Nynthixia productions

『Fragment』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170606-00554
LIN (full) : 「598 662 918」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170608-000678
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Never Tell Them - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたの名前を呼んでも、なぜあなたに届くことができないの？
この深い暗闇の中で、あなたの存在なしで一人でいるように感じている
決してこの世界に来ることのない答えを待っている
なぜなら質問は空の誰にも聞こえなかったからです

この愛は、悲しみと痛みに悩まされた破片に崩壊している
誰もが孤独を嫌う、誰もが幸せに逃げたい
涙で溺れた、笑顔を保つためにいくつかの思い出に頼るだけ
この穏やかな顔の後ろには大きな恐怖が隠れている

あなたが行方不明になったとき、なぜこの感情を持っているの？
強烈な悲しみを誰もが放棄したというこの感覚は？
ちょうど幸せな生活を望んでいた、この願いは手から落ちている
そして、あなたの声を遠く離れて弱く聞いていた

この愛は、悲しみと痛みに悩まされた破片に崩壊している
誰もが孤独を嫌う、誰もが幸せに逃げたい
涙で溺れた、笑顔を保つためにいくつかの思い出に頼るだけ
この穏やかな顔の後ろには大きな恐怖が隠れている

この愛は、悲しみと痛みに悩まされた破片に崩壊している
なぜそんなに邪魔するこの悪夢に立っているの？
たぶん思っていたほど、絶望的ではなかったのでしょうか？
あなたに連絡したいと思うし、この恐怖と闘うつもりです

Why can't I reach you even if I call your name out?
I'm feeling alone without your presence, in this deep darkness
I'm waiting for an answer that will maybe never come to this world
Because the question wasn't heard by anybody in the sky

This love collapsing into fragments, devastated by the sorrow and the pain
Everyone hates the loneliness, everyone want to escape to happiness
Drowned in tears, only relying on some memories to keep smiling
A big fear is hiding behind this calm face

Why do I have this feeling when you are missing?
This sensation of being abandoned by everyone, of intense sorrow?
I just wanted a happy life, this wish falling down from the hands
And still I was weakly hearing for your voice far away

This love collapsing into fragments, devastated by the sorrow and the pain
Everyone hates the loneliness, everyone want to escape to happiness
Drowned in tears, only relying on some memories to keep smiling
A big fear is hiding behind this calm face

This love collapsing into fragments, devastated by the sorrow and the pain
Why am I still standing to this nightmare that haunts me so much?
Maybe I wasn't so despaired as I thought, who knows?
I just want to reach you and will continue to struggle against this fear

Pourquoi ne puis-je t'atteindre si je suis en train de t'appeler ?
Je me sens seule sans ta présence, dans cette profonde obscurité
J'attends une réponse qui ne viendra peut-être dans ce monde jamais
Car dans le ciel la question ne leur est jamais arrivée

Cet amour se fragmente, dévasté par le chagrin et la douleur
Tout le monde déteste la solitude, veut s'échapper vers le bonheur
Noyée dans les larmes, ne me reposant que sur des souvenirs
Une grande frayeur se cache derrière ce sourire

Pourquoi ai-je ce sentiment lorsque tu viens à me manquer ?
Cette sensation d'intense chagrin, que tout le monde m'a abandonnée ?
Je voulais juste une vie heureuse, ce souhait tombant de mes mains
Et encore j'entends faiblement ta voix au lointain...

Cet amour se fragmente, dévasté par le chagrin et la douleur
Tout le monde déteste la solitude, veut s'échapper vers le bonheur
Noyée dans les larmes, ne me reposant que sur des souvenirs
Une grande frayeur se cache derrière ce sourire

Cet amour se fragmente, dévasté par le chagrin et la douleur
Pourquoi je me tiens encore face à ce cauchemar qui me hante tellement ?
Qui sait, peut-être que je n'étais pas si désespérée que je ne le pensais réellement ?
Je veux juste t'atteindre et continuerai à me battre contre cette frayeur

Music: pad by Harmor, pluck by Xpand!2.
Gave some impression of a spatial-sounding instru, quite atmospheric.

Hello, Nynthixia there, with two excellent news!

1) THE VOICEBANKS

Just arrived few minutes ago!

They arrived very early as expected! (laughs) The V4 of Zunko and Yukari will be used from now. This includes:

- covers of June 9th and July 6th!
- album versions of any Yukari or Zunko songs (I won't tell you if there will be any other changes, not funny else)
- the new songs that will be made with Yukari or Zunko

2) MATERIAL

I posted a screenshot on Twitter of the "lost" folder of flp files, so everything is now saved (2 independent copies on 2 different external hard drives). That means you can know request me ANY MATERIAL. Yeah, no damages. Everything is in good shape!

Sure everyone is happy now! Incident over, time to go to V4 files...
We are still waiting for the V4 Lily and the V4 IA that is currently WIP (the IA VB, not the Lily one as far as I know).

Well see you on Friday on BOTH Tmbox and MQube (the little new one) with the cover featuring Yukari's vocals!
Time: JUNE 9TH midnight (Paris time) / 7 AM (Japan time)

Please enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Count and Draw』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170605-00553
LIN (full) : 「598 660 853」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170606-000677
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 9/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

問題を忘れるために私の目を閉じなければならない世界
全てが落ちている、再び暗闇の中にいる
想像力で、痛みといつも私を圧迫悲しみ闘います
この非現実感があっても、永遠の恐怖に立っている

成長した世界の中での生活は、過去の予想よりも難しいようでした
選択肢が簡単だった思い出に戻って来たいと思っていた
誰も退屈やその他の問題に苦しんでいなかった瞬間です
それから数えして再び描画する必要があることを思い出した

問題を忘れるために私の目を閉じなければならない世界
全てが落ちている、再び暗闇の中にいる
想像力で、痛みといつも私を圧迫悲しみ闘います
この非現実感があっても、永遠の恐怖に立っている

両親が小さな手から来る仕事に感銘を受けた時を思い出している
いくつかの時間が離れていった後に私に侵入し始めた同じ気持ち
なぜ若かったこの感覚をもう一度得ることができないの？
数えて前と同じように描こうとする時でも...

問題を忘れるために私の目を閉じなければならない世界
全てが落ちている、再び暗闇の中にいる
想像力で、痛みといつも私を圧迫悲しみ闘います
この非現実感があっても、永遠の恐怖に立っている

A world where I have to close my eyes to forget the problems
Everything is falling down, I am in the darkness again
With the imagination, I will struggle against the pain and the sorrow that always oppress me
Even with this sensation of unreal, I'm standing against eternal fears

Living in a full-grown up world seemed to be more difficult than any past expectations
I wanted so much to come back in the memories where the choices were easier
At a moment where nobody had to suffer from the boredom and other problems
Then I remembered that I only had to count and draw again

A world where I have to close my eyes to forget the problems
Everything is falling down, I am in the darkness again
With the imagination, I will struggle against the pain and the sorrow that always oppress me
Even with this sensation of unreal, I'm standing against eternal fears

I remember when the parents were impressed by a work coming from little hands
The same feeling that began invading me after some time went away
Why can't I get again this sensation that I had younger?
Even when I try to count and draw like before...

A world where I have to close my eyes to forget the problems
Everything is falling down, I am in the darkness again
With the imagination, I will struggle against the pain and the sorrow that always oppress me
Even with this sensation of unreal, I'm standing against eternal fears

Un monde où je dois fermer les yeux pour oublier tous mes soucis et frayeurs
Tout s'effondre, jusqu'à me retrouver à nouveau dans l'obscurité
Avec l'imagination, je me bats contre la douleur et la peine qui m'ont toujours oppressée
Même si cela semble quelque peu irréel, je me tiens contre d'éternelles peurs

Vivre dans un monde de grands semble être plus dur que je ne l'imaginais
Je voulais revenir dans des souvenirs où les choix étaient plus faciles pour moi
À un moment où personne n'avait à souffrir de l'ennui et d'autres choses qui les gênaient
Alors je me suis souvenue que je n'avais qu'à compter et dessiner encore une fois

Un monde où je dois fermer les yeux pour oublier tous mes soucis et frayeurs
Tout s'effondre, jusqu'à me retrouver à nouveau dans l'obscurité
Avec l'imagination, je me bats contre la douleur et la peine qui m'ont toujours oppressée
Même si cela semble quelque peu irréel, je me tiens contre d'éternelles peurs

Je me souviens quand mes parents étaient impressionnés d'un travail venant de si petites mains
Le même sentiment qui a commencé à m'envahir après que le temps ait un peu passé
Pourquoi est-ce que je n'arrive pas à avoir cette sensation que j'ai eue auparavant ?
Même quand j'essaie de nouveau de compter et de dessiner...

Un monde où je dois fermer les yeux pour oublier tous mes soucis et frayeurs
Tout s'effondre, jusqu'à me retrouver à nouveau dans l'obscurité
Avec l'imagination, je me bats contre la douleur et la peine qui m'ont toujours oppressée
Même si cela semble quelque peu irréel, je me tiens contre d'éternelles peurs

I think this is a good way to calm ourselves down. Drawing everything that we're thinking about, slowly counting... It's not just a child's play. Who else ever got this sensation that everything seemed easier when we were kids?
Air date coincides with Riku's birthday (the voice provider of Sayu), so, happy birthday! (^_^)
Music: gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, gated bridge by Sytrus, leads by Harmless.

『Against Me』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170602-00552
LIN (full) : 「598 659 317」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170604-000676
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Never Tell Them - TRACK 11/15

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

 

世界の希望のために苦労した倒れた天使たちの間
彼らが恐怖に降伏することを否定した最後の精神は生き残った

誰にも公平ではない運命に従わなければならなかった
あなたは全てが私のせいだと言いますが、責任がありません

神の風、怒り、未来、全てが私に違反しているよう
脅威に対して多くのことを失いたが、まだ立っている
互いに対して戦っている脳に残っている呪いと言葉
もしあなたが何をしたのか復讐したいのなら、待っている

彼らは彼女のために落ちた、そしてまだ過去から何かを後悔しない
それから彼はまだ彼が私を抑えるできると思ったが、今度は終わるでしょう

あなたがまだ私に怒っている間、痛みを感じていない
あなたの未来のために戦わなければならないなら、私の願いが認められている

神の風、怒り、未来、全てが私に違反しているよう
脅威に対して多くのことを失いたが、まだ立っている
互いに対して戦っている脳に残っている呪いと言葉
もしあなたが何をしたのか復讐したいのなら、待っている

Between the fallen angels that struggled for the hope of the world
A last spirit that denied to surrender to the horror they survived

After I was forced to follow a destiny that wasn't fair for nobody
You say everything is my fault but I'm not the one to blame

The divine wind, the rage, the future, everything seems to be against me
I have lost many things to the threat, but I'm still standing
Curses and words stuck in the brain fighting against each other
If you want to revenge for what was done, I'll be waiting

They fell because of her, and I still don't regret anything from the past
Then he thought he could still control me, but this time will be over now

I'm not feeling the pain, while you are still screaming mad at me
If you have to fight for your future, while my wish is being granted

The divine wind, the rage, the future, everything seems to be against me
I have lost many things to the threat, but I'm still standing
Curses and words stuck in the brain fighting against each other
If you want to revenge for what was done, I'll be waiting

Entre les anges déchus qui au nom de l'espoir de ce monde ont lutté
Un dernier esprit qui a refusé de se rendre à l'horreur qu'il a observé

Après que j'ai été forcée de suivre une destinée qui n'était juste pour personne en réalité
Tu dis que tout est arrivé par ma faute mais je ne suis pas la seule à blâmer

Le vent divin, la rage, le futur, tout semblait être contre moi
J'ai perdu tant de choses à la menace, mais je me maintiendrai
Je sens les malédictions et mots coincés dans ma tête se battre en moi
Si tu veux te venger pour ce qui a été fait, je t'attendrai

Ils sont tombés par sa faute, et je ne regrette rien du passé
Puis il a pensé qu'il pourrait me contrôler, mais ce temps est terminé

Je ne ressens pas la douleur, alors que folle de rage tu hurles contre moi
Si tu dois te battre pour cet avenir, alors que mon souhait s'exaucera

Le vent divin, la rage, le futur, tout semblait être contre moi
J'ai perdu tant de choses à la menace, mais je me maintiendrai
Je sens les malédictions et mots coincés dans ma tête se battre en moi
Si tu veux te venger pour ce qui a été fait, je t'attendrai

Remember the songs on Skullgirls that were composed one year ago (or almost for some of them)? Well here I go again with Valentine. A nurse to the orders of the Skullgirl (who killed all her team) while she has to work with a mad brain doctor she hates. Not telling the rest because spoilers.
Music: one of the gated pads and the hard kicks by Sytrus, other synths with Toxic Biohazard. And since hardstyle goes very well with Lily, the choice was obvious. I used some of the instruments I used in "Painful" (basically all the Sytrus ones), even if this is not officially a sister song.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

For the July album info, check again this post. The edit is written at the end.

This is quite recent, but this little message is displayed at the top of Tmbox page.

In other words, on April 1st 2018, Tmbox will be no more. For Soundcloud, you know that I already have an account but... I don't have that much space on it anymore (~50min to give you an idea) so I took MQube instead. It works in a very very similar way to Tmbox actually.

For the people who were wondering about "how do I upload the songs on other platforms", this should help you (sorry, only in Japanese, I'll make a recap in English after):

- For each Tmbox upload, a MQube upload will be done in parallele, and this until April 1st 2018.
- Covers and remixes of songs that aren't mine are on Tmbox by default. They will be also on MQube.
- Good quality songs and non-yandere excellent quality songs will be also on Tmbox and MQube.
- Excellent quality songs that have a yandere content will be uploaded to Soundcloud until the upload becomes impossible, after, same treatment as the other good quality songs: Tmbox and MQube.
- For normal quality songs, no additional platform upload, it's still blog only.

(Note: the quality number ratings are actually internal (and are meant to be internal!), that's why you never see them anywhere. And no, I never reached a quality of 1.)

And for other songs?

There will be uploads on MQube, reuploads, of all the concerned works on March 2018. They will have a tag [再アップロード] at the end of the title. This includes all the originals, covers and remixes that would have been posted.
The blog will also be updated.

And the covers you will do until April 2018?

Tmbox and MQube double upload from now on. Both will be posted in a single separated tweet. This will begin with the "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" cover... Well, the one that will be aired on next Friday.

So no worries, Tmbox isn't dead yet, but it's time to prepare a big move of all the files, that I can't do for now because many files are still missing for me.

Nynthixia

『Sleeping Paradise』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170601-00551
LIN (full) : 「598 656 029」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170601-000675
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 6/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

静かに眠って、暖かい光がゆっくりと目を覚ます
周囲には誰もいない、地面に落ちる葉や花びらの騒音だけ
何も動いていない、天に飛んでいるように感じている
幸せに達する限り、小さな言葉がささやいている

この睡眠の楽園と共に夢に囲まれている
何も戦っていない場合、何も本物ではないようです
現実を脱出するために作られた眠る楽園
そして、目が覚めると、光が私たちを取り去っている...

ちょうどどこに行かなければならなかったのか分からずにさまよった
沈黙の中で冷たい風が私を通り抜けている
この世界全体に散らばっている頭の中に浮かんでいる言葉を考えている
この生きている楽園に滞在することを決めるまで

この睡眠の楽園と共に夢に囲まれている
何も戦っていない場合、何も本物ではないようです
現実を脱出するために作られた眠る楽園
そして、目が覚めると、光が私たちを取り去っている...

この睡眠の楽園と共に夢に囲まれている
何も戦っていない場合、何も本物ではないようです
現実を脱出するために作られた眠る楽園
そして、目が覚めると、光が私たちを取り去っている...

Sleeping in the silence, the warm light is slowly opening waking me up
Nobody is around, only the noise of the leaves and petals falling on the ground
Nothing is moving, I feel like I am flying into the heavens
Little words being whispered as long as I am reaching for happiness

Surrounded by a dream along with this sleeping paradise
Where nothing is fighting, nothing seems to be real
A sleeping paradise that was created just for escape the reality
And the light is taking us away when we wake up...

I wandered for a moment, not knowing where I had to go exactly
A cold wind is going through me in the silence
I'm thinking to the words floating in the head, scattered in this whole world
Until I decided to stay in this living paradise

Surrounded by a dream along with this sleeping paradise
Where nothing is fighting, nothing seems to be real
A sleeping paradise that was created just for escape the reality
And the light is taking us away when we wake up...

Surrounded by a dream along with this sleeping paradise
Where nothing is fighting, nothing seems to be real
A sleeping paradise that was created just for escape the reality
And the light is taking us away when we wake up...

Dans le silence dormant, la lumière chaude me réveille doucement
Personne n'est autour, seule bruit des pétales et feuilles tombant
Rien ne se déplace, je me sens jusqu'aux cieux
Alors que j'atteins le bonheur, des petits mots me sont chuchotés

Entourée par un rêve avec un paradis dormant
Où rien ne combat, rien ne semble réalité
Pour nous échapper de la réalité, a été créé ce paradis dormant
Et la lumière nous emmène lorsqu'on est réveillés...

J'ai marché pendant un moment, sans savoir trop où aller
Un vent froid me traverse dans le plus grand des silences
Je pense à ces mots flottant dans ma tête, partout dans ce monde éparpillés
Jusqu'à ce que j'ai décidé de rester dans ce paradis vivant

Entourée par un rêve avec un paradis dormant
Où rien ne combat, rien ne semble réalité
Pour nous échapper de la réalité, a été créé ce paradis dormant
Et la lumière nous emmène lorsqu'on est réveillés...

Entourée par un rêve avec un paradis dormant
Où rien ne combat, rien ne semble réalité
Pour nous échapper de la réalité, a été créé ce paradis dormant
Et la lumière nous emmène lorsqu'on est réveillés...

I wanted a quiet music for this one with some more moving moments. Managed to do this.
Music: pads by Harmor, supersaw pluck by Xpand!2, lead by Autogun, bells by Mikro Prism. This is not electroworld for once, more a sort of light pop music.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Already end of May. I'll do a little recap of what is currently happening.

As the title says, I asked for an upgrade. This will be for both Yukari and Zunko. This means that maybe two weeks later, I'll work with all the V4 voicebanks of Yukari (yeah, I asked for the three versions) and the V4 voicebank of Zunko. For the moment, the V3 will still be used.

If the voicebanks arrive before the day I'll work on the album versions for "Rebirth from Paradise", there may be some chances that I'll change the capella of Yukari's songs to set the V4 one. This will be reported in the album changelog (that is displayed on each blog post for album airing + the internal zip file description if you have access to it).

As for Zunko, the capella of her song "Encounter", may be the V4 one.

Official dates for getting the voicebanks are between June 10th and June 23rd.

Other news now.

1) The incident of the hard drive
One week ago, 95% of the files have been retrieved. I thought I told about it here, but it is only on Twitter (where I am almost everyday if you noticed it). During June I may be able to give some material again. There will be a Google doc available for all the files that will be in good status, with their names and in their respective folders. Just warning that it will be very long... I intend to work on this during all the summer holidays, including the week when I'll be offline.

2) The covers
I decided between "Ref-Rain" and "Re;BIRTH", but still won't say which one will be aired first. However, the first one will be on June 9th and the second one on July 6th. So if "Re;BIRTH" is aired first, "Ref-Rain" will be uploaded a month later, and vice versa. I haven't posted the screenshots for this reason like I sometimes do on Twitter, but I assure you that for the moment, both of the repro builds have been done.
Then, question, V3 or V4?
The second cover will be done with V4 Yukari, the first one may be with V3 still though.

3) The blog design
On Monday I closed the blog for about 1h to change the general design, and there are two significant changes.
- The first one is the homepage, which will be less heavier with smaller images and now linking to the news, discography and lite song list pages.
- The second one is the organization for covers and remixes. Since all these works are now being aired on Tmbox only, I created blog posts in the corresponding categories with links to the Tmbox uploads and a bit more details (identification numbers, original artists, licenses (covers only), vocals used for the work...).

4) Albums progresses
OK that's the big part.
The track "Sleeping Paradise" will be aired on this week. The last one for June's album will be "Count and Draw" with Sayu. This will end the demo progress for "Rebirth from Paradise".
July album first tracks will be produced on next week, at least two of them will be aired. Which ones, I don't know yet. The album is still confirmed for July 15th.
The August album... I only have a date, that is very late, and because I don't have the choice. I air the albums on Saturdays, this is a strategic airing since I know I can be here without any problem on midnight the Saturdays to air the albums correctly. Three of the four Saturdays of August are dead for me. The only one remaining is the August 26th. Two of the dates are dead because offline at the midnight time, and the third one is... Too tight. Not very good conditions. On August 26th there will be no problem.
The tracklist isn't ready yet, but I expect at least one song with Totoko, one with Meiji and three with Stella. And maybe one VOCALOID group of 6 vocals (which ones?) song. That's it. Can't say the track names, I'll work on them probably during June, and in any case, there will be a blog post to announce it, no worries.

__________________________________________

So as usual when the voicebanks will be received and unlocked, blog post with photo!

In a nutshell...

Between June 1st and June 4th: "Sleeping Paradise" (ft. Hinomoto Oniko) [blog]
June 7th: "Count and Draw" (ft. Yurika Sayu) [blog]
June 9th and July 6th: covers of "Re;BIRTH" and "Ref-Rain" with Yuzuki Yukari [Tmbox exclusive]
June 17th: album "Rebirth from Paradise" [blog]
July 15th: album "Never Tell Them" [blog]
August 5th to August 12th: offline period - no public airing (but working on the comp still!) and won't be able to reply to mails/messages
August 26th: August album (don't have the name yet, too early to know) [blog]

Well, enjoy! I'll keep you informed for the voicebanks.

Nynthixia

EDIT June 2nd:

The voicebanks just went out from Japan, I should receive them next week. If the seller is fast enough.

Important change for July album after some math, because with the current pace I would be a bit too much in advance, there will be 15 tracks instead of just 13. Adding "Against Me" as track 11 with Lily. Adding "Coven" which is the "group of 6 VOCALOIDs" song. The final tracklist for the album "Never Tell Them":

01. Can't Trust (feat. GUMI)
02. Pretending (feat. Sukone Tei)
03. LISANA (feat. Tohoku Itako)
04. Never Tell Them (feat. Tohoku Itako)
05. Deadly Candle (feat. Tohoku Itako)
06. ROSAPINA (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Fragment (feat. kokone)
08. Hypocrite (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. NITRINIUM (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. Murdering Passions (feat. Lily)
11. Against Me (feat. Lily)
12. Encounter (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
13. Red Raspberry (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
14. Better than Nothing (feat. Tohoku Zunko, Yuzuki Yukari)
15. Coven (feat. Lily, IA, Yuzuki Yukari, MAYU, kokone, Tohoku Zunko)

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Bad Reasons』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170530-00550
LIN (full) : 「598 654 960」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170531-000674
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

真実を知る唯一の人は何も言わなくてもいい
沈黙と無知で苦しむ必要がありますが、気持ちは同じままです
運命があなたに戻ってほしくない状況で、何をしているの？
私たちの両方がこれが悪い理由だと知っていても...

この痛みからあなたを守りたいと思ったが、遅すぎました
後悔はあなたの目の中で読むことができ、全ては彼のせいだった
この間違いでも、何が起こったのか怒らないでしょう
この時間に本当に何を感じていたかをあなたに伝えることができれば

真実を知る唯一の人は何も言わなくてもいい
沈黙と無知で苦しむ必要がありますが、気持ちは同じままです
運命があなたに戻ってほしくない状況で、何をしているの？
私たちの両方がこれが悪い理由だと知っていても...

なぜ彼がそんなに多くの人々を傷つけたかったのか分からなかった
あなたを守るために何もできなかった、思考で失われた
あなたを許したいですが、あなたも私を許しているの？
恐怖に支配されて、あなたについて考えることを止めたことはない

これらの傷を見たくはないでした、この心は不信に襲われた
たぶんあなたは私に戻ってくることはないでしょう、審査しない
これを言っているのなら、なぜまだこの激しい痛みを感じるの？
悪い理由のために私たちは本当に離れていたの？

The only person to know the truth without being able to tell anything
I have to suffer in the silence and the ignorance but the feeling will stay the same
What will you do in a situation where the fate doesn't want you to go back?
Even if both of us know this was a bad reason...

I wanted to protect you from this pain, but it was too late
The regrets could be read in your eyes, everything was his fault
Even with this mistake, I won't be angry for what happened
If only I could tell you what I was really feeling during this time

The only person to know the truth without being able to tell anything
I have to suffer in the silence and the ignorance but the feeling will stay the same
What will you do in a situation where the fate doesn't want you to go back?
Even if both of us know this was a bad reason...

I still didn't know why he wanted to hurt so much people
I couldn't do anything to defend you, I was lost in thought
I want to forgive you, but will you forgive me too?
I never stopped thinking about you, dominated by the fears

I never wanted to see these wounds, this heart broken by distrust
Maybe you'll never come back to me, and I won't be judging
If I'm saying this, why do I still feel this intense pain?
Were we really separated because of a bad reason?

La seule personne à connaître la vérité sans pouvoir dire quoi que ce soit
J'ai dû souffrir dans le silence et l'ignorance mais le sentiment ne changera jamais
Que feras-tu dans une situation où le destin ne veut pas que tu reviennes vers moi ?
C'était une mauvaise raison et malgré cela chacune d'entre nous le savait...

Je voulais te protéger de cette douleur, mais il était trop tard maintenant
Les regrets pouvaient être lus dans ton regard, mais il était le seul à blâmer
Même avec cette erreur, je ne me fâcherai jamais pour ce qui arrivé
Si seulement je pouvais te dire ce que je ressentais réellement depuis tout ce temps

La seule personne à connaître la vérité sans pouvoir dire quoi que ce soit
J'ai dû souffrir dans le silence et l'ignorance mais le sentiment ne changera jamais
Que feras-tu dans une situation où le destin ne veut pas que tu reviennes vers moi ?
C'était une mauvaise raison et malgré cela chacune d'entre nous le savait...

Je ne savais toujours pas pourquoi il continuait de blesser tous ces gens
Je n'ai rien pu faire pour te défendre, perdue dans mes pensées
Je veux te pardonner, mais pourras-tu aussi me pardonner ?
Je n'ai jamais cessé de penser à toi, les peurs me dominant

Je n'ai jamais voulu voir ces blessures, ce cœur que la méfiance a cassé
Peut-être que tu ne reviendras jamais vers moi, mais je ne te jugerai pas
Si je dis cela, pourquoi cette intense douleur existe-t-elle encore en moi ?
Est-ce que c'est réellement une mauvaise raison qui nous a séparées ?

Just to be clear, no, this is not yandere, there's no big violence. Just about a love regret. Leaving someone to then to see a worse person then being stuck in the doubt.
Music: atmo by Poizone, pad and first lead by Toxic Biohazard, some beats by Xpand!2, clear lead by Autogun, bridge lead by GMS and the Slayer for the final bridge and the last chorus.

Blog posts

Chloe / Anna Nyui
ENCELADUS / Gahata Meiji -Lilith-/-Fairy-/-Hunter-
STORY TELLER / kokone
Under of Fragments / Yuzuki Yukari
Marie-Luise / Yuzuki Yukari
Beats of Silence / Yuzuki Yukari

Available on MQube only

ALETHEA

Cover instrumental: Chakky, felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 890 325」
Original vsqx: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: CUL

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan, Chakky)

Tear for Dear

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Yuzuki Yukari
LIN: 「598 860 511」
Original vsqx: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: CUL

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan)

Segments Blue

Original: seleP feat. CUL
LIN: 「598 832 770」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: IA ROCKS

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

DIETRICH

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 768 634」
Original ust, cover instrumental: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering, instrumental correction: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Lily (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan)

CHERRY BLOSSOM

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 737 120」 (patch_0001)
Original vsqx, instru cover: felichan
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan)

Scarlet Rose

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 732 908」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: IA ROCKS

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Ref-Rain

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 663 020」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V4 Lin)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Re;BIRTH

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 663 017」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V4 Lin)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

ReLief

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 356 887」 (patch_0001)
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Re;2

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 356 892」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Blood Error

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 413 902」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Tohoku Zunko (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

EMIRIA

Original: seleP feat. GUMI
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (missing material)
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

LUNARIA

Original: seleP feat. GUMI
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (missing material)
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Farewell

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

BETH

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 533 422」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (no correspondance between instrus)
Vocals: MAYU

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

REJECT

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 610 108」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Kill me, Queen

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 638 427」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Lily (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Blog posts

Chloe -Super Trance mix- / Lily
December 9th -Dreamy mix- / Lily
CARLA -Dance mix- / Yuzuki Yukari | Has quality issues

Available on MQube only.

TIELLI -Nynthixia mix-
-Soundcloud-

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-160726-00330
LIN: 「598 327 841」
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-160726-000439
Vocals: Gahata Meiji -Lilith- (VCV)
Capella rendering: felichan

Lience -Necro Trance remix-

Original: seleP feat. Lily
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-170309-00494
LIN : 「598 568 027」 (build_0005) [2017.03.25]
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-170309-000613
Vocals: Lily (V3)
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP

Blood Error -Tenth Lilium mix-

Original: seleP feat. Lily
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-180118-00734
LIN: 「598 896 573」
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-180118-000865
Vocals: Lily (V3)
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP