『Becoming Stronger』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211005-01289
LIN (full) : 「600 332 889」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211005-001443
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 1/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

この声は恐ろしいと感じてるけど
強くなることは悪いことではないよ
どうすれば雪の墓を掘ることができる？
世界では誰も死ぬことはできないね？

今敵よりも強くなっているだよ
凍りついて眠く、まだ生きているの？
でも言われていることをしているだけ
なぜこの声はそんなに怖がらせる？

逃げてくれ、雪が降る前に逃げてくれ
自分を抑える選択がないだけに
この魔法を知らない、聞いたことがない
知らない呪文を唱えたときに起こること

気分が悪くてもう先に進めない
教えて、友達を殺させているの？
雪の墓を知らない、思い出せない
強くなっている、ただの悪夢のよね？

今敵よりも強くなっているだよ
凍りついて眠く、まだ生きているの？
でも言われていることをしているだけ
なぜこの声はそんなに怖がらせる？

This voice feels terrifying but
Becoming stronger isn't a bad thing
How can I dig a grave of snow?
No one can die in the world, right?

Now I'm just becoming stronger than the enemy
Frozen to sleep, are they still alive?
But I'm just doing what I'm being told
Why is this voice terrifying me so much?

Run away, run away before snow falls
I don't have a choice to restrain myself
I don't know this magic, never heard about it
This is what happens when I cast a spell I don't know

I'm feeling unwell I can't proceed anymore
Tell me, are you making me killing my friends?
I don't know the grave of snow, I can't remember
I'm becoming stronger, this is just a nightmare right?

Now I'm just becoming stronger than the enemy
Frozen to sleep, are they still alive?
But I'm just doing what I'm being told
Why is this voice terrifying me so much?

Cette voix a l'air terrifiante mais
Devenir plus forte n'est pas si mauvais
Comment puis-je creuser une tombe enneigée ?
Personne dans ce monde ne peur mourir, pas vrai ?

Maintenant je deviens plus forte que l'ennemi
Gelé jusqu'au sommeil, est-il encore en vie ?
Je fais juste ce que l'on me dit cependant
Pourquoi cette voix me terrifie-t-elle autant ?

Cours, cours avant que ne tombent les chutes enneigées
Me restreindre n'est pas pour moi une possibilité
Je ne connais pas cette magie, jamais entendu parler
Voilà ce qui arrive quand je lance un sort que je connais pas

Je me sens mal je ne peux plus avancer
Me fais-tu tuer tous mes amis dis-moi ?
Je ne connais pas la tombe de neige, je ne me souviens pas
Je deviens plus forte, c'est juste un cauchemar pas vrai ?

Maintenant je deviens plus forte que l'ennemi
Gelé jusqu'au sommeil, est-il encore en vie ?
Je fais juste ce que l'on me dit cependant
Pourquoi cette voix me terrifie-t-elle autant ?

I had done a screenshot of the project and posted it to Twitter the day I did this instrumental.
Music: trance type, with very cold and wintery sounds. Atmo by Haunted Spaces, arp and synth line by GMS, sidechained pad by Arkhis, supersaws by Xpand!2 and mallet leads by Mallet Flux.
Story: (contains spoilers)
It's about the Snowgrave route of Deltarune chapter 2. Where you typically manipulate a poor childhood friend making her believe she is becoming stronger, by mentally breaking her...

(Re) hello, Nynthixia here again

Sorry got so busy with material I forgot about the album... But no worries, here it is!

DOWNLOAD ALBUM

Here are the changes and the new ones:

Humanity Belongs to Nature (feat. Tohoku Zunko) [PATCHED] [YANDERE]

Added Tiny Thumb Pianos and Array Mbira to the bridge party. When I did the album version I didn't have Kalimba back then.
Forgot to say it in the certificate, but the koto patterns also have another octave pitch added to their original one.

Yggdrasil (feat. Tohoku Zunko) [NEW!]

Yggdrasil is the tree of life in Nordic mythology. So I did a song about it and how some knowledge was acquired thanks to it. Unlike the other song, I didn't touch the cute/cool setting for Zunko.

Banned Witchcraft (feat. Namine Ritsu) [NEW!] [YANDERE]

What is going on when you play with love? You get someone too obsessed towards you that even your deepest love gets broken.

XELAENO (feat. MAYU) [NEW!] [YANDERE]

Once a beautiful girl soon rejected by her love interest for a more beautiful girl. It makes some jealous women...

Mirror Oh Mirror (feat. Kizuna Akari) [NEW!]

It's a bit inspired by the evil queen in Snow White. Except that the mirror incessantly tells her she is the most beautiful in the world, and that if her jealousy goes on, it will bring her to her own loss...

Intoxicating Perfume (feat. Lily) [NEW!]

Not for all audiences. Typically it's a sadistic woman enjoying to punish all sinners in the most gruesome and cruel way possible.

Worshipping the Darkness (feat. VY1) [NEW!] [OST CANDIDATE]

When a young woman embraces the curse of becoming a vampire...

Black Goat with a Thousand Youths (feat. VY1) [NEW!] [SERIES]

New series: Lovecraftian mythos series! This is themed about Shub-Niggurath, goddess of fertility and of primitive nature. There will be several songs like this, as inedite album tracks in following albums. It was the huge test I did with Ashlight at the time, so you'll be able to taste all its greatness!

JIMENIA -Truth- (feat. CUL) [NEW!] [YANDERE]

The before the last Truth instatements. The behind the scenes about maybe why JIMENIA became so obsessive.

See you in few days...

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Since the huge black Friday reductions are getting over and now all the companies from which I generally buy things did their sales, I can now announce what was added to my material for the month of November. I'll first start with Tsuina.

She arrived at the end of November 25th, bought on DLSite. Since DLSite added the AI release on the Japanese midnight which is currently 4 PM for me, that means I technically bought her on November 25th. I also had a coupon to get her a little cheaper than the usual.

She is now well installed. Tsuina's deadlines will be September 8th and February 3rd. You'll hear her in an album to be released on 2022. So don't expect songs with her until the end of year strict minimum.

OK now the materials... Since there are way too much material compared to usual I'll go per company

Black Octopus

Several sound packs, especially some more vocal atmospheres, presets for Serum and Harmor (Beats from the Ship and Biomorphic)

Cymatics

Lots and lots of sound packs including the limited Mercury. Just bought all the new packs released for $5 just this morning. Got all the remaining Gems packages especially, along with some other ones.

Embertone

Shan Bawu, Canjo (for free), Jubal Flute, Ocarina Amaya

Eplex7

Took a library for dark atmospheres.

Glitchmachines

Bought Fragment... Or actually, got it for free thanks to virtual cash on Plugin Boutique. They reduced so much the price from €25 to €5. So £3.51. I had £3.54 in virtual cash. So got it for free. This is my revenge for not seeing it in sales for so long!

Native Instruments

Completed a bit the instruments with Glaze, Action Strings 2, Picked Nylon, Electric Vintage, along with the missing packs from Massive X. At the end of October I also took the 3 Session Keys libraries.

Soniccouture

Their sales started yesterday, I got for almost half price for the whole selection I took: Glass Works, Bowed Gamelan, Balinese Gamelan II and The Conservatory Collection. Earlier in the month, they did an update on Geosonics I wanted to take, so I took Geosonics II along with its preset packs.

Soundiron

Los Andes Pan Flutes, all the Ancient Greek collection instruments (winds, strings, percussions), all the Sonespheres, Kalimba, Temple Drums, Ambius Prime, Voice of Wind Connie

Strezov Sampling

Jade Ethnic Orchestra. I had initially downloaded their Xiao freebie and the quality was so high... I waited for JEO to lower its price and got it with... ~€168 less than the usual?

So yeah there was A LOT.

But I'm glad and that's all that matters.

I think I finished my big wishlists for now...

See you on December 1st for a song with KAFU... Little hint: "how to destroy someone else's childhood by manipulating them at becoming stronger"

Nynthixia

『Testing Specimens』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211005-01288
LIN (full) : 「600 332 456」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211005-001442
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 13/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : shocking content (human experimentation topic)
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

私の人生は何度も使われていた
正確に何回か思い出せなかったよ
まるで記憶が部分的に消されたかので
だから痛みに苦しむことはないだろうよ
過去から全てを取り除くことはできない
寒い鎖が拘束してるのを感じて
意識は彼らにとって重要ではないよ
ただ操作された存在を持っているだよ

人生は犠牲になっていた、精神は崩壊していたね
理由がわからないまま、体の外から見えることがあるよ

私の人生は何度も使われていた
正確に何回か思い出せなかったよ
まるで記憶が部分的に消されたかので
だから痛みに苦しむことはないだろうよ
過去から全てを取り除くことはできない
寒い鎖が拘束してるのを感じて
意識は彼らにとって重要ではないよ
ただ操作された存在を持っているだよ

人類の知識はまだ宇宙を理解するには遠すぎてる
でも未来のために命を危険にさらす必要があるの？

私の人生は何度も使われていた
正確に何回か思い出せなかったよ
まるで記憶が部分的に消されたかので
だから痛みに苦しむことはないだろうよ
過去から全てを取り除くことはできない
寒い鎖が拘束してるのを感じて
意識は彼らにとって重要ではないよ
ただ操作された存在を持っているだよ

My life has been used so many times
I couldn't remember exactly how many times
It's as if my memories were partially erased
So I wouldn't suffer from pain
I can't get rid of everything from my past
I feel the cold chains restraining me
My consciousness isn't important to them
I just have a manipulated existence

My life has been sacrificed, my spirit has collapsed
I sometimes see from outside my body, without knowing why

My life has been used so many times
I couldn't remember exactly how many times
It's as if my memories were partially erased
So I wouldn't suffer from pain
I can't get rid of everything from my past
I feel the cold chains restraining me
My consciousness isn't important to them
I just have a manipulated existence

Humanity's knowledge is still too far away to understand the universe
But do they really have to put lives at stake for the future's sake?

My life has been used so many times
I couldn't remember exactly how many times
It's as if my memories were partially erased
So I wouldn't suffer from pain
I can't get rid of everything from my past
I feel the cold chains restraining me
My consciousness isn't important to them
I just have a manipulated existence

Ma vie a été utilisée tant de fois
Je ne pouvais me souvenir de combien de fois
C'est comme si mes souvenirs étaient partiellement effacés
Pour que la douleur ne puisse pas me déranger
Je ne peux me débarrasser de tout mon passé
Je ressens les chaînes froides me restreignant
Ma conscience n'a pas d'importance pour ces gens
J'ai juste une existence manipulée

Ma vie a été sacrifiée, mon esprit s'est effondré
Je vois parfois en dehors de mon corps, sans savoir pourquoi cela puisse arriver

Ma vie a été utilisée tant de fois
Je ne pouvais me souvenir de combien de fois
C'est comme si mes souvenirs étaient partiellement effacés
Pour que la douleur ne puisse pas me déranger
Je ne peux me débarrasser de tout mon passé
Je ressens les chaînes froides me restreignant
Ma conscience n'a pas d'importance pour ces gens
J'ai juste une existence manipulée

Le savoir de l'humanité est encore trop loin de comprendre l'univers
Mais doivent-ils vraiment mettre à rude épreuve des vies pour le bien que l'avenir leur confère ?

Ma vie a été utilisée tant de fois
Je ne pouvais me souvenir de combien de fois
C'est comme si mes souvenirs étaient partiellement effacés
Pour que la douleur ne puisse pas me déranger
Je ne peux me débarrasser de tout mon passé
Je ressens les chaînes froides me restreignant
Ma conscience n'a pas d'importance pour ces gens
J'ai juste une existence manipulée

Secret government human experimentation. This is something horrible that really happened. And since the album the song should be is about mental traumas... This is something you can't pass next to.
Music: added some world instruments. Atmo by Arkhis, guqin and kane by East Asia, yangqin by Yangqin, lead by Symphony Series Woodwind Solo, kalimba arps by Tiny Thumb Pianos.

『What I Have Been Through』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211005-01287
LIN (full) : 「600 332 176」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211005-001441
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 5/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

たくさんの転倒を目撃した、とても壊れてと感じて
それでもまだ過去について考えて、痛みをよみがえらせて

もうこの悪夢を生きたくなくて、もう悲鳴を聞きたくなくてよ
私を見ただけで、何を経験したか推測できていたの？

たくさんあったので、いつか体を数えるのをやめていたよ
彼らの虐待を止めたかった傷を癒したかっただけど

もうこの悪夢を生きたくなくて、もう悲鳴を聞きたくなくてよ
私を見ただけで、何を経験したか推測できていたの？

I have witnessed so many falls, I feel so broken inside
Yet I still think about past, reviving pain

I don't want to live this nightmare anymore, not listen the screams
Just by looking at me, can you guess what I have been through?

There were so many, I stopped counting bodies someday
I just wanted to stop their abuse and my heal my wounds

I don't want to live this nightmare anymore, not listen the screams
Just by looking at me, can you guess what I have been through?

J'ai été témoin de tant de chutes, je me sens si brisée au fond de mon cœur
Et pourtant je repense au passé, ravivant la douleur

Je ne veux plus revivre ce cauchemar, je ne veux plus écouter hurler
Juste en me regardant, peux-tu deviner ce que j'ai dû traverser ?

Il y en avait tant qu'un jour j'ai cessé de compter les corps
Je voulais arrêter leurs abus et soigner mes blessures encore

Je ne veux plus revivre ce cauchemar, je ne veux plus les écouter hurler
Juste en me regardant, peux-tu deviner ce que j'ai dû traverser ?

It's not a yandere song. It's a woman who've been through so many people who abused her she was forced to kill them to escape.
Music: sad and dark music. Atmo by Haunted Spaces, voice by Mimi Page Light and Shadow, humming choir by Haunted Choir, ticking chime by Morpheus, piano by Noire, arp by Tiny Thumb Pianos and lead by Mallet Flux.

Hello, Nynthixia here

Since the date is approaching I might tell you now... If you followed the nynthilore posts, you might have noticed Tsuina-chan was part of the possible future voicebanks... She is coming out for November 26th.

I confirm you this will also be the date I'll grab her... In download version

That might seem surprising to say in download version when a package exists but the issue is with SynthV voicebanks that BOTH have a standard and an AI version, the package's price corresponds to the price of a starter pack. So twice the usual price of the voicebank.
In other words, take Tsuina AI in download and pay 9,680 yen (~€75). Take her package version that always has to contain both of her versions, you're at 16,280 yen (~€135) with AHS user discount. That's a lot.
Add to this shipping, VAT and importation taxes. Knowing that for France VAT is 20% of the price.
This buying scheme will also apply to Karin and Chifuyu when they'll get released. Same for Rikka when she'll come at the same time as Karin.
This might not apply for ROSA however (she has no standard voicebank intended).
This also doesn't apply for future CeVIO voicebanks such as Itako or Zunko. (This might for SEKAI though)

Tsuina has high chances to be bought on Vector Shop once she'll be released.

For info, she'll be tagged in artist tag and on the blog as "Kisaragi Tsuina". I think this is doing more serious than just "Tsuina-chan". Yeah, the "Tsuina-chan" is cute, but if I wanted her real name, here it is. NynthiDB should also tag her as "Kisaragi Tsuina" soon.

Her deadlines are September 8th and February 3rd.

This second deadline is as such the first one you'll get. I'm still thinking about the idea to get her a private track in the album I'm producing right now.

Production info

I just have to do the booklet and the certificates left for CD32.5. CD33 will soon be passing the album status even if tracks were finished a while ago. CD33.5 has 3 tracks ready, the public ones deadlined for December 20th and 22nd. I tested IA AI and... Wow, that changes. So hope you'll open her your arms next month!

License info

I'm aware since few months already but the license ticket information will evolve for 2022.

The songs that were produced before December 2021 and that will be published before 2022: they will have license tickets on the external website as the usual. The version of their license will be 19.0.

The songs that were produced before December 2021 and that will be published after 2022: these will have separate documentation in their archives with the license ticket. The format will be evolving. The version of their license will be 19.0.

The songs that were produced on December 2021 and later and that will always be published after 2022: license ticket in the archives as well (separate document). The version of their license will be 20.0 beta if the songs were produced on December, and under 20.0 (full release) if they were produced on 2022.

This doesn't change for album versions (album certificate + private tracks certificates). Just certificates will have the new format. License applied will be the one used at the time of the file creation.
Before December 1, 2021: 19.0
December 1, 2021-December 31, 2021: 20.0 beta
January 1, 2022 and after: 20.0

Be aware starting from December 1, 2021 the license version 18.0 will become unsupported.
If ever you want to cover, remix this song and you want to apply the license, please apply either 19.0 either 20.0 (prefer most recent version ; 20.0 will be appliable by everyone on January 1, 2022). Keep in mind if older license versions support the more recent ones, the reverse way doesn't work... Other reminder: CS licenses are NOT CC ones - some of the license terms are very different!

Will the version number affect the usage? Not for the one I'm using (BY-NC-SA). 20.0 is mainly integrating a new type of license I won't be using under this project, it's its main change, but otherwise most of other licenses remain unchanged.

See you on Thursday for the song with Sayu
Nynthixia

『Sacrilege』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211004-01286
LIN (full) : 「600 331 147」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211004-001440
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 4/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder
Restricted on : (none)

ほこりの中でこの散らばった約束
女神は裏切られて許されないよね
今あなたの罪を悔い改めなさい
幽霊が囁くのが聞こえているの？

闇の雲が君を取り囲んで、痛みを伴う復讐に備えて
神々は血の涙、修復されない致命的な傷を叫んでる
上からの存在の信頼を裏切った、罰は厳しくなるでしょう
人類を崩壊させたくないのなら、運命から救うことはできない

ほこりの中でこの散らばった約束
女神は裏切られて許されないよね
今あなたの罪を悔い改めなさい
幽霊が囁くのが聞こえているの？

むしろ見ないほうがよかっただよ、とにかくあなたも持っていないだろう
心の奥深くにあったとしているも、選択を与えられないよ
運命が自由だったら、君がしたことを後悔する必要はない
死の自分の目に立ち向かおうとしない限り、従わざるを得ないよ

ほこりの中でこの散らばった約束
女神は裏切られて許されないよね
今あなたの罪を悔い改めなさい
幽霊が囁くのが聞こえているの？

This scattered promise in the dust
Goddess has been betrayed and won't forgive
Now repent for your sins
Can you hear the ghosts whispering?

Clouds of darkness are surrounding you, be prepared to a painful revenge
Gods are crying tears of blood, a deadly wound that won't be repaired
You betrayed the trust of the beings from above, punishment will be severe
I can't save you from your fate, if I don't want humanity to collapse

This scattered promise in the dust
Goddess has been betrayed and won't forgive
Now repent for your sins
Can you hear the ghosts whispering?

I would have rathered not looking, you wouldn't have either anyway
We are not given the choice, even if this was deep in our hearts
If my fate was free, I wouldn't have to be sorry for what you have done
Forced to obey unless you want to confront death's own eyes

This scattered promise in the dust
Goddess has been betrayed and won't forgive
Now repent for your sins
Can you hear the ghosts whispering?

Cette promesse éparpillée dans la poussière
La déesse a été trahie et ne saura pardonner
Repens-toi pour tes péchés
Peux-tu entendre les fantômes murmurer derrière ?

Des nuages de ténèbres t'entourent, prépare-toi pour une douloureuse vengeance
Les dieux pleurent des larmes de sang, une blessure mortelle ne saura être guérie
Tu as trahi la confiance des êtres au-dessus, se déclare une sévère sentence
Je ne peux te sauver de ton destin, si je ne veux pas que l'humanité soit réduite en débris

Cette promesse éparpillée dans la poussière
La déesse a été trahie et ne saura pardonner
Repens-toi pour tes péchés
Peux-tu entendre les fantômes murmurer derrière ?

J'aurais préféré ne pas regarder, et de toute façon toi non plus probablement
On ne nous a pas donné le choix, même s'il se cachait au plus profond de nous
Si mon destin était libre, je ne serais pas désolée pour ce que tu as commis du tout
Forcé à obéir sauf si tu veux te confronter aux propres yeux de la mort qui attend

Cette promesse éparpillée dans la poussière
La déesse a été trahie et ne saura pardonner
Repens-toi pour tes péchés
Peux-tu entendre les fantômes murmurer derrière ?

When a cult priestess learns about death and punishment.
Music: lots of South-Eastern asiatic sounds. Bass pad by Substance, sho by Sheng Khaen Sho, singing by Voices of Rapture, leads by Plectra 5, gamelans by Balinese Gamelan and drums by Pan Drums.