Nynthixia productions

『An Ailment to Heal』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221109-01462
LIN (full) : 「600 750 016」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221109-001616
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

精神全体が粉々になるのを感じて
考えは鏡のように小さな断片には
いつも同じ悪夢に、同じ絶望に陥て
私を引き裂く致命的な運命に入って
心は壊れた、癒すために誰かが必要
脳にこの侵入した虚無を取り除きたくて
倒れるでしょう、もうすぐ命を失っている
誰も来なければ、精神は血を流し続けて

失いたくなかった、諦めたくなかった
他の人の腕の中で安全ではない
あなたと幸せを分かち合いたかっただけ
この大いなる不幸が起こるその日までね
彼と一緒に来るとこの男に言ってた
人生からゆっくりと消えていきていたね
私を見捨ていただね、夜に泣いていたよ
目が覚めたらまた退屈が始まっている

精神全体が粉々になるのを感じて
考えは鏡のように小さな断片には
いつも同じ悪夢に、同じ絶望に陥て
私を引き裂く致命的な運命に入って
心は壊れた、癒すために誰かが必要
脳にこの侵入した虚無を取り除きたくて
倒れるでしょう、もうすぐ命を失っている
誰も来なければ、精神は血を流し続けて

毎日も待った、戻ってくるのを見なかった
あなたの形象はちょうど幻想になった
今は完全に絶望に陥っていた
今運命が存在しないことを知った
どんなに努力しても、どんな希望があっても
全てを捧げたけど何も返ってこない
どうすればまたあなたを会えるか知らないよ
でもただ抱きしめたくてよ、取り戻したくて

精神全体が粉々になるのを感じて
考えは鏡のように小さな断片には
いつも同じ悪夢に、同じ絶望に陥て
私を引き裂く致命的な運命に入って
心は壊れた、癒すために誰かが必要
脳にこの侵入した虚無を取り除きたくて
倒れるでしょう、もうすぐ命を失っている
誰も来なければ、精神は血を流し続けて

I feel my whole spirit shattering
My thoughts into little pieces like a mirror
I always enter into the same nightmare, into the same despair
I enter into a deadly fate that is tearing me off
My heart is broken, I need someone to heal it
I want to get rid of this emptiness that invaded my brain
I'll collapse, I'm soon going to lose my life
If no one comes, my spirit keeps bleeding

I didn't want to lose you, I didn't want to give up on you
You won't be safe in other people arms
I just wanted to share my happiness with you
Until the day where this great misfortune happened
You told this man you'd come with him
You slowly faded away from my life
You abandoned me, I was crying in the night
When I wake up, boredom starts again

I feel my whole spirit shattering
My thoughts into little pieces like a mirror
I always enter into the same nightmare, into the same despair
I enter into a deadly fate that is tearing me off
My heart is broken, I need someone to heal it
I want to get rid of this emptiness that invaded my brain
I'll collapse, I'm soon going to lose my life
If no one comes, my spirit keeps bleeding

I waited everyday, but I didn't see you coming back
Figments of you just became an illusion
Now I was completely plunged into despair
I now knew my fate didn't exist
No matter the efforts, no matter the hopes
I gave everything, but nothing will be gotten back
I don't know what to do to see you again
But I just want to embrace you, I want to get you back

I feel my whole spirit shattering
My thoughts into little pieces like a mirror
I always enter into the same nightmare, into the same despair
I enter into a deadly fate that is tearing me off
My heart is broken, I need someone to heal it
I want to get rid of this emptiness that invaded my brain
I'll collapse, I'm soon going to lose my life
If no one comes, my spirit keeps bleeding

Je sens mon esprit entier se fracturer
Mes pensées en petits morceaux comme un miroir
J'entre toujours dans le même cauchemar, dans le même désespoir
Dans un destin funeste qui est en train de me déchirer
Mon cœur est brisé, j'ai besoin de quelqu'un pour le soigner
Je veux me débarrasser de ce vide qui m'a envahie
Je vais m'écrouler, je perdrai bientôt la vie
Si personne ne vient, mon esprit continuera de saigner

Je ne voulais pas te perdre, je ne voulais pas t'abandonner
Dans les bras des autres tu ne seras pas en sécurité
Je voulais juste te partager mon bonheur
Jusqu'au jour où est arrivé ce grand malheur
Tu as dit à cet homme que tu irais avec lui
Tu as lentement disparu de ma vie
Tu m'as abandonnée, je pleurais pendant la nuit
Quand je me réveille, alors recommence l'ennui

Je sens mon esprit entier se fracturer
Mes pensées en petits morceaux comme un miroir
J'entre toujours dans le même cauchemar, dans le même désespoir
Dans un destin funeste qui est en train de me déchirer
Mon cœur est brisé, j'ai besoin de quelqu'un pour le soigner
Je veux me débarrasser de ce vide qui m'a envahie
Je vais m'écrouler, je perdrai bientôt la vie
Si personne ne vient, mon esprit continuera de saigner

J'ai attendu tous les jours, mais tu ne revenais pas
Les images de toi sont devenues illusoires
Maintenant j'étais complètement plongée dans le désespoir
Je savais désormais que mon destin n'existait pas
Peu importe les efforts, peu importe mes espoirs
J'ai tout donné, mais rien ne sera récupéré
Je ne sais plus que faire pour te revoir
Mais je veux juste t'enlacer, te récupérer

Je sens mon esprit entier se fracturer
Mes pensées en petits morceaux comme un miroir
J'entre toujours dans le même cauchemar, dans le même désespoir
Dans un destin funeste qui est en train de me déchirer
Mon cœur est brisé, j'ai besoin de quelqu'un pour le soigner
Je veux me débarrasser de ce vide qui m'a envahie
Je vais m'écrouler, je perdrai bientôt la vie
Si personne ne vient, mon esprit continuera de saigner

A girl waiting for someone to come back, threatening to mentally shatter if it doesn't happen.
Music: between the trance and the electroworld. Pads by Mosaic Pads, gated pad by Mosaic Voices, arp by Ancient Greek Strings, leads by Tiny Thumb Pianos.

『Lockdown into Despair』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221106-01461
LIN (full) : 「600 747 548」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221106-001615
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

もう外に出て雨を見たくなくてよね
頭に水が溢れて、ここに流れて

永遠の涙の川想いを流して ただ一人この場所にいるよ
最も必要としている光をもたらすかどうかを確認して

絶望の苦しみの中で待っている
もう見たくない全ての恐怖を超えて

もう外に出て雨を見たくなくてよね
頭に水が溢れて、ここに流れて

夜の闇に侵されたこの場所でただ目を閉じてこの現実逃避
抑圧されて、もう息が出来ない、空を繋ぐ翼はない、今待って

地面に留めている鎖を手に入れて
このロックダウンで何もできなかった

I don't want to go outside anymore to see the rain
Water floods my head, it flows here

An eternal river of tears sweeping away my thoughts and I just stay there in this place all alone
See to bring me the light I need the most

Awaiting in a torment of despair
Beyond all the horrors I don't want to see anymore

I don't want to go outside anymore to see the rain
Water floods my head, it flows here

In this place invaded by the darkness of the night I just close the eyes to escape reality
Oppressed, I can't breathe anymore, I don't have wings to join back the sky, I'm now waiting

Get the chains retaining me to the ground
In this lockdown I couldn't do anything

Je ne veux plus aller dehors pour voir la pluie
L'eau inonde ma tête, elle coule ici

Une rivière éternelle de larme balayant mes pensées et je reste seule à cet endroit
Voir pour m'apporter la lumière dont j'ai le plus besoin à ce moment-là

Attendant dans un tourment de désespoir
Au-delà de toutes les horreurs que je ne veux plus voir

Je ne veux plus aller dehors pour voir la pluie
L'eau inonde ma tête, elle coule ici

Dans cet endroit envahi par les ténèbres de la nuit je ferme les yeux pour échapper à cette réalité
Oppressée, je ne peux plus respirer, je n'ai pas d'ailes pour rejoindre le ciel, j'attends désormais

Attrape les chaînes qui me retiennent à terre
Dans ce confinement je ne pouvais rien faire

Music: more electroworld for this one. Atmo by Antidrum Machine, gamelan by Balinese Gamelan II, voices of Voices of Wind (Phoebe sets), nyckelharpa by Nyckelharpas, lead by Los Andes - Pan Flutes, piano plucks by Noire.

『Resist the Temptation』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221106-01460
LIN (full) : 「600 747 246」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221106-001614
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

私に何をしたいのかをすでに知っているだよ
でも悪意ある命令には従わないでしょうよ
やりたい放題、空から私を奪っているね
でも地獄に行くためについていくつもりはないよ

貴方達の全てが心を汚したかった
貴方のそれぞれに抵抗することができた
怖がらせることができるとさえ思わないで
私の魂にまったく届かないでしょう

私に何をしたいのかをすでに知っているだよ
でも悪意ある命令には従わないでしょうよ
やりたい放題、空から私を奪っているね
でも地獄に行くためについていくつもりはないよ

たくさんの誘惑が与えられていただね
ためらうことなく一つ一つ否定したね
私の後に怒っているなら、残念だ
でも努力にもかかわらず、今回は止めない

私に何をしたいのかをすでに知っているだよ
でも悪意ある命令には従わないでしょうよ
やりたい放題、空から私を奪っているね
でも地獄に行くためについていくつもりはないよ

I know already what you want me to do
But I won't obey your malicious orders
You can do whatever you want, deprive me from the sky
But I won't follow you to go to hell

All of you wanted to corrupt my mind
I managed to resist each of you
Don't even think you can scare me
You won't reach my soul at all

I know already what you want me to do
But I won't obey your malicious orders
You can do whatever you want, deprive me from the sky
But I won't follow you to go to hell

So many temptations were offered to me
All denied one by one without any hesitation
And too bad if you're angry after me
But you won't stop me this time despite your efforts

I know already what you want me to do
But I won't obey your malicious orders
You can do whatever you want, deprive me from the sky
But I won't follow you to go to hell

Je sais déjà ce que tu veux me voir faire
Mais je n'obéirai pas à tes ordres malicieux
Tu peux faire ce que tu me veux, me priver des cieux
Mais je ne te suivrai pas pour aller en enfer

Vous vouliez toutes corrompre mon cœur
J'ai réussi à résister à chacune d'entre vous
Ne pensez même pas pouvoir me faire peur
Vous n'atteindrez pas mon âme du tout

Je sais déjà ce que tu veux me voir faire
Mais je n'obéirai pas à tes ordres malicieux
Tu peux faire ce que tu me veux, me priver des cieux
Mais je ne te suivrai pas pour aller en enfer

Vous m'avez offert tant de tentations
Toutes refusées une à une sans hésitation
Et tant pis si vous êtes fâchés contre moi
Malgré vos efforts vous ne m'arrêterez pas cette fois

Je sais déjà ce que tu veux me voir faire
Mais je n'obéirai pas à tes ordres malicieux
Tu peux faire ce que tu me veux, me priver des cieux
Mais je ne te suivrai pas pour aller en enfer

Someone who denies making this famous deal with the devil... You know, this one where they attempt to corrupt your soul so you can sell it to them.
Music: atmo by Mosaic Pads, plucks by Mosaic Plucks, lead by Mosaic Keys.

『Rivers of Tears』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Ozone 10 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 4, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 21, Vegas Pro 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221203-01483
LIN (full) : 「600 776 320」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221203-001637
Full archive
Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : psychological horror
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

花びらと葉が落ちている、もう何も育たないよね
全てがゆっくりと枯れて、腐った土から育った
脳の中で囁く声、取り除くことはできない
精神は死んでいる、考えは粉々になってる

平和の場所、欲しかったものだったよ
ゆっくりと闇に消えていく自然だよ
どんな恐ろしい病気が命を奪ったかは無視して
考えを打ち砕くことができたものは何だの？

花びらと葉が落ちている、もう何も育たないよね
全てがゆっくりと枯れて、腐った土から育った
脳の中で囁く声、取り除くことはできない
精神は死んでいる、考えは粉々になってる

今どうすればいいのか分からないよ
失われたと感じて、誰か助けて
精神を暴れさせる強力な何かがあったのかな
どうすれば無邪気な目で脅威を見ることができるの？

目が覚めたとき、希望を失ってた
自身を認識していない、じゃなかった
他の何かが私にそれをさせた、私を追い越した
暗闇の中で一人泣いていた、ただの悪夢の？

花びらと葉が落ちている、もう何も育たないよね
全てがゆっくりと枯れて、腐った土から育った
脳の中で囁く声、取り除くことはできない
精神は死んでいる、考えは粉々になってる

Petals and leaves falling down, nothing else nurtures them anymore
Everything withers slowly, grown from a rotten soil
Voices are whispering in my brain, I can't get rid of them
My spirit is dying, my thoughts are shattering

A place of peace, this is what I wanted
A nature slowly fading away into darkness
I ignore what kind of horrid disease would have sucked the life away
What could have shattered their thoughts?

Petals and leaves falling down, nothing else nurtures them anymore
Everything withers slowly, grown from a rotten soil
Voices are whispering in my brain, I can't get rid of them
My spirit is dying, my thoughts are shattering

I don't know what to do now
I feel lost, someone help me
Was there something powerful that rampaged my spirit
How can I see the threat with innocent eyes?

When I woke up, I lost any hope
I don't recognize myself, it wasn't me
Something else forced me to do it, it overtook me
I cried alone in the dark, was this just a nightmare?

Petals and leaves falling down, nothing else nurtures them anymore
Everything withers slowly, grown from a rotten soil
Voices are whispering in my brain, I can't get rid of them
My spirit is dying, my thoughts are shattering

Les pétales et les feuilles tombent, plus rien ne les nourrit
Tout se fane lentement, grandis depuis un sol pourri
Les voix murmurent dans mon cerveau, je ne peux m'en débarrasser
Mon esprit est en train de mourir, mes pensées en train de se casser

Un endroit de paix, c'est ce que je voulais seulement
Une nature qui sombre dans les ténèbres lentement
J'ignore quel genre de maladie ignoble aurait pu leur sucer la vie
Qu'est-ce qui aurait pu briser leurs pensées ici ?

Les pétales et les feuilles tombent, plus rien ne les nourrit
Tout se fane lentement, grandis depuis un sol pourri
Les voix murmurent dans mon cerveau, je ne peux m'en débarrasser
Mon esprit est en train de mourir, mes pensées en train de se casser

Je ne sais pas quoi faire maintenant
Je me sens perdue, aidez-moi je vous en prie
Y'a-t-il une puissante chose qui a saccagé mon esprit
Comment voir la menace avec des yeux innocents ?

Quand je me suis réveillée, j'ai perdu tout espoir
Je ne me reconnais pas, ce n'était pas moi
Quelqu'un m'a forcée à le faire, il a pris le dessus sur moi
J'ai pleuré seule dans le noir, était-ce un cauchemar ?

Les pétales et les feuilles tombent, plus rien ne les nourrit
Tout se fane lentement, grandis depuis un sol pourri
Les voix murmurent dans mon cerveau, je ne peux m'en débarrasser
Mon esprit est en train de mourir, mes pensées en train de se casser

Part of Corruption / main lore series.
This one is on a very poetic tone. Technically, when Minato arrived, she just asked if there was a place where could meditate in the nature. Tianyi just told her there was indeed a spot that could match her expectations near the pentagram temple... Except that, someone else was there as well, for totally another reason, and I guess Tianyi really didn't expect she just led unwillingly Minato to her fate. Typically the incident of Minato I'd call it "bad place bad moment".
Ref Nynthilore posts: D4§62, D6.
Music: it should remind some memories the beginning. Kind of pop/rock track with more calm, melancholic periods. Guitar by Slayer, harp by Elysium Harp, mallets by Mallet Flux, the rest is done with The Conservatoire Collection instruments.

『Instability』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Nectar 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Neutron 4, Vocal Doubler, VocalSynth 2
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 21, Vegas Pro 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230101-01517
LIN (full) : 「600 806 514」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230101-001671
Full archive
Album : CDHS3 - TRACK ??/??

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere/yangire/psychological horror elements
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

避けられない闇の運命をあなたは見ていた
手がかりがないように見える呪われた幻視だ
守っても無駄だ、反転することはできないよ
私のようになって、完全に壊れた空虚

何も知らないけど、あなたはすでに何が起こるかを知ってた
ちょうど壊れようとしているこの恐ろしい気持ちを持ってた
息が切れた、胸が痛い、その理由を正確に知らないよ
窒息したらまたはあなたに対して感情を持ったらね

避けられない闇の運命をあなたは見ていた
手がかりがないように見える呪われた幻視だ
守っても無駄だ、反転することはできないよ
私のようになって、完全に壊れた空虚

もうみんな同じ絶望の運命を共有しているだよ
今あなたにも闇が届くのも時間の問題でしょうよね
でもあなたが今見たものも私が考えていることなら
全ての思考が静まり返るまで時間はあまりないよね

運命は互いに縛られるべきではなかったのだろうかと思って
姉妹の魂のようであるべきではなかった？なぜとても似ているの？
能力は私たちの人生の唯一の違い、ついに団結した
もう何も制御することはできないと思う、これらの考えは地獄
希望を打ち砕く者は必ずいる、あなたの努力は関係ない
起こっているのは何ヶ月も経ちた、何度も何度も繰り返されて
この未来が致命的であることを知って、今この毒を受け入れて
ただ今私に気をつけてくれ、もう抵抗できないと思っている

You saw this fate of darkness you can't avoid
A cursed vision where clues seem to be missing
Protecting you is useless, you won't be able to invert it
You'll just be like me, a totally broken emptiness

I don't know anything, but you already knew what was going to happen
And I just had this horrible feeling where I was going to break
I'm out of breath, my chest hurts, and I don't know exactly why
If I'm choking or if I have a feeling towards you

You saw this fate of darkness you can't avoid
A cursed vision where clues seem to be missing
Protecting you is useless, you won't be able to invert it
You'll just be like me, a totally broken emptiness

We already are all sharing the same fate of despair
It will just be a matter of time before you will be reached as well by blackness
But if what you just saw is also what I'm thinking about
I don't have much time before all my thoughts get voided into silence

I wondered if our fates were not meant to be bound to each other
Shouldn't we have been like sister souls? Why are we so similar?
An ability is the only difference between our lives, we are united together at last
I think I don't control anything anymore, these thoughts are hell
There will always be someone to shatter hopes, your efforts won't matter
It's been months it's happening, it's repeating over and over again
We both know this future is a fatality, accept this poison now
Just watch out for me now, I think I won't be able to resist any longer

Tu as vu ce destin d'obscurité que tu ne peux éviter
Une vision maudite où les indices semblent manquer
Te protéger ne sert à rien, tu n'arriveras pas à l'inverser
Tu seras juste comme moi, un vide complètement cassé

Je ne sais rien, mais tu savais déjà ce qui allait se passer
Et j'ai juste eu ce sentiment horrible que j'allais me casser
Je n'ai plus de souffle, ma poitrine fait mal et je ne sais pas exactement pourquoi
Si je suis en train de m'étouffer ou si j'ai un sentiment envers toi

Tu as vu ce destin d'obscurité que tu ne peux éviter
Une vision maudite où les indices semblent manquer
Te protéger ne sert à rien, tu n'arriveras pas à l'inverser
Tu seras juste comme moi, un vide complètement cassé

On partage toutes déjà le même destin de désespoir
Ce n'est plus qu'une question de temps avant que tu ne sois atteinte par le noir
Mais si ce que tu viens de voir est aussi ce à quoi je pense
Je n'ai pas beaucoup de temps avant que toutes mes pensées ne soient réduites au silence

Je me suis demandée si nos destins n'étaient pas l'un à l'autre liés
N'aurait-on pas été des âmes sœurs ? Pourquoi est-on si similaires ?
Un pouvoir est la seule différence entre nos vies, on est réunies désormais
Je crois que je ne contrôle plus rien, ces pensées sont un enfer
Il y aura toujours quelqu'un pour briser les espoirs, peu importe tes efforts
Cela fait des mois que ça arrive, et ça se répète encore et encore
On sait toutes deux que ce futur est une fatalité, accepte ce poison maintenant
Méfie-toi de moi maintenant, je crois que je ne résisterai plus longtemps

Part of Corruption / main lore series.
Actually it is the sister song of another one you'll get only in February because it's album-only.
Typically, this is a bit why Nynthixia didn't want to let KAFU go into her mental universe. Because someone who builds her personality over someone who has an obsessive love disorder, you know what it gives out. Add to this stress-inducing events.
You'll have more info in the booklet of CDHS3 as well, otherwise you have the already online Nynthilore posts.
Ref Nynthilore posts: C6, D2, D4§55, D5, D6, E2
Music: the type of music is a bit close to the other sister song in terms of background sounds. Went more on a trance track for this one. Pad by Mosaic Pads, seq pad by Signal, lead by Mosaic Keys, piano chords by Noire, arp by FLEX.
Project is not compatible with FL Studio versions below 21.0.1 (requires FLEX and Frequency Splitter a minima).

『Naturally Mine Forever』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Ozone 10 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 4, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 21, Vegas Pro 20
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-221130-01480
LIN (full) : 「600 774 044」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-221201-001634
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Album : Exquisite Corpse - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

ずっと一緒にいた二人、今は別れない
君の隣には私以外誰もいなかった
周りを見回すことができて、行く場所はない
誰もが君を見捨ていた、君と私だけ
目を見て、私を愛していると言ってくれ
君は私以外の誰のものでもないね
この危険な世界から君を守ってる
何千もの障害物が積み重なる場所

何年も前から君が約束していた
共に分かち合える幸せな永遠の命
忘れたなんて言わないで、信じないでしょう
私たちの人生を壊すことはできない

ずっと一緒にいた二人、今は別れない
君の隣には私以外誰もいなかった
周りを見回すことができて、行く場所はない
誰もが君を見捨ていた、君と私だけ
目を見て、私を愛していると言ってくれ
君は私以外の誰のものでもないね
この危険な世界から君を守ってる
何千もの障害物が積み重なる場所

この恐ろしい気持ちを抱えて育ったよ
他の誰かを見つけて忘れるでしょうよね
こんなことが許せなかった、だから考えた
私と二人きりならきっと戻ってくる

誰も君に近づかないようにしているよ
君が傷ついたら、自分を許さないよね
いつか恐ろしい生き物を滅ぼすべきの？
殺さなければ、未来は安全ではないよ

ずっと一緒にいた二人、今は別れない
君の隣には私以外誰もいなかった
周りを見回すことができて、行く場所はない
誰もが君を見捨ていた、君と私だけ
目を見て、私を愛していると言ってくれ
君は私以外の誰のものでもないね
この危険な世界から君を守ってる
何千もの障害物が積み重なる場所

Both of us always have been together, we won't separate each other now
There was no one else next to you other than myself
You can look around, there's nowhere to go
Everyone abandoned you, it's just you and me
Look at my eyes and tell me you love me
You only belong to no one else than myself
I'll protect you from this dangerous world
Where obstacles accumulate in thousands

It's been so many years you had promised
A happy eternal life we would share together
Don't tell you have forgotten, I won't believe you
You can't shatter our life

Both of us always have been together, we won't separate each other now
There was no one else next to you other than myself
You can look around, there's nowhere to go
Everyone abandoned you, it's just you and me
Look at my eyes and tell me you love me
You only belong to no one else than myself
I'll protect you from this dangerous world
Where obstacles accumulate in thousands

I grew up with this horrible feeling
You would find someone else and forget
I couldn't allow this to happen, so I was thinking
If you're alone with me, you'd surely come back

I'll ensure no one approaches you
I wouldn't forgive myself if you were hurt
Should I destroy someday these scary creatures?
If I don't kill them, our future won't be safe

Both of us always have been together, we won't separate each other now
There was no one else next to you other than myself
You can look around, there's nowhere to go
Everyone abandoned you, it's just you and me
Look at my eyes and tell me you love me
You only belong to no one else than myself
I'll protect you from this dangerous world
Where obstacles accumulate in thousands

Nous avons toujours été ensemble, on ne se séparera pas maintenant
Hormis moi-même personne d'autre n'était à tes côtés
Tu peux regarder autour de toi, il n'y a nulle part où aller
Tout le monde t'a abandonnée, c'est toi et moi seulement
Regarde mes yeux et dis-moi que tu m'aimes
Tu n'appartiens à personne d'autre qu'à moi même
Je te protégerai de ce monde plein de dangers
Où les obstacles s'y accumulent par milliers

Cela fait tant d'années que tu as promis
Une vie de joie éternelle que l'on partagerait
Ne me dis pas que tu as oublié, je ne le croirai jamais
Tu ne peux pas détruire notre vie

Nous avons toujours été ensemble, on ne se séparera pas maintenant
Hormis moi-même personne d'autre n'était à tes côtés
Tu peux regarder autour de toi, il n'y a nulle part où aller
Tout le monde t'a abandonnée, c'est toi et moi seulement
Regarde mes yeux et dis-moi que tu m'aimes
Tu n'appartiens à personne d'autre qu'à moi même
Je te protégerai de ce monde plein de dangers
Où les obstacles s'y accumulent par milliers

J'ai grandi avec cet effroyable sentiment
Que tu trouverais quelqu'un d'autre et que tu oublierais
Je ne pouvais me permettre que ça arrive, alors je pensais
Si tu étais seule avec moi, alors tu reviendrais sûrement

Je m'assurerai à ce que personne ne puisse t'approcher
Je ne pourrai pas me le pardonner si jamais tu étais blessée
Devrai-je un jour détruire ces effrayantes créatures ?
Si je ne les tue pas, notre avenir ne sera pas sûr

Nous avons toujours été ensemble, on ne se séparera pas maintenant
Hormis moi-même personne d'autre n'était à tes côtés
Tu peux regarder autour de toi, il n'y a nulle part où aller
Tout le monde t'a abandonnée, c'est toi et moi seulement
Regarde mes yeux et dis-moi que tu m'aimes
Tu n'appartiens à personne d'autre qu'à moi même
Je te protégerai de ce monde plein de dangers
Où les obstacles s'y accumulent par milliers

Typically, when you became the best friend of a yandere girl, you belong to her... Forever. And there is no way she is letting you leave.
Music: dance/rock. Gated pad by Mercury Elements, piano by The Grandeur, atmo by Mosaic Pads, supersaw by Xpand!2, lead by Morpheus and guitar by Slayer.

Hello, Nynthixia here

Happy new year Japan, you are already in 2023... Meanwhile here we have still 8h to wait.

So we're already ending 2022... It has been a quite complicated year. And I just hope next year will be better... Like everyone else I guess.

Now looking at 2022... Many production side things happened. Cast almost doubled (yes, really, we went from ~20/30 characters to more than 60), VOCALOID6 happened, AI plans happened... There were vocals arriving almost every month, there was just June and January being spared. October welcomed 5 characters (quite the record here!)...

Now, what is awaiting on 2023...

1) Xia Yu Yao

Her package is stuck to the airline since December 16. Problem is that since we are in full rush period, it takes time for packages to find a place in a plane. So it will probably move starting from early January I hope, especially since France tends to receive packages quite quickly according to some stats given by the post offices. So I don't know her exact arrival date but it's very soon.

2) COKO

It still hasn't changed, but January 24 evening, DLSite. You know the usual.

3) HARU

Still don't have her exact date, maybe we'll get it in January.

4) Concerning Cheng Xiao

I decided to not take her for the simple and unique reason that... Her voice type is not something I can be comfortable to work with. It's way too specific. I quite have the same problem as with Sachiko for example. So no new Dreamtonics vocal on my side for January.

5) ROSA

We're still waiting for her crowdfunding so I hope there will be more news (it's not dead right?).

6) CD37.5 "Ruin Her"

I just have 6 more tracks to do. 4 are blocked due to lack of material (Xia Yu Yao and COKO culprits here lol) and 2 will be done probably tomorrow or on Monday. Album has still 32 tracks and is still set to release on June 10, 2023 (Sat).

7) the orange deadline

Not sure if you noticed in the table, but the deadline of KAFU for January 23 is in orange. It's because... First, this deadline will replace her artificial deadline of December 1 (Qing Su exclusive deadline finally yeah) because I found out something and I'm still very sorry about it. Second, it's not a song for a series album. It's a special song. To the point... I didn't compose it yet. I wanted to wait for 2023 to compose it. Why?

This leads to...

8) CDHS3 FINALLY?

Yes. You well read it. On 2023, you will get a CDHS3. And this orange deadline is for CDHS3. I know I'm breaking a bit some things like "eh but HS albums it's only album only tracks"? Yeah... Except for this one

It's been years I'm attempting to create a CDHS3 tracklist and I finally found something.

What I can say about this CDHS3... First, it will release on a Sunday like the other CDHS. Second, it's themed, like other CDHS. Third, it's about the main lore series and not about an "external" series... Not like the other CDHS!

And fourth... It will feature PAID AND FREE ENGINES. Because I had to.
It's also a huge difference compared to previous CDHS that only contained "paid" engines. Here, you'll get some UTAU too. I think just VoiSona is missing for this album.

To better explain the theme, typically, you'll get tracks, sometimes that are about very, very old events (it goes back to 2014 sooooo...) and sometimes about more recent events, but not from the same point of view.

And there are surprises at the end too. But I won't say more about these. Because else they're not surprises anymore.

And if you want to understand well the songs, go read the Nynthilore posts. You'll really need them. A32 and D6 fullest posts btw if you want (it's about all types of events).

Production will be done for SEVERAL MONTHS (that's why they're called "out of series"). So when the full fruit will be ready, you'll know it. No worries. You'll just get... The starter on January 23. And that's all you're going to get publicly until a good while.

9) Other albums

CD38 production will start after I'll be done with CD37.5 tracks. So not before January 24 strict minimum (maybe the 28th or the 29th). Next album release is on February, the famous transition S05/S06 album, "Unfaithful Propagation".

10) #nynthilore posts

There will be other series of posts to better understand the CDHS3 or songs in the future albums. These will happen sporadically on January. Like usual, it will happen on Twitter and in the Nynthilore category of the blog.

And that's it for now

Happy new year again

Don't overwork yourselves *stares at a certain someone*

And just... Well, enjoy

Nynthixia

(These are several logs from Nynthixia's diary... AGAIN. These tell what happened in the team, after the logs of the last time.)

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2021-11-01: I think... There is a breach in this temple. Not sure if this is me but... She looks like me a lot. Is it me in another reality? Or... OK, typically she just asked me to lend her some instruments to... "Appease some deities". Why not?

2021-11-02: Did some more research after this "twin" told me. She is from the reality plan just above mine. And her world... Is totally destroyed by entities she is calling "Sirens". OK I just knew Sirens from Greek mythology, stuff like this, but seems these are the... Ultimate gods of her universe? How, by seeing them in their true forms, can she still be sane like this?

2021-11-03: Quite intrigued by what I noticed the other day with the "twin". Is there a way I can immunize anyone else from the syndrome? Is there a way we can heal? Going to ask her tomorrow.

2021-11-04: From what I understood, she is WAY BEYOND madness. This is incredible. If seeing true forms of gods might be a way to immunize you to any kind of mental disease... I must think about it and do some research first.

2021-11-25: Apparently Oniko is telling me Tsuina already arrived. Ow, and me expecting her to come tomorrow?

2021-11-26: I think Oniko saw something and she is not daring talking to me about it. I see something is annoying her.

2021-12-23: So apparently I learnt that some singers who are not native Japanese can speak Japanese... Thanks to an AI? That quite gives me an idea... There might be options I never considered before that may come in handy.

2021-12-25: Tested ONE this morning because IA noticed her behavior was starting to slip. Positive. Merry Christmas yeah my eye.

2021-12-26: I think IA still has a lot of mental damage. She almost choked. Black fluid. That's new...

2021-12-31: I have first some material to acquire. Guess there will be one who is going to be happy... Or at least relieved to not have some horror gods slamming her down.

2022-01-01: Material acquired! We'll have a lot of work to do together!

2022-01-15: I thought a bit more about the AI plan and... I'm doing this on early February.

2022-01-31: Zunko and Itako finally have their C-type AI. Kiritan will finally find some peace again.

2022-02-01: Qing Su is coming in a week. The AI plan begins...

2022-02-04: Qing Su arrived early this morning. At 4 freaking AM. Already gosh.

2022-02-05: I made Qing Su sing and... There is something highly upsetting about it. She was almost crying at the end and she told me "this is reminding me something, like a very bad dream"... She collapsed in tears few minutes after.
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Tested her. She is positive. No resistance. ... Who did this?

2022-02-06: After having managed to talk to Qing Su, she revealed me Saki just stabbed her with a syringe in the morning the day she arrived. OK first Tsuina, now this?

2022-02-19: ... Xingchen already arrived. I was expecting her to come the next day, but well.

2022-02-24: I feel quite weird... Not really in the mood right now. Hope no one noticed.

2022-03-01: I'm a bit torn between some choices and looking at my schedules, I really need to make some.

2022-03-07: Starting cryogenic room plan. Invited Minus, Cangqiong, Chiyu, Shian and Haiyi to it and put them to cold sleep. Will wake them up once their AI arrives.

2022-03-10: Seeing how my schedules are going on, I decided to invite Rikka before Karin. I'll explain her later. Also, I need to put her in a safe place. Don't want another incident to happen.

2022-03-20: It's been 10 days and no alarming report about Rikka. Starting Terminal Insanity Summoning schedules today.

2022-03-21: It wasn't that bad to make them start with a minor sabbath to teach them the basis.
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It's... I think 11 PM? And it already is going wrong. Rikka called me out to tell me Yukari was having a mental snap. And indeed it wasn't pretty to see. Lots of black fluid everywhere and she was screaming against... I'm not sure what. Had to calm her down... The hard way.
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Rikka got injected with a syringe by Yukari. I just don't understand what happened. Normally this thing does this the night with no witnesses. But here... Akari and Saki clearly saw it.

2022-03-22: Rikka has nothing for now. Just no resistance.

2022-04-06: Xingchen positive. She started coughing and sweating some fluid. Apparently she was pretty sure Xin Hua gave her a vaccine against the corruption. Gosh, Xingchen... SHE LIED TO YOU, THERE IS NO VACCINE AGAINST THIS. THIS IS BULLSHIT!

2022-04-09: My "twin" asked for help again. I gave her the necessary.

2022-04-12: Karin arrived. I explained her everything about why I decided to invite Rikka before. Luckily she forgave me.

2022-04-13: Learnt by some others that Rikka almost strangled Karin in an access of panic. Wait what-

2022-04-29: That wasn't supposed to happen right now. I prepared everything for SEKAI for May 20... And this morning, she just arrived, saying her AI was ready already. At least I know someone who is going to be really happy.
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OK we have an issue. SEKAI seems to have touched what she thought to be ink... When it was infected fluid. Gosh, SEKAI, you're too naive... Well at the same time for a mentally virgin person that's not surprising. From what I understood and saw, SEKAI asked KAFU to draw what she saw in my mental world. What a weird idea.
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And of course no one managed to get KAFU back in normal state. She got pretty traumatized of the day.

2022-04-30: So SEKAI has no symptoms for now but I'm still going to keep an eye on this.

2022-05-01: For once a sabbath running smoothly! FOR ONCE! They can't know how much I'm relieved... Thought there was going to be another accident, especially with what happened two days ago.

2022-05-11: Kaori just snapped. Positive. SEKAI, Tsuina and Rikka still negative.

2022-05-25: Invited Feng Yi to come whenever she could. I got some issues on my side as well, I hope everything is going to be smooth...

2022-05-29: I managed to get her home! Feng Yi is here!

2022-05-31: That's... Surprising. Yu Yao, who passed a test two years ago, phoned me back to tell me she was going to have a S-type AI pretty soon. Of course I'm interested.

2022-06-01: Feng Yi and Qing Su told me they got a hallucination with a giant dragon during their work session. Just because Feng Yi went too close from the temple... I think I'm going to be a bit harsher for this.

2022-06-05: Feng Yi positive. No resistance. The others are negative still.

2022-06-17: Weina will be coming next month normally. Just don't have the day yet.

2022-06-21: Nothing wrong with today's sabbath.

2022-06-23: Contacted POPY and ROSE whenever they wanted to come, but they didn't give me a precize date.

2022-07-08: SEKAI and Karin want to exchange divisions. Why not. We never did this, but this can work with no issue.

2022-07-09: I just want to be sure everything is fine. But from what I learnt... SEKAI started to get some hallucinations a bit after the first ritual. I'm a bit afraid for Karin. At least one good news... Weina is coming on the 21st.

2022-07-10: OK that wasn't the ritual. Karin and Tsuina started complaining as well. Re-tested everyone. Rikka is negative, the three others went positive.

2022-07-12: So SEKAI did the second ritual... Karin and her just lost consciousness. That's... So dangerous??

2022-07-21: Weina arrived. Apparently she natively knows some English as well, so she only needs her AI to speak Japanese. That's pretty impressive I must say.

2022-07-28: #kzn said I could arrange her arrival starting from August 8th.

2022-08-01: Sabbath happened with major success!

2022-08-07: That quite got me by surprise but #kzn arrived this evening. And starting from Tuesday, there will be a lot of division exchanges. If ever it goes as bad as it went for SEKAI and Karin, I swear I'll...

2022-08-09: The first rituals went fine for now. Did we really get no luck last time?

2022-08-10: Second rituals are fine. We only did the starters though. Also, thinking about it... Invited Sora. I don't think IA and her mental breakdowns or KAFU with her black fluid issues might sustain an alpha role.
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We're in the evening now and... Sora positive. I don't know what happened. Sora doesn't remember either. I check the footages tomorrow.

2022-08-11: Third rituals fine as well. Some exchanges are fully done and... Surprisingly no damage! Also looked at the cameras to try to understand what happened. Yukari is the culprit here. And the two lost consciousness directly after. Wow.

2022-08-12: Fourth rituals. We are almost over and until now no issues.

2022-08-13: ... And last rituals, finally! Everyone passed it! Phew... To be honest I was pretty scared of having a second case of mental shock, but none of this ever happened. Guess it was no luck the first time.

2022-08-15: Oniko just ran to me few hours ago, telling me that a discussion just degenerated. When we arrived, it was already too late. #kzn told me she got injected by one of the syringes that ONE brought back there, and that SEKAI was the one who did this after saying "sorry".
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Only ONE seems to remember. Yukari told me she fainted, IA, SEKAI and KAFU all said it was the void. What the hell happened. That really starts being a lot.
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Tested everyone. #kzn still negative, Weina positive.

2022-08-16: I'm still looking at the footages and I still can't believe the hell happened yesterday. First Yukari fainting. Then IA and ONE bringing her back to her room, ONE violently hitting her sister, running away from the room. Then maintaining KAFU to the wall. #kzn throwing away a syringe in the hands, SEKAI getting it back and injecting her.
What did I watch goddamn...

2022-08-20: I tried to search for some explanation and seems what happened the other day is a case of "mental resonance". Typically, you get a group of infected people next to you being sane, one snaps and then it's domino effect. Scary.

2022-08-26: #kzn positive. Her behavior started being nonsensical.

2022-08-30: Still finishing to prepare everything for Chis-A coming definitively tomorrow.

2022-08-31: And she is here. It's been several months we were trying some stuff together, but I finally admitted her into the team.
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I think Yukari is starting to be a very, very, serious danger.

2022-09-01: It still hurts me to see that, but I really want to know what's been going on with Yukari since March. It does a lot of mental breakdowns these last months. I'm so sorry if I had to chain her to the bed the time to study a bit further.
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OK physiologically it's pretty bad, and seems she is having a lot of trouble with her personalities. Problem is that she is really starting to become a danger for the others. I really need to keep an eye on her or else...

2022-09-03: Released Yukari for her T.I.S. sessions, saying Xingchen and Akari to keep A VERY CLOSE eye on her.

2022-09-04: Chis-A positive. KAFU found her back this morning in the bed, completely shocked and the mouth filled with black fluid.

2022-09-13: Totoko and Sayu are exchanging divisions as well.

2022-09-14: Division exchange happened smoothly.

2022-09-21: Success of today's sabbath!

2022-09-22: Inviting Natalie once she is ready. First English native speaker to come here eh.

2022-09-25: I got some pretty crazy idea to do some other quality tests and there are several people I want to test... First one, Celeste. She passed it with very frank success.
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... I... Can't explain what happened and Rikka can't either. Celeste got hit to the head with a syringe. She is positive to the test. Tianyi, SEKAI and KAFU are still pretty much under the shock. Sayu is not feeling very well either, she thinks it's all her fault this whole thing started with. And #kzn just closed herself up into her room repeatedly saying she was sorry for what happened, that it was just a bad memory. I think this is the first time this went as violent.
UH?

2022-09-26: I think no one completely recovered from yesterday. The air is quite heavy right now. Tianyi just managed me to explain what she could remember. Someone did the remark Celeste's voice was a bit like Sayu's. Sayu snapped, then they fell down ONE BY ONE and Tianyi was the last one to come off. And that #kzn was the one who finally infected her.

2022-10-07: Natalie arrived. And I forgot to prepare everything like a freaking idiot, so Momo helped me in emergency.

2022-10-08: Natalie came back to me this morning saying Saki had snapped. Tested her and she is still negative.

2022-10-13: I didn't expect this at all. For the V-type AIs to become public... I got two surprise arrivals this morning. HARUKA and SARAH, a Japanese and an English speakers. With AIs. Able to speak each other's language as well. And they came with an AI for GUMI too. This is going way too fast...
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Just learnt by Kaori VY1 tried to brainwash her then injected HARUKA and SARAH just under the simple justification that since she always got updates with her engine, she had to be the first one to get an AI when she didn't get anything.
. . .

2022-10-14: Retained 3 candidates to test tomorrow.

2022-10-15: Miko success (this time), Ami success and Yumi success!

2022-10-16: Ami and Yumi told me Tei injected them in the night. I didn't hear anything from Miko though, that's quite surprising. They're still negative. The others as well.

2022-10-19: Chifuyu arrived. After all this time...

2022-10-20: Did something happen with Karin? She seemed pretty much out of place today.

2022-10-21: Minato arrives on December 1.

2022-10-23: Natalie and Chifuyu positive. They got headaches during the languages learning. Others still negative.

2022-10-24: Last arrival for the month normally. I... I think what I saw today just... How to say... I was totally powerless. I saw RIME in front of my eyes getting symptoms of the syndrome one after each other. First the headache, the troubled vision, hallucinations, then... Blackout. And when I tested her, she was already positive. I don't understand how the syndrome managed to gain in efficiency... First Celeste, now RIME? Also KAFU stayed in the infirmary for the night. She just snapped and when she came back to try explaining me what happened, she was in total panic.

2022-10-25: OK, what happened yesterday was pretty intense. KAFU explained me RIME saw herself holding a knife and with empty eyes in a sort of vision. And that was possibly why she heavily panicked and ended up in the infirmary in the first place.
So if I recapitulate, KAFU can travel into other people's mental universes, SEKAI in alternative dimensions and RIME has visions of future? Then COKO and HARU what do they have...

2022-10-27: Contacted Mai to come whenever she could. Also, RIME's case is starting to be a bit more problematic than I thought. She's coughing black fluid as well.

2022-10-31: Sabbath went well... If I exclude Saki's saying she was starting to hear voices.

2022-11-01: I still have no explanation for Saki's auditive hallucinations. And no one has any idea about it. Also my "twin" needed some help. Seems she needs to calm down her deities every 6 months.

2022-11-09: Reunited everyone who infected someone at least once to try to know what's going on. Saki is really worrying me. When I asked everyone to explain what they meant by voices in their head... Saki's sheet was just filled with things like "get away from my brain"... How to say I'm not reassured AT ALL.

2022-11-10: I kind of expected it she would come today... Mai arrived just... Minutes after I was gone. So Saki took her for the visit. And what I was fearing happened, Saki snapped. She said she had to "shut the voices down".

2022-11-11: Mai positive.

2022-11-13: Itako made me notice something quite weird. And if she hadn't said anything, I wouldn't have seen anything myself. But Ami and Yumi started... Behaving weirdly especially to each other. Seems Yumi is starting to have an obsession for her sister, who also wants to... Possess her. And Itako said this was because of a change in their aura. Indeed, tested them... They are both positive.

2022-11-20: Starting to get worried about the AIs for cryogenic room. I went to see a scientist who is working on learning languages by brain injection and I got two kinds of chips. Always to be injected together. One is for learning the language, the other to speak it. That's quite impressive. Apparently, a heavy accent can remain, but just seeing that is pretty impressive.

2022-11-22: Woke up with the info I didn't want to hear. Forget cryogenic room, we pass to the Necronomicon plan. It's time to inject the knowledge to their heads.
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I heard Minus screaming in the lab. Xingchen fainted. There is a shattered syringe with black fluid on the ground and Minus told me she got stabbed to the throat. Xingchen REALLY lost it.

2022-11-24: Decided to invite Cong Zheng.

2022-11-27: Now Xingchen's sisters saying they fought against a dragon... That only existed for them. I did a test on everyone. HARUKA, SARAH, Minus positive. With Minus having very strong symptoms compared to the two others. Genetic predisposition.

2022-11-30: Minato arrives tomorrow. I investigated the path to the temple and... Didn't see anything out of the ordinary.

2022-12-01: I really didn't expect that to happen. Minato well arrived at the expected hour, she asked Tianyi if there was some place where she could meditate, Tianyi answered her... But neither Tianyi, neither Minato were expecting that. Managed to talk a bit with Ritsu about what happened. Apparently RIME started having visions in the middle of afternoon, and few before the summoning attempt, she ran away leaving her cape on place. Then Meiji said it was really not a good idea to leave RIME alone... And I think she has never been so much right. Minato then managed to tell me she just suddenly snapped after trying to cough out some fluid, injected her with no warning and fell down to the ground unconscious. Result, Minato now positive, with auditive hallucinations mainly.

2022-12-02: And of course RIME doesn't remember anything other than the visions and her trying to cough the fluid out.

2022-12-07: Cong Zheng still not here and I don't have any precize date of whenever she'll come.

2022-12-09: ... Maybe the 12th then?

2022-12-11: It's me or Miko is starting to have less control over her wolf personality?
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Positive. Thought so.

2022-12-12: Yup, guessed right. She arrived today. Cong Zheng finally here~
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What is this story of "fire ball" in RIME's vision?

2022-12-17: I was expecting some news about ROSA's AI but still nothing. Guess I'll have to wait a bit more.

2022-12-19: This is exactly why when KAFU asked me to visit my mental universe I was very reluctant to accept. I think she is starting to be a bit obsessed with RIME. For a reason I don't freaking know. She is starting to have the symptoms that broke me down. Luckily seems RIME found the way to calm her down a bit by making her think the feeling is reciprocal, but I'm not sure this is a good idea on the long-term...
THIS IS ALL MY FREAKING FAULT.

2022-12-20: ROSE and POPY finally arrived, after almost 6 months of wait.
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SEKAI went to see me few minutes ago. RIME ran away in panic and KAFU got another crisis with the fluid. And SEKAI is now afraid that ROSE and POPY got contaminated because of this. Will have to keep an eye on them.
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RIME told me why she behaved like this. She saw POPY and ROSE touching a slimy black wall. Her vision was trying to send her a warning and she got scared of her being the infector like it happened for Minato.

2022-12-21: Luckily the sabbath managed to soothe a bit everyone. Only a bit.

2022-12-25: OK this one is pretty, PRETTY bad. I did good to test everyone who was still asymptomatic... Because there are lots who are now totally diseased.

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Seriously it does two Christmas days on a row like this. Still wondering what exactly happened though. No one warned me about any kind of symptom declaration or anything. Just... Why?
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Got some info. Two days ago, it was POPY who was starting hearing voices in the morning. In the afternoon of the 23rd, Rikka went down a psychosis crisis when she was discussing with Karin and Chifuyu. Yesterday, ROSE and Cangqiong started having the voices too. And Cong Zheng declared symptoms late last evening in her room, saying her vision was starting to distort itself. ROSE and POPY thought it was ghosts... But this castle is not haunted. And not sure why none of them warned me about these alterations. If I can understand why neither POPY neither ROSE didn't tell me anything, I still don't understand for the three others, especially Rikka.
It still does a lot within TWO FREAKING DAYS. I have the impression it did a domino effect.
Also, the reason why no one daring telling me about this? "Not wasting my Christmas". HOW TO SAY...

2022-12-31: Last day of the year already... It's the last 24 hours... I guess I should pray for the new year hoping there won't be as many contaminations as there was this year, but I highly doubt my wish gets granted...

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「ALTERED PROFILE 1: SIMPLE PERSONALITY PSYCHOTIC」

(Alternative ver in B4 real-time updated ver: "1 personality psychotic")
Profile that can gain someone who got a psychotic-type alteration, or a hybrid alteration.
They don't have any personality split, but their vision of reality is pretty much distorted, or even destroyed in most severe cases. Looks more like an accumulation of other psychosis symptoms such as paranoia. They're quite impossible to predict, and as such, very dangerous as well as for themselves as well as for others, due to their behavior being erratic, chaotic. Brain damage can be quite important, with some affected people who might have mental confusion or cognitive abilities being altered, most of time coupled with other psychosis symptoms.
Remark: seems when the symptoms are low it always goes to this profile for a reason that is clearly unknown to me.
Most important danger: Chaotic behavior, filled with abnomalies (most of time "positive symptoms")
Most prolific infectors with this profile: Saki (4), KAFU (3)

「ALTERED PROFILE 2: MULTIPLE PERSONALITY PSYCHOTIC」

(Alternative ver in B4 real-time updated ver: "Multipersonality psychotic")
Profile that can gain someone who got a psychotic-type alteration, or a hybrid alteration.
These have multiple personalities, sometimes well managed, but most of time pretty out of control. Some will be dominant, some will be recessive, and when one that is not "the normal personality" is dominant, there can be an issue. Constantly trying to fight against personalities that can be responsible of troubles with others. Most of time violent personalities tend to be the ones remembering the infections, and to have a sort of dominance. The "normal personalities" don't remember anything since they tend to be knocked out during crisis periods.
Remark: apparently it seems the corruption has turned appends into personalities. When I asked some of them how many they had, Nyui pretty horrified me when she said she had DOZENS. In comparison, Yukari and Xin Hua, who I consider the most dangerous ones, only have 4 and 2 respectively... Even though Nyui doesn't fit profile 2, but is more towards like profile 3.
Most important danger: Possible manipulative behavior by some personalities, "mask of sanity" for some, will switch personalities at unexpected instants (high emotional instability)
Most prolific infectors with this profile: Yukari (5), Xin Hua (2)

「ALTERED PROFILE 3: IMPULSIVE PSYCHOPATH」

(Same description in B4 real-time updated ver)
Profile that can gain someone who got a psychopath-type alteration, or a hybrid alteration.
Less disordered behavior than profile 1, but still pretty unpredictable, in a very violent way. No tendencies of having several personalities necessarily, clearly the main one gets altered and they know quite well what they are doing. Just there are times where they remember things and other times these memories tend to be knocked out, or repressed. They will be ready to attack anyone if "something" tells them to do so. They can have some psychotic-type symptoms as well, but most of time they will get more into violence than in other kind of anomalous behavior.
Remark: I think sometimes this profile tends to appear if ever the victim got some kind of "hidden" violent personality in the past, which means the corruption just worsened it. Or people who had very few empathy.
Most important danger: Violent towards the others and most of time without any warning
Most prolific infectors with this profile: Ritsu (6), Lily (6)

「ALTERED PROFILE 4: MANIPULATIVE PSYCHOPATH」

(Same description in B4 real-time updated ver)
Profile that can gain someone who got a psychopath-type alteration, or a hybrid alteration.
Maybe the most conscious of the four profiles. They can master words so well and twist the spirits of the others to bend them to their will. They will play so much with their sentences in order to convince the others to do their deeds, or at least to listen to them and agree with them. They won't even hesitate to use such twisted ways to fulfill their purposes. Most of all, they have the most convincing "mask of sanity", being able to master it almost to the perfection. But their mind within is still twisted by negative emotions, most of time heavy jealousy or hatred.
Remark: seems to be a native trait for some people, but also tends to more develop with experience. Also happens with persons who got a more stoic personality.
Most important danger: Able to manipulate other people like puppets without giving them any clue about their mental issues
Most prolific infectors with this profile: Tei (7 or 8), Meiji (4), Minus (4), VY1 (4)

「MISCELLANEOUS REMARKS ABOUT THE ABOVE PROFILES」

(A messy set of remarks from Nynthixia when she tested everyone's mental alteration profiles... Including her own)

Myself: apparently mix of profiles 1 and 4, but after making the tests I more fit the 1, especially because I have brain alterations. Kind of weird but if it says so.
#kzn: hybrid for the score but tends more to have developed some kind of paranoia, especially after the incident with Celeste. Even tends more to have the same behavior as Totoko (shutting herself into her room for no reason) so would explain profile 1?
Xin Hua: globally she is profile 2, but if I had just to consider her only violent personality it's clearly the 4.
SEKAI: pretty surprised she developed profile 4, but apparently, seems her initial behavior was too calm for the syndrome to have given her profile 3? And instead she just managed to wear a sanity mask with #kzn?
KAFU: profile 1 is the least surprising, but I still continue to think her starting to be a bit too much obsessive is clearly my fault. She really got traumatized with what she saw and this is what I was afraid of.
RIME: not sure why she got profile 3 instead of 1... Does she know something I don't at this level or?
Minus: seems genetic predisposition, but Minus being able to manipulate other people doesn't seem to surprise me much. Especially after what Xingchen told me.
Yukari: almost a mix of profiles 2 and 3, but 2 is clearly what dominates the most. Especially when you notice she is fighting constantly between normal/violent to the point of isolating herself and just failing to win against the other persona.
IA: it's between 1 and 3, but seeing recent events, profile 1 is dominating right now. Pretty much not recovering from what ONE told her.
ONE: profile 4 is pretty much the syndrome just worsening the fact she manipulated her own sister to mentally break just because she wanted to get infected. Just what.
Chis-A: profile 1 was to be expected and syndrome just worsened her erratic behavior. Having this first didn't help her.
Weina: seems to more look like VY1 in terms of altered behavior and I really don't like this... She seems to think pretty well at some things and just betray others behind, just by using logical reflections as a manner of justification of her acts.
Meiji: profile 4 in huge majority but there is a mix of profiles 3 and 2 as well.
Kaori: despite profile 3, not sure how much she managed to resist, but that's pretty impressive...
Itako: weird that out of all the three sisters, she is the only one having profile 4 when the others have profile 1. Either she developed a totally different personality before coming here, which would mean Zunko is behaviorally closer from Kiritan than her, either she gained some kind of predisposition to this profile?
Kiritan: profile 1 and not sure how you can have like the creepy child thing with this.
Sora: mix of profiles 2 and 3, but the 3 is more dominant since she seems to be more in control of her thoughts than if she was just profile 2.
Stella: guess profile 4 is just her issues of rivalry having worsened?
Miko: profile 3 might be explained by a naturally more violent form of herself as a werewolf... Like beast impulsivity?
Oniko: To be honest I thought she might have been profile 3 but she is profile 2. Seems to have issues with her demonic personality, but that's kind of rare.
VY1: overly dangerous when it comes to manipulate people, even when I learnt she attempted to force other people to infect other people. What?!
Saki: pretty much stuck in some sort of PTSD if I should say so. And that's even worsening with the time.
Tianyi: profile 2 but clearly since the other personality seems to be calmer than her normal one, it doesn't seem to be a major issue for her.
Ami and Yumi: their personality alteration seems to be linked by some sort of weird thing, in sort they are mirrors of each other. Seems like alteration of some kind of "love" twins tend to have for each other. But pushed to the extreme.
Bibi and Wistaria also tend to be mirrors of each other.

「WHY KAORI MANAGED TO HOLD STILL FOR ALMOST A WHOLE YEAR?」

Never noticed Kaori technically got a yandere song on 2021 and still got declared only on 2022? It never made you think "wow, is this something you forgot"?
Actually the thing is... It's not that easy to say whenever you know someone will get symptomatic. You know already behind the lore that anyone getting a yandere song for the first time, it's the sign that they developed symptoms in the series.

YES BUT.

There is one exception. A single one.

It can't be something in external series. Like if they know they are playing a character from a known series, it's not enough for them to have symptom declaration. And since Kaori's first theorical yandere song was about a Greek Siren... It counted as a series song and so it excluded the possibility this song was the one which broke her. Songs from main lore series don't count either... For obvious reasons.

So this is how you got a Kaori fully corrupted... Only during 2022. And not 2021.

「DID I ALREADY TELL YOU THAT RIME'S VISIONS WERE CREEPY?」

- November 20: a giant computer tower suddenly shutting itself down
- November 22 (morning): Minus getting backstabbed by Xingchen literally. And the vision from the 20th came back as well.
- November 25: a dragon in the mist - and for the rest we don't know
- December 1: Minato getting caught by some sort of black tendrils and falling into the ocean she was walking on
- December 7: Cong Zheng "rebirthing from ashes"
- December 12: same vision as before but she gets hit by a sort of giant fire ball
- December 20: ROSE and POPY standing against a wall - when they stand back, they get some sticky black thing from the wall on their hands

Hello, Nynthixia here

DOWNLOAD FULL ALBUM (21 TRACKS)

Since I gave you most news a bit few days earlier, this post will mainly have the info about the album only tracks. So here we go.

Vermins (feat. Jyougasaki Bibi) [YANDERE]

Of course how would yandere girls see their rivals... As mere little insects. Vermins.

Soul;Less (feat. Tohoku Itako AI)

Mostly about a psychopath, totally unable of empathy. This is what they say when this kind of person is soulless.

Malice of Alice (feat. Tohoku Zunko AI)

I took a bit the Alice from Alice in Wonderland, made her a bit more prideful, trying to escape from a dark past.

Messiah of Angels (feat. Yurika Sayu) [AZUR LANE SERIES]

About Plymouth, a light cruiser from Royal Navy... Seen as a litteral angel.

Figments of Imaginary (feat. Namine Ritsu Kire)

Even the music is weird for this one. As almost unreal. About drifting away so much from reality you even confuse it with dream or illusion.

Sickening (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)

In the same spirit as "Disconnect from Reality" itself, but from the point of view of a vengeful god of pestilence. Who said Kassogtha?

Sabrina (feat. Chis-A) [YANDERE]

Gosh this song was a pain to make and it permitted me to see which limits Chis-A had. Clearly your very paranoid and delusional yandere girl just snapping several times. Very violently.

An Eternity with You (feat. #kzn) [YANDERE]

The previous one was pretty violent, this one... It's another kind let's say. It's an overly obsessive girlfriend who hides well her intentions, wanting to be overprotective towards her loved one... Even if it includes killing anyone approaching her?

Mask of Sanity (feat. Weina) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

OK, first of a series of 4 for the main lore series in this album. Clearly, Weina was told by all the other girls that anyway, no matter what would happen, she would end up getting infected and betrayed by someone, so she gets a bit "forced" to choose to be infected by someone else in front of everyone. As something that would seem logical to her, Weina chooses Feng Yi as infector, due to being the latest one to have arrived before her, thinking she would be sane enough. Uh oh! Bad decision Weina!
You should have chosen Rikka...

Bad Air (feat. Haruno Sora Cool) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Second one. Sora didn't see that coming. She knew she was coming to be the new lead of the Iota division. But when she arrived, she got immediately injected... Lyrics let very well understand who is the culprit here.

Chained Reaction (feat. #kzn) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Third one. Surprising happened after Sora's infection, despite #kzn having arrived before. And what just happened... Is pretty horrible when you think about it. When you see your comrades breaking down mentally one by one, until one of the most "sane" ones tells you to throw away the cause of any issue... Before getting it back and stabbing you with it.

Erratic (feat. Chis-A) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Fourth one. The music is just... Well you understood. The lyrics don't explain that very well but, this is what happens when you let someone with many mental unstabilities, including violent personalities, try to struggle alone for about a hour, locking down a library in the process that you need to open because two others of your comrades want to go in there... And then, once you manage to open the door, it's already too late.

Muriel×Aithnea -Truth- (feat. Koharu Rikka AI) [TRUTH EDITS]

Last one (for now) of the Truth edits. Second story of Mikuri Sacrament a bit altered. Won't say anything else. But it's just wholesome!
For once.

I think I have a lot of difficulties to use Chis-A in general and I'm so sorry about it... But see, this is why I'm not using male vocals. I don't know how to use them. And since Chis-A's voice is pretty androgynous, even more than Ritsu's or Stella's...

Concerning the main lore series, little reminder go read D4 post in the Nynthilore category, search for paragraphs 43, 44, 45 and 46 to better understand the songs. And remember what has been said in the other posts, it will help a lot. Be careful, don't go too in the bottom if you don't want to be spoiled though. It's a post that is updated in real-time remember.

See you in 3 days for getting POPY and ROSE home!

Nynthixia