Nynthixia productions

『GRETARIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180501-00803
LIN (full) : 「598 015 164」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180503-000938
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 3/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

無実の瞬間、君と一緒にいることがとても幸せだったよね
密かに閉じ込めることができない激しい愛によって盲目になった

恐れていた悪夢から隠されていたけどね、まだ知らなかったよね
他の誰かから来た優しい微笑みはまだ遠くから響いていた
嘘が神の怒りと復讐から隠そうとしていると感じていた
どれくらいの間、とても簡単に裏切られていたのね？

無実の瞬間、君と一緒にいることがとても幸せだったよね
密かに閉じ込めることができない激しい愛によって盲目になった
現実との戦いを否定した、もはや逃げることができなかったよ
君は放蕩の選択肢が絶望に終わったことも知っていたの？

この遠くの場所から、恐れることなく、幸せな声が近づいている
この夢をゆっくりと砕いている、強烈な悲しみを感じていた
欺瞞の章は、幸福が存在しない真紅の終わりを満たすよね
真実が永遠に破壊されたとき、全ての希望は崩壊した

君と一緒にいたいと思った、なぜ私を忘れようとしていたの？
君を信頼したかったけど、この欺瞞は今終わらなければならない
彼の体が崩壊していても、もう幸せにならないことを知って
知ることが確実な唯一のことは、君が最後に見るものになる

During a moment of innocence where I was being so much happy to be with you
I was blinded by an intense love that I couldn't keep secretly confined within

I was hidden from a nightmare I was afraid to see, and even if I didn't know yet
The gentle smiles coming from someone else were still resonating from far away
I felt that a lie was trying to hide from a divine wrath and revenge
Since how long have I been betrayed so easily?

During a moment of innocence where I was being so much happy to be with you
I was blinded by an intense love that I couldn't keep secretly confined within
I denied fighting against reality, and I couldn't escape anymore
Did you know as well that libertine choices just end into despair?

Happy voices are approaching from this afar place, without being afraid
While I was seeing this dream slowly shattering into pieces, feeling intense sorrow
The chapter of deception meets a crimson end where happiness doesn't exist
All hopes have collapsed when the truth has been forever destroyed

I just wanted to be with you, why did you try to forget me?
I wanted to trust you, but this deception will have to end now
I know I wouldn't be happy anymore, even if his body was collapsing
The only thing I'll be certain to know is that I'll be the last thing you see

Dans un moment d'innocence où j'étais si heureuse d'être avec toi
J'ai été aveuglée par un intense amour que je ne pouvais garder confiné en moi

J'ai été mise à l'abri du cauchemar dont j'avais peur, et même si je l'ignorais pendant ce temps
Les gentils sourires venant d'un autre résonnent encore au loin
J'ai senti d'un mensonge tentait de se cacher d'une colère vengeresse d'un être divin
Depuis combien de temps ai-je été trahie aussi facilement ?

Dans un moment d'innocence où j'étais si heureuse d'être avec toi
J'ai été aveuglée par un intense amour que je ne pouvais garder confiné en moi
J'ai refusé de combattre cette réalité, et je ne pouvais plus m'échapper de ce cauchemar
Savais-tu que les choix libertins mènent juste au désespoir ?

Les voix heureuses approchent de cet endroit si lointain, sans craindre quoi que ce soit
Alors que je voyais ce rêve doucement se briser, ressentant un intense chagrin
Le chapitre de la tromperie finit dans une fin pourpre où le bonheur n'existe pas
Tous espoirs qui se sont effondrés quand la vérité a été détruite enfin

Je voulais juste être avec toi, as-tu tenté de m'oublier ?
Je voulais te faire confiance, mais cette tromperie doit prendre fin maintenant
Je sais que je ne serai plus heureuse, même si son corps venait à s'effondrer
La seule chose que je saurai est que je serai la dernière chose que tu verras certainement

And this is the beginning of series of deadlines. For MAYU's birthday!
Actually the music is a bit like the one for "NANZIA", even if the articulation is different. And the story is different as well.
Music: strings pad by Sakura, pluck by Toxic Biohazard, sublead by GMS, lead by M1 and there is some Slayer at the end.

『ANTENOVAE』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180430-00802
LIN (full) : 「599 011 790」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180430-000937
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 13/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

どんな人生の空でもない別の宇宙に飛んでいくよね
空気中に消え去る前に、現実からやや滑り落ちてね
非常に明るい光から輝くて、爆発的な火花
星屑はゆっくりと指先を滑り落て、消え去ているよね

星空が明るい色に輝いているね
あまりにも早く消え去った退屈な無実
雰囲気の中で星が塵に崩壊して
誰もが空の前の記憶を見ているね

何世紀にもわたって輝く、何十億年もの歳月
不滅のようだけど、脆弱な人生を隠しているようだ
最も素晴らしい美しささえもいつか消えているよね
沈黙の中で共鳴すると、色は光を置き換えたね

星空が明るい色に輝いているね
あまりにも早く消え去った退屈な無実
雰囲気の中で星が塵に崩壊して
誰もが空の前の記憶を見ているね

星空が明るい色に輝いているね
あまりにも早く消え去った退屈な無実
雰囲気の中で星が塵に崩壊して
誰もが空の前の記憶を見ているね

Flying away to another universe empty of any life
Slightly slipping away from reality, before vanishing into the air
Shining from a so bright light, exploding into sparks
Stardust slowly slipping through the fingers before fading away

Stars shining into brightful colors in the sky
A faded innocence that went away too soon
Stars collapsing into dust in the atmosphere
And everyone sees in the sky former memories

Shining since centuries, aged of billions years
Seeming immortal but hiding a fragile life behind
Even the most wonderful beauty disappears someday
Resonating in the silence, the colors replaced the light

Stars shining into brightful colors in the sky
A faded innocence that went away too soon
Stars collapsing into dust in the atmosphere
And everyone sees in the sky former memories

Stars shining into brightful colors in the sky
A faded innocence that went away too soon
Stars collapsing into dust in the atmosphere
And everyone sees in the sky former memories

Volant vers un autre univers vide de toute vie
Déraillant doucement de la réalité, avant dans l'air de s'être évanoui
Explosant en étincelles, brillant d'une intense lumière
Poussière d'étoile qui glisse entre mes doigts avant de disparaître

Les étoiles brillent dans le ciel de brillantes lumières
Une innocence qui s'en est trop tôt allée
Les étoiles s'effondrent dans l'atmosphère en poussière
Et tout le monde voit dans le ciel d'anciens souvenirs passés

Brillant depuis des siècles, âgées de milliards d'années
Semblant immortelles malgré la fragile vie qu'elles peuvent cacher
Même la plus merveilleuse des beautés un jour finit par disparaître
Résonnant dans le silence, les couleurs ont remplacé la lumière

Les étoiles brillent dans le ciel de brillantes lumières
Une innocence qui s'en est trop tôt allée
Les étoiles s'effondrent dans l'atmosphère en poussière
Et tout le monde voit dans le ciel d'anciens souvenirs passés

Les étoiles brillent dans le ciel de brillantes lumières
Une innocence qui s'en est trop tôt allée
Les étoiles s'effondrent dans l'atmosphère en poussière
Et tout le monde voit dans le ciel d'anciens souvenirs passés

First song with Akari, yay! I wanted to begin with something cute, very soft.
Story: I'll tell you something, because of the light speed, the stars we see are seen as they were minutes, hours, days, months or years ago. It's a bit like going back in time just by not moving from where we are. So maybe when you see stars in the sky... Maybe these are past memories of a star that doesn't exist anymore. If you understand this, then you understand the song.
Music: very simple. Atmos by PoiZone and leads by Morphine. A bit in the same music spirit as "Erased" or "Do Not Leave". But typically, this is more a test for Akari. And she sounds really cute <3

So, here we are... I guess? Hello, it's Nynthixia here, and something very special just arrived at my home this afternoon.

This is quite a long story that I won't tell here, because if I was at home on Saturday I'd get her on Saturday. But now, here she is! Welcome home Akari~

OK well... First I wanted to thank all my family because it's thanks to them the package is here.
And thanks everyone for supporting the songs.

Now, second part of this blog post (this will be very long)...

- the next song will feature Akari, and you'll get two other songs this week: "GRETARIA" with MAYU on May 6th, then "Kindness" with Zunko on May 8th. And the week after, you'll get a song with Meiji, "Shatter", on May 10th. So yeah, lots of work to do.

- I modify the tracklist of the album being in production and I add Akari's song at the end of this tracklist. The title will be revealed and the tracklist updated when the song will be out.

- For the June album ("Happiness Disappearence"), all songs that would have CUL as vocals will have Akari as vocals instead. It's just that Akari has to get at least... 12 songs to be at the same level as others? No worries, CUL will be in the album after and in the September album thanks to a deadline date (August 16th). This will be updated as soon as possible (if not done yet!).

- The May cover will be "Remember me" with Akari (instru by feli), as for its date... Maybe the Saturday before the album (keep an eye open around May 19th?). As for June's thing... Won't tell it, you'll know it on June 9th! Maybe a remix? A cover? Both? Don't know!
Something tells me that Akari may be involved in this birthday present though... But won't say more, else it's not funny

- If you saw it, you saw that little chibis are coming on this blog. This is still a WIP though, I didn't do the chibis of the UTAUs I don't use anymore (Aika, Midori, Hachi (these 3: I don't use them anymore at all), Sana and Ruko (not using them for the moment because I don't manipulate them very well so that's why I set their using status as "occasional")).
(So typically for those who want to know, these are chibis inspired from the little chibis of Danganronpa... But I made them for each VOCALOID/UTAU that is used on this blog... Or almost, if you read above. Plus, they're cute.)

Forgot something. Akari's uses for songs have been updated on the table. Globally, I'll try to avoid severe yandere themes for her (may still be possible, but you know she won't be my first choice for this lyrics type) but OK for the others. We get the same characteristics of use as Yukari. And she is on regular singers list. Even if you'll very often see her for a little moment!

- Last thing, very important!
Patches!
The same error that had been detected on "Maeva" a month ago was also detected on "Hidden" (album "Truth Garden") and on "BELICIA" (album "Babylon"). You can download their patches here (Hidden) and here (BELICIA). Replace the former vers with these ones if you downloaded these albums!

... When I said there was a lot to say, wasn't kidding.
So, enjoy, and see you soon!
Nynthixia

『About Us』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180429-00801
LIN (full) : 「599 010 247」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180429-000936
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 2/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

恋人を見つけたとき、誰も受け入れなかったね
私の感情を宣言したとき、拒否されたね
怖がっている間、嫉妬していると思っているね
この心が壊れているのを見るのを恐れるよ

私たちのことであり、狂気ではなく、あまりにも強要的ではない
死に至るまで君を気にしているだけの少女が私たちを分ける
私たちのことであり、遅すぎる前に運命を保証しているよ
急いで結論を出すように私たちの行動を判断しない

幸せになろうとしたとき、押し戻されていたね
もう今君に嘘をつくことができなかったよね
君にキスすることができて、一緒にいたいと思った
それではなぜそれはまだそれほど傷ついているの？

私たちのことであり、狂気ではなく、あまりにも強要的ではない
死に至るまで君を気にしているだけの少女が私たちを分ける
私たちのことであり、遅すぎる前に運命を保証しているよ
急いで結論を出すように私たちの行動を判断しない

When I found a lover, nobody accepted
When I declared my feelings, I was rejected
Thinking that I'm jealous while I'm just afraid
Afraid to see this heart shattering

This is what is about us, not being insane, not being too possessive
Just a woman who wants to take care about you until death separates us
This is what is about us, ensuring the fate before it is too late
Don't judge our actions to tell some hasty conclusions

When I tried to be happy, I was pushed back
I couldn't lie anymore to you now
I wanted to be with you, being able to kiss you
So why does it still hurt so much?

This is what is about us, not being insane, not being too possessive
Just a woman who wants to take care about you until death separates us
This is what is about us, ensuring the fate before it is too late
Don't judge our actions to tell some hasty conclusions

Quand j'ai trouvé l'amour, personne ne l'a accepté
Quand j'ai déclaré mes sentiments, j'ai été rejetée
Pensant que je suis jalouse alors que j'ai juste peur
Peur de voir se briser ce cœur

C'est ce qui est à propos de nous, ne sommes pas folles, ni trop possessives
Juste une femme qui veut prendre soin de toi jusqu'à ce que la mort nous sépare
C'est ce qui est à propos de nous, s'assurer du destin avant qu'il ne soit trop tard
Ne jugez pas nos actions pour en tirer des conclusions trop hâtives

Quand j'ai tenté d'être heureuse, j'ai été repoussée
Je ne pouvais plus te mentir à présent
Je voulais être avec toi, pouvoir t'embrasser
Et pourtant pourquoi est-ce que cela blesse-t-il autant ?

C'est ce qui est à propos de nous, ne sommes pas folles, ni trop possessives
Juste une femme qui veut prendre soin de toi jusqu'à ce que la mort nous sépare
C'est ce qui est à propos de nous, s'assurer du destin avant qu'il ne soit trop tard
Ne jugez pas nos actions pour en tirer des conclusions trop hâtives

There is no real story behind this one, because this is a sort of generality.
The interesting thing is how some insane people deny being insane and just try to defend their own actions. But actually, yeah, we tend to see yandere people as "evil" people, while they're more mentally broken or something. The evil thing is not really something they wanted from the start.
Music: long bell and bridge/sub leads by Mikro Prism, sidechained pad by FM8, supersaws by Xpand!2 (two of them) and Toxic Biohazard (one of them), lead bells by M1.
Used the VCV Lilith VB for this song.

『Roxane』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180426-00799
LIN (full) : 「598 008 065」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180427-000934
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 9/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

この現実を痛みから完全に粉砕したい
誰も幸福を夢見ることはできないね
この恐ろしい悪夢から解放されたい
永遠に君を抱きしめることができるよ

彼が聞くことを認めない秘密と信頼はまだ囚人
何も逃げることのできない傷ついた心の中に留め置く
蓄積された苦しみは私たちを崩壊させていたね
彼が後悔する時間がないことを保証してあげるよね

この現実を痛みから完全に粉砕したい
誰も幸福を夢見ることはできないね
この恐ろしい悪夢から解放されたい
永遠に君を抱きしめることができるよ

この現実からもう苦しみたくないよね
君がもう泣いているのを見たくないよね
脅威がなくなると、君は幸せになれるの？
多分もう何も失うことはないでしょう

I want to shatter this reality full of pain
Where nobody is allowed to dream about happiness
I want to be free from this horrible nightmare
Being able to embrace you forever

The confidences and the secrets he won't accept to listen are still prisoner
Kept inside a wounded heart from where nothing can get away from
The accumulated suffering made us collapsing
I'll ensure he won't have the time to regret

I want to shatter this reality full of pain
Where nobody is allowed to dream about happiness
I want to be free from this horrible nightmare
Being able to embrace you forever

I don't want to suffer anymore from this reality
I don't want to see you crying anymore
When the threat will be gone, will you be happy?
Maybe I won't lose anything else anymore

Je veux briser cette réalité pleine de douleur
Où personne ne peut rêver de bonheur
De ce cauchemar je veux me libérer
Et pouvoir à jamais t'enlacer

Les confidences et les secrets qu'il n'acceptera pas d'entendre restent prisonniers
Gardés dans un cœur blessé d'où rien ne peut s'échapper
La souffrance accumulée nous fait s'effondrer
Je m'assurerai qu'il n'ait pas le temps de regretter

Je veux briser cette réalité pleine de douleur
Où personne ne peut rêver de bonheur
De ce cauchemar je veux me libérer
Et pouvoir à jamais t'enlacer

Je ne veux plus souffrir de cette réalité
Je ne veux plus te voir pleurer
Quand la menace sera partie, seras-tu heureuse enfin ?
Peut-être que je ne perdrai plus rien

Even for a yandere song, this is quite poetic and not too much violent... Even if you can guess something's wrong with her.
Music: again, quite short. Chords and seq pad by FM8, arp pad by Hybrid, lead bells by M1 and sidechained pad by Toxic Biohazard.

『Aurora』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180422-00797
LIN (full) : 「599 004 024」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180423-000932
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 12/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : death reference
Restricted on : (none)

君の顔の美しい笑顔を見て、もう少し留まりたいと思った
残酷な神がこれらの思い出をこの世界から遠ざける前に
毎日この夢の終わりが来るのを見るのをとても恐れ続けたよ
これらの甘い言葉が絶え間なく繰り返されることを保証してね

窓の裏側では日差しが優しい色でやさしく輝いているね
幸せでいっぱいであったけど、まだ激しく深い恐怖を感じて
君が泣いているのを見たくない、永遠に君と一緒にいたいよね
いつか知っていても、暗闇の中で一人で自分を見つけるでしょう

そんなに泣いていた、今君を失いたくはなかった
すぐに致命的な瞬間を忘れることはできない
君と過ごす時間をもう少しお願いしているね？
死亡事故がどのように遅れても、来るでしょうよね

君の顔の美しい笑顔を見て、もう少し留まりたいと思った
残酷な神がこれらの思い出をこの世界から遠ざける前に
毎日この夢の終わりが来るのを見るのをとても恐れ続けたよ
これらの甘い言葉が絶え間なく繰り返されることを保証してね

残酷な最後の時間が発生したとき、君を信じたくなった
この甘い声は、ますます弱くなっていた、沈黙が共鳴するまで
人生の最後の息吹が空に消えたとき、終わりであることを知った
一緒の瞬間にもかかわらず、君に感謝することはできないよ

I wanted to stay a bit more, looking at the beautiful smile on your face
Before a cruel god takes these memories away from this world
Everyday I continued to be so afraid to see the end of this dream coming
I'll ensure that these sweet words repeat themselves incessantly

Behind the windows the sunlight is gently shining in a wonderful color
I was filled with happiness, but I still feel some intense and deep fear
I don't want to see you cry, I'd like to stay here forever with you
Even if I know that someday I'll find myself alone in the darkness

I cried so much, I didn't want to lose you now
I can't forget the fatal instant soon falling
May I request some more time to spend with you?
No matter how the fatality will be delayed, it will come

I wanted to stay a bit more, looking at the beautiful smile on your face
Before a cruel god takes these memories away from this world
Everyday I continued to be so afraid to see the end of this dream coming
I'll ensure that these sweet words repeat themselves incessantly

I didn't want to believe you when the cruel last time had to happen
This sweet voice was more and more weakening until silence resonates
When the last breath of life vanished into the air, I knew this was the end
Despite the moments together, I never could thank you

Je voulais rester un peu plus longtemps, à regarder sur ton visage ce sourire
Avant qu'une cruelle présence divine n'emmène loin de ce monde ces souvenirs
Chaque jour j'ai continué de craindre de voir la fin de ce rêve arriver
Je m'assurerai que ces doux mots se répètent à jamais

Derrière les fenêtres la lumière du soleil brille gentiment d'une magnifique couleur
J'étais remplie de bonheur, mais je ressens encore une profonde et intense frayeur
Je ne veux pas te voir pleurer, j'aimerais rester à jamais à tes côtés
Même si je sais qu'un jour je me retrouverai de nouveau seule dans l'obscurité

J'ai tellement pleuré, je ne voulais pas te perdre maintenant
Je ne peux oublier le moment fatal qui devra bientôt tomber
Puis-je demander de passer avec toi encore un peu de temps ?
Peu importe le retard de la fatalité, elle finira par arriver

Je voulais rester un peu plus longtemps, à regarder sur ton visage ce sourire
Avant qu'une cruelle présence divine n'emmène loin de ce monde ces souvenirs
Chaque jour j'ai continué de craindre de voir la fin de ce rêve arriver
Je m'assurerai que ces doux mots se répètent à jamais

Je ne voulais pas te croire quand la dernière fois cruelle est arrivée
Cette douce voix s'affaiblissant encore et encore avant que le silence ne résonne finalement
Quand le dernier souffle de vie s'est évaporé dans l'air, je savais que c'était fini maintenant
Malgré les moments qu'ensemble nous avons passés, je n'ai jamais pu te remercier

Sister song of "Azalea", from the point of view of the ill girl's sister.
Music: clav pluck by FM8, all the rest (the 2 kinds of bells, the pad, the flute) by M1. With again a very dreamy and sweet atmosphere, like in the sister song.

『Eirpne』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180419-00796
LIN (full) : 「599 000 316」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180420-000931
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 6/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

君が私を裏切った後でさえ、心の中で深く君を愛しているよね
宇宙が壊れてしまったときに、共有する時間が増えることを願っているよ

私に与えられた苦しい拷問に抵抗しようとしていたよ
過去の幸福を洗い流ていた、悲しい涙が顔に飛んでいた
君を忘れたくないの、なぜそんなに怪我をして背後に残っているの？
記憶は暗闇の穴に落ちてしまったね、そこに誰も目に見えない

愛してね...
もうちょっと    全てを忘れて
愛してね...
もうちょっと    一緒にいるよね

これはずっと前から待っていた素晴らしい絶望であった
恐ろしい真実の錯覚を粉砕して、他の感情を粉砕してね
復讐は君に捧げた魂と愛を食いていたね
暗闇の中で泣いている、過去の悲しみと消去されたの影だけを残して

この世界から逃げたくない、今は選択肢がはなかったよ
多分幸せを見つける希望を持っている美しい宇宙に飛んでいくよ
この男の体を裂くと、君が犯した不倫を修理しているね？
私たちは悪夢の最後の日の後に一緒に再会されている
(一緒に... 一緒に...)

ねえ...
見える？楽園
ねえ...
もう少し...

I love you deeply in the heart, even after you betrayed me
I wish there would be more time to share, when the space is tearing itself down

I tried to resist the painful torture that was offered to me
Sorrowful tears have flown on the face, washing away the past happiness
I don't want to forget you, then why do I feel so much wounded and left behind?
Memories have fallen into a hole of darkness, where nobody sees anything anymore

Love me...
A bit more, forget everything
Love me...
A bit more, to be together

This was the wonderful despair I waited since a long time ago
Crushing down other feelings, shattering the illusion of this dreadful truth
The revenge devoured the soul and the love I devoted to you
Leaving behind only an erased and sorrowful shadow of the past, crying in the darkness

I didn't want to run away from this world but I have no choice now
Flying away to a beautiful universe where I maybe have a hope to find happiness
If I tear the body of this man into pieces, will you repair the infidelity you committed?
We will be reunited together after a last day in the nightmare
(Together... Together...)

Hey...
Do you see? A paradise
Hey...
A bit more...

Je t'aime profondément dans mon cœur, même après que tu m'aies trahie
Je souhaiterais qu'on ait plus de temps à partager, quand l'espace se délite

J'ai essayé de résister à la douloureuse torture qui m'a été donnée
Les larmes de chagrin coulaient sur le visage, lavant le bonheur passé
Je ne veux pas t'oublier, alors me sens-je si blessée et délaissée ?
Les souvenirs sont tombés dans un trou obscur, où plus personne ne peut regarder

Aime-moi...
Un peu plus, oublie tous tes soucis
Aime-moi...
Un peu plus, soyons réunies

C'était le merveilleux désespoir que j'ai attendu depuis si longtemps
Écrasant les autres sentiments, brisant l'illusion de cette dangereuse vérité
La vengeance a dévoré l'âme et l'amour que j'ai pour toi dévoués
Laissant derrière une ombre chagrinée et effacée du passé, dans l'obscurité pleurant

Je ne voulais pas m'enfuir de ce monde mais je n'ai plus le choix maintenant
S'envolant dans un merveilleux univers où peut-être je trouverai un bonheur tôt ou tard
Si je déchire le corps de cet homme en morceaux, cela réparera-t-il l'infidélité me malmenant ?
Nous serons réunies ensemble après un dernier jour dans le cauchemar
(Ensemble... Ensemble...)

Hé...
Est-ce que tu vois ? Le paradis
Hé...
Un peu plus je t'en prie...

Maybe you'll recognize what inspired me for this music? (Even if indeed, this one is very short) Same for the story, same source anyways.
I just changed two or three things like usual!
Music: heavy chords and bells by M1, pad by Hybrid, arps by T-Force Alpha Plus, Sytrus and Toxic Biohazard, supersaws by Xpand!2 and piano by FL Keys. This is some heavy dance with some trance touches, hope you enjoy it!

『Voodoo Daughter』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180415-00795
LIN (full) : 「598 999 684」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180417-000930
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : madness/death/murder references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

苦悶の悲鳴が共鳴孤独な森の中で
身近な世界は、意識が落ちたときに消え去った

痛みで目を覚れたとき、これらの鎖からの囚人
この平和な人生から引き裂かれるまで苦労したよ

復讐のための忌まわしい憎しみ以上のものはない
体が裂けて、目があまりにも多くの恐怖を見ていたね

絶え間ない叫び声の不快な悪夢から解放されたかったよね
ゆっくりと深い狂気に落ちて、怒りは私の考えを荒たよ
血まみれの地獄で半分眠れていた、裏切り後に残っていた
この無限の痛みを伴う拷問について誰にでも知らせて

暗闇からのこの生き物が私にこの言葉をささやいたとき
これらの鎖から解放された、指の間に呪文を保持していたよ
幸福を感じなかった、苦い味が突然負傷した口を満たす
人類を失った人々に対する復讐だけが問題だった

恐ろしい錯覚は頭から出ることは決してはない
負傷した霊たちはこの地獄で休息していないよ

過去は闇によって消費されたね、何も残っていない
これらの怪物は私の魂を貪れていたね

In a lonely forest where agony screams resonate
The familiar world faded away when the consciousness fell down

Prisoner from these chains when I woke up in pain
I struggled until being torn away from this peaceful life

Nothing more than an abomination seeking for revenge
The body torn into pieces, the eyes having seen too many horrors

I wanted to be free from a putrid nightmare of incessant screaming
Slowly falling into a deep insanity, the rage devoured my thoughts
Half asleep in a bloody hell, left behind after a betrayal
I'll let everyone know about this endless painful torture

When this creature from darkness whispered to me these words
I was free from these chains, holding the spell between fingers
I didn't feel any happiness, the bitter taste suddenly filling my wounded mouth
Only the revenge mattered against persons having lost any humanity

The horrific illusion will never get out from their heads
The wounded spirits don't have any rest in this hell

Past has been consumed by the darkness, nothing remains
These monsters have devoured my soul

Dans une forêt solitaire où résonnent les cris d'agonie
Lorsque ma conscience est tombée, le monde qui m'était familier s'est évanoui

Prisonnière de ces chaînes lorsque je me suis réveillée dans la douleur
J'ai lutté jusqu'à être arrachée de cette vie de paix

Rien de plus qu'une abomination qui cherche à se venger
Le corps déchiré en morceaux, les yeux ayant été remplis d'horreurs

Je voulais me libérer d'un cauchemar putride de cris incessants
Tombant doucement dans une profonde folie, la rage a dévoré mes pensées enfin
Délaissée après une trahison à moitié endormie dans un enfer sanglant
Je ferai connaître à tous cette torture douloureuse et sans fin

Lorsque cette créature de ténèbres m'a chuchoté ces mots en moi
J'étais alors libre de ces chaînes, tenant le sort entre mes doigts
Je n'ai ressenti aucun bonheur, le goût amer remplissant ma bouche blessée
Seule la vengeance m'importait contre ceux qui avaient perdu toute humanité

L'illusion horrifique ne sortira jamais de leurs têtes infâmes
Les esprits blessés en enfer ne peuvent jamais se reposer

Le passé a été consumé dans les ténèbres, rien n'est demeuré
Ces monstres ont dévoré mon âme

I have so many things to say on this one...
First, yeah, you may have guessed it, but this song is themed on the Hag (DBD). And I had to censor a lot. Like, more than I tried to do on the Huntress. Here, I just sticked to a psychological aspect. If you wanted to read her story... Well, do it yourselves, and only if your spirit is solid enough. You've been warned!
(And you'll understand why I chose to censor...)
The title... I know she doesn't do voodoo really, but, her official nationality, the spells with the fingers... You know why I called this song like this.
Music: dubstep again. This time I used both the Lilith and Hunter VBs at the same time (VCV VBs). Hey, Meiji's doing well on this. Bass pluck, chords by GMS, screaming leads are made with Toxic Biohazard, Xpand!2 and Harmor (each one a different type). Wobble pad by Hybrid, atmo by Morphine. I wanted to give it a gloomy feeling.

『ANILINIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180414-00794
LIN (full) : 「598 996 245」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180414-000929
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : About Us - TRACK 4/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

真剣に何の言葉も取られていなかった無邪気な幼年時代
この運命の道を歩みながら、幸せになりたいと思っていた
嘘ではなくて、ちょうど面白いと思われる文章かもしれない
今、これらの時が終わった、気持ちが虐待させることはできない

人々が何を言っても、私たちを分けるものはない
君を愛していると決めたら、誰もそれ以外の人を決める必要はない
ただ一緒に幸せになりたい、そして声は決して止まらない
長年私を苦しめて、もはや耐えることのできない激しい痛み

人々が何を言っても、私たちを分けるものはない
君を愛していると決めたら、誰もそれ以外の人を決める必要はない
ただ一緒に幸せになりたい、そして声は決して止まらない
長年私を苦しめて、もはや耐えることのできない激しい痛み

君の存在は私を落ち着かせる唯一のもの、悲しみは侵略して
深い憎しみはこの白い肌に重い傷跡を残した
もしもう一度言ったら、君を愛した、君は今信じるの？
この不可能な愛を拒絶する恐れは、ずっと前から私を悩まして

一緒に、君達の手を持って、運命を封印しようとしていた
痛みが高すぎるので、彼らの絆の幻想を粉々に砕いた
彼の愛は嘘に過ぎず、非現実的な感情は何にも基づいていない
偽りの希望がもう君を侵入させて、これらの明日を破壊することはない

In an innocent childhood where no word was being taken seriously
While going forward on this destiny's path, I wanted to be happy
This wasn't a lie, maybe some sentences just to be amused
Now these times have ended, I can't let these feelings abuse me

Nothing will separate us, no matter what will people say
If I decided to love you, nobody else will have to decide otherwise
I just want to be happy together, and the voices will never stop
Torturing me since years, an intense pain that I can't sustain anymore

Nothing will separate us, no matter what will people say
If I decided to love you, nobody else will have to decide otherwise
I just want to be happy together, and the voices will never stop
Torturing me since years, an intense pain that I can't sustain anymore

Your presence is the only thing calming me down, sorrow invades me
A deep hatred left a heavy scar on this white skin
If I said again I loved you, would you believe it now?
The fear of rejection of this impossible love haunts me since a long time ago

Together, holding your hands, were trying to seal the fate
The pain was too high, so I shattered the illusion of their bonds
His love was only a lie, unrealistic feelings based on nothing
I won't let false hopes invade you anymore, wreck these tomorrows

Dans une innocente jeunesse où aucune parole n'était sérieuse
En avançant sur le chemin de cette destinée j'ai voulu être heureuse
Ce n'était pas un mensonge, peut-être juste des affirmations pour s'amuser
Maintenant ces temps sont révolus, je ne peux laisser ces sentiments m'abuser

Rien ne nous séparera, peu importe ce que les gens diront
Si j'ai décidé de t'aimer, personne ne pourra choisir une autre décision
Je veux juste être heureuse avec toi, et les voix qui ne cessent jamais
Me torturent depuis des années, une intense douleur que je ne peux supporter

Rien ne nous séparera, peu importe ce que les gens diront
Si j'ai décidé de t'aimer, personne ne pourra choisir une autre décision
Je veux juste être heureuse avec toi, et les voix qui ne cessent jamais
Me torturent depuis des années, une intense douleur que je ne peux supporter

Ta présence est la seule chose à pouvoir me calmer, la tristesse m'envahit
Une profonde haine a laissé une lourde cicatrice sur cette peau blanchie
Si je te disais à nouveau que je t'aimais, me croirais-tu maintenant ?
La peur du rejet de cet amour impossible me hante depuis trop longtemps

Tous les deux, en vous tenant la main, tentaient de sceller le destin
La douleur était trop grande, alors j'ai brisé l'illusion de leurs liens
Son amour n'était qu'un mensonge, d'irréalistes sentiments basés sur rien
Je ne laisserai plus de faux espoirs t'envahir, anéantir tous ces lendemains

Story: About a girl who, when she was still a kid, told her friend that she was in love with her. Just as a joke. Years have passed and it turned out that this "joke statement" became the actual truth.
Music: bells by M1, pad and arp pad by V-Station, secondary lead by GMS, long keys by Mikro Prism. An almost dreamy melody.

DOWNLOAD ALBUM (12 TRACKS)

(Warning: this album is not recommended for people under 16 (instead of under 14))

Hello, Nynthixia there!

So here it is, the "Memento Mori" album... This one has lots of changes. Here is the complete changelog for each track!

Lullaby for Mother (feat. Anna Nyui -raw-, -vivid-)
[CAPELLA] Octave raise on final part
[CAPELLA] Final part is now under effects
[INSTRUMENT] Added reverbed snares at the second intro part
[MIXDOWN] Modified second atmo scratching during final bridge

For the snares and the effect on the voice, it was more for dynamics. As for the pitch raise for the final part, it's to more fit with the actual instru sequence.
For reminder: this song has the raw and vivid vocals at the same time.
And it's the song being under the "16 years" age limit.

Gone Too Early (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
[CAPELLA] Modifying abrupt pitch changes due to pitch curves for CHO capella

I didn't change the instru, but I told about patching a bit the capella for abrupt pitch issues in the choruses.

The Unloved One (feat. Anna Nyui -raw-)
[PATCH] Modified remastering of intro atmo to fix saturation (Anti-Saturation)

The mastering in the demo for the first atmo sample was the cause of an ugly saturation.
Also, the pitch issues seem to be attenuated in this version but I didn't do any direct changes...

Napea (feat. Anna Nyui -raw-)
[INSTRUMENT] Intro first part now plays arp pad instead of sidechained choirs
[INSTRUMENT] Outtro now plays piano instead of sidechained choirs
[INSTRUMENT] Piano now plays during choruses
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX before final song impact

I'll be honest, the demo was pretty messy and out of beat sometimes. This should be less the case.

INDUNIA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro
[INSTRUMENT] Added sidechained sweep (3xOSC)

More dynamics with sweep.

Blame Yourself (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro with new pattern

Silence (feat. Sukone Tei)
[CAPELLA] Changed voicebank (Sukone Tei 3.1 CV (former) / Sukone Tei 3.1.1 VCV (current))
[PATCH] Corrected cut between reverse vocal and impact

The capella change was done on all Tei's songs.
As for the unnatural cut of the samples, it's fixed now.

FRANZESCA (feat. Sukone Tei)
[CAPELLA] Changed voicebank (Sukone Tei 3.1 CV (former) / Sukone Tei 3.1.1 VCV (current))
[MIXDOWN] Fixed filter cutoff low thresholds of arp to avoid fades on/off

If I set the low threshold at 0, the pluck became silent. Now you hear it all the long!

Do Not Dare (feat. Sukone Tei)
[CAPELLA] Changed voicebank (Sukone Tei 3.1 CV (former) / Sukone Tei 3.1.1 VCV (current))
[INSTRUMENT] Added impact at the middle of second verse

Added a bit more dynamics, but that's a mild change compared to some other songs.

Memento Mori (feat. Lily)
[EXTENSION] Extended final bridge
[INSTRUMENT] Removed pluck pattern at the intro
[INSTRUMENT] Harmor arp pattern now plays during the whole final vocal part
[MIXDOWN] Deactivated reverb sub-effect of post-Nectar Elements treatment for bridge parts

For the intro, it's to more fit the actual TV version (don't ask for it, private track) of this song, which didn't include the Sytrus pluck at the beginning and started with the atmo.
(Note: OST type song, some restrictions have been set for this track, ref to Terms of Use)

At the end of April I'll air a cover of "Lience" with IA ROCKS on MQube. The cover/remix for May hasn't been chosen yet.

And as for Akari, I'm just waiting for the opportunity to ask a shipment for her, that will come very soon. Finally a release date!
For me I think it won't be before mid-May (the time the package gets out of Japan, I'll have to wait at least for one week)

For the albums, Akari will have lots of songs which will be done in June and July mainly.

As for the lyrics I write for other producers, they will soon be posted here in French and Spanish as well.
Reminder:
- for French and Spanish, I give official lyrics, so please only use these ones. Same for English.
- For other unsupported languages (all that is not French, English, Japanese and Spanish), if you want to translate the lyrics, please use the English text, which is the original file. Not Japanese! (As for French and Spanish these will be adaptations so little changes possibly...)
This will be written soon on the terms of use, no worries.

Enjoy well the album!
Nynthixia