Nynthixia productions

Album Wasted Smiles is out!

Download the album here :

CLASSIC VERSION (12 tracks)
TRANSCENDENT VERSION (1 track "zero", including the 12 album tracks and their transitions)

Thanks to everyone for the support, mainly Cartsoul, feli and also Jackie for the recent remixes (she even remixed "JIVANIA" (instru ver | full ver)).

Changelog for this album (if the name of the track doesn't appear, that means that the album version is the same as demo's) :

Just before to begin :
- patch changes are corrections applied to the songs, when they have some mistakes (alignment mistakes, problems of pitch, unwanted saturation, anti high frequencies treatments (AHF)...)
- instrument changes are when a new instrument is added in the song
- extension changes mean that the length of the song has been affected (song is longer in the album)
- mixdown changes mean that the mixdown is different (different reverb/delay on the capella for example)

JIVANIA (feat. Lily)
[PATCH] Lead3 pattern repaired in the second fast part of the song [Lead3 corresponds to the fast lyrics]
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Added a music box pattern at the very end of the 2nd fast part

Echoes of Pain (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX between the 2 last chorus
[PATCH] Fixed filtered capella part

Wasted Smiles (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[INSTRUMENT] Industrial SFX now playing during last chorus

Happy Ending (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[EXTENSION] Extended bridge
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Modified the wind SFX pattern
[INSTRUMENT] Removed a beat part for the last sentence
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella

Priscilla (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella

Fragments of Darkness (feat. Lily)
[MIXDOWN] Modified and extended the bridge to reduce dissonances
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella (anti-saturation)

NYXAE (feat. Lily)
[PATCH] Second verse now synchronized with lead pattern
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella (anti-saturation)
(Same instru)

 Other news :
- Remember, no producing at all on Sunday
- The song "Laetitia" will be for next week (probably on Monday/Tuesday?)

I don't think there will be a song on tomorrow, not sure to have enough time for it, sorry.

However if you noticed it, on yesterday, I aired a song with Totoko, called "Fireflies", a good test with Harmor and Harmless. Actually concerning its album I have a little doubt... Because of the number of songs I produce there will maybe be two albums during a same month (instead of a long album of 20+ tracks, this is really heavy). The number of tracks will be minimum 10, and I'll try to not make too much either. I'll be slowed down for a week in August, so maybe just a second album for a month will be enough.
This is the problem when we are a fast pace non-commercial producer...

Two solutions are possible :

1) The current September album, "Perish Songs", would be aired at the end of the August month (between the 29th and the 31st) and the other album (which doesn't have any name, but its code is CD9.5) will be for September.
2) The CD9.5 will be for end September and the dates for "Perish Songs" stay the same.

So in the first case you'll get 2 albums for August and one for September, in the second case 1 album for August and 2 for September. I don't really want to make too heavy albums. I know I don't have the limitation of the classic CD with the total size (the albums are free downloads only) but it would be more reasonable to make smaller albums with separated dates than one big album.

In any cases the CD9.5 will be season 3 only, unlike the CD9 ("Perish Songs") which is S02/S03. And the date for "Wish from the Evil" stays the same, it will still be August 15th.

I'll think about it later. If I decide myself, I'll tell you what I chose.

I think this is all that you need to know and that I have to tell.

So, enjoy and... Thanks!
Nynthixia

『Fireflies』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160707-00313
LIN (full) : 「598 307 189」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160707-000421
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 12/14

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

思い出なしで荒廃し世界に目を覚まして
小さな植物に隠された過去のそれぞれの断片

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

それでも金属や森林を通して旅の終わりまでホタルに従いでしょう
花を理解し邪悪な影を取り除くためにしようとしている

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

両親はどこに消えたのか？ 私はどこに行ったのか？
私はクローンではないよ、私は元のよ！
両親はどこに消えたのか？ 私はどこに行ったのか？
私はクローンではないよ、私は元のよ！

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

Waking up in a devastated world without any memories
Each fragment of the past hidden in little plants

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

I'll still follow the firefly until the end of the journey through the metal and forests
Trying to understand the flowers and get rid of the evil shadows

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

Where did the parents gone? Where did I gone?
I'm not a clone, I'm the original!
Where did the parents gone? Where did I gone?
I'm not a clone, I'm the original!

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

Me réveillant sans souvenirs dans un monde dévasté
Dans les petits plants se cachent chaque fragment du passé

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Je suivrai toujours la luciole jusqu'à la fin du voyage entre métal et forêts
Essayant de comprendre les fleurs et se débarrasser des méchantes ombres cachées

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Où sont partis mes parents ? Où suis-je partie ?
Je ne suis pas un clone, je suis l'originale !
Où sont partis mes parents ? Où suis-je partie ?
Je ne suis pas un clone, je suis l'originale !

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Finally a new song with Totoko, back for the third season! I know, this isn't the yandere song I promised, I wanted to write something on fireflies and... I made this.
Music : pulse pad by Harmless, others presets (lead/pluck) by Harmor. I did a great work on this one I think. Very bright instru, still with a few of trance spirit. Had a few fun with iZotope NE again for the stereo part (effect "Doom").
(Warning spoilers)
Story : this is about the story of a Japanese game called "Hotaru no Nikki" (stylized "htoL#NiQ" ; "Firefly's Diary" in English) which has a very cute design (really!) but a somber story. The song is rated for all audiences, but I don't think the real explicit story is.
This is about a little girl, Mion. Her parents are researchers and the day she died (accident?) they tried to create a clone of their daughter. And apparently the real Mion (her ghost) doesn't very agree... In the game, you help the clone (she's simple to recognize, she has horns on her head) with two fireflies, one of light (Lumen/Hotaru (EN/JP)) and one in the shadows (Umbra/Kage Hotaru (EN/JP))... Who are apparently Mion's parents? Goal of the game : recover all Mion's memories.
Note : also birthday song for Totoko, which is on Sunday but I won't produce at all on Sunday so I did it now!

『Turn Back』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
SFX : acapela
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160705-00300
LIN (full) : 「598 306 252」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160706-000420
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 6/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

最初の地獄のような悪夢になる前に幸福に住んでいる
痛みを忘れることは傷を癒すだろうと思いました
でも作成間違いを介して彼女の気持ちは停止しない
私を対応していませんでした運命に非難されました

いつも私たちの間でそれぞれの問題を許すことにしました
無駄な意思決定と傷が思考に悪化しました
ゼロから始めまするためにこの人生の中で全てを変えた
すると改めてそのような目的の幸せを見つけるだろう

最初の地獄のような悪夢になる前に幸福に住んでいる
痛みを忘れることは傷を癒すだろうと思いました
でも作成間違いを介して彼女の気持ちは停止しない
私を対応していませんでした運命に非難されました

毎回彼女は痛みが再び私を脅しがありました
まだ任意の感情の彼女の視線が突然空、彼女はのように素敵知って
起こっまたは理由ていたものはもうは知らなかった
恐ろしい気持ちで見ていた一方で鮮血が流れて

脱出することを意図したとき彼女は目で私を見た
それは状況を説明およびさらにいくつかの生きるしようと遅すぎのです
私の意識は消えたおよび血が流れている間
私たちの両方が最後のそして最も致命的な誤りを犯したことに気づきました...

First living in the happiness before becoming hellish nightmares
I thought that forgetting the pain would heal the wounds
Even through the created mistakes her feeling doesn't stop
I was condemned to a fate which didn't correspond me

I always decided to forgive each problem between us
An useless decision and the wounds were worsening in the thoughts
I changed everything in this life to take a fresh start
Then I would find again the happiness I such desired

First living in the happiness before becoming hellish nightmares
I thought that forgetting the pain would heal the wounds
Even through the created mistakes her feeling doesn't stop
I was condemned to a fate which didn't correspond me

Everytime she was there the pain threatened me again
Still knowing her as nice, her gaze suddenly empty of any feeling
I didn't know anymore what was happening or the reason
While I was seeing with a horrible feeling the fresh blood flowing

When I intended to escape she looked at me in the eyes
It's too late to explain the situation and try to live a few more
While my consciousness was disappearing and the blood flowing
I noticed that we both have committed the last and most serious mistake...

Vivant d'abord dans le bonheur avant qu'il ne se transforme en cauchemars infernal
J'ai pensé qu'oublier la douleur pourrait soigner les blessures causées par ce mal
Même à travers les erreurs commises son sentiment ne s'arrête pas
J'étais condamnée à un destin qui ne me correspondait pas

J'ai toujours décidé de pardonner chaque problème entre nous
Une décision inutile et les blessures empiraient dans mes pensées
J'ai décidé de tout changer dans cette vie et de tout recommencer
Alors je trouverais le bonheur que j'avais désiré plus que tout

Vivant d'abord dans le bonheur avant qu'il ne se transforme en cauchemars infernal
J'ai pensé qu'oublier la douleur pourrait soigner les blessures causées par ce mal
Même à travers les erreurs commises son sentiment ne s'arrête pas
J'étais condamnée à un destin qui ne me correspondait pas

À chacune de ses présences la douleur m'avait de nouveau menacée
Je la croyais toujours si gentille, son regard s'était vidé soudainement de tout sentiment
Je ne savais plus pourquoi ni même ce qu'il se passait
Pendant que je regardais le sang frais couler avec un horrible sentiment

Lorsque j'ai tenté de m'échapper elle m'a directement regardée
Il est trop tard pour tenter d'expliquer la situation et espérer vivre un peu plus longtemps
Pendant que ma conscience disparaissait et que le sang s'écoulait
J'ai remarqué que nous avions toutes deux commis la dernière et plus grave erreur depuis tout ce temps...

This is officially the answer song to "Re;Turn". Same story, but from the victim's point of view, "Re;Turn" being from the killer's.
Proof of answer song : the little English voices, there's the one from "Re;Turn" and another one specific to "Turn Back".
I shall publish soon the English version of the full story for this song, but I have still one more to translate and I was mainly waiting for the airing of "Turn Back" to write the pages correctly.
Musically, the trance pad is from Harmless with a trance gate, one preset from Harmor and one from T-Force. Still making some tests. To be honest, I even wanted to add a Slayer but it didn't sound very well, so I abandoned it for this song.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

The tracklist of CD9 "Perish Songs" is finally complete. I just have two more songs to do, it will be done during the week.

This is the final tracklist:

01. Submit or Die (feat. Lily, IA -ROCKS-, Yuzuki Yukari, kokone)
02. Beyond the Death (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Amnesiac Sacrifice (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. Conceptions (feat. Lily)
05. Re;Turn (feat. Lily)
06. Turn Back (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Against the Illusions (feat. Namine Ritsu)
08. Melonora (feat. Lily)
09. Out of Time (feat. Lily)
10. HAGENIA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
11. Laetitia (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
12. Brightness (feat. Namine Ritsu)
13. Sister Revenge (feat. Namine Ritsu)

Notes :
- Tracks 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 11, 13 are yandere, so, even if the album is officially "currently rating", it will be rated M14 (not recommended for people under 14), as usual.
- Track 12 is not recommended for people under 12 ; tracks 3 and 7 not for people under 10 ; tracks 1, 2 and 10 are not yandere (or tragedies or violent songs) but aren't for people under 14 as well.

The first song to be aired will be "Turn Back" (answer song to "Re;Turn") then later in the week, "Laetitia". As "ARSENIUM" and "End Sentence" albums, "Perish Songs" covers two song seasons : the second one (Producer Edition) and the third one (Signature Bundle).

This will be totally wanted, but no transcendent version will exist either for this album.

News for album "Wish from the Evil" : it is now completely packaged (transcendent version finally done!). So see you on August 15th for this one, and on Saturday for the album "Wasted Smiles"!

Other July plans? On Sunday no airing at all (Japan Expo) and from July 31st to August 6th, no airing at all either (holidays without Internet) but I'll still work offline (I can make instrus, that I couldn't do last year, but I'll be blocked for lyrics (so I'll have to make a little bunch of them before going out)). The following week (August 7th-August 13th), the pace is will be slow (A pace - 2 to 3 songs a week), so for the songs, expect the same pace as the week I aired "NYXAE", "Hermione" and "Andromaque".

So, for the days I'll be not producing at all, I won't answer to any message/mail. You'll have to wait for August 6th/August 7th before getting an answer if you sent me something.

Resume :
July 9th : "Wasted Smiles" album
July 10th : no airing
From July 31st to August 5th/6th - totally away, no airings at all (online production paralyzed)
From August 6th/7th to August 13th - A pace, 2 or 3 songs a week (including one airing on the 8th (Meiji's birthday))
August 15th : "Wish from the Evil" album

I don't have yet an air date for "Perish Songs", but it may be on a Saturday.

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Against the Illusions』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160704-00296
LIN (full) : 「598 304 881」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160704-000404
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)

私の周りの沈黙が声がささやいている間
思考は頭の中で同じ霊によって侵入しました

ときにこれらの声は最終的に一人で私を残してのだろうか？
誰もが自分の目で真実を見ずに非常識だと思います
現実や歪んだ光景は本当にそれについて何も知らない
彼らは反射で見ることができる鏡を介して探して

ときにこれらの声は最終的に一人で私を残してのだろうか？
誰もが自分の目で真実を見ずに非常識だと思います
現実や歪んだ光景は本当にそれについて何も知らない
彼らは反射で見ることができる鏡を介して探して

The silence around me while the voices are whispering
The thoughts invaded by the same spirits in the head

When these voices will finally leave me alone?
Everyone think that I'm insane without seeing the truth with their own eyes
Reality or distorted sight I don't really know anything about that
Looking through the mirror they can be seen in the reflection

When these voices will finally leave me alone?
Everyone think that I'm insane without seeing the truth with their own eyes
Reality or distorted sight I don't really know anything about that
Looking through the mirror they can be seen in the reflection

Le silence autour de moi alors que les voix chuchotaient
Les mêmes esprits continuaient d'envahir mes pensées

Quand est-ce que ces voix me laisseront tranquille enfin ?
Tout le monde pense que je suis folle sans savoir la vérité ni par eux-mêmes la voir
Réalité ou vue déformée je ne sais pas vraiment à la fin
Je peux encore les apercevoir dans le reflet du miroir

Quand est-ce que ces voix me laisseront tranquille enfin ?
Tout le monde pense que je suis folle sans savoir la vérité ni par eux-mêmes la voir
Réalité ou vue déformée je ne sais pas vraiment à la fin
Je peux encore les apercevoir dans le reflet du miroir

Story : not many things to say, just a struggle against hallucinations (possible schizophrenia or other serious psychological disorder).
Music : Harmor and T-Force again. I hesitated to use Zebralette but with the presets I previewed, the sound wasn't really that good. That would be more a work for the instrumental than for lyrics.

『Sister Revenge』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160702-00295
LIN (full) : 「598 302 005」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160702-000403
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 13/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

長い時間の間まだ彼女の本当の人格を無視した
幸せは突然血がこぼれた瞬間に破壊しました
その理由を理解するために試したことがないと怒りが内部に成長した
彼女の笑いが出没すると、この悪夢を離れることはないであろう

感情は消えこの空虚は精神を持っていました
永遠の悲しみで傷ついた心と涙が怒りに変わりました
最悪の想像を絶する敵酸味復讐のひどい味
これらの考えは次第に残りの虚無まで崩壊した

長い時間の間まだ彼女の本当の人格を無視しました
幸せは突然血がこぼれた瞬間に破壊しました
その理由を理解するために試したことがないと怒りが内部に成長した
彼女の笑いが出没すると、この悪夢を離れることはないであろう

いつも起こるものは何でもこの妹を信頼できることを考えた
自分の無知にだまさが、今、この幻滅を破壊しました
真実は最終的に彼女の最終的な罰を与えることにしたが明らかになった
あまりにも長い間これらの嘘を信頼できるがそれは許しのために手遅れになる

During a long time I still ignored her true personality
The happiness suddenly broken at the moment the blood was spilled
I never tried to understand the reason and the rage grew inside
Haunted by her laugh which would never leave this nightmare

Emotions vanished and this emptiness possessed the spirit
Broken heart and tears in the eternal grief turned into rage
The awful taste of the sour revenge against the worst unimaginable enemy
These thoughts were progressively collapsing until the remaining nothingness

During a long time I still ignored her true personality
The happiness suddenly broken at the moment the blood was spilled
I never tried to understand the reason and the rage grew inside
Haunted by her laugh which would never leave this nightmare

I always thought that I could trust this youngest sister whatever happens
Deceived by my ignorance but now I destroyed this disillusion
The truth finally revealed I decided to give her the final punishment
I trusted these lies during too long but it's too late for forgive

Pendant un long moment j'ignorais sa vraie personnalité
Le bonheur soudainement brisé au moment où son sang a été renversé
Je n'ai jamais essayé de comprendre pourquoi et en moi la rage grandissait
Hantée par son rire dans un cauchemar dont il ne sortirait jamais

Les émotions ont disparu et le vide a possédé mon esprit
Le cœur cassé et les larmes d'un chagrin éternel en rage se sont transformés
L'affreux goût de la revanche amère contre la plus inimaginable des ennemies
Progressivement, jusqu'à ce qu'au néant, ces pensées s'écroulaient

Pendant un long moment j'ignorais sa vraie personnalité
Le bonheur soudainement brisé au moment où son sang a été renversé
Je n'ai jamais essayé de comprendre pourquoi et en moi la rage grandissait
Hantée par son rire dans un cauchemar dont il ne sortirait jamais

J'ai toujours pensé que quoiqu'il arrive que je pouvais croire en ma petite sœur
Trompée par mon ignorance mais maintenant j'ai détruit cette désillusion que je me faisais
La vérité finalement révélée, j'ai décidé de lui donner le châtiment final depuis mon cœur
J'ai cru en ces mensonges pendant trop longtemps mais il est trop tard pour lui pardonner

Answer song to "Sister Family". If this last one was from Yukari's point of view, "Sister Revenge" is from Minami's.
In order to protect her sister, Yukari killed Minami's boyfriend. Minami then decided to revenge and to kill her sister to punish her.
Music : same method as with "Out of Time" : 2 Harmor presets.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

I originally announced CD8 "Wasted Smiles" for July 11th. But there is a possible problem : as I said in the last live (making-of of "HAGENIA" instru) I go to an expo the previous day (July 10th) and I know very well how that happens, I'll be very tired and I won't be able to do a correct midnight airing. So I decided to change the air date of this album.

And you will be happy, because it will be on July 9th (on the Saturday) midnight (GMT+1).

I'll be less tired for this day and you'll have the album few days before the original date. Isn't that great?

Else, this week, I've been a few slowed down on the production, sorry, but the artist blocks are unavoidable... At least I've got a plan for this week-end. Only clue : with Ritsu, answer song to something.

Other news for albums :

CD8.5 : still at the same status, transcendent transitions and booklet aren't done yet, I hope I'll do them next week.

CD9 : the tracklist isn't ready yet, especially for the end. All that I can say is that the singers will be Lily, Yukari and Ritsu (+ IA and kokone as "guests" in the group song). The name of the album is "Perish Songs". I'll publish the definitive tracklist as soon as possible.

And one last thing, I also told about this in the last live... I'll hope to contact the circle EastNewSound soon for a possible remix of Flandre's theme (Touhou) because I used some of their lyrics (else it will be only instrumental but it would be too bad). And there would be a remix of "Pandemonic Planet" as well soon... But I'll write the lyrics myself. And you'll have to wait because these tracks will be only album exclusive (it won't be a classical album)... Not before August I guess.

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『Submit or Die』

Singers : (in order of solo appearence) Lily, IA, Yukari Yuzuki, kokone
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160628-00294
LIN (full) : 「598 296 051」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160628-000402
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 1/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

Legend

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誰もが夜に眠っている間に影が目を覚まして
「送信または死ね」これが私たちの最後の文です

誰も真実を知っているそしてまだだまされている場合
各夜は同じロシアンルーレットこれら反政府勢力に対して起動された
誰かが死ぬことを必要とし最終的にこの町は私たちに属して
運命は最終的には死が避けられなかった限り書かれていた

常に人々の言葉や移動に目を光らせ、沈黙に住んでいる
まだどこにでもあるため誰ものから拒否されました
あなたが話をする勇気があるなら、あなたはもういない安全です
これは彼らが私の地獄を知って作るために甘い復讐をした

誰もが夜に眠っている間に影が目を覚まして
「送信または死ね」これが私たちの最後の文です

何もせずに悲しみを静めるとこの失恋を修復して
かかわらずこの美しい顔とこの魅力的な笑顔を放棄した感じ
代わりに退屈の夜明けまで一緒に踊るためにそれらを招待して
血がこぼれている間にこの夜は最高の思い出として刻ま

誰もが私が身代わりと判断したので、単語を言うことができなかった
時間でいじめられましたけど自分自身を使用しました
犯罪から残る、その後何も死んませんために供給されます
これらの秘密は詮索好きな目で見られることなく安全に保管されます

誰もが夜に眠っている間に影が目を覚まして
「送信または死ね」これが私たちの最後の文です

While everyone is sleeping in the night the shadows wake up
"Submit or die" this is our last sentence

When nobody knows the truth and are still deceived
Each night the same russian roulette is launched against these rebels
Someone needs to die and finally this town will belong to us
The fate was finally written as long the death was unavoidable

Always living in the silence, keeping an eye on people's words and moves
I was still rejected from everywhere because of everyone
If you dare to talk you will be not safe anymore
This was a sweet revenge to make them know my hell

While everyone is sleeping in the night the shadows wake up
"Submit or die" this is our last sentence

Without anything to calm down the grief and repair this broken heart
Feeling abandoned regardless this beautiful face and this charming smile
Instead of getting bored I invite them to dance together until the dawn
This night engraved as the best memories while blood is spilled

I couldn't say a word, since everyone decided I was the scapegoat
With the time I was bullied but I got used myself
I supplied for not dying then nothing will remain from the crime
These secrets will be kept safe without being seen by prying eyes

While everyone is sleeping in the night the shadows wake up
"Submit or die" this is our last sentence

Quand tout le monde dort dans la nuit les ombres vont se réveiller
"Obéis ou meurs" ce sera notre volonté

Quand personne ne connaît la vérité et qu'ils sont encore trompés
Chaque nuit c'est la même roulette russe contre ces rebelles qui est lancée
Quelqu'un doit mourir et finalement cette ville sera notre propriété
Le destin enfin écrit tant que cette mort ne pourra être évitée

Toujours vivant dans le silence, en gardant un œil sur les gens, leurs mots et mouvements
J'étais sans cesse rejetée de partout à cause de tous ces gens
Si tu oses parler tu ne seras plus en sécurité
C'est une douce vengeance pour leur faire connaître l'enfer de mon passé

Quand tout le monde dort dans la nuit les ombres vont se réveiller
"Obéis ou meurs" ce sera notre volonté

Sans rien pour calmer le chagrin et réparer mon cœur brisé
Malgré mon merveilleux visage et ce sourire charmant je me sentais abandonnée
Au lieu de s'ennuyer je les invite jusqu'à l'aube avec moi pour danser
Cette nuit gravée dans leurs meilleurs souvenirs alors que le sang était versé

Je ne pouvais dire un mot, étant le bouc émissaire de tous ceux autour de moi
Avec le temps où je me faisais embêter je m'y suis habituée
J'ai supplié pour ne pas mourir alors rien ne restera du crime grâce à moi
Ces secrets seront gardés en sécurité sans être vus par les regards indiscrets

Quand tout le monde dort dans la nuit les ombres vont se réveiller
"Obéis ou meurs" ce sera notre volonté

Do you want all the explanations? Then... Read this!

『Melonora』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160627-00293
LIN (full) : 「598 294 620」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160627-000401
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 8/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

あまりにも多くの時間の間に同じ拷問を保有する圧力下で精神
有罪深く私の心は痛みを戻すことで共振して
憎しみと愛気持ちの破損の考えの間で苦労して
断片が今崩壊してしまうにこの生活が破壊されると脅した

間違いのための多くの後悔で過去に約束している
もう期待しませんでしたあなたは真実を知っていた場合であっても許されるべき
理解されないように静かにと恐怖に苦しみました
私たちのために嘘をついたこれらの事件はまだ修復される可能性があります

全ての可能な方法によってあなたを保護しようとしました
親切な顔と小さな笑顔の背後にある私の本性を隠して
しかしまだ各瞬間に再び傷つけ強烈な傷を感じて
これらの甘い思い出成長怒りによって消去して...

あまりにも多くの時間の間に同じ拷問を保有する圧力下で精神
有罪深く私の心は痛みを戻すことで共振して
憎しみと愛気持ちの破損の考えの間で苦労して
断片が今崩壊してしまうにこの生活が破壊されると脅した

痛いほど絶叫しながら心の断片が粉々になりました
流れる血はあなたの声はその最後のささやきを言っていたしながら
あなたの痛みで自分自身をされてまたもはや苦しみと見たくないでした
あなたのあまりにも多くの恐怖のこの光景を負担するのが大好き

友情の思い出と嘘の前に長い時間を建てた
あなたの存在についてはあまり世話けど思考は次第に壊れた
憎悪と怒りはついに愛のいくつかはまだ残って侵入しました
あなたは最終的に私を拒否された時、運命を決定的に書かれていた...

The spirit under pressure bearing the same torture during too many time
The guilty deeply resonating in my heart bringing back the pain
I'm struggling between corrupted thoughts of hatred and love feelings
This life threatened being broken into fragments would collapse now

With many regrets for the mistakes I have committed in the past
I couldn't hope anymore to be forgiven even if you knew the truth
I suffered in the silence and in the fear to not be understood
I lied for our sake but these incidents could still be repaired

I tried to protect you by all the possible ways
Hiding my true nature behind a kind face and small smile
However I still feel the intense wound hurting again at each instant
These sweet memories erased by the growing rage...

The spirit under pressure bearing the same torture during too many time
The guilty deeply resonating in my heart bringing back the pain
I'm struggling between corrupted thoughts of hatred and love feelings
This life threatened being broken into fragments would collapse now

The fragments of the heart shattered while I was painfully screaming
The flowing blood while your voice was telling its last whispers
I didn't want to see you suffering anymore and also being myself in pain
I loved you too much to bear this sight of horror

With the memories of friendship built a long time ago on lies
I cared so much about your existence but thoughts were progressively corrupted
The hatred and rage finally invaded the few of love still remaining
At the time you finally rejected me, the fate was definitively written...

L'esprit sous pression supportant la même torture depuis trop longtemps
La culpabilité résonnant fortement en moi ramenant la douleur
Je me bats contre des pensées corrompues de haine et mes sentiments d'amour dans mon cœur
Cette vie menacée d'être brisée en fragments qui s'effondrerait maintenant

Avec tant de regrets pour les erreurs que j'ai auparavant commises
Je ne pouvais plus espérer que tu me pardonnerais même si tu savais la vérité
J'ai souffert dans le silence et dans la peur d'être incomprise
J'ai menti pour notre bien mais ces incidents pouvaient encore être réparés

J'ai essayé par tous les moyens possibles de te protéger
Dissimulant ma véritable nature derrière un petit sourire et un visage innocent
Toutefois je ressens l'intense blessure me faisant mal à chaque instant
Ces doux souvenirs que la rage a effacés...

L'esprit sous pression supportant la même torture depuis trop longtemps
La culpabilité résonnant fortement en moi ramenant la douleur
Je me bats contre des pensées corrompues de haine et mes sentiments d'amour dans mon cœur
Cette vie menacée d'être brisée en fragments qui s'effondrerait maintenant

Les morceaux de mon cœur brisés alors que je criais péniblement
Alors que ta voix donnait ses derniers murmures, le sang coulait
Je ne voulais pas te voir souffrir davantage et d'ainsi me blesser en même temps
Je t'aimais trop pour que cette horrible vue puisse m'être supportée...

Avec les souvenirs d'amitié construits sur des mensonges depuis longtemps
Je prenais tellement soin de ton existence mais mes pensées se corrompaient progressivement
La haine et la rage ont finalement envahi le peu d'amour qu'il me restait
Le destin était écrit définitivement au moment où tu m'as enfin rejetée...

Music : again a test with Harmor and Harmless at the same time.
Story : Melonora is a girl in love with another woman, always watching for her and caring about her... Even stalking her, that causes troubles to both of them. In the fear of being rejected, Melonora disguises the relationship into a "friendship relationship", even if she knows it's love, and tries being as nice as possible to stay with the person she loves. But one day, her lover finally violently rejects her, causing the heroine's sadness. This last one also notices that they were hurting themselves during all this time and decides to kill her lover, to get rid of the pain they mutually caused, but also because her lover rejected her.

『HAGENIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160625-00291
LIN (full) : 「598 293 088」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160626-000399
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)

胸の内側の痛みの強い気持ちはますます再び締め
残りの希望に苦しみからいつか癒される
ちょうど私がほっとされてきたことができるように全てを伝えたかった
何かが控えるおよび内部のこれらの考えを閉じ込めました

常に恐怖の中で生きていることは言葉を言って棄権拒絶れる
初め以来鉱山に対する彼女の考えを知っていました
この世界の終わりまであなたと一緒にされることを希望していました
死は私たちを団結この愛を止めることができなかった

胸の内側の痛みの強い気持ちはますます再び締め
残りの希望に苦しみからいつか癒される
ちょうど私がほっとされてきたことができるように全てを伝えたかった
何かが控えるおよび内部のこれらの考えを閉じ込めました

この錯覚の悪夢が確認されたときに痛みが続きました
まだ私を拷問およびこのすでに傷ついた心を傷つけて
目を覚ますしたかったおよびこの考え幻覚でした
存在する可能性が現実の悪化により捕獲しました

最後の罰によって修復過去の中に行われたこれらの全ての過ち
強くそれを伝えるために時間がなくてもあなたを愛していたので
もう他の世界での恐怖によって控えされることはありません
あなたが私に参加したい場合は、同様にいくつかの愛の感情を示して...

La la la...

The strong feeling of pain inside the chest tightening more and more again
With the remaining hope to be healed someday from the suffering
I just wanted to tell everything so that I could have been relieved
Something was refraining and confining these thoughts inside

Constantly living in the fear to be rejected I abstained saying words
Since the beginning I knew about her thoughts against mines
I just had the wish to be with you until the end of this world
Even death couldn't stop this love uniting us

The strong feeling of pain inside the chest tightening more and more again
With the remaining hope to be healed someday from the suffering
I just wanted to tell everything so that I could have been relieved
Something was refraining and confining these thoughts inside

When the nightmare of this illusion confirmed the pain continued
Still torturing me and hurting this already wounded spirit
I wanted to wake up and thinking this was a hallucination
Captured by the worse of realities that could exist

All these mistakes made during the past repaired by the last punishment
Because I strongly loved you without having the time to tell it
I won't be anymore refrained by the fears in the other world
If you want to join me, show some love feelings as well...

La la la...

Encore et encore, le fort sentiment de douleur dans ma poitrine me resserrant
Avec l'espoir restant d'être soignée un jour de ma souffrance
Je voulais juste tout dire pour ainsi me sentir soulagée
Quelque chose en moi retenait et confinait mes pensées

Vivant constamment dans la peur d'être rejetée je me suis abstenue de parler
Depuis le début j'étais au courant de ses pensées envers moi
Je souhaitais juste être jusqu'à la fin du monde avec toi
Même la mort ne pourrait arrêter cet amour qui nous unirait

Encore et encore, le fort sentiment de douleur dans ma poitrine me resserrant
Avec l'espoir restant d'être soignée un jour de ma souffrance
Je voulais juste tout dire pour ainsi me sentir soulagée
Quelque chose en moi retenait et confinait mes pensées

Quand le cauchemar de cette illusion s'est confirmé, la douleur a continué
Me torturant toujours et blessant mon esprit déjà fissuré
Pensant que ce n'était qu'une hallucination je voulais me réveiller
Capturée par la pire des réalités qui pourrait exister

Toutes ces erreurs commises dans le passé que la dernière punition a réparées
Parce que je t'aimais fort sans avoir le temps pour te l'avouer
Je ne serai plus retenue par les craintes dans un autre univers maintenant
Si tu veux me rejoindre, montre-moi des sentiments d'amour également...

La la la...

I first wanted to make a yandere song, but when I wrote it, it turned into a love tragedy only.
I took many time with the capella especially... Making-of of the instru here (sorry the end was cut due to a bug)
So if you saw the making-of, yeah, I used both Harmor and Harmless and T-Force Alpha again (I love so much this synth).
Story : about a girl in love with another woman, even if she knows that her lover isn't in love with her and is with someone else. In her psychological pain, the heroine rathered suiciding and hoping that her lover will finally show her some feelings.
As "Re;Turn", there's a few personal thoughts, but a lot less than in the other one.