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Blanca

Posted on July 14 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Blanca』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150714-00368 (patch_0002)
LIN (full) : 「597 503 316」 [patch_0002]
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150714-000055
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Toxicity - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

これらの痛みを伴う感情を残して心の孤独
ゆっくりと、しかし確実に、精神に侵入
それはそんなに痛い、それはそれを治すことは不可能です
世界が私であることから分離されています...

濡れた頬に落ちる暖かい涙の川
証人私は私の中感じている痛み
場合にのみ、私は薬を推測することができます
つまり、この無限の苦しみを癒すことができます

私たちが一緒に行うことができることを想像して...
空間空に輝く星を見ています
それが起こらない場合の夢が破壊されます
それは決して起こらないことがあります...

これらの痛みを伴う感情を残して心の孤独
ゆっくりと、しかし確実に、精神に侵入
それはそんなに痛い、それはそれを治すことは不可能です
世界が私であることから分離されています...

涙は常に下落している、と私は言うことはできません
永遠の痛みは私の中に保ちます
あなたが離れてしまっているとき、私は暗闇の中で滞在しました
いくつかの復帰の愛を待っています...

各夜と昼は、それらの夢は、私が苦しんだこと
すべてのこれらの問題を表現するのに十分ではありません
何も起こらなかったようにあなたと少年は笑ってました
私はもう涙を維持することができませんでした...

私たちが一緒に行うことができることを想像して...
夜にいくつかの愛の言葉を共有します
しかし、この甘い夢は今壊れています
あなたの残酷な裏切りのために...

助けを求めることは全く無意味です
これらすべての嘘が今日の上になりますので
あなたが行っている場合は、私に戻って来ることはありません
あなたがそれを望むなら、私は別の世界に行きますよ...

夜は、精神と同じになって暗くし、忘却の淵に失神します
地上の気持ちを残して、この愛は憎しみとなっております
鮮血は、複数の傷跡、孤独の症状から落ちます
私は一人ではなかった場合は、もう一方の端を持っているでしょう...

Original English text

The loneliness of a heart leaving those painful feelings
Invading the spirit, slowly but surely
It hurts so much, and it's impossible to heal it
The world is separating from my being...

The river of warm tears falling on wet cheeks
Witnesses the pain that I'm feeling inside of me
If only I could guess a medicine
That could heal this endless torment

Imagine that we could do together...
As watching the shining stars in the spatial sky
The dream will break down if it doesn't happen
It may never happen...

The loneliness of a heart leaving those painful feelings
Invading the spirit, slowly but surely
It hurts so much, and it's impossible to heal it
The world is separating from my being...

The tears are always falling, and I can't say
The eternal pain kept inside of me
When you're gone away, I stayed in the dark
Waiting for some returning love...

Each night and day, those dreams that I'm suffering
Aren't enough to express all those problems
The boy with you was smiling as nothing happened
I couldn't keep tears anymore...

Imagine that we could do together...
Sharing some love words in the night
But this sweet dream is now broken
Because of your cruel betrayal...

Asking for help is totally useless
Because all those lies will be over today
If you're gone, don't come back to me
If you want it, I'll go in another world...

The nights becoming the same as the spirit, darkening and fainting into the oblivion
Leaving the feelings on the ground, this love becoming hatred
Fresh blood falling from multiple scars, symptoms of the loneliness
If I wasn't alone, it would have another end...

And French adaptation!

La solitude d'un cœur laissant ces pénibles sentiments
Envahissant mon esprit, doucement mais sûrement
Cela me fait si mal, et je ne peux le soigner
Le monde de mon être s'est déjà séparé...

La rivière de chaudes larmes tombant sur mes joues mouillées
Témoigne de la douleur que je ressens en moi
Si seulement je pouvais trouver de quoi soigner
Ce tourment éternel en moi...

Imagine ce que nous aurions pu faire...
Comme regarder les étoiles brillant dans le ciel spatial
Le rêve se brisera si cela ne peut se faire
Il ne doit jamais arriver, ce moment fatal...

La solitude d'un cœur laissant ces pénibles sentiments
Envahissant mon esprit, doucement mais sûrement
Cela me fait si mal, et je ne peux le soigner
Le monde de mon être s'est déjà séparé...

Les larmes tombent encore, et je ne peux toujours avouer
La douleur éternelle que je gardais en moi
Je suis restée dans le noir lorsque tu es parti loin de moi
Attendant en retour un amour désiré...

Chaque nuit et chaque jour, les rêves horribles dont je souffrais
Ne sont plus assez pour expliquer mes soucis
Ce jeune homme qui te souriait comme si rien ne se passait
Je ne pouvais plus garder mes larmes à ce moment précis...

Imagine ce que nous aurions pu faire...
Échanger quelques mots d'amour dans la soirée
Mais ce si doux rêve est désormais cassé
À cause de ta trahison cruelle et si chère...

Demander de l'aide ne sert plus à rien
Car tous ces mensonges aujourd'hui ne sont plus rien
Et si tu es parti, ne reviens plus à moi
Si tu le fais, je m’enfuirai dans un monde loin de toi...

Les nuits semblables à mon esprit, qui s'assombrit et tombe dans l'oubli
Laissant ces sentiments à terre, cet amour devenu de la haine et de la jalousie
Ce sang frais coulant de ces multiples blessures, symptômes de ma solitude et de ma torture
Si je n'étais pas seule, ceci aurait eu une autre tournure...

Explanations...

Totoko plays Blanca, a young girl in love with another woman. This last one is in love with a boy and often goes with him, leaving Blanca alone. The heroine falls into a deep depression, waiting for love that she won't never have. Understanding the current situation and threatened in nightmares where she sees her lover with the boy, Blanca decides to kill the boy. She finally suicides to escape her lover's wrath. Blanca was totally rotten in her inside due to her loneliness, also explaining her suicide.

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Mylene

Posted on July 13 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Mylene』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150713-00367
LIN (full) : 「597 485 712」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150713-000054
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Toxicity - TRACK 6/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

涙が、頬に心の痛みを落下します
夢のような自由に到達することは困難です

少し空想では、あなたの目は、鏡として輝いています
あなたの内側の気持ちを見て、この心臓が鼓動しています
月光は、あなたの魂に反映されています
これらの危険な思い出の囚人...

涙が、頬に心の痛みを落下します
夢のような自由に到達することは困難です
思い出が戻ってくる、頭を傷つけてしています
失われた世界の絶望に一人で泣いて...

暗い夜には、あなたはとても美しいようです
場合にのみ、あなたは私の痛みを癒すことができます
感情はこの愛を破壊する、私に侵入します
私はあなたのために維持されたことを...

忘却の淵に身を失う思い出
精神は、どこにでも歪曲され血は、目から流れます
すべては、この破壊の後に残さ何も消去されません
私たちの絶望の最後の顔をしていますよ...

Original English text

The tears falling on the cheeks, the pain in the heart
The dreamy freedom is difficult to reach

In a little daydreaming, your eyes are shining as a mirror
By watching your inside feelings, this heart is beating
The moonlight is reflecting in your soul
Prisoner of these dangerous memories...

The tears falling on the cheeks, the pain in the heart
The dreamy freedom is difficult to reach
The memories are coming back, the head is hurting
Crying alone in the despair of a lost world...

In a dark night, you seem so beautiful
If only you could heal my pain
The feelings invading me, destroying this love
That I was keeping for you...

The memories losing themselves into the oblivion
The spirit is distorting everywhere, blood flowing from the eyes
All is erasing, nothing left after this destruction
I'll have a last look on our despair...

And French adaptation!

Les larmes tombent sur mes joues, la peine dans mon cœur que je ne peux restreindre
Cette liberté utopique que je ne peux vraiment atteindre

Dans une petite rêverie, tes yeux brillaient tel un miroir
En regardant les sentiments au fond de toi, ce cœur battant que je pouvais voir
La lumière lunaire reflète l'âme en toi
Prisonnière de ces dangereux souvenirs que je gardais en moi...

Les larmes tombent sur mes joues, la peine dans mon cœur que je ne peux restreindre
Cette liberté utopique que je ne peux vraiment atteindre
Ma mémoire revenait, ma tête me martelait
Je pleure seule dans le désespoir d'un monde abandonné...

Dans la nuit noire, tu semblais d'une beauté éperdue
Si seulement tu pouvais soigner le mal dont je souffrais
Les sentiments m'envahissaient
Et détruisaient cet amour qu'au fond de moi je gardais...

Les mémoires se perdent dans l'oubli et
Mon esprit se déforme, le sang de mes yeux coulait
Tout s'efface, de cette destruction, il ne restait
Rien à part ce dernier regard désespéré...

Explanations...

Answer song to "Maitena". For "Mylene", it's the victim's point of view. Originally taken from the song project "MARIA-ELENA", also abandoned. The lyrics were totally written again.
Mylene is originally in love with Maitena, trying to hiding themselves from other people, but her loneliness turn them to yandere characters. During her madness, Mylene thinks that Maitena could be with a boy if she goes out, and she doesn't bear this. Those thoughts turn into a psychosis, then to psychosomatic symptoms. She first asks to Maitena to heal her, but it fails, and the symptoms worse. To get ride of them, Mylene decides to kill Maitena before it's too late. But this last one is more violent and assassinates her the first.

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CD2 - Madness×Darkness

Posted on July 13 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Madness×Darkness : download for free!!!

Here it is!

COMPLETE TRACKLIST

01. Nightmare Eater (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
02. Lamia (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
03. Gothic Baroque (feat. Stella Hoshine)
04. NEMISIS (feat. Stella Hoshine)
05. Sin=Kill (feat. Hachi Makune)
06. Marianna (feat. Hachi Makune)
07. Social Complex (feat. Ruko Yokune)
08. Error 1001 (feat. Ruko Yokune)
09. Tryphena (feat. Ruko Yokune)
10. Liar Terminus (feat. Hachi Makune)
11. Hell Face (feat. Stella Hoshine)
12. Hecate (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)

So proud to host a new album in the collection... And thanks to so many people, especially Saki Ohenri, Misha, Aoka... And many others!

For stories... Well, do you see the list of songs in the left menu? Click on it and search all songs with the name of the album (4th column). Click on song names and go to the bottom of the article.

Notes :

- The songs "Lamia", "NEMISIS", "Sin=Kill", "Marianna", "Tryphena" and "Hell Face" are considered as yandere songs.
- The songs "Lamia", "Hecate" and "Gothic Baroque" actually have a PV.

Instrumentals are available for free on piapro, just don't forget the licenses... (^_^)

 

And have fun with my songs, thanks for all your retweets/favorites/support tweets...

THANKS!!!

Nynthixia

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Maitena

Posted on July 12 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Maitena』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
SFX (voice chorus only) : acapela
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150712-00366
LIN (full) : 「597 465 896」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150712-000053
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Toxicity - TRACK 5/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

愛する泣いてはいけない、それは以上です
もう隠さない、それが終了しています
あなたの悲しい顔にこれらの流血の涙
あなたが感じているすべての痛みを手放すだろう...

これらの最後の時間を一緒、暗闇の中で
あなたは私の痛みを癒すことができる唯一の一つですね

頭の中ですべての否定的な考えを消去します
背後にこの人と、泣いてないようにしよう...

愛する泣いてはいけない、それは以上です
もう隠さない、それが終了しています
あなたの悲しい顔にこれらの流血の涙
あなたが感じているすべての痛みを手放すだろう...

あなたは私が何を感じて理解することができますか?
愚か者とは違って笑って、私たちを見つめ

あなたは私と一緒にそこに滞在した場合
私はより多くの数分を生き残ります...

瞬間はさよならを言うようになりました
あなたが去ったとき、私は再び一人でした
とにかかわらず、それがどのように禁じられていないです
この時点では何もされません

莫大な単語が明らかにされるであろう
もし唯一の私たちの愛は、この瞬間に続けました
鮮血流れると生活を分離します
腐った世界の真実を破ります...

Original English text

Don't cry dear, it's over
Don't hide anymore, it's finished
Those bloody tears on your sad face
Will let go all the pain you're feeling...

Those last hours together, in the darkness
You're the only one who can heal my pain

Erasing all the negative thoughts in the head
With this people behind, trying not crying...

Don't cry dear, it's over
Don't hide anymore, it's finished
Those bloody tears on your sad face
Will let go all the pain you're feeling...

Can you understand what I'm feeling?
Unlike the fools laughing and staring at us

If you stay there with me
I would survive few minutes more...

The moment came to say goodbye
When you left, I was alone again
And no matter how it's forbidden
Being nothing in this time

Untold words would be revealed
If only our love continued at this moment
The fresh blood flowing and separating the lives
Breaking the truth of a rotten world...

And French adaptation!

Ne pleure pas ma chérie, c'est terminé
Ne te cache plus, c'est terminé
Sur ton visage, ces larmes ensanglantées
Feront partir cette peine que tu ressentais

Ces dernières heures ensemble, dans l'obscurité
Tu es la seule capable de soigner ma douleur tourmentée

Effaçant toutes les pensées négatives que je gardais
Avec ce monde derrière, j'essaie de ne pas pleurer...

Ne pleure pas ma chérie, c'est terminé
Ne te cache plus, c'est terminé
Sur ton visage, ces larmes ensanglantées
Feront partir cette peine que tu ressentais

Peux-tu comprendre ce que je ressentais ?
Contrairement aux imbéciles qui nous regardaient

Mais si tu restes toute seule avec moi
Je survivrai encore quelques minutes avec toi...

Le moment est venu de nous dire "au revoir"
Lorsque tu es partie, je suis restée seule dans le noir
Je me fiche si c'est prohibé
Je suis devenue un néant dans le passé

Les non-dits que je pourrai révéler
Si seulement notre amour avait continué
Le sang frais coulant et séparant nos vies
Brisant la réalité d'un monde pourri...

Explanations...

"Maitena" was taken from my ancient song project "MARIA-TERESA", I totally wrote again the lyrics to adapt them to my current rythm. I took again the ancient story but modified it. It will have a song answer, "Mylene", which will be probably aired tomorrow.
Maitena and Mylene tell the same story, but one is from the point of view of the killer (Maitena), the other from the point of view of the victim (Mylene).
The two girls have got a relation but they're threatened by people ignorance and discrimination, obliging Maitena and Mylene to live alone away from people. This loneliness separate them from exterior world, turning the two girls, notainly Maitena, into dangerous yandere characters. A day, Mylene doesn't bear anymore her lover. Maitena tries to heal her, but nothing happens, then, decides to kill her in her madness (first gunshot). After that, Maitena sees that without Mylene, she's nothing and finally suicides (second gunshot).
Thanks to Cartsoul, my Soundation's friend, who has decided that Sayu would sing this. And I'm totally agree with him. (^_^)

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Tryphena

Posted on July 10 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Tryphena』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150710-00365
LIN (full) : 「597 406 636」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150710-000052
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Madness×Darkness - TRACK 9/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

一人で部屋の隅で、優しくあなたを待っています
左の感情のいくつかは、あなたの精神からなくなっています

恐怖と沈黙の中で、これらの悲鳴が私を享受しています
心だけでは再び私を残して、床に落ちました

それは、と話をする友達がいないことは本当に楽しいですか?
誰かがしようとした場合、私にそれを教えて...

一人で部屋の隅で、優しくあなたを待っています
左の感情のいくつかは、あなたの精神からなくなっています

再び破壊、悲しみは永遠の再開です
世界は私と他の人の間でこの壁で区切られました...

私は誰もが最終的に理解できることを夢見ていました
私はこの顔の背後に非表示にしようとしている気持ち

それはこの孤独の痛みは、実際のですか?
誰かがそれを感じるだろうとき、私はまだ生きているのだろうか?

決裂した自由のように、現実が残されています
そしてそれは私を拒否された他のすべてのせいです

床の上に鮮血は眠りに落ちる、流れています
そして最後に私の秘密の世界に再び目を覚まします...

Original English text

Alone at the corner of the room, gently waiting for you
The few of feelings that left are gone from your spirit

In the fear and the silence, those screams are reaping me
The heart fell on the floor, leaving me alone again

Is it really fun to have no friends to talk with?
If someone tries, tell it to me...

Alone at the corner of the room, gently waiting for you
The few of feelings that left are gone from your spirit

Breaking again, the sorrows are an eternal resumption
The world separated by this wall between me and the others...

I dreamt that everyone can finally understand
The feelings that I'm trying to hide behind this face

Is it real, this loneliness pain?
When someone will feel it, will I be still alive?

As a freedom which broke down, reality is leaving
And it's the fault of all others who denied me

The fresh blood on the floor is flowing, falling asleep
And finally waking up again in my secret world...

And French adaptation!

Seule dans mon coin, je t'attendais gentiment
Le peu de sentiments qu'il restait est parti de ton esprit maintenant

Dans la crainte et le silence, ces cris qui m'ont déchirée
Le cœur tombé sur le sol, me laissant de nouveau isolée

Est-ce vraiment amusant de ne pas avoir d'amis à qui parler ?
Si quelqu'un essaie, qu'il me dise comment cela s'est passé...

Seule dans mon coin, je t'attendais gentiment
Le peu de sentiments qu'il restait est parti de ton esprit maintenant

Se brisant à nouveau, la peine est un éternel recommencement
Le monde séparé par un mur entre moi et les autres gens...

J'ai rêvé que tout le monde puisse enfin comprendre tous
Les sentiments que j'essaie de cacher avant tout

Cette pénible solitude, existe-t-elle réellement ?
Quand quelqu'un la ressentira, sera-t-il encore vivant ?

Comme une liberté qui s'est cassée, la réalité quittait
Et c'est de la faute de tous les autres qui me déniaient

Le sang frais qui coule sur le sol, je m'endors désormais
Pour finalement me réveiller de nouveau dans mon monde secret...

Explanations...

When I told about the topic of the music, I said that I'll explain why I chose it. It can be crazy if I say that but... I've got a type of autism. My sociability can be very limited and I got many problems in the society. I tried to describe these troubles with this song for Ruko. Tryphena, sick of some troubles (pervasive developmental disorders (people dared classing me in "others" category!!!!!)), tries to insert herself in the society, but due to her behavior, people deny her. Despaired, she finally suicides and says that it's the fault of all other people. I went to the extreme side, again. But it's my way to denounce the problems of the society. Because it's the worst side that we can get but we can reach it...

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CYANIDIUM

Posted on July 8 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Tragedy

『CYANIDIUM』

Singers : Nyui Anna + Meiji Gahata (codominant)
Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP

Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150708-00364
LIN (full) : 「597 396 002」

IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150708-000051
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CYANIDIUM - TRACK 9/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

赤い水
落下する
と涙
来ます

赤い水
落下する
と涙
来ます

裏切りが選択した場合、それは便利なのですか?
心を破壊し、それを脇に残します
涙が停止することは不可能で、来ています
世界の残酷さは、すでに私たちの運命を書きました

それが意味を持っていますか?
意味を愛していますか?
愛が意味を持っている場合
なぜそれが停止されていませんか?

CYANIDIUM

結合を傷つけ二つの部分に現実分割
脇落下鮮血は哀れな愛の証でした
狂気は、扉をノックもせずに入って、私の精神に侵入しました
真実を破壊し、床に死体を残します

場合にのみ、私たちはお互いを聞くことができます
選択は、既に行われることになります...

Original English text

The red water
Falling
And the tears
Coming

The red water
Falling
And the tears
Coming

If betrayal was a choice, is it useful?
Breaking a heart and leaving it aside
The tears are coming, impossible to stop
Cruelty of the world already wrote our fates

Has it a meaning?
Has love a meaning?
If love has a meaning
Why isn't it stopping?

CYANIDIUM

The reality splitting into two parts, hurting the bonds
The fresh blood falling aside was the proof of a pitiful love
Madness entered without knocking the door and invaded my spirit
Breaking the truth and leaving the corpses on the floor

If only we could listen each other
The choice would be already done...

And French adaptation!

L'eau rougie
Qui tombait
Et ces larmes venaient
Jusqu'ici

L'eau rougie
Qui tombait
Et ces larmes venaient
Jusqu'ici

Si la trahison était un choix, serait-il utile en réalité ?
Cassant un cœur en le mettant sur le côté
Les larmes viennent, sans pouvoir les arrêter
La cruauté du monde a déjà écrit nos destinées

Est-ce que tout cela a une signification ?
Est-ce que l'amour a une signification ?
Si l'amour a une signification
Pourquoi n'effectue-t-il aucune interruption ?

CYANIDIUM

La réalité se casse en deux, frappant ainsi les liens nous unissant
Le sang tombant sur le côté était la preuve de ce pitoyable amour
La folie est entrée sans frapper et a envahi mon esprit maintenant
Cassant la réalité et laissant nos corps sur le sol en ce jour

Si seulement nous pouvions l'une l'autre nous écouter
Le choix aurait déjà été effectué...

Explanations...

In French the title is "CYANURIUM", not "CYANIDIUM". It was an English pun with "cyanide", and its french equivalent is "cyanure". A dangerous poison. I wanted to make this music feeric and...
About the story now. Meiji and Nyui are two girls who loved each other. But one of them decided to go with a boy, that the other one didn't bear. So the second girl killed the first one by poisoning her. I don't know who killed who...
Behind this little music, as innocent as you can hear it, a horrible story is hiding... And now you know it!

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New albums... Very soon!

Posted on July 7 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

For the album with Hachi, Oniko, Ruko and Stella, there's just one missing song for Ruko. I just can't find a story for her.

However I'm already preparing two other albums (codes : CD2.5 and CD3). Of course the 2.5 will be out the first. Because actually there are more songs in it. Just because of that.

Ready?

CD 2.5 - CYANIDIUM

01. 1986th Destruction (feat. Oniko Hinomoto, Meiji Gahata, Ritsu Namine, Nyui Anna) - Song made for an opening, talking about 4 girls fighting against a military project.
02. Blood and Thorns -140 version- (feat. Ritsu Namine) - Remix of "Blood and Thorns" into a 140BPM version.
03. Loophole (feat. Ritsu Namine) - About serial killer's addictions.
04. No.Body (feat. Ritsu Namine) - Despair of a girl who finally revenges from her lover.
05. [[title]] (feat. Ritsu Namine, Nyui Anna) - [[description]]
06. DESPAIRANCE (feat. Nyui Anna) - A girl who lives alone, searching to survive in her depression.
07. Lost Needles (feat. Nyui Anna) - A young girl who is searching for love but feels pain because of a lack of feelings.
08. Miss.Take (feat. Nyui Anna) - Changes in a girl's feelings.
09. CYANIDIUM (feat. Nyui Anna, Meiji Gahata) - A strange song about a girl's betrayal being killed by the other heroine.
10. Nachine (feat. Meiji Gahata) - A girl ignored by her lover decides to kill her to get ride of her pain.
11. SALVINA (feat. Meiji Gahata) - When a love nightmare comes true...
12. Torture Dream (feat. Meiji Gahata) - The lover of a girl haunts her dreams... And it becomes totally insane.

As you could read it, Ritsu and Nyui will sing together!!!! (^_^)

The third one, lots of tracks are missing!!!!

CD3 - Toxicity

01. [[title]] (feat. Totoko Shirahane) - [[description]]
02. [[title]] (feat. Totoko Shirahane) - [[description]]
03. [[title]] (feat. Totoko Shirahane) - [[description]]
04. Last Psychosis (feat. Sayu Yurika) - Apocalypse caused by madness of a girl.
05. [[title]] (feat. Sayu Yurika) - [[description]]
06. [[title]] (feat. Sayu Yurika) - [[description]]
07. Toxicity (feat. Tei Sukone) - A girl having a treatment because of a yandere disease.
08. [[title]] (feat. Tei Sukone) - [[description]]
09. [[title]] (feat. Tei Sukone) - [[description]]
10. [[title]] (feat. Sana Fuyune) - [[description]]
11. [[title]] (feat. Sana Fuyune) - [[description]]
12. [[title]] (feat. Sana Fuyune) - [[description]]

See? Only two tracks finished. It's few compared to album 2.5.

Air dates? Well, not before end July/mid-August. Yes, not beginning of August, you won't get songs from August 1st to August 8th! Because I'll be in holidays without Internet, so without my UTAU songs tools...

But don't worry! I'll work very hard on all of this soon! Promised!

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Miss.Take

Posted on July 6 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Miss.Take』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150706-00363
LIN (full) : 「597 336 293」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150706-000050
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CYANIDIUM - TRACK 8/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

沈黙の中で愛を静かに眠っています
その寿命を検索、断片的に目覚めます

そこに生き残るために方法はありますか?
壊れた、世界の足元に位置しています

心はこの憎しみに衝突されています
あなたが私を裏切ったときしかし、どのように行うには?

沈黙の中で愛を静かに眠っています
その寿命を検索、断片的に目覚めます

愛は検索や考えを破壊しています
感情に捨てられ、この悲しみは激しく傷つけて...

La la la...
La...

沈黙の中で愛を静かに眠っています
その寿命を検索、断片的に目覚めます

愛は検索や考えを破壊しています
感情に捨てられ、この悲しみは激しく傷つけて...

La la la...

それが消えてしまいますときには、それは、再び来ていますか?
終了時の精神を埋めるこの幸せ

私はあなたを愛ししようとしていた、理解ことを試みる
しかし、世界の残酷さは何かを決めました!

そこに生き残るために方法はありますか?
壊れた、世界の足元に位置しています

心はこの憎しみに衝突されています
あなたが私を裏切ったときしかし、どのように行うには?

Original English text

The love in the silence is gently sleeping
Awaken in fragments, searching its life

Is there a method to survive there?
The broken lies at feet of the world

The heart is bumping against this hatred
But how to do when you betrayed me?

The love in the silence is gently sleeping
Awaken in fragments, searching its life

The love is searching and destroying the thoughts
Abandoned by the feelings, this sorrow is severely hurting...

La la la...
La...

The love in the silence is gently sleeping
Awaken in fragments, searching its life

The love is searching and destroying the thoughts
Abandoned by the feelings, this sorrow is severely hurting...

La la la...

And then it's coming again, when will it be gone?
This happiness filling the spirit at the end

Try to understand, I was just trying to love you
But the cruelty of the world decided something else!

Is there a method to survive there?
The broken lies at feet of the world

The heart is bumping against this hatred
But how to do when you betrayed me?

And French adaptation!

Dans le silence, l'amour dort gentiment
Puis réveillé, se retrouve cassé, en cherchant sa vie en fragments

Existe-t-il un moyen pour survivre en ce monde ?
Les mensonges cassés au pied de ce monde

Le cœur qui combat contre cette haine
Mais comment faire si tu me trahis et me fais de la peine ?

Dans le silence, l'amour dort gentiment
Puis réveillé, se retrouve cassé, en cherchant sa vie en fragments

L'amour qui cherche et qui détruit les pensées en cheminant
Abandonné par les sentiments, la douleur fait mal sévèrement...

La la la...
La...

Dans le silence, l'amour dort gentiment
Puis réveillé, se retrouve cassé, en cherchant sa vie en fragments

L'amour qui cherche et qui détruit les pensées en cheminant
Abandonné par les sentiments, la douleur fait mal sévèrement...

La la la...

Et lorsqu'il revient, quand partira-t-il réellement ?
Ce bonheur remplissant mon esprit finalement

Essaie juste de me comprendre, je tentais juste de t'aimer réellement
Mais la cruauté de ce monde en a décidé autrement !

Existe-t-il un moyen pour survivre en ce monde ?
Les mensonges cassés au pied de ce monde

Le cœur qui combat contre cette haine
Mais comment faire si tu me trahis et me fais de la peine ?

Explanations...

Nyui plays here a young woman in love with a girl, who decided to go with a boy. Nyui doesn't bear this at all and lots of feelings will nibble her. First, a depression due to the lack of the love that she wanted, then rage, because she thinks that her lover betrayed her, and finally, becomes mad and kills the boy, then her lover.
The title... Pun with "mistake", and "miss" and "take". The meaning is really distorted, watch out... Nyui missed taking love from her lover and prefered killing her in her raging madness. Big mistake.
First solo song with binary paragraph lyrics.

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Toxicity

Posted on June 28 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Psychological

『Toxicity』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150628-00358
LIN (full) : 「597 203 642」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150628-000049
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : Toxicity - TRACK 7/12

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : piapro (no Tei featurings only)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

毒によって消費
世界で唯一の薬
逃げ場はありません
方法はありません!

脅威に直面して
痛みを伴う病気
謎の物質
消去しようとしてその...

この毒性...
私の正気を苦労...
この病気...
感情をつつい...
この精神...
僕の記憶では...
この性格...
誰が私の鏡である

拒否することはできません
痛みを伴う治療
頭はそんなに痛いです!
私は歪曲です!

脅威の受け入れ
穏やかな疾患
なぜ、この物質
戦うだろう...

この毒性...
私の正気を苦労...
この病気...
感情をつつい...
この精神...
僕の記憶では...
この性格...
誰が私の鏡である

この毒性...
私の正気を苦労...
この病気...
感情をつつい...
この精神...
僕の記憶では...
この性格...
私の鏡でした

Original English text

Consumed by poisons
The only medicine in the world
There's no escape
There's no way!

Facing the threat
A painful disease
A mysterious substance
That going to erase...

This toxicity...
Struggling my sanity...
This disease...
Nibbling the feelings...
This spirit...
In my memories...
This personality...
Who is my mirror

Impossible to deny
The painful treatment
The head hurts so much!
I'm distorting!

Accepting the threat
A gentle disease
Why this substance
Will fight against...

This toxicity...
Struggling my sanity...
This disease...
Nibbling the feelings...
This spirit...
In my memories...
This personality...
Who is my mirror

This toxicity...
Struggling my sanity...
This disease...
Nibbling the feelings...
This spirit...
In my memories...
This personality...
Was my mirror

And French adaptation!

Les poisons m'ont consumée
Le seul vaccin qui puisse exister
Je ne peux pas m'échapper
Je ne peux pas m'évader !

Je me contente de faire face
À cette maladie, cette menace
Mais un mystérieux médicament
Va effacer maintenant...

Cette toxicité...
Étranglant ma santé...
Cette maladie...
Qui rongeait mes sentiments...
Cet esprit...
Dans mes mémoires s'y cachant...
Cette personnalité...
Dans laquelle je me reflétais...

Je ne peux pas refuser
Le pénible traitement que l'on m'a donné
Ma tête me fait mal tellement !
Le monde se déforme maintenant !

Acceptant la menace
Une gentille maladie contre laquelle je fais face
Pourquoi ce médicament
Se battra contre elle maintenant...

Cette toxicité...
Étranglant ma santé...
Cette maladie...
Qui rongeait mes sentiments...
Cet esprit...
Dans mes mémoires s'y cachant...
Cette personnalité...
Dans laquelle je me reflétais...

Cette toxicité...
Étranglant ma santé...
Cette maladie...
Qui rongeait mes sentiments...
Cet esprit...
Dans mes mémoires s'y cachant...
Cette personnalité...
Un miroir dans lequel je me reflétais...

Explanations...

"Toxicity" talks about yandere characteristics, that is considered as a psychological disease. Knowing Tei Sukone, who is a yandere UTAUloid, this song was perfect for her...
Tei, sick of this disease, is at a hospital where doctors give to her a treatment and oblige her to take it. Tei accepts, because she's forced. She doesn't want that her other personality disappears, which was a model for her and the way to recognize herself in all her feelings.

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Lost Needles

Posted on June 27 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『Lost Needles』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150627-00357
LIN (full) : 「597 201 368」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150627-000048
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : CYANIDIUM - TRACK 7/12

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possible shocking content
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

左最後の感情
痛みを伴う絶望で
今消えています
この空虚を残します

この愛は破壊されています
修復しようとします
それは再び中断されます
断片が下落しています...

盗まれた表現
束から引き裂かれました
の偽感想
と錯覚を歪め

日があるでしょう
すべてが消えるとき
混沌を検索しています
誰もがどこに発見されません...

左最後の感情
痛みを伴う絶望で
今消えています
この空虚を残します

この愛は破壊されています
修復しようとします
それは再び中断されます
断片が下落しています...

心の中の針
そんなに傷つけます
夜は白です、日は黒です
何も理解されていません

世界が逆転されます
その涙を排出します
天の雨に陥ります
それでも無視...

痛みは消えてしまいます
崩壊世界では
頬にこれらの滴
絶望のこれらの涙...

悲しみが充填されています
これは、心を溺死しました
あなただけを待っています
私が住んでいることを試みます...

La la la...

Original English text

The last feelings that left
In a painful despair
Are disappearing now
Leaving this emptiness

This love has been destroyed
Intending to repair
It breaks again
Fragments are falling...

A stolen expression
Torn from a bunch
Of false impressions
And distorted illusions

There will be a day
When all will vanish
Searching a chaos
Where nobody is found...

The last feelings that left
In a painful despair
Are disappearing now
Leaving this emptiness

This love has been destroyed
Intending to repair
It breaks again
Fragments are falling...

A needle in the heart
Hurting so much
Nights are white, days are black
Nothing is understood

The world is reversing
Discharging its tears
Falling into a celestial rain
Still ignored...

The pain will be gone
In a crumbling world
These drops on the cheeks
These tears of despair...

The sadness is filling
This drowned heart
Waiting for you alone
I try to live...

La la la...

And French adaptation!

Les derniers sentiments qui me restaient
Dans un désespoir douloureux
Maintenant disparaissaient
Laissant ce néant creux

Cet amour qui a été cassé
J'essaie de le réparer
Mais il s'est de nouveau brisé
Ses fragments sont tombés...

Une expression dérobée
Déchirée d'un bouquet
De fausses impressions
Et d'illusions

Un jour, il y aura
Un moment où tout s'évanouira
Cherchant un chaos d'obscurité
Où l'on ne peut rien trouver...

Les derniers sentiments qui me restaient
Dans un désespoir douloureux
Maintenant disparaissaient
Laissant ce néant creux

Cet amour qui a été cassé
J'essaie de le réparer
Mais il s'est de nouveau brisé
Ses fragments sont tombés...

Dans le cœur, cette aiguille qui est plantée
Horriblement, m'a blessée
Mes nuits sont blanches, mes jours noirs
Je ne peux rien voir

Le monde pris à revers
Déchargeant ses larmes dans l'univers
Tombant telle une pluie d'une divinité
Que l'on a ignorée...

La douleur deviendra un espoir
Dans un monde se morcelant
Sur mes joues, ces gouttelettes tombant
Ces larmes de désespoir...

Cette tristesse qui remplissait
Ce cœur qui se noyait
Toute seule, je t'attends
Et j'essaie de vivre pour le moment...

La la la...

Explanations...

The song is very sad, "Lost Needles" are the symbol of a love that Nyui is trying to search and understand. Alone, she sees that the lack of love hurts her, and she's still waiting for someone for sharing these feelings. The two lyrics that can be confusing are the two last ones. Nyui says she tries to live but she thinks that she can fail and finally suicide because of her loneliness. The song is like a little hope, fragile, and that could be easily destroyed if the things don't go in the right way.

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