Nynthixia productions

『Rotten Saccharose』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230319-01561
LIN (full) : 「600 898 809」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230319-001715
Full archive
Album : Genesis of Blackness - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

今あなたの注目の的になるでしょうよ
それを望むかどうかに関係なくている
私のサッカリンの世界を台無しにした
挑発する愛は全てを虐殺してた

君が現れるまで宇宙はとても穏やかだった
想いのサラダに溺れている、迷子になっていたよ
その気持ちはすぐに私の心を囚人にした
頭の均衡が崩れていた、もう否定できない

今あなたの注目の的になるでしょうよ
それを望むかどうかに関係なくている
私のサッカリンの世界を台無しにした
挑発する愛は全てを虐殺してた

一度だけ私を見て、そして幸せになるでしょう
耐えてきた痛みにもかかわらず、幸せになれるよ
他人は関係ない、だから彼らを見るのをやめなさい
あなたの前にいるよ、私こそが一番大切

ひどいことをしたと思って、そしてごめんね
私を病気にした、完全に不均衡
なぜ愛は全てを血まみれの赤に染める?
よそ見しないで、この世界はもう楽しくない

Now I'll be the center of your attention
No matter you want it or not
You ruined my saccharine world
The love you provoke me massacred everything

The universe was very calm until the moment you appeared
Drowning in a salad of thoughts, I got lost
The feeling immediately took my heart as a prisoner
Equilibrium in my head got destroyed, I can't deny it anymore

Now I'll be the center of your attention
No matter you want it or not
You ruined my saccharine world
The love you provoke me massacred everything

Look at me just once, and then I'll be happy
Despite the pain I have endured, I'll be able to be happy
Others don't matter, so stop looking at them
I'm in front of you, I'm what is the most important

I think I committed awful things, and I'm sorry
You made me sick, totally unbalanced
Why love does paint everything bloody red?
Don't look away, this world is not pleasant anymore

Maintenant je serai le centre de ton attention
Peu importe que tu le veuilles ou non
Tu as ruiné mon petit monde sucré
L'amour que tu me provoques a tout massacré

L'univers était très calme jusqu'au moment où tu es apparue
Me noyant dans une salade de pensées, je me suis perdue
Le sentiment a immédiatement fait de mon cœur un prisonnier
L'équilibre dans ma tête a été détruit, je ne peux plus le nier

Maintenant je serai le centre de ton attention
Peu importe que tu le veuilles ou non
Tu as ruiné mon petit monde sucré
L'amour que tu me provoques a tout massacré

Regarde-moi juste une fois, et je serai heureuse
Malgré la douleur que j'ai endurée, je pourrai être heureuse
Les autres n'ont pas d'importance, alors arrête de les regarder maintenant
Je suis devant toi, je suis ce qu'il y a de plus important

Je crois que j'ai commis des choses atroces, et j'en suis navrée
Tu m'as rendue malade, complètement déséquilibrée
Pourquoi l'amour peint-il tout d'un rouge sanglant ?
Ne détourne pas le regard, ce monde n'est plus plaisant

Explanations...

I went from the "crapsaccharine world" expression and it gave this out.
Music: music is a bit soft, almost childish sometimes. Arp pad by Aspire, pad and lead by Mosaic Keys, chords by Tiny Thumb Pianos.

『Banshees from the East』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230319-01560
LIN (full) : 「600 898 599」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230319-001714
Full archive
Album : Genesis of Blackness - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : reference to murders
Restricted on : (none)

夜が山に落ちた、全てが沈黙して
すると突然悲鳴が場を壊してた
道を歩いている泣いているおばあさん
彼女の悲しみに絶え間なく嘆いて

ここに来るのがとても怖い、そして次の日に誰かが死ぬと
近づかないように、誰も死なないように、毎日祈ってる

毎晩、彼女は近づいてると思う
そして命の糸がまた切れるでしょう
涙と叫びを無視しようとしている
でも恐怖はいつも私を襲ってる

ここに来るのがとても怖い、そして次の日に誰かが死ぬと
近づかないように、誰も死なないように、毎日祈ってる

今もう逃げられないってわかっている
昨日、彼女は隣人に近づいてた
別の声が最終的に消える前に
永遠の「さよなら」を言うのは誰だの？

Night has fallen on the mountains, everything goes silent
Then suddenly a scream breaks the ambience
A crying old woman walking down the path
Incessantly lamenting from her sorrow

I'm so scared she comes here, and that someone dies the next day
I pray everyday so she stays away, so that no one dies

Every evening I think she is getting closer
And the thread of life will be cut one more time
I try to ignore their tears and their screams
But fear gets me everytime

I'm so scared she comes here, and that someone dies the next day
I pray everyday so she stays away, so that no one dies

Now I know I can't escape anymore
Yesterday she approached the neighbors
Before another voice gets finally extinct
Who is going to say "farewell" forever?

La nuit est tombée sur les montagnes, tout se fige dans le silence
Et soudainement un cri a brisé l'ambience
Une vieille femme pleurant qui descend le chemin
Se lamentant sans cesse de son chagrin

J'ai peur qu'elle ne vienne ici, et que quelqu'un ne meure le jour suivant
Je prie tous les jours qu'elle reste loin, que tout le monde reste vivant

Chaque soirée je crois qu'elle s'approche de plus en plus
Et le fil de la vie sera coupé une fois de plus
J'essaie d'ignorer leurs larmes et leurs cris
Mais la peur à chaque fois me saisit

J'ai peur qu'elle ne vienne ici, et que quelqu'un ne meure le jour suivant
Je prie tous les jours qu'elle reste loin, que tout le monde reste vivant

Maintenant je sais que je ne peux pas m'échapper
Hier elle s'était approchée des voisins
Avant qu'une nouvelle voix ne s'éteigne enfin
Qui va nous dire "adieu" pour l'éternité ?

A banshee, in the Irish folklore, is a creature looking like an old woman who is known to heavily cry and scream whenever a death is to come. But when you look at different mythologies, actually, you get some other versions of Banshees as well.
Music: either Jade Ethnic Orchestra either Balkan Ethnic Orchestra. Wanted to go with a feeling half-Asian half-European.

『Funeral of Sadness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230312-01558
LIN (full) : 「600 891 869」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230312-001712
Full archive
Album : Genesis of Blackness - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

これらの負の感情は流してあげる
それらを信じるのをやめたら、消えている
最後にもう一度涙が落ちている
今度は悲しみに別れを告げるために

幸せを見つけてあげる、永遠に掴めてあげる
絶望どこかに行って、世界で歓迎されていない
毎日人々が泣くのを見て楽しんでいるのよ？
この時間は長すぎている、私をもう届かない

これらの負の感情は流してあげる
それらを信じるのをやめたら、消えている
最後にもう一度涙が落ちている
今度は悲しみに別れを告げるために

今あなたから身を守る方法を見つけていたよ
もう私からの痛みを楽しむことはないでしょう
自分の悲しみを埋めようと決心しているよ
立ち直ってる、私の幸せを抱きしめてあげる

これらの負の感情は流してあげる
それらを信じるのをやめたら、消えている
最後にもう一度涙が落ちている
今度は悲しみに別れを告げるために

I'll let these negative emotions drift away
If I stop believing in them, they'll disappear
Tears will fall down one last time
To bid farewell to sadness this time

I'll find happiness and grab it forever
Go away despair, you're not the welcome in the world
Are you having fun seeing people cry everyday?
This time has been going on for too long, you won't reach me anymore

I'll let these negative emotions drift away
If I stop believing in them, they'll disappear
Tears will fall down one last time
To bid farewell to sadness this time

I found a way to protect myself from you now
You won't enjoy any pain from me anymore
I'm well determined to bury my sadness
I'll stand back up and I'll embrace my happiness

I'll let these negative emotions drift away
If I stop believing in them, they'll disappear
Tears will fall down one last time
To bid farewell to sadness this time

Je vais laisser ces émotions négatives s'éloigner
Si je cesse de croire en elles, elles vont s'effacer
Les larmes tombent une dernière fois
Afin de dire adieu à la tristesse cette fois

Je trouverai le bonheur et le saisirai pour toujours
Dégage désespoir, dans ce monde tu n'es pas le bienvenu
Tu t'amuses à voir pleurer les autres tous les jours ?
Ce temps a assez duré, tu ne m'auras plus

Je vais laisser ces émotions négatives s'éloigner
Si je cesse de croire en elles, elles vont s'effacer
Les larmes tombent une dernière fois
Afin de dire adieu à la tristesse cette fois

J'ai trouvé un moyen de me protéger de toi désormais
Tu ne t'amuseras plus de ma douleur désormais
Je suis bien déterminée à enterrer ma tristesse
Je vais me relever et embrasser mon allégresse

Je vais laisser ces émotions négatives s'éloigner
Si je cesse de croire en elles, elles vont s'effacer
Les larmes tombent une dernière fois
Afin de dire adieu à la tristesse cette fois

I know the title by itself is weird, but there's nothing wrong in this song promised! It's just about giving up sadness and going forward!
Music: pad by Mosaic Pads, arp pad by Aspire, piano by Noire, lead by Ancient Greek Strings, harp by Elysium Harp.

Hello, Nynthixia here

So this post is mainly summing up what has been said in the live of yesterday evening. This live can be viewed back here, just things to note: 1) huge spoilers for the main lore series, both timelines; 2) it's age-restricted so you need to be 18+ and to have verified your age to access it.
Let's say YT is a bit touchy with some topics that were told about so I took some advance and restricted it myself before YT does...

BUT for the ones who want a spoiler-free version or for the ones being a bit too young to watch the live, or just if you don't have the time to watch a live that went on for 2 hours; no worries, this post is just for you! <3

1) KAFU ON SYNTHV AND THIS IS NO JOKE

I watched the Marshmallow live during my noon pause yesterday and I stayed until the very end so I got the announcements in real time. The first announcement that was made was KAFU getting a SynthV voicebank this winter (if no curse!). And you know me, I can't deny this offer. Especially when you know how much she is hard to tune (literally all the project files that are the biggest in my folder, that's projects using her voicebank!!!). So of course I'm going to take it!

How it will be treated: it will depend. But since she is the only one getting moved at least for now (I pray so hard the others move as well, because SEKAI and RIME also a hell to tune in CeVIO), whenever this bank will be released, the production will go on like this:
- any new solo songs with KAFU will be using her SynthV instead. I consider SynthV as way better quality than CeVIO. Also it will be easier for me to work with it, since for SynthV I just need to write a VOCALOID4 file then to import it in SynthV and render. Plus, the vocal modes will be a huge buff for her, and for other producers, the cross-lingual too.
- any group songs that feature her with other CeVIOs (the other isotopes mainly) will still be using her CeVIO AI voicebank as long the whole group didn't get moved yet. It's more for homogeneity reasons.

The only issue I'd have is for crediting, since technically both voicebanks are AI so... Will try to find a way in the catalogs to say whenever it's the CeVIO AI or the SynthV AI voicebank. In terms of sound I think this will be easy to notice though.

2) SEKAI VOICEPEAK

Thing I didn't say about VOICEPEAK is I own Rikka's as well thanks due her campaign. It's ongoing until July 12. Typically, if you have one of Rikka's softwares (a SynthV or a CeVIO), you can get her VOICEPEAK for free until July 12. So I got her like this.

My plan would be to get the other members of the team for VOICEPEAK as well. So Zunko and Kiritan will be bought pretty soon, Itako too whenever she will release.

And for SEKAI... She should arrive this winter as well (again, if no curse!).

The banks will arrive by DLSite normally (both).

3) HARU GETTING DELAYED... AGAIN

See why I say "if no curse" everytime. I swear the musical isotope curse is real!!!!!!

So HARU is delayed until autumn 2023. Which doesn't arrange me at all for CDHS3. So her tracks that were initially for CD39.5 got moved to way later. I don't expect her to be featured before CD40. But I'll be waiting patiently... ><

4) CDHS3 PRODUCTION

For the tracks, the production is on hiatus. The only things that may advance are the bonuses. But it will just be extended until longer. Concerning its release date there will be 2 options, and it will depend of HARU's release date:

- if HARU gets released on October or before, the release date for CDHS3 will remain November 19, 2023. I ideally wanted the crossfade to be a month before the album release, but you'll get less time between the 2 as a result.
- if HARU gets released on November or after, the release date for CDHS3 will become too tight if not impossible to maintain. To have a margin of safety, the other possibility date to have been chosen would be on January 7, 2024. This is on a Sunday as well, and this is the date that is the farest from any other deadline I have in the calendar. EDIT July 9: with the possibility of remastering "Instability" with KAFU SynthV if gets available in-between!!!!

5) OTHER ALBUMS

- CD39: production ongoing, 5 tracks left. Release on December 16, 2023.
- CD39.5: production ongoing (1 track done only). Release on March 9, 2024. Wanted to release it on February but all Saturdays are already deadlines so not too much possible, and March 2 is also a deadline...
- CD40: barebones of tracklist done only for that one. Release on March 16, 2024. A week after the other one. That was the price to pay for getting January free for potentially releasing CDHS3 in the case we'd get a worst case scenario.

And that's it for all that is spoiler-free and that was said in the live!

See you in 2 days for the song with Totoko!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

DOWNLOAD ALBUM (32 TRACKS - 19 INEDITE!)

Here it is, the album containing the first songs composed on 2023... So, for the inedite works, here we go.

01 - Wolf Fangs (feat. Ouka Miko Kire) [CORRUPTION SERIES] [YANDERE]

Miko actually had some kind of story in 2015. She failed a test at the time, but on 2022 she got her little revenge. And a thing to keep in mind is she loves Ritsu a lot. It's what lead her to her loss.

02 - Betrayal by Fire (feat. Cong Zheng) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

How to avoid someone getting infected after having been aware about a weird vision? Try to get every possible person matching the description away from the victim? That's too easy. You really think corruption is going to give up that easily?

03 - Corrupt Touch (feat. POPY, ROSE) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

I have to admit but their infection is quite something dumb. It's just because of some ignorance about things no one had the time to tell them before they notice it's too late. Of course, it's nice to help your comrades, but if only you knew it was what is going to contaminate you...

04 - I Came Back (feat. Xia Yu Yao AI) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

Yes, after her failed test from 2020, she is finally back! But the ambience in the castle is way more different, heavier, and some really need Yu Yao's ability to sweep bad feelings away. But Yu Yao didn't expect there would be THAT many...

05 - Fighting Against Myself (feat. COKO) [CORRUPTION SERIES]

When your division members tell you about the dragon hallucinations they got, of course a little physical training wouldn't be that bad to fight against a potential threat once the TIS attempt done. But that's not the worst enemy. The worst one is... A psychic threat. (Unintended pun of course!)

06 - Ainara (feat. COKO) [YANDERE]

Quite a possessive aggressive version for this one. Should you betray her by going to another man and this guy will be dead. Maybe you too but you would make her unhappy.

08 - Outside the Realities (feat. SEKAI)

A bit like an omnipresent deity looking at realities where everything is just... Violence and despair. And there would be no way she could let you spread sorrow like this.

12 - Kill All of Them (feat. MAYU) [YANDERE]

Delusional yandere girl going to kill anyone, and I say well, ANYONE, getting in the way of her lover. Even though this insane girl is the actual cause of the current sorrow.

14 - Deep in the Roots (feat. Momone Momo)

Hindered by the secrets hidden deep inside your heart, when your body doesn't even move anymore, but you're still here, way conscious...

16 - Capitulate (feat. Tohoku Zunko AI)

Zunko survivor mode in this one! For once you get a song filled with hope...

20 - Lacerated (feat. Gahata Meiji -Hunter-) [YANDERE]

A girl not good with rejection wakes up a morning and her lover... Disappeared. She was left alone. And this is not something she can sustain.

22 - Don't Approach Me (feat. Toujoh Wistaria, Jyougasaki Bibi)

Very unstable girl who gets violent for the tiniest matter. And despite this, tries to warn the others to not approach her. Don't say she didn't warn you right?

23 - Heart;Struck (feat. Xia Yu Yao AI) [YANDERE]

Light yandere for this one since this one is not violent, she just gets rid of her adversaries... By forcing them to look away. Because she got her own little love target. And it hurts a bit actually in the heart.

25 - Broken Psyche (feat. Feng Yi)

OK that's the last song composed on 2022 (just a bit more than a hour before midnight!!). You got songs of hope, this one... Is a song of pure despair. That's it.

27 - Under Your Influence (feat. Celeste -sorcière-)

This one is quite disturbing but it's someone who got so much abused she would be really be ready to do anything for the one who hurt her. Guess there are things you can't completely explain right?

28 - Dido (feat. POPY) [YANDERE]

Sister song of "Lavinia". It's someone who got her lover killed by the other woman. And as a result, she decides to kill the other murderer. Because no one else would do her any justice otherwise.

29 - Lavinia (feat. ROSE) [YANDERE]

Sister song of "Dido". Now that's from the point of view of the initial murderer. The reason why she did this? She was in love with Dido. And she wanted her for her herself. And now that's her lover killing her as retaliation.

30 - Hope Ruiner (feat. Cong Zheng) [YANDERE]

A very lovesick girl hunting for her lover under the grounds this other person is driving her totally insane. Uh... How to say... She is already insane?

32 - Wind-Walker (feat. Cangqiong) [LOVECRAFT SERIES]

Cangqiong got Ithaqua, the famous wendigo god of the wind... Maybe you can see him walking in the woods... How to appease him? Good question.

________________________________________________________________________

OK giving some more news now.

NEW VOCAL - Yun Quan via Dreamtonics store. I know this can be surprising. "Nynthixia you get some kid vocals, you're going to have issues". No worries. I have a whole thing behind to explain it, but since I consider the main Dreamtonics vocals as ageless, put in your heads this can be someone just PRETENDING to be a child. You know, like mythical creatures. You get well fairies who act like elder people or other young pretty women? Same thing here.
Yun Quan's deadline is not known yet but it will be her release date. No public song for her before 2024. First album to feature her will the same one as for HARU.

MAIN ALBUMS PRODUCTION - doing the private songs for the album "Incubation in your Mind". With slower pace because need to work on the other musical project, I'm a bit late on it.

CDHS3 PRODUCTION - Disc 2 is now 75% done (8 out of 12 done). The whole third scenario is done, first and second scenarii are half done.

BIBLE BOOKLET (CDHS3) - 400+ pages. Since three weeks.

SECRET POSTS (CDHS3) - It's not 1, not 2, not 3... But now 4 posts awaiting you with the CDHS3. The two last ones are reports. First one is about the third scenario, second one is about the first scenario. Ah and of course, how both of the issues in these 2 were poorly managed. There might be more, I don't know.

Enjoy the album!

Nynthixia

『Devoid of Thoughts』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230305-01544
LIN (full) : 「600 884 663」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230305-001698
Full archive
Album : Slippage - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking scenes (mild)
Restricted on : (none)

風が胸を通り抜けて、しかも支障なし
何かを感じる必要があることを知って
頑張っているのに何も来ないのはなぜの？
一瞬一瞬虚空をただ見つめている

周りに何があるかわからないようだった
大事なものを見落としていると思ってる
誰かが理解するのを手伝ってもらえる？
何も感じないよ、当たり前のことじゃない

風が胸を通り抜けて、しかも支障なし
何かを感じる必要があることを知って
頑張っているのに何も来ないのはなぜの？
一瞬一瞬虚空をただ見つめている

物理的に生きて、内部で死んでいるけど
何かが魂を体から吸い取ってた
十分に強力な何かを感じさせて
そうすればまた生き返れるかもしれないよ

私を見るとき、魂の黒を見ている
かなり前に壊れた、直されることなくて
この条件に対する武器を見つけたらね
そしたら迷い込んだ気持ちを取り戻すよ

The wind goes through my chest, and there is no obstacle
I know I should be feeling something
Why is there nothing coming despite my efforts
I just look at the void at each moment

I didn't seem to understand what's around me
I think I'm missing something important
Can someone help me to understand?
I can't feel anything, it's not something normal

The wind goes through my chest, and there is no obstacle
I know I should be feeling something
Why is there nothing coming despite my efforts
I just look at the void at each moment

I'm physically alive but I'm dead inside
Something has sucked my soul away from my body
Make me feel something powerful enough
Then I'll maybe be able to be alive once again

When you look at me, you see the blackness of my soul
It broke a long time ago, without being ever fixed
If you find a weapon against this condition
Then I'll find back the feelings that went astray

Le vent traverse ma poitrine, sans aucun obstacle sur le chemin
Je sais que j'aurais dû ressentir quelque chose cependant
Pourquoi malgré mes efforts rien ne vient
Je regarde juste le vide à chaque instant

Je ne semblais pas comprendre ce qui était autour de moi
Je crois qu'il me manque quelque chose d'important
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider à comprendre cette fois ?
Je ne ressens rien, ce n'est pas normal pourtant

Le vent traverse ma poitrine, sans aucun obstacle sur le chemin
Je sais que j'aurais dû ressentir quelque chose cependant
Pourquoi malgré mes efforts rien ne vient
Je regarde juste le vide à chaque instant

Je suis en vie physiquement mais morte intérieurement
Quelque chose a aspiré mon âme hors de mon corps
Fais-moi ressentir quelque chose de suffisamment puissant
Alors peut-être que je pourrai me sentir vivante encore

Quand tu me regardes, tu vois le noir de mon âme
Elle a cassé il y a longtemps, sans être réparée
Si contre ma condition tu trouves enfin une arme
Alors je retrouverai les sentiments que j'ai égarés

Someone empty inside. No feeling. Nothing.
Music: Arp pads by Mosaic Keys and Mosaic Pluck, lead by Session Guitarist Picked Acoustic.

『Petrified』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230304-01542
LIN (full) : 「600 883 515」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230304-001696
Full archive
Album : Slippage - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

私の目を見て、怖がらないで、何も起こらないことを約束して
まぶたを閉じれば、またあなたは私に戻るかもしれないでしょうよね
でもそんなにひどいの？悪気はないのに、多くの良いことを願うだけ
ほんの数分後、あなたの体は石になって、同じ恐怖の顔で

ずっと前に呪われていたことがわからないのよね？
欲しかったことはない、嫉妬深い女神の犠牲になった
何もできなかった、妹たちも処刑されていた
正確な理由は誰も知らない、理解していない

私の目を見て、怖がらないで、何も起こらないことを約束して
まぶたを閉じれば、またあなたは私に戻るかもしれないでしょうよね
でもそんなにひどいの？悪気はないのに、多くの良いことを願うだけ
ほんの数分後、あなたの体は石になって、同じ恐怖の顔で

ただの怪物だとあなたが思ってることを知って
でもあなたを裏切るつもりも殺すつもりもないよ
外見は本当に欺瞞的だの、そう思わない？
この体の中で、ただ泣き続ける少女がいるよ

私の目を見て、怖がらないで、何も起こらないことを約束して
まぶたを閉じれば、またあなたは私に戻るかもしれないでしょうよね
でもそんなにひどいの？悪気はないのに、多くの良いことを願うだけ
ほんの数分後、あなたの体は石になって、同じ恐怖の顔で

Look at my eyes, don't be afraid, I promise nothing will happen
If I close my eyelids, maybe you will turn again back to me
Am I so horrible? Though I don't have any bad intentions, I only wish you many good things
Only for few minutes later, your body turns into stone, with the same terrified face

Don't you understand I was cursed a long time ago?
But I never wanted this, I got victim of this jealous goddess
I couldn't do anything, my sisters were punished as well
No one knows exactly why, no one understands

Look at my eyes, don't be afraid, I promise nothing will happen
If I close my eyelids, maybe you will turn again back to me
Am I so horrible? Though I don't have any bad intentions, I only wish you many good things
Only for few minutes later, your body turns into stone, with the same terrified face

I know you're thinking I'm just a monster
But I have no intent to betray or kill you
Appearances are really deceitful, don't you think?
Inside this body, there is just a woman continuing to cry

Look at my eyes, don't be afraid, I promise nothing will happen
If I close my eyelids, maybe you will turn again back to me
Am I so horrible? Though I don't have any bad intentions, I only wish you many good things
Only for few minutes later, your body turns into stone, with the same terrified face

Regarde mes yeux, n'aie pas peur, je promets qu'il ne se passera rien
Si je ferme mes paupières, peut-être te retourneras-tu vers moi
Mais suis-je si horrible ? Même si je ne suis pas mal intentionnée, je ne te souhaite que du bien
Pour que quelques minutes plus tard, tu ne te pétrifies, avec le même visage terrifié sur toi

Ne comprends-tu pas que j'ai été maudite il y a longtemps ?
Mais je n'ai jamais voulu cela, j'ai été victime de cette divine jalousie
Je ne pouvais rien faire, mes soeurs ont aussi été punies
Personne ne sait exactement pourquoi, personne ne comprend

Regarde mes yeux, n'aie pas peur, je promets qu'il ne se passera rien
Si je ferme mes paupières, peut-être te retourneras-tu vers moi
Mais suis-je si horrible ? Même si je ne suis pas mal intentionnée, je ne te souhaite que du bien
Pour que quelques minutes plus tard, tu ne te pétrifies, avec le même visage terrifié sur toi

Tu dois penser que je ne suis qu'un monstre et je le sais
Mais je n'ai aucune intention de te trahir ou de te tuer
Les apparences sont vraiment trompeuses pas vrai ?
À l'intérieur de ce corps, il y a juste une femme qui continue de pleurer

Regarde mes yeux, n'aie pas peur, je promets qu'il ne se passera rien
Si je ferme mes paupières, peut-être te retourneras-tu vers moi
Mais suis-je si horrible ? Même si je ne suis pas mal intentionnée, je ne te souhaite que du bien
Pour que quelques minutes plus tard, tu ne te pétrifies, avec le même visage terrifié sur toi

Know Medusa right? The Gorgons? This kind of stuff? You really think she is the monster? If this is the case, then you are very wrong, sorry. She is just the poor victim of a goddess who wanted to find a scapegoat to punish gods who violated the laws of one of her temples.
Music: synth line by Mosaic Leads, keys by Mosaic Keys and lead by Alicias Keys.

『Dead Bird on the Chain』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230226-01541
LIN (full) : 「600 867 703」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230226-001695
Full archive
Album : Slippage - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : implied suicide
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

甘い目であなたを見ている、そっと抱きしめてあげる
絶対に離さないよ、二度と迷子になりたくない
私のそばにいれば、あなたの世話をするでしょうよね
二度と私をもう裏切らないって約束してね

この楽園で永遠に守っている
君が離れたくないことを保証して
どうしてそんなに怖かったか教えて
もう死ぬ危険はないってわかっている

甘い目であなたを見ている、そっと抱きしめてあげる
絶対に離さないよ、二度と迷子になりたくない
私のそばにいれば、あなたの世話をするでしょうよね
二度と私をもう裏切らないって約束してね

どうして君の声がもう聞こえないの？
君の世話をすることを約束してた
でも失敗していたの？信じたくない
闇の向こうに君と一緒にいられる？

Looking at you with sweet eyes, I'll gently hold you in my arms
I will never let you go away, I don't want you to get lost again
If you remain next to me, I'll take care of you
Just promise me you won't ever betray me again

I'll keep you forever in this paradise
I'll ensure you'll never want to leave
Tell me why you were so scared
You know you don't have the risk anymore to die

Looking at you with sweet eyes, I'll gently hold you in my arms
I will never let you go away, I don't want you to get lost again
If you remain next to me, I'll take care of you
Just promise me you won't ever betray me again

Why can't I hear your voice anymore?
I promised to take care of you
But did I fail? I don't want to believe it
Can I join you beyond blackness?

Te regardant avec des yeux doux, je te tiendrai gentiment dans mes bras
Je ne te laisserai jamais partir, je ne veux pas que tu te perdes à nouveau
Si tu restes à mes côtés, je prendrai bien soin de toi
Promets-moi juste de ne pas me trahir de nouveau

Je te garderai à jamais dans ce paradis
Je m'assurerai que tu ne veuilles jamais partir
Pourquoi avais-tu si peur, dis
Tu sais que tu ne risques plus de mourir

Te regardant avec des yeux doux, je te tiendrai gentiment dans mes bras
Je ne te laisserai jamais partir, je ne veux pas que tu te perdes à nouveau
Si tu restes à mes côtés, je prendrai bien soin de toi
Promets-moi juste de ne pas me trahir de nouveau

Pourquoi ne puis-je plus entendre ta voix ?
J'avais promis de prendre soin de toi
Mais ai-je échoué ? Je ne veux pas y croire
Puis-je te rejoindre au-delà de ce noir ?

Someone who believes her lover is still alive but the truth is quite far away...
Music: piano by Ashlight, choirs by Omnia, lead and arp by Morpheus and pad by Haunted Spaces.

『Slippage』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler, VocalSynth2
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230222-01539
LIN (full) : 「600 863 611」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230222-001693
Full archive
Album : Slippage - TRACK 1/25

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : violent lyrics, murders/suicide, self-harm, psychological horror
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

NOTE: low sanity lyrics writing. The violence of this song is not representative of my general work.

心配しすぎていた、経験するのはただの悪い瞬間
ただほんの一時的な痛み、いなくなると消えてしまっている
彼らの声はあまりにも長い間私を取り囲んでいた
病気のようなもの、私の時間の一部を食べているだけ

どうして違うと感じてと言い続けるの？
いつも私だったよ、何も変わっていない
笑ってるなら、治したい痛みがあるから
おかげさまで元気、なぜ君に嘘をつきたい？
この牢獄に閉じ込めないで、息をさせて
このまま主張し続ければ、悪化するだけ
もっと怖がらせるために嘘をつき続けて
だますことはできない、まだその時でもない

病気ではないよ、自分を傷つけるほどバカじゃない
自分の秘密を持つことができて、君のものを持ってね？
今いつも質問で君に嫌がらせをしているの？
正気じゃないなんて言うのはやめて、やめる必要な
この全体の状況はおかしくなり始めている
私を同情するのをやめなさい、薬はいらない
頭の中では完全に元気、声が消えていた
君はただのパラノイア攻撃を持って、癒してね

一人になりたいだけ、脅威に立ち向かって
ふりをやめて、鏡の中の君が見えてる
この部屋で、ただ私と刃だけがあるよ
私と向き合いたくないなら、逃げろ、逃げろ
命が大切すぎるなら近づかないで
近づかないで、片隅で一人でいさせて
議事録が長い、最後はきっとうまくいく
君を傷つけなくてもすぐに戻ってくる

囁き続ける幽霊たちを解き放ちたいだけ
私に彼らに従うことを強要しているね
もう殺せない、その間も苦しみ続けているよ
でも全てが豊かに流れたら、もっと良くなってる
なぜ君はまだ私を癒そうと努力しているの？
ただ取り憑かれているよ、この体に血を流させて
清められるでしょう、一時的なものだと言っていた
もう終わったんだった、地獄の短い旅だったよ

You've been worrying too much, it's just a bad moment to go through
Just temporary pain, it will go away once I'll be gone
Their voices have been surrounding me for too long
It's like a disease, it's only eating a part of my time

Why do you keep telling I'm feeling different?
I always have been myself, nothing has changed
If I'm laughing, it's because I have a pain to relieve
I'm fine thanks, why do you want me to lie to you?
Don't close me up in this prison, let me breathe
If you continue insisting like this, it will just worsen
You keep telling lies to better scare me
You can't fool me, it's not even the time yet

I'm not sick, I'm not stupid enough to hurt myself
I can have my own secrets, you have yours right?
Am I always harassing you with questions now?
So stop saying I'm insane, it needs to stop
This whole situation is starting to become ridiculous
Stop pitying me, I don't need your medications
I'm perfectly fine in my head, voices are gone
You just have a paranoia attack, heal it

I just want to be alone, face to the threats
Stop pretending, I can see you in the mirror
In this room, there's just me and my blade
If you don't want to confront me, run away, run away
Stay away if life is too important
Stay away, let me just be alone in my corner
Minutes are long, but it is going to be fine in the end
I'll soon come back without needing to hurt you

I just want to free the ghosts that are constantly whispering
They force me to obey them
I can't kill them anymore, and meanwhile I continue suffering
But I'll go better once everything will abundantly flow
Why are you still striving to try healing me?
I'm just possessed, let this body bleed
I'll be purged, I told you it was temporary
It's over now, it was just a short travel in hell

Tu t'es trop inquiété, c'est juste un mauvais moment à passer
Que de la douleur temporaire, elle partira quand je m'en serai allée
Leurs voix m'ont entourée pendant bien trop longtemps
C'est comme une maladie, elle ne mange qu'une partie de mon temps

Pourquoi est-ce que tu continues à dire que je me sens différente ?
J'ai toujours été moi-même, rien n'a changé
Si je ris c'est parce que j'ai une douleur à soulager
Je vais bien merci, pourquoi veux-tu que je te mente ?
Ne m'enferme pas dans cette prison, laisse-moi respirer
Si tu continues d'insister comme ça, ça ne fera qu'empirer
Tu continues à raconter des mensonges pour mieux me faire peur
Tu peux pas me leurrer, ce n'est pas encore l'heure

Je ne suis pas malade, je suis pas aussi stupide pour me blesser
Je peux avoir mes propres secrets, tu as les tiens aussi nan ?
Est-ce que je te harcèle de questions sans arrêt maintenant ?
Alors arrête de dire que je suis folle, cela doit cesser
Toute cette situation commence à devenir ridicule sérieusement
Arrête de me plaindre, j'ai pas besoin de tes médicaments
Je vais très bien dans ma tête, les voix ne sont pas là
T'as juste une crise de paranoïa, soigne-la

Je veux juste être seule, face aux menaces
Arrête de faire semblant, je te vois dans la glace
Dans cette chambre il n'y a que cette lame et moi
Si tu veux pas faire face à moi, barre-toi, barre-toi
Si la vie est trop importante pour toi alors reste loin
Reste loin, laisse-moi être seule dans mon coin
Les minutes sont longues, mais ça va finir par bien se passer
Je vais bientôt revenir et sans t'avoir blessé

Je veux juste libérer les fantômes qui murmurent constamment
Ils me forcent à suivre leurs actes et à leur obéir
Je ne peux plus les tuer, et pendant ce temps je continue de souffrir
Mais j'irai mieux quand tout coulera abondamment
Pourquoi tu t'évertues tant à vouloir me soigner ?
Je suis juste possédée, laisse ce corps saigner
Je serai purgée, je t'ai dit que c'était temporaire
C'est fini maintenant, ce n'était qu'un court voyage en enfer

Remember this tweet? Well it was for these lyrics. Also, yes, it's this one that almost got rated "explicit". But after, I didn't need anymore to write to purge myself. So, indeed, wasn't feeling pretty well when I wrote these. Sorry.
It's someone being very mentally ill and in total denial of her state, even threatening the one living with her.
Music: the music is as unsettling as the lyrics. It was on purpose. Atmo by Haunted Spaces, chant by Mimi Page, the rest is using FLEX.

『Numb my Pain』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 10 Advanced, Nectar 3 Plus, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 20, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230221-01538
LIN (full) : 「600 862 503」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230221-001692
Full archive
Album : Slippage - TRACK ??/25

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders/suicide, self-harm, psychological horror
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

NOTE: low sanity lyrics writing. The violence of this song is not representative of my general work.

眠らせて、体の痛みが消えない限り
心の傷を癒すにはそれしかないだよ
忘れさせるためにもう一度何かをして
希望を与えてね、恐れを取り除けてね

呼吸しているのと同じ空気が窒息させてる
もう私に影響を与えるものは何もないよ
すでに多くのこの悲惨を経験していただよね
むしろ諦めているよ、この戦争には勝てないよ

眠らせて、体の痛みが消えない限り
心の傷を癒すにはそれしかないだよ
忘れさせるためにもう一度何かをして
希望を与えてね、恐れを取り除けてね

異世界に連れて行ってくれたら、体から離れよう
または、少なくとももう痛みはないと約束して
時間が経てば経つほど、その気持ちは強くなってる
でもこの意識はもうこの恐怖に耐えられないよね

眠らせて、体の痛みが消えない限り
心の傷を癒すにはそれしかないだよ
忘れさせるためにもう一度何かをして
希望を与えてね、恐れを取り除けてね

Put me to sleep, as long as the pain won't be gone from my body
It's the only way to soothe the wounds in my heart
Do anything again to make me forget
Give me some hope and get rid of my fear

This same air we're breathing is making me choke
And nothing else affects me anymore
I went through so much of this misery already
I rather giving up, I can't win this war

Put me to sleep, as long as the pain won't be gone from my body
It's the only way to soothe the wounds in my heart
Do anything again to make me forget
Give me some hope and get rid of my fear

If you take me to another world, will I leave my body
Or at least promise me there won't be any pain anymore
The more time passes by, the more the feeling gets stronger
But my consciousness won't hold it anymore against this horror

Put me to sleep, as long as the pain won't be gone from my body
It's the only way to soothe the wounds in my heart
Do anything again to make me forget
Give me some hope and get rid of my fear

Endors-moi, tant que la douleur ne sera pas partie de mon corps
C'est le seul moyen d'apaiser les blessures dans mon cœur
Fais tout pour me faire oublier encore
Donne-moi de l'espoir et débarrasse ma peur

Ce même air qu'on respire ne fait que m'étouffer
Et plus rien ne semble plus m'affecter
Je suis allée à travers tant de misère
Je préfère abandonner, je ne peux pas gagner cette guerre

Endors-moi, tant que la douleur ne sera pas partie de mon corps
C'est le seul moyen d'apaiser les blessures dans mon cœur
Fais tout pour me faire oublier encore
Donne-moi de l'espoir et débarrasse ma peur

Si tu m'emmènes dans un autre monde, vais-je quitter mon corps
Ou promets-moi au moins qu'il n'y aura plus de douleur
Plus le temps passe et plus le sentiment devient fort
Mais cette conscience ne tiendra pas plus longtemps face à cette horreur

Endors-moi, tant que la douleur ne sera pas partie de mon corps
C'est le seul moyen d'apaiser les blessures dans mon cœur
Fais tout pour me faire oublier encore
Donne-moi de l'espoir et débarrasse ma peur

... Do I really need to explain this actually... Even though the lyrics don't say the thing directly, it's hidden behind poetry, you know quite well what that means.
OK I admit I think my sanity went way deeper into the abyss for this one, and that's not the worst one.
Music: pads by Mosaic Pad, arp pad by Mosaic Tape, leads and bridge by Mosaic Keys.