Nynthixia productions

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Well we reached 200 original songs with "200"... Wow. Just. Wow. Maybe too hard work. (laughs)

Little news about next week, which will be under the fastest pace : one song per day.

This is the list of the songs which will be aired at which day, and what is their internal status on the computer.

MONDAY JUNE 6TH

Agnes (feat. Lily)
Yandere song

Currently, only lyrics have been written.

TUESDAY JUNE 7TH

SANDRINA (feat. Tohoku Itako)
Yandere song

Same status as "Agnes", only lyrics were written.

WEDNESDAY JUNE 8TH

Yoshino (feat. IA ROCKS)
Yandere song

For this one, I did nothing for the moment. I'll maybe write the lyrics on tomorrow.

THURSDAY JUNE 9TH

Kyrene (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
Yandere song

Lyrics have been written and that's all.

FRIDAY JUNE 10TH

Sister Family (feat. Tohoku Itako)
Yandere song

Same. Only lyrics are written.

SATURDAY JUNE 11TH

Bad Carnival Girl (feat. IA ROCKS)
Misc. song - rated as questionnable

This is the only one which is complete on the computer. And instru, and lyrics, and capella (+.vsqx) and full song. On this day I'll just have to publish it and prepare the license ticket online.

SUNDAY JUNE 12TH

Creativity Machine (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
Psychologic song - rated as questionnable

A sort of "self-derision" song. This has nothing in common with the notepad of "Don't Hug Me I'm Scared". If you want the song of this character, well... Check the song "Creative" from Eyeris?

I think you'll surely wonder why I don't air immediately "Bad Carnival Girl" for Monday. The answer is simple : I wanted to do 2 blocks, the yandere one during the days of week and the non-yandere ones for the week-end. And the earlier day for that... Was on the Saturday. And why not Sunday? Because that's done, I made the 3 songs for the week. But I assure you that this song will be great.

And also because I'm a sadistic producer who likes seeing you suffering from waiting... Nah, just kidding. I'm not THAT evil.

If you kept an eye on the last news, I updated the tracklist. First details about the songs that I didn't talk about yet last week :

- Bomber : about a little bomber. More comedy, so more difficult to do for me. Originally Kiritan would have "Bad Carnival Girl" but I finally changed my mind and wanted a more "all audiences approved" song for her. And could be inspired from Peacock (SkullGirls)
- Creativity Machine : about a fictionnal "creativity machine" that exists in every artist's brain, and which can be the main reason of their... Exhaustion. Yeah, this is very self-derisory.
- Bad Carnival Girl : Inspired from Cerebella's (SkullGirls (yeah again!! Normally there will be 4 songs about this game)) story, wanted to be admired from her adoptive father... And who works as well for a mafia. A "bad carnival girl".
- Wish of Death : Inspired from Marie's (SkullGirls (I warned you)) story. About a revenge against an organization who tortured the heroine's friend. Will talk also about the somber side of Peacock's story. Normally.
- Infected : Like "Face to Face" I'll write again very old lyrics with the new writing system. Normally a tragedy. About a girl who got zombified by a virus and who is executed because of her disease.

To resume : a comedy, a psycho/morale song, a misc song, 2 tragedies. And no yandere in all these ones, even if "Bad Carnival Girl" can be a little confusing...

I don't have yet the name of the album, but I can confirm a transcendent version. This is the only thing I can do.

Well, I'll try my best for the next week.

Other info : go on my Soundcloud, I reposted 2 remixes from a friend, of the song "1986th Destruction", one year it was aired (already, gosh... I thought it was on mid-June) and on Tmbox, there is a cover of "Painful" by Lily... Who sings it very very well, hey!

Enjoy, and don't be too impatient, time goes very very fast...

Nynthixia

『200』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160602-00265
LIN (full) : 「598 267 028」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160602-000371
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 8/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

思い出の流れがゆっくりと現実から消去されて
運命が崩壊され、これらの感覚のどれもが再び現れなかった
怒りの唯一の感覚によってかじっと狂気の闇に侵略さ
あまりにも多くの時間の間に持続的な悲しみによって荒廃心

深い愛であなたの顔を見たのは初めての撮影
あなたが何の影響を問題では保護しないことを約束しました
でも壊れた精神でこの運命はまだ存在し続けるだろう
何回これらの感情を伝えるのを待つ必要がありますか？

思い出の流れがゆっくりと現実から消去されて
運命が崩壊され、これらの感覚のどれもが再び現れなかった
怒りの唯一の感覚によってかじっと狂気の闇に侵略さ
あまりにも多くの時間の間に持続的な悲しみによって荒廃心

優しく手に手を見たことを彼女に笑っていた男
世界は彼らの霊にもはや存在していないように見えました
彼らは遠く離れて何かを見ることができない幻想で立ち往生
現時点では誰もが真実を理解することができなかったとき

思い出の流れがゆっくりと現実から消去されて
運命が崩壊され、これらの感覚のどれもが再び現れなかった
怒りの唯一の感覚によってかじっと狂気の闇に侵略さ
あまりにも多くの時間の間に持続的な悲しみによって荒廃心

突然の空虚は現在何とも言えない気持ちで満たされた
限り彼がそこにあった、この愛は明らかにすることができなかった
彼の血が流れていたが、私の痛みは最終的に思考から消えて
この甘い運命を楽しむために永遠にあなたと一緒にことを希望した

The flow of memories is slowly erasing from the reality
The fate is collapsing and none of these sensations appeared again
Gnawed by the only feeling of rage and invaded by the darkness of madness
The heart ravaged by the grief that I sustained during too many time

Taken in a deep love the first time I saw your face
I promised to protect you no matter the consequences
Even with a corrupted mind this fate would still continue to exist
How many times do I need to wait for telling these feelings?

The flow of memories is slowly erasing from the reality
The fate is collapsing and none of these sensations appeared again
Gnawed by the only feeling of rage and invaded by the darkness of madness
The heart ravaged by the grief that I sustained during too many time

The man who was gently smiling to her that I saw hand in hand
The world seemed to not exist anymore in their spirits
Stuck in an illusion where they can't see anything far away
At a moment when nobody could understand the truth

The flow of memories is slowly erasing from the reality
The fate is collapsing and none of these sensations appeared again
Gnawed by the only feeling of rage and invaded by the darkness of madness
The heart ravaged by the grief that I sustained during too many time

The sudden emptiness now filled with an indescribable feeling
As long he was there, this love couldn't be revealed
While his blood was flowing, my pain finally gone from the thoughts
I wished I could be with you forever to relish this sweet fate

Le flot de mémoires s'efface doucement de la réalité
Le destin s'effondre plus aucune de ces sensations n'est reparue
Rongée par le seul sentiment de rage et envahie par les ténèbres de la folie absolue
Le cœur ravagé par le chagrin que j'ai trop longtemps supporté

Prise dans un profond amour lorsque je t'ai pour la première fois aperçue
J'ai promis de te protéger peu importe les conséquences
Ce destin subsisterait même si mon esprit était corrompu
Combien de temps ai-je dû attendre pour dire ces sentiments ?

Le flot de mémoires s'efface doucement de la réalité
Le destin s'effondre plus aucune de ces sensations n'est reparue
Rongée par le seul sentiment de rage et envahie par les ténèbres de la folie absolue
Le cœur ravagé par le chagrin que j'ai trop longtemps supporté

L'homme qui lui souriait gentiment, main dans la main
Le monde semblait ne plus exister dans leurs esprits désormais
Coincés dans une illusion où ils ne peuvent plus voir au loin
À un moment où personne ne comprendrait la vérité

Le flot de mémoires s'efface doucement de la réalité
Le destin s'effondre plus aucune de ces sensations n'est reparue
Rongée par le seul sentiment de rage et envahie par les ténèbres de la folie absolue
Le cœur ravagé par le chagrin que j'ai trop longtemps supporté

Le vide soudain maintenant rempli par un indescriptible sentiment
Tant qu'il était là, cet amour ne pouvait être révélé
Alors que son sang s'écoule, ma douleur est finalement partie de mes pensées
Je souhaitais être à tes côtés pour savourer ce doux destin éternellement

Already the 200th song. I know, the title isn't very original. I also tried to do this song with a tempo of 200BPM... But arps are very ugly at this tempo, so I slowed down to 150BPM.
No need to explain the story I think... It's pretty obvious?

『Painful』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160528-00246
LIN (full) : 「598 258 781」 (IA version) ; 「598 269 685」 (Lily version)
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160529-000351 (IA ver) ; 12FR-NYN8937-160604-000372 (Lily ver)
Instrumental + sung version (IA ver)
Instrumental + sung version (Lily ver)
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 11/16 (IA ver)

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content, mild violence
Restricted on : (none)

普通の女の子のように幸せな未来に生きることを運命
希望は破壊され、残りの幸福は怒りになりました
多すぎるためこの人生の負傷、復讐のこれらの思考が激化しました
いつか苦しんでいます痛みは永遠に消去されます...

まだ他の人を気にし、素敵に見えたした覚えている
この種は自分はまだ叫んしかし言葉はいつも窒息されている
あなたが私に行っていることは許されない、自分自身を好きではなかった
この拷問は地獄にあなたをもたらすかもしれない耐え難い

普通の女の子のように幸せな未来に生きることを運命
希望は破壊され、残りの幸福は怒りになりました
多すぎるためこの人生の負傷、復讐のこれらの思考が激化しました
いつか苦しんでいます痛みは永遠に消去されます...

静脈の怒りの感情は私のために唯一残っているものです
これは頭の中でこれらの命令や声の自由である
これらの邪悪な精神と戦っは常に各秒で私に屈辱
苦しんでいます痛みは地獄にあなたをもたらすでしょう

前に行ったようにもう幸せな未来を願ってない
私の怒りと決意は、あなたの運命について決定します
誰もがこのひどい体内に叫んで貧しい人々の精神を認識しない
あなたは外観の背後にある慈悲のこの数を見ることができませんか？

Fated to live in a happy future as a normal girl
The hopes were destroyed and the remaining happiness turned into rage
Too much wounded because of this life, these thoughts of revenge intensified
Someday the pain I'm suffering from will be erased forever...

I still remember I was caring about others and seemed nice
This kind myself still screaming but the words are always choked
I didn't like myself, what you have done to me is unforgivable
This torture is unbearable and maybe will bring you to hell

Fated to live in a happy future as a normal girl
The hopes were destroyed and the remaining happiness turned into rage
Too much wounded because of this life, these thoughts of revenge intensified
Someday the pain I'm suffering from will be erased forever...

The feeling of rage in the veins is the only remaining thing for me
It could be free of these orders and voices in the head
Struggling against these evil minds always humiliating me at each second
The pain I'm suffering from will bring you to hell

I don't hope anymore a happy future as I did before
My wrath and determination will decide about your fate
Nobody recognizes the poor spirit screaming inside this awful body
Can't you see this few of mercy behind the appearance?

Comme n'importe quelle fille, j'étais destinée à vivre un futur empli de joie
Les espoirs ont été détruits et la rage a remplacé le peu de joie qu'il restait en moi
Trop blessée à cause de cette vie, mes pensées de vengeance s'intensifiaient
Un jour la douleur dont je souffrais sera effacée à jamais...

Je me souviens encore quand j'étais si clémente et pleine d'amitié
Cette gentille moi-même qui hurle encore mais dont les mots sont étouffés
Je ne m'aimais pas, mais je ne vous pardonnerai pas ce que vous avez osé me faire
Cette torture est insupportable et vous amènera peut-être en enfer

Comme n'importe quelle fille, j'étais destinée à vivre un futur empli de joie
Les espoirs ont été détruits et la rage a remplacé le peu de joie qu'il restait en moi
Trop blessée à cause de cette vie, mes pensées de vengeance s'intensifiaient
Un jour la douleur dont je souffrais sera effacée à jamais...

Le sentiment de rage coulant dans mes veines est la seule chose qu'il me restait
Il pourrait me libérer de ces ordres et voix qui se répètent dans ma tête inlassablement
Me battant contre ces méchants esprits m'humiliant à chaque seconde qui s'écoulait
La douleur dont je souffre vous emmènera en enfer certainement

Je n'espère plus cet heureux futur comme j'en avais été capable
Ma colère et ma détermination décideront à propos de vos destins
Personne ne reconnaît le pauvre esprit hurlant dans ce corps abominable
Ne voyez-vous pas le peu de pitié derrière cette vision, enfin ?

So this is the 199th original song (already...).
I think Japanese and English speaking people know very well the game that was my inspiration this time... Does "SkullGirls" remind you something? Do you remember the characters? And especially a young girl named Carol, also known as Painwheel? I feel very merciful for this girl...
Before being turned into the monster she looks like now, Carol was a young girl, very caring to others until she got kidnapped and transformed to what she is now by a lab. After you can understand why she is so angry against Valentine and Brain Drain... Being ordered by very mean people, while the little Carol still remains there...
When Carol comes back to her parents, they don't recognize her because of her monster appearance. Because they can't see anymore their daughter as the nice girl she was while she was totally human.
This is a very sad story... And very touching. After, depending of the story you choose in the game, Carol can have a different fate (as the one she becomes a human again). But this one is really focused on Painwheel's story itself.
Title : also a pun between "painful", because of the pain she sometimes feels, especially when she's struggling against the voices in her head, and her other name "Painwheel".
Music : more techno based. That makes a very hard electronica track.

『Under of Fragments』

Music, lyrics : seleP
Originally sung by : Lily
ust : felichan / felichanxx
Mixing, vsqx adaptation/correction : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 12.2
Identification number : 「598 185 108」

Tmbox link

VOCALOID used : Yukari Yuzuki

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

(main)

 (alt)

For .ust file, it was by the creator of Stella Hoshine, felichan. Under BY-NC license.
For instrumental, visit sele's piapro. Under NC-ND license. (don't forget to credit sele, please!!!!)

These persons can use this work WITHOUT my permission :
- UTAU users (felichan included)
- Vocaloid users (sele included)

Original : "Under of Fragments", by seleP feat. Lily.

No commercial use will be authorized from sele, felichan or me.

『Marie-Luise』

Music, lyrics : seleP
Originally sung by : Lily
ust : felichan / felichanxx
Mixing, vsqx adaptation/correction : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : FL Studio 12.2
Identification number : 「598 186 003」

Tmbox link

VOCALOID used : Yukari Yuzuki

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

(main)

 (alt)

For .ust file, it was by the creator of Stella Hoshine, felichan. Under BY-NC license.
For instrumental, visit sele's piapro. Under NC-ND license. (don't forget to credit sele, please!!!!)

These persons can use this work WITHOUT my permission :
- UTAU users (felichan included)
- Vocaloid users (sele included)

Original : "Marie-Luise", by seleP feat. Lily.

No commercial use will be authorized from sele, felichan or me.

『Demise』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160528-00245
LIN (full) : 「598 258 779」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160529-000350
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 12/16

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

何もを見ることができない

世界は周りの黒で何も見ることができません
私をからかっ全てのこれらの人々から復讐したかった

月からの女の子はこの世界の終焉を見るための完璧な罠でした
今、彼女は消えていると自分の死まで一人でです

何もを見ることができない

この空気の最後の息が最初と最後の間で撮影しました
すぐにこの最後の瞬間に要求された願いを後悔しますか？

月からの女の子はこの世界の終焉を見るための完璧な罠でした
今、彼女は消えていると自分の死まで一人でです

何もを見ることができない

I can't see anything

The world is black around and nothing can be seen
I wanted to revenge from all these people mocking me

The girl from the moon was the perfect trap for seeing this world demise
Now she is gone and I'm alone until my own death

I can't see anything

This last breath of air taken between the beginning and the end
Will I regret soon the wish that I requested at this last moment?

The girl from the moon was the perfect trap for seeing this world demise
Now she is gone and I'm alone until my own death

I can't see anything

Je ne vois rien

Je ne vois absolument rien, le monde est noir tout autour de moi
Je voulais me venger de tous ces gens qui se moquaient de moi

La fille de la lune était le piège parfait pour voir ce monde disparaître encore
Maintenant elle est partie et je suis tout seul jusqu'à ma propre mort

Je ne vois rien

Ce dernier brin d'air pris entre la fin et le commencement
Vais-je bientôt regretter le souhait que j'ai demandé à ce dernier instant ?

La fille de la lune était le piège parfait pour voir ce monde disparaître encore
Maintenant elle est partie et je suis tout seul jusqu'à ma propre mort

Je ne vois rien

Sister song with "Artemisia" and "Girl from the Moon". As you could guess it, third and last song about the CHARON game "Tsukimi Planet", for the first bad ending this time. Maybe the saddest bad end for me. (Yeah, I consider the second bad end as a "happy" one)
To be honest... I had many difficulties with this song, mainly because of a problem in FL, but hopefully, making again the .vsqx wasn't so much painful because some lyrics parts are pretty repetitive (it won't be the case for the next song!). However I think I wasted a complete hour because of that trouble. Worked on the full song during three days... But here it is finally.
Ah, forgot. First time I use the compressor. That limits the number of dB I need to lower when mixing down for the instru...

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Sorry, got a little change of program for this week, with IA arrival, the days emptied of school for some reason... So I didn't do that I wanted to do. And for the upcoming weeks... Some changes.

WEEK 1 - May 30th / June 5th

The work pace will be the A one (2 or 3 songs per week).

I'll normally air nothing on the Thursday and on the Friday (exam days). However I'm at home all the Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, so more time to work. I'll air maybe some little things on these days and work on the album and transcedent tracks for "Wasted Smiles". Because nope, I didn't work yet on them!

What I'll do during this week :
- Album versions for "Wasted Smiles" album (I talk about the album, because there's a track of the same name)
- Transcendent tracks for the album "Wasted Smiles"
- "Demise" by Yukari (more chances for her). About the first bad end of Tsukimi Planet (yeah, never two without three like we say (sorry if I'm bad at English expressions). So just a sort of mild tragedy. 198th track.
- a song for IA... I don't have any title or lyrics. Nor the theme. Maybe not yandere... 199th track.
- "200" by Lily. 200th track, very very obvious (I wasn't original there). Yandere song for this one.

WEEK 2 - June 6th to June 12th

!! I'll pass to work pace B for this one, exceptionnally. But I'm not on holidays.

So there will be 5 yandere songs and 2 other songs, I don't have the themes yet. For yandere ones, 4 of them are inspired from the game "When Yanderes Cry" (and there are 4 yanderes, with different personnalities) and the last one from the game "Liar Liar" (maybe the second game, and yeah, finally lesbian yandere for RPG games, that's sooooo rare). I discovered this last one one month ago but the plot was so complicated... But now I better understood it and I think I could get some interesting stuff for a song now. And for the 2 last ones... No. Idea. Sorry!

What I'll do during this week :
- "Yoshino" (IA)
- "Kyrene" (Yukari)
- "SANDRINA" (Itako)
- "Agnes" (Lily)
- "Sister Family" (Itako)
- 2 other songs with Kiritan I think...

WEEK 3 - June 13th to June 19th

Back to pace A. Else it will be a few too complicated for me.

I don't have any plans for this week unlike the two others, but I wanted to tell you about the pace. Back to normal.

Also, maybe the cover of "Beats of Silence" for soon? With IA, Yukari, Sayu... I don't know yet. The upload will be on Tmbox.

(That makes me think that I really need to set the other covers of April on this blog...)

_______________________________________________________________________________________

With all of that, that completes a tracklist for August album (yay!).

Temporary one (I didn't decide yet for the album name, too early for this) :

[Updated on May 31st] [Updated on June 4th]

01. Agnes (feat. Lily)
02. SANDRINA (feat. Tohoku Itako)
03. Yoshino (feat. IA ROCKS)
04. Kyrene (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
05. Deception (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
06. Hazardous (feat. IA ROCKS)
07. Sister Family (feat. Tohoku Itako)
08. 200 (feat. Lily)
09. Cynthia (feat. Lily)
10. Bomber (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
11. Painful (feat. IA ROCKS)
12. Demise (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
13. Infected (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
14. Bad Carnival Girl (feat. IA ROCKS)
15. Creativity Machine (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
16. Wish of Death (feat. Lily)

Air date : August 15th (Monday).
And that's all for the moment.

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Hazardous』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160525-00244
LIN (full) : 「598 257 018」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160525-000349
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 6/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたは生活のさまざまな方法について語ったときまだ覚えている
このことは信じていないおよびまだ悪い話として考えられません
任意の溶液を出すために見つけることができない幻想で立ち往生
夢と希望が同じ位置で一緒に会う場所に追い込まれた

彼に会った日は幸せに永遠に一緒に住むようにしていた
思考に建てられた未来は希薄に崩壊する前に立っていた
何も後悔しませんでしたがそれでも急激な外乱のに驚きました
人生は私を証明するために示したこれらの偶発事象は間違っていた

あなたは生活のさまざまな方法について語ったときまだ覚えている
このことは信じていないおよびまだ悪い話として考えられません
任意の溶液を出すために見つけることができない幻想で立ち往生
夢と希望が同じ位置で一緒に会う場所に追い込まれた

継続的に繰り返しているいかなる意味のないこの言葉
起こっていたかを理解しようとしたが全てがあまりにもぼやけて
あなたの説明と、知っていた唯一の事は人生を取り巻く危険性がいた
ただし明確ではありませんでしたまだこれらの詳細があった

私を脅した危険防止のために何かをしようとするだろう
任意の溶液、ご質問、および何が本当に解決されました
唯一の初めて以来あなたを信頼している場合あなたはそれを語った
たぶん永遠にこの非現実的な状況に追い込まれることはない...

I still remember when you told about the different ways of the life
This thing I never believed and still considered as a bad story
Stuck in an illusion where any solution can't be found to get out
Trapped into the place where the dreams and the hopes meet together at the same point

The day I met him I was sure to live together forever in the happiness
The future built in the thoughts was tenuously standing before collapsing
I didn't regret anything but was still surprised of a sudden disturbance
These contingencies that the life showed to prove me I was wrong

I still remember when you told about the different ways of the life
This thing I never believed and still considered as a bad story
Stuck in an illusion where any solution can't be found to get out
Trapped into the place where the dreams and the hopes meet together at the same point

These words without any sense that are continually repeating
I try to understand what was happening but everything is too blurry
Even with your explanations, the only thing I knew was the danger surrounding the life
But there were still these details which weren't clear

I would try anything to avoid the possible danger that was threatening me
Any solution, any question, and nothing was really resolved
If only I trusted you since the first time you told it
Maybe I wouldn't be trapped in this unreal situation forever...

Je me souviens encore lorsque tu m'as parlé des différentes manières de la vie
Cette chose à laquelle je n'ai jamais crue et ai toujours considérée comme un racontar
Coincée dans une illusion où aucune solution ne peut être trouvée pour sortir de ce traquenard
Piégée là où les rêves et les espoirs se rencontrent à ce même ici

Le jour où je l'ai rencontré j'étais certaine de vivre heureuse pour toujours
Le futur qui s'était construit dans mes pensées tenait fragilement avant de s'effondrer un jour
Je n'ai rien regretté mais j'étais encore surprise de cette si soudaine perturbation
Ces imprévus que la vie m'a montrés pour me sortir de ma désillusion

Je me souviens encore lorsque tu m'as parlé des différentes manières de la vie
Cette chose à laquelle je n'ai jamais crue et ai toujours considérée comme un racontar
Coincée dans une illusion où aucune solution ne peut être trouvée pour sortir de ce traquenard
Piégée là où les rêves et les espoirs se rencontrent à ce même ici

Ces mots sans aucun sens qui se répètent continuellement
J'essaie de comprendre ce qui se passait mais tout est trop flou pour moi
Même avec tes explications, la seule chose que je savais était le danger autour de ma vie maintenant
Mais beaucoup trop de détails subsistaient et n'étaient pas clairs pour moi

J'essaierais n'importe quoi pour éviter le possible danger qui me menaçait
N'importe quelle question ou solution mais rien n'a été résolu pour autant
Si seulement je t'avais cru depuis le premier jour où tu m'en parlais
Peut-être que je ne serais pas enfermée dans cette situation éternellement...

I never thought that IA was so hard to manipulate... But... Finally made an original song?
The life is full of surprises and little traps... And hazards.
I wanted to make a few different story for this one. It's a girl who learns from one friend about the possible dangers of the life and that she needs to be very careful. But she thinks that this is just a bad joke and that the life will happen as she expected. But the truth is totally different... Few months after being fallen in love with a man, she finally breaks up with him. Facing to many other little surprises, she regrets to thinking that this was just a bad joke.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I know, I already published something few hours ago but... I got a little... Unexpected surprise. For people who already know it, I normally projected to unlock IA between May 30th and June 13th... And I received the package a week earlier. That was unexpected.

And this is the real DVD of IA ROCKS. The pic that you see on the Wikis is for the full box, but I opened it and saw the DVD.

So I think I may be busy for a little time... With the PV first, I guess.

IA is unlocked, one week earlier than I thought. That changes a few my plans for this week but... I think I still have some time for the album of July.

Get prepared.
Nynthixia

『Cynthia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160522-00242
LIN (full) : 「598 254 861」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160522-000347
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Wish from the Evil - TRACK 9/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

私の前では不可能な選択肢間の複雑な状況
賞賛恋人や唯一の友人を失うことの間

何をするかわからない、あなたの匹敵になりたくなかった
私たちはまだ結合を維持する場合は誰も傷つけないであろう...

いくつかの慈悲を示し、憎しみを表示しない、全ては罰金になります
あなたはこの友情を拒否した場合そのは皆のために完了します
痛みの最悪で傷ついた魂は沈黙の中で苦しんで
同じ理由と同じ運命のためにお互いを見ながら

あなたの古くからの心に隠された恐怖を教えしようとした
この恐怖は簡単に理解したことを望みました

何をするかわからない、あなたの匹敵になりたくなかった
私たちはまだ結合を維持する場合は誰も傷つけないであろう...

いくつかの慈悲を示し、憎しみを表示しない、全ては罰金になります
あなたはこの友情を拒否した場合そのは皆のために完了します
痛みの最悪で傷ついた魂は沈黙の中で苦しんで
同じ理由と同じ運命のためにお互いを見ながら

現時点では恐怖はあまりにも強烈だったと心を荒廃しました
痛みは耐え難いものだったと彼らが一緒に離れて行くのを見た
私の同情は怒りになって、友情は自分自身を破壊しました
総空虚では慈悲の全てのこれらの感情が消えました

場合にのみあなたは一人で私に彼女を残しました
多分みんなはまだ幸せな世界で大丈夫かもしれない
するとなぜこのような状況は全てを台無しにしましたか？
この運命けど何かがそれに私を義務付けられたくなかった...

何をするかわからない、あなたの匹敵になりたくなかった
私たちはまだ結合を維持する場合は誰も傷つけないであろう...

The complicated situation between impossible choices in front of me
Between losing an admired lover or an only friend

I didn't want to be your rival, I don't know what to do
Nobody would be hurt if we still maintain the bonds...

Don't show hatred, show some mercy, all will be fine
If you deny this friendship it will be finished for everyone
In the worst of pains a wounded spirit suffering in the silence
While watching each other for the same reason and a same fate

I tried to tell you the fears hidden in the heart since a long time ago
I just hoped that this fright was easily understandable

I didn't want to be your rival, I don't know what to do
Nobody would be hurt if we still maintain the bonds...

Don't show hatred, show some mercy, all will be fine
If you deny this friendship it will be finished for everyone
In the worst of pains a wounded spirit suffering in the silence
While watching each other for the same reason and a same fate

At a moment the fright was too intense and ravaged the mind
The pain was unbearable and I saw them going away together
My compassion turned into rage and the friendship destroyed itself
In the total emptiness all these feelings of mercy vanished

If only you left her to me alone
Maybe everyone could still be alright in a happy world
Then why did this situation messed up everything?
I didn't want this fate but something obliged me to it...

I didn't want to be your rival, I don't know what to do
Nobody would be hurt if we still maintain the bonds...

La situation compliquée entre des choix impossibles pour moi
Entre perdre l'amour que j'admirais ou mon seul ami cette fois

Je ne voulais pas être ta rivale, je ne sais plus quoi faire désormais
Si l'on maintient les liens, personne ne sera blessé

Ne montre pas de haine, montre de la pitié, tout se passera bien
Si tu refuses cette amitié ce sera fini pour n'importe qui
Dans la pire des douleurs un esprit blessé souffrant sans être ouïe
En se regardant l'un l'autre pour la même raison et le même destin

J'ai tenté de te dire les peurs que j'avais cachées depuis longtemps
J'ai juste espéré que tu comprendrais la terreur que je ressens

Je ne voulais pas être ta rivale, je ne sais plus quoi faire désormais
Si l'on maintient les liens, personne ne sera blessé

Ne montre pas de haine, montre de la pitié, tout se passera bien
Si tu refuses cette amitié ce sera fini pour n'importe qui
Dans la pire des douleurs un esprit blessé souffrant sans être ouïe
En se regardant l'un l'autre pour la même raison et le même destin

À un moment la peur était trop intense et a ravagé mon esprit
La douleur était insupportable et je les ai vus partir main dans la main
Ma compassion s'est transformée en rage et l'amitié s'est détruite enfin
Dans le vide le plus total tous ces sentiments de pitié se sont évanouis

Si seulement tu me l'avais laissée
Peut-être que tout le monde irait bien dans un heureux univers
Alors pourquoi cette situation a tout fichu en l'air ?
Je ne voulais pas ce destin mais quelque chose m'y a obligée...

Je ne voulais pas être ta rivale, je ne sais plus quoi faire désormais
Si l'on maintient les liens, personne ne sera blessé

It's a few a dilemma to choose between keeping a lover and a friend, isn't it? Mainly when your friend becomes a potential rival? Maybe you'll just break the relationship between you two so that anyone would get hurt... But there are still some people who can't bear it and finally kill their rival and find out that their love relationship is dead because of it.