Nynthixia productions

『Stranger Girl』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150904-00401
LIN (full) : 「597 903 885」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150904-000083
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 4/23

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

ああ、愛するウサギのぬいぐるみ...

わずか数秒ですべての文字は、みんなに読んで
右の部屋の前に、すべての子供たちがまだ再生されている
私が参加するなら、彼らは尋ねるが、ない多くの時間がありません
今日を行うにはあまりにも多くのものがまだあります...

ずっと心の中に世話を愛するウサギは、説明します
なぜ私は社会規範に、社会の目に異なるのですか？
すべての涙、悲しみ、うつ病を吸収します
この夢のような世界に私を持ち帰る...

この架空の病気を気にする場所がありません
私たちの霊の間にあまりにも多くのな違いがある
あなたが理解したくない場合は、苦情に耳を傾けてください
この奇妙なと拷問魂の静寂に滞在...

ずっと心の中に世話を愛するウサギは、説明します
なぜ私は社会規範に、社会の目に異なるのですか？
すべての涙、悲しみ、うつ病を吸収します
この夢のような世界に私を持ち帰る...

おもちゃは面白いだろうが、時間はもうないがある
世界は空秒の間に発見することができ
秘密は渡すが、好奇心に満ちた目に逃げる
この無視原因は世界の未来の顔になります......

Oh, dear rabbit plush toy...

Reading to everybody all the letters in few seconds only
Right in front of the room, all children are still playing
They ask if I join, but there's no much time
There are still too much things to do today...

Explain, dear rabbit, much cared in the heart
Why I am different to the society eyes, to social norms?
Absorb all the tears, the sadness, the depression
Bring me back in this dreamy world...

There's no place to care this imaginary illness
There are too much differences between our spirits
If you don't want to understand, please listen to the complaint
Of this strange and tortured soul staying in the silence...

Explain, dear rabbit, much cared in the heart
Why I am different to the society eyes, to social norms?
Absorb all the tears, the sadness, the depression
Bring me back in this dreamy world...

Toys would be funny but the time isn't there anymore
The world can be discovered during the empty seconds
While the secrets pass, escaping to curious eyes
This ignored cause will be the future face of the world......

Oh, cher lapin en peluche...

Lisant à tout le monde toutes les lettres en quelques secondes seulement
Juste devant la chambre, je regarde tous les enfants jouer
Ils me demandent de les rejoindre, mais je n'ai pas de temps à leur consacrer
Il y a beaucoup de choses à faire en ce moment....

Explique, cher lapin, à qui je tiens de tout mon cœur
Pourquoi suis-je différente des normes sociales, aux yeux de la société ?
Absorbe les larmes, la tristesse, la dépression que j'ai supportées
Ramène-moi à ce monde de bonheur...

Il n'y a nul endroit pour guérir cette maladie inventée
Il y a trop de différences entre nos esprits
Si vous ne voulez pas comprendre, essayez d'entendre ma complainte par pitié
De cette âme étrange et torturée dans le silence établi...

Explique, cher lapin, à qui je tiens de tout mon cœur
Pourquoi suis-je différente des normes sociales, aux yeux de la société ?
Absorbe les larmes, la tristesse, la dépression que j'ai supportées
Ramène-moi à ce monde de bonheur...

Jouer serait marrant mais désormais je n'en ai plus le temps
Le monde peut être découvert pendant ces secondes vidées
Pendant que les secrets passent devant les yeux curieux, ils se sont échappés
Cette cause ignorée sera le nouveau visage de ce monde maintenant...

In the same spirit of "Tryphena" for the morale, but this song is for all audiences. And yes. First non-yandere song for Totoko!
The title, I could say that it's people can think of Totoko in this song.
Here, she's a little girl with a pervasive development disorder (yes, as in "Tryphena"), isolating herself and trying to find solutions to the world questions. She thinks that playing is a time loss, and that people saying that she's not normal or sick are fools who don't understand the differences between them and her.
And there are many persons who had those troubles who are geniuses. No, really.
The song being a morale, I could say that people with difficulties with society are different, but stay humans, it's just... That they differently think. And maybe the world can change with them.

『ELYSIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
SFX : acapela, iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150930-00400
LIN (full) : 「597 900 151」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150901-000082
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 9/23

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possible shocking content
Restricted on : (none)

This is a remastorized version of the song "ELYSIUM". The lyrics that didn't exist in the first version are in italic.

ときに狂気が夢を見ているべてのものを食べて、検索
それは暗闇に落ちだ 忘れえぬ想い...

女の子が眠っている彼女の夢は暗くなる
より多くの彼女を飲み込む
彼女は何も見なかった彼らを恐れて
暗闇の中で消える消失と

実際には、夢は彼女一人でのままになることはありません
これは偽の錯覚、幻滅、許せない狂気です
彼女は本当に両側に待っている気持ちを信じることができますか？
それでもそれは不可能になり、誰もが知っている、知りません

ときに狂気が夢を見ているべてのものを食べて、検索
それは暗闇に落ちだ 忘れえぬ想い...

女の子が眠っている彼女の夢は暗くなった
より多くの彼女を飲み込む
怪物が逃げる走り回って
「私たちを倒すそこに出て行く」

最も恐ろしい恐怖と戦う理由は本当にありますか？
武器は、これらの日常の悪夢の前に、決裂しました
誰もそれは無用だ、落ち着くために誰かに伝えることはありません
怒りと狂気はいつも夜の間に戻って考え来るので...

ときに狂気が夢を見ているすべてのものを食べて、検索
それは暗闇に落ちだ亡命で失われた...

When madness is dreaming, searching, eating everything
It's fallen in the dark lost in the time...

The girl is sleeping, her dreams become darker
More and more, swallowing her
She saw nothing afraid of them
Disappearing in the dark, vanishing and

In fact, the dreams never left her alone
This is a false illusion, disillusion, unforgivable madness
Can she really believe the feelings awaiting on the sides?
I still don't know, nobody knows, it will be impossible...

When madness is dreaming, searching, eating everything
It's fallen in the dark lost in the time...

The girl is sleeping, her dreams became darker
More and more, swallowing her
Monsters escape, running around
"Defeat us, go out there."

Is there really a reason to fight against the most horrible fears?
The weapon broke down, in front of these everyday nightmares.
Nobody has to tell to someone to calm down, it's useless.
Because the rage and the madness always come back in the thoughts during the night...

When madness is dreaming, searching, eating everything
It's fallen in the dark, lost in the asylum...

And French adaptation!

Quand la folie se met à rêver, cherchant, détruisant tout
Tombant dans l'obscurité, dans le temps elle s'est perdue...

La fille dort, ses rêves de plus en plus sombres sont devenus
Encore et encore, l'avalant toute crue
Elle n'a rien vu, ils l'ont totalement effrayée
Dans le noir elle a disparu, s'évanouissant et

En fait, ses rêves ne l'ont jamais délaissée
C'est une fausse illusion, désillusion, folie que l'on ne peut pardonner
Peut-elle vraiment croire aux sentiments à ses côtés ?
Je ne sais toujours pas, personne ne sait, impossible de savoir la vérité...

Quand la folie se met à rêver, cherchant, détruisant tout
Tombant dans l'obscurité, dans le temps elle s'est perdue...

La fille dort, ses rêves de plus en plus sombres sont devenus
Encore et encore, l'avalant toute crue
Les monstres qui s'échappent tout autour d'elle, courant
"Bats-nous et sors d'ici maintenant."

Existe-il vraiment une raison de combattre nos peurs les plus redoutées ?
L'arme s'est cassée, devant ses cauchemars que l'on subit sans arrêt
Personne n'a à demander à quelqu'un de se calmer, cela ne sert à rien
Parce que la rage et la folie reviennent dans les pensées avant chaque matin...

Quand la folie se met à rêver, cherchant, détruisant tout
Tombée dans l'obscurité, dans l'asile elle s'est perdue...

Explanations...

I converted the quaternary lyrics into binary lyrics.
The version here is faster (170BPM here, 160BPM in another versions), the reverse cymbals have been replaced by a noiser with the filter (it has been corrected), some notes didn't exist. I added some claps in the "empty" parts. And I added lyrics!
For the story of the song, it's here.
This is the version that will be featured in "The Insane Door". Ritsu was used with fresamp.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

As you noticed it few minutes ago if you're following me on Twitter, you should have seen that I've got a problem with piapro. The system says to me that there's a limit to the user-area (I translated) so I can't upload new files to the website.

No problem.

The licenses are still the same (CS BY-NC-SA, version 15.0) but from now onwards I'll use piapro to download material (pictures, instrumentals). And for uploading content, you probably know the system of fichier-zip. I already use it for Tei, her works couldn't be uploaded on piapro.

It's a website (and French website) which is simpler than Mediafire or other upload platforms because it only requires... A mail adress. Just as simple as that! The files are uploaded and kept on their servers, and aren't removed, there's no upload limit (a form gives the place to 10 files of 2 Go max. size), and it doesn't need an account, so the files can't be removed until I decide it.

I explain how it works.

When you'll arrive to a link of fichier-zip, you'll have the name of the .zip file and its content if the file is totally public. OK there's an issue to display some japanese characters (I think that it's not encoded with Unicode system). In the .zip folder you'll find 3 files.
- the sung version (mp3 320kbits/s)
- the instru (mp3 320 kbits/s)
- the lyrics in Japanese, English and French

And if you open the file with WinRAR, surprise! You'll have the license text with a link to the ticket.

Whatever happens, it's possible to upload anything (except for illegal material, of course) and there's no limitation with yandere content. We can be relaxed with it! (^_^)

This operation begins with the song "Melvine". So, in each blog post, when you'll click on "Instrumental + sung version" in the posts uploaded since today (August 30th 2015), you'll arrive to fichier-zip.

Other new, let's pass to the CD3.5.

I posted on Twitter yesterday a "stub" of a possible tracklist. I wanted to balance the non-yandere and yandere songs. I modified it then, you'll get this :

01. Srambad Children (Meiji)
02. [[title]] (Meiji)
03. Mistaken Utopia (Momo)
04. Stranger Girl (Totoko) NOT AIRED YET
05. [[title]] (Totoko)
06. [[title]] (Sana)
07. Brainsick (Ruko) NOT AIRED YET
08. ELYSIUM (Ritsu) NOT AIRED YET
09. [[title]] (Ritsu)
10. [[title]] (Ritsu)
11. Oni Plaint (Oniko)
12. Circus of Broken Nightmares (Nyui, Momo, Oniko, Sana, Meiji [Lilith], Stella)
13. Murderer Dream (Oniko)
14. Broken Lies (Ritsu)
15. Sound of the Wall (Stella)
16. ALIXIA (Sayu)
17. Vanessa (Hachi)
18. Lana (Tei) NOT AIRED YET
19. Zella (Meiji)
20. Bullet (Nyui [candy])
21. Acantha (Nyui [falsetto])
22. Calandra (Nyui [falsetto])
23. APOCALYPSIA (Nyui [falsetto])

You could understand that tracks from 01 to 11 are non-yandere songs and 13 to 23 are yandere-related songs. The track 12 is the "door" between those two worlds.

For info :
- "ELYSIUM" : it will be a remastorized version of the original song, the lyrics will change a few, I'll add another ones to the already existant lyrics. The song will be longer. Ritsu will be used in solo, with fresamp.
- "Bullet" : the version which will be featured in the album will be the short ver (that you can listen to in the PV). Why? Because it's the best version without any false note (or problem with the voicebank) and I think that the lyrics are more correct than in the long version. The voicebank is Nyui candy with resampler.

That was all I needed to say. Don't forget that the CD3 "Toxicity" will be aired on September 13th, and you know on what platform you should go... Yes, fichier-zip.

Nynthixia

『Melvine』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150830-00398
LIN (full) : 「597 889 336」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150830-000081
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 2/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

冷たい涙が絶望の前の頬に落ちている
顔にこの痛みはもう隠すことはできません
降伏と残酷な世界の足元に泣いて
私は愛を、残りのいくつかをつかむしようとしてい...

傷つけたと初期の憎悪の感情絞め殺さ
無益として明らかにしたすべてのこれらの努力
それは、非共有の愛のために後悔することは有用ですか？
私はそれのための後悔を持っていないので...

冷たい涙が絶望の前の頬に落ちている
顔にこの痛みはもう隠すことはできません
降伏と残酷な世界の足元に泣いて
私は愛を、残りのいくつかをつかむしようとしてい...

もう一度あなたの顔を汚染するこの少年の笑顔
許せない、嫉妬にこの嫌悪感を与えること
拷問や時間によって引き起こされる傷害は絶え間ないです。
各秒通過で針によって貫通心...

愛の連鎖を断ち切ることは全く不可能です
自由はあまりにも遠く、それに到達することです
恐怖と怒りは、この拷問と不治の心を埋めます
助けを求めることは今無用である、誰も理解できないだろう...

無知な人々はなぜ知らなくても、私を笑って
あなたとこの少年が野次はいつも話をしています
しかし、今日、すべてが変更されます、私は決定しました
すべてのこの場面は、過去の一部となります...

冷たい涙が絶望の前の頬に落ちている
顔にこの痛みはもう隠すことはできません
降伏と残酷な世界の足元に泣いて
私は愛を、残りのいくつかをつかむしようとしてい...

この耐え難い痛みを癒すためには何も存在しない場合
あなたは最終的にこの痛みを理解するだろうか？
残酷な世界の足元に、この鮮血を注ぎます
私はまだ、この不可能な結合に到達しようとしてい...

The cold tears are falling on the cheeks in front of despair
This pain on the face can't be hidden anymore
Surrendering and crying at the feet of a cruel world
I'm only trying to grab the few of remaining love...

Hurt and strangled by the emotions of an incipient hatred
All these efforts revealed as fruitless
Is it useful to be sorry for non shared love?
Because I don't have regrets for it...

The cold tears are falling on the cheeks in front of despair
This pain on the face can't be hidden anymore
Surrendering and crying at the feet of a cruel world
I'm only trying to grab the few of remaining love...

The smile of this young boy contaminating again your face
Unforgivable, giving this disgust to the jealousy
The torture and injuries caused by the time are unceasing
Heart penetrated by needles at each second passing...

Breaking the chains of a love is totally impossible
The freedom is too far away to reach it
The terror and the anger fill this tortured and incurable heart
Asking for help is now useless, nobody will understand...

Ignorant people laughing at me, without knowing why
Taunted by this boy with you're always talking
But today, everything will change, I decided
All this scene will become part of the past...

The cold tears are falling on the cheeks in front of despair
This pain on the face can't be hidden anymore
Surrendering and crying at the feet of a cruel world
I'm only trying to grab the few of remaining love...

If there is nothing to heal this unbearable pain
Will you finally understand this pain?
Pouring this fresh blood at the feet of the cruel world
I'm still trying to reach this impossible bond...

Les larmes froides coulent sur mes joues devant le désespoir
Je ne peux plus cacher sur mon visage cette douleur que l'on peut voir
Me rendant et pleurant aux pieds d'un monde sans pitié
J'essaie juste de récolter le peu d'amour qu'il peut rester...

Blessée et étranglée par les émotions d'un sentiment de haine naissant
Tous ces efforts semblaient se révéler vains
Est-ce que je dois être désolée pour un amour que je partage en vain ?
Je n'ai rien à regretter maintenant...

Les larmes froides coulent sur mes joues devant le désespoir
Je ne peux plus cacher sur mon visage cette douleur que l'on peut voir
Me rendant et pleurant aux pieds d'un monde sans pitié
J'essaie juste de récolter le peu d'amour qu'il peut rester...

Ton visage par le sourire de ce jeune homme, de nouveau contaminé
Jamais je ne lui pardonnerai, le dégoût nourrit cette jalousie
La torture et les blessures au fil du temps n'ont jamais cessé
À chaque seconde qui passe, mon cœur est perforé par des aiguilles aigries...

On ne peut briser les chaînes de cet amour
Ni atteindre la liberté, elle est trop éloignée
La terreur et la colère emplissent ce cœur insoignable et torturé
Demander de l'aide ne sert à rien, personne ne comprendra un jour...

Les gens ignorants qui rient de moi, sans savoir pourquoi
Moquée par le jeune homme avec qui tu continues de parler
Mais aujourd'hui, j'ai décidé, tout changera
Toute cette scène fera partie du passé...

Les larmes froides coulent sur mes joues devant le désespoir
Je ne peux plus cacher sur mon visage cette douleur que l'on peut voir
Me rendant et pleurant aux pieds d'un monde sans pitié
J'essaie juste de récolter le peu d'amour qu'il peut rester

S'il n'y a rien pour soigner cette insupportable douleur
Comprendras-tu vraiment cette douleur ?
Versant le sang frais aux pieds d'un monde sans pitié
J'essaie d'atteindre ce lien impossible à attraper...

How to make tragedy, yandere and morale in one song. The music is very painful, but I think it could reflect all the thoughts that Melvine felt in the song.
Melvine loved a girl until the day this last one meets a boy, one of Melvine's foes, then totally abandons her "friend". Melvine tries to express her love for her, but everyone is laughing at her, including the boy with her lover. Melvine sees only one way to get out the cruelty of the world : killing the boy and her own lover, to say to people all the rage that she felt during all this time, as a revenge.
The morale in it... I still hear bad things about homosexuality in my country, and when I hear some fools saying bad things on it, sure, I'll be angry. I don't see the problem with something that you don't really choose but that you discover in your life, just be what you are! You don't have to be influenced by some persons (and mainly fool and ignorant persons, Melvine says it herself in the song!!) to do something. The bullying of a lesbian girl (or a gay boy, it works in that way too) is more common that we could think, just because they are some people who are influenced by fools. That's really sad.

『Calandra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150829-00396
LIN (full) : 「597 888 920」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150829-000079
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 22/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

時間を経て、気持ちが不変の形のままに
数秒で憎悪に絶対的な愛から回すと
真実の疑いが最終的に嘘を明らかに落ちます
なぜ、これらの瞬間は誠実ではなかったですか？

私の心の不満はあなたに届くのだろうか？
時間に建て苦しみ、裏切りは、秘密を新たに発見しましたか？
あなたが気持ちを理解します瞬間あるでしょう
心に隠された、この痛みは決して停止しませんか？

過去秒でこれらの刻ま瞬間が消去されて
冷たい風が心のうちの愛の感情を席巻されて
私は新しい未来を築くために手を保持でき
私たちは一緒に達する可能性があることを...

時間を経て、気持ちが不変の形のままに
数秒で憎悪に絶対的な愛から回すと
真実の疑いが最終的に嘘を明らかに落ちます
なぜ、これらの瞬間は誠実ではなかったですか？

それらの真の考えを拒絶する理由はありますか？
この少年は、あなたの精神を陰げるしましたか？
この人は残していない場合は、戻ってくることは決してないだろう
一日まで、私はすべてが変更されることを決める...

過去秒でこれらの刻ま瞬間が消去されて
冷たい風が心のうちの愛の感情を席巻されて
私は新しい未来を築くために手を保持でき
私たちは一緒に達する可能性があることを...

今では嘘が最終的に停止します日です
愛の脆弱な結合は赤い鮮血の染色しました
彼は消えていなかったが、なぜあなたはまだ嘘をついていますか？
私はあなたを信頼できるすべてのこの時間...

時間を経て、気持ちが不変の形のままに
数秒で憎悪に絶対的な愛から回すと
真実の疑いが最終的に嘘を明らかに落ちます
なぜ、これらの瞬間は誠実ではなかったですか？

Through the time, the feelings leave an unchangeable form
Turning from absolute love to hatred in few seconds
The doubt of the truth finally falls, revealing lies
Why these moments were not sincere?

Will the complaint of my heart reach you?
The torments built in time, the betrayals, the secrets freshly discovered?
There will be a moment where you'll understand the feelings
Hidden in the heart, this pain never stopping?

These engraved moments in the past seconds are erasing
Cold winds are sweeping love feelings out of the heart
I can hold the hand to build a new future
That we could reach together...

Through the time, the feelings leave an unchangeable form
Turning from absolute love to hatred in few seconds
The doubt of the truth finally falls, revealing lies
Why these moments were not sincere?

Is there a reason for rejecting those true thoughts?
Did this boy blind your spirit?
If this person doesn't leave, you'll never come back
Until the day I decide that everything will change...

These engraved moments in the past seconds are erasing
Cold winds are sweeping love feelings out of the heart
I can hold the hand to build a new future
That we could reach together...

Now it's the day when the lies will finally stop
The fragile bonds of a love stained of a red fresh blood
While he wasn't gone, why are you still lying?
All this time when I trusted you...

Through the time, the feelings leave an unchangeable form
Turning from absolute love to hatred in few seconds
The doubt of the truth finally falls, revealing lies
Why these moments were not sincere?

Les sentiments quittent une forme immuable à travers le temps
Transformant l'amour absolu en haine en peu de temps
Le doute de la vérité tombe finalement, les mensonges sont révélés
Pourquoi ces moments ne révélaient aucune sincérité ?

Est-ce que la complainte de mon cœur t'atteindra ?
Les tourments construits dans le temps, les trahisons, les secrets découverts récemment ?
Il y aura un instant où tu finiras par comprendre mes sentiments
Cachés au fond de mon cœur, jamais cette peine ne finira ?

Ces moments gravés dans les derniers secondes se sont effacés
Les vents froids balaient de mon cœur mes amoureux sentiments
Je peux tendre la main pour construire un avenir maintenant
Qu'ensemble nous pourrons attraper...

Les sentiments quittent une forme immuable à travers le temps
Transformant l'amour absolu en haine en peu de temps
Le doute de la vérité tombe finalement, les mensonges sont révélés
Pourquoi ces moments ne révélaient aucune sincérité ?

Est-ce qu'il y a une raison pour rejeter ces sincères pensées ?
Est-ce que cet homme a aveuglé ton esprit ?
Si cette personne ne s'en va pas, tu ne reviendras jamais
Jusqu'au jour où je décide que tout changera ainsi...

Ces moments gravés dans les derniers secondes se sont effacés
Les vents froids balaient de mon cœur mes amoureux sentiments
Je peux tendre la main pour construire un avenir maintenant
Qu'ensemble nous pourrons attraper...

Maintenant c'est le jour où les mensonges s'arrêteront enfin
Les liens fragiles d'un amour tâchés de rouge par le sang frais
Tant qu'il n'était pas parti, pourquoi est-ce que tu mentais ?
Tout ce temps où j'avais confiance en toi enfin...

Les sentiments quittent une forme immuable à travers le temps
Transformant l'amour absolu en haine en peu de temps
Le doute de la vérité tombe finalement, les mensonges sont révélés
Pourquoi ces moments ne révélaient aucune sincérité ?

The lover of Calandra was with a boy, organizing secret meetings and she was lying to Calandra herself, trying to hide her secret adventures with the boy. But finally Calandra learns the truth by meeting the boy alone when he finally says the truth of her lover's. Under the rage, she kills him and searches for her lover. This last one tries to flee but Calandra kills her too, angry and deceived of her attitude.
Third song with Nyui falsetto. The problem for candy voicebank is that I got many issues with the converting that I leave this voicebank for the moment. I didn't get any problems with falsetto voicebank.

『Vanessa』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150827-00395
LIN (full) : 「597 887 234」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150827-000078
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 17/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

背後に見もせずに、凍結した風は聞くことができ
唯一の絶望愛が冷たい感情を放棄しました
心臓は恐怖と怒りの麻痺、停止しています
あなたが過去にそれを残し、なぜ私はまだ理解できません...

数秒の間に台無しにしたすべてのこれらの計画
彼らは逃げたと私たちの間の愛を忘れてしまいました
この許せない事は日を忘れられない悪夢のように滞在しました
さて、誰が本当に何が起こったのか理解することができますか？

背後に見もせずに、凍結した風は聞くことができ
唯一の絶望愛が冷たい感情を放棄しました
心臓は恐怖と怒りの麻痺、停止しています
あなたが過去にそれを残し、なぜ私はまだ理解できません...

非常識な愛と彼女の目の深さで探して男
彼女は、彼らが一緒に書いた将来を受け入れました
障害物に任意の気にせず、幸せに生きることを望みます
彼らの目から隠さ絶望、一人で泣き続けて...

本当にこの問題から逃げるする方法があった場合
それは可能な私の隣に、この女の子と永遠に幸せにするだろう
すべての真実が発見されたとき、彼女は逃げることにしました
そして、そこに私は再び泣いて一人でした...

Without looking behind, the frozen winds can be heard
An only despaired love abandoned with cold feelings
The heart is stopping, paralyzed of terror and anger
I still can't understand why you left it in the past...

All these plans ruined during few seconds
They ran away and forgot the love between us
This unforgivable thing stayed as a nightmare haunting the days
Now, who can really understand what happened?

Without looking behind, the frozen winds can be heard
An only despaired love abandoned with cold feelings
The heart is stopping, paralyzed of terror and anger
I still can't understand why you left it in the past...

The man looking in the depth of her eyes with an insane love
She accepted the future that they wrote together
Wanting to live in the happiness, without any care to obstacles
I continue to cry alone in the despair, hidden from their eyes...

If there was really a way to escape this problem
It would possible to be happy forever with this girl next to me
When all the truth was discovered, she decided to run away
And there I was again alone to cry...

Sans regarder derrière moi, je peux entendre les vents glacés
Un seul amour désespéré laissé avec des sentiments gelés
Le cœur s'arrête, paralysé par la terreur et la colère
Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi tu m'as laissée derrière...

Tous ces plans qui en seulement quelques secondes ont été ruinés
Ils ont couru loin de moi et ont oublié notre amour
Cette chose que je ne pourrai pardonner restée au cauchemar me hantant chaque jour
Maintenant qui peut vraiment comprendre ce qui s'est passé ?

Sans regarder derrière moi, je peux entendre les vents glacés
Un seul amour désespéré laissé avec des sentiments gelés
Le cœur s'arrête, paralysé par la terreur et la colère
Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi tu m'as laissée derrière...

L'homme la scrutant au plus profond de son regard avec un amour fou
Elle a accepté le destin qu'ils ont rédigé malgré tout
Voulant juste vivre heureuse, sans regarder les obstacles entre eux
Je continue de pleurer seule désespérée, cachée de leurs yeux...

S'il y avait vraiment un moyen de s'échapper
Ce serait possible de vivre ensemble avec cette fille à mes côtés
Quand la vérité a été découverte, elle a décidé de s'enfuir devant moi
Et je me suis retrouvée seule à pleurer encore une fois...

Vanessa is a girl in love with a woman who went with a man. Those last ones totally forget Vanessa, leaving her alone in her despair. Vanessa decides to get back her lover and kills the boy. But her lover tries to escape. Seeing that she'll never love her, she also murders her, before crying and suiciding.

『ALIXIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150823-00392
LIN (full) : 「597 883 222」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150823-000077
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 16/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

決して停止しない心のこの耐え難い痛み
経過時間を通して、何度も何度も育つ
あなたのために、このことは不可能愛によって拷問
私は絶望で一人で泣き続けています

この素敵な人は必死に恋に、あなたの手を取り
離れて行ってはいけないことを恐れて、不安はすぐに消えました
この少年は一日中考えを満たす唯一のものです
そして、何がこれに役立つことはできません...

決して停止しない心のこの耐え難い痛み
経過時間を通して、何度も何度も育つ
あなたのために、このことは不可能愛によって拷問
私は絶望で一人で泣き続けています

私は戻ってみると、誰もが背後にありません
かのようにこの愛は密かに消えてしまいました
落下涙を流しながら秘密が発見されていません
あなたの不在の理由、私にはまだ不明...

今非表示にするには、任意の場所はありません
それはこの瞬間に脱出することは全く役に立たないのです
これらの手から、鮮血が床に落下します
私たちを分離する長い時間がありました.......

This unbearable pain in the heart that never stops
Grows up again and again through the passed time
Tortured by this impossible love for you
I continue to cry alone in the despair

This lovely person takes your hand, desperately in love
Afraid to don't go away, the fears soon vanished
This boy is the only thing filling the thoughts all the day
And nothing can help to this...

This unbearable pain in the heart that never stops
Grows up again and again through the passed time
Tortured by this impossible love for you
I continue to cry alone in the despair

When I look back, there's nobody behind
As if this love has secretly disappeared
Through the falling tears the secret isn't discovered
The reason of your absence, still unknown to me...

There isn't any place to hide now
It's totally useless to escape at this moment
From these hands, the fresh blood falling on the floor
There was a long time separating us.......

Cette insupportable douleur dans mon cœur ne s'arrête jamais
Elle grandit encore et encore à travers le temps passé
Avec cet amour impossible pour toi qui me torturait
Seule, je continue de pleurer désespérée

Cette adorable personne qui te prend la main, amoureux désespérément
D'abord effrayée de ne pas pouvoir s'échapper, ses craintes se sont évaporées
Ce garçon est la seule chose qui remplit son esprit toute la journée
Et il n'y a rien à faire pour la sortir de cet instant...

Cette insupportable douleur dans mon cœur ne s'arrête jamais
Elle grandit encore et encore à travers le temps passé
Avec cet amour impossible pour toi qui me torturait
Seule, je continue de pleurer désespérée

Lorsque je me retourne, il n'y a personne derrière
Comme si cet amour avait discrètement disparu
À travers les larmes qui tombaient le secret n'a pas été découvert
La raison de ton absence est pour moi encore inconnue...

Il n'y a pas d'endroit pour se cacher
Il est inutile maintenant de s'échapper
De ces mains, sur le sol, coule ce sang frais
Il y a un long moment qui nous séparait...

Title : mix between the firstnames "Alicia" and "Alix". And the song was formerly called "Alix", but I changed it, I don't know really why.
Alixia is in love with a girl who is flirting with a boy, to the point that she can't stop thinking to him everytime. She leaves Alixia alone to join him. Alixia first falls in depression then decides to search for her lover and bring back to her. She doesn't know why her lover left her but finally finds her. She kills her because she knows that she won't come back to her, always thinking to the famous boy.

『Broken Lies』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150821-00391
LIN (full) : 「597 881 875」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150821-000076
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 14/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

涙によってまだ濡れ壁は、何が起こったのか振り返って
に感じる痛みを表現する言葉がありません
背後に、この赤色の地面にのみ荒廃があります
そして、この場面のにもかかわらず、で泣き続けています

それは、一回、二回、三回、さらに嘘を開始しました
必ず残して、あなたの周りの男の子を決して見ません
痛みはもうそれを負担することは不可能で、心の中で育ちました
失われた世界の絶望では、どのように生きるには？

涙によってまだ濡れ壁は、何が起こったのか振り返って
に感じる痛みを表現する言葉がありません
背後に、この赤色の地面にのみ荒廃があります
そして、この場面のにもかかわらず、で泣き続けています

多くの負傷者が再び悪化時間を通してました
それらを癒すしようとしているが、それは常に失敗します
私は夜に落ちた涙の数を数えるすることができます
そして、朝は私の隣に自分の水たまりに目覚め

どんなにあなたは彼と一緒に住むことにした場合
それは、後悔していそれを確認するために手遅れ
鮮血、壊れた床に落下白い壁に涙
私は一緒に私たちを見て期待していました...

The wall still wet by tears, looking back what happened
There's no words to express the pain that I feel
Behind, there is only devastation on this red colored ground
And I continue to cry in despite of this scene

It began once, twice, three times, and more lies
Always seeing the boys around you, never leaving
The pain grew in the heart, impossible to bear it anymore
In the despair of a lost world, how to live?

The wall still wet by tears, looking back what happened
There's no words to express the pain that I feel
Behind, there is only devastation on this red colored ground
And I continue to cry in despite of this scene

The many injuries made throughout the time worsening again
Trying to heal them but it's always a failure.
I can only count the number of tears fallen in the night
And the morning waking up in their puddle next to me

No matter if you decide to live with him
It's too late to have regrets, be sure of it
Fresh blood and tears on the white wall falling to the broken floor
I was only hoping seeing us together...

Le mur encore mouillé par les pleurs, je me retourne pour comprendre ce qui s'est passé
Il n'y a pas de mots pour exprimer la douleur que je ressens
Derrière moi, il ne reste que dévastation sur ce sol rouge éclatant
Malgré cette scène, je continue de pleurer...

Cela a commencé une, deux, trois fois, et en plus des mensonges ininterrompus
À voir tous ces garçons autour de toi, qui ne s'en allaient jamais
La douleur a grandi dans mon cœur, je ne pouvais pas le supporter
Comment vivre dans le désespoir d'un monde perdu ?

Le mur encore mouillé par les pleurs, je me retourne pour comprendre ce qui s'est passé
Il n'y a pas de mots pour exprimer la douleur que je ressens
Derrière moi, il ne reste que dévastation sur ce sol rouge éclatant
Malgré cette scène, je continue de pleurer...

Les nombreuses blessures s'aggravent au fil du temps
J'essaie de les soigner mais je n'y arrive jamais
Je peux seulement compter le nombre de pleurs que j'ai versés la nuit durant
Et le matin, me réveiller à côté d'une flaque de larmes tombées...

Si tu décides de vivre à ses côtés, cela m'est égal maintenant
Mais sois en certaine, il est trop tard pour tout regretter
Le sang frais et les larmes sur le mur blanc sont tombés sur un sol brisé
Je souhaitais juste que l'on continue de vivre ensemble désespérément...

The story happens after the murder, just for info (yes, as in "Bullet", "Murderer Dream" or "Last Psychosis", it's a song that happens after the catastrophe).
The heroine of the song remembers what happened with her lover : being with lots of boys, she began to forget the heroine or lying to her, who fell in a severe depression. This last one is totally despaired and tries to heal herself, but each time, she fails and she sees again her lover with at least one of the boys. She finally decides to leave her lover alone, but suicides, knowing that it could be the only loophole to her illness.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

ABOUT THE ALBUM "Toxicity" (CD3)

It will be aired on September 13th. It will contain the following tracks :

01. Blanca (feat. Totoko Shirahane)
02. Forgotten Bride (feat. Totoko Shirahane)
03. ORTHINA (feat. Totoko Shirahane)
04. Last Psychosis (feat. Sayu Yurika)
05. Maitena (feat. Sayu Yurika)
06. Mylene (feat. Sayu Yurika)
07. Toxicity (feat. Tei Sukone)
08. Lina (feat. Tei Sukone)
09. MELLIA (feat. Tei Sukone)
10. Snowflake (feat. Sana Fuyune)
11. Carlea (feat. Sana Fuyune)
12. Amelia (feat. Sana Fuyune)

On the 12 songs, all are yandere except for "Snowflake" and "Amelia".

For the illustrations, it will maybe be the last one with the ancient formule that I call (public domain licensed pictures).

ABOUT THE CD3.5

I decided the title and it will be "The Insane Door".

The album will follow a specific scheme : at the beginning, normal and all audiences songs, then, enter in the madness world and after, walk into the psychotic world until its end.

For this reason, I can't give a tracklist immediatly. The album is still in work in progress status. However, songs as "Oni Plaint" or "Srambad Children" will be at the beginning at the album ; songs as "Bullet", "Zella", "Sound of the Wall" at its end, the final track will be "APOCALYPSIA" and the "door" itself... Yes. "Circus of Broken Nightmares".

For this album there will be at least one song with all UTAUs that I got, except for two ones : Midori Akane and Aika Heion. You'll ask to me "why?". It's simple : I want that they sing for the CD4.

I list here all the songs currently aired on August 20th 2015 that can be listened to in "The Insane Door" :

- ELYSIUM (feat. Ritsu Namine) [maybe an enhanced version, different from the version uploaded on piapro few weeks ago]
- Oni Plaint (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
- Srambad Children (feat. Meiji Gahata)
- Mistaken Utopia (feat. Momo Momone)
- Circus of Broken Nightmares (feat. Nyui Anna, Momo Momone, Sana Fuyune, Oniko Hinomoto, Meiji Gahata, Stella Hoshine)
- Zella (feat. Meiji Gahata)
- Sound of the Wall (feat. Stella Hoshine)
- Murderer Dream (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
- Bullet (feat. Nyui Anna) [there can be a shorter version of this one, with more reverbs]
- Acantha (feat. Nyui Anna)
- APOCALYPSIA (feat. Nyui Anna)

The order can change.

ABOUT THE COVERS

As you could see, I uploaded a second version of "Chloe" (original by sele) for Nyui. To be honest, I wasn't proud at all of the first version, with many issues for a phoneme. It has been corrected in the v2 (OK we can still listen to it, but less than in the v1, where it was too gross). In the same time, I uploaded a cover with Meiji (Lilith, Fairy, Hunter) for "ENCELADUS".

For people who would ask to me if I got a permission : "yes". I can also thank sele again. (^_^)

Remember that commercial uses of the covers are forbidden by sele (who composed the original songs), by felichan (who made the .ust) and by me (who mixdowns the whole tracks).
Add with this that I didn't get any commercial permission from any voice source (and I don't need it because I forbid commercial uses, and I must apply to myself this rule).

And don't forget to credit everyone at their own roles, please!

For the downloads : contact me in the doubt. But if you respect all the conditions, you can use them freely

Why no Creative Commons license? Same thing. I didn't see sele using this license, so I set the classic license that I set for all my original songs : CS BY-NC-SA ; only UTAU users and Vocaloid users (and original authors but they're part of at least one of these categories) can use the covers without my permission.

AND ABOUT THE ILLUSTRATIONS (and other things...)

Ah yes... I'm searching someone who can make me illustrations of good quality for the PVs, knowing that they're rarer than songs.

Mainly for yandere songs, prioritary, but also for albums. I use pictures without any commercial use and there are credits in the PV description + at its beginning + at its end.

felichan, if you read this post, if you can, it would be very nice.

And if you can write lyrics and .ust but you don't know anything to music, just say it to me, I'll compose it! Just say to me the topic and the English lyrics (or Spanish, or better, French) because it influences in the instruments choice (after it will be with the UTAU used). I'll also need the .ust file for making the lead track of the music.

Because I'm not as good for drawing as for music, let's be honest!

In few hours, I'll publish on fichier-zip a folder with the short version of "Bullet" + its instrumental. Now, you know it.

Have fun!

Nynthixia

『Murderer Dream』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150820-00389
LIN (full) : 「597 881 104」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150820-000074
Instrumental  - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 13/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

そっと部屋で寝て、彼女は愛の悪魔気づかなかった
魂を飲み込む、ちょうどささやきを聞くことができ

女の子の隣の少年は彼女のためにあまりにも多くありました
殺害の狂気は憎悪に駆り立て魂の所持を取りました
それは悪夢である場合は、彼女は確かに目を覚ますでしょう
そして、それは本当ではなかったことに注目して...

そっと部屋で寝て、彼女は愛の悪魔気づかなかった
魂を飲み込む、ちょうどささやきを聞くことができ

次に彼女に、彼は残酷な瞬間に、鮮血に落ちました
女の子はいかなる容赦なく他の人を、その後笑って見ました
脅威を通じて、彼女は脱出しようとしたが、それは失敗です
彼女自身の悪夢に直面して、赤い地面に滞在し...

そっと部屋で寝て、彼女は愛の悪魔気づかなかった
魂を飲み込む、ちょうどささやきを聞くことができ
今、彼女は目覚めと破局の程度を見ています
それは共通の終了前の最後の日との危機です...

Original English text

Gently sleeping in the room, she didn't notice the love demons
Swallowing the souls, just a whisper can be heard

The boy next to the girl was too much for her
The killing madness took possession of the soul, incited to hatred
If it is a nightmare, she would certainly wake up
And notice that it wasn't real...

Gently sleeping in the room, she didn't notice the love demons
Swallowing the souls, just a whisper can be heard

Next to her, he fell in the fresh blood, on a cruel moment
The girl was laughing then watched the other person without any mercy
Through the threats, she tried to escape but it's a failure
Staying on the red ground, facing her own nightmare...

Gently sleeping in the room, she didn't notice the love demons
Swallowing the souls, just a whisper can be heard
Now she awakens and sees the extent of the catastrophe
It's the last day and crisis before the common end...

Dormant gentiment dans la chambre, elle n'a pas remarqué les démons de l'amour
Avalant les âmes, on ne peut entendre qu'un murmure sourd

Le garçon à côté de la fille était trop pour elle
La folie meurtrière a pris possession de son âme, l'a incitée à la haine contre elle
Si c'est un cauchemar, elle voudrait certainement se réveiller
Et remarquer que ce n'était pas la réalité...

Dormant gentiment dans la chambre, elle n'a pas remarqué les démons de l'amour
Avalant les âmes, on ne peut entendre qu'un murmure sourd

 À côté d'elle, à ce moment cruel, il est tombé dans le sang frais
La fille riait puis a regardé l'autre sans aucune pitié
À travers les menaces, elle a tenté de s'échapper mais a échoué
Restant sur le sol rouge, faisant face à son propre cauchemar qui devenait réalité...

Dormant gentiment dans la chambre, elle n'a pas remarqué les démons de l'amour
Avalant les âmes, on ne peut entendre qu'un murmure sourd
Maintenant elle se réveille et voit l'étendue des dégâts
C'est le dernier jour et la dernière crise avant la fin de cette histoire-là...

It's a girl who makes a dream where she sees her lover with a boy. Enraged, she decides to kill the boy. The heroine's lover decides to flee, but the heroine finally kills her too. When she wakes up, she notices that she has done in her dream really happened : she sees her lover and the boy with who was the heroine dead in her room.