Nynthixia productions

『Alexandra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161220-00436
LIN (full) : 「598 488 372」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161220-000552
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Tears of the Rose - TRACK 14/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

記憶がまだ残っている間希望は崩壊している
一番難しい状況でもあなたを放棄したことはない
悪夢のように過去の他の断片と一緒に忘れ去られた
私が長い間黙っていた気持ちはまだまだ痛い

長年が過ぎた後この不在中に多くのことが変わった
この幸せな未来についてこの約束を忘れたことはない
なぜこの気持ちが続く間にこれらの思い出が消えたの？
戦おうとしている痛い考えを理解しているの？

記憶がまだ残っている間希望は崩壊している
一番難しい状況でもあなたを放棄したことはない
悪夢のように過去の他の断片と一緒に忘れ去られた
私が長い間黙っていた気持ちはまだまだ痛い

それからあなたは誰かに会い私と同じ約束を彼に伝えます
過去を忘れて幸せと暖かい気持ちを分かち合う
これらの壊れた記憶とこれが破壊された希望は彼を許されない
甘い運命は何らかの不注意で散らかして失われた

あなたが私を忘れてしまったことは決して理解できなった
障害物を破壊した後、おそらくあなたは最終的に覚えている
あなたが取り除こうとしたこれらの思い出に流れる血
非常に長い時間が過ぎてから隠れることは同じ「愛している」...

The hopes are collapsing while the memories were still remaining
I never abandoned you even in the most difficult situations
Fallen into the oblivion with the other fragments of the past like a nightmare
The feeling I kept silent for a long time was still hurting so much

After many years have passed, many things have changed during this absence
I never forgot this promise about this happy future
Why these memories just disappeared while this feeling continued?
Do you understand the painful thought against which I try to fight?

The hopes are collapsing while the memories were still remaining
I never abandoned you even in the most difficult situations
Fallen into the oblivion with the other fragments of the past like a nightmare
The feeling I kept silent for a long time was still hurting so much

Then you will meet someone and tell him exactly the same promise as mine
Sharing some happiness and warm feelings while forgetting the past
These broken memories and this destroyed hope, I won't forgive him
A sweet fate shattered and lost because of some inattention

I never understood what you have forgotten me
After having destroyed the obstacles, maybe you finally will remember
The blood flowing with these memories that you tried to get rid of
Hiding since a very long time the same "I love you"...

Les espoirs s'effondrent alors que les souvenirs sont restés
Je ne t'ai jamais abandonnée même dans les situations les plus compliquées
Tombée dans l'oubli tel un cauchemar avec les autres fragments du passé
Le sentiment que j'ai gardé en silence pendant longtemps sans cesse me blessait

Après toutes ces années, tant de choses ont bougé quand je n'étais pas là
Je n'ai jamais oublié cette promesse à propos d'un avenir plein de bonheur
Pourquoi ces souvenirs ont disparu alors que ce sentiment a continué à grandir en moi ?
Comprends-tu la douloureuse pensée contre laquelle je me bats de tout mon cœur ?

Les espoirs s'effondrent alors que les souvenirs sont restés
Je ne t'ai jamais abandonnée même dans les situations les plus compliquées
Tombée dans l'oubli tel un cauchemar avec les autres fragments du passé
Le sentiment que j'ai gardé en silence pendant longtemps sans cesse me blessait

Alors tu rencontreras quelqu'un et tu lui diras la même promesse que celle que j'ai faite dans le passé
Échanger du bonheur et ces doux sentiments en oubliant le passé
Ces souvenirs cassés et cet espoir détruit, je ne le lui pardonnerai jamais
À cause d'un moment d'inattention, ce doux destin a été perdu et éclaté

Je n'ai jamais compris que tu m'avais totalement oubliée
Après avoir détruit les obstacles, peut-être qu'enfin tu te souviendrais
Le sang coulant avec ces souvenirs dont tu as tenté de te débarrasser
Et depuis très longtemps de ce "je t'aime" que j'avais caché...

This is a "re-write" of very old lyrics (August 2014, yeah, that old!). I was so ashamed of the former text and of the former system that I wrote again the same story with the current system. Much better!
Story : about two girls being friends during their childhood. When they grew up, they went on different ways and the other one forgot the heroine, who fell in love with her. She tries everything to be with her friend/lover, until trying to hurt the people she could meet, and finally suicided of despair.
Music : this is a big test with Xpand!2 (trance pad, arp, leads, even some beats), PoiZone for the arp pad, Harmor for the sublead (yeah, the arp instrument you hear at the end of the song), Sytrus for the hard kicks in the second part of the song. This is actually a hard trance track, the first part being mostly in the trance spirit, the second one getting closer from the hardcore/hard trance style. Since I know Lily sings well on hard style songs, I thought it would be a good idea to do this.

『Antigone』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161219-00435
LIN (full) : 「598 486 896」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161219-000551
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Tears of the Rose - TRACK 5/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)

これらの思考を止めることのない刑罰と苦しみの間に
まだ誰も理解したくない正義のために奮闘している
これらの人々は最終的な決定を下すことができると考えている
天国だけがこれらの命令を彼らの残虐さ以上に与えなければなりません

彼らは決して最も強力な神の法に従うことはありません
この悲しみとこれらの苦しい後悔を落とすために全てを試みました
なぜ天国を聞いて無邪気な女性を処罰するの？
あなたの無慈悲な言葉は将来不幸をもたらすでしょうか？

これらの思考を止めることのない刑罰と苦しみの間に
まだ誰も理解したくない正義のために奮闘している
これらの人々は最終的な決定を下すことができると考えている
天国だけがこれらの命令を彼らの残虐さ以上に与えなければなりません

地獄の入口を通り過ぎた後まだ地面に横たわっている
彼らの決定は容認できず、重い脅威に関係なく許されない
あなたの名誉を救うために私の人生を非難した
しかし他の誰かが私のために苦しみや苦しみを受けることを許さないでしょう...

これらの神聖な声は私の思考を共有し別の呪いを脅かす
この無駄な残虐行為は他の問題や悲劇の源になるでしょう
やったことや後悔することを修復するのは遅すぎた
もし私が彼に加わったら、彼の精神は和らげられるだろう...

Between the punishments and the suffering that won't stop these thoughts
I still struggle for a justice that nobody wants to understand
These people thinking that they can take a final decision
Only the heaven has to give these orders above their cruelty

They will never be obeying and surrending to the most powerful divine law
I tried everything to calm down this sadness and these painful regrets
Why even punishing an innocent woman listening to the heaven?
While your merciless words would bring the misfortune in the future?

Between the punishments and the suffering that won't stop these thoughts
I still struggle for a justice that nobody wants to understand
These people thinking that they can take a final decision
Only the heaven has to give these orders above their cruelty

Still lying on the ground after having passed the portals of the hell
Their decision is unforgivable, and regardless the heavy threats
I even condemned my life for saving your honor
But I won't let anyone else suffer and being in pain because of me...

These divine voices sharing my thoughts and threatening by another curse
This useless cruelty would be the source of other problems and tragedies
It was too late to repair what was done or even to regret
If I joined him, maybe his spirit would be appeased...

Entre les sanctions et la souffrance ne pouvant arrêter ces pensées
Je me bats toujours pour une justice que personne ne veut écouter
Ces gens qui pensent que la conclusion sera ce qu'ils ont décidé
Au-delà de leur cruauté, seuls les cieux ont le droit d'ordonner

Ils n'obéiront et ne se rendront jamais à la puissante divine loi
J'ai tout essayé pour calmer cette tristesse et ces douloureux regrets
Pourquoi même punir une femme innocente qui écoute les célestes voix ?
Alors que vos phrases sans pitié amèneraient le malheur sans tarder ?

Entre les sanctions et la souffrance ne pouvant arrêter ces pensées
Je me bats toujours pour une justice que personne ne veut écouter
Ces gens qui pensent que la conclusion sera ce qu'ils ont décidé
Au-delà de leur cruauté, seuls les cieux ont le droit d'ordonner

Encore allongé sur le sol après que les portails de l'enfer aient été franchis
Leur décision est impardonnable, et malgré les lourdes menaces pesant sur moi
Pour sauver ton honneur, j'ai été jusqu'à condamner ma propre vie
Mais je ne laisserai quiconque souffrir et ressentir la douleur à cause de moi...

Ces voix divines partageant mes pensées et maudissant leurs vies
Cette cruauté inutile serait la source d'autres problèmes et tragédies
Il était trop tard pour réparer de ce qui a été fait ou même pour regretter
Si je le rejoignais, peut-être que son esprit serait apaisé...

Long time I haven't used Momo... Time to repair this. Straight voicebank used for this song.
Story : in the Greek mythology, Antigone struggled for her deceased brother, considered as a traitor by the king, who was not buried for these reasons. Antigone, considering that the divine decisions (bury all dead people) is more important than what real people are saying, tries imploring the king to have some mercy. Then she was punished. After having understood what gods could do if Antigone's brother wasn't buried and Antigone freed, the king finally changes his mind... Too late, because Antigone already suicided.
Music : for the people who have not seen the screen on Twitter, the first pad was with PoiZone, the gated pads (because there are 2 presets) with GMS, the pluck with Xpand!2 (which is a great VST, for the moment given for free for a limited time, that's why I have it right now).
Song : Between 3 and 4 hours of work. The reason is the harmonies again. It's not as homogeneous as the other times, so trickier to do. I hope you'll really like it, because I worked very hard on it.

DOWNLOAD (12 TRACKS - CLASSIC VERSION)

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Finally, the album "The Flowers of the Evil"! Hooray!

Now, time to get the changelog. You already know that two tracks ("Too Much Quiet" and "The Flowers of the Evil") have been patched for quality issues at least. Here are more details.

Remember : "instrument" means that an instrument has been added or changed, "mixdown" is for the volumes, "lyrics" indicate a lyric change, "patch" is a repair of the demo, "extension" indicates that the song length has been raised.

When there isn't a title, that means that the album version is the same as the demo version.
Concerning patched songs (they are in yellow), it is highly recommended to replace your demos by the album versions if you have downloaded them. Better quality.

Too Much Quiet (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
[SINGER] Changed the voicebank (vivid)
[PATCH] Corrected the "off timed" parts caused by former voicebank
Same instru (same LIC)

Flown Away (feat. Tohoku Itako)
[INSTRUMENT] Added some SFX

The Flowers of the Evil (feat. Tohoku Itako)
[INSTRUMENT] Added voice SFX
[INSTRUMENT] Added beats in the 4th part of second verse
[INSTRUMENT] Added roll+SFX in the outtro
[MIXDOWN] Corrected the volume of voice SFX
[PATCH] Corrected the "robotic-sounding" phoneme (moresampler rendering)

Sophia (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
[EXTENSION] Extended outtro
[LYRICS] Doubled the ending lyric
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced volume of delayed parts

Drama Queen (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
[EXTENSION] Extended outtro

Viviana (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro

Marlene (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced the gated pad volume
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced capella volume

I hope you'll enjoy this album, this is actually one of the best ones I've made. There are many excellent or high quality songs, and few normal quality ones compared to usual (and I even improved the quality of the third track which was horrible (let's be honest!) for the demo, now it just has a "normal quality").

For info :
- tracks 1, 10, 11 and 12 are excellent quality
- tracks 2, 4, 5 and 6 are high quality
- tracks 3, 7, 8 and 9 are normal quality

I let you guess why, in the booklet, some text is red... (^_^)

Also, the albums now have a tracking number. This is an identifiant I'll use for every albums I've made. A list of all codes will be available soon (probably in a Google Sheet like the other catalogs).

Else, remember that by now, I'll enter in the very fast pace... One song everyday, with Thursday as exception because you'll have two instead of one. Don't forget to check this list!

Well, I just have to try my best.

Nynthixia

『Remains』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161218-00434
LIN (full) : 「598 486 545」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161218-000550
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Tears of the Rose - TRACK 3/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide references, confusing content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

暗闇の中に入る小さな断片と過去を忘れる
これらの思い出を一緒に集めることができました
いつもあなたのことを思い出して、この残酷さを許しないでした
これらの涙があなたの顔に届くと、私の悲しみが全て消えます

幸福には決して到達せず、これらの全ての希望は今や崩壊した
あなたを守ることができないという約束をしました
これらの努力でも未来は私たちの運命から切り離された
この冷たい空の暗闇の中であなたを一人もさせまない

暗闇の中に入る小さな断片と過去を忘れる
これらの思い出を一緒に集めることができました
いつもあなたのことを思い出して、この残酷さを許しないでした
これらの涙があなたの顔に届くと、私の悲しみが全て消えます

耐えられない思考は無数の部分に私の意識を破った
傷は癒されず、痛みを伴う拷問は引き続き行われます
ただの笑顔だけを見たいと思ったが、後悔するのは遅すぎます
多分別の世界で再びこの暖かさを満たすでしょう...

A little fragment falling into the darkness and I forget the past
We could assemble again these memories together
I always remembered about you and never forgave this cruelty
When these tears will reach your face containing all my sadness

I never reached the happiness and all these hopes have now collapsed
I made a promise that I couldn't hold to protect you
Even with these efforts, the future was being torn from our fates
I wouldn't let you alone in this cold and empty darkness

A little fragment falling into the darkness and I forget the past
We could assemble again these memories together
I always remembered about you and never forgave this cruelty
When these tears will reach your face containing all my sadness

The unbearable thoughts breaking my consciousness into countless pieces
The wounds will never be healed and the painful torture will still continue
I wanted to see just even a smile but it is too late to regret
Maybe in another world I'll meet again this warmth...

Un petit fragment tombant dans les ténèbres et j'oublie tout du passé
Ensemble, nous aurions pu ramasser ces souvenirs éparpillés
Je me suis toujours souvenue de toi et je n'ai jamais oublié cette cruauté
Quand ces larmes atteindront ton visage avec toute la tristesse qu'elles contenaient

Je n'ai jamais atteint le bonheur et tous ces espoirs se sont maintenant effondrés
Je n'ai pas pu la promesse que j'ai faite de pouvoir te protéger
Malgré tous ces efforts, le futur nous était arraché de nos destins
Je ne te laisserai pas seule dans ces ténèbres glacées et sans fin

Un petit fragment tombant dans les ténèbres et j'oublie tout du passé
Ensemble, nous aurions pu ramasser ces souvenirs éparpillés
Je me suis toujours souvenue de toi et je n'ai jamais oublié cette cruauté
Quand ces larmes atteindront ton visage avec toute la tristesse qu'elles contenaient

Les pensées insupportables brisant ma conscience en d'innombrables fragments
Les blessures ne seront jamais soignées et la pénible torture continuera éternellement
Je voulais voir ne serait-ce qu'un sourire mais il est trop tard pour regretter
Peut-être que dans un autre monde, cette douce chaleur, je la ressentirai...

To be honest, I began working on the music few days ago and it got stopped several times, maybe because I was afraid to fail it.
It's slower than usual (112BPM only) and I also had difficulties to finish it. I finally got a "correct" quality, but I'll try to do better with next songs, promised.
Music : sequence pad and second pad by Toxic Biohazard, lead by Harmor, supersaw pluck by GMS.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

The page for GUMI has been added to the blog, and now, all the singer pages indicate what is the motor used. Also updated the profiles of Zunko and Kiritan for their birthday dates (Oct 27th for Zunko and Feb 13th for Kiritan), I still don't have Itako's, but maybe someday if the info pops up...

(For info these dates were confirmed by the official Twitter of Zunko)

Well, enough told about this... I still have one song to do or on today or on tomorrow, and here is the schedule for next week! Like I said, there would be one day without any song and... Seems there is a beautiful occasion for this. Take your notepads and note!

MONDAY DECEMBER 19TH

CD11 - The Flowers of the Evil
(singers : Anna Nyui, Tohoku Itako, Tohoku Kiritan, Tohoku Zunko)

This is the day without any new song, but you have a whole album instead, so, I thought it would be a good idea. You still would have something to listen to. I changed the voicebank for "Too Much Quiet", the quality isn't perfect either, but a few better compared to the demo. Also, I fixed the problem with Itako and her "robotic-sounding" phoneme. Hope you'll get the album soon.

TUESDAY DECEMBER 20TH

Antigone (feat. Momone Momo)

After "CELOSINA" and the second song that will be aired on this weekend, third song to be part of the February album (I don't reveal the tracklist right now because I'm not sure if I'll extend it or not). I noticed that Momo had very few songs compared to some other regular singers that were here since the same time or since less time. This song will require a few research, but I made a part of the work few days ago already, I just have to do the lyrics, and here we go.
[Tragedy]

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 21ST

Alexandra (feat. Lily)

This one will be a rewriting of one of my very very old song tests, which had the same title but with all caps (it was on 2014). So, I still have the main idea, but the original lyrics are pretty bad compared to the recent ones, so I'll do again the lyrics, and do again the music entirely.
[Normal yandere, tragedy]

THURSDAY DECEMBER 22ND

Strangers (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) + She Does Not Want (feat. CUL)

Special birthday. That's why there was one day without any new song, because there are two in this one, and I should take a little advance on it.
Strangers : I wanted again a soft song for Yukari, after all the yandere ones she had, so maybe an "all audiences" song.
[Misc]
She Does Not Want : I still have no idea for this one, but I'll come out with a storyline. Promised!
[???]

FRIDAY DECEMBER 23RD

Megan (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)

And for those who will be wondering : no, I won't do the same style as Eyeris did with "Exorcism". But I still love this song personally (yeah, even if there are swearings in it).
Would more be maybe or a yandere or a yangire.
[Normal yandere or Yangire]

SATURDAY DECEMBER 24TH

Enora (feat. Namine Ritsu)

Still no idea for the story, will come soon I guess. But I thought that Ritsu was a few late compared to the other mains (not talking about Lily who has more more songs than any main singer!). So, he is also on the list.
[???]

SUNDAY DECEMBER 25TH

End of Suffering (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)

And the last one from the January album... With Oniko. Surely a tragedy. For her birthday.
[Tragedy]

+ unlock of GUMI

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Well... I should come back to work on my side.

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『CELOSINA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161215-00433
LIN (full) : 「598 484 071」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161216-000549
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Tears of the Rose - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

まだ沈黙の中にいる間、あなたの言葉を聞いて
心が砕け散って、どこにも行かず、見ることができない
思考が私を捕虜にしている空の世界を失った
地獄の深みに落ちるまで全てが消えている

これらの瞬間は、孤独の間に覚えて耐えられなくなりました
あなたはいつも私を無視して、敢えて背後を見ていない
これらの思い出はあまりにも痛いです、私の精神は逃げたい
この腐った体がすでに影の後ろに流れている

まだ沈黙の中にいる間、あなたの言葉を聞いて
心が砕け散って、どこにも行かず、見ることができない
思考が私を捕虜にしている空の世界を失った
地獄の深みに落ちるまで全てが消えている

まだ無限の拷問であなたを苦痛に思っている
あなたがいつも私を見ることを否定する現実にかかわらず
血まみれのものでさえも、全ての可能な涙を叫ぶことができます
彼が消えない限り、あなたの目にはまだ何もありません

今回拷問と絶望で待たなければなった
この血は最悪の腐敗によって所有された体から流出したものです
意識がなくなる前にあなたの注意を喚起したいと思っていた
あなたの視線が私の周りを回っていたら、この未来は確実に起こるだろう...

Listening to your words while I was still remaining in the silence
With the heart shattered into pieces, without nowhere to go, nowhere to look
Lost in an empty world in which the thoughts are keeping me prisoner
While everything is being erased until falling down into the depths of the hell

These moments became unbearable to remember during the loneliness
When you always ignored me without even daring to look behind
These memories are hurting so much, my spirit wants to escape
Flowing out this rottening body already falling behind the shadows

Listening to your words while I was still remaining in the silence
With the heart shattered into pieces, without nowhere to go, nowhere to look
Lost in an empty world in which the thoughts are keeping me prisoner
While everything is being erased until falling down into the depths of the hell

Still in an endless torture while painfully thinking about you
Regardless being in a reality in which you always deny to look at me
I can cry all the possible tears even the bloody ones
Unless he disappears, I'll still be nothing at your eyes

This time I had to wait in the torture and the despair
This blood that was spilled from a body possessed by the worst corruption
I was hoping to get your attention before the consciousness vanishes
If your gaze was turning around me, this future would surely happen...

En train d'écouter tes mots alors que dans le silence je demeurais
Avec le cœur brisé en morceaux, sans nulle part où aller ni même où regarder
Perdue dans un monde vide où je suis prisonnière de mes pensées
Où tout serait effacé dans les profondeurs de cet enfer jusqu'à en tomber

Dans cette solitude, ces moments devenus insupportables à se souvenir
Quand tu m'as toujours ignorée sans même oser te retourner pour regarder
Ces souvenirs qui me faisaient tellement mal, mon esprit veut s'échapper
Dans les ombres, coulant de ce corps en train de pourrir

En train d'écouter tes mots alors que dans le silence je demeurais
Avec le cœur brisé en morceaux, sans nulle part où aller ni même où regarder
Perdue dans un monde vide où je suis prisonnière de mes pensées
Où tout serait effacé dans les profondeurs de cet enfer jusqu'à en tomber

Toujours dans une torture sans fin où je continue douloureusement de penser à toi
Même en étant dans une réalité où tu as toujours refusé de me regarder
Je peux pleurer toutes les larmes possibles y compris les ensanglantées
À moins qu'il ne disparaisse, à tes yeux je ne serai toujours rien pour toi

Ce temps que j'ai eu à attendre dans la torture et le désespoir
Ce sang renversé d'un corps possédé par la pire des corruptions
Avant que ma conscience ne s'évanouisse, j'espérais pouvoir avoir un peu de ton attention
Si ton regard s'était tourné vers moi, ce futur aurait encore un peu d'espoir...

I honestly thought I'd do worse. And... It actually sounds good!
Music : sequence pad and second full pad with Toxic Biohazard, gated pad by Sytrus (a good old one), pluck by Autogun, lead by Sawer. And the Slayer of course, that we don't introduce anymore.

『Pull the Trigger』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161211-00426
LIN (full) : 「598 480 370」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161211-000541
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 15/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : shocking content, murder references
Restricted on : (none)

 

無限の夜と幻想によって歪められた現実の間
腐敗した血が流れているのを感じながら落ち着きない
誰も彼らの前で同じものを見たり、声を聞いたりすることはない
すぐに完全に知られている世界の終わりが始まるでしょう

残りの影だけが狂気の声で命じられます
いかなる決定をしたり、命を救うことさえできなくても
これらの人々は私の絶望への秋まで私に叫んだ
このひどい夢はただ一つの動きで消えなければならない

これらの考えたとえその価値がある全てのものに対しても闘いを試みました
何も消えることはない、そんなに抵抗することはもうできない
人々はこの不眠症がこの呪いの理由であると考えている
しかし、この嫌がらせは私の精神よりも強くいつも殴られている...

残りの影だけが狂気の声で命じられます
いかなる決定をしたり、命を救うことさえできなくても
これらの人々は私の絶望への秋まで私に叫んだ
このひどい夢はただ一つの動きで消えなければならない

残りの影だけが狂気の声で命じられます
いかなる決定をしたり、命を救うことさえできなくても
これらの人々は私の絶望への秋まで私に叫んだ
このひどい夢はただ一つの動きで消えなければならない

Between the endless nights and the reality distorted by the illusions
Still restless while feeling the corrupted blood flowing
Nobody seeing the same things in front of them, nor hearing the voices
The end of a perfectly known world will soon be triggered

Just a remaining shadow being ordered by the voices of insanity
Without even the possibility to make any decision nor saving any lifes
These people shouting at me until my fall into the despair
This awful dream has to disappear just with a single move

I tried to struggle against these thoughts, even everything that would be worth it
Nothing vanishes, I can't stand anymore against so much resistance
People are thinking that this insomnia could be the reason of this curse
But this harassment is stronger than my spirit and I'm always beaten...

Just a remaining shadow being ordered by the voices of insanity
Without even the possibility to make any decision nor saving any lifes
These people shouting at me until my fall into the despair
This awful dream has to disappear just with a single move

Just a remaining shadow being ordered by the voices of insanity
Without even the possibility to make any decision nor saving any lifes
These people shouting at me until my fall into the despair
This awful dream has to disappear just with a single move

Entre les nuits sans fin et la réalité que les illusions ont déformée
Encore réveillée alors que je sens ce sang corrompu couler
Personne ne voyant les mêmes choses devant eux, sans même entendre les voix
Quelque chose déclenchera la fin d'un monde que nous connaissons sur le bout des doigts

Juste une ombre aux ordres des voix de la folie
Sans même avoir la possibilité de faire une décision ou de sauver des vies
Ces gens qui me hurlent dessus jusqu'à me faire tomber dans le désespoir définitivement
Cet affreux rêve doit disparaître d'un seul mouvement

J'ai essayé de me battre contre ces pensées, qu'importe les moyens utilisés
Rien ne s'évanouit, toute seule je ne peux plus résister dorénavant
Les gens pensent que ce manque de repos serait la raison des malheurs qui me sont arrivés
Mais je suis toujours battue, mon esprit étant plus faible que leurs harcèlements...

Juste une ombre aux ordres des voix de la folie
Sans même avoir la possibilité de faire une décision ou de sauver des vies
Ces gens qui me hurlent dessus jusqu'à me faire tomber dans le désespoir définitivement
Cet affreux rêve doit disparaître d'un seul mouvement

Juste une ombre aux ordres des voix de la folie
Sans même avoir la possibilité de faire une décision ou de sauver des vies
Ces gens qui me hurlent dessus jusqu'à me faire tomber dans le désespoir définitivement
Cet affreux rêve doit disparaître d'un seul mouvement

Story : about a girl who has a very, very serious mental disorder... She often hears voices telling her to end the world, for example by harming or killing people. She tried to fight against it, nothing to do. She even loses her sleep, driving her deeper in the insanity. (No, really, insomnia can drive you crazy at a certain point) And when people try to warn her, she often sees them as bad people.
Music : very cold and dark music, using Toxic Biohazard for the sequence pad and the second lead (the pluck too, since this is the same instrument as the lead). Atmo pad by PoiZone, which also does an excellent work for this type of things... And makes some parts of the music more disturbing. Simple music but very efficient.

『Morgana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161210-00425
LIN (full) : 「598 479 688」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161210-000540
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : shocking content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

誰も感じたこの嫉妬について覚えているだけです
ちょうどあなたを守り再びこの暖かさを感じたかった
愛と憎しみとの間の囚人、破壊の端にある世界の近く
闇の中で泣き出し深い絶望に陥り始めた...

ついにあなたは私のことを聞いて守りますか？
あなたがこの世界とこれらの裏切り者の崩壊を見たら
血まみれの戦場に囲まれたこの復讐の苦い味
あなたの人生が消え去っている間に、天国に戻ってきました

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Everyone only remembering about this jealousy that I was feeling
I just wanted to protect you and feel again this warmth
Prisoner between the love and the hatred, near a world at the edge of the destruction
I started to cry in the darkness and falling into a deep despair...

Will you finally listen to me and obey?
When you'll see the demise of this world and of these traitors
The bitter taste of this revenge surrounded by a bloody battlefield
While your life was fading away, bringing you back to the paradise

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

Tout le monde ne se souvenait que de cette jalousie que je ressentais
Je voulais juste ressentir cette chaleur encore une fois et assurer ta protection
Prisonnière entre l'amour et la haine, près d'un monde au bord de sa destruction
Dans le noir, j'ai commencé à tomber dans le désespoir et à pleurer...

Vas-tu enfin m'obéir et m'écouter ?
Lorsque tu verras la destruction de ce monde et des gens qui t'ont trahi
Le goût amer de cette vengeance entouré par un champ de bataille ensanglanté
Alors que ta vie s'effaçait, te ramenant au paradis

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

For Stella's birthday! And actually this is the best song featuring her that I made.
For info, Morgana isn't a yandere. The lyrics may look like a yandere song a few, but she is just (at least here) a torn woman, not hesitating to manipulate some people... And who can actually be a good person, especially for healing some people.
For those who understood, it's inspired by the myth of the fairy Morgan. This is a tricky one, to the point I had to modify several things, remove another ones... The problem is that the point of view of people for Morgana has changed from the good to the bad one. First seen as being nice, then as an evil and jealous "witch". No kidding, her image really was degraded in the time.
So yeah, the lyrics were a few a pain to write!
Music : sequence pad by Toxic Biohazard, except for the bridge one that was made with a Sytrus preset. The pluck is an ensemble of 2 Sawer presets, and the lead track is with GMS (long time I haven't used this one by the way).

Hello, Nynthixia there!
At more than 10 PM, still awake and trying to fight against her fatigue, but still standing!

I said on yesterday a little... Thing on Twitter... That in few days there would be a big change in my producer's life...

Well, know what? On the 25th, I'll have the chance to get GUMI!

And because there I'll begin to not have the choice, I took the Native VB for Vocaloid 4. So starter pack.

___________________________________

To be honest... I still don't have plans for GUMI. For the moment, of course, maybe someday.

I also know that I'll air something for Kiritan for February 13th, same for kokone the next day. Wow. That will be tight, but I'll manage to find a solution.

____________________________________

Concerning the January cover... Probably "ALETHEA" "BETH" with the instru made by feli, and the singer will be MAYU. I know the song is already a yandere one, plus, I think I have to train with MAYU.
Seriously. A serious training with this singer.
And I'll set this for mid-January (no precize air date), and it will be on Tmbox only.

Well that's all for the moment. Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Heart Executioner』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161206-00424
LIN (full) : 「598 476 594」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161207-000539
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 4/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたの愛を保つために私が決して放棄しない気持ち
これらの思考の囚人は決して消え去ることはない
決して選択をした人ではなかった、誰も決めることはできない
連鎖を壊して最後の実行から心を控える

一見するとあなたについて考えを止めたことはない
この未来とこの幸せは私たちがこの世界にもたらしうるものです
この虚弱な精神の中でこの小さな心を壊したかったことはありませんでした
意味を持つ言葉を一つも伝えることはできない

あなたの愛を保つために私が決して放棄しない気持ち
これらの思考の囚人は決して消え去ることはない
決して選択をした人ではなかった、誰も決めることはできない
連鎖を壊して最後の実行から心を控える

多くの壊れた心がお互いを満たしている無意味な世界
笑顔の背後に隠された考えから残っている小さな希望
この感情の責任は何もありません、私たちはどちらも原因を知っている
これはちょっと偶然起こる偶然な状況です

最後の心の実行...
最後に、最後に...
彼らのために...
誰が殺された...
誰が...

The feeling that I'll never abandon to keep your love
Prisoner of these thoughts never fading away
I was never the person who made the choice, nobody can decide
Breaking the chains refraining the heart from a last execution

At the first sight I never stopped thinking about you
This future and this happiness that we could both bring to this world
I never wanted to break this little heart inside this fragile spirit
Never being able to tell a single word that has a meaning

The feeling that I'll never abandon to keep your love
Prisoner of these thoughts never fading away
I was never the person who made the choice, nobody can decide
Breaking the chains refraining the heart from a last execution

A meaningless world where many broken hearts are meeting each other
The little hope remaining from the thoughts hidden behind smiles
Nothing is the responsible about this feeling, we both know the cause
This is just a random situation happening at some moment

A last heart execution...
A last, a last...
Because of them...
Who have been killed...
Who have been...

Le sentiment que, pour notre amour, je n'abandonnerai jamais
Prisonnière de ces pensées qui ne s'évanouissaient jamais
Je n'ai pas été celle qui a fait le choix, personne ne peut effectuer la décision
De casser les chaînes retenant ce cœur d'une dernière exécution

Dès le premier regard je n'ai cessé de penser à toi
Ce futur et ce bonheur que dans ce monde nous pourrions amener
Je n'ai jamais voulu briser ce petit cœur dans ton esprit fragilisé
Je n'ai jamais pu dire un mot qui avait une signification pour toi

Le sentiment que, pour notre amour, je n'abandonnerai jamais
Prisonnière de ces pensées qui ne s'évanouissaient jamais
Je n'ai pas été celle qui a fait le choix, personne ne peut effectuer la décision
De casser les chaînes retenant ce cœur d'une dernière exécution

Un monde sans signification où tant de cœurs brisés se sont rencontrés
Le petit espoir restant de nos pensées qui derrière tant de sourires s'est dissimulé
Rien n'est responsable de ce sentiment, nous connaissons la raison parfaitement
C'est juste une situation aléatoire qui arrive à un certain moment

L'exécution d'un dernier cœur...
Un dernier, un dernier...
La faute, c'est la leur...
Qui ont été tués...
Ont été...

When I say "heart executioner", what are you thinking about in the first place? Maybe someone who accumulates the meetings with several lovers. And abandoning them one by one. And if it had an all other meaning... Such as killing the people who would be too much curious about our lover?
When you read the first lyrics, "OK that's good, she seems to be a good girl"... Until the huge sanity slippage at the end. Never trust a so innocent face, else you'll never understand what will happen.
Music : the light pad by Sytrus, and it's one pad you know quite well now (and I love it), choirs by a DSK plugin, and all the rest (sequence pads) by Toxic Biohazard. Sorry about the capella, it's a few less well done than the first song I made with CUL... But it's not that horrible either.