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The scheme for CD4 (and other stubs)

Posted on October 17 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

I'm having so much fun now with Lily and I'm still learning little by little how to use FL Studio, but I'm pretty sure that I begin to know it correctly.

I'll reveal the schemes of the CDs and talk about some songs that were aired.

- "Melvine" and "Melantha" : will be in a CD4.5 and not in the CD3.5 or unknown CD respectivly. It's mainly because I project specific schemes and for "The Insane Door" (CD3), there was a balance between non yandere songs and yandere songs. You should ask me why I didn't set "Melvine" (a yandere song with Nyui) with "Last Starry Night" from Lily, which isn't a yandere song. The answer is simple : "Last Starry Night" is too special to be in a UTAU or Vocaloid CD, it's a mixt song between Lily and me. I sang here as a human, not as an UTAU.

So for "Last Starry Night" you know it now.

CD4 - The name is still unknown, I think about "ARSENIUM" but I'm not sure

01. Lamia -Bloody Moon mix- (ft. Oniko Hinomoto) - composed on Soundation
02. Psychiatric (ft. Meiji Gahata) - composed on Soundation
03. Backyards (ft. Stella Hoshine) - composed on FL Studio [will be aired on October 17th]
04. ARSENIUM (ft. Lily) - composed on FL Studio
05. Marisa (ft. Lily) - composed on FL Studio
06. Numeric Killer (ft. Lily) [will be aired on end October] AIRED ON 18TH OCTOBER
07. Cyber Oblivion (ft. Aika Heion) [will be aired on next week] AIRED ON 18TH OCTOBER
08. [[title]] (ft. Aika Heion)
09. [[title]] (ft. Aika Heion)
10. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)
11. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)
12. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)

Scheme for future CD4.5 - this is a STUB. There's no really title except for the two Nyui's songs

01. Melantha (ft. Nyui Anna) - composed on Soundation
02. Melvine (ft. Nyui Anna) - composed on Soundation
03. [[title]] (ft. Nyui Anna)
04. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
05. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
06. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
07. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
08. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
09. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
10. [[title]] (ft. Lily)
11. [[title]] (ft. Lily)
12. [[title]] (ft. Meiji Gahata)
13. [[title]] (ft. Meiji Gahata)

The CD3.5 "The Insane Door" should be aired in the middle of next week, probably on Wednesday.
The CD4 won't be aired before late November and CD4.5... December or January.

felichan will render the capellas for Itako and rendered the capella for Nyui vivid.

For the series that I projected, it's currently on hiatus. I don't know what to do with, if I must make only a sound file, or a text or a video. Maybe a text... It will be easier for me.

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Marisa

Posted on October 15 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Severe yandere

『Marisa』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151014-00002
LIN (full) : 「598 017 512」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151015-000097
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 5/12 [remastered]

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

 

Japanese lyrics

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

歩き続け、この時点で考えて何を知らず
思考はこのように壊れやすい心を穿孔針です
この男はすべて、愛と幸せを盗みました
彼らは離れて歩き始めると、寂しさが私に侵入...

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

これでも無駄試行はあなたに持ち帰るします
ただ、毎回の障害であることを明らかにしました
私はあなたと一緒に暮らすしたいんでしょうか?
不可能を行うと、再びあなたを抱擁するため...

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

心に隠された感情を離れてを投げる
赤い鮮血で染色された白い手が、愛で負傷しました
それは彼が盗んだことを取り戻すことはまだ不可能です
私は永遠にすべてを失っているので...

Original English version

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Without knowing what to think at this moment, continuing to walk
The thoughts are needles which perforate this so fragile heart
This man stole everything, the love and the happiness
When they begin to walk away, the loneliness invades me...

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Even this vain tries to bring you back
Just revealed to be failures each time
What should I do to want to live with you?
Doing the impossible to embrace you again...

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Throwing away the feelings hidden in the heart
The white hand stained with red fresh blood, injured with love
It's still impossible to get back that he stole.
Because I lost everything forever...

And French adaptation!

Devant notre amour impossible, sont dispersés en morceaux du verre cassé
La conséquence de tout ce qui s'est produit entre nous
Je ne peux croire en rien quand chacune de mes réalités est déformée
Les gouttelettes invisibles des larmes effacent les sentiments qu'il restait de nous...

Sans savoir que penser en ce moment, je continue d'avancer ainsi
Les pensées sont des aiguilles passant au travers de ce fragile cœur
Cet homme a tout volé, mon amour et mon bonheur
Lorsqu'ils se sont éloignés, la solitude m'a envahie...

Devant notre amour impossible, sont dispersés en morceaux du verre cassé
La conséquence de tout ce qui s'est produit entre nous
Je ne peux croire en rien quand chacune de mes réalités est déformée
Les gouttelettes invisibles des larmes effacent les sentiments qu'il restait de nous...

Même ces efforts vains pour te ramener à moi
Se sont révélés être des échecs chaque fois
Que devrais-je faire pour continuer ma vie avec toi ?
Faire l'impossible pour t'embrasser de nouveau tout contre moi...

Jetant hors de moi les sentiments en moi que j'ai dissimulés
La main blanche tâchée de sang frais rouge, avec l'amour m'ayant blessée
Il m'est encore impossible de récupérer ce qu'il m'a volé
Parce que j'ai tout perdu à jamais...

Explanations...

I wrote this song before acquiring Lily, but now I've got her... It's the story of a girl trying to get back her lover first with normal ways, intending to talk with her, but this last one spends more and more time with a man, that the heroine hates. She finally kills him when she understands that with all that she was doing until there didn't work. But even after that, Marisa can't get back her lover who flees her. Even if it's not said in the song, but Marisa suicided after, probably to escape to authorities and because of her madness.

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ARSENIUM

Posted on October 13 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『ARSENIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151013-00001
LIN (full) : 「598 016 324」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151013-000096
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 4/12 [remastered]

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

 

Japanese lyrics

毒は感情をつつい、静脈内で実行されているように
私の指は現在、各秒で冷たくとなりつつある
生命線は空気中の連鎖を解放し、破壊される
断片が激しく目の前に飛んでいます...

離れすぎて、今、この不可能な未来に手を握って
残っている唯一のことは、この運命についての苦情にされる
すべてが嘘だった場合、それは信じてするのに便利でしたか?
私は何のために待っていたすべてのこの時間...

毒は感情をつつい、静脈内で実行されているように
私の指は現在、各秒で冷たくとなりつつある
生命線は空気中の連鎖を解放し、破壊される
断片が激しく目の前に飛んでいます...

夢は非常に少ない時間で現実のものとなっていますか?
それについての詳細を知るためには何もありません
この人生は、このよう続けなければなりませんか?
この幻滅を停止する方法はありますか?

精力的に繰り返しているこれらのひどい幻視
この腐った体まで、精神に侵入
意識は消え、まだ痛みを感じ、目を閉じされる
私たちは一緒に渡されるすべてのそれらの瞬間の...

Original English text

As a poison running in the veins, nibbling feelings
My fingers are now becoming colder at each second
The life wire is breaking, releasing the chains in the air
The fragments are violently flying in front of the eyes...

Holding the hand to this impossible future, too far away now
The only thing that remains is to complaint about this fate
If all was a lie, was it useful to believe?
All this time when I waited for nothing...

As a poison running in the veins, nibbling feelings
My fingers are now becoming colder at each second
The life wire is breaking, releasing the chains in the air
The fragments are violently flying in front of the eyes...

Are the dreams become reality in so few time?
There is nothing to know more about it
Must this life continue as this?
Is there a way to stop this disillusion?

Those awful visions that are tirelessly repeating
Invading the spirit, until this rotten body
The consciousness is fading away, closed eyes, still feeling the pain
Of all those moments that we passed together...

And French adaptation!

Tel un poison coulant dans mes veines, rongeant mes sentiments
Je sens mes doigts se refroidir au fil du temps
Le fil de la vie se brise en l'air, libérant les chaînes maintenant
Les fragments devant mes yeux qui volaient violemment...

Tendant la main à un futur impossible trop éloigné maintenant
La seule chose qui me reste à faire est de me plaindre de ce destin
Si tout était un mensonge, est-ce que vivre avait une utilité vraiment ?
Tout ce temps où j'ai dû attendre pour rien...

Tel un poison coulant dans mes veines, rongeant mes sentiments
Je sens mes doigts se refroidir au fil du temps
Le fil de la vie se brise en l'air, libérant les chaînes maintenant
Les fragments devant mes yeux qui volaient violemment...

Est-ce que les rêves deviennent réalité en si peu de temps ?
Personne ne peut en savoir plus, même pas moi
Mais est-ce que la vie devait continuer comme cela ?
Ou y'a-t-il un moyen d'arrêter cette désillusion maintenant ?

Ces affreuses visions qui se répétaient inlassablement
Jusqu'à ce corps corrompu, mes pensées sont envahies
Ma conscience s'évanouit, je ferme les yeux, la douleur peut encore être ressentie
Après avoir partagé ensemble ces moments...

Explanations

I published full story few days ago there (8th story).
This was a nightmare to complete this song. Or the capella didn't sound good to me, or in the instrumental, guitar was too satured, beats were abnormally placed... Wow. First song made without Soundation, only with FL Studio.

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Last Starry Night

Posted on October 12 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous, Morale

『Last Starry Night』

Language : Semi-Japanese (translated) ; semi-French
Singers : Lily (JP part), Nynthixia (FR part)
Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Voices SFX : acapela
Beep SFX, voice treatment : Audacity
Synthesizer : Soundation (most of tracks) ; FL Studio 12 (pads)
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151011-00417
LIN (full) : 「598 015 410」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151012-000095
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : None!

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

!!! Due to the bilingual nature of lyrics, the presentation is different for this post. Are presented first lyrics as they are sung, then reversed language lyrics (FR parts to JP and JP parts to FR) then English total version.

Song lyrics (JP + FR)

一緒にすべての良い瞬間のにもかかわらずで
目が星空を終了することはできません
愛から来るそれぞれの星が一緒に渡されました
暗闇に退色された

Dans un ciel étoilé, où j'ai vu les lumières du passé
S'allumer, s'éteindre, et peiner à rester éveillées
Malgré toute l'attention que ce monde leur a porté
C'est toujours la même chose qui est demeurée
Menaçant de mourir, sans même laisser un au revoir
Dans la peine, la tristesse et le désespoir
Si personne ne venait sans jeter un dernier regard
Un jour ou l'autre, on pensera que ce sera trop tard
Alors que le fil se fragilise, les ciseaux ont coupé
Aléatoirement, sans prévenir de leur arrivée
Personne n'est protégé, ni n'est éternel, jamais
Il faudra continuer sans cela désormais
S'il y a quelque chose cependant que je ne peux supporter
C'est de voir ces tristes sentiments nous ronger
Cette douleur qui nous déchire et qui nous fait pleurer
Ne doit plus nous atteindre quoi qu'il puisse arriver

あなたはまだ、この時間を覚えていますか?
これらの甘い言葉があなたの心に共鳴する
永遠に光を維持する、それが消えることはありません
一瞬のために少なくとも

Sèche tes larmes, mon amie, et regarde dans les yeux
L'espoir, la gaieté, pour enfin atteindre ces lieux
Si ce trop plein ne peut être assimilé dans nos pensées
Ce n'est pas pour autant que l'on laisse tout tomber
Dis-moi ce que tu vois, regarde au fond de tes idées
Est-ce que tu penses sincèrement, dis-moi, que je vais t'abandonner ?

一緒にすべての良い瞬間のにもかかわらずで
目が星空を終了することはできません
愛から来るそれぞれの星が一緒に渡されました
暗闇に退色された

(Dans un ciel étoilé, où j'ai vu les lumières du passé
S'allumer, s'éteindre, et peiner à rester éveillées
Malgré toute l'attention que ce monde leur a porté
C'est toujours la même chose qui est demeurée
Menaçant de mourir, sans même laisser un au revoir
Dans la peine, la tristesse et le désespoir
Si personne ne venait sans jeter un dernier regard
Un jour ou l'autre, on pensera que ce sera trop tard
Alors que le fil se fragilise, les ciseaux ont coupé
Aléatoirement, sans prévenir de leur arrivée
Personne n'est protégé, ni n'est éternel, jamais
Il faudra continuer sans cela désormais
S'il y a quelque chose cependant que je ne peux supporter
C'est de voir ces tristes sentiments nous ronger
Cette douleur qui nous déchire et qui nous fait pleurer
Ne doit plus nous atteindre quoi qu'il puisse arriver)

Reverse language lyrics (FR>JP ; JP>FR)

Malgré les bons moments que nous avons passé
Mes yeux ne peuvent quitter le ciel étoilé
Chaque étoile venant d'un amour qu'ensemble nous avons partagé
Dans les ténèbres s'est évaporée

私は過去の光を見た星空では、
オンとオフ、目覚めることができませんでした
与えられたそのすべての介護にもかかわらずで
最後は最終的に同じでした
言わずに、死ぬことを脅すさようなら
悲しみ、悲しみと絶望に
誰もが最後の視線を与えないであろう場合
ある日、このすべてが手遅れになります
はさみでカット糸弱体化、
彼らが来る時にランダムに、知りません
誰も永遠ではない、安全ではありません
それは、このような継続する必要があります
耐え難いものがあります
私たちをかじる最後の感情を見て
引き裂くと泣いて私たちを作るこの痛み
どんな出来事私たちに取得できない場合があります

Est-ce que tu te souviens encore de cette fois ?
Ces mots doux qui résonnaient en toi
Pour qu'elle ne disparaisse jamais, je garde cette lumière doucement
Ou tout du moins pour le moment

あなたの涙を乾かし、目に見えます
希望、幸福、到達この場所
このすべては、私たちの思考にあることができない場合
それは放棄する理由はありません
あなたが深い思想で、見ていますか何と言います
あなたは私はあなたを放棄するだろうと思いますか?

Malgré les bons moments que nous avons passé
Mes yeux ne peuvent quitter le ciel étoilé
Chaque étoile venant d'un amour qu'ensemble nous avons partagé
Dans les ténèbres s'est évaporée

(私は過去の光を見た星空では、
オンとオフ、目覚めることができませんでした
与えられたそのすべての介護にもかかわらずで
最後は最終的に同じでした
言わずに、死ぬことを脅すさようなら
悲しみ、悲しみと絶望に
誰もが最後の視線を与えないであろう場合
ある日、このすべてが手遅れになります
はさみでカット糸弱体化、
彼らが来る時にランダムに、知りません
誰も永遠ではない、安全ではありません
それは、このような継続する必要があります
耐え難いものがあります
私たちをかじる最後の感情を見て
引き裂くと泣いて私たちを作るこの痛み
どんな出来事私たちに取得できない場合があります)

English text (original for JP part, adaptation for FR part)

In despite of all the good moments together
The eyes can't quit the starry sky
Each star coming from a love passed together
Is fading in the darkness

In a starry sky, where I saw the lights of the past
Turning on and off, couldn't be awaken
In despite of all the care that was given
The end was finally the same
Threatening to die, without saying goodbye
In the sorrow, sadness and despair
If nobody would give a last gaze
One day, all of this will be too late
The wire weakening, cut by scissors
Randomly, not knowing when they come
Nobody is safe, not eternal
It must continue as this
There's something unbearable
Seeing last feelings gnawing us
This pain tearing and making us crying
May not get us whatever happening

Do you still remember this time?
These sweet words resonating in your heart
Keeping the light forever, it won't disappear
At least for the moment

Dry your tears, look into the eyes
Hope, happiness, reaching this place
If all of this can't be in our thoughts
It's not a reason to give up
Say what do you see, in deep ideas
Tell me, do you sincerely think that I'll abandon you?

In despite of all the good moments together
The eyes can't quit the starry sky
Each star coming from a love passed together
Is fading in the darkness

(In a starry sky, where I saw the lights of the past
Turning on and off, couldn't be awaken
In despite of all the care that was given
The end was finally the same
Threatening to die, without saying goodbye
In the sorrow, sadness and despair
If nobody would give a last gaze
One day, all of this will be too late
The wire weakening, cut by scissors
Randomly, not knowing when they come
Nobody is safe, not eternal
It must continue as this
There's something unbearable
Seeing last feelings gnawing us
This pain tearing and making us crying
May not get us whatever happening)

Explanations

These explanations will be very very long...
First, as you noticed, this song isn't totally in Japanese but some parts are also in French, and you could guess that if Lily can't talk correctly in English, she can't talk French. So I sang these parts. Now you know how is my voice in French.
Each lyric has a signification. This song is a tribute for samfree, who passed away in the end of September. No way for me to make a cover, I wanted making something more personal than all that I usually do. This explains the French part of the lyrics.
Lily was one of samfree's Vocaloids, and I sincerely think that most of all Vocaloids would thank him for all he has done with songs.
The story is based on this storyline : Lily knows about this death, and gazes often the stars and the sky, in some traditions, souls go to the sky. The stars switcing off one by one represent the fragments of the producer's life, which is fading away. Lily denies to accept it and wants that he goes back to her. But then she hears a voice (and that's here my character in the song arrives), who is trying to persuade her that this time is over and she must go on her own way, continuing her life with all other producers who use her for singing and trusting to them, saying that the death will happen whatever is going on, and that no human is eternal as she could be as a program. This voice isn't the death itself. It's the future. The hope.

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"Level up!"

Posted on October 11 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Level up
As promised, my 2 new "toys".

Hello, Nynthixia there!

As you can see, this photo was taken is the late morning. I received those 3 softwares (for Lily it's a starter pack, I didn't unpacked it correctly when I took the photo).

I begin to learn with them, they work well. Just deceived that I can't convert an .ust to a .vsqx as I want.

So don't forget, the 3 first songs with Lily will be out in the second half of the month, followed by a yandere song for Stella.

Other info : two new UTAUs will join the team. You probably know Zunko Tohoku (VOCALOID3 singer by AH-Software), but did you know that her team also made two UTAUs? For making them working, there is one of them with a corrected CV voicebank that I'll render by myself (Kiritan) and the another one will be rendered by felichan, with the VCV voicebank (and they dare to say that there's a CV voicebank too, but felichan and I checked and it's not the case).

In a nutshell : felichan will now render all capellas for new VCV voicebanks, it began with Nyui vivid (because of serious problems with me).
(I still set myself the effects with iZotope and ExpressFX)

And I want to thank her so much for that! (^_^)

List of songs that will be aired soon  - October 2015

"Last Starry Night" (ft. Lily) - This will be a special song and when I say only "featuring Lily", it's not really true. Not because I'll use the 2 voicebanks of Lily but because the song has a part in Japanese (by Lily) and... A part in French (I'll sing it). It's the song that I promised a week ago. It won't be part of any CD.

"ARSENIUM" (ft. Lily) - Only in Japanese this one, it's not a yandere song but a tragedy. Its full story is already available on Google Docs in English and Twitlonger for original French text. It will be part of the CD4.

"Marisa" (ft. Lily) - Yandere song with Lily. It will be part of the CD4.

"Backyards" (ft. Hoshine Stella) - The song hasn't been written yet compared to the 3 others, but it will be part of the CD4.

"Cyber Oblivion" (ft. Heion Aika) - A song for Aika, her first one. It will be part of the CD4.

 

Have fun everyone!

Nynthixia

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Glass Woman

Posted on October 9 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous

『Glass Woman』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151009-00416
LIN (full) : 「598 014 412」 (patch_0002)
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151009-000094
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 6/23

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

誰もが感情を容易に破壊できることを考えていません
鏡の反射で歪んだ幻想と精神絵

でも、この氷の心を破るために考えてはいけません
それは無用になり、誰もがそれを知って
それは眠っているのない夜の結果ですか?
自分の目の前で、この白と壊れやすいの幽霊を見て

他のものから目に見えない錯覚の共振
雪片、冷たい涙は、凍結された床の上に落下する

でも、この氷の心を破るために考えてはいけません
それは無用になり、誰もがそれを知って
それは眠っているのない夜の結果ですか?
自分の目の前で、この白と壊れやすいの幽霊を見て

最後にお口のうち呼吸からのすべての蒸気
風に消失、それは真実本当にありますか?

でも、この氷の心を破るために考えてはいけません
それは無用になり、誰もがそれを知って
それは眠っているのない夜の結果ですか?
自分の目の前で、この白と壊れやすいの幽霊を見て

Original English text

Nobody thinks that feelings can be broken easily
The distorted illusions and mental pictures in the reflection of a mirror

Don't even think to break this ice heart
It will be useless, everyone knows it
Is it the result of a night without sleeping?
Seeing this white and fragile ghost in front of myself

A resonance in an illusion unseen from other ones
A snowflake, a cold tear, falling on the frozen floor

Don't even think to break this ice heart
It will be useless, everyone knows it
Is it the result of a night without sleeping?
Seeing this white and fragile ghost in front of myself

All the steam from the breaths lastly out of your mouth
Vanishing in the wind, is it really the truth?

Don't even think to break this ice heart
It will be useless, everyone knows it
Is it the result of a night without sleeping?
Seeing this white and fragile ghost in front of myself

And French adaptation!

Personne ne pense que les sentiments peuvent se casser facilement
Les illusions déformées mentales dans un reflet se miroitant

Ne pense même pas briser ce cœur glacé
Ce sera inutile, tout le monde le sait même toi
Est-ce le résultat d'une nuit sans pouvoir se reposer ?
Voyant ce fragile et blanc fantôme devant moi

Une résonnance dans une illusion que les autres ne peuvent admirer
Un flocon de neige, une larme gelée, tombant sur le sol givré

Ne pense même pas briser ce cœur glacé
Ce sera inutile, tout le monde le sait même toi
Est-ce le résultat d'une nuit sans pouvoir se reposer ?
Voyant ce fragile et blanc fantôme devant moi

Toute la vapeur de ces respirations sortant de ta bouche finalement
S'évanouissant dans le vent, est-ce la réalité vraiment ?

Ne pense même pas briser ce cœur glacé
Ce sera inutile, tout le monde le sait même toi
Est-ce le résultat d'une nuit sans pouvoir se reposer ?
Voyant ce fragile et blanc fantôme devant moi

Explanations

Behind this iced heart of stone is hiding a beautiful creature with lots of feelings that she tried to erase or to forget. Those feelings are represented by a ghost in the mirror, reminding that whatever we can do with our feelings, they finally get us.

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Melantha

Posted on October 5 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Melantha』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151005-00414
LIN (full) : 「598 009 383」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151005-000093
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 1/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

隠された嘘に費やされたすべての過去の日
この愛の結合間の本当の痛みは常に存在していました
何の赦しは、それが再び不正行為のために手遅れ、ありません
真実は常に日または他の知られている

あなたが本当にそれを発見することができなかったと思いましたか?
待機する任意の希望もなく、絶望に一人で私を残し
毎晩、誰も来ない、と私はいつもそれを知っている
この男は、壁の後ろにあなたを大切にされ...

隠された嘘に費やされたすべての過去の日
この愛の結合間の本当の痛みは常に存在していました
何の赦しは、それが再び不正行為のために手遅れ、ありません
真実は常に日または他の知られている

これらの悲しい瞬間に、痛みは心の中に蓄積
あなたのために保持気持ちを破る憎しみに変わって
精神でより暗くは、すべての思い出を壊滅します
これは、破壊されることがどのように良い瞬間見に痛い...

失われたと最愛の人の前ですべてに単独で
目に無理解では、言葉は静寂にとどまりました
あなたは私を許していないだろうことを知って、鮮血を見て
私たちにとって、それは今悔い改めるする時が来ました...

Original English text

All the past days that were spent in the hidden lies
The real pain between bonds of this love always existed
There's no forgiveness, it's too late for cheating again
The truth is always known a day or another

Did you really think that it couldn't be discovered?
Leaving me alone in the despair, without any hope to wait
Each evening, nobody comes, and I always know that
This man is cherishing you behind the walls...

All the past days that were spent in the hidden lies
The real pain between bonds of this love always existed
There's no forgiveness, it's too late for cheating again
The truth is always known a day or another

During these sad moments, the pain accumulating in the heart
Breaking the feelings kept for you, turning into hatred
The more darkens in the spirit, devastating all memories
It hurts to see how good moments can be destroyed...

All alone in front of the lost and beloved person
The incomprehension in the eyes, the words stayed in the silence
Seeing the fresh blood, knowing that you wouldn't forgive me
For us, it's time to repent now...

And French adaptation!

Tous les jours que nous avons passé dans des mensonges dissimulés
La vraie douleur entre les liens de notre amour existait
Il n'y aura pas de pardon, il est trop tard pour de nouveau tricher
Un jour ou l'autre on découvre toujours la vérité

Pensais-tu vraiment que je ne le découvrirais jamais ?
Me laissant seule dans le désespoir, sans aucun espoir pour t'attendre
Chaque soir, personne ne vient, et je sais toujours ce que tu fais
Cet homme derrière les murs qui joue avec toi les tendres...

Tous les jours que nous avons passé dans des mensonges dissimulés
La vraie douleur entre les liens de notre amour existait
Il n'y aura pas de pardon, il est trop tard pour de nouveau tricher
Un jour ou l'autre on découvre toujours la vérité

Pendant ces mauvais moments, dans mon cœur la douleur s'est accumulée
Brisant les sentiments que je gardais pour toi, se transformant en haine
Plus mon esprit s'assombrit, dévastant tous ces souvenirs du passé
La façon de voir ces bons moments se détruire me fait ressentir une grande peine...

Toute seule devant cette personne perdue et chérie
L'incompréhension dans les yeux, les mots réduits au silence complet
Voyant le sang frais, je savais que tu ne pourrais pas me le pardonner
Et maintenant nous devons devenir des repentis...

Explanations...

I thank feli who rendered me the capella for this song, I wrote the ust and I tried the conversion for the vivid voicebank, I heard that it was awful. So feli, who can use VCV (unlike me) rendered me the .wav file. Many many thanks!
The story itself. It's a girl in love with a woman (you know me very well) who is cheating. And we all know that cheating with love, it's bad. At the point where the heroine kills the person of interest of her lover, who doesn't understand what's going on. The problem is that Melantha waited for her during too much time that she became totally insane and wants to bring her lover with her to the death.

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Scarlet Ribbons

Posted on October 4 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Yangire

『Scarlet Ribbons』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151004-00413
LIN (full) : 「598 003 417」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151004-000092
Instrumental
Album
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 10/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content, murder references
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤
赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤

毎日のあなたの貧しい人々の心のための拷問ですか?
罪人の死のための時間はありましたか?
緋色の布を通して、黒夜の下、白い月が輝いています
なぜ、この小さな心は感情を通して隠されていましたか?

愛と憎しみは私の唯一の幻想です
人間で人間性であるひどい幻滅
誰もが忘れやすいではありません、あなたはそれを知って
そして、それは例外ではありませんようです

赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤
赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤

あなたの顔、弱さの象徴に液滴
なぜ、この人生はあなたのためにとても重要なのですか?
あなたは私と一緒に死ぬことをしたくないですか?
この瞬間に最後の判断をお忘れなく!

まだあなたの隣の最後の瞬間に揺れ
この意識は、他の感情と暗闇の中で消失される
それを取り除くために心に残って痛みを食べて
私はそれが永遠にとどまることを望んでいません...

赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤
赤と黒と白
白と黒と赤
黒と赤と白
赤と白と黒
白と赤と黒
黒と白と赤

愛と憎しみは私の唯一の幻想です
人間で人間性であるひどい幻滅
誰もが忘れやすいではありません、あなたはそれを知って
そして、それは例外ではありませんようです

Original English text

Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red
Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red

Is everyday a torture for your poor heart?
Was there a hour for a sinner death?
Through the scarlet cloth, under the black night, the white moon shines.
Why this little heart was hidden through feelings?

The love and the hatred are only illusions to me
Terrible disillusion that is humanity in beings
Nobody is easy to forget, you know it
And it seems that there is no exception

Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red
Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red

Droplets on your face, symbol of weakness
Why is this life so important for you?
Don't you want to die with me?
Bring the last judgement to this moment!

Still shaking in the last moments next to you
This consciousness is vanishing in the darkness with other feelings
Eat the pain that left in the heart to get rid of it
I don't want that it stays forever...

Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red
Red and black and white
White and black and red
Black and red and white
Red and white and black
White and red and black
Black and white and red

The love and the hatred are only illusions to me
Terrible disillusion that is humanity in beings
Nobody is easy to forget, you know it
And it seems that there is no exception

And French adaptation!

Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge
Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge

Est-ce que chaque jour ton cœur est-il torturé ?
Était-ce l'heure pour la mort d'un pécheur ?
À travers le tissu écarlate, sous la nuit noir, la lune blanche brillait
Pourquoi ce petit cœur s'était caché à travers des sentiments de peur ?

L'amour et la haine pour moi ne sont qu'illusions
L'humanité dans les êtres vivants n'est qu'une terrible désillusion
Personne n'est facile à oublier, tu le sais
Et il n'y a aucune exception à ce qu'il paraît

Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge
Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge

Les goutelettes sur ton visage, symbole de ta faiblesse
Pourquoi cette vie est-elle si importante telle une déesse ?
Ne veux-tu pas mourir avec moi maintenant ?
Amène le dernier jugement à cet instant !

Je frissonne dans les derniers moments à tes côtés
La conscience s'évanouit dans les ténèbres avec tant d'autres sentiments
Mange la douleur qui restait dans ce cœur pour t'en débarrasser
Je ne veux pas qu'elle reste éternellement...

Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge
Rouge et noir et blanc
Blanc et noir et rouge
Noir et rouge et blanc
Rouge et blanc et noir
Blanc et rouge et noir
Noir et blanc et rouge

L'amour et la haine pour moi ne sont qu'illusions
L'humanité dans les êtres vivants n'est qu'une terrible désillusion
Personne n'est facile à oublier, tu le sais
Et il n'y a aucune exception à ce qu'il paraît

Explanations...

This heroin isn't really a yandere, but she's a real psychopath.
It's the story of a demon who harasses a man and wants to kill him, just for her pleasure. I know that Ritsu can't be a demon of this sort, but...
The song is very strange, very few notes (2 to 3 patterns only), and sometimes the voice becomes demoniac, thanks to filters.
Don't worry about the tribute that I promised on yesterday, but I can't work on it on the moment until I don't have the sufficient material to make it.

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October begins with sadness ・°・(ノД`)・°・

Posted on October 3 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I learnt it only today, but most of you know it since Thursday... If you listen to Vocaloid songs, you certainly know samfree. He died on September 24th and a tweet arrived on his account on October 1st.

I didn't want to stay silencious face to it. It's a very bad beginning for October, because samfree was one of the biggest figures of Vocaloid producers, with Giga-P, mothy... There is a lot of energy in his songs, mainly the Night series and his works were really beautiful. There's always, when I listen to a samfree's song, a positive energy during all the length of the song. And now it's over.

Some producers were schocked (sele...), others really sad and sorry (mothy...). I'm just disgusted. I think I would cry... Nobody really knows how it happened, suddenly. It was cruel.

If Vocaloids were real persons, I'm sure that they would thank him for all that he has done. (╥﹏╥)

___________________

As a homage for him, I decided to write a song for Lily (he used her) that I'll release as soon as possible, but not before 11th. I didn't projected this, but I want a very special song to thank him. All producers brang something to the Vocaloid world. We all know that we will all die, one day or another, there's nothing to escape it but...

I'll think to the music in the next days. Currently I'm very busy, that's maybe why I noticed it only this morning. And that my pace is slowed down.

Sincere condoleances to samfree, also known as Sano Takayuki. Thanks to all that you gave to Vocaloid's world.

Sadly
Nynthixia

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Lana

Posted on September 29 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Lana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : Soundation
LIC (instru) : 12FR-150929-00410
LIN (full) : 「597 999 602」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-150929-000091
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : The Insane Door - TRACK 18/23

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

何が彼女の死者を見つけるために、この日に起こったのか?
私は何も理解していませんが、助けてください

それは、この他、私は心の中で眠っているの故障ですか?
彼はこの女性と一緒だったのに、なぜ彼女は目が覚めたのですか?
彼女は、少年を愛し、彼を受け入れ、彼にキスしたかった
これらの静物は、そう簡単に破壊されています...

何が彼女の死者を見つけるために、この日に起こったのか?
私は何も理解していませんが、助けてください

永遠の悪夢は、睡眠なしで、白い夜に続けます
痛みが粉々に、離れて私を引き裂きます
完全に腐った、そんなに愛さ女の子の顔
それでもこれに対する理由を検索しようとしています...

悪夢が現実になれば、それは停止しますか?
血と涙のこの地獄から私を保存してください
手が背後に離れて夢から私を取ります
荒廃地面を残し、永遠に放棄されました...

Original English text

What happened on this day to find her dead?
I don't understand nothing, please help me

Is it the fault of this another me sleeping in the spirit?
Why did she woke up when he was with this woman?
She loved the boy, wanted to embrace him and kiss him
These lifes have been destroyed so easily...

What happened on this day to find her dead?
I don't understand nothing, please help me

The perpetual nightmare continues in white nights, without sleeping
The pain tearing me apart, into pieces
The face of the girl, that I loved so much, totally rotten
Still trying to search a reason to this...

If the nightmare becomes the reality, will it stop?
Please save me from this hell of blood and tears
The hands behind take me away from the dreams
Leaving a devastated ground, abandoned forever...

And French adaptation!

Pour la retrouver morte, qu'est-ce que j'ai donc fait ?
Je ne comprends plus rien, aidez-moi s'il vous plaît

Est-ce de la faute à celle qui dormait depuis ce temps dans mon esprit
Quand il était avec cette femme, est-ce qu'elle s'est réveillée ?
Elle l'a tellement aimé, elle voulait l'embrasser et l'enlacer
Elle a détruit si facilement leurs vies...

Pour la retrouver morte, qu'est-ce que j'ai donc fait ?
Je ne comprends plus rien, aidez-moi s'il vous plaît

Le cauchemar continue perpétuellement dans des nuits blanches, sans pouvoir dormir
La douleur me déchire en fragments
Le visage de cette fille, que j'aimais, est resté à pourrir
J'essaie toujours de trouver une raison à ce moment...

Si le cauchemar devient réalité, va-t-il s'arrêter ?
Sauvez-moi de ce monde de larmes et de sang s'il vous plaît
Les mains derrière moi m'ont emmenée loin de mes rêves hantés
Laissant un sol dévasté, abandonné à jamais...

Explanations...

I wrote this few months ago, and finally I decided to make this song.
There are two possible interpretations, the first one is linked to the song "Toxicity" where a girl in an asylum was the test subject for a medicine against yandere behaviors, the second one is a totally independant story where the girl just wakes up after have murdered someone in her insane phase, before being arrested.
You choose what story is the good one.

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