Nynthixia productions

『Your Fault』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170508-00528
LIN (full) : 「598 634 890」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170509-000652
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 12/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

ろうそくは、両側から愛と憎しみの間に裂けて燃えている
この感情はとても痛い、お互いに向かう意思決定に立ち往生している
ちょうどあなたを抱きしめたい、私に恋しかったこの暖かさを感じて
この痛みにうんざりしている、ちょうど平和な生活を望んでいた...

時間とともに腐敗した精神として、どこに行くのか知らずに歩いていた
障害についてしか認識していなかった、何も重要ではなかった
ほとんど何も見えない、暗い雲が私の考えを侵していた
この運命を崩壊させる悲惨な気持ちを背後に残す

ろうそくは、両側から愛と憎しみの間に裂けて燃えている
この感情はとても痛い、お互いに向かう意思決定に立ち往生している
ちょうどあなたを抱きしめたい、私に恋しかったこの暖かさを感じて
この痛みにうんざりしている、ちょうど平和な生活を望んでいた...

あなたの顔にこの笑顔を見ていて、とても身近な感じでした
これらの手があなたを私から遠ざけるのを見る前に、幸せに感じた
叫ぶことなく、あなたはこの瞬間に私を忘れてしまった
それ以来、痛みが始まり、絶望の中で私の精神が破壊された

最終的にあなたを受け入れることができる瞬間、全てが破壊された
鮮血は地面に流れて、寒さになる前に暖かさを与えて
私の思考は直面した悲しい真実を見て、ゆっくりと再構成された
もうこの運命を消すことができず、暗闇の中で泣くと非難された...

La la la...

A candle is burning, from both sides, torn between love and hatred
This feeling hurts so much, I'm stuck with decisions going against each other
I just wanted to embrace you, feel this warmth that was missing to me
I'm tired of this pain, I just desired to have a peaceful life...

As a spirit corrupted with the time, I was walking without knowing where to go
I was only being aware about an obstacle, nothing else was important
I can't barely see a thing, dark clouds had invaded my thoughts
Leaving behind a bitter feeling shattering this fate into parts

A candle is burning, from both sides, torn between love and hatred
This feeling hurts so much, I'm stuck with decisions going against each other
I just wanted to embrace you, feel this warmth that was missing to me
I'm tired of this pain, I just desired to have a peaceful life...

I was seeing this smile on your face that felt very familiar
I was feeling happy, before seeing these hands taking you away from me
Without even screaming, you just forgot me at this moment
Since then the pain began, breaking down my spirit in the despair

At the moment I could finally embrace you, everything was destroying itself
Fresh blood flowing to the ground, giving its warmth before becoming cold again
My thoughts were slowly reassembling, seeing the sad truth that I was facing
I know that I can't erase this fate anymore, condemned to cry in the darkness...

La la la...

Déchirée entre l'amour et la haine, une bougie brûle des deux côtés
Ce sentiment est tellement pénible, coincée avec décisions qui se contredisent sans arrêt
Je voulais juste t'embrasser, sentir cette chaleur qui me manquait
Je suis fatiguée de cette douleur, je souhaitais juste avoir une vie remplie de paix...

Comme un esprit corrompu avec le temps, je marchais sans trop savoir où aller
Je n'étais au courant que d'un obstacle, plus rien d'autre ne m'importait
Je ne pouvais presque rien voir, les sombres nuages ont envahi mes pensées
Laissant derrière cet amer sentiment briser ce destin en morceaux éparpillés

Déchirée entre l'amour et la haine, une bougie brûle des deux côtés
Ce sentiment est tellement pénible, coincée avec décisions qui se contredisent sans arrêt
Je voulais juste t'embrasser, sentir cette chaleur qui me manquait
Je suis fatiguée de cette douleur, je souhaitais juste avoir une vie remplie de paix...

Je voyais ce sourire sur ton visage qui me semblait si familier
J'étais alors heureuse, avant de voir ces mains t'emmener loin de moi
Sans même hurler, à ce moment tu m'as juste oubliée
Depuis la douleur a commencé, brisant dans le désespoir l'esprit qu'il restait en moi

À ce moment où je pouvais enfin t'embrasser, tout commençait à se fissurer
Le sang frais coulant sur le sol, offrant sa chaleur avant de se refroidir peu après
Mes pensées se rassemblaient doucement, voyant la triste vérité à laquelle je devais me confronter
Je sais que je ne pourrai plus effacer ce destin, condamnée dans les ténèbres à pleurer...

La la la...

Last demo of "Running and Ailing".
The date was actually scheduled to match Saccu's birthday (the voice provider of Meiji).
Music: pad and pluck by Toxic Biohzard, bridge with Autogun, lead with Harmor, and there is Slayer. And now that I learnt (finally!) how to do the automation clips without doing it manually by registering, you may see some of these more often! (There is one with the cutoff of the pluck at the beginning)

『Do Not Leave』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170507-00527
LIN (full) : 「598 634 062」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170508-000651
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 6/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

債券が強くなる前の最初の友人である
これが途中で何の障害もなく永遠にあると信じていた
何かが起こっているならば、いつもあなたを守ると約束した
この世界の消滅まで、天国の反対側に到達するまで

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

あなたの顔が無限に見えるのを見たとき、思考で失われた
あなたがその状況をあきらめ、全てを後ろに残したがっているかのように
悲しみと戦うためにどのように、あなたを助けるためにどのように知らなった
しかし、我々は困難に対抗しなければならない

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

Just being friends at the beginning before the bonds went stronger
I believed this would maybe be forever, without any possible obstacle on the way
I always promised that I would protect you if anything was happening
Until the disappearance of this world, until reaching the other side of the heaven

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

When I saw your face looking in the nothingness, lost in thoughts
As if you wanted to give up on the situation and leaving everything behind
I didn't know how to help you, how to fight against the grief
But we have to stand together against the difficulties

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

N'être d'abord qu'amies avant que nos liens ne se soient renforcés
J'ai pensé que cela durerait à jamais, sans aucun obstacle que l'on puisse rencontrer
J'ai toujours promis de te protéger si quoi que ce soit venait à arriver
Jusqu'à la chute de ce monde, jusqu'à atteindre le ciel à l'autre côté

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

Lorsque j'ai vu ton visage regarder dans le néant, perdu dans ses pensées
Comme si tu voulais tout laisser derrière moi, tout laisser tomber
Je ne savais pas comment combattre le chagrin, ni même comment t'aider
Mais je sais que l'on doit encore se maintenir pour faire face aux difficultés

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

No compatibility patch for FL versions anterior to 12.4.2 b33.
Music: pop style, pads by PoiZone, lead by Morphine, pluck by Transistor Bass. This is quite similar to the instru of "Erased" in its construction (lyrics and instru), but with way more dynamics and at a few higher tempo.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Happy birthday to MAYU (yeah, third time I'm saying that on the blog)! I have some news about the lost data due to the incident and I have not one, but two tracklists done!

85% of the data is recovered (as on yesterday). If this moves at this pace, since there are still 15% data that are only stuck on the damaged hard drive and that you need 2 weeks to get 5%... Yeah, not before mid or end June. Sorry for saying it will come later and later, but this is not something on which I really have the control. However the good news is that nothing in the production anymore is altered. The last altered thing was the album "Night Angels".

Else, the two tracklists. I said on Twitter it was a nightmare to do because I have to consider the many birthdays of many VOCALOIDs and UTAUloids (Tei, GUMI, Itako) or even some voice providers birthdays (Sayu's).

So some songs had to be scheduled. And thanks to the calculations, I noticed that I had to write two tracklists in advance instead of just one. So these are the 2 next tracklists. I don't give the album title of the first one because I don't know if I'll modify it. Their air dates will be on June 17th and July 15th.
Like this I won't be bothered with the big fatigue of the Japan Expo on July...

CD14 - (title to confirm) Rebirth from Paradise - Air date: June 17th

01. Master Mind -Rebirth Edit- (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
02. Ariana (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Illogical (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. When They Call (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
05. ADANTHE (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
06. Sleeping Paradise (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
07. Juliana (feat. Yurika Sayu)
08. DALIANA (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. Count and Draw (feat. Yurika Sayu)-> June 7th
10. Bad Reasons (feat. Momone Momo)
11. Three Minutes (feat. Momone Momo)
12. Semira (feat. Momone Momo) -> May 22nd (May 23rd)
13. Master Mind -Despair Edit- (feat. Lily, Namine Ritsu) [BONUS EXCLU] -> you'll never see this one on the blog

CD14.5 - Never Tell Them - Air date: July 15th

01. Can't Trust (feat. GUMI) -> June 26th
02. Pretending (feat. Sukone Tei) -> June 19th
03. LISANA (feat. Tohoku Itako) -> June 23th
04. Never Tell Them (feat. Tohoku Itako) -> June 24th
05. Deadly Candle (feat. Tohoku Itako)
06. ROSAPINA (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Fragment (feat. kokone)
08. Hypocrite (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. NITRINIUM (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. Murdering Passions (feat. Lily)
11. Encounter (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
12. Red Raspberry (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
13. Better than Nothing (feat. Tohoku Zunko, Yuzuki Yukari)

I'll confirm you soon about the title of June's album.

Other dates to retain:

May 8th: "Do Not Leave" (GUMI)
May 10th: "Your Fault" (Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
May 13th: cover of "Kill me, Queen" (Lily, Tmbox only)
May 20th: album "Running and Ailing"
June 9th: cover of "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" (Yuzuki Yukari, Tmbox only)

The work pace will be the medium one, between 3 and 6 songs per week and it will be like this on May 8th and the following weeks until August. I think mini 4 per week for the month of May, and after... Wait and see?

I'll try my best to organize myself!

Nynthixia

Edit of May 23rd

『Ines』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170503-00526
LIN (full) : 「598 631 310」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170505-000650
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 16/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

あなたは私の運命を盗んだ、後悔を感じなくても
いつも彼を救うことができずに苦しんでいるのを見ていた
私の中で憎しみが増していたので、失ったものを取り戻したいと思っていた
あなたがこれらの考えを止めようとしても、もはや何も重要ではない

まだ夜のうちにこの声を聞いて、私の名前を呼んでいる
彼がもうあなたのために存在しないとしても、何も忘れることができない
過度の嫉妬を除いて、あなたの正確な感情は何かを理解しないでした
激しい悲しみで、破壊された幸福を期待することはできない

あなたは私の運命を盗んだ、後悔を感じなくても
いつも彼を救うことができずに苦しんでいるのを見ていた
私の中で憎しみが増していたので、失ったものを取り戻したいと思っていた
あなたがこれらの考えを止めようとしても、もはや何も重要ではない

この決定から私を控えることは役に立たず、結果は重要ではない
彼がどこかで私を待っていることを知っている、再び彼に会うでしょう
多分別の世界で私は彼を守らなかったことで許されるでしょう
憎しみは私の心を残して、私は再び幸せを見つけるでしょう

You stole my fate, without even feeling a regret
I was seeing him suffering every time, without being able to save him
Hatred was growing inside of me, I wanted to get back what I lost
Even if you would try to stop these thoughts, nothing is important anymore

I still hear this voice talking during the night, calling for my name
Even if he doesn't exist for you anymore, I can't forget anything
I never understood what were your exact emotions, except for an excessive jealousy
With an intense grief, I can't expect the happiness that was destroyed

You stole my fate, without even feeling a regret
I was seeing him suffering every time, without being able to save him
Hatred was growing inside of me, I wanted to get back what I lost
Even if you would try to stop these thoughts, nothing is important anymore

Refraining me from this decision is useless, consequences don't matter
I know he is waiting for me somewhere, I'll meet him again
Maybe in another world I will be forgiven for not having protected him
The hatred will leave my heart and I'll find again some happiness

Tu m'as volé mon destin, sans même ressentir le moindre regret
Je le voyais souffrir tout le temps, sans être capable de le sauver
La haine grandissait en moi, je voulais récupérer ce que j'avais perdu
Même si tu pensais arrêter ces pensées, l'importance des choses pour moi n'est plus

J'entends encore cette voix me parler la nuit, en train de m'appeler
Même si pour toi il n'existe plus, je ne peux rien oublier
Je n'ai jamais compris quelles étaient tes vraies émotions, hormis cette jalousie qui t'excédait
Avec un intense chagrin, je ne peux atteindre le bonheur que je souhaitais

Tu m'as volé mon destin, sans même ressentir le moindre regret
Je le voyais souffrir tout le temps, sans être capable de le sauver
La haine grandissait en moi, je voulais récupérer ce que j'avais perdu
Même si tu pensais arrêter ces pensées, l'importance des choses pour moi n'est plus

Me retenir de cette décision est inutile, peu importe les conséquences
Je sais qu'il m'attend quelque part, j'irai à ses côtés
Peut-être que dans un autre monde je serai pardonnée pour ne pas avoir pu le protéger
La haine quittera mon cœur et je pourrai retrouver le bonheur en silence

Sister song of "Elvira", point of view from the girl being stalked.
For the story, this is the same as the sister song, so go there!
Music: Except for the slight voice pad that was made with Sytrus, all other synths are made with Toxic Biohazard. However, this instru is actually a second version. I made a previous one the same day as the one I made the instru of "Elvira" (May 2nd) but the synths I used for the sequences sounded too filtered so I changed them and I had to change the synth of the lead because it sounded weird if I kept the same. So you have a bit better song than the "beta", but this is still not the best one I made with MAYU...
But happy birthday to our little yandere VOCALOID!

『Elvira』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170502-00525
LIN (full) : 「598 631 309」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170505-000649
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 15/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

絶望を打ち破って、私の前に立っている錯覚を粉砕でしょう
あなたの影の背後に、ゆっくりと幸せな未来に向かって歩いている
これらの白い手はあなたに向かって保持され、まだ待っている
なぜあなたは自分自身を想像した人を愛することをやっているの？

胸の深い痛み、彼が感じることができる唯一のもの
意識は消え始めた、覚えておく時間を持たずに全てを残した
あなたはいつもそれが錯覚だと思ったが、この赤い夢が現実となりました
私たちはまだ地獄の悪夢の後で人生の風を感じる唯一の女性でした

絶望を打ち破って、私の前に立っている錯覚を粉砕でしょう
あなたの影の背後に、ゆっくりと幸せな未来に向かって歩いている
これらの白い手はあなたに向かって保持され、まだ待っている
なぜあなたは自分自身を想像した人を愛することをやっているの？

あなたの考えはもうどこに行くのかを知らずにさまよっていた
現実から切り離された、ただ彼を見ているだけで私は見えない
この忌まわしい精神はあなたを悩ませた、私たちを傷つけた
血が流れる見ているまで、痛みを伴う叫び声が口から出るまで

崩壊していた、地面が強烈な絶望で破壊されているのを見た
鮮血があなたから流れ出して、あなたの精神はすでに消え去っていた
この最後の瞬間まで私が知らなかった世界に既に参加している
終わることができる唯一の約束は、私たちが再び結束することです...

I will break the despair and shatter the illusion standing in front of me
Behind your shadows, I'm slowly walking towards a happy future
These white hands being held towards you, are still waiting
Why still pretending to love a person that you imagined yourself?

A deep pain aching in the chest, the only thing that he could feel
The consciousness began to fade, leaving everything behind without having the time to remember
You always thought it was an illusion, but this red dream became the reality
We were the only women to still feel the wind of the life after a hellish nightmare

I will break the despair and shatter the illusion standing in front of me
Behind your shadows, I'm slowly walking towards a happy future
These white hands being held towards you, are still waiting
Why still pretending to love a person that you imagined yourself?

Your thoughts were wandering, without knowing where to go anymore
Disconnected from the reality, just seeing him and not me
This vengeful spirit was haunting you, hurting both of us
Until seeing the blood flowing, until hearing the painful screams out of the mouth

I collapsed, seeing the ground being destroyed in an intense despair
Fresh blood was pouring from you, your spirit already faded away
Already joining a world that I never knew until this last moments
The only promise that can be done is that we'll be united again...

Je briserai le désespoir et détruirai l'illusion devant moi
Derrière vos ombres, je marche doucement vers un futur empli de gaieté
Ces mains blanches t'attendent, tendues vers toi
Pourquoi continuer de prétendre d'aimer une personne que tu t'es imaginée ?

Une forte douleur dans la poitrine, c'est la seule chose qu'il a ressentie
Sa conscience a commencé à faner, laissant tout derrière sans se rappeler
Tu as toujours pensé que ce n'était qu'une illusion, mais ce rêve pourpre est réalité
Nous étions les seules femmes à sentir le vent après ce cauchemar de la vie

Je briserai le désespoir et détruirai l'illusion devant moi
Derrière vos ombres, je marche doucement vers un futur empli de gaieté
Ces mains blanches t'attendent, tendues vers toi
Pourquoi continuer de prétendre d'aimer une personne que tu t'es imaginée ?

Tes pensées se baladent, sans plus savoir où aller
Déconnectée de la réalité, le voyant lui et pas moi
Cet esprit vengeur te hantait, pour toutes deux nous blesser
Jusqu'à voir le sang couler, jusqu'à entendre les cris pénibles venant de toi

Je me suis effondrée, voyant le sol que l'intense désespoir avait détruit
Le sang frais coulait de ton corps, ton esprit s'était déjà évanoui
Rejoignant déjà un monde que je n'aurais jamais connu jusqu'à ces derniers moments
La seule promesse que je peux te faire est que nous serons de nouveau unies éternellement...

Sister song of "Ines", point of view from the stalker.
Since this is the first song, I'll resume the whole story here for both stories.
Story: Elvira fell in love with Ines and continued to follow her, until she discovered that Ines was dating a young man. She then killed him in front of the eyes of Ines, who felt totally powerless. Since then, Ines continues to see and to hear her lover's voice and ignores Elvira, disconnected from the reality and beginning to have illusions. One day, Ines finally suicides in her madness and Elvira then does the same in despair.
Music: Here, 100% Toxic Biohazard for all the synths, sequence pads... All! For a quality... Between normal and very good. (Don't wonder I'm so severe with myself)
And finally... Happy birthday MAYU!!! <3

『Away from Me』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170430-00524
LIN (full) : 「598 626 225」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170430-000648
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 13/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたの顔だけを知っている、あなたの感情を学んでいない
幸せの瞬間を思い出させるために、いくつかの愛を探し続けている
遠く離れている限り、お互いから離れて、遠くのことは気にしない
あなたに届く手を持って、もはや一人になりたくない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたは私を知らないかもしれない、あなたの目に見知らぬ人のように見えます
しかし、心の深いところで、奇妙な愛の気持ちを感じている
私たちはお互いをもう一度見ることができると思いるの？
それは数秒間でさえ、たぶん私の悲しみは消えるかもしれない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

I only know your face, I haven't learnt your emotions
I continue to search for some love, to remind some moments of happiness
Far away from each other, no cares about the distance, as long there is love
Holding a hand to reach you, I don't want to be alone anymore

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

You maybe don't know me, I look like a stranger to your eyes
However I feel a weird feeling of love, in the depths of the heart
Do you think we can see each other once again?
Even it's for few seconds, maybe my grief can go away

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Je ne connais que ton visage, je ne connais pas tes sentiments
Je continue de chercher l'amour, me souvenir de ces heureux moments
Loin l'un l'autre, peu importe la distance, tant que l'amour est présent
Je tends une main pour tenter de t'atteindre, je ne veux plus être seule maintenant

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Tu ne me connais peut-être pas, je ne suis peut-être qu'une étrangère pour toi
Toutefois je ressens un étrange sentiment d'amour, tout au fond de moi
Penses-tu que nous pourrons ne revoir ne serait-ce qu'une seule fois ?
Même quelques secondes, mon chagrin pourra peut-être s'envoler grâce à toi

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Music: very atmospheric style. One pad by Sytrus, the other by Etheral Padz2*, lead with Odisea*, piano with Overture* and gated pad with Toxic Biohazard. This gives a sort of eerie feeling...
Story: about a girl who fell in love with someone without this last one knowing her, and they are now separated with a long distance. A bit sad, but not really tragic either.
* DSK plugins

『Bitterness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170428-00523
LIN (full) : 「598 624 806」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170429-000647
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 10/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

あなたの欠けていた瞬間について、彼の存在を気にしなかった
静かに暗闇の中で待っている、秒が飛んでいた間
寒さはこれらの不満から疲れた私の心に侵入した
あなたの名前は頭の中で、混乱した考えを通して繰り返されていた

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

していた唯一のことは、膝の上に座って泣き叫ぶことでした
あなたを疑うようになり始めた、痛みが私を殺すだろうと感じた
これらの言葉は彼を私から隠す偽の言い訳だったの？
これらの文章は正しいものではなく、真実は考えていたものよりも深かった

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

I didn't care about his existence, about the moments you were missing
Gently waiting in the darkness while the seconds were flying away
Coldness invaded my heart tired from these frustrations
Your name was repeating itself in the head, through disorganized thoughts

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

Feeling abandoned, the only thing I was doing was sit on the knees and cry
I began doubting you, I felt that the pain was going to kill me
These words were only false excuses to hide him from me, right?
These sentences weren't right, the truth was deeper than anything I was thinking about

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Peu m'importait son existence, les moments où tu n'étais pas à mes côtés
Attendant gentiment dans l'obscurité alors que les secondes s'envolaient
Le froid a envahi mon cœur que toutes ces frustrations ont fatigué
Ton nom se répétait dans ma tête, à travers des pensées désorganisées

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Me sentant abandonnée, je ne pouvais que prendre mes genoux et pleurer
J'ai commencé à te douter, j'ai senti que la douleur allait me tuer
Ces mots n'étaient que de fausses excuses pour me le cacher, pas vrai ?
Ces phrases sonnaient faux, la vérité était plus profonde que tout à quoi j'aurais pu penser

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Story: This is not explicitly said, but of course the heroine killed her rival and her lover in the same time. This song is more on the psychology actually.
Music: pad and lead by PoiZone, gated pad by Morphine, chords by Xpand!2. Between the trance and the pop depending of the moments.

DOWNLOAD (15 TRACKS + 3 BONUS TRACKS)

Hello (again), Nynthixia there!

Changelog of the album. "Eve" was finally not changed, as for "Laura" and "Night Angels" (the songs), they are stuck as demo versions identical to album versions due to a technical incident. I haven't received any other news except for the ones I gave a week ago.

Here is the changelog for some other songs, many many were modified.

Stitches (tracks 01 and 16)

- The end was extended and does not end exactly the same (both versions)

Re;Boot (tracks 03 and 17)

- The intro has changed a few (pad -> gated pad -> chords) (was pad -> chords -> gated pad in the demo) (both)
- There is now a roll+SFX twice at the beginning and one at the middle of second verse (both)
- A gated choir was added in the bridge (both)
- A VFX has been added before the first bridge and at the end (both)
- Several beats were added in the verses (both)
- Capella has been remastered (Lily's ver only)

Many changes were made to give more dynamics to the song.

Spinning World (track 04)

- The scratch effect is now present at the end of the first verse as well
- An instrumental bridge was added between first chorus and second verse

Black Days (track 07)

- The end was extended and a SFX was added during the end

Rachel (tracks 08 and 18)

- The end was extended (both)

CAMILLIA (track 10)

- The vocal effect now plays before each chorus

Nine Lives (track 13)

- The intro was extended
- The second verse has extra beats

Collapse (track 14)

- SFX has been added at the beginning
- Gated pad volume is remastered
- There is a roll+SFX before the chorus

"Collapse" lacked some dynamics at the beginning and under specific conditions, the gated pad wasn't heard very well while it was an important part of the dynamics.

ANGELICIA (track 15)

- Extended end
- The sweeps at the beginning of the last chorus were removed
- There is a SFX at the beginning of each chorus
- Kicks were added at the beginning and during the second verse (+ extra beats for second verse)

Note: there is maybe a need to use an equalizer while playing.

Nothing else to add... All the other news, including lots of air dates are in a previous post that was written few hours before "LACRIMIA" airing. -> Just there!

Nynthixia

『LACRIMIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170427-00522
LIN (full) : 「598 624 103」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170428-000646
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 7/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

どちらも泣いていて、笑っていて、過去から良い友達であるのが好き
再びあなたの顔を見たかったが、この男はこれが起こることを望んでいない
理由を理解していない、そのような残酷な罰に値するために何をしたの？
私の魂を粉砕する運命に直面して、決してそれを受け入られない

あなたを探し続けた、必死にあなたを救いたがっていた
何も見つけることができなかった、悲しみと怒りが私を侵略している間
永遠にあなたを保護するために、単一の約束を行いる
この男は殺されるだろう、あなたは私に戻って行きている

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

あなたの顔をもう一度見る前に、全てが消えている。
彼からあなたを救いたいと思ったが、ちょうど「ごめんなさい」と言うことができた...

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Both crying, both smiling, like being good friends since the past
I wanted to see your face again but this man doesn't want this to happen
I don't understand the reason, what did I do to deserve such a cruel punishment?
Facing a fate that will shatter my soul, I will never accept it

I continued searching for you, I desperately wanted to save you
I couldn't find anything, while the grief and the rage invaded me
I will make a single promise, to protect you forever
This man will be killed and you'll go back to me

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Everything is fading away, before seeing your face just once again.
I wanted to save you from him but I was just able to say "I'm sorry"...

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

On pleurait ensemble, on souriait ensemble, comme de bonnes amies dans le passé
Je voulais revoir ton visage mais cet homme n'a pas voulu que cela puisse arriver
Je ne comprends pas la raison, pourquoi ai-je mérité un si cruel châtiment ?
En faisant face à un destin qui détruirait mon âme, je n'accepterai jamais cependant

J'ai continué de te chercher, je voulais désespérément te sauver
Je n'ai rien pu trouver, alors que le chagrin et la rage m'envahissaient
Je ne ferai qu'une seule promesse, de te protéger à jamais
Cet homme je le tuerai de mes propres mains et tu reviendras à mes côtés

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

Avant de revoir ton visage juste une dernière fois, tout est en train de s'effacer
Je voulais te sauver de lui mais je n'ai pu te dire qu'un "je suis désolée"...

The story that I have now is totally different from the idea I had from the start, and it's maybe not a bad thing... Way less severe.
Story: in this one, there are two yanderes, the heroine and the man who is keeping the lover with him. And this second yandere is the one who killed the heroine. Sort of bad luck.
Music: one pad with Sytrus, one other pad, gated pad and lead by Toxic Biohazard, the bridge lead is with Harmor.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Except for "LACRIMIA" that will come a bit later this afternoon, "Bitterness" on tomorrow (a few after the album "Night Angels", and I'm sure you'll love it) and "Away from Me" on Sunday, some other air dates that I forgot in the last news.

Beginning with original songs. MAYU's birthday is on May 6th, the Saturday of next week. And there are 2 songs scheduled, maybe sister songs, it is not impossible that I air both songs ("Elvira" and "Ines") on May 6th, and instead, nothing before, like this, I don't have too much work because of the exams.
(Because, yup, I'm still in this student's time)

On May 10th, the second song with Meiji, "Your Fault", should be aired. This in order to coincide with Saccu's birthday (Meiji's voice actor). I had few problems of organization for Nyui's one, very sorry, I first scheduled it then things didn't happen as expected... ><

The song "Do Not Leave" (with GUMI) will be aired in the same week of the May 10th (another day than the 10th of course, and not on May 13th either, I'll explain that later in the post).

This means that I'll have to make a new tracklist soon, that I haven't done yet (it should not last like this though) and the sure thing will be that Momo will be part of this tracklist and she'll have a song aired on May 22nd. Two days after the "Running and Ailing" album air date.

The covers now!

The next cover will be on May 13th. and when I posted the last news, I still didn't know what I would cover and with who. So it will be a cover of "Kill me, Queen" with Lily. And I'll add again the special effects that were forgotten in the piapro instru (yes the license permits it). Final license of the cover: Share-Alike for everyone.

And the one after this... On June 9th.

If you followed the activities last year, you would know why I chose this day. And here, I still hesitate. Between "Ref-Rain" and "Re;BIRTH" (covers), the vocals are confirmed though, it will be with Yukari. Final license: same as usual. I won't have to use the alternative system.

In a nutshell, if you have to write some dates down:

April 28th: "LACRIMIA" (feat. Lily)
April 29th: Album "Night Angels" + "Bitterness" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
April 30th: "Away from Me" (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
May 6th: "Elvira" and "Ines" (feat. MAYU)
May 10th: "Your Fault" (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
May 13th: Cover "Kill me, Queen" (feat. Lily) -> Tmbox exclusive
Between May 8th and May 14th (not on 10th or 13th): "Do Not Leave" (feat. GUMI)
May 20th: Album "Running and Ailing" [Beware: Explicit rating!]
May 22nd: a song with Momone Momo (you'll get the name as soon the tracklist will be done, maybe next week)
June 9th: Cover of "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) -> Tmbox exclusive

Here are all the dates I have! Enjoy!

Nynthixia