Nynthixia productions

『MANCENILLIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180725-00868
LIN (full) : 「599 108 557」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180725-001007
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Annihilation - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : self-harming references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

嵐は完全に傷けた霊の外で激怒して
赤い地面の毒の種、涙が落ちるのを待ってく
傷つけたとしても、あなたの休暇中に待っていたよ
ここにいて、現実の暗い雲の下に横たわった

ほとんど呼吸しない、意識はほとんどなくなっているようだ
痛みは頭の外に出ることはない、静脈で毒を感じて
負傷した腐敗した身体から抜け出すことは何もないね
川を流れさせ、神々が痛みを忘れるように祈って

何も問題ないかのようにこの笑顔を忘れないでしょう
どれくらい苦しんでいくか無視してく、どれくらい空いていく
自分を現実から切り離したよ、より良いあなたを避けて
林檎を遠くに投げる前に禁断の果実を食べたよね

ほとんど呼吸しない、意識はほとんどなくなっているようだ
痛みは頭の外に出ることはない、静脈で毒を感じて
負傷した腐敗した身体から抜け出すことは何もないね
川を流れさせ、神々が痛みを忘れるように祈って

何も問題ないかのようにこの笑顔を忘れないでしょう
どれくらい苦しんでいくか無視してく、どれくらい空いていく
自分を現実から切り離したよ、より良いあなたを避けて
林檎を遠くに投げる前に禁断の果実を食べたよね

あなたの肌に触れると、あなたの静脈に毒を感じるでしょう？
潜伏痛が肌の下を這い回って、みんなさんを狂ってして
私を待っていた終焉に会う前に運命の木から落ちた
どうして全てを流さなければならないのか理解していくのね？

The storm is raging outside our fully damaged spirits
Poisonous seeds in the red ground, waiting for tears to fall down
I waited during your absences, even if you wounded me
I stayed here, lying below the dark clouds of this reality

I hardly breathe, my consciousness seems almost gone
The pain won't go outside my head, I feel the poison in the veins
Nothing wants to get out from this wounded and rotten body
I'll let the rivers flow, praying the gods to forget the pain

I won't forget this smile as if nothing mattered
Ignoring how much I'm suffering, how much I'm empty
I cut myself from the reality to better avoid you
I ate the forbidden fruit before throwing the apple far away

I hardly breathe, my consciousness seems almost gone
The pain won't go outside my head, I feel the poison in the veins
Nothing wants to get out from this wounded and rotten body
I'll let the rivers flow, praying the gods to forget the pain

I won't forget this smile as if nothing mattered
Ignoring how much I'm suffering, how much I'm empty
I cut myself from the reality to better avoid you
I ate the forbidden fruit before throwing the apple far away

If I touch your skin, will you also feel the poison in your veins?
The latent pain crawling under the skin, driving us insane
I fell from the tree of fate before meeting the demise that was waiting for me
Do you understand now why I have to let flowing everything?

La tempête fait rage en dehors de nos esprits ravagés
Les graines empoisonnées dans le sol rouge, attendant que les larmes viennent tomber
J'ai attendu pendant tes absences, même si tu m'as blessée
Je suis restée ici, allongée sous les nuages sombres de cette réalité

Je ne respire plus, ma conscience semble presque partie
Je sens le poison couler dans mes veines, sans que ne parte la douleur
Rien ne veut sortir de ce corps blessé et pourri
Je laisserai les rivières couler, priant les dieux pour oublier la douleur

Je n'oublierai pas ce sourire comme si rien n'avait d'importance
Ignorant à quel point je souffre, à quel point je me sens vide dans ce silence
Je me suis coupée de la réalité pour mieux t'éviter enfin
J'ai mangé le fruit interdit avant de jeter la pomme au loin

Je ne respire plus, ma conscience semble presque partie
Je sens le poison couler dans mes veines, sans que ne parte la douleur
Rien ne veut sortir de ce corps blessé et pourri
Je laisserai les rivières couler, priant les dieux pour oublier la douleur

Je n'oublierai pas ce sourire comme si rien n'avait d'importance
Ignorant à quel point je souffre, à quel point je me sens vide dans ce silence
Je me suis coupée de la réalité pour mieux t'éviter enfin
J'ai mangé le fruit interdit avant de jeter la pomme au loin

Si je touche ta peau, sentiras-tu aussi dans tes veines le poison ?
La douleur latente qui rampe sous la peau, qui nous rend tous fous
Je suis tombée de l'arbre du destin avant de rencontrer ma propre destruction
Comprends-tu pourquoi maintenant je dois laisser couler tout ?

I used the Lin VB for all the song, dubstep obliges.
For this one, this is half-dubstep half-darkwave.
Title: derivated from the real name of "the tree of death" and if it has its surname, there's a good reason. Even staying close to this tree may be risked. Severe skin affections and I'll spare the list of symptoms.
Story: An insane girl (if I can talk at this point) searching to get rid of a poison within her, not hesitating to cut herself to try to get rid of it, but slowly going towards death. (Seriously, never do that... NEVER)
Music: oppressive atmosphere, quite edgy. Was intended to be a darkwave track first, then it turned into dubstep a bit. Breathing atmosphere by Harmless, pad and wub bass by GMS, sub bass by Sytrus, lead/arp by T-Force Alpha Plus, alarm and arp pad by Hybrid, screaming lead by Xpand!2.

『Carinthia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180724-00867
LIN (full) : 「599 107 691」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180724-001006
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Annihilation - TRACK 8/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

この呪われた場所の赤い扉の後ろにだね
決して私に来ない愛を待っていただよね
人々はこの希望的な未来を破壊してた
入る人は死によって受け入れられるでしょうだね

致命的な絶望の空気に浮かぶ血の服だ
永遠に悲惨な放浪者に捨て去れていたね
最後のキスであなたを全滅させてくれていく
赤い刃の下で、暗い夜に消えていくよね

幽霊の世界を通して、忘れられた記憶の寺院をさまよう
灯籠を通ってく、以前はまだ苦しい夢の灰を見ていく
過去からの傷は、薄い腐った肌の残りの部分で目を覚せて
誰もが邪魔することのない沈黙の中で、苦しみながら叫んで

致命的な絶望の空気に浮かぶ血の服だ
永遠に悲惨な放浪者に捨て去れていたね
最後のキスであなたを全滅させてくれていく
赤い刃の下で、暗い夜に消えていくよね

月は今夜明るく輝き続けて、涙は乾いてしまった
泣きたい、この体は絶望を反映することができないよね
この残酷な世界に対する復讐を味わってみたいよね
たとえ精神が決して再び落ちないことがわかっていくも

致命的な絶望の空気に浮かぶ血の服だ
永遠に悲惨な放浪者に捨て去れていたね
最後のキスであなたを全滅させてくれていく
赤い刃の下で、暗い夜に消えていくよね

Behind the red doors of this cursed place
I was waiting for a love who never came to me
Then people destroyed this hopeful future
Whoever enters will be embraced by death

Clothes of blood floating in the deadly air of despair
Forever forsaken to a miserable afterlife
I curse all of you to meet demise with a last kiss
Under the red blades, disappearing in the dark night

Wandering in the temple of lost memories, through the ghostly world
I see through the lanterns the ashes of a former yet painful dream
The wounds from the past waking up on the remains of this pale rotten skin
I scream with agony in a silence that nobody dared disturbing

Clothes of blood floating in the deadly air of despair
Forever forsaken to a miserable afterlife
I curse all of you to meet demise with a last kiss
Under the red blades, disappearing in the dark night

Moon continues shining bright tonight, tears already went dry
I wanted to cry and this body is not able to reflect despair
I only wanted to taste the revenge against this cruel world
Even if I know that my spirit will never rest ever again

Clothes of blood floating in the deadly air of despair
Forever forsaken to a miserable afterlife
I curse all of you to meet demise with a last kiss
Under the red blades, disappearing in the dark night

Derrière les portes rouges de ce maudit endroit
J'attendais l'amour qui n'est jamais venu à moi
Puis les gens ont détruit ce futur rempli d'espoir
Quiconque entrera sera embrassé par la mort ce soir

Les vêtements de sang flottent dans l'air du désespoir mortel
Abandonnée à jamais à une misérable vie de l'au-delà éternelle
Je vous maudis tous de rencontrer la destruction d'un dernier baiser
Sous les lames rouges, disparaissant dans l'obscurité

Marchant dans le temps des souvenirs perdu, à travers le monde des esprits
Je vois à travers les lanternes les cendres d'un rêve ancien mais empli de douleur
Les blessures du passé se réveillant sur les restes de cette peau pâle pourrie
Je crie d'agonie dans un silence que personne n'a osé déranger sous la peur

Les vêtements de sang flottent dans l'air du désespoir mortel
Abandonnée à jamais à une misérable vie de l'au-delà éternelle
Je vous maudis tous de rencontrer la destruction d'un dernier baiser
Sous les lames rouges, disparaissant dans l'obscurité

La lune continue de briller ce soir, les larmes se sont déjà asséchées
Je voulais pleurer mais ce corps ne peut plus refléter le désespoir que je ressentais
Je souhaitais seulement goûter la vengeance contre ce monde d'une immonde cruauté
Même si je sais que mon esprit ne pourra plus jamais se reposer

Les vêtements de sang flottent dans l'air du désespoir mortel
Abandonnée à jamais à une misérable vie de l'au-delà éternelle
Je vous maudis tous de rencontrer la destruction d'un dernier baiser
Sous les lames rouges, disparaissant dans l'obscurité

Rendered with the Lilith voicebank.
Story: This is actually inspired from a game called "Soul at Stake", and more especially on the Bride killer. A woman who has been killed by cruel people at the moment of her wedding. She keeps on weeping and decided to curse everyone for what they did to her.
For the people who don't know what this game is about... Imagine Dead by Daylight, but "Chinese version with more scary/screamers musics and implying gambling to banish a demon". At the same time, a bit normal to guess this was Chinese because of the dress color for wedding in China (red instead of white, considered as being the color for funerals).
That explains the music style, that I don't usually use for Meiji... But for Zunko, Itako, Kiritan or Oniko for example.
Music: world with some semi-electro beats. Ban di by DSK AsianZ DreamZ, tremolo koto by M1 and final gong by Chau Gongs. All the rest, the strings, the pluck, the lead, the atmo, is done with Sakura. If you really want a song which demonstrates well what Sakura can do, this one is really good. Pure eastern world music happiness. Even if the topic is quite... Gloomy?

『Relic of Hope』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180626-00859
LIN (full) : 「598 104 195」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180626-000997
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 14/15

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

全ての命が絶望によって放棄されたこの世界を取り巻く暗闇
情熱の火を生き返らせたよ、真紅の空を明るくする光を探した

まだ希望を失うことはなかったけどね、未来を信じ続けているでしょう
外で起こることは何でも、あなたは後ろにつけないよね、終わっていないので

私の前に立っている敵の前に、最も強力な絶望に対して
失神の光はまだ暗闇の中で、希望の遺物から輝いていくね

時間が経過すると傷は治癒していた、すぐに誰もが忘れてしまうでしょう
荒廃は遠い記憶になり、美しい春は再び生まれているでしょうね

私の前に立っている敵の前に、最も強力な絶望に対して
失神の光はまだ暗闇の中で、希望の遺物から輝いていくね

The darkness surrounding this world where all lives were abandoned by despair
I searched for the light that would bring alive the fire of passion and brighten up the crimson sky

I still didn't lose hope yet, I'll continue to believe to a future
Whatever happens outside, I won't leave you behind because this is not over

Before the enemy standing in front of me, against the most powerful despair
The fainting light is still shining in the darkness, from the relic of hope

The wounds will heal along with the time passing by, and soon everyone will have forgotten
The devastation will become distant memories, a beautiful spring comes to birth again

Before the enemy standing in front of me, against the most powerful despair
The fainting light is still shining in the darkness, from the relic of hope

Les ténèbres entourant ce monde où le désespoir a abandonné toute vie
J'ai cherché la lumière qui ramènerait le feu de la passion et qui rallumerait le ciel aux teintes pourprées

Je n'ai pas encore perdu espoir, je continuerai à croire en un avenir pour nos vies
Peu importe ce qui se passe dehors, je ne te délaisserai pas, car c'est loin d'être terminé

Devant l'ennemi se tenant devant moi, contre le plus puissant désespoir
La faible lumière brille encore dans les ténèbres, de la relique de l'espoir

Les blessures guériront avec le temps qui passe, et tout le monde aura oublié dans longtemps
La dévastation ne sera que souvenirs lointains, vient la naissance d'un nouveau printemps

Devant l'ennemi se tenant devant moi, contre le plus puissant désespoir
La faible lumière brille encore dans les ténèbres, de la relique de l'espoir

I enhanced the dynamics of GUMI to the max setting. It makes her voice clearer for this song. I wasn't sure about the separated notes for her.
Music: normal pad by Vacuum, gated pad by PoiZone, spatial arp pad by Hybrid, supersaws by Xpand!2, lead by FM8 and piano by FL Keys.

Hello, Nynthixia here

I just finished it but here it is, the tracklist for CD21.5, the tracklist for August, which will be a bit... Special. You'll better see what I mean.

CD 21.5 "Annihilation"

Air date: August 25th
(the same date as Lily's birthday ^^)

01. MANCENILLIUM (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
02. ILLANTHA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Oceana (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. Isolation (feat. CUL)
05. Faith (feat. CUL)
06. Judith (feat. CUL) - Air date: August 16th 2018
07. Harajuku Freak (feat. Gahata Meiji) - Air date: July 2018
08. Carinthia (feat. Gahata Meiji) - Air date: July 2018
09. SINCUBUS (feat. Gahata Meiji) - Air date: August 3rd 2018 (corresponds to August 8th deadline)
10. CHIASMATIC (feat. Lily)
11. Annihilation (feat. Lily)
12. BETANY (feat. Lily)

album-only tracks

The album-only tracks will be produced between August 4th and August 11th.

The deadline for Meiji (August 8th) is moved to August 3rd. I'm not sure about having a good Internet during the Aug 4th-11th week, so I rather publishing the song just before going out the home. Also, I'll be in material-restricted mode from August 4th to August 18th included. Which means no UTAU songs during this period. That's why I decided that Meiji's songs would be the first ones to be produced. Two in July, one at the right beginning of August.

All the other songs (with Yukari or CUL, except for "Judith" which is deadlined) will be aired randomly, as soon as they will be done.

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Other info for organization for VOCALOID5 if ever I get the engine (because this will happen someday, it's just that I'm waiting a correct physical starter pack, more info here).

1) The voicebanks

I guess that in the starter pack there will just be the "normal" version, including the new standard vocals. Since I don't work with male vocals because their working method is a bit different (octave adaptation inter alia) and I don't know how to work with English correctly in VOCALOID, the only vocal I'd be able to use would be... Kaori. Though, I have very few interest for her. Maybe someday I'll learn to better love her, who knows? ^^ But I'm not sure to use her in songs (or maybe a "try"...).

2) The compatibility patches

VOCALOID5 projects are in .vpr format.

If ever you need a file for VOCALOID4 (or VOCALOID3) when the file has been done under VOCALOID5 (how will you know if this is the case: I'll say it when I'll upgrade the engine and use it as default), please contact me first. The preparation of such files may take a while (at least 1h, after, depends of the complexity).

3) XSY for VOCALOID5

Other thing about V5, the engine does not support XSY. I actually used the feature in very, very specific conditions:
- the singers have to be at least from the same company. Better if it's the same character. (In this case, it's V4 engine itself which creates these "hybrid" VBs)
- no voicebanks that are totally opposed (example that I'll never use: whisper/strong VBs)
- never XSY V3 and V4 together or 2 V3: they're not meant for that
(By the way, can someone explain me why V4 auto-created a hybrid "Akari/Yukari V3"???)

If you want some examples: I did a XSY Zunko V4/Yukari Jun for "Better than Nothing" as a shortcut. But the one I was using the most was the hybridization of Yukari Jun and Yukari Lin, permitting to get a stronger voice for Yukari but without being too high in pitch.

Well this combination can't be done in V5... Which means I'll just have to do double tracks. You may just get a bit different results since it will be on separated tracks instead of cross-synthesis.

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So maybe see you later in the week for "Relic of Hope"!

Nynthixia

『Meredith』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180717-000858
LIN (full) : 「599 098 715」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180717-000996
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 4/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content, violent lyrics, censored suggestive themes
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

夜の人工的なは再び再会していたね
多くの候補者があなたの技を待つところだよね
まだあなたを愛していたときに後ろについていた
誰もこの場所から生き残ることはできないでしょう

上の悪魔の爪の下に横たわってく
互いを無視してく、どんな期待も知らない
何かについて十分に注意しないだね
死んだ弾丸が無気力を補強するまで

私の腕の中に、全てからずっと落ちるでしょう
君は愛のゲームを始めて、もう一度迷うだけ

内側は40°、外側はわずか23°
上記の催眠灯の下でゆっくりと窒息して
裏切りに逃げることはなく、死は罰として残って
あなたは生きている間に後悔することはできない

裏切りは今日あなたを自殺に導くね
生き残って唯一の人になるでしょうね
変態思考の奴隷にならないでしょうね
だからこの間違いのために神に謝罪して！

The artificial lights in the night reunited us again
Where the many contenders wait for your tricks
Left behind when I was still loving you
Nobody else will get away from this place alive

Lying under the claws of the demon above
Ignoring each other, not knowing any expectations
Not careful enough about anything
Until the dead bullet reinforcates the lethargy

You will fall into my arms, far away from everything
You began the game of love, and only lost once again

40° inside, only 23° outside
Slowly suffocating under the hypnotic lights above
There is no escape to betrayal, death remains the punishment
You won't be able to regret while being alive

The betrayal will bring you to suicide today
I'll be the only person remaining alive
I won't be the slave to perverted thinking
So my apologizes to gods for this mistake!

(Attention: les paroles françaises sont plus suggestives que les paroles japonaises ou anglaises...
Warning: French lyrics are more suggestive than the English or Japanese ones...)

Les lumières artificielles nous ont réunis encore une fois
Où les nombreuses prétendantes attendent tes tours
Délaissée derrière alors que je t'aimais toujours
Personne ne sortira en vie de cet endroit

Allongées sous les griffes du démon au-dessus de leurs orgies
S'ignorant les unes les autres, sans attendre quoi que ce soit
Ne faisant pas assez attention à quoi que ce soit
Jusqu'à ce que la balle morte renforce la léthargie

Tu tomberas dans mes bras, éloigné de tout autour de toi
C'est toi qui as commencé le jeu de l'amour, et tu viens de perdre encore une fois

40° à l'intérieur, et que dehors 23°
Suffoquant lentement sous les lumières hypnotiques
Il n'y aucune échappatoire à la trahison, mourir reste la punition diabolique
Tant que tu seras en vie, tu ne pourras pas regretter

La trahison t'amène sur la case du suicide aujourd'hui
Je serai la seule personne qui restera en vie
Je ne serai pas l'esclave de tes pensées perverties
Alors mes excuses aux dieux pour cette erreur de folie !

Maybe one of the most "adult" songs I have made so far? Too bad the degree thing does not really work in Japanese (not sure about the English).
Story: The current rating is mainly for the song itself, because if I explained the whole story, it would be a bit higher... But in a nutshell? A girl who fell in love with a man she met at the nightclub, then who left her for other girls. Yup for once it's the "classic yandere". That's quite rare here.
Music: actually this is horribly simple in terms of instruments. The koto is by M1, the pluck pad by FM8 and the drone by Hybrid. The tonal pluck is actually a part of the beats. Nightclub ambience reproduced! This is quite an "eastern hard techno" thing.

『SALENCIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180716-00857
LIN (full) : 「599 098 466」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180717-000995
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 9/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

恐ろしい現実からの囚人、決して望んでいない運命を脱出しようとした
激しい怒りで再び遭遇するまで、絶望に満ちている悪夢から逃げていた
君の人生において唯一重要な人物であると素直に考えていたよ
未来の断片が飛び散って、この残酷な世界に飛び散っているのを見ていたよね

苦い雨が降って悲しみの涙を奪うている
長い間待っていたよ、男は止めることを決めた
哀れな人生が終わり、まだ幸せにならないね
君がすでに始まった運命への障害になる？

恐ろしい現実からの囚人、決して望んでいない運命を脱出しようとした
激しい怒りで再び遭遇するまで、絶望に満ちている悪夢から逃げていた
君の人生において唯一重要な人物であると素直に考えていたよ
未来の断片が飛び散って、この残酷な世界に飛び散っているのを見ていたよね

君の美しい顔から色が消えてしまっただよね、淡い空の女性を見ていたね
激しい痛みが胸を通る前に起こったことを理解する時間がなかっただよね
悪夢は再び現実に戻り、私の意識はこの世界から追い払われていく
やったこと全てを後悔した、今君が私を許してくれないことを知っていく...

Prisoner from a horrible reality, I tried to escape a fate that I never wanted
I ran away from the nightmare full of despair, until being caught again by an intense rage
I naively thought that I would be the only important person in your life
I was seeing the fragments of my future flying away and scattering into this cruel world

The bitter rain is falling down, taking away the tears of sorrow
I waited for a long moment, the young man decided to stop
The pitiful life just ended, and I still couldn't be happy
Would I be an obstacle to the fate you already began?

Prisoner from a horrible reality, I tried to escape a fate that I never wanted
I ran away from the nightmare full of despair, until being caught again by an intense rage
I naively thought that I would be the only important person in your life
I was seeing the fragments of my future flying away and scattering into this cruel world

Any color had disappeared from your beautiful face, I was looking at a pale and empty woman
I didn't have the time to understand what happened before an intense pain goes through the chest
The nightmare returned to the reality again, while my consciousness is being swept away from this world
I regretted all what I have done, but I know you won't forgive me now...

Prisonnière d'une horrible réalité, j'ai tenté de m'échapper d'un destin que je n'ai jamais souhaité
Je me suis enfuie d'un cauchemar plein de désespoir, seulement pour que la rage finisse par me rattraper
J'ai naïvement pensé que je serais la seule personne dans ta vie qui t'importait
Je voyais les fragments de mon futur s'envoler dans ce monde cruel et s'y éparpiller

La pluie amère tombe, emmenant les larmes de chagrin
J'ai attendu un long moment, le jeune homme a décidé de s'arrêter
Je n'arrivais pas à être heureuse, même si sa misérable vie avait pris fin
Serais-je un obstacle au destin que tu as déjà entamé ?

Prisonnière d'une horrible réalité, j'ai tenté de m'échapper d'un destin que je n'ai jamais souhaité
Je me suis enfuie d'un cauchemar plein de désespoir, seulement pour que la rage finisse par me rattraper
J'ai naïvement pensé que je serais la seule personne dans ta vie qui t'importait
Je voyais les fragments de mon futur s'envoler dans ce monde cruel et s'y éparpiller

Toute couleur avait disparu de ton merveilleux visage, je regardais une femme pâle et vidée
Je n'avais eu le temps de comprendre ce qui s'était passé avant je ne sente dans ma poitrine la douleur me traverser
Le cauchemar est redevenu réel, alors que ma conscience hors de ce monde est balayée
J'ai regretté ce que j'avais fait, mais je ne sais que tu ne pourras me pardonner...

Story: A girl who killed her rival before being killed by her own lover. Yup, two yanderes in this one.
Music: aquatic/under pressure electro ambience. Atmos by Toxic Biohazard, all leads (the two short ones and the long one) by GMS, sidechained pad by FM8 and tremolo pad by M1.

『What About Now』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180715-00856
LIN (full) : 「599 097 002」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180716-000994
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 12/15

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

初めて会ったのは数年前、春の息吹で花びらが落ちていた
世界がすばらしい色を失う前に、一緒にいることをうれしい
悲しいことではないで、心の中にはまだ幸せな思い出がある
この決定を後悔したくないだよね、私の前で泣かないでね

今、夕焼けは暗い星空の中を降れて
新しい日の出が明るくなるのを待って
輝かしい人生の夜明けに覚えてく
それでは...今はどうだの？ いつか泣くでしょうの？

あなたに全てを感謝する前に別れを伝えたくなかっただよね
一緒にこれらの瞬間、これらの共有笑顔とこの愛のために
あなたは他の誰かに会い、この暖かをもう一度感じるでしょう
その後、これらの白い羽をより良い運命に向かって飛んでいくね

今、夕焼けは暗い星空の中を降れて
新しい日の出が明るくなるのを待って
輝かしい人生の夜明けに覚えてく
それでは...今はどうだの？ いつか泣くでしょうの？

It has been several years since we met for the first time, under a spring breath, the petals were falling down
I was very happy to be with you, before the world began to lose its wonderful colors
Don't be sad, there will still be happy memories in the heart
I don't want to regret this decision, don't cry in front of me

Now the sunset goes down in a darkening starry sky
Waiting for a new sunrise to brighten the way
At the dawn of a glorious life I'll remember
Then... What about now? Will I cry someday?

I didn't want to tell a farewell before having thanked you for everything
For these moments together, for these shared smiles, for this love
You'll meet someone else and feel again this warmth
Then flying with these white wings towards a better fate

Now the sunset goes down in a darkening starry sky
Waiting for a new sunrise to brighten the way
At the dawn of a glorious life I'll remember
Then... What about now? Will I cry someday?

Cela fait plusieurs années depuis la première fois, sous un souffle printanier, les pétales tombaient
J'étais très heureuse d'être avec toi, avant que le monde ne perde ses magnifiques couleurs
Ne sois pas triste, il restera encore des souvenirs heureux dans ton cœur
Je ne veux pas regretter cette décision, alors n'ose pas devant moi pleurer s'il te plaît

Maintenant le crépuscule descend dans un ciel obscur étoilé
Attendant le nouveau lever de soleil pour illuminer le chemin
À l'aube d'une vie glorieuse je me souviendrai sans fin
Ensuite... Et maintenant ? Vais-je un jour pleurer ?

Je ne voulais pas dire au revoir avant de t'avoir remercié pour tout ce que tu as fait
Pour tous ces moments ensemble, ces souvenirs partagés et cet amour
Tu rencontreras quelqu’un d'autre et tu ressentiras cette chaleur un jour
Alors vole de ces ailes blanches vers un meilleur destin qui te plaît

Maintenant le crépuscule descend dans un ciel obscur étoilé
Attendant le nouveau lever de soleil pour illuminer le chemin
À l'aube d'une vie glorieuse je me souviendrai sans fin
Ensuite... Et maintenant ? Vais-je un jour pleurer ?

Story: a girl being separated from her ex-lover because they can't feel the same feelings as the first days, and asking to not be sad about it.
Music: light pop ambience, calm. Rolling guitar by Slayer, accoustic guitar by Mikro Prism, first pad by GMS, second pad by M1, piano by FL Keys and sidechained atmo by Sakura.

『A Beautiful Day』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180714-00855
LIN (full) : 「599 096 389」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180715-000993
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 11/15

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

激しい悲しみに捨てられた、忘れようとしていた
後悔することなく、忘却に落ちる痛い思い出
世界の端にあるような複雑な時間だったね
私たちが一緒にいるなら、多分崩壊しないね

最後に近づいたとき、私の希望は全て消えてしまった
もう笑わせることができず、悲しい思いが襲い掛かった
戻ったときにあなたを見て、私を安心させようとした
最終的に待っている、いくつかの幸せを見つけていた

悲しみと戦うために日光の下で咲きたい希望だ
そのような美しい日を過ごす前に長い間待っていた
いくつかの助けを求めた、あなたは来て手を携えていた
美しい一日を過ごすつもりであることを知っていたよ

終焉まで歩き続けると、まだここにいるだろうの？
遠い光を見ていた、遠く離れた声を聞いた
上の雲は幸福の風に蒸発していたよね
涙の雨が止まった、最後になることを願った

最後に近づいたとき、私の希望は全て消えてしまった
もう笑わせることができず、悲しい思いが襲い掛かった
戻ったときにあなたを見て、私を安心させようとした
最終的に待っている、いくつかの幸せを見つけていた

悲しみと戦うために日光の下で咲きたい希望だ
そのような美しい日を過ごす前に長い間待っていた
いくつかの助けを求めた、あなたは来て手を携えていた
美しい一日を過ごすつもりであることを知っていたよ

Abandoned to an intense sadness I tried to forget
Painful memories falling into the oblivion, without any regrets
This has been a such complicated time, at the edge of the world
If we stay together, maybe I won't collapse

When I was close to the end, all my hopes had disappeared
I couldn't smile anymore, invaded by sorrowful thoughts
I saw you when I turned back, trying to reassure me
The waiting has finally ended and I found back some happiness

Hopes blooming under the sunlight to fight against sorrow
I waited for a long time before having a such beautiful day
I called for some help, then you came and held the hand
I then knew I was going to have a beautiful day with you

Would I still be here if I continued to walk towards my demise?
I saw the distant light and heard the voices far away behind
The clouds above evaporated in a wind of happiness
Rain of tears has stopped, I just had to hope it would last

When I was close to the end, all my hopes had disappeared
I couldn't smile anymore, invaded by sorrowful thoughts
I saw you when I turned back, trying to reassure me
The waiting has finally ended and I found back some happiness

Hopes blooming under the sunlight to fight against sorrow
I waited for a long time before having a such beautiful day
I called for some help, then you came and held the hand
I then knew I was going to have a beautiful day with you

Abandonnée dans une intense tristesse j'ai tenté d'oublier
Les souvenirs douloureux tombent dans l'oubli, sans regrets
Aux limites de ce monde, le moment a été tellement compliqué
Si nous restons ensemble, peut-être cela m'empêchera de m'effondrer

Quand j'étais proche de la fin, tous mes espoirs s'étaient évaporés
Je ne souriais plus, envahie par les pensées de chagrin
Je t'ai vu quand je me suis retournée, essayant de me rassurer
J'ai retrouvé le bonheur et l'attente a enfin pris fin

Les espoirs fleurissent sous la lumière solaire pour combattre le chagrin
J'ai attendu longtemps avant de passer une si merveilleuse journée
J'ai appelé à l'aide, puis tu es venu me tendre la main
J'ai alors su qu'avec toi j'allais passer une merveilleuse journée

Serais-je encore là si j'avais continué d'avancer vers ma destruction ?
J'ai vu la lumière distante et entendu les voix loin derrière moi
Les nuages se sont évaporés dans un vent de bonheur au-dessus de moi
La pluie de larmes a cessé, j'avais juste à espérer sa continuation

Quand j'étais proche de la fin, tous mes espoirs s'étaient évaporés
Je ne souriais plus, envahie par les pensées de chagrin
Je t'ai vu quand je me suis retournée, essayant de me rassurer
J'ai retrouvé le bonheur et l'attente a enfin pris fin

Les espoirs fleurissent sous la lumière solaire pour combattre le chagrin
J'ai attendu longtemps avant de passer une si merveilleuse journée
J'ai appelé à l'aide, puis tu es venu me tendre la main
J'ai alors su qu'avec toi j'allais passer une merveilleuse journée

This is the first of a "two in a row" songs for Kiritan.
Story: a girl who lost any hope and got rescued by someday. If you see what I mean... At least a "happy ending".
Music: very spatial atmosphere to represent emptiness. Atmo and sweeps by Vacuum, pad and harmo lead by DSK Odisea, dry supersaws by Toxic Biohazard, arp pad by Sawer, pluck by T-Force Alpha Plus, hard synth by Harmor, acute chords by Hybrid and riffs by Rave Generator.

Hello, Nynthixia here.

This will maybe be the first blog news of this type but... If we told a bit about recent events?

I know everyone is or stressed or hyped by the new VOCALOID generation... This was... Not really a surprise.

Vocaloid5 has been announced yesterday by Yamaha, few hours after a leak of one AHS voicebank (hello Sora Haruno), with their 4 voicebanks and stuff, few days after they announced stopping the selling of 4 voicebanks, and to be honest, I was sure they wouldn't go for a "commercial suicide" (if we can talk about it this way).

So... The upcoming of V5... For the moment I won't update, and the main reason is "I wait for a starter pack with one of the 9 Vocaloids I already have". I don't know which one may come out first, even if I think a bit about GUMI.

I also don't have "taking Sora" in my plans for the moment.

The thing that is worrying me the most is for IA. Personally I still wait for an update to V5, but if ever she was going to totally switch to CeVIO (in terms of Japanese voicebank), well, I will consider into taking a CeVIO engine as well... I'm still waiting for the moment.

If ever one interesting starter pack goes out, this will go into the top priorities.

VEGAS: the v16 will be out in few months and I'll update as soon as possible. This is the top one priority.

The new plugins: last week I acquired Vacuum Pro, you already have some examples of use in "Complex Choices" (where the plugin does all synths) or "Corruption Syndrome" (the reverse atmosphere mainly).

The pace is quite slow because of fatigue problems mainly... And also because for the moment I do many failures... I'm really sorry about that m(_ _)m

So if you have to remember few things:

1) VEGAS Pro 16 is the top one priority at the moment and will be updated as soon as possible.
2) I won't take Sora, it's not in the "to-do list"
3) I'll wait for a starter pack with one of the vocals I already have for updating to VOCALOID5 (if possible, physical package would be nice)
4) The next cover is on September so no worries if I don't air one for this month and the next one
5) On Monday I air a song with Kiritan
6) Next album will feature at least Meiji and CUL. Maybe Lily too. No idea about the others, but it will probably be Vocaloids (since I'll be in "restricted material mode" for 2 weeks in August)
7) I'm updating every UTAU into VCV, Ritsu's folder is already installed, I'll have to do tests with Oniko, and one with a "hybrid" voicebank of Totoko due to 5 severely corrupted archives (40/50 files per archive if you saw the tweet! [normal VCV (F4), Kire C5/A3/D4 have a few files corrupted, Kire F4 is just impossible to read, and no, it's not a hard drive problem]).
(The "Hoppu" one is a sane file though, that's why I'm using it right now)

Also, I will "pre-announce" it now... I'm working on another project since April, but hushhhhh... Wait a bit, wait a bit before the fruit matures well... ^^

So if you were wondering these questions about V5, here you get your answers. So, wait and see.
And don't forget to enjoy

Nynthixia

『Corruption Syndrome』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180711-00854
LIN (full) : 「599 092 492」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180711-000992
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - 1/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere/yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

NOTE: Please use this version for reference

いつか星の下を行きていた、古代の呪われた城に行きていたよ
誰もどうしてこの伝説を恐れていたのか分からなかっただよね
暗い森の中を歩き続けたよ、影に囲まれた家を見るまで
ゆっくりと私の目の前でゆっくりと開いた扉の前で待った

私たちはお互いを見ていないような長い時間を過ごししたね？
この場所の背後にある謎にもかかわらず、みんなとても素敵だったよ
悪魔の呪いを手にしていくだね、錯視で時間が詰まっていた場所
恐ろしい真実を知らないに、新しい人生が始まるだろう

この場所で何かが間違っていくだね、誰もが何を話しているの？
なぜ誰もがここにいる間私が見ることができない少女がいるの？
破損した記録の証言について彼女に話そうとしていたよね
誰も何も覚えていない、この一般的な記憶喪失は何を？

これは私ではない、この精神病で自分自身を認識しない
正しい決断ではないと思い、最初から逃げていたはずだった
人形として扱われる前に、邪魔された人々の喜びのために
腐敗症候群の犠牲者である愛する優しを失いたくはない

ミストレスは誰もが落ち着かせるために悪い思い出を消したのね？
非常に多くの質問をした、答えがえられていないことをしった
そのような心配な問題の原因を発見したかっただよね
彼女がこの狡猾な病気にも感染したかどうかは関係はない

暖かい白い夜に部屋に戻って、恐怖と絶望でいっぱいだ
忘れようとしたよ、扉の後ろで狂しい笑い声が聞こえた
彼らのようになりたくないだよね、彼らのように腐敗したくないよ
彼女を私の目の前で見ていた、優しは彼女の顔から消えた

激しい痛みを感じた、誰も私たちを取り囲んでいなかった
夢の中に入る前に、静脈に毒に抵抗したかっただよね
何かが考えを制御しており、私に行動を強いているだね
目を覚ましたとき、それが逃げるには遅すぎることを発見していた

何が起こったんだ？ どうして？
助けてくれ、ここから救いなさい... 痛いよ...

これは私ではない、この精神病で自分自身を認識しない
正しい決断ではないと思い、最初から逃げていたはずだったよ
とてもばかだったので、悪霊が汚しているのを見たことはなかった
呪われた場所に来る者は、再び正気の光を見ることはない

I went below the stars one day to go to an ancient cursed castle
I didn't know why everyone was so scared of this legend
I continued to walk in the dark forest, until seeing the home surrounded by shadows
I gently waited in front of the door which slowly opened in front of me

It has been such a long time we didn't see each other, right?
Everyone has been so nice with me, despite the mysteries behind this place
Where the time was stuck in an illusion, holding the demonic curse into its hands
A new life was going to begin, without knowing the horrifying truth

Something is wrong with this place, what is everyone talking about?
Why are there some women that I can't see anymore while everyone is here?
I tried to talk to her about the testimonies in the corrupted archive
But nobody remembers anything, what is this general amnesia?

This is not me, I don't recognize myself in this mental illness
I think this wasn't the right decision, I should have run away since the beginning
Before being manipulated as a doll, for the pleasure of disturbed people
I don't want to lose my beloved kindness, victim of a corruption syndrome

Did mistress erase the bad memories to keep everyone calm?
I had so many questions and I knew I was getting no answers
I wanted to discover the cause of such a worrying problem
No matter if she was also infected by this insidious disease

Back to the room during a warm white night, I was filled with fear and despair
I tried to forget, then I heard insane laughs behind the door
I don't want to become like them, I don't want to become corrupted like them
I saw her in front of me, the kindness has disappeared from her face

I felt an intense pain, and nobody else was surrounding us
I wanted to resist to the poison in my veins, before I fell into a dream
Something is controlling my thoughts and is forcing me to act
When I woke up, I discovered that it was too late to escape

What happened to me? Why?
Help me, get me out of here... It hurts...

This is not me, I don't recognize myself in this mental illness
I think this wasn't the right decision, I should have run away since the beginning
I was so idiot, I didn't see the evil spirits corrupting me
Whoever comes into this cursed place, will never see the light of sanity again

Je suis allée sous les étoiles un jour pour aller dans un château ancien
Je ne savais pas pourquoi tout le monde avait si peur de la légende l'entourant
J'ai marché dans la forêt obscure, jusqu'à voir la maison entourée par les ombres au lointain
J'ai gentiment attendu devant la porte qui s'est ouverte doucement

Cela faisait si longtemps qu'on ne s'était pas vues, pas vrai ?
Tout le monde a été si gentil avec moi, malgré les mystères de cet endroit souverain
Où le temps est coincé dans une illusion, tenant la malédiction démoniaque dans ses mains
Une nouvelle vie allait commencer, sans que je ne sache l'horrifiante vérité

Quelque chose cloche avec cet endroit, de quoi tout le monde est-il en train de parler ?
Pourquoi il y a des femmes que je ne peux voir alors que tous les autres sont pourtant ici ?
Les témoignages de l'archive corrompue, j'ai tenté de lui en parler
Mais personne ne se souvient de rien, quelle est cette générale amnésie ?

Ce n'est pas moi, je ne me reconnais pas dans cette mentale maladie
Je pense que j'ai fait le mauvais choix, depuis le début j'aurai dû m'être enfuie
Avant d'être manipulée comme une poupée, pour le plaisir d'une dérangée population
Je ne veux pas perdre ma gentillesse chérie, victime du syndrome de la corruption

Est-ce que maîtresse leur a effacé la mémoire pour que tout le monde soit calme ainsi ?
J'avais tant de questions et je savais que les réponses ne viendraient jamais
Je voulais découvrir la cause d'un tel problème qui m'inquiétait
Peu importe si elle aussi était infectée par cette insidieuse maladie

De retour dans la chambre pendant une nuit tiède blanche, j'étais remplie de peur et désespoir
J'ai tenté d'oublier, avant que je n'entende un rire fou derrière la porte à côté de moi
Je ne veux pas devenir comme elles, je ne veux pas être corrompue
Je l'ai vue devant moi, la gentillesse de son visage ayant disparue

J'ai ressenti une intense douleur, et personne d'autre ne nous regardait
Je voulais résister au poison dans mes veines, avant que je ne tombe dans un cauchemar
Quelque chose contrôle mes pensées et me force à agir contre ma volonté
Quand je me suis réveillée, j'ai découvert qu'il était déjà trop tard

Que m'est-il arrivé ? Pourquoi ?
Aidez-moi, sortez-moi de là... J'ai si mal...

Ce n'est pas moi, je ne me reconnais pas dans cette mentale maladie
Je pense que j'ai fait le mauvais choix, depuis le début j'aurai dû m'être enfuie
J'ai été tellement idiote, je n'ai pas vu ma corruption par ces esprits du mal
Quiconque vient dans cet endroit maudit, ne reverra jamais la lumière de sa santé mentale

Too much, but really, too much things to say on this one.
This song, it's clearly auto-derision. I laugh at myself with this. But to everyone who would think virtual singers are just dolls... What mistake.
Of course you would have guessed it, but the lyrics are not written from my point of view. But of an innocent girl who didn't know what to expect and who became corrupted.
Full story: In a castle where many women (and maybe one man, who knows) partially live, but are really well treated, a young girl is invited to meet her new mistress. She doesn't know that the place is cursed, and whoever enters it becomes corrupted forever. The new invited people have the chance to register some messages on their computers, the videos being regrouped in the "corrupted" archive. Everyone is talking about a virus, sneaking into people's minds, changing their behavior to become really agressive under certain conditions, laughing without reason, and other abnormal behavior. She does some research, tries to talk about it with the other women, but no ones remembers to have registered such videos. She then falls onto mistress's computer, where she discovers a bit more. First point, the mistress is also infected herself since several years and tries to heal herself, mainly by writing thoughts out. Second point, two of the invited people had the disease to begin with, but it is unknown if they are the causes of everyone's infections. Third point, the new people in the castle become infected within few days only. The night comes where the heroine comes back to her room and discovers new videos, this time, of all the others saying that "someone" infected them, except for two who didn't register anything (the ones being "natively infected"). She then becomes infected because of one of the girls, the one she was trusting the most. The pain longs all the night, and has a dream where all her thinking is corrupted. That's when everyone discovers what happened to her...
Music: this track is extremely complex, mixes various styles at the same time... Some parts being a bit ambient, others are in the dance spirit, and there's even a dubstep-like part (even if quite mixed with dance still). Reverse atmo and first arp by Vacuum, pad by Mikro Prism, second arp by Sytrus, chords and chord guitar by Xpand!2, lead guitar, screaming and long guitars by Toxic Biohazard, synth lead by T-Force Alpha Plus, first lead by M1, dub synth by GMS and wobbles by Hybrid. And if you feel uneasy while listening to the track, it's normal... ^^"
This song has limited compatibility patches due to Fruity Delay 3 (20.0.3 532).