Nynthixia productions

『Deception』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160522-00241
LIN (full) : 「598 254 380」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160522-000346
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 5/16

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

あなたはもうあなたの嘘を信用していないことを知って
幻想と夢の束の後ろにあなたの本当の顔を隠して

誰もが真実を知る必要がないのでそれが隠されていたので
いつか誰もが最終的にあなたがやっていることを学びます...

詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)
詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)

私たちの目の誰に手を引退することはもはや盲目になります
あなたを取り巻く次第に人々が悲しげに離れて行きます

誰もが真実を知る必要がないのでそれが隠されていたので
いつか誰もが最終的にあなたがやっていることを学びます...

詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)
詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)

誰もが真実を知る必要がないのでそれが隠されていたので
いつか誰もが最終的にあなたがやっていることを学びます...

詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)
詐欺のちょうど物語
(詐欺のちょうど物語)

You know that I don't trust your lies anymore
Hiding your real face behind a bunch of illusions and dreams

Because nobody needed to know the truth so it was hidden
Someday anyone will finally learn what you have done...

Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)
Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)

Retiring the hand on our eyes nobody will be blind anymore
Progressively people surrounding you will sadly go away

Because nobody needed to know the truth so it was hidden
Someday anyone will finally learn what you have done...

Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)
Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)

Because nobody needed to know the truth so it was hidden
Someday anyone will finally learn what you have done...

Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)
Just a story of deception
(Just a story of deception)

Tu sais que je crois plus en tes maudits mensonges
En cachant ton réel visage derrière un ramassis de rêves et d'illusions

Parce que personne ne devait savoir la vérité donc tu l'as cachée
Toutefois quelqu'un apprendra ce que tu as fait...

Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)
Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)

Retirant la main de nos yeux, personne ne sera plus aveuglé
Petit à petit les gens qui t'entouraient tristement s'en seront allés

Parce que personne ne devait savoir la vérité donc tu l'as cachée
Toutefois quelqu'un apprendra ce que tu as fait...

Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)
Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)

Parce que personne ne devait savoir la vérité donc tu l'as cachée
Toutefois quelqu'un apprendra ce que tu as fait...

Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)
Juste une histoire de tromperie
(Juste une histoire de tromperie)

Inspired by the game "Town of Salem" this time. I'm sorry if some French rhymes are a few failed...
It's a game of truth and deception and when you're evil, you need to lie. Until someone finds out the truth... Someday, even if it's already too late. I think that resumes this song well...

Hello, Nynthixia there!

CLASSIC VERSION | TRANSCENDENT VERSION

New album was just released. A classic and a transcendent version as usual. I hope you'll enjoy it.

List of changes made for this album

Cold Tears
- Changed the lead track instrument
- Added a pad
- Added a SFX + an impulse SFX
- Global remastering (Soundgoodizer treatment)

Eglantine
- Added a SFX
- Global remastering (Soundgoodizer treatment)

GALENEA
- Global remastering (Soundgoodizer treatment)
- Changed the roll
- Bridge and end parts were extended
- Fixed the capella filter/no filter
- Fixed the sound artefacts caused by a preset of the trance gate

Ophelia
- Fixed the volume of the crash
- Bridge was extended

ACELIA
- A crash was added after the roll

Farewell
- Global remastering (Soundgoodizer treatment)
- Bridge was extended
- The trance gate preset was changed

Bad Gate
- End was extended

All other tracks are the same as demo versions. I resumed everything on the discography page. Titles of songs which have different versions between demo (blog) and album are in light orange/amber.

Little recommendations : "Tale" and "Comatose" are very good ones. And I think "GALENEA" has an improved quality compared to the demo ver. So check it out! For all public songs, "Farewell" is also very good.

Other news.

On yesterday (Thursday), I published "Lucrecia", the last song for the album "Wasted Smiles" (CD8). For the moment, all demos are done but not the album versions yet, nor the transcendent musics. I'll make that probably in the 2 upcoming weeks. I still have a full holiday on Tuesday, maybe a good time to work on it?

I already said it but "LUNACIA" is already packaged and is waiting for the air date to be uploaded.

The demo for IA could be a cover of "Priscilla"... Exclusive for YouTube. I won't set it on Soundcloud because there's already Meiji's version (and in the album, it will be Meiji who will sing it). So I'll prepare a PV soon. I don't already have songs projects with her. Not yet. The only one I have is maybe for Lily, but still not sure... Wait and see? You'll be informed about all of this anyway, I publish the PVs on Twitter, keep an eye on it. And on YouTube account as well, if you want...

Apparently by watching the catalog of new original songs I made... 194 songs since "Damned Artist". Soon 200! The 200th one should be a track for the August album. No many news about it, I didn't begin any work for it. But it will surely feature at least Lily and IA, maybe Yukari and a fourth one (I don't know!) or maybe 2 songs, one with each Tohoku sister (Kiritan and Itako).

Many thanks to you all for the support, mainly felichan and Cartsoul... Who will maybe air a little surprise soon? I'm aware about it, but I won't tell you what this surprise is. It's not funny else!

Enjoy

Nynthixia

『Lucrecia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160519-00240
LIN (full) : 「598 248 017」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160519-000345
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 4/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)

胸の痛みはまだ長すぎる瞬間の間に共振して
許されるだろうけど幻滅を作成していたと思いました
全てのこれら蓄積された間違いが魂でより多くの重量を量るました
存在自体を消去しながら、絶望と恐怖の中で溺死...

いくつか不可能かの方法のどちらかを選択することが義務付け
真実を伝えたかったけどあまりにも臆病者でした
それからこの裏切りによって引き起こされる不名誉を実現しました
この世界の終焉はもう避けられないだろう...

胸の痛みはまだ長すぎる瞬間の間に共振して
許されるだろうけど幻滅を作成していたと思いました
全てのこれら蓄積された間違いが魂でより多くの重量を量るました
存在自体を消去しながら、絶望と恐怖の中で溺死...

愛した最初の人はこの時点で放棄されたと感じました
結果に直面したとき、それは既に手遅れでした
それと戦う可能性がなければ、世界が崩壊しました
それは耐え難い拷問になるまで灼熱感を強化しました

この有罪はこの世界の未来を確保するにはあまりにも強かった
過去の許し難い過ちは私の運命を追い抜きました
ゆっくりと痛みのこれらの瞬間を思い出させていながら意識が消えます
かかわらず沈黙を聞くことができませんこの「ごめん」の言葉

The pain in the chest still resonating during a too long moment
I thought that I would be forgiven but I was creating a disillusion
All these accumulated mistakes I made weighing more and more in the soul
Drowned in the despair and the fear, while the existence erases itself...

Obliged to choose between several impossible ways
I just wanted to tell the truth but I was too coward
Then I realized the dishonour caused by this betrayal
This world's demise won't be avoided anymore...

The pain in the chest still resonating during a too long moment
I thought that I would be forgiven but I was creating a disillusion
All these accumulated mistakes I made weighing more and more in the soul
Drowned in the despair and the fear, while the existence erases itself...

The first person I loved felt abandoned at this moment
When I faced the consequences, it was already too late
Without the possibility to fight against it, I saw the world collapsing
The burning sensation strengthened until it becomes an unbearable torture

This guilty was too strong to assure the future of this world
The unforgivable mistakes of the past overtook my fate
While I'm slowly reminding these moments of pain when the consciousness disappears
These "sorry" words that can't be heard regardless the silence

La douleur dans ma poitrine qui résonnait depuis un très long moment
Étant la proie d'une désillusion, j'ai pensé que je serais pardonnée
Toutes ces erreurs accumulées que j'ai faites me pesaient
Noyée dans le peur et le désespoir, alors que mon existence s'efface maintenant...

Entre deux chemins impossibles, j'ai été obligée de choisir
J'étais trop lâche pour pouvoir dire la vérité
Alors j'ai réalisé le déshonneur que cette trahison a causé
On ne pourra plus empêcher le monde de s'écrouler...

La douleur dans ma poitrine qui résonnait depuis un très long moment
Étant la proie d'une désillusion, j'ai pensé que je serais pardonnée
Toutes ces erreurs accumulées que j'ai faites me pesaient
Noyée dans le peur et le désespoir, alors que mon existence s'efface maintenant...

La première personne que j'ai aimée à ce moment s'est sentie abandonnée
Il était trop tard quand j'ai fait face aux conséquences dures
Sans pouvoir le combattre, j'ai regardé le monde s'écrouler
La sensation brûlante s'est renforcée jusqu'à devenir une insupportable torture

Cette culpabilité était trop forte pour assurer le futur de ce monde enfin
Les erreurs impardonnables du passé ont pris le dessus de mon destin
Alors que je me souviens de ces moments de douleurs quand disparaît ma conscience
Ces "je suis désolée" qui ne peuvent être entendus dans le silence...

I took a very very long time for writing the lyrics and I totally changed the original topic. I was going to make a song about the Roman Lucretia (I took a variant of the name), but when I saw the story, something was wrong with my "limits". So I totally removed the concerned part and adapted the rest.
Story of the song (beware, modified compared to the original...) : the heroine is married to a man but someday visits from her own another man and becomes close to him. This man is the king of her country, and being afraid that everyone knows it, she commits suicide.
Well, now, search for the original story and compare with the one I modified. You'll easily notice what I exactly removed... The "non acceptable thing". Just... Sorry, I can't work with the original plot. Not this time!!! (ﾟДﾟ;)

『Aglaia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160516-00239
LIN (full) : 「598 244 441」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160516-000344
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 5/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content, violent lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

この強力な愛の気持ちでいっぱいに内部に保た
関係なくあなたの意思決定を幸せな未来を望みました
彼と全てのこの時間の間に感じた痛みを共有することが決定
それから幸せに永遠にあなたと一緒に暮らすことを確信していた

これらの言葉は挑発している彼の心のぽっかりと傷
この拷問では誰も裏切りについてもっとうそないであろう場所
これは彼女はもうあなたを愛していでしょう、当然の罰です
誰かが他人の幸福のために苦しむ必要があります

この強力な愛の気持ちでいっぱいに内部に保た
関係なくあなたの意思決定を幸せな未来を望みました
彼と全てのこの時間の間に感じた痛みを共有することが決定
それから幸せに永遠にあなたと一緒に暮らすことを確信していた

頭の中で小さな声がこの人生は十分続いたという
「あなたが値するものを入手！あなたの人生は価値がない！」
運命の保険のために永遠に彼を悩ませでしょう悪夢
彼女は狂気のこの呪いの下であなたについてどう思いますか？

この強力な愛の気持ちでいっぱいに内部に保た
関係なくあなたの意思決定を幸せな未来を望みました
彼と全てのこの時間の間に感じた痛みを共有することが決定
それから幸せに永遠にあなたと一緒に暮らすことを確信していた

運命が叶うだろうときに痛みが戻って恐ろしい苦痛で来た
あなたの目に涙はけど慈悲の気持ちは存在しませんでした
謝るだろうが今では遅すぎたことに気づきました
もっとこの罰に値する実在の人物だったので...

Filled with this strong love feeling kept inside
I wished a happy future regardless your decisions
Determined to share with him the pain I felt during all this time
Then I was sure to live with you forever in the happiness

The gaping wound of his heart that these words have provoked
In this torture where nobody would lie more about betrayals
This is a deserved punishment, she won't love you anymore
Someone needs to suffer for the happiness of others

Filled with this strong love feeling kept inside
I wished a happy future regardless your decisions
Determined to share with him the pain I felt during all this time
Then I was sure to live with you forever in the happiness

The little voices in the head saying that this life has lasted enough
"Get what you deserve! Your life is worthless!"
The nightmare that will haunt him forever for the insurance of fate
What would she think about you under this curse of madness?

Filled with this strong love feeling kept inside
I wished a happy future regardless your decisions
Determined to share with him the pain I felt during all this time
Then I was sure to live with you forever in the happiness

When the fate would come true the pain came back in a horrible torment
Tears in your eyes but the mercy feeling was absent
I would apologize but I realized that it was too late now
Because I was the real person who deserved more this punishment...

Remplie d'un fort sentiment d'amour que je gardais au fond de moi
Je souhaitais un heureux futur malgré ce que vous aviez décidé cependant
Déterminée à partager avec lui la douleur que j'ai ressentie pendant trop longtemps
Alors j'étais sûre de vivre heureuse à jamais avec toi

La blessure béante de son cœur que ces mots ont provoqué
Dans cette torture où personne à propos de ces trahisons ne mentirait
Il mérite cette punition, elle ne t'aimera plus jamais
Quelqu'un doit bien souffrir pour le bonheur des autres, pas vrai ?

Remplie d'un fort sentiment d'amour que je gardais au fond de moi
Je souhaitais un heureux futur malgré ce que vous aviez décidé cependant
Déterminée à partager avec lui la douleur que j'ai ressentie pendant trop longtemps
Alors j'étais sûre de vivre heureuse à jamais avec toi

Les petites voix dans ta tête disant que ta vie a assez duré
"Prends ce que tu mérites ! Ta vie ne sert à rien !"
Le cauchemar qui le hantera pour toujours pour l'assurance du destin
Que penserait-elle de toi sous cette malédiction d'une folie assurée ?

Remplie d'un fort sentiment d'amour que je gardais au fond de moi
Je souhaitais un heureux futur malgré ce que vous aviez décidé cependant
Déterminée à partager avec lui la douleur que j'ai ressentie pendant trop longtemps
Alors j'étais sûre de vivre heureuse à jamais avec toi

Quand le destin se réaliserait la douleur est revenue dans un horrible tourment
Les larmes dans tes yeux mais où il manquait la pitié
Je m'excuserais bien mais j'ai réalisé qu'il était trop tard maintenant
Parce que j'étais celle qui méritait plus cette punition en réalité...

Remember when I said yanderes would be ready to do anything to get the person they love? Including this one... But in a certain... Unusual way. No knife. No axe. No sword. No gun either. No physical weapon. But... Black magic. To get rid of her rival.
The problem with black magic is that if you're not careful enough, "you hurt you get hurt". More than the person you hurt. Much much more... And the punishment for this can even be death...

Hello, Nynthixia there!

As the title says, I have 2 very important things to say.

1) The tracklist for the CD8 that is confirmed. Only 2 songs left to do, "Aglaia" (yandere song by Meiji -Lilith-) and "Lucrecia" (simple tragedy by Yukari).

TRACKLIST CD8 "Wasted Smiles" - AIR DATE : JULY 11TH

01. JIVANIA (feat. Lily)
02. Echoes of Pain (feat. Lily)
03. Anthea (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)
04. Lucrecia (feat. Yukari Yuzuki)*
05. Aglaia (feat. Meiji Gahata -Lilith-)*
06. Wasted Smiles (feat. Meiji Gahata -Lilith-)
07. Alone (feat. kokone)
08. Petals and Leaves (feat. Oniko Hinomoto)
09. Happy Ending (feat. Meiji Gahata -Lilith-)
10. Priscilla (feat. Meiji Gahata -Lilith-)
11. Fragments of Darkness (feat. Lily)
12. NYXAE (feat. Lily)

* not aired yet on May 15th 2016

I chose an early date, the day just after the last day of the Japan Expo, but I made so much work already for this album that I'll probably finish it before mid-June. It will also have a transcendent version, as the others. "LUNACIA" was an exception because of the bonus tracks, but there, no bonus track, no repetitive transition, no problem.

2) The new VOCALOIDs.

This is a few more complicated than the last times. You'll see on the homepage a uncolored pic and you'll see 2 new names in the regular singers list in the right menu. This is totally normal.

As you could guess it, I'll soon have an IA ROCKS then a Zunko V3. That's why Zunko isn't yet on the homepage. However her sheet is already available.

How the unlocks will work :

IA ROCKS : Between May 30th and June 13th I should receive the package. I'll only have the "IA ROCKS" VB. I'll aware you when IA will be in use with a demo cover (I won't reveal the name of the concerned song, but all I can say is a very recent one). For the songs I'll make with IA, that can be anything. Unlike all other VOCALOIDs, the unlock won't be at a fixed date, it's "actived as soon as she will be received" (that explains the "ASAP").

Zunko : Here it's a fixed date, October 11th (on my birthday). For the moment, on May 15th, I didn't ask her to the shop but she's already in my plans. As soon I'll have the confirmation for having her, I'll set the pic on the homepage (uncolored again until the unlock). So... Wait and see, but it won't be for now. Don't worry, time is going very fast that you will maybe not notice it! Zunko won't have severe yandere songs only (same as Itako).

In a nutshell : not before May 30th to June 13th for IA ROCKS ; not before October 11th for Zunko.

In metadata IA ROCKS will be credited as "IA" and Zunko as "東北ずん子". On full catalogs, respectively as "IA -ROCKS-" and "Tohoku Zunko".

___________________________________________________________________________________________

And other thing... The sheets I wanted to update.

They are updated and corrected. They now display the following :

Profile : name (romaji + kanji) ; CV (voice source) ; age ; gender ; birthdate/air date ; origin country
Technical info : motor (VOCALOID/UTAU) ; voicebank type (native for VOCALOID, CV/VCV/CVVC for UTAU) ; illustrator ; eXVoice presence or not*
Use : frequence use (main, regular, occasional, former (for these ones, reason of not using and former frequence use)) ; music types

* eXVoice only concerns Tohoku sisters and Yukari

They would maybe have a problem : loading time. Their weight is between 2 and 10 Mo (not included) so don't worry if it takes time to load. And if you have a perfect Internet connection (fiber) that shouldn't cause such troubles to you... Well, at least I think.

So I keep being aware about all these news... I'll update this post in case of I have problems with IA or if the shipping is going on well. And as soon I have the package, I post you the picture in another news post.

Remember : CD "Bad Gate" is for next Saturday (May 21st)! You don't have to wait too long anymore now.

Enjoy

Nynthixia

EDIT MAY 17TH 5:27PM GMT+1 : IA ROCKS confirmed and currently shipping. I'll aware you when received.

『Anthea』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160513-00238
LIN (full) : 「598 240 307」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160513-000343
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 3/12

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly shocking content
Restricted on : (none)

甘い思い出は幸せの多くの年の間に構築された後に消去した
地味な悪夢の未知の孤独で目が覚めました
この夢は停止することも断片に分解しただろう
過去を忘却の足の下に埋もれている間、まだ泣いて...

冬のいくつかの困難な日中にこの笑顔について覚えている
喜びの完全な心は、幸せの涙が顔から落ちて
できるだけ長くこれらの瞬間を共有したいと思いました
それはこの分離後に可能になる場合今疑問に思います

誰も実際にあってもなぜ何が起こったのか理解していない
助けを求めるを意図したものではなく誰もが聞いたことていない
この心が叫んけど音が冷たい風に失われました
この時点で苦労することは無用であることを知っていた

甘い思い出は幸せの多くの年の間に構築された後に消去した
地味な悪夢の未知の孤独で目が覚めました
この夢は停止することも断片に分解しただろう
過去を忘却の足の下に埋もれている間、まだ泣いて...

念頭に置いてこれらの幻は暗闇の中で毎日を繰り返して
「どこにいるの？ あなたは何処に行きましたか？」 およびその他の質問
絶望では再びこの過去を見つけることができる
まだ同じ終わることのない痛みを傷つけている

少し希望は内部の時間がで渡さとして死亡し始めました
より多くの質問が来ていないおよびまだ答え
未来は今不確かだったと行き場ありませんでした知っていました
しかしこれら全ての良い瞬間を忘れたくありませんでした...

日はまだ再び幸福に到達する方法を通過しないおよびしている
彼らから奪った理由それらのどれもは理解することができない
何かがこの原因不明の状況について確認している場合
さえも私の現在存在することができる場所誰も知らない...

Sweet memories erased after having been built during many years of happiness
I woke up in the unknown loneliness of a somber nightmare
This dream would never stop nor break down into fragments
While the past is being buried under the feet of oblivion, I still cry...

I remember about this smile during some difficult days of winter
The heart full of joy, tears of happiness falling from the face
I wanted to share these moments as long as possible
Now I wonder if it will be possible after this separation

Nobody really understood what happened not even why
I intended to ask for help but nobody heard
This heart screaming but the sounds were lost in the cold winds
At this moment I knew that struggling was useless

Sweet memories erased after having been built during many years of happiness
I woke up in the unknown loneliness of a somber nightmare
This dream would never stop nor break down into fragments
While the past is being buried under the feet of oblivion, I still cry...

These phantoms in the mind repeating each day in the darkness
"Where are you? Where did you go?" And other questions
In the despair to find again this past
I'm still hurt by the same never ending pain

The little hope inside started to die as time passed by
More and more the questions came and still no answer
The future was now uncertain and I had nowhere to go
However I didn't want to forget all these good moments...

The days have passed and still no way to reach happiness again.
None of them can understand why I was took away from them.
If something is sure about this unexplained situation.
Nobody knows where I can be nor even my current existence...

Les doux souvenirs effacés après avoir été construits pendant des années
Dans la solitude inconnue d'un affreux cauchemar, je me suis réveillée
Ce rêve ne casserait jamais en morceaux ou ne s'arrêterait
Alors que le passé est enterré sous les pieds de l'oubli, je continue de pleurer...

Je me souviens de ce sourire pendant ces froides journées
Le cœur empli de joie, des larmes de bonheur sur mes joues qui coulaient
Je voulais partager ces bons moment autant que je le pouvais
Maintenant je me demande si je le pourrai après que l'on ait été séparés

Personne n'a vraiment compris ni pourquoi ni ce qui s'est passé
J'ai tenté de demander de l'aide mais personne ne m'a entendue
Ce cœur qui hurlait mais dont les sons dans le vent se sont perdus
À ce moment je savais qu'il était inutile de lutter

Les doux souvenirs effacés après avoir été construits pendant des années
Dans la solitude inconnue d'un affreux cauchemar, je me suis réveillée
Ce rêve ne casserait jamais en morceaux ou ne s'arrêterait
Alors que le passé est enterré sous les pieds de l'oubli, je continue de pleurer...

Ces visions dans mon esprit qui chaque jour dans l'obscurité se répétaient
"Où es-tu ? Où est-tu partie ?" Et tant d'autres questions aussi
Dans le désespoir de pouvoir retrouver ce passé
Je suis encore blessée par la même douleur infinie

Le petit espoir en moi a commencé à s'évanouir avec le temps
De plus en plus de questions sans réponses qui sont demeurées
Le futur était incertain maintenant et je savais que je n'avais nulle part où aller
Toutefois je ne voulais pas oublier tous ces bons moments...

Les jours ont passé et je ne pouvais atteindre ce bonheur une nouvelle fois
Personne ne comprendrait pourquoi on m'a écartée des gens que j'aimais
Si quelque chose est certain dans cette situation inexpliquée
Personne ne sait où je peux être ni même si j'existe encore cette fois...

A few weird tragedy I would say...
The story : Anthea has a family, mainly a daughter, with who she passed good moments together until the day she wakes up, far away from her family. Very worried, she first wonders what they could think. Then, isolated, she begins to have hallucinations of her family wondering what happened to her. And nobody will know what happened and why exactly... Maybe she was healed from her hallucinations? Is she still alive and healthy? No one knows.

『Petals and Leaves』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160511-00237
LIN (full) : 「598 238 404」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160511-000342
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 8/12

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

幸福の風で、優しく花びらや葉の完全な空に笑顔
人生は永遠の再開の多くの年の間に継続して
死と誕生で区切られた道路の上を歩いてあなたの存在を見て
これらの困難な瞬間にまだあなたを見て幸せな気分に

私の中に隠されこれらの感情を伝えるにはあまりにも臆病者でした
まだ沈黙の中でこれらの同じ風によって総なめにしました
この息苦しい感覚は離れて他の全ての問題を抱えて飛んで
いつかあなたが本当にこのことについて考えているものを学びます

幸福の風で、優しく花びらや葉の完全な空に笑顔
人生は永遠の再開の多くの年の間に継続して
死と誕生で区切られた道路の上を歩いてあなたの存在を見て
これらの困難な瞬間にまだあなたを見て幸せな気分に

各第二の崩壊を見ながらこれらの愛の思考で失わ
最初に恐れていた運命の手を開催することを決定しました
私たちは運命を共に構築して幸せになる可能性があります
過去の痛みのこれらの日は現在の思い出から消去されている

幸福の風で、優しく花びらや葉の完全な空に笑顔
人生は永遠の再開の多くの年の間に継続して
死と誕生で区切られた道路の上を歩いてあなたの存在を見て
これらの困難な瞬間にまだあなたを見て幸せな気分に

現時点では花びらと葉が木から落ちているとき
内側に隠されたこの感覚上のすべての真実を伝えることにしました
いつかあなたはそれを学ぶことになるので後方に行くことができない
あなたはあなたを決して忘れないだろうことを知っている...

In a wind of happiness, gently smiling in a sky full of petals and leaves
The life continuing during many years of an eternal resumption
Watching your existence walking on a road separated by death and birth
During those difficult moments I still feel happy just by seeing you

I was too coward to tell these feelings hidden inside me
Still in the silence swept by these same winds
This stifling sensation flying away with every other problems
Someday you will learn what I'm really thinking about this

In a wind of happiness, gently smiling in a sky full of petals and leaves
The life continuing during many years of an eternal resumption
Watching your existence walking on a road separated by death and birth
During those difficult moments I still feel happy just by seeing you

Lost in these love thoughts while seeing each second collapsing
I was first afraid then decided to hold the hand of the fate
We could build a fate together and be happy
These days of pain in the past are now erased from memories

In a wind of happiness, gently smiling in a sky full of petals and leaves
The life continuing during many years of an eternal resumption
Watching your existence walking on a road separated by death and birth
During those difficult moments I still feel happy just by seeing you

At a moment when petals and leaves are falling from trees
I decided to tell every truth on this feeling hidden inside
I can't go backwards because someday you would learn it
You know that I will never forget you...

Dans un vent de bonheur, dans un ciel plein de feuilles et pétales en souriant gentiment
La vie continuant pendant plusieurs années dans un éternel recommencement
Regardant ton existence marchant sur une route séparée par la mort et la naissance
Pendant ces moments difficiles, je suis heureuse ne serait-ce qu'en ta présence

J'étais trop lâche pour dire ces sentiments que j'ai dissimulés
Encore dans le silence balayé par les mêmes vents
Cette sensation étouffante, avec mes autres problèmes, s'est envolée
Un jour tu saurais ce que j'en pense vraiment

Dans un vent de bonheur, dans un ciel plein de feuilles et pétales en souriant gentiment
La vie continuant pendant plusieurs années dans un éternel recommencement
Regardant ton existence marchant sur une route séparée par la mort et la naissance
Pendant ces moments difficiles, je suis heureuse ne serait-ce qu'en ta présence

Perdue dans ces pensées d'amour alors que je voyais chaque seconde s'écrouler
J'avais d'abord peur puis j'ai décidé de reprendre en main ce destin
Ensemble nous pourrions être heureux et construire un destin
Ces jours de douleur passés, de nos mémoires ils se sont effacés

Dans un vent de bonheur, dans un ciel plein de feuilles et pétales en souriant gentiment
La vie continuant pendant plusieurs années dans un éternel recommencement
Regardant ton existence marchant sur une route séparée par la mort et la naissance
Pendant ces moments difficiles, je suis heureuse ne serait-ce qu'en ta présence

À un moment quand les pétales et les feuilles des arbres tombaient
J'ai décidé de dire chaque vérité que j'ai jusque là cachée
Je ne peux plus faire marche arrière car tu finirais par le savoir un jour
Tu sais cependant que je me souviendrai de toi toujours...

A new try with electroworld (mix between electronica and world) style and with very very sweet lyrics this time. A few about a legend of confessing under a tree. After, depends of the season, petals for spring and leaves for autumn. Even the notions of "death and birth", it's about spring and autumn too. After winter, the nature rebirths during spring ; after summer it dies again during autumn. Normally at least...

『Wasted Smiles』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160509-00236
LIN (full) : 「598 236 233」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160509-000341
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 6/12

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possible shocking content
Restricted on : (none)

あなたがそこにいたとき、これが真実である笑顔にしようとしなかった
今一人で非常に多くの後悔を感じ、涙に破裂している

この幸福は繰り返し苦痛に魂を傷つける断片に分かれた
全ては過去の良い思い出と忘却の淵に投げ込まれた...

あなたがそこにいたとき、これが真実である笑顔にしようとしなかった
今一人で非常に多くの後悔を感じ、涙に破裂している

この幸福は繰り返し苦痛に魂を傷つける断片に分かれた
全ては過去の良い思い出と忘却の淵に投げ込まれた...

この幸福は繰り返し苦痛に魂を傷つける断片に分かれた
全ては過去の良い思い出と忘却の淵に投げ込まれた...

I didn't try to smile when you were there, this is the truth
Now alone I feel so many regrets and I'm bursting into tears

This happiness broken into fragments hurting the soul in a repeating torment
Everything was thrown into the oblivion with the good memories of the past...

I didn't try to smile when you were there, this is the truth
Now alone I feel so many regrets and I'm bursting into tears

This happiness broken into fragments hurting the soul in a repeating torment
Everything was thrown into the oblivion with the good memories of the past...

This happiness broken into fragments hurting the soul in a repeating torment
Everything was thrown into the oblivion with the good memories of the past...

Je n'ai pas essayé de sourire pendant que tu étais là, c'était la vérité
Maintenant je suis fondue en larmes et je ressens tellement de regrets...

Ce bonheur cassé en fragments blesse mon âme dans un éternel tourment
Tout a été jeté dans l'oubli dans les anciens bons moments...

Je n'ai pas essayé de sourire pendant que tu étais là, c'était la vérité
Maintenant je suis fondue en larmes et je ressens tellement de regrets...

Ce bonheur cassé en fragments blesse mon âme dans un éternel tourment
Tout a été jeté dans l'oubli dans les anciens bons moments...

Ce bonheur cassé en fragments blesse mon âme dans un éternel tourment
Tout a été jeté dans l'oubli dans les anciens bons moments...

I (again) tried something different and more industrial for this one. With Meiji -Lilith-, again. The lyrics are short and unclear, I know.
The story : it's a girl who was in love with someone else, but this person was gone (away? Dead? (Confusion source here)) and she regrets because she was sometimes distant, even if she was in love (it's due to her personality). Now she's alone again, she thinks she wasted her time and didn't smile enough to this person while they were there, and she decides to not smile anymore, to not waste her happiness expressions, because they normally would be given to the person she loves.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Here are some news.

I already finished and packaged AND the album for May AND the album for June. Yeah, already. But in the same time, knowing that the June one won't have a transcendent version, it's a few faster to do. So they're currently ready to be uploaded near the air date.

Remember the CD7 will be aired on May 21st and the CD7.5 on June 18th.

Little update on the discography page. Now the age limit rating for the album without many many details is displayed, and there is a color code for tracks, if the album version is different from the demo (= version that is published on the blog, Tmbox, YouTube or Soundcloud) the text will be colored in orange, and if the song is exclusive, that means "you can find it in the album only", the text will be cyan.

However if now you can see which tracks in the CD7.5 will be modified... I won't tell you what I changed publicly until the air date. It's not funny else.

Age limit rating table is also available in the left menu in "External ressources" part.

And I'm sure you're thinking I'm already working for a possible CD8... You got it right. Currently, there are few tracks which don't have any album :
- Echoes of Pain
- NYXAE
- Priscilla
- Happy Ending
- Fragments of Darkness
- Alone
- JIVANIA

4 songs by Lily, 2 by Meiji (-Lilith-) and one by kokone.

I don't have any title for the moment and I don't have any tracklist neither. I'm not even sure of the complete list of virtual singers for this one, but you already know that there will be at least Lily, Meiji and kokone.

Other news for design. I'll remake the pics on the character pages because some of them are mistaken and I'll make a different presentation. Which one, exactly... I don't even know.

In a nutshell, many many projects in my mind, I'll aware you when I'll be sure about them and when their advancement level will be... A few more correct?

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『JIVANIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160507-00230
LIN (full) : 「598 234 180」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160507-000340
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wasted Smiles - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking content
Restricted on : (none)

 

たびにこの戦争いつものように再び開始します
運命はすでに決定されており回避することができない
これらのいくつかの傷はこの避けられない罰を控えまて
瞬間まで誰か他の人がその場所を犠牲にすることを決めた

でも彼は私のために感じた全ての愛と慈悲冷凍の心に触れた
恐れていたし、この状況について多くの質問にとどまった
「右の彼の気持ちを否定することでした？」内部のこの痛み
怒りと後悔の完全な、この偽者を助けるために決定されました

たびにこの戦争いつものように再び開始します
運命はすでに決定されており回避することができない
これらのいくつかの傷はこの避けられない罰を控えまて
瞬間まで誰か他の人がその場所を犠牲にすることを決めた

一定の強さで、彼は大丈夫だろうと確信していました
まだ空に泣いて、非常に多くの感情の完全な心で
希望に赦さすべきとこの世界の脅威を敗北させる
でも努力が内側にこの慈悲と無価値ではありません...

全ての既存の方法で可能な助けを強制するとこの宇宙を保存する
彼を助けるためにこの欲求は今控えことにはあまりにも強い
かかわらず持っている血は気持ちが共振して、こぼれすべき
内側の痛みはまだ傷つけているがこの決意より強い

全ての既存の方法で可能な助けを強制するとこの宇宙を保存する
彼を助けるためにこの欲求は今控えことにはあまりにも強い
かかわらず持っている血は気持ちが共振して、こぼれすべき
内側の痛みはまだ傷つけているがこの決意より強い

たびにこの戦争いつものように再び開始します
運命はすでに決定されており回避することができない
これらのいくつかの傷はこの避けられない罰を控えまて
瞬間まで誰か他の人がその場所を犠牲にすることを決めた

全ての既存の方法で可能な助けを強制するとこの宇宙を保存する
彼を助けるためにこの欲求は今控えことにはあまりにも強い
かかわらず持っている血は気持ちが共振して、こぼれすべき
内側の痛みはまだ傷つけているがこの決意より強い

全ての既存の方法で可能な助けを強制するとこの宇宙を保存する
彼を助けるためにこの欲求は今控えことにはあまりにも強い
かかわらず持っている血は気持ちが共振して、こぼれすべき
内側の痛みはまだ傷つけているがこの決意より強い

Every time this war starts again as usual
The fate is already decided and can't be evaded
These several wounds refraining this inevitable punishment
Until the moment someone else decided to sacrifice their place

Even with all the love he felt for me, mercy touched a frozen heart
I was afraid and stayed with many questions about this situation
"Was it right to deny his feelings?" This pain inside
Full of rage and regrets, I was determined to help this pretender

Every time this war starts again as usual
The fate is already decided and can't be evaded
These several wounds refraining this inevitable punishment
Until the moment someone else decided to sacrifice their place

With a certain strength I was sure he would be alright
Still crying in the sky, the heart full of so many feelings
With the hope to be forgiven and to defeat the threat of this world
Any efforts won't be worthless with this mercy inside...

Forcing a possible help with every existing ways to save this universe
This desire to help him is too strong to be refrained now
Regardless the blood which has to be spilled, with the feeling resonating
The pain inside is still hurting but this determination is more strong

Forcing a possible help with every existing ways to save this universe
This desire to help him is too strong to be refrained now
Regardless the blood which has to be spilled, with the feeling resonating
The pain inside is still hurting but this determination is more strong

Every time this war starts again as usual
The fate is already decided and can't be evaded
These several wounds refraining this inevitable punishment
Until the moment someone else decided to sacrifice their place

Forcing a possible help with every existing ways to save this universe
This desire to help him is too strong to be refrained now
Regardless the blood which has to be spilled, with the feeling resonating
The pain inside is still hurting but this determination is more strong

Forcing a possible help with every existing ways to save this universe
This desire to help him is too strong to be refrained now
Regardless the blood which has to be spilled, with the feeling resonating
The pain inside is still hurting but this determination is more strong

Chaque fois que cette guerre recommence comme à l'accoutumée
Le destin est déjà décidé et ne peut être empêché
Ces multiples blessures retenant cette punition que l'on ne peut éviter
Jusqu'au moment où quelqu'un a décidé de se sacrifier

Même avec tout l'amour qu'il a ressenti pour moi, la pitié a touché mon cœur gelé
J'avais peur et je suis restée avec tant de questions sur cette situation
Cette douleur en moi, "Avais-je raison de refuser ses décisions ?"
Pleine de rage et de regrets, j'étais déterminée toutefois à l'aider

Chaque fois que cette guerre recommence comme à l'accoutumée
Le destin est déjà décidé et ne peut être empêché
Ces multiples blessures retenant cette punition que l'on ne peut éviter
Jusqu'au moment où quelqu'un a décidé de se sacrifier

Avec une certaine force j'étais certaine qu'il s'en remettrait
Pleurant encore dans le ciel, le cœur rempli de tant de sentiments
Avec l'espoir d'être pardonnée et de battre la menace du monde que l'on protégeait
Tous efforts ne seront pas vains avec cette pitié que je ressens...

Pour sauver ce monde, forçant une possible aide de n'importe quelle façon
Ce désir de l'aider est trop fort pour être retenu désormais
Malgré le sang qui a dû être versé, avec ce sentiment résonnant
La douleur en moi fait encore mal mais n'est pas aussi puissante que cette détermination

Pour sauver ce monde, forçant une possible aide de n'importe quelle façon
Ce désir de l'aider est trop fort pour être retenu désormais
Malgré le sang qui a dû être versé, avec ce sentiment résonnant
La douleur en moi fait encore mal mais n'est pas aussi puissante que cette détermination

Chaque fois que cette guerre recommence comme à l'accoutumée
Le destin est déjà décidé et ne peut être empêché
Ces multiples blessures retenant cette punition que l'on ne peut éviter
Jusqu'au moment où quelqu'un a décidé de se sacrifier

Pour sauver ce monde, forçant une possible aide de n'importe quelle façon
Ce désir de l'aider est trop fort pour être retenu désormais
Malgré le sang qui a dû être versé, avec ce sentiment résonnant
La douleur en moi fait encore mal mais n'est pas aussi puissante que cette détermination

Pour sauver ce monde, forçant une possible aide de n'importe quelle façon
Ce désir de l'aider est trop fort pour être retenu désormais
Malgré le sang qui a dû être versé, avec ce sentiment résonnant
La douleur en moi fait encore mal mais n'est pas aussi puissante que cette détermination

I don't think the international fans will understand the inspiration source of this song, maybe the French ones however... I just rated "(-12)" because it's more confusing than really violent... At least, for lyrics.
The real story : the heroine is fighting a demon, almost every year, and she is usually winning. But one day, the battle doesn't happen as expected and she is hurt. The person who is in love with her decides to help her and to defeat the demon, but fails. The heroine can finally free herself from her wounds and decides to help the person who loves her to thank him... Even if that means to blackmail other powerful people...
I wanted to do a song on it since many many weeks ago, I only succeeded now. I didn't rated this as yangire or yandere because... She's not really in love with him, but she feels a few merciful for what he did, and she doesn't really want to hurt people. She just wants power to help him. She didn't kill anybody either.