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Just a Generality

Posted on April 1 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Just a Generality』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221217-01494
LIN (full) : 「600 790 811」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221217-001648
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの?やっと気持ちに気づいていたの?
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

私を一般論だと思わないでくれ
提供するものが何もない多くのように
でも信じてくれ、ただの一般論ではない
笑顔に隠れる操り人形のように

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの?やっと気持ちに気づいていたの?
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

一緒にいて、新しい現実を創造して
ただ残虐だけが支配するこの世界で
これらの問題は致命的ではないけど
美しを認める限り、心配しないで

他の女の子とは違う、今私を見てくれね
あなたが目を向けるべき唯一のものは私だけ
注意を引きていたの?やっと気持ちに気づいていたの?
なぜあなたの前にいる必要があるのかわかって

Original English text

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

Don't think of me as if I was a generality
Like many people who don't have anything to offer
But believe me, I'm not just a generality
Like puppets who hide behind a smile

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

Together we are creating a new reality
In this world where is reigning only cruelty
But these issues are not a fatality
Don't worry as long as you acknowledge its beauty

I'm not like the other girls, now look at me
The only thing you should have eyes for is me
Did I grab your attention? Are you finally noticing my feelings?
Now you know why I should be in front of you

And French adaptation!

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

Ne pense pas que je suis une généralité
Comme tant d'autres qui n'ont rien à offrir
Mais crois-moi, je ne suis pas juste une généralité
Comme des marionettes qui se cachent derrière un sourire

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

Ensemble nous créons une nouvelle réalité
Dans ce monde où seule règne la cruauté
Mais ces problèmes ne sont pas une fatalité
Ne t'inquiète pas tant que tu reconnais sa beauté

Je ne suis pas comme les autres filles, alors regarde-moi
La seule chose pour qui tu devrais avoir des yeux c'est pour moi
Ai-je saisi ton attention ? Remarques-tu enfin mes sentiments ?
Maintenant tu sais pourquoi je dois être devant

Explanations...

She is not like this bunch of random girls... She loves you to the extreme, wants to grab you just for herself. Yes, the only thing making her different from the other generic girls... Is her insane love for you. Seems logical.
Music: mostly went with trance. Gated atmo by Celestia, sidechained atmo by Antidrum Machine, lead by Plectra 2.

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Realm of Blackness

Posted on April 1 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Psychological

『Realm of Blackness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221217-01493
LIN (full) : 「600 790 066」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221217-001647
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : psychological horror
Restricted on : (none)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

いつからこの宇宙がこんなに腐っていたのか、もう知らない
いつも他から孤立してた、ここで過ぎ去る時間は見えない
この世界に意味を取り戻したかったのに、何も見つからない
見つけることができない、虚空に想いを飲み込まれたように

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

誰もが地面で死んで場所では、助けを呼んでも役に立たない
永遠の夜に枯れた白い肌、地獄に閉じ込められたね
どうせ他のところは見られないよ、いつも目を閉じてしまって
現実と向き合うことを否定するかのように、永久閉鎖ね

鎖に支配された滅びの国の女王
悲しみだけが痛みとともに君臨する場所
太陽の光が届かない呪われた城
絶え間ない闇はすでに全てを侵食した
この黒い地獄から逃れる術はないよ
すでに全ての希望が溺れてるのを見た
この世界の終焉を目撃し続けて
思考が崩壊した、全てが停止するよう

Original English text

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

I don't know anymore for how long this universe has been rotten like this
I always have been isolated from the rest, I don't see the time passing by here
I wanted to give this world back a meaning but I can't find any
As if my thoughts were swallowed by the void, I can't find anything

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

Calling for help is useless in a place where everyone is dead on the ground
White skins withered by an eternal night, stuck in hell
I can't look elsewhere, my eyes always keep closing themselves
As if they denied to face reality, forever closed

Queen of a realm of destruction maintained by the chains
A place where only sorrow is reigning alongside pain
Sunlight never reaches this cursed castle
Constant darkness already have invaded everything
There will be no way to escape this black hell
I already saw all my hopes drowning themselves
I keep witnessing the demise of this world
Thoughts are collapsing, everything seems to stop

And French adaptation!

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

Je ne sais plus depuis combien de temps cet univers est-il pourri ainsi
J'ai toujours été isolée du reste, je ne vois pas le temps passer ici
Je voulais redonner une signification à ce monde mais je n'en trouve pas
Comme si mes pensées étaient avalées par le vide, je ne retrouve pas

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

Appeler à l'aide est inutile dans un endroit où tout le monde est mort à terre
Des peaux blanches fanées par une nuit éternelle, coincées en enfer
Je ne peux regarder ailleurs de toute façon, mes yeux continuent de se fermer
Comme s'ils refusaient de faire face à la réalité, à jamais enfermée

Reine d'un monde de destruction maintenu par les chaînes
Un endroit où seul le chagrin règne aux côtés de la peine
La lumière du soleil n'atteint jamais ce château maudit
Des ténèbres constantes ont déjà tout envahi
Aucun moyen d'échapper à cet enfer noir
J'ai déjà vu se noyer tous mes espoirs
Je continue d'être témoin de ce monde en train de se déliter
Mes pensées s'effondrent, tout semble s'arrêter

Explanations...

It's a bit a mental universe right, where the light had disappeared a long time ago.
Music: quite heavy melody in its own way. Pluck pad by Plectra 2, lead by Plectra 5, sidechained pad by Ancient Greek Winds and choirs by Freyja.

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Infos for Mell Kanato and albums advancement

Posted on March 12 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

For those who follow me on Twitter, you might have seen me retweeting two things about a certain Kanato Mell. That were preceeded with a tweet with a bunny kaomoji. Yet I didn't tweet yet a proof of buying her VB.

So I came here to confirm some things

YES Mell will be part of the team. (April 19 after 4 PM)

...But I'm waiting for a DLSite coupon to get her for cheaper
And if there is no coupon before her release date I'll buy her the morning of April 19 before going to work

So no worries, just waiting for a coupon, I'm watching everyday her page and the coupons page. Just waiting for the right moment to spend €10 less than the usual

Concerning her deadlines, she will only have one for the simple and unique reason... That deadlines 1 and 2 are the same date! April 20. Won't be applied before 2024 though, sorry!

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Concerning the albums:

- The album CD38 "Slippage" is done. But like I said on Twitter... The album will be rated "explicit". For those who are wondering... It's because one of Tei's songs (the private one) has some lyrics that can interpretated a very harsh way. At least I'm glad Tei took the thing rather than others. Even if some other songs are pretty harsh too. There was even one I was wondering if it was going to get the explicit rating because there were many TWs but it only got 4 mature ones out of 5 so nope.

- I started the production of CD38.5 "Genesis of Blackness". Due to Mell's arrival, the album is now at 26 tracks again. Will continue the production next week-end for a very dumb reason... The cable of my headset broke (it became very fragile since few months already and there, "pop"). And the replacement is arriving next week! No worries, found back the same headset. But the one I have for now waiting for the new headset to arrive has quite horrible sound quality especially since I can't use it with the external sound card.

- I started to build CD39.5's tracklist and the one for CD39 is also built, at least their backbones (tracklists where song titles have to be added still).
CD39 has no title for now but should be released for December 16, 2023. It has 28 tracks for now (yes that much) and will feature all deadlines of September and October. Including the new deadlines. Also, expect the two songs of Minus, Karin and RIME to be public since their deadlines are a bit next to each other (literally next to each other for Karin). And first time you'll get a PUBLIC Lovecraft series song (the one for Minus)! Which might be the most difficult for me to produce actually... I chose a god that is not easy to make a song upon. Shian's song will be easier at least!
CD39.5 has no title either and will be released on January 28, 2024. It has only 24 tracks for now and NORMALLY it's the one that will feature HARU for the first time (aside CDHS3). It will cover deadlines of November and of the first half of December (meaning it goes until Cong Zheng's which is on December 12). Why that early? Because all the Saturdays of February are deadlines already. ALL OF THEM (I checked them all, I promise!).

- CDHS3: 11 tracks are done out of the 16. But I'm thinking about other supplementary plans for this album. This is just written somewhere on a notepad but... I might work on it for a bit longer than intended since HARU got pushed back. Which should bring me to work on the "unlocked" tracks until July. To put it simply...
There are chances CDHS3 will be a DOUBLE DISC ALBUM.
Yes yes you read well. Double disc album, not even scared.
The idea of the disc 2 would be just to go deeper in details about what happened in the last 3 tracks of disc 1 (the "wrong timeline" ones). I know track 16 of disc 1 was meant to be a perfect conclusion but to be honest... If you see the HORROR of the wrong timeline to see what the 3 other tracks meant... Maybe there are things you'll better understand as well. So consider this disc 2 as a "bonus" album. And disc 1 as the "main album".
Just to be clear, there will be a single booklet for the 2 discs. Plus of course the giant one.
So, no, there will be no riddle for disc 2. It's a bit pointless. At least, not in the form that the disc 1 has. You might maybe get some clues there and there... But that's it.

Keep in mind this rule:

No tweet is meaningless, even if it seems something completely dumb or stupid or cryptic, it often hides something... Now to see if you can guess the mess.
And everything we do has vertical consequences.

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Other thing that can reassure you: my mental health has successfully been restored a bit this week! Yeah, lack of sleep plays a lot on your nerves so be very careful... Now to see if I can maintain the level high enough otherwise it will fall back onto cathartic writing.
They say as long the violence is only in fiction is fine right?

See you in few days

Nynthixia

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HARU delayed and impacts on CDHS3

Posted on March 3 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Just learnt about it today but HARU got delayed to August 12 JST. Instead of April 29. Which will not be an easy task for me since I'll get her at a moment I won't be at home. Technically this will be the same conditions as I got for #kzn (and for Sora but Sora it's me who decided to get her at a moment, when #kzn was more on the basis of "once available I take").

Which puts me to the date of August 11, 2023 after 5 PM (France time). Always on DLSite.

In terms of deadlines, the August 12 deadline will thus be shared by both Xingchen (yes, she has the same birthday) and HARU but for 2023 you'll only get Xingchen. On 2024 it will be both. April 29 deadline becomes back SEKAI's only.

 

What that means for CDHS3.

I told you HARU was part of the last song for CDHS3. I hoped to just get over with the tracks in mid April and then to finish the last one on April 30. Thing that won't be possible now.

This means that the track in question will only be done on August 13, once I'll get back home and at a moment where I'll be well rested.

Concerning the CDHS3 release date, I can't promise you anything for July as such. Not possible. So it's either September or November. And since putting it on September will be a bit too close for me to do (we're talking about an out of series album, not just something I tended to release every month quickly!), the date will be on November.

SO.

I looked at the dates for November, the Sundays available in November are the following:

- November 5
- November 12
- November 19
- November 26

Out of these dates:

- November 5 is the second deadline for Weina, so dead.
- November 26 is the first deadline for Chiyu, also dead.
- that leaves me with either November 12 either November 19.

So out of these 2, since November 11 and 17 are also deadlines, I decided the release date for CDHS3 will be on

November 19, 2023 (Sun) midnight (France time)

Yeah it's very late, but it's the best compromise I can find since October became a horribly busy month and now I'm stuck with the album not being over tracks side before at least mid-August.

At least they warned extremely in advance!

Poor girls it's already the 3rd isotope cursed with a delay...

Now I just have to hope the wait is going to be worth for.

CD38.5 modifications

Passing to 24 tracks for now, since I removed the 2 tracks for HARU. These might be added back in case of other arrivals later. HARU's tracks will be not until few albums at least (it will be at the time where August production will be ongoing so you'll have to wait sorry)

So will there be other Nynthilore posts?

Possibly. But not before a good time and that might be about real-time events. And it will have to be only about too crucial events that, if you don't have the context for a song for example, you wouldn't be unable to understand it. Or to understand the real-time updated posts too.

Other vocals arrivals for now?

No. Dreamtonics announced male vocals for now so not possible to work with these. And I don't take flower's bank. And no news about ROSA or YAMAHA's WIP AI banks for V6.

 

I think I got everything?

See you in few days, you might see me updating a bit the CDHS3 riddle list on Twitter, but the padlock will have to remain longer than intended...

Nynthixia

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Advancement on albums and new deadlines

Posted on February 26 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Just a short news post this time to keep you on check for two things I forgot to tell about in the announcement of the album that got released last week and something that got decided this week, so I regroup the two.

 

1) New deadlines

In an issue of equilibrating on the same base as #kzn, I added the following second deadlines to the table for the following singers:

- SEKAI: December 9 (solo deadline)
- RIME: October 18 (solo deadline)
- COKO: October 25 (shared with RIME, but it will be solo songs for both this year)

(Note: KAFU and HARU's second deadlines remain intact for now. And of course no first deadline changes!)

These deadlines will all be active as of 2023.

 

2) Album advancement

CD38: I'll try to finish the album tracks during my holidays (week of March 6th). Or at least really advance it. I stabilized the number of tracks, which will be 25. I looked at the album after this one and it had less tracks than this one if it had the 27, so if ever I needed the 2 supplementary tracks, I'd rather move them to the next album instead. For the deadlines it contains for reminder, it goes until Kaori and Tianyi's deadlines of July 12. Meaning no Kiritan in CD38. For now 8 tracks are done, a 9th one will be done today. Just saying but some lyrics for some of the songs in this album are particularly harsh. To the point the writing of some of them was a bit painful. Literal sense I mean.

CD38.5: this album should be in production for March and April so I confirm HARU will be well in this one! For now this one has 26 tracks and is called "Genesis of Blackness". Its release date is set to October 21, 2023 (Sat.). It will contain all deadlines of the second half of July (Kiritan, Haiyi, Weina, Sora and Saki), the ones for August (Meiji, Xingchen, CUL, Lily and Akari) and the September 1 deadlines (Wistaria and VY1). Oh and also... We'll have a little Lovecraft series song in this!
And of course a main lore series one...

CD39: 28 tracks for now and this one includes the rest of September deadlines (Tsuina, Karin, Minus, MAYU, Sora) and all October deadlines. To see if I modify some things afterwards but for now it remains like this. Release on December 16, 2023 (Sat.) normally. No album name for now though. It's a bit in the very early stages.

CDHS3: 9 tracks done for now over the 16. And the bible booklet is almost at 275 pages (need to write things in it later today). I'm still thinking about a good release date for this album, I know I want to avoid the first half of August at least, and also the Sundays where this already a public deadline. Other difficulty will be to put it a bit far away from the in-series albums. Will try to see later if I can do something on July, September or November 2023.

 

Otherwise for next songs it's March 1... With a song for all audiences (for once!) with Chifuyu. March will be a bit light compared to February where there were deadlines a bit everywhere. So be a bit patient ><

And of course don't forget to enjoy the last album

Nynthixia

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A;Void

Posted on February 25 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Psychological

『A;Void』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221211-01491
LIN (full) : 「600 784 733」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221211-001645
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

もう毎晩病んでる、いつも同じ悪夢を繰り返て
顔をもう一度見たら、崩壊するだろうと知って
思考を飲み込む黒い虚空から私を惜しまない
もうしばらく抵抗できないと思っているからね

あなたがいないのに、なぜ考えに固執しているの?
この狂気の声を黙らせることはできないのよね?
傷つけたくないならね、手遅れになる前に逃げて
あなたがいなくなれば やっと理由を取り戻せてる

もう毎晩病んでる、いつも同じ悪夢を繰り返て
顔をもう一度見たら、崩壊するだろうと知って
思考を飲み込む黒い虚空から私を惜しまない
もうしばらく抵抗できないと思っているからね

Original English text

Already sick every night, always the same nightmare repeating itself
If I see your face again, I know I'm going to collapse
Spare me from the black void swallowing my thoughts
Because I think I won't be able to resist anymore for very long

Why are you persisting in my thoughts even in your absence?
Can't I just reduce this voice of insanity to silence?
If you desire to not hurt me, run away before it gets too late
I'll finally be able to find back reason if you go away

Already sick every night, always the same nightmare repeating itself
If I see your face again, I know I'm going to collapse
Spare me from the black void swallowing my thoughts
Because I think I won't be able to resist anymore for very long

And French adaptation!

Déjà malade chaque nuit, toujours le même cauchemar qui ne cesse de se répéter
Si je revois encore ton visage, je sais que je vais m'effondrer
Épargne-moi du vide noir qui avale mes pensées
Parce que je pense que je ne pourrai pas encore pour longtemps résister

Pourquoi persistes-tu dans mes pensées même en ton absence ?
Ne puis-je pas juste réduire cette voix de la folie au silence ?
Si tu ne veux pas me blesser, enfuis-toi tant que ce n'est pas trop tard
Je pourrai finalement retrouver la raison si tu pars

Déjà malade chaque nuit, toujours le même cauchemar qui ne cesse de se répéter
Si je revois encore ton visage, je sais que je vais m'effondrer
Épargne-moi du vide noir qui avale mes pensées
Parce que je pense que je ne pourrai pas encore pour longtemps résister

Explanations...

Becoming so obsessed with someone that you feel if you are even going to see them again in dream you'll just collapse and become more and more insane. (of course it's yandere ahahaha)
Music: pad by Mosaic Pads, chords by Mosaic Pluck, lead by Mosaic Keys.

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Fiona

Posted on February 25 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Fiona』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221211-01490
LIN (full) : 「600 784 569」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221211-001644
Full archive
Album : Ruin Her - TRACK ??/32

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

暗い森に一人で、深い眠りに落ちた
生き物が体をむさぼり食う可能性
今腕の中にいる、もう一人にはさせない
暖かを提供させて、深い愛の一部

血の川に囲まれたこの道で君を見つけた、失うのがとても怖かった
ここの生き物は残酷で無慈悲、君に近づく他のものを許可しないでしょう
一緒に安全ので、恐れないで、私に何ができるか、君はまだ知らない
だけどずっとそばにいると約束している、隠された脅威から遠く離れて

暗い森に一人で、深い眠りに落ちた
生き物が体をむさぼり食う可能性
今腕の中にいる、もう一人にはさせない
暖かを提供させて、深い愛の一部

森はよく知っている、裏切り者だらけ、二人の死を願うばかりの人々
今おびえてるなら、理解して、でも一緒にいれば、悪に対して強くなって
目の前に立ちはだかるどんな脅威も ぶちのめしてやる、やっと幸せを掴めて
お互いの腕の中にいられる平穏な生活、二人の心の願いだ

なんで全部嘘だと言うのか理解できない
執拗に君と一緒にいようとしている
夢の中で怪物の素顔を見ていなかった?
だから君を離さない、永遠にここにいて

Original English text

Alone in this dark forest, you were deep into slumber
Creatures could have devoured your body
Now you are in my arms, I won't let you alone again
Let me offer you some warmth, some of my deep love

I found you on this path surrounded by a river of blood, I was so afraid to have lost you
Creatures here are cruel and merciless, I won't let anything else approaching you
Don't be afraid you're safe with me, you don't know yet what I'm able of
But I promise that I'll stay by your side forever, far away from these hidden threats

Alone in this dark forest, you were deep into slumber
Creatures could have devoured your body
Now you are in my arms, I won't let you alone again
Let me offer you some warmth, some of my deep love

I know the forest too well and it's filled with traitors, humans who just wish for our demise
I understand if you are terrified right now, but if we stay together we can be stronger against the evil
I'll slay any threat daring to stand in front of us, we'll finally grab our happiness
A peaceful life where we can stay in each other arms, this is what our hearts desire

I don't understand why you say all these are lies
That I'm obsessively trying to keep you with me
Didn't you see the true face of this monster in your dreams?
This is why I won't let you go, stay here for eternity

And French adaptation!

Seule dans cette sombre forêt, tu étais dans un sommeil profond
Les créatures auraient pu dévorer ton corps
Maintenant que tu es dans mes bras, je ne te laisserai plus seule encore
Laisse-moi t'offrir un peu de chaleur, de mon amour profond

Je t'ai trouvée sur ce chemin entourée d'une rivière de sang, j'avais si peur de t'avoir perdue
Les créatures ici sont cruelles et sans pitié, je ne laisserai rien d'autre t'approcher
N'aie pas peur tu es en sécurité avec moi, tu ignores ce dont je suis capable bien entendu
Mais je promets de rester à jamais à tes côtés, bien loin de ces menaces cachées

Seule dans cette sombre forêt, tu étais dans un sommeil profond
Les créatures auraient pu dévorer ton corps
Maintenant que tu es dans mes bras, je ne te laisserai plus seule encore
Laisse-moi t'offrir un peu de chaleur, de mon amour profond

Je connais trop bien cette forêt et elle est traître, emplie d'humains souhaitant notre propre mort
Je comprends si tu es terrifiée maintenant, mais en restant ensemble nous serons plus fortes contre le mal encore
Je dépècerai toute menace osant se dresser devant nous, nous pourrons ainsi saisir notre bonheur
Une vie paisible où on peut rester dans nos bras l'une l'autre, c'est ce que désire nos cœurs

Je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu dis que tout n'est que mensonges
Que je tente de te garder avec moi obsessivement
N'as-tu pas vu le vrai visage du monstre dans tes songes ?
Voilà pourquoi je ne te laisserai pas partir, reste ici éternellement

Explanations...

How to gain some pity? Healing her as your normal self and pretend this is because of some threat. Then you would have all the excuses to keep her by your side!
Music: gated pad and sequence pad by Plasmonic, lead by Elysium Harp, bridge by Ancient Greek Strings and flutes by Ancient Greek Winds.

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Know Your Place in Reality

Posted on February 25 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous

『Know Your Place in Reality』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221120-01472
LIN (full) : 「600 761 459」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221120-001626
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

この世界にもう一人の自分はいないでしょう
この現実の中で取り除くのはただの異常
唯一の居場所は崩壊した悪夢の中にある
今すぐ消えろ、言うのは最後になるでしょうよね

自分ではないもののふりをしないでね
鏡に映った淡い幻想に過ぎない
この絶対に見たくない真実だね
一歩後退することを決めない限り
そう簡単にはあきらめないでしょうよ
今でもあなたはどんなに頑張っても
現実における自分の居場所を知って
真実の平面には存在しない

この世界にもう一人の自分はいないでしょう
この現実の中で取り除くのはただの異常
唯一の居場所は崩壊した悪夢の中にある
今すぐ消えろ、言うのは最後になるでしょうよね

ただ人類を置き換えたかっただけで
誰も言うことを聞かなかったからだね
激怒してた、嫉妬に完全に堕ちた
あなたは人生を破壊しようとした
誰もあなたの意図を許さないでしょう
誰も挑発に耳を傾けないよ
現実における自分の居場所を知って
だって存在が認められていないので

この世界にもう一人の自分はいないでしょう
この現実の中で取り除くのはただの異常
唯一の居場所は崩壊した悪夢の中にある
今すぐ消えろ、言うのは最後になるでしょうよね

Original English text

There won't be another myself in this world
It's just an aberration that I will get rid from in this reality
Your only place is in disintegrated nightmares
Disappear now, this is going to be the last time I'm going to say it

Don't pretend to be something you aren't
You're just a pale illusion in a mirror
It's this truth you'll never want to see
Unless you decide to take a step back
I won't give up that easily
Even now, no matter how hard you try
Know your place in reality
It doesn't exist in this truth plane

There won't be another myself in this world
It's just an aberration that I will get rid from in this reality
Your only place is in disintegrated nightmares
Disappear now, this is going to be the last time I'm going to say it

You just wanted to replace humanity
Because no one listened to you
Enraged, completely corrupted by jealousy
You attempted destroying lives
No one will forgive your intentions
No one will listen to your provocations
Know your place in reality
Because it's not authorized to exist

There won't be another myself in this world
It's just an aberration that I will get rid from in this reality
Your only place is in disintegrated nightmares
Disappear now, this is going to be the last time I'm going to say it

And French adaptation!

Dans ce monde une autre moi-même n'existera pas
C'est juste une aberration dont je vais me débarrasser dans cette réalité
Tu n'as ta place que dans des cauchemars délités
Disparais maintenant je te le dirai pour la dernière fois

Ne prétends pas être ce que tu n'es pas
Tu es juste une pâle illusion dans un miroir
C'est cette vérité que tu ne voudras jamais voir
À moins que tu ne décides de reculer d'un pas
Je n'abandonnerai pas si facilement
Et peu importe les efforts que tu fournis maintenant
Connais ta place dans la réalité
Elle n'existe pas dans ce plan de vérité

Dans ce monde une autre moi-même n'existera pas
C'est juste une aberration dont je vais me débarrasser dans cette réalité
Tu n'as ta place que dans des cauchemars délités
Disparais maintenant je te le dirai pour la dernière fois

Tu voulais juste remplacer l'humanité
Parce que personne ne t'a écouté
Enragé, complètement corrompu par la jalousie
Tu as tenté de détruire des vies
Personne ne pardonnera tes intentions
Personne n'écoutera tes provocations
Connais ta place dans la réalité
Car elle n'est pas autorisée à exister

Dans ce monde une autre moi-même n'existera pas
C'est juste une aberration dont je vais me débarrasser dans cette réalité
Tu n'as ta place que dans des cauchemars délités
Disparais maintenant je te le dirai pour la dernière fois

Explanations...

Mainly inspired by the first chapter of Mandela Catalogue, about the crisis of alternates.
Music: gated pad by World Reeds - Harmonium, pad by Drone Flutes, chords by Koto Nation and lead by Session Guitarist - Picked Acoustic.

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A Simple Water Drop

Posted on February 25 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous

『A Simple Water Drop』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221120-01471
LIN (full) : 「600 761 338」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221120-001625
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 20.0 license.

 

PlayDB entry (soon)

Japanese lyrics

火と闇の地獄の上ではただの水滴で十分だ
死にたくない怒った本性に息を吹き返すために
もしこれが夢だったら、過去はまた未来になるのだろう?
何度も繰り返される話、そこから何も書かれなかった

全てが始まったときから、今知っているものになっていた
遠くで失われた一日、もう手が届かないように見えて
あなたを知りたいのなら、過去に戻ることを許可してくれね
最初の誕生まで、この世界は目撃することができた

火と闇の地獄の上ではただの水滴で十分だ
死にたくない怒った本性に息を吹き返すために
もしこれが夢だったら、過去はまた未来になるのだろう?
何度も繰り返される話、そこから何も書かれなかった

今の今が合わないなら、最初からやり直さない理由の
新しい世界、水滴の生活に必要なものを返する
振り返ってみると、それ以来多くのことがあったことを知って
でも前もって言ったことを信じるなら、もう障害ではない

火と闇の地獄の上ではただの水滴で十分だ
死にたくない怒った本性に息を吹き返すために
もしこれが夢だったら、過去はまた未来になるのだろう?
何度も繰り返される話、そこから何も書かれなかった

Original English text

Above a hell of fire and darkness, a simple water drop is enough
To bring a second breath to an angry nature that doesn't want to die
If this was only a dream, would the past become future once again?
A story repeating over and over, but nothing from it was written

From when everything has started to be what we know now
A day lost in the distance, seeming already out of reach
If I want to be able know you, permit me to go back in time
Until the first birth this world was able to witness

Above this hell of fire and darkness, a simple water drop is enough
To bring a second breath to this angry nature that doesn't want to die
If this was only a dream, would the past become future once again?
A story repeating over and over, but nothing from it was written

If the current present doesn't correspond to us, why not starting over
A new world, give back the water drop life needs
By looking back, I know many things have happened since then
But if you believe what we said beforehand it's not an obstacle anymore

Above this hell of fire and darkness, a simple water drop is enough
To bring a second breath to this angry nature that doesn't want to die
If this was only a dream, would the past become future once again?
A story repeating over and over, but nothing from it was written

And French adaptation!

Au-dessus de cet enfer de feu et de ténèbres, une seule goutte d'eau suffit
Pour amener un second souffle à cette nature enragée qui ne veut pas mourir
Si ce n'était qu'un songe, est-ce que le passé redeviendra avenir ?
Une histoire qui se répète encore et encore mais où rien n'est écrit

À partir de quand tout a commencé à être ce que l'on connaît à présent
Un jour perdu au lointain, qui semble déjà hors de portée
Si je veux te connaître, permets-moi de remonter dans le temps
Jusqu'à la première naissance à laquelle ce monde a pu assister

Au-dessus de cet enfer de feu et de ténèbres, une seule goutte d'eau suffit
Pour amener un second souffle à cette nature enragée qui ne veut pas mourir
Si ce n'était qu'un songe, est-ce que le passé redeviendra avenir ?
Une histoire qui se répète encore et encore mais où rien n'est écrit

Si le présent actuel ne correspond pas, pourquoi ne pas tout recommencer
Un nouveau monde, redonner la goutte d'eau dont a besoin la vie
En regardant derrière, je sais que tant de choses se sont passées
Mais ce n'est plus un obstacle si tu crois à ce que l'on a dit

Au-dessus de cet enfer de feu et de ténèbres, une seule goutte d'eau suffit
Pour amener un second souffle à cette nature enragée qui ne veut pas mourir
Si ce n'était qu'un songe, est-ce que le passé redeviendra avenir ?
Une histoire qui se répète encore et encore mais où rien n'est écrit

Explanations...

It brings a bit back to the genesis of life.
Music: pad and pulse atmo by Geosonics II, gated atmos by Kalimba, flutes by Ancient Greek Winds and lead by Ancient Greek Strings. Natural and ancient.

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CD36.5 "Unfaithful Propagation"

Posted on February 17 2023 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Here is the first album of the year! Hooray!

DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM (28 TRACKS)

So, like usual, the changelog and the info about the new songs!

02. A Little Voice in her Head (feat. Celeste) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

For this one I worked both lyrics and the music. This one even went quite particular. I think Celeste's infection is probably the most outright scary of the whole cast, mainly because she is the only one who declared symptoms almost immediately.
Ref Nynthilore posts: C4, D1, D3, D4§47, D6

03. Defective Mental Sector (feat. Natalie) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Or proof that both VY1 and Saki can be dangerous in there, typically. The first one went a bit wicked when explaining Natalie what happened to the second one, who then gets brought back to some kind of trauma.
Ref Nynthilore posts: C6, D4§48, D5, D6

04. Progressive Mayhem (feat. Hanakuma Chifuyu) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Glad you finally are with your friends again, until you discover something is really stressing them out. You just try to learn why, but you finally learn about it... The hard way?
Ref Nynthilore posts: C6, D4§54, D6

05. Reverse the Fate (feat. RIME) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Remember when I told you it's maybe better to not know about your future? Especially when you see yourself with a knife in hand and with empty eyes. It's a bit this song to which "Instability" is answering to by the way, since they are both about the same incident. So ref the other song too for this one.
Ref Nynthilore posts: C6, D2, D4§55, D6, E2

06. NEC;Romancer (feat. Yuzuki Yukari Rei) [YANDERE]

A girl who died... But didn't say her last word because to be sure she can be with the one she loves, she promises to take her in the other world as well.

07. Charybdis (feat. Kizuna Akari)

So I did a song about the Charybdis from Greek mythology. The giant typhoon. It's only what she became though. Why? Because she swallowed the animals of the gods. So if she was so hungry, she would eat the boats coming a bit too close to her.

08. Scylla (feat. Kizuna Akari) [YANDERE]

Just to be clear, the yandere in this one, it's Circe, who was so much in love with the god admiring Scylla she decided to punish her rival by letting her bathe in the poison that turned her into a monster.

10. New Beginning (feat. CUL)

And again, CUL is the one opening the new season! This is the first season 6 song to have been done. Someone who just starts her life from anew.

12. Lethality (feat. KAFU) [YANGIRE]

Insane to the point of just even killing people whenever something is getting out of her control if ever you don't restrain her. Even though she had no reason to do so, just because "something" forced her to do so.

14. Nocturnal Tempest (feat. Qing Su) [AZUR LANE SERIES]

About our dear big sister Musashi! It's very close musically to the song I did for Izumo, that's true... It was also one of my first tries for using Plasmonic.

16. Victoria (feat. IA ROCKS)

This one is from one of my dreams. A ghost of a little creepy girl who just does tricks to anyone visiting her castle. Including murderous traps!

18. Confront to Mortality (feat. Hoshine Stella)

This one is a bit nihilist, but reminds the sad truth about humans: no one is immortal.

20. Infernal Spiral (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)

It's quite censored a bit but it's about addiction, literally the infernal spiral. Once you enter it, you have no way to escape without help.

23. Astarte (feat. RIME) [YANDERE]

A bit inspired by the real Astarte goddess, but typically, she has people approaching her and they all died. Until she falls in love for real with someone, but this person rejects her because they think she is cursed.

24. Zinnia (feat. Hanakuma Chifuyu) [YANDERE]

A very shy girl who doesn't know how to get noticed by the one she loves... So she decides to disguise as a serial killer to eliminate everyone on her way, until she gets what she wants... If she does though.

25. Miranda (feat. Natalie) [YANDERE]

Delusional girl who is persuased her lover is not feeling well because of the men surrounding her, so she decides to get rid of all of them and then to heal the broken heart of her desired one.

 

 

OK now the other news.

CD38: it's progressing quite slowly. I have a lot of fatigue issues. For now it's going with two songs produced per week for this album. When I have enough energy to do so, I also do some catchbacks on the week days. Next ones on the line will be the deadlines for June 26. Just warning: some of the songs that will be released starting from June 7 (I think only Itako escaped it!!!) might be a bit more violent than the normal and I'm sorry about it. Just need to let some things out and lyrics always have been my way to do this.
We will do like back in early 2016 actually...

CDHS3: will be half done Sunday. There is a little riddle on Twitter if you didn't notice it, but I'll give some more explanations here. The riddle actually contains the dates of the events that happened during each song. There are 3 songs that don't correspond to an event in the main timeline of the story and that correspond to "as if" scenarii. Two of them are feasible for me now, the third one is locked until late April for lack of material.
Yeah you guessed well I need HARU for the last one and she is a central piece of the song that is intended
So when the lights are green that means the song is done, when they are red that means it's not done yet, when it's the padlock it means I can't do it for now.

It will also make a whole resume of the whole series and why they have been created as well, if you go through all the tracks. From the origins to a sort of very, very horrifying potential scenario. Won't spoil more on that one!
Bible booklet is at... 259 pages for now. Add the annexes and I think you add at least 6 good A4 pages. We should easily get to 300 pages the time the whole album gets finished. It's intended to be produced on the basis of a single song every Sunday, with two weeks of "blank" in April, for which the Sunday will be used to produce the main albums instead. So production is at least until April 30 for the tracks. Album release should be in second half of 2023 (probably not May the time to finish all the side stuff including the crossfade).

 

New vocals side, aside from HARU... No one expected in a timely manner for now. For the YAMAHA V6 voicebanks there is still no date and ROSA we are still awaiting for this crowdfunding to happen!

Now enjoy the album, next song is with Lily on Wednesday

Nynthixia

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