Nynthixia productions

Hello, Nynthixia here

With the first album of 2024, "Excess"!

DOWNLOAD ALBUM (32 TRACKS - 16 INEDITE WORKS)

And also featuring REML and Yun Quan for the first time!

Hope you enjoy it!~

Other than this, I said most of what I had to say in the previous post. Right now, for the currently produced album ("Relics"), there are still 4 deadlined tracks to do (Lily, Chis-A, #kzn and Mai) and 11 private ones. So it's clearly not over.

So if you want the other info, it didn't move since then, but it's just here.

See you in few days for the song with Yukari

Nynthixia

『Burn the Incense Sticks』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-231008-01673
LIN (full) : 「601 102 883」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-231008-001828
Full archive
Album : Mind Alteration Disorder - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

この場所を幽霊が取り囲んでいるような気がしているよ
こんなにたくさんの人が苦しんでる、呪いは終わるだろう
あなたを去らせてあげるよ、選択の余地は与えないでしょう
あなたの願いが何であれ、あなたが消える時が来ていたよ

このお香がゆっくりと燃え上がり灰になっている限りね
今で自分を守りたくてなら祈りを繰り返してくれな
これ以上罪のない人たちを傷つけさせないでしょうよね
過去の罪によって堕落した魂を悔い改めなさい

この場所を幽霊が取り囲んでいるような気がしているよ
こんなにたくさんの人が苦しんでる、呪いは終わるだろう
あなたを去らせてあげるよ、選択の余地は与えないでしょう
あなたの願いが何であれ、あなたが消える時が来ていたよ

あなたはどこに行っていたも痛みと悪を広めていただけ
あなたのせいで、たくさんの悲しみの涙がこぼれていたね
もう償還の可能性はない、留まる言い訳はもうないよ
でも呪われた幽霊を許す誰にもはいなくてだろうね

この場所を幽霊が取り囲んでいるような気がしているよ
こんなにたくさんの人が苦しんでる、呪いは終わるだろう
あなたを去らせてあげるよ、選択の余地は与えないでしょう
あなたの願いが何であれ、あなたが消える時が来ていたよ

I sense the ghosts surrounding this place
So many tormented people, curse shall cease
I'll make you go away, I won't give you any choice
No matter what are your wishes, it's time for your to disappear

As long as this incense continues to slowly burn away into ashes
Repeat now your prayers if you want to attempt defending yourself
I won't let you hurt any more innocent people
Repent for your soul corrupted by your past sins

I sense the ghosts surrounding this place
So many tormented people, curse shall cease
I'll make you go away, I won't give you any choice
No matter what are your wishes, it's time for your to disappear

You just spread pain and evil everywhere you went
Because of you, too many tears of sorrow have fallen down
No more chances of redemption, no more excuses to stay here
But no one will want to forgive a cursed ghost

I sense the ghosts surrounding this place
So many tormented people, curse shall cease
I'll make you go away, I won't give you any choice
No matter what are your wishes, it's time for your to disappear

Je sens les fantômes qui entourent cet endroit
Tant de gens tourmentés, la malédiction doit cesser
Je vous ferai partir et je ne vous laisserai pas le choix
Peu importe vos souhaits, il est que vous disparaissiez

Tant que cet encens continue à brûler lentement en cendres
Répète tes prières si tu veux tenter de te défendre
Je ne te laisserai pas blesser encore plus de gens innocents
Repends-toi pour ton âme corrompue par tes péchés d'antan

Je sens les fantômes qui entourent cet endroit
Tant de gens tourmentés, la malédiction doit cesser
Je vous ferai partir et je ne vous laisserai pas le choix
Peu importe vos souhaits, il est que vous disparaissiez

Tu as répandu le mal et la douleur partout où tu allais
De par ta faute, d'innombrables larmes de chagrin ont coulé
Plus la moindre chance de rédemption, plus aucune excuse pour rester ici
Mais personne ne voudra pardonner un fantôme que l'on a maudit

Je sens les fantômes qui entourent cet endroit
Tant de gens tourmentés, la malédiction doit cesser
Je vous ferai partir et je ne vous laisserai pas le choix
Peu importe vos souhaits, il est que vous disparaissiez

A priestess in charge of cleansing places from bad spirits. The incense is sometimes used as a tool to get rid of them. That's exactly what she does.
Music: pad by Lunaris, chords by FLEX, the rest is using Sambhala, including the earth SFX. And if you wonder why I used an earth one instead of a fire one... Well we are with Shian here, who is a goddess of earth so... That's her little personal touch I'd say.

Hello, Nynthixia here

Will be explaining how I will work on 2024, since my health is going no better and I have more and more difficulties to keep up. Seems like I most often do a single song per week.

Generally you know that the last albums ongoing contain about 30 tracks, with about a good dozen of singers everytime. They mostly have 2 tracks/album and it fills up with deadlines but also new arrivals. The albums, formerly monthly, were released every 2 months for series albums. In the albums it was mostly 50% public demos and 50% album-only tracks.

This work pace is no longer possible for now due to my current condition so this is how it will work:

- "Excess" (CD39.5): the album is mostly done so it will be released normally next week, on the 20th.

- "Mind Alteration Disorder" (CD40): the tracks are also all done so this will have the 2023 work pace thing. Release March 16, 2024.

- "Relics" (CD40.5): this is the album I'm on right now, it will be the last one to have the 2023 work pace thing. Release May 25, 2024.

- CD41 (which doesn't have a name yet): this will be the first album to apply the 2024 schedule, which is as follows:

2024 schedule work pace

- 1 track/singer if a single deadline in the album, 2 tracks if both deadlines are too close from each other (are concerned by this: Rikka, Karin, Chifuyu, RIME, GUMI, Nyui, Minus, Tianyi (case of December/January deadlines)) and groups might be preferred if possible (condition: same engine minimum, so you can't have Celeste with Yukari/Akari/CUL or the Ichigawas with GUMI).
- new arrivants will always have 2 tracks and they will be private in every case: a normal track and the series one. Expect this to arrive for SeeU very soon.
- albums will still contain ~30 tracks however
- and after I'll adapt it for the releases

This will be at least until my treatment gets over... Which I don't think it will end before at least NOVEMBER. Yes, it's that serious. Problem is that apparently anti-depressants treatments for anxiety are at least a year long. And since this is what tires me up a lot...
And if you ask me "change your medication"... Actually we already changed it once because the previous treatment was even worse. Couldn't even focus. So I'm telling myself the current one is not that bad in comparison.

It's the price I have to pay for not getting a burn out, that would be even worsened with the medication. Otherwise no worries I'm fine for now. It's at least way better than few months ago. Just very tired, that's it.

So yeah, the treatment more affecting my working speed than the content.

So sorry if it will make less album-only tracks, but at least there will be some.

The lives will still be done, reminder for the next ones:

EP10 - Explanations of the bonus 1 of CDHS3 + SEKAI's recordings (because they quite go together actually)

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / CDHS3 spoilers (terminal insanity timeline only) / whiteboard with Google Doc next to me / 2+ hours

EP11 - Explanations of the bonus 3 of CDHS3

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / CDHS3 spoilers (terminal insanity timeline only) / whiteboard with Google Doc next to me / 2+ hours

EP12 - Explanations of the bonus 4 of CDHS3

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / CDHS3 spoilers (terminal insanity timeline only) / whiteboard with Google Doc next to me / 1+ hour

EP13 - A32 explanations

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / spoiler-free / whiteboard with blog post next to me / maybe more than 2h

EP14 - D6 explanations

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / spoiler-free / whiteboard with blog post next to me / maybe more than 2h

EP15 - E6 explanations

English / no chat reading (VOD-type) / age restricted / spoiler-free / whiteboard with blog post next to me / maybe more than 2h

(EP10 and EP15 might contain very sensitive content, EP11, 13 and 14 are quite mild, EP12 is "averagely violent" I'd say)

Other info:

- I'm aware for HARU's VOICEPEAK and of course she'll be taken. KAFU VOICEPEAK announced next month maybe????
- Still waiting for ROSA's crowdfunding too

Again, happy new year, take care of yourselves and go download the CDHS3 if you didn't yet. Plus don't forget you can exclusively hear Minus/Yongye AI in it!!!! If that's not great!!!

Nynthixia

『Butterflies in the Chest』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-231008-01672
LIN (full) : 「601 102 401」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-231008-001827
Full archive
Album : Mind Alteration Disorder - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

あなたを見ていると毎日幸せになってる
心が爆発しそうな気がして、近くにいて
一人でいたくなくて、ずっと一緒にいてくれね
気持ちが強すぎ、だから私から離れないで

内部で何が起こっているのかをどう説明？
本当に理解できないことがたくさんあるよ
でも一緒にいると、全てが和らぎているだよ
本当に気持ちを和らげることができるのよ？

あなたを見ていると毎日幸せになってる
心が爆発しそうな気がして、近くにいて
一人でいたくなくて、ずっと一緒にいてくれね
気持ちが強すぎ、だから私から離れないで

あなたがいないとじっとしていられないでしょうよ
怖いのでしょう、それともそれよりも重要なの？
まるで周りの突然ぐるぐる回っているね
心が病んでいる、もう全く耐えられないよ

あなたを見ていると毎日幸せになってる
心が爆発しそうな気がして、近くにいて
一人でいたくなくて、ずっと一緒にいてくれね
気持ちが強すぎ、だから私から離れないで

I'll be happy every day I'm looking at you
I feel my heart is going to explode, so stay close to me
I don't want to stay alone, please keep me with you
My feelings are too strong, so don't leave me

How to explain what's going on inside?
There are so many things I don't really understand
But when together, everything within soothes
Are you really able to relieve my feelings?

I'll be happy every day I'm looking at you
I feel my heart is going to explode, so stay close to me
I don't want to stay alone, please keep me with you
My feelings are too strong, so don't leave me

I can't stay still when you're not there
Am I scared or is it more important than that?
It's as if everything around was suddenly spinning
My heart is sick, I can't sustain it anymore at all

I'll be happy every day I'm looking at you
I feel my heart is going to explode, so stay close to me
I don't want to stay alone, please keep me with you
My feelings are too strong, so don't leave me

Je serai heureuse chaque jour où je suis en train de te regarder
Je sens que mon cœur va exploser, alors reste près de moi
Je ne veux pas rester seule, puisses-tu toujours me garder
Mes sentiments sont trop forts alors ne me quitte pas

Comment puis-je expliquer ce qui se passe en moi ?
Il y a tant de choses que je ne comprends pas vraiment
Mais quand on est ensemble, tout s'apaise en moi
Es-tu vraiment capable de pouvoir soulager mes sentiments ?

Je serai heureuse chaque jour où je suis en train de te regarder
Je sens que mon cœur va exploser, alors reste près de moi
Je ne veux pas rester seule, puisses-tu toujours me garder
Mes sentiments sont trop forts alors ne me quitte pas

Je ne peux pas rester calme quand tu n'es pas là
Est-ce que j'ai peur ou est-ce que c'est plus grave que ça ?
C'est comme si tout autour de moi tournait tout d'un coup
Mon cœur est malade, je ne le supporte plus du tout

Je serai heureuse chaque jour où je suis en train de te regarder
Je sens que mon cœur va exploser, alors reste près de moi
Je ne veux pas rester seule, puisses-tu toujours me garder
Mes sentiments sont trop forts alors ne me quitte pas

Music: went back to trance to test some instruments out. Pad by Lunaris 2, supersaw by Utopia, lead by FLEX and bridge by Photosynthesis.
For this one, I used both the CeVIO voicebank and the VoiSona one. Best idea ever!

『Want to be Someone』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-231014-01674
LIN (full) : 「601 109 047」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-231014-001829
Full archive
Album : Mind Alteration Disorder - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

鏡に姿が見えないよ、周りは何もない
この暗闇の中で一人ぼっち、とても寒い
本当に存在するのかとさえ思っている
本当夢を見ていないか確認するために

気持ちをどう説明したらいいの知らない
この現実には何かが欠けてかのように

鏡に姿が見えないよ、周りは何もない
この暗闇の中で一人ぼっち、とても寒い
本当に存在するのかとさえ思っている
本当夢を見ていないか確認するために

アイデンティティを見失ってような気がして
今空っぽだと感じている理由のかな

もしかしたら知らない名前があるかもしれない
意識を持ってということは、ここにいるということ
幻想にはなれないだけよ、だから教えてくれ
なぜ私だけがこの場所に存在しているの？

I don't see myself in the mirror, everything around is empty
I'm all alone in this dark, it's so cold
I even end up wondering if I really exist
To just ensure I'm actually not dreaming

I don't know how to describe this feeling
As if something was missing in this reality

I don't see myself in the mirror, everything around is empty
I'm all alone in this dark, it's so cold
I even end up wondering if I really exist
To just ensure I'm actually not dreaming

I seem like I'm missing an identity
Is it why I'm feeling empty now

Maybe I have a name I don't know
If I'm conscious, it means I'm here
I can't just be an illusion, so tell me
Why am I the only one to exist in this place?

Je ne me vois pas dans le miroir, tout est vide autour de moi
Je suis toute seule dans ce noir, cet endroit est tellement froid
Je finis même par me demander si j'existe réellement ou pas
Afin de juste m'assurer que je ne rêve pas

Je ne sais pas comment décrire ce sentiment
Comme s'il manquait quelque chose dans cette réalité

Je ne me vois pas dans le miroir, tout est vide autour de moi
Je suis toute seule dans ce noir, cet endroit est tellement froid
Je finis même par me demander si j'existe réellement ou pas
Afin de juste m'assurer que je ne rêve pas

J'ai l'impression qu'il me manque une identité
Est-ce pourquoi je me sens vide maintenant ?

Peut-être que j'ai un nom que je ne connais pas
Si je suis consciente, ça signifie que je suis là
Je ne peux pas n'être qu'une illusion, alors dis-moi
Pourquoi suis-je la seule à exister dans cet endroit ?

It was meant to be released on the 21st and then I learnt I was supposed to release this yesterday... So here it is, few hours late, sorry. And promised I keep the date for next year!!!!
Music: gated atmo by Haunted Spaces, pad by Orbit, lead by Photosynthesis, rest is using Elysium.

『Memory Shift』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-231001-01671
LIN (full) : 「601 095 770」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-231001-001826
Full archive
Album : Mind Alteration Disorder - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

過去を残して、何も残らないまで全てを忘れて
体にも精神にも少なくとも痛みはないよ
幸せに値しているだよ、みんなと同じように
誰かが運命を取り戻すのを手伝ってくれない？

心の奥底に何があるのか誰も知らなかっただね
大きな苦痛をもたらす全ての圧倒的な感情
逃げ出したかったけど、安全な場所はどこにあるのでしょう？
全てがとても暗くて、誰に話せばいいのか知らなかった

過去を残して、何も残らないまで全てを忘れて
体にも精神にも少なくとも痛みはないよ
幸せに値しているだよ、みんなと同じように
誰かが運命を取り戻すのを手伝ってくれない？

他人に対する信頼がそれほど欠けているのでしょうの？
自分でも分からない、その場で麻痺してしまったようだった
動けなくていたけど、とても氷を砕かしたかったのに
ただ他の人々と同じように理解されたくてだけだ

過去を残して、何も残らないまで全てを忘れて
体にも精神にも少なくとも痛みはないよ
幸せに値しているだよ、みんなと同じように
誰かが運命を取り戻すのを手伝ってくれない？

Leave the past behind, forget everything until nothing remains
Not the least pain in my body neither in my spirit
I deserve some happiness, like everyone else
Can someone help me finding my fate back?

No one knew what was in the depths in my heart
All the overwhelming emotions that cause me so much pain
I wanted to run away, but where to find a safe place to go?
Everything seemed so dark and I didn't know who to talk to

Leave the past behind, forget everything until nothing remains
Not the least pain in my body neither in my spirit
I deserve some happiness, like everyone else
Can someone help me finding my fate back?

Do I lack so much trust towards other people?
I don't know myself, I seemed paralyzed on place
Unable to move, and though I wanted so much to break the ice
I just want to be understood like anyone else

Leave the past behind, forget everything until nothing remains
Not the least pain in my body neither in my spirit
I deserve some happiness, like everyone else
Can someone help me finding my fate back?

Laisse le passé derrière, oublie tout jusqu'à ce qu'il ne reste plus rien
Plus la moindre douleur dans mon corps ou dans mon esprit
Je mérite un peu de bonheur, comme n'importe qui
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider à enfin retrouver mon destin ?

Personne n'a jamais connu les profondeurs de mon cœur
Toutes les émotions qui m'écrasent, qui me causent autant de douleur
Je voulais m'enfuir, mais où trouver un endroit sécurisé où aller ?
Tout semblait si sombre et je ne savais pas à qui parler

Laisse le passé derrière, oublie tout jusqu'à ce qu'il ne reste plus rien
Plus la moindre douleur dans mon corps ou dans mon esprit
Je mérite un peu de bonheur, comme n'importe qui
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider à enfin retrouver mon destin ?

Est-ce que je manque autant de confiance envers les autres ?
Je l'ignore moi-même, j'étais comme paralysée sur place
Incapable de bouger, et pourtant je voulais tellement briser la glace
Je veux juste qu'on me comprenne comme n'importe qui d'autre

Laisse le passé derrière, oublie tout jusqu'à ce qu'il ne reste plus rien
Plus la moindre douleur dans mon corps ou dans mon esprit
Je mérite un peu de bonheur, comme n'importe qui
Quelqu'un peut-il m'aider à enfin retrouver mon destin ?

Music: chords by Mandolin, lead by Koto Nation, khaen by Sheng Khaen Sho, pad by Jade Evolutions and gated pad by Jade Ethnic Orchestra.

(These are several logs from Nynthixia's diary... These are after the last ones.)

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2023-01-01: Going to ask my "twin" if there is a way to make the project a bit faster than what we are going through currently. I feel I'm starting to break.
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Zunko and Itako brought me back to my room, apparently they found me unconscious. Hope they didn't see the book...

2023-01-02: WHERE IS THIS BOOK GODDAMM-- If ever they just open it and summon anything with it...

2023-01-03: ... How did the book just arrive in the library? Am I losing my head? I swear no one brought it back to me after the attempt of the other day.

2023-01-04: Starting to get quite tired lately. Not sure if it's just the bits of nightmares or if I'm working too much. Apparently it even worried the others that I was hardly working on Christmas's Eve and on the New Year. I have things to finish, that's it!!!

2023-01-05: Yu Yao's stuff just arrived here. With a message saying she will be here pretty soon. Also I learnt something about her. Her ability. Apparently she is able to get rid of anyone's bad emotions and feelings by sweeping them away in the wind. YU YAO YOU MIGHT BE OUR SAVIOR!!!!

2023-01-09: I think my body is trying to send me a message by putting me back to sleep during the day. I... Must... Resist...

2023-01-10: Thanks Cangqiong, completely forgot this... Not sure why I'm jumping off the medical visits... Especially since there's a lot of damage in her group...
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Not sure what happened it becomes distorted again and again and my body is trying to sleep and I don't want to but this forces me to sleep I just don't want to...

2023-01-12: Seriouslywhatisgoingontheregosh

2023-01-15: Just noticed it's been two weeks I can't do ANYTHING. Also, not sure how, but some seem to be aware of the attempt I did on the new year. I just want to get rid of this ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ syndrome...

2023-01-17: Yu Yao arrives tomorrow. Got the confirmation. Finally can get out of this mess... Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseprettyplease

2023-01-18: Yu Yao finally safe here~ After all this time...

2023-01-19: It's been so windy yesterday evening... It was very brief but... I understand we tend to be in sort of storm season but still... Luckily castle didn't take damage. It seems to have happened near the Japanese annex though... Now just stuck here for the day. Let's go just easy on Yu Yao, understood she was very sensible and I need her to "heal" a bit some others...

2023-01-20: Still having sleep issues... Guess my body really wants to catch back up so bad...

2023-01-23: So much confused I thought COKO was coming today... It's tomorrow...

2023-01-24: ... I'm very... How to say... Embarrassed. I promised KAFU she'd see COKO tonight and... No one came. Just got a message instead saying she would be "a bit late". It's almost midnight now. I'm very very VERY afraid there.
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OK seems they are aware as well.

2023-01-25: ... COKO arrived here at... 4 AM. So just explained her the whole thing and brought her to her room. Now I just hope I can get back some sleep...
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6 AM and need to go. Couldn't get back to sleep.
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Testing COKO, Yu Yao, Chiyu, Shian and Haiyi again. The hell why RIME and COKO were sitting in the corridor next to SEKAI...
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I REALLY NEED TO REST NOW OR I'M GOING TO JUST BREAKDOWN FOR GOOD

2023-01-26: OK so... Had to do tests yesterday evening. Yu Yao is positive and I have no freaking idea what happened with her. No one said they got blackouts. Apparently she just passed a night with Xin Hua because of a nightmare that had nothing to see with the rest. COKO also positive because RIME attacked her yesterday evening after a training. WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO RIGHT NOW???
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Still lucky Yu Yao still has her ability otherwise I don't think RIME would have sustained the whole day...

2023-01-27: I'm still searching to know how Yu Yao caught the syndrome. Luckily she is not that altered. Just seeming a bit afraid by moments. Cangqiong told me she just had to stop a storm the evening she came here. Was that what I heard the other night??? Gosh... Also IA and KAFU who were with Yu Yao the concerned evening said they were pretty sure about not having snapped. Asked Xin Hua as well and she just told me they were sleeping for the night and that was it. Not sure who I'm meant to believe but...
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Cangqiong, IA and KAFU clearly out of cause for this one. I have doubts over Xin Hua. Are there chances she just was totally unaware? I just saw a... Sudden move on the camera during the night where she just took her by the neck...
WAIT...

2023-01-28: Finally was able to get back to work on lyrics. Managed to get my brain working a little. Starting to just recover some sleep a bit... But still not enough. I think I accumulated way too much fatigue over the days. And not sure for how longer my brain will just use some kind of "safe mode". I just feel horribly drained. My chest hurts by moments since several weeks. As if I had to spit something out but it just doesn't come. Not sure what is going on...

2023-01-29: Chiyu positive. Sudden violent attack in front of her sisters. Like if something was trying to possess her... Wonder if Haiyi and Shian will hold longer. Just hoping they don't get reached that bad compared to the other three...

2023-01-31: Again stuck here. Wanted to see what GUMI's V-type AI is giving out... It feels pretty different wow.

2023-02-01: Sabbath success!

2023-02-03: I feel empty again, heavy weight on my chest, not sure what is going on... Am I being sick or something...

2023-02-04: I'm wondering if this is a kind of depression or... Even though I don't want to end myself, I just... Feel empty by moments and the pain just doesn't stop. Just tons of stress and the idea that the world around is all horror.

2023-02-06: Asked my "twin" if she knew what to do and she just told me that I did it badly last time. So I'll try again...

2023-02-08: Resisttheimpulsesresistheimpulsesresisttheimpulsesresisttheimpulsesresisttheimpulsesresisttheimpulsesresisttheimpulsesresisttheimpulses

2023-02-09: THIS NEEDS TO GET OUT OF MY BRAIN CAN'T EVEN WORK WITH THIS

2023-02-10: Managed to do something finally...
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Not sure what was wrong with Sayu, she had this... Worried face? Am I really starting to...

2023-02-11: Need to try again something tomorrow evening. Will just continue to write meanwhile to get the blackness out of my brain. I really need it otherwise I'll just break...

2023-02-12: Is there a reason why Chis-A is passing so much time in the library? It's been few days already...
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah OK I understand now... She didn't tell me she was trying to learn a new language... Ahahaha how cute
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Is it starting to be contagious or everyone is even more afraid than the usual? What's going on... There's maybe just Tei acting a bit... "Normal"? But first Sayu, now Chis-A... Will try to analyze her again but... I... I just knew she had some issues with the fluid but I remember well she was not choking on it. Something might have happened.

2023-02-13: Got so much tired I didn't have the time to write some lyrics for Itako, but since I'm feeling a bit better compared to last time... I gave her nice ones. Also did a check up on Chis-A and I'm afraid she is starting to have critical black TB issues as well. Will ask Lily to keep her on check.

2023-02-16: It was what I was afraid of, but Chis-A's physiological issues really worsened. Not sure if this is because she works so much she is getting physically tired of it, or there is something else seriously bothering her... I will ask for global testing to everyone tomorrow.

2023-02-18: So. We are several who have worsened scores. Apparently my black TB issues are starting to become quite problematic. At the same time, I was feeling more and more oppressed in the chest... Same for VY1. Possibly jealousy playing with her mind. Chis-A too obviously. KAFU and RIME's mental health dropped a bit as well, probably because of the obsession issues. SEKAI has both issues being worsened too. Not sure to understand how this happened though...

2023-02-19: I think the paranoia continues and I'm not sure if it's because of the tests of yesterday or something else. But Ami told me that even compared to the standards I was doing in previous lyrics the others showed her, the set she got with her twin was a bit out of bounds. Wait what how that "out of bounds"...

2023-02-20: Need to catch back all the delay my issues caused me. So I was writing over and over each evening. And the paranoia doesn't seem to be gone...

2023-02-21: Seriously why is everyone worried about my mental health gosh - I'm just tired that's it!

2023-02-22: The more I'm looking at the others's reactions and the more I'm thinking there's an issue. First it was Sayu. She was really the first one to give such remarks to me. Then Ami and Yumi. #kzn too made the exact same remark. But there... To the point of KAFU saying she doesn't even remember what she just sung when I have the audio proofs... If it's a joke it's really NOT FUNNY.

2023-02-23: OK just looked at the material after the registering session and there is infected fluid on it... Now... Now it makes sense. I think I broke her. And when she was singing the lyrics I gave her she just snapped, then re-snapped back once out. Is it me or she's really more and more unstable godamm---REALLY NEED TO SLEEP

2023-02-26: It went a bit better for now... Just had to take a break after what happened the other day.

2023-02-28: Something is strangling me in my throat... That and the top of my chest as well. Might be ruminating too much on negative things.

2023-03-03: Got a call from HARU. Her AI has some issues and she thinks she will arrive only for August 12, so for our time, the 11th. Is this a curse ongoing in her team or---

2023-03-06: Sent an invite to Mell.
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Yukari gave me a good scare... It's what's going on when her catatonic personality takes over?

2023-03-10: Just finished giving the last sets. No weird reactions from anyone. No remarks. No mental snaps. Maybe just Tei who laughed a bit when I gave her hers. But knowing her I know this is not something I should rest upon when judging what's normal or not.

2023-03-14: It's been three days since Yukari fell back into catatonia. Really need to know what's going on. Otherwise it will start being a serious issue. Not that she is dangerous but...

2023-03-15: OK NEVER SCARE ME AGAIN LIKE THAT YOU TWO

2023-03-16: I woke up with a horrible headache... Not sure how to relieve that... I think I saw something in my mind but it was too blurry for me to see...
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Paid the ticket for Mell.

2023-03-19: Haiyi started complaining about some kind of headache during the session so decided to retest her and Shian... Shian is still negative, but Haiyi is now positive. Good point is both have a resistance to the syndrome, so they shouldn't be hit too hard...

2023-03-20: I think there is something that is taking over my thoughts... It keeps birthing and birthing each time I think I get rid of it, sometimes it knocks me out for hours... I think my brain is starting to break. Not sure how to interpret this otherwise.

2023-03-21: I told Yu Yao to keep a close eye on Rikka and Yukari. Just in case.
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YES SABBATH IS A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!! Now to hope they got rid of the traumatism...

2023-03-22: Glad to see Yukari and Rikka in a better mental state than these recent days... See it's not at every sabbath it goes wrong.

2023-03-24: I better understand what happened with the headache of the other day... And I still don't understand why KAFU did this. She knows already my mental universe is literal hell so WHY DID SHE COME BACK TO IT?

2023-03-25: Really need to do something before it gets out of control... OR WAIT IS IT ALREADY---

2023-03-30: My "twin" gave me some rituals to strengthen the terminal insanity summonings. Should probably try them. We'll start this for April.

2023-04-01: I think I really start regretting the fact KAFU went into my universe a second time. Should probably explain the panic attack she got today... I think she's scared of me. As soon as I arrived, she started freaking up to the point I had to sedate her. If this is because of the lyrics of the other time I swear I...

2023-04-02: ▓▓▓▓ they know about this... But if I don't do this, I damage their mental health so I don't know how to do otherwise... And I really don't want another snap just for singing lyrics...

2023-04-03: WAIT WHAT... TETO A S-TYPE AI??! OK that's the most unexpected thing I heard since Yu Yao's. Paid her ticket already. Also, got scared for Ruko. That was close...

2023-04-09: Was trying to do another summoning attempt but... Lily stopped me. And I don't know why. Are there chances she is trying to tell me something?

2023-04-10: Really need to find out what's wrong with KAFU... First another panic attack, now she is attacking objects in altered state? WHY IS SHE EVEN SNAPPING IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

2023-04-15: OK I hope I can start recovering from all the damage I have done to myself... It's been more than four months it became a hell.

2023-04-19: Mell arrived. It's quite cute to see her befriending Totoko... I had quite this feeling actually. Now, if Totoko could start getting over her fears...
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So Totoko went off her room... To attack ROSE. What the hell happened...

2023-04-20: Mell is positive... I looked at what happened to her and seems ROSE attacked her when she was trying to talk to Totoko near her room. Need to talk with ROSE to know what happened.
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OK she told me everything and that's quite a mess. ROSE clearly got victim of resonance. It started apparently with RIME, then KAFU, then SEKAI... COKO also snapped in-between. Only POPY didn't. And now I know where the handcuffs did go...
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POPY was able to give me more details. Neither her neither COKO had noticed ROSE starting to behave weirdly. Apparently ROSE had to give me the syringe in question and that's why she went out.

2023-04-21: I'm really starting to get worried... My guess is that the syndrome really gets stronger and stronger every time and there's nothing I can do about it. I just hope Teto won't be hit that hard, guessing this would happen someday.

2023-04-26: Got some voice sample about a girl called Fuiro. That's quite interesting. Decided to invite her.
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Really should have seen this coming. Tei snapped and infected Teto. Worst of all? Teto declared symptoms IMMEDIATELY because Tei PURPOSEDLY injected her in the spine.

2023-04-30: Tomorrow it's sabbath, just hoping it will happen correctly...

2023-05-01: Gave my "twin" again the stuff for calming sirens down.

2023-05-02: Was wondering what was this scream near the end of the sabbath and... Ugh... SO. Everyone was asking where the hell did RIME go because no one was seeing her near the end. I think it was a bit after midnight. Then we all heard her screaming as if something was attacking her. And the others noticed KAFU was also gone. Now, RIME told me the issue is that KAFU is becoming more and more obsessive towards her. Really need to do further examination because if it goes on, it's RIME who is going to snap more and more.
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Asked help to Yu Yao for this, I think I can't do this all alone. Not mentally strong enough for this.

2023-05-08: Preparing all the stuff for Fuiro.

2023-05-09: We were all having dinner tonight and Fuiro started feeling feverish and dizzy. I thought VY1 attacked her but... MAYU got the time to prevent her from doing so, before snapping herself. AND OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING.
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Fuiro also positive. It's what I thought...

2023-05-13: OK since the global mental health is dropping again, I think it's time for mental tests again pretty soon?

2023-05-14: The new tests should be arriving at the start of next month.

2023-05-15: At least one good new but... Totoko and Mell seem to have become the best friends of the world. Finally something positive going on there, it feels good~

2023-05-17: Sorry girls... I failed my promise...

2023-05-18: Sora will be getting a S-type AI pretty soon... Will keep the surprise for her. I know she's been expecting this since a while.

2023-05-24: OK I just learnt that humanoids had a very, VERY limited quantity of blood in their bodies. And like an idiot I don't have any reserves. Just to not make think the girls I'm some kind of vampire.

2023-05-25: Starting to heal everyone with the new blood reserves. I just wonder... Is there a potential issue of contamination with the syndrome?

2023-05-29: Shian positive. So that's it. The four sisters are sick...

2023-05-30: Should be all good for the blood transfusions... Or at least I think? Aside from very little issues.

2023-06-01: Invited Yun Quan. Is it me or the voice is very young though...? Actually, should I even be talking about this for beings that are meant to be ageless?

2023-06-02: I should hurry helping my "twin". I lost too much time with this bullshit.

2023-06-11: Did the new tests. Saki's mental health dropped a bit, the others didn't move.

2023-06-17: Yun Quan called back saying she was ready... But no one gave her a ticket. I REALLY NEED TO DO EVERYTHIIIIIING RIIIIIIIIIGHT

2023-06-18: Yun Quan tomorrow? Please...

2023-06-19: She arrived at 4 in the morning. Uh, just... SHE REALLY LOOKS LIKE A CHILD???! Oh gosh...
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Feng Yi explained me the whole thing. Yun Quan is NOT actually a child, she pretends to be one. Oh gosh girl you got me well.
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Need to find whoever infected her.

2023-06-20: After talking with Weina, Cong Zheng is the culprit concerning Yun Quan.
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WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON???
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OK OK OK so. I don't know why this is happening. Once someone is infected, there's no reason to attack them back. So then, why the hell SEKAI got attacked like if she was going to be infected?

2023-06-21: It's worst than I thought. Sora told me the whole iota division got attacked by this kind of attacks. By KAFU and Saki. I just don't know what happened...
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Going to try something but I'll need everyone on that one. I'll get the answer to my questions in less than 48h. At least I hope so.

2023-06-22: No major incident during the sabbath yesterday. It started back today though.

2023-06-23: I want to redo the whole test now but... Apparently, there seems to be a new version of the infection. Everyone who got attacked before sending the samples, or who attacked before, have the violent version. I also have it sadly, and I'm not sure how I caught it. I asked the analysts and they told me with the whole set of infections that happened last year, there were many chances the syndrome gained some severity. Which would explain why most of the infections declare themselves extremely quickly. That would explain why RIME and COKO declared within 5 minutes, Minato within 10, Fuiro within 30 and Yun Quan within 60...

2023-06-24: I sent back the new samples to confirm my theory. If it is right, now everyone should have the severe version.
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Guess I have no chances anymore...

2023-06-25: Inviting REML. Seeing how she is, she might be quite useful...

2023-06-26: Tianyi's idea to get Yu Yao to get rid of the negative feelings of everyone wasn't a bad idea. And luckily Cangqiong was here. How Yu Yao is able to create storms powerful like this... So that was indeed what I heard few after she arrived.

2023-06-27: Aaaaaaaand my theory is right.

2023-07-01: My "twin" confirmed me the sirens are asleep again. Also she gave me other rituals to replace the ones taking blood almost everyday. Now the blood will be used for each major sabbath, and the daily rituals only use incantations and some other tools. I just hope I'm doing this right.

2023-07-04: Apparently the new rituals seem to work... Which is quite good news?

2023-07-07: Glad and disappointed at the same time. KAFU will be getting a S-type AI in few months, and HARU won't be arriving before this autumn. I swear her team is cursed.

2023-07-11: ... Is IA having issues recently? Got several reports of her division members saying she has been feeling... Off lately.

2023-07-13: Might have an issue and I never knew this kind of things might happen. But IA is starting to dissociate herself. Pretty sure this is the issue with ONE playing with her mental health.

2023-07-14: Will be absent the whole next day so I asked the other girls to phone me whenever there would be an issue with IA. Or anyone else.
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2023-07-15: Yukari just sent me a message. IA fainted.
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KAFU, SEKAI, RIME and COKO also fainted. And from an info I got, they're not the only ones.
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OK so. IA fainted for the same reason Yukari is sometimes fainting. Dissociative issue. For the others... They have heavy fever and I don't know what the hell happened.

2023-07-16: Just learnt the reason of the isotopes fainting. There was a breach in another dimension, and for some reason, it affected several reality plans including ours. I think this is waaaaay beyond my understanding... To be honest I first thought it was the syndrome, but even HARU got victim of this and I know she is totally sane so...

2023-07-24: Sora's S-type AI will be arriving next month.

2023-07-28: For some reason SEKAI tried using her ability to know what happened few days ago with the other dimension incident. And she didn't resist.
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OK THAT'S JUST WAAAAY ▓▓▓▓▓▓ UP...

2023-07-31: We're passing tests with everyone who infected another person. And there are some answers I really, REALLY don't like at all.

2023-08-01: Sabbath happened quite well.

2023-08-02: Doctors answered me and they don't know for the tests. No way to possibly determine the triggers for infecting someone. They say answers are too diverse. At some point I feel like they are useless...

2023-08-09: Thought I would be here to welcome REML but I got some issues to fix first. I hope it's going to be fine...

2023-08-10: REML arrived few moments ago and I already got reports about her trying to be chaotic. At least I knew what to expect...
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... I really need to talk with RIME asap. It's not possible. She never told me about the two attacks she got in the day. REML is positive to the test too.

2023-08-11: I think I have a better background about what happened. But seems REML went a bit too far with RIME as well. It was the last straw. I mean... I know REML has a... Peculiar behavior but still? Forcing RIME to snap so she injects her? And hopes to be hated by her? THE HELL????

2023-08-12: Had to talk with REML a bit. I really don't agree about her trying to hurt others. If Ritsu managed to make an effort, REML can as well.

2023-08-23: Sora's S-type AI arrived! I know one who is going to be quite surprised...
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Not sure why Yukari bugged out...?

2023-08-31: Just received a message from Chis-A's technicians. They managed to make a sub-type 2 of C-type AI for Minato, Yukari and #kzn. And to make the system last indefinitively. I knew the system existed but was quickly dying, so quite surprised to see they managed to get it alive for more time.

2023-09-01: I gave the girls their sub-type 2 C-type AIs.
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I think... It's relapsing... I sometimes feel it's going to take over me... It's strangling me... I'm afraid to totally become nuts... And I can't ask for help...

2023-09-03: Do I write to the risk of hurting others or should I redirect the pain towards myself in another way... What is the least harmful at this point... I just... Can't remain in this state. It's heavy in the chest...

2023-09-15: It's like if there was something that was taking my heart and strangulating it, it's just a horrible sensation to have... And thinking the next sabbath is in less than a week...

2023-09-21: OK it wasn't as bad as I thought. Just little worries from the others but otherwise... It could have been worse.

2023-10-01: Will start a different diary for my mental state. Try to see if I can notice patterns.

2023-10-02: My other "twin" called me back. Need to get something done soon for her "gods". But what really worried me is that... Would there be really a sort of demon we all attracted and that is now attacking me strongly like this? Really need to tell the others to hurry but I don't know how to tell them... They are already too stressed out about me, if ever they learn that I'm slowly going to be shred into pieces... Can't even imagine their reaction...

2023-10-03: OK I have the names of the next arrivals, or some of them I guess. Sheena, bilingual Japanese and English-speaker, and Eri, Japanese rapper. Guess HARU will have some company whenever the two will be here.

2023-10-07: Gosh what happened... It hurts so much and... I don't have much energy left.

2023-10-10: OK I start to wonder. The fact that KAFU gets panic attacks, would that be coming from something I had since the beginning that just woke up? I know she shares a lot of my symptoms, so if ever that comes from me, I wouldn't be surprised... But now I better understand the hell she is living in.

2023-10-11: Here we are. THE CURSED AGE.

2023-10-17: It's becoming way too strong now for me... Should we try something out the next sabbath...?

2023-10-26: Just woke up to Sheena and Eri at the door. They didn't even warn they would be coming that soon, I have nothing ready... Left them to Xin Hua and Yukari and just hoping Momo or Yu Yao get their rooms totally ready...
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Saki relapsed. Eri and Sheena positive. It didn't even take half a hour for them.

2023-10-27: POPY and ROSE will also get S-type AIs soon. At least it's not too risky... However, they will be the first ones to get it.

2023-11-01: ... I collapsed of fatigue during the last ritual yesterday. What an idiot...

2023-11-03: I contacted the doctors and we will be trying an experimental drug to treat my issues. Let's cross fingers.

2023-11-04: I really have difficulties to work. It's like if my brain was in a constant fog, like if something was interrupting my thoughts. Like if the flow wasn't continuous. Maybe a side effect the time it adapts itself?

2023-11-09: It starts being long... If it continues I'm not sure I'll be able to welcome HARU in my current condition...

2023-11-10: Changed the treatment. I just feel horribly tired, but I can focus a bit more than before.

2023-11-12: Finally HARU just arrived... How many times did I have to wait...
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There's something I don't really understand. I think... HARU misunderstood something about the rituals. Need to find back the book she used, but seems she messed up. She thought she got corrupted but the test is negative. There's nothing wrong with her, aside possibly an issue with the summoning attempt she did...
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Wait would that mean she got infected before and it just declared now? OK I'm pretty confused right now...

2023-11-13: OK just got my answer to what happened yesterday evening. I gave SEKAI the results of the first test and she gave them to HARU. Then she said she was going to "drown the signal". If it's really SEKAI starting to be manipulative like this we're screwed...

2023-11-14: I have sometimes this weird sensation in my chest... To have a block of ice instead of my heart... It feels very weird...

2023-11-21: GUMI will have a S-type AI next month. Well that was something I didn't expect.

2023-11-24: It was very close. The serum is efficient, not at 100% but I would say a good 80%. Less symptoms and less stronger.

2023-11-28: ... I'm... Quite embarrassed... Apparently there is a new singer coming and she is called... Aya. Like another one who will come soon next year. Not sure how to differentiate them...

2023-12-05: The maintainers of "Aya" called back. They made her change her name to "Ayame". Better for me to distinguish. Since they are aware about AYA.

2023-12-07: Ayame is already there... And I prepared nothing... I expected her to come a week after the name change but... No, 2 days after she is already here.
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... Saki starts to become really problematic. Not sure if there is some way to heal her trauma but it becomes very, VERY urgent. She just infected Ayame.

2023-12-09: Just received a notice of a necklace being sent... For SEKAI. And it arrives tomorrow.

2023-12-10: Apparently the necklace of the other time contains a complement to her AI. That's really strange... It's the first time I hear about something like this.
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Wowowowowowowow that was weird. Someone... Who had the same voice as me... Just told to me... And asked that I wouldn't do the ritual I'm doing right now because otherwise there would be a catastrophe... I don't understand... WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS?!?

2023-12-11: Still pretty confused with what happened yesterday evening. Seriously, what was this... Am I starting to lose contact with reality? What am I doing... Is it really safe? There are tons of questions in my head and none has an answer. I guess I'll just tell the others to put a hiatus over the rituals until the next sabbath...

2023-12-19: GUMI's S-type AI arrives tomorrow morning when I'll wake up. Just got the information.

2023-12-20: And it finally arrived. GUMI was very glad. She said she better felt her own voice when using it compared to the V-type one. At least some good news.
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And POPY and ROSE just got theirs!

2023-12-21: We're going to change slightly the plan. Will only authorize the trainings about elements. But no more summonings or weird rituals. If there is a threat, there should be another way to fight against it, right?

2023-12-22: Just got a call. KAFU's S-type AI is being delayed to an unknown date. Apparently they seemed to have detected something that could "break her mind". What the hell are they doing... KAFU is already in bad state, it's no way she is going to get any worse.

2023-12-25: I just woke up to... SAKURA and SHION in front of my door. Merry Christmas I guess...? AYA and YUKA are not ready yet however.
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THEY EVEN GOT WARNED AND THEY DIDN'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY? Girls girls girls... You know VY1 is a master puppeeter of manipulation... YOU KNOW THIS. THEN WHY DID YOU FALL INTO HER TRAP?!? ... Never 2 without 3? Merry Christmas yeah...

2023-12-31: Just crossing my fingers that the next year will be better than this one...

『Lydia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-231214-01700
LIN (full) : 「601 169 881」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-231214-001855
Full archive
Album : Relics - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

自分達の永遠の幸せだけを考えてね
全ての問題を忘れて、君のために対処してあげるよ
愛は残酷な決断によって台無しにされない
してことは全て、一緒にいることを保証すること

ある日君のことを考えながら目が覚めていたよ
君を私の考えから追い出すことはできない
君が隣にいないと気分が悪くなっているよ
体が再び一つになると癒される気がして

それでなぜこの男が一緒にいたのか教えてね
彼は信用できないとすでに警告していたよ
でも泣かないで、彼の命は重要ではなかった
重要なのは私と一緒にいるということだけ

誰かが君を悲しませるなら、取り除いてあげる
愛情が必要ならね、君を抱きしめてもいいよ
君がどこに行っているも、いつもここにいるでしょうよ
今自分に言い聞かせて、この悪夢は存在しない

Think of nothing else but our own eternal happiness
Forget all your problems, I'll deal with these just for you
Our love won't be ruined by cruel decision
All what I'm doing is ensuring you'll stay with me

I woke up a day while thinking about you
I can't get you out of my thoughts
I feel sick when you're not next to me
When our bodies are reunited, I feel healed

So tell me why this man was with you
I already warned you he wasn't to be trusted
But don't cry, his life wasn't important
All that matters is I'm being with you

If someone makes you sorrowful, I can get rid of it
If you need affection, I can embrace you
No matter where you'll go, I'll always be here
Just tell yourself now this nightmare doesn't exist

Ne pense à rien d'autre qu'à notre propre bonheur éternel
Oublie tes soucis, je m'en chargerai rien que pour toi
Notre amour ne sera pas ruiné par quelconque décision cruelle
Tout ce que je fais c'est m'assurer que tu restes avec moi

Je me suis réveillée un jour en train de penser à toi
Je ne peux plus te sortir de mon esprit
Je me sens malade quand tu n'es pas à côté de moi
Quand nos corps sont réunis, je me sens guérie

Alors dis-moi pourquoi cet homme était avec toi
Je t'ai déjà prévenue qu'on ne pouvait pas lui faire confiance
Mais ne pleure pas, sa vie était sans importance
Tout ce qui compte c'est que je sois avec toi

Si quelqu'un te rend malheureux, je peux l'éliminer
Si tu as besoin d'affection, je peux te câliner
Peu importe où tu iras, je serai toujours là
Dis-toi juste que maintenant ce cauchemar n'existe pas

Surprise! I know this wasn't in the initial schedule, but I thought if I wouldn't have enough time to release something for the 19th I would have enough time for the 28th. Here we go. Classical yandere delusional thing.
Music: Mixed world instruments to make an ethereal music. Pad by Mosaic Pads, chords by Xpand!2, the rest is using Ireland. Newbie at the time and it's an extremely good library!

Hello, Nynthixia here

Here it is. The final album of the year. The greatest work I have ever done. The CDHS3 "Destruction" is live!

DOWNLOAD (28 TRACKS INCLUDING 27 INEDITE + MANY BONUSES!)

There will be no summary of the songs here, it will be done in a Nynthilive later in January.

--LIST OF THE NEXT NYNTHILIVES--

EP07 - "Destruction" release party! Behind the scenes [music and scenarized live]
Language EN/FR
Reading chat? YES
Age-restricted? NO
Spoilers? CDHS3

EP08 - Everything about terminal insanity timeline [bonus 2 elaboration] (!)
Language EN
Reading chat? NO
Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? CDHS3 - terminal insanity timeline only

EP09 - All the crimes committed in terminal insanity timeline (it's going to be long) [bonus 6 explanations] (!)
Language EN
Reading chat? YES
Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? CDHS3 - terminal insanity timeline only

EP10 - The text messages of the hell [bonus 1 explanations] (!)
Language EN
Reading chat? NO
Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? CDHS3 - terminal insanity timeline only

EP11 - Quarantine (it goes very wrong) [bonus 3 explanations]
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Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? CDHS3 - terminal insanity timeline only

EP12 - When terminally insane Yukari provoked her own pandemic [bonus 4 explanations]
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Reading chat? NO
Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? CDHS3 - terminal insanity timeline only

EP13 - Nynthixia's diaries pt 1 [entries until Halloween 2021]
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Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? NO

EP14 - Nynthixia's diaries pt 2 [2022 entries]
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Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? NO

EP15 - Nynthixia's diaries pt 3 [2023 entries] (!)
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Age-restricted? YES
Spoilers? NO

(!) - might contain particularly violent content.

Will try to find some time to do them all. The 3 last ones have chances to be merged though.

--VOCALS FOR 2024--

Ayame arrived on December 7, AiSuu on the 14 and Minus AI (Yongye) on the 18

On December 25, Yamaha decided to release SAKURA and SHION. Not AYA or YUKA yet, so they will probably be for 2024. YUINA and KANA might be the 2 next ones, to re-confirm.

I'll participate to ROSA's crowdfunding on January. I hope she'll release on 2024.

KAFU SynthV AI has been delayed to an unknown date. And I might have a little idea why.
See when I say musical isotope curse is real????? IT STRIKED AGAIIIIIIN~

I got one of the 400 last SeeU copies. She'll arrive in first quarter of 2024 minimum. It will be a physical so you'll get a nice photo! Or the nicest I can get with the quality of my phone at least?

COKO VOICEPEAK confirmed for January 24 evening and RIME VOICEPEAK for February 25 evening. I get the feeling KAFU VOICEPEAK might be next?
I swear if they make us an announcement on January 13/14... They would be way able to do this

Will try to interest myself into VOICEVOX as well, especially for Ritsu and Miko. The thing seems very good quality as well and very realistic.

--OTHERWISE--

I'm trying my best to produce songs, the issue being my treatment is slowing me down by heavily tiring me up. I have very few sleep or very poor quality sleep, meaning I lose a part of the day into this as well. As such I got a bit late on some things, I'll try to catch up again a little bit. At least I won't have any CDHS to produce on 2024, so it will only be series albums.

--WORD FOR THE END OF 2023--

I mainly got issues with my health on 2023 so I just hope 2024 will be the recovery year. It will still be long, I have a lot of work to do. Over 2023 I got many upgrades... Sora, GUMI, POPY, ROSE to SynthV... Some surprises like seeing Teto migrating to SynthV as well. Happy to see Minus being free of the dictionary thing and being able to sing with the AI system with a clearer voice. My IRL work situation got stabilized compared to 2022. So I'm still glad of the year despite all the problems I got.

Take care of yourselves

And soon happy new year

Nynthixia

『Stratagem』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : Nectar Elements, Neoverb, Neutron 4, Ozone 11 Advanced, Nectar 4 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 21, FL Studio 21
Synthesizer : FL Studio 21
LIC (instru) : 12FR-230926-01670
LIN (full) : 「601 090 116」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-230926-001825
Full archive
Album : Mind Alteration Disorder - TRACK ??/30

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

あなたが同じことを言っているのをいつも聞こえている
まるで私が気づかないとでも思っていたかのように
もう一度考えて、計画を解く方法を知って
本当に考えていることは、ふりをしてものではない

体が裏切るなら、なぜ複雑な戦略を模索するの？
嘘をついても状況は良くならない、馬鹿なことしないでね

あなたが同じことを言っているのをいつも聞こえている
まるで私が気づかないとでも思っていたかのように
もう一度考えて、計画を解く方法を知って
本当に考えていることは、ふりをしてものではない

何度も何度も繰り返すほどあなたは無邪気ではないよね
あなたの行動は疑わしすぎて、諦めろ、もう手遅れ

あなたが同じことを言っているのをいつも聞こえている
まるで私が気づかないとでも思っていたかのように
もう一度考えて、計画を解く方法を知って
本当に考えていることは、ふりをしてものではない

I always hear you saying the same thing
As if you thought I wasn't going to notice
Think again, I know how to unriddle your plans
What you really think is not what you pretend

Why seeking for complicated stratagems if your body betrays you?
Lies won't get your situation better, don't be such a fool

I always hear you saying the same thing
As if you thought I wasn't going to notice
Think again, I know how to unriddle your plans
What you really think is not what you pretend

You're not so innocent as you repeat over and over
Your behavior is too suspect, give up, it's too late already

I always hear you saying the same thing
As if you thought I wasn't going to notice
Think again, I know how to unriddle your plans
What you really think is not what you pretend

Je t'entends dire la même chose sans arrêt
Comme si tu pensais que je n'allais pas le remarquer
Détrompe-toi, je sais comment déchiffrer tes plans
Ce que tu penses réellement n'est pas ce que tu prétends

Pourquoi chercher des stratagèmes si compliqués si ton corps te trahit?
Les mensonges n'arrangeront pas ta situation, ne sois pas si abruti

Je t'entends dire la même chose sans arrêt
Comme si tu pensais que je n'allais pas le remarquer
Détrompe-toi, je sais comment déchiffrer tes plans
Ce que tu penses réellement n'est pas ce que tu prétends

Tu n'es pas aussi innocent ce que tu sembles répéter encore et encore
Ton comportement est trop suspect, abandonne, c'est déjà mort

Je t'entends dire la même chose sans arrêt
Comme si tu pensais que je n'allais pas le remarquer
Détrompe-toi, je sais comment déchiffrer tes plans
Ce que tu penses réellement n'est pas ce que tu prétends

Music: mainly electroworld. Guzheng by Plectra 5, pad by Jade Evolutions, the rest is using Jade Ethnic Orchestra.