Morgana

『Morgana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161210-00425
LIN (full) : 「598 479 688」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161210-000540
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : shocking content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

誰も感じたこの嫉妬について覚えているだけです
ちょうどあなたを守り再びこの暖かさを感じたかった
愛と憎しみとの間の囚人、破壊の端にある世界の近く
闇の中で泣き出し深い絶望に陥り始めた...

ついにあなたは私のことを聞いて守りますか？
あなたがこの世界とこれらの裏切り者の崩壊を見たら
血まみれの戦場に囲まれたこの復讐の苦い味
あなたの人生が消え去っている間に、天国に戻ってきました

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Everyone only remembering about this jealousy that I was feeling
I just wanted to protect you and feel again this warmth
Prisoner between the love and the hatred, near a world at the edge of the destruction
I started to cry in the darkness and falling into a deep despair...

Will you finally listen to me and obey?
When you'll see the demise of this world and of these traitors
The bitter taste of this revenge surrounded by a bloody battlefield
While your life was fading away, bringing you back to the paradise

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

Tout le monde ne se souvenait que de cette jalousie que je ressentais
Je voulais juste ressentir cette chaleur encore une fois et assurer ta protection
Prisonnière entre l'amour et la haine, près d'un monde au bord de sa destruction
Dans le noir, j'ai commencé à tomber dans le désespoir et à pleurer...

Vas-tu enfin m'obéir et m'écouter ?
Lorsque tu verras la destruction de ce monde et des gens qui t'ont trahi
Le goût amer de cette vengeance entouré par un champ de bataille ensanglanté
Alors que ta vie s'effaçait, te ramenant au paradis

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

For Stella's birthday! And actually this is the best song featuring her that I made.
For info, Morgana isn't a yandere. The lyrics may look like a yandere song a few, but she is just (at least here) a torn woman, not hesitating to manipulate some people... And who can actually be a good person, especially for healing some people.
For those who understood, it's inspired by the myth of the fairy Morgan. This is a tricky one, to the point I had to modify several things, remove another ones... The problem is that the point of view of people for Morgana has changed from the good to the bad one. First seen as being nice, then as an evil and jealous "witch". No kidding, her image really was degraded in the time.
So yeah, the lyrics were a few a pain to write!
Music : sequence pad by Toxic Biohazard, except for the bridge one that was made with a Sytrus preset. The pluck is an ensemble of 2 Sawer presets, and the lead track is with GMS (long time I haven't used this one by the way).