondrer, mais ce n'est pas encore la fin

Je n'ai rien perdu, en me battant encore, je tiendrai
Je peux être vaincue autant de fois que possible, je resterai

Tombant du ciel, après avoir essayé d'atteindre les fragments du bonheur en vain
L'espoir allait s'effondrer, mais ce n'est pas encore la fin

Ce sentiment plus fort que le désespoir ou la mort pourra me protéger
Tant qu'il reste de l'espoir en moi, je ne pourrai m'effondrer

Je refuse d'abandonner, de ce cauchemar j'ai voulu me réveiller
L'histoire commence avec une nouvelle vie même si elle semble se répéter

J'ai d'abord senti être abandonnée, j'ai demandé de l'aide en hurlant
Puis je me suis souvenue pour me débarrasser de la tristesse, de ces doux moments

Je n'ai jamais voulu t'oublier, ni même souffrir de cette horrible douleur
Être heureuse et suffisamment déterminée, c'est tout ce qu'il fallait à mon cœur

Tombant du ciel, après avoir essayé d'atteindre les fragments du bonheur en vain
L'espoir allait s'effondrer, mais ce n'est pas encore la fin

Je refuse d'abandonner, de ce cauchemar j'ai voulu me réveiller
L'histoire commence avec une nouvelle vie même si elle semble se répéter

A bit late in the week, lack of inspiration plus fatigue... But here it is, finally. Good occasion for me to do an "all audiences" song for Yukari, even if I had many difficulties to write the lyrics.
Music: pads by PoiZone and Toxic Biohazard, pluck by GMS.