Nynthixia productions

DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM HERE (15 TRACKS INCLUDING 8 INEDITE!)

Hello, Nynthixia here

Here is the album. So last time, it was released in January, and this time at the end of March. In 3 days you'll get the first song with Nyui. Then it will start chaining more and more.

So, the current conditions here... Stuck at home for until April 15th officially, but I'm pretty sure I'll stay at home without even getting out before at least May or June... I curse this virus. I curse it so much...

OK, changelog for the album, it's only 3 tracks being concerned this time:

Hellebore (feat. Xin Hua)
[INSTRUMENT] Added impact at start of first verse
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced mastering of loop pad

Imaginary Friend (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
[INSTRUMENT] Added piano intro pattern
[INSTRUMENT] Piano bass plays during second intro part

Polymnia (feat. IA)
[INSTRUMENT] VFX now plays during all choruses

The info about the new tracks:

Triad at the Sunset - Lily V3 - electroworld, chill

Near a Chinese island, a woman instaures her triad empire and tries to earn respect, despite all the betrayals she encounters, but she never stops for helping the ones she loves... Her new family. After being the witness of the whole massacre of her biological family, she gets into a triad family, and once she earnt enough respect, decides to start her own family.

Vixen's Sacrifice - Xin Hua Power - misc electro

A sad and twisted music. This song is part of the Azur Lane series and is about Amagi. Amagi was Akagi's sister, at the time they were still battlecruisers and Kaga a battleship. When the treaty of Washington was instaured, Kaga was first destined to disappear, but finally, it's Amagi with her disease who will fade away... It's very sad, and still from a woman who knows how to be very calm and caring about her sisters.

CATHARXIA - Xin Hua Power - soft dance

Fight the passions... By the passions. It's the purpose of this heroine.
It's been inspired by the definition of "catharsis".

I Was Forced to Do It - IA ROCKS - electroclassical, symphonic electro

Part of the Azur Lane series, and about Dunkerque. About how she had to sink facing the Royal Navy girls. It's a music that is extremely close to the one I made for Gascogne ("War Machine"), maybe a bit more symphonic and concert-like.

Hold my Life - Hoshine Stella - misc electro

A naive girl in couple with someone else, and her rival hides so well his intentions that when he murders the heroine, it's already too late and we can only constate the damage done.

S-Laughter - Yuzuki Yukari Lin - cold and dark techno

Maybe the song with the most violent lyrics. It's clearly a psychopath training someone she has been mentally abusing, and who still regrets what they have done... While the other doesn't even care anymore about the consequences of her acting. It's a sort of icy bite. Notice the word play, laughter, slaughter...

Mere Doll - Hoshine Stella - future bass

An actually alive doll left for years in a dusty cave, decides to come back and revenge. The one who left her below will regret...

OLEANDRIUM - Xin Hua Power - trance/dance

More of an ailing girl, unable to hurt anyone and who rather hurt or kill herself instead of seeing the others suffer, including her loved obsession...

It was funny as well to use some unusual voicebank arrangements, like the 3 Yukari voicebanks for "Ourania" at the same time, it gives some kind of godly effect... And the Yukari in "S-Laughter" was difficult to mix since there is a very low layer, that we could barely hear if I only left it. It still leaves a sort of manipulative Yukari in the end, especially in the choruses.

Also a challenge for the 4 first tracks, since I had to use at least one Massive loop preset and set everything at 125BPM with different music styles... So kokone has a sort of chill future pop, Lily a hard techno one, Xin Hua a club techno one and Stella a pop one.

On the other side, S-Laughter almost did the same challenge, but with Absynth and I did the song faster. The challenge was more for the vocals I'd say.

For the current works, still working on CD29, and honestly, the song I made the other day... Yeah, it smells well we got quarantined since few days ago in France. It's very well it... Apparently it affects me at this point...

Also I learnt Stella went alive again at the end of last month... I'm so glad! Sadly, still not Meiji's case... So I have just one "dead" singer?

Well, enjoy well the album, see you in few days for Nyui's songs and, mostly...

Stay
Safe
At
Home!

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

No worries I'm fine physically. The next album has now its tracks done (I just have to make album versions if necessary + the rest) so I can now announce it.

CD28.5 will be called "Dread Dream" and will be released on March 28, 2020 (Sat)!

It has 15 tracks (including the 4 songs of the personal series (Hellebore, Sunflower, Bindweed, Myosotis) + 2 songs of the Muse series (Ourania, Polymnia) + Imaginary Friend ; so 8 tracks are exclusive to this album!) and will feature IA, Yukari, Lily, Stella, Xin Hua, kokone and Kiritan!

A primary tracklist is done for CD29 with 12 tracks for now, but it's not impossible I extend a bit this list with other private tracks.

For now this is the schedule for the 5 upcoming public songs, which will be for CD29:

March 31st - Nyui - Invalid Revolution
April 5th - Nyui - A Night in the Cold
May 6th - MAYU - Night Shades
May 8th - Zunko - Kill my Boredom
May 10th - Meiji - Witches Do Not Fade

CD29 is nicknamed "Invalid Revolution" for now, like next Nyui's track. But yeah, for now, it's 12 tracks with the possibility of at least a new bonus track. The rest will depend of the organization.

The HS2 album: still on pause for now. But when the time will come, something will pop out eventually...

14 days to wait for the album, 16 for next song...

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

It's been a little while I didn't post in the news, so I'll start with the good new from one or two weeks ago. I had said earlier that I wanted to change my SSD for Windows by a greater one, which has been done with success. I even posted on Twitter the status of the two discs just after the change. Typically, I just cloned my former SSD onto the new one and everything happened as expected, more space in the Windows part. So now, I'm not worried anymore if someday I'll have to install VOCALOID5 and that the thing forces itself to the C: drive.

Another new, that is sadly, a bad one, is for Meiji. I learnt at the start of the month that Meiji actually died. Her blog doesn't exist anymore and her downloads got locked. Making me only missing the Fantasy voicebank. I'll actually continue to use her for now, but she will probably pass from main singer to just regular one due to that. I just hope the same won't happen with Nyui because these are two with really great quality among UTAUloids...

Finally, the "thing that will be clear". And I think I'll have to reassure some people.

Yesterday, a person sent me a mail saying they actually saw two of my songs via YouTube. One of them was indeed officially uploaded, the other one was never officially uploaded to YouTube, only to the blog and included in an album with a slightly different version (so a demo and an album version). Surprised of this answer, I asked for a link of this unofficial video and... I discovered a channel having reuploaded 63 of my works, including album exclusive tracks, including as well 2 of seleP's album tracks.

So... Yes there is a problem, because album exclusive tracks should never be on YouTube. It breaks a bit the exclusivity for the ones downloading the album... For free.

Because yes, all the songs are downloadable for free. There is no pirates with me. I give my works for free.

But that doesn't mean these can be reuploaded a bit like people wish...

I had to send seven complaints (yes, since YouTube's copyright complaint form only accepts 11 works/complaint, I had rathered if this would be only 1 or 2, but no, I had to make 7 of them...) against the channel yesterday evening. 3 hours ago (when I'm writing the post), YouTube sent me mails saying the content was removed... And the concerned channel got closed. Since there were 7 strikes (1/complaint) and that at 3, the channel gets closed.

To be honest, this is something I hate to do and that is horribly stressful. Very stressful because when you do a complaint for copyright, you have to be precize about what is being "stolen" in the video, that if they contact you again for more info, you have to give proofs it's you who did the work, and that if the form is being abused, it's your own channel who takes a strike. It's just horrible. Typically, the concerned person had no private contact form, neither any social network for a proper contact. In addition, the other videos were very questionable at copyright scale, also, I know seleP doesn't appreciate their album tracks (they're still fine for remixes and covers of these tracks, but not the tracks themselves, and as long they're credited and it's not for commercial purposes (normal...)) being reuploaded publicly like this, I saw no proof the user had actually good faith when reuploading these works.

So, lesson to learn:

do not reupload my works without permission, please, to any platform whatsoever

I might have scared some with that, so I'm going to give some cases where you are indeed authorized to publish something that has to do with my works and which cases it is forbidden to reupload these works:

1 - you are an artist making a cover (human or synthetized) or a remix of one my songs, and you have public proof that you use a vocal synth. Authorized. License grants you the right to use my work without permission if you are part of this group. Be careful to the platforms for some works (no yandere songs on piapro especially, age limits for explicit songs) and you'll be fine.

2 - you are contacting me for a remix or a cover, and I give you the necessary files to do so, whatever you are publicly shown as using vocal synths or not. Authorized. Getting my files say that you have my permission as long you respect the license rights, but I estimate everything will go fine.

3 - you are an artist using vocal synths directly reuploading my public works. Tolerated with conditions. Just be sure your channel does not authorize monetization, that you credit me well and that the reupload is under the same license as the original. And if your channel authorize monetization, it has to be deactivated on this particular reupload. It's better if you contact me first when doing that honestly. There are cases where it may not be authorized, so check the platforms restrictions.

4 - you are an artist using vocal synths directly reuploading album exclusive tracks. Forbidden. Album exclusive tracks are considered as restricted works, exclusive to albums. If I see you reuploading a direct album track, I'll try to contact you first if I have a private way to do so (= no drama), and if it doesn't work or that I don't have the way to do so, it's copyright complaint.

5 - you are not an artist using vocal synths directly reuploading my works, public or not. Forbidden. Per the license, all users that are not in the authorized group have to ask my permission to do so. For the album tracks, the answer to this permission will always be "no". For the other ones, see case 3. If ever I see you doing that, and that I can't contact you or get good faith, I'll send a copyright complaint.

6 - you are using one of my works in the conditions of fair use. Tolerated but not recommended. For this one, the thing is that the fair use is typically something American, and that France does not have a proper equivalent of this right. For this case, it's better to contact me. Just in case and that you won't get any issues.

7 - you are reuploading a nightcore/daycore version of one of my works. Really not recommended. To be honest I tried to nightcore one of my works and the result was just... Awful. If you are an artist using vocal synths, I may spare you (ref case 3) ; if you're not, I'll ask you to take the video down (ref case 5). So, at your own risk for this one.

8 - you are reuploading my work with misattribution, using it for commercial purpose, or do not share under the same license. You may get a notice or a copyright strike depending of the situation. If the failure to comply was done under 30 days since the reupload, I'll first warn you to correct the failures. If you still don't comply or that this delay is expired, I may send a claim.

So in a nutshell:

- if you send me a request of permission, I'm totally aware of what you are doing and I'm happy. Even if I don't publicly promote your work on social networks, this doesn't mean this doesn't affect me. So thanks to everyone who covered or remixed my songs and who showed me the results. You are sweeties.
- if you don't care sending me a permission and that you are not a confirmed artist or that you don't care about the license, this might bring your demise. Rather avoiding that. If it's just for reuploading works for the sake of reuploading works, it's just no. Giving downloads for free doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with. There is still a copyright behind. At legal scale.
- if ever you see someone reusing works without permission, always contact the concerned authors. I'm sure they'll be happy to know that you have found a little mine of unauthorized works and will probably ask to take them down.
- I can estimate if an user is in good faith or not from the start. If it's someone for example doing multiple copyright violations for multiple authors, there I won't ask myself questions and I'll directly go for the harshest solution, even if it doesn't please me. If I see it's a poor mistake, I'll contact you and say "woopsie, I think there is something wrong, can you please correct it?". Being nice with the authors and respect what they want you to do will only bring you sympathy.

If you have any questions, Twitter or mail. Don't hesitate. I'll answer as much as I can if I didn't cover all the cases here yet.

And don't stress, if you are in good faith, that you think there will be no problem seeing the cases, no worries!

Nynthixia

『Sunflower』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 17
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-200218-01136
LIN (full) : 「599 713 753」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-200221-001286
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Dread Dream - TRACK 2/15

Rating : Mature (first class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references, psychopathy
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

節約する人物の後ろに隠されていた憎しみ
無邪気な美しだけが日光に直面してあげるよ

君が私に引き起こした痛みについて覚えて
姿を消した日、間違った場所に行った、忘れない
そして今、ついにこの明るく晴れた日に出会ってた
向日葵は復讐の血からのどが渇いているよね

節約する人物の後ろに隠されていた憎しみ
無邪気な美しだけが日光に直面してあげるよ

この瞬間が来るのを絶望と悲しみで待った
誰も欲望を取り戻さないことを知っていたよ
この顔を完全に忘れることはできなかったよ
なだめると向日葵もまた幸せになっているよね

節約する人物の後ろに隠されていた憎しみ
無邪気な美しだけが日光に直面してあげるよ

Hatred hidden behind a saving figure
Only an innocent beauty will face the sunlight

I remember about the pain you caused to me
The day he disappeared, he went to the wrong place, I won't forget
And now we have finally encountered on this bright and sunny day
The sunflower is thirsty from the blood of the revenge

Hatred hidden behind a saving figure
Only an innocent beauty will face the sunlight

I waited in the despair and in the sorrow for this moment to come
I knew no one would bring back my desires
I was never able to fully forget this face
The sunflower will be happy again when I will be appeased

Hatred hidden behind a saving figure
Only an innocent beauty will face the sunlight

La haine dissimulée derrière une figure salvatrice
Face à la lumière du soleil, seule une beauté innocente sera spectatrice

Je me souviens de la douleur que tu m'as causée
Le jour où il a disparu, allé au mauvais endroit, je ne peux oublier
Et maintenant que nous nous sommes finalement rencontrés en ce jour ensoleillé
Le tournesol est assoiffé du sang de la vengeance qu'il a tant convoité

La haine dissimulée derrière une figure salvatrice
Face à la lumière du soleil, seule une beauté innocente sera spectatrice

J'ai attendu dans le désespoir et le chagrin que ce moment puisse arriver
Mais je savais que personne ne me ramènerait ce que je désirais
Je n'ai jamais été réellement capable d'oublier cette figure outragée
Le tournesol sera enfin heureux lorsque je serais apaisée

La haine dissimulée derrière une figure salvatrice
Face à la lumière du soleil, seule une beauté innocente sera spectatrice

Last song of these personal series.
Story: it's a woman whose the husband got killed in a gang war. She manages to find back the killer, a student in a high school, pretends to be a nurse wanting to heal him back after an accident she managed to cause him... And finally, when she reveals the truth, punishes the young boy.
The sunflower can truly be happy with the blood of its victim apparently...
Music: it's a bit more experimental than the others, more violent and dark. Sequence loop by Massive, riser and fall by theRiser, gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, hard kicks by Sytrus, ambient noise and leads by Absynth.

『Bindweed』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 17
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-200214-01135
LIN (full) : 「599 706 324」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-200214-001285
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Dread Dream - TRACK 1/15

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

あなたのことをとても心配していた
もう一人で残すことができなかった
一緒にいるにはどうすればいいだのね？
あなたなしで何をすべきかわからない...

あなたを見て、何も悪いことが起こらないことを確認してた
影に隠れて、とても怖かった、孤独に苦しみ続けていたよ

あなたのことをとても心配していた
もう一人で残すことができなかった
一緒にいるにはどうすればいいだのね？
あなたなしで何をすべきかわからない...

行き先が見えないこの恐ろしい悪夢に再び住みたくない
痛みを伴う記憶が浮上してきていく、もう我慢できない

あなたのことをとても心配していた
もう一人で残すことができなかった
一緒にいるにはどうすればいいだのね？
あなたなしで何をすべきかわからない...

I got so worried about you
I wasn't able to leave you alone anymore
What should I do to stay together?
I don't know what to do without you...

I was looking at you, to be sure nothing bad would happen
Hidden in a shadow, I was so afraid, I continued to torment myself in my loneliness

I got so worried about you
I wasn't able to leave you alone anymore
What should I do to stay together?
I don't know what to do without you...

I don't want to live again this frightening nightmare where I can't see where I am going
Painful memories are rising to the surface and I won't be able to stand it anymore

I got so worried about you
I wasn't able to leave you alone anymore
What should I do to stay together?
I don't know what to do without you...

J'étais si inquiète pour toi
Je ne pouvais te laisser seul comme cela
Pour que l'on reste ensemble, que dois-je faire ?
Sans toi je ne sais que faire...

Je te regardais, m'assurant que rien de mal ne t'arriverait
Cachée dans une ombre, j'avais si peur, dans ma solitude je n'ai cessé de me tourmenter

J'étais si inquiète pour toi
Je ne pouvais te laisser seul comme cela
Pour que l'on reste ensemble, que dois-je faire ?
Sans toi je ne sais que faire...

Je ne veux plus vivre ce cauchemar effrayant où je ne vois nul où je vais
Les souvenirs douloureux refont surface et je ne saurais plus le supporter

J'étais si inquiète pour toi
Je ne pouvais te laisser seul comme cela
Pour que l'on reste ensemble, que dois-je faire ?
Sans toi je ne sais que faire...

Bindweeds are very, very invasive plants...
Actually, it's about a girl who is so much worried about her lover she becomes very invasive, like this plant, seeking for his attention and deeply in love with him. That even someday she would decide to make him hers forever.
With kokone, I don't really like doing yandere, but here, I heavily censored the lyrics that all the yandere traits are so well hidden and it just becomes confusing than really violent. Maybe she would just give the aspect of an ill girl.
Music: I tried pop that has some urban/hip-hop aspects. To try with kokone, have a softer music than Stella or Xin Hua had. Sequence loop by Massive, pad by HALion Sonic SE, plucks by FLEX and accoustic guitar by Mikro Prism. It's very simple, light at first sight, but with this heavy atmosphere behind...

『Imaginary Friend』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3 Elements, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 17
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-200212-01134
LIN (full) : 「599 705 160」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-200213-001284
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : (unknown)

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

現実であなたに会うのは私だけ
無実の人の目に現れる幽霊
経験していた悲劇にもかかわらず
君の隣にいるとき、いつも幸せ

地平線を越えたこの遠い土地から来ていただよね
伝えるべき非常に多くの物語、悲劇でさえ
いつも耳を傾けて君を元気づけようとしてた
でも、どうしてあなたに会うことができる唯一の人？

現実であなたに会うのは私だけ
無実の人の目に現れる幽霊
経験していた悲劇にもかかわらず
君の隣にいるとき、いつも幸せ

一緒に永遠の幸福の秘密を見つけていたね
他の人にあなたに会いたくない理由はわからない
彼らとあなたの間に恥はないよ、約束しているよ
私たちは常に幸せであり、何も変わらないよ

現実であなたに会うのは私だけ
無実の人の目に現れる幽霊
経験していた悲劇にもかかわらず
君の隣にいるとき、いつも幸せ

I am the only one seeing you in the reality
A ghost appearing to the eyes of the innocent ones
Despite the tragedies I have been through
I am always happy when I'm next to you

Came from this distant land beyond the horizon
With so many stories to tell, even tragedies
I was always listening and trying to cheer you up
But why am I the only one able to see you?

I am the only one seeing you in the reality
A ghost appearing to the eyes of the innocent ones
Despite the tragedies I have been through
I am always happy when I'm next to you

Together we found the secret of eternal happiness
But I don't understand why you don't want others to see you
There will be no shame between them and you, I promise
We always have been happy, and nothing will change

I am the only one seeing you in the reality
A ghost appearing to the eyes of the innocent ones
Despite the tragedies I have been through
I am always happy when I'm next to you

Je suis la seule à te voir dans la réalité
Un fantôme qui apparaît aux yeux des innocents
Malgré les tragédies que j'ai dû traverser
Lorsque je suis à tes côtés, je suis heureuse éternellement

Venu d'une terre au-delà de l'horizon, au loin
Avec tant d'histoires à raconter, même des tragédies
J'écoutais toujours et j'essayais de te réconforter enfin
Mais pourquoi suis-je la seule à te voir ici ?

Je suis la seule à te voir dans la réalité
Un fantôme qui apparaît aux yeux des innocents
Malgré les tragédies que j'ai dû traverser
Lorsque je suis à tes côtés, je suis heureuse éternellement

Ensemble nous avons trouvé un secret d'éternel bonheur
Mais je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu refuses que les autres ne te voient
Je te promets, il n'y aura aucune honte entre eux et toi
Nous avons toujours été heureux, et rien ne changera notre bonheur

Je suis la seule à te voir dans la réalité
Un fantôme qui apparaît aux yeux des innocents
Malgré les tragédies que j'ai dû traverser
Lorsque je suis à tes côtés, je suis heureuse éternellement

A little child that has an imaginary friend. Some are creepy, some others really happy and innocent, and some others have a deep story and a tragic past.
Music: trance music. Piano by FL Keys, sequence pad by FLEX, pad by Toxic Biohazard, plucks by GMS, supersaws by Xpand!2.

『Hellebore』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 17
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-200209-01133
LIN (full) : 「599 702 187」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-200209-001283
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Dread Dream - TRACK 4/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

苦苦しい花は全てを失った、自身を復讐して
黒と美しい花びらが血のお金を払って、飛んで

君から少し近づいた、少し近づいた
だからあなたについて全てを学びていた
私の目標だ、あなたは逃げないでしょう
彼らはあなたを落とす理由をよく知って...

苦苦しい花は全てを失った、自身を復讐して
黒と美しい花びらが血のお金を払って、飛んで

恋をしたふりをして、今では現実になった
何をすべきか分からなかった、運命だった
あなたがしたことを忘れることはできない
ただの行為だった...では、なぜ震えているの？

苦苦しい花は全てを失った、自身を復讐して
黒と美しい花びらが血のお金を払って、飛んで

The scandalous flower had lost everything but will avenge herself
Black and beautiful petals having paid the blood money, flying away

I got a bit closer from you, just a bit closer
So I learned everything about you
You are my target, you won't escape
You know well why they want you down...

The scandalous flower had lost everything but will avenge herself
Black and beautiful petals having paid the blood money, flying away

I pretended to be in love, now it became reality
I didn't know what to do, I was doomed
But I can't forget what you have done
It was just an act... So why am I shivering?

The scandalous flower had lost everything but will avenge herself
Black and beautiful petals having paid the blood money, flying away

La fleur scandaleuse qui a tout perdu mais parviendra à se venger
Les magnifiques pétales noirs ayant payé le prix du sang, en train de s'envoler

Je me suis rapprochée de toi, rien qu'un petit peu de toi
Alors j'ai pu tout apprendre sur toi
Tu es ma cible, tu ne pourras m'échapper
Tu sais bien pourquoi les gens te veulent éradiqué...

La fleur scandaleuse qui a tout perdu mais parviendra à se venger
Les magnifiques pétales noirs ayant payé le prix du sang, en train de s'envoler

J'ai prétendu être amoureuse, mais c'est devenu la réalité
Je ne savais plus quoi faire, j'étais condamnée
Mais je ne peux oublier ce que tu avais fait
Ce n'était qu'un jeu d'acteur... Alors pourquoi je tremble en fait ?

La fleur scandaleuse qui a tout perdu mais parviendra à se venger
Les magnifiques pétales noirs ayant payé le prix du sang, en train de s'envoler

Second song of the personal series which don't have a name yet.
It's a girl who lost her parents to the one she is now hunting. Living all alone, she decided to be a mercenary to hunt them down, pretending to be a student in his class, and a passionate of drama art. She pretends first to be in love with him, which after this becomes true, but she can't forget the past...
Music: mostly Massive. If not only Massive. The project is quite unstable since I have a sort of weird glitch if I stop playing during the Massive synths. It's very club-orientated.

『Myosotis』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar 3 Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 17
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-200203-01132
LIN (full) : 「599 697 048」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-200204-001282
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Dread Dream - TRACK 3/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

何年も前の思い出は消えなかった、鏡は砕けてた
過去に見たものは現在と同じようには反映されない

それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
人生の両方がどれほど貴重だった
何も忘れていなかったらよかっただよね
痛みを伴う未来を殺して、逃げない
それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
実際に私をどれだけ愛していたか
どうして同じではないと思っていたのね？
初めからずっとあなたを愛していたから

もうこの子供ではなかっただよ、気持ちを捨ていなかったけど
拒否していた方法、忘れているとは信じられなかったよ

それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
人生の両方がどれほど貴重だった
何も忘れていなかったらよかっただよね
痛みを伴う未来を殺して、逃げない
それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
実際に私をどれだけ愛していたか
どうして同じではないと思っていたのね？
初めからずっとあなたを愛していたから

それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
人生の両方がどれほど貴重だった
何も忘れていなかったらよかっただよね
痛みを伴う未来を殺して、逃げない
それ以来、私を忘れていなかったなら
実際に私をどれだけ愛していたか
どうして同じではないと思っていたのね？
初めからずっとあなたを愛していたから

Memories from years ago didn't go away, the mirror shattered
What you looked at in the past will not reflect itself the same way in the present

If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How precious both of our lives were
I wish you hadn't forgotten anything
Killing a painful future and not running away
If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How much you actually loved me
How could you think we weren't the same?
Because I always loved you since the beginning

I wasn't this child anymore, but I didn't abandon my feelings
The way you rejected me, I couldn't believe you have forgotten

If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How precious both of our lives were
I wish you hadn't forgotten anything
Killing a painful future and not running away
If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How much you actually loved me
How could you think we weren't the same?
Because I always loved you since the beginning

If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How precious both of our lives were
I wish you hadn't forgotten anything
Killing a painful future and not running away
If only you hadn't forgotten me since then
How much you actually loved me
How could you think we weren't the same?
Because I always loved you since the beginning

Les souvenirs d'il y a quelques années ne sont pas partis, le miroir s'est brisé
Ne se reflètera pas à l'identique dans le présent ce que tu regardais dans le passé

Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment nos vies étaient précieuses à chérir
Si seulement tu n'avais rien oublié
Tuer un pénible futur et ne pas courir
Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment tu m'as aimée
Comment as-tu pu penser que nous étions différents ?
Car je t'ai aimé depuis tout ce temps

Je n'étais plus cette enfant, mais je n'ai pas délaissé mes sentiments
La manière dont tu m'as rejetée, je ne puisse y croire que tu aies oublié cependant

Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment nos vies étaient précieuses à chérir
Si seulement tu n'avais rien oublié
Tuer un pénible futur et ne pas courir
Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment tu m'as aimée
Comment as-tu pu penser que nous étions différents ?
Car je t'ai aimé depuis tout ce temps

Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment nos vies étaient précieuses à chérir
Si seulement tu n'avais rien oublié
Tuer un pénible futur et ne pas courir
Si seulement tu ne m'avais pas oubliée
Comment tu m'as aimée
Comment as-tu pu penser que nous étions différents ?
Car je t'ai aimé depuis tout ce temps

The myosotis, it's the forget-me-not, it's a little blue flower who desires to never be forgotten.
Welp, this girl, it's the same thing. A childhood friend who changed so much that is very hard to recognize her, and due to that, she thinks everyone forgot her... Even the one she loved so much.
She's not a yandere, more of a "sick girl".
Music: honestly I had difficulties to make this song, because lots of crashes... So I changed a bit the initial project and it gave this weird song. Loop seq by Massive, atmo pad by Absynth, lead by FLEX and plucks by FM8.

Hello, Nynthixia here

The computer is alive! (ᗒᗨᗕ) And is now on the right build (hello Insider build)...

Saw some of you were worried on Twitter, so basically, this is what happened:

- the reasons why I had to reset my unit are explained here (typically, it was too huge corruptions in the system)

- system restore began just after I posted "Ourania". I had done a clone of the DATA drive (not the Windows one) just in case it would wipe out all the drive. I had to restore this clone indeed because the restore had deleted me a good fifth of the drive (all that was programs actually)

- I had to do maintenance until even today, most of the apps were set alive again on Friday and Saturday. Massive and HALion Sonic SE quite scared me a bit, the first one searching a file on the wrong drive and the second one needing its Cubase AI install for the library presets (this is what I repaired today btw)

- I have still Neutron Elements having an error, but seems minor since the plugin itself seems to work, at least when I listen to the result... But it's not impossible you notice something different in the mastering if you have better ears than me... So as long I won't get a support answer for this (it's a bit special case of dual drives again) consider this problem as still active. Other plugins work perfectly though.

- Finally, no other loss, everything is safe for now!

So the next stuff will start in February, I hope I can be a bit more active in music (even if invisible for you since it will be private tracks)!
Nynthixia