Hello, Nynthixia there.

Already end of May. I'll do a little recap of what is currently happening.

As the title says, I asked for an upgrade. This will be for both Yukari and Zunko. This means that maybe two weeks later, I'll work with all the V4 voicebanks of Yukari (yeah, I asked for the three versions) and the V4 voicebank of Zunko. For the moment, the V3 will still be used.

If the voicebanks arrive before the day I'll work on the album versions for "Rebirth from Paradise", there may be some chances that I'll change the capella of Yukari's songs to set the V4 one. This will be reported in the album changelog (that is displayed on each blog post for album airing + the internal zip file description if you have access to it).

As for Zunko, the capella of her song "Encounter", may be the V4 one.

Official dates for getting the voicebanks are between June 10th and June 23rd.

Other news now.

1) The incident of the hard drive
One week ago, 95% of the files have been retrieved. I thought I told about it here, but it is only on Twitter (where I am almost everyday if you noticed it). During June I may be able to give some material again. There will be a Google doc available for all the files that will be in good status, with their names and in their respective folders. Just warning that it will be very long... I intend to work on this during all the summer holidays, including the week when I'll be offline.

2) The covers
I decided between "Ref-Rain" and "Re;BIRTH", but still won't say which one will be aired first. However, the first one will be on June 9th and the second one on July 6th. So if "Re;BIRTH" is aired first, "Ref-Rain" will be uploaded a month later, and vice versa. I haven't posted the screenshots for this reason like I sometimes do on Twitter, but I assure you that for the moment, both of the repro builds have been done.
Then, question, V3 or V4?
The second cover will be done with V4 Yukari, the first one may be with V3 still though.

3) The blog design
On Monday I closed the blog for about 1h to change the general design, and there are two significant changes.
- The first one is the homepage, which will be less heavier with smaller images and now linking to the news, discography and lite song list pages.
- The second one is the organization for covers and remixes. Since all these works are now being aired on Tmbox only, I created blog posts in the corresponding categories with links to the Tmbox uploads and a bit more details (identification numbers, original artists, licenses (covers only), vocals used for the work...).

4) Albums progresses
OK that's the big part.
The track "Sleeping Paradise" will be aired on this week. The last one for June's album will be "Count and Draw" with Sayu. This will end the demo progress for "Rebirth from Paradise".
July album first tracks will be produced on next week, at least two of them will be aired. Which ones, I don't know yet. The album is still confirmed for July 15th.
The August album... I only have a date, that is very late, and because I don't have the choice. I air the albums on Saturdays, this is a strategic airing since I know I can be here without any problem on midnight the Saturdays to air the albums correctly. Three of the four Saturdays of August are dead for me. The only one remaining is the August 26th. Two of the dates are dead because offline at the midnight time, and the third one is... Too tight. Not very good conditions. On August 26th there will be no problem.
The tracklist isn't ready yet, but I expect at least one song with Totoko, one with Meiji and three with Stella. And maybe one VOCALOID group of 6 vocals (which ones?) song. That's it. Can't say the track names, I'll work on them probably during June, and in any case, there will be a blog post to announce it, no worries.

__________________________________________

So as usual when the voicebanks will be received and unlocked, blog post with photo!

In a nutshell...

Between June 1st and June 4th: "Sleeping Paradise" (ft. Hinomoto Oniko) [blog]
June 7th: "Count and Draw" (ft. Yurika Sayu) [blog]
June 9th and July 6th: covers of "Re;BIRTH" and "Ref-Rain" with Yuzuki Yukari [Tmbox exclusive]
June 17th: album "Rebirth from Paradise" [blog]
July 15th: album "Never Tell Them" [blog]
August 5th to August 12th: offline period - no public airing (but working on the comp still!) and won't be able to reply to mails/messages
August 26th: August album (don't have the name yet, too early to know) [blog]

Well, enjoy! I'll keep you informed for the voicebanks.

Nynthixia

EDIT June 2nd:

The voicebanks just went out from Japan, I should receive them next week. If the seller is fast enough.

Important change for July album after some math, because with the current pace I would be a bit too much in advance, there will be 15 tracks instead of just 13. Adding "Against Me" as track 11 with Lily. Adding "Coven" which is the "group of 6 VOCALOIDs" song. The final tracklist for the album "Never Tell Them":

01. Can't Trust (feat. GUMI)
02. Pretending (feat. Sukone Tei)
03. LISANA (feat. Tohoku Itako)
04. Never Tell Them (feat. Tohoku Itako)
05. Deadly Candle (feat. Tohoku Itako)
06. ROSAPINA (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Fragment (feat. kokone)
08. Hypocrite (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. NITRINIUM (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. Murdering Passions (feat. Lily)
11. Against Me (feat. Lily)
12. Encounter (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
13. Red Raspberry (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
14. Better than Nothing (feat. Tohoku Zunko, Yuzuki Yukari)
15. Coven (feat. Lily, IA, Yuzuki Yukari, MAYU, kokone, Tohoku Zunko)

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Bad Reasons』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170530-00550
LIN (full) : 「598 654 960」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170531-000674
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

真実を知る唯一の人は何も言わなくてもいい
沈黙と無知で苦しむ必要がありますが、気持ちは同じままです
運命があなたに戻ってほしくない状況で、何をしているの？
私たちの両方がこれが悪い理由だと知っていても...

この痛みからあなたを守りたいと思ったが、遅すぎました
後悔はあなたの目の中で読むことができ、全ては彼のせいだった
この間違いでも、何が起こったのか怒らないでしょう
この時間に本当に何を感じていたかをあなたに伝えることができれば

真実を知る唯一の人は何も言わなくてもいい
沈黙と無知で苦しむ必要がありますが、気持ちは同じままです
運命があなたに戻ってほしくない状況で、何をしているの？
私たちの両方がこれが悪い理由だと知っていても...

なぜ彼がそんなに多くの人々を傷つけたかったのか分からなかった
あなたを守るために何もできなかった、思考で失われた
あなたを許したいですが、あなたも私を許しているの？
恐怖に支配されて、あなたについて考えることを止めたことはない

これらの傷を見たくはないでした、この心は不信に襲われた
たぶんあなたは私に戻ってくることはないでしょう、審査しない
これを言っているのなら、なぜまだこの激しい痛みを感じるの？
悪い理由のために私たちは本当に離れていたの？

The only person to know the truth without being able to tell anything
I have to suffer in the silence and the ignorance but the feeling will stay the same
What will you do in a situation where the fate doesn't want you to go back?
Even if both of us know this was a bad reason...

I wanted to protect you from this pain, but it was too late
The regrets could be read in your eyes, everything was his fault
Even with this mistake, I won't be angry for what happened
If only I could tell you what I was really feeling during this time

The only person to know the truth without being able to tell anything
I have to suffer in the silence and the ignorance but the feeling will stay the same
What will you do in a situation where the fate doesn't want you to go back?
Even if both of us know this was a bad reason...

I still didn't know why he wanted to hurt so much people
I couldn't do anything to defend you, I was lost in thought
I want to forgive you, but will you forgive me too?
I never stopped thinking about you, dominated by the fears

I never wanted to see these wounds, this heart broken by distrust
Maybe you'll never come back to me, and I won't be judging
If I'm saying this, why do I still feel this intense pain?
Were we really separated because of a bad reason?

La seule personne à connaître la vérité sans pouvoir dire quoi que ce soit
J'ai dû souffrir dans le silence et l'ignorance mais le sentiment ne changera jamais
Que feras-tu dans une situation où le destin ne veut pas que tu reviennes vers moi ?
C'était une mauvaise raison et malgré cela chacune d'entre nous le savait...

Je voulais te protéger de cette douleur, mais il était trop tard maintenant
Les regrets pouvaient être lus dans ton regard, mais il était le seul à blâmer
Même avec cette erreur, je ne me fâcherai jamais pour ce qui arrivé
Si seulement je pouvais te dire ce que je ressentais réellement depuis tout ce temps

La seule personne à connaître la vérité sans pouvoir dire quoi que ce soit
J'ai dû souffrir dans le silence et l'ignorance mais le sentiment ne changera jamais
Que feras-tu dans une situation où le destin ne veut pas que tu reviennes vers moi ?
C'était une mauvaise raison et malgré cela chacune d'entre nous le savait...

Je ne savais toujours pas pourquoi il continuait de blesser tous ces gens
Je n'ai rien pu faire pour te défendre, perdue dans mes pensées
Je veux te pardonner, mais pourras-tu aussi me pardonner ?
Je n'ai jamais cessé de penser à toi, les peurs me dominant

Je n'ai jamais voulu voir ces blessures, ce cœur que la méfiance a cassé
Peut-être que tu ne reviendras jamais vers moi, mais je ne te jugerai pas
Si je dis cela, pourquoi cette intense douleur existe-t-elle encore en moi ?
Est-ce que c'est réellement une mauvaise raison qui nous a séparées ?

Just to be clear, no, this is not yandere, there's no big violence. Just about a love regret. Leaving someone to then to see a worse person then being stuck in the doubt.
Music: atmo by Poizone, pad and first lead by Toxic Biohazard, some beats by Xpand!2, clear lead by Autogun, bridge lead by GMS and the Slayer for the final bridge and the last chorus.

Blog posts

Chloe / Anna Nyui
ENCELADUS / Gahata Meiji -Lilith-/-Fairy-/-Hunter-
STORY TELLER / kokone
Under of Fragments / Yuzuki Yukari
Marie-Luise / Yuzuki Yukari
Beats of Silence / Yuzuki Yukari

Available on MQube only

ALETHEA

Cover instrumental: Chakky, felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 890 325」
Original vsqx: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: CUL

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan, Chakky)

Tear for Dear

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Yuzuki Yukari
LIN: 「598 860 511」
Original vsqx: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: CUL

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan)

Segments Blue

Original: seleP feat. CUL
LIN: 「598 832 770」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: IA ROCKS

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

DIETRICH

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 768 634」
Original ust, cover instrumental: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering, instrumental correction: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Lily (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 18.0 (sele, felichan)

CHERRY BLOSSOM

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 737 120」 (patch_0001)
Original vsqx, instru cover: felichan
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan)

Scarlet Rose

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 732 908」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: IA ROCKS

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Ref-Rain

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 663 020」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V4 Lin)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Re;BIRTH

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 663 017」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V4 Lin)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

ReLief

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 356 887」 (patch_0001)
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Re;2

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: 「598 356 892」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Blood Error

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 413 902」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Tohoku Zunko (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

EMIRIA

Original: seleP feat. GUMI
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (missing material)
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

LUNARIA

Original: seleP feat. GUMI
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (missing material)
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Farewell

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
LIN: [has not been publicly published]
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: kokone

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

BETH

Cover instrumental: felichan
Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 533 422」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: No (no correspondance between instrus)
Vocals: MAYU

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

REJECT

Original: seleP feat. Lily
LIN: 「598 610 108」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Yuzuki Yukari (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (sele, felichan) / CS BY-NC-ND 17.0 (other UTAU/VOCALOID users)

Kill me, Queen

Original: seleP feat. IA -ARIA ON THE PLANETES-
LIN: 「598 638 427」
Original ust: felichan
vsqx adaptation, capella rendering: NynthixiaP
From repro build?: Yes
Vocals: Lily (V3)

License:
CS BY-NC-SA 17.0 (all UTAU/VOCALOID users (original authors included))

Blog posts

Chloe -Super Trance mix- / Lily
December 9th -Dreamy mix- / Lily
CARLA -Dance mix- / Yuzuki Yukari | Has quality issues

Available on MQube only.

TIELLI -Nynthixia mix-
-Soundcloud-

Original: seleP feat. IA -ROCKS-
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-160726-00330
LIN: 「598 327 841」
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-160726-000439
Vocals: Gahata Meiji -Lilith- (VCV)
Capella rendering: felichan

Lience -Necro Trance remix-

Original: seleP feat. Lily
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-170309-00494
LIN : 「598 568 027」 (build_0005) [2017.03.25]
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-170309-000613
Vocals: Lily (V3)
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP

Blood Error -Tenth Lilium mix-

Original: seleP feat. Lily
Remix instrumental: NynthixiaP
LIC: 12FR-180118-00734
LIN: 「598 896 573」
IMIC: 12FR-NYN8937-180118-000865
Vocals: Lily (V3)
Capella rendering: NynthixiaP

『When They Call』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170528-00549
LIN (full) : 「598 653 936」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170529-000673
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 4/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

反対側からの響きは、常にあなたの名前を呼んでいる
宇宙から遠く離れた山彦で応答すると、空を越えて行きたいと思った
理由を正確に知らなくても、毎日同じ苦情を聞く
失われた精神は彼らの言葉を結集して私たちに襲われている

親愛なる小さなこと、あなたはそれほどあなたを悲しんでしまったの？
あなたの顔のこれらの涙はすぐに消去されている
あなたに再び笑顔を見たい、光の中で顔が輝いている
誰かが、彼らがこの世界から消えることを非難した

反対側からの響きは、常にあなたの名前を呼んでいる
宇宙から遠く離れた山彦で応答すると、空を越えて行きたいと思った
理由を正確に知らなくても、毎日同じ苦情を聞く
失われた精神は彼らの言葉を結集して私たちに襲われている

以前は王子のように見える、今ほこりや悲鳴に変わりました
白い肌は赤い色で染まり、理由は分からない
同じ文章が涙の苦痛の中で毎回繰り返されている
これらの負傷した霊を安心させようとしますが、安堵は長くありません

反対側からの響きは、常にあなたの名前を呼んでいる
宇宙から遠く離れた山彦で応答すると、空を越えて行きたいと思った
理由を正確に知らなくても、毎日同じ苦情を聞く
失われた精神は彼らの言葉を結集して私たちに襲われている

The voices resonating from the other side, always calling your name
Answering with an echo far away from the universe, I wanted to reach beyond the sky
Listening to same complaints everyday, without exactly knowing the reason
The lost spirits are uniting their words to haunt us

Dear little thing, what happened to sadden you that much?
These tears on your face will be soon erased
I want to see you smiling again, the face shining in the light
Someone condemned them to disappear from this world

The voices resonating from the other side, always calling your name
Answering with an echo far away from the universe, I wanted to reach beyond the sky
Listening to same complaints everyday, without exactly knowing the reason
The lost spirits are uniting their words to haunt us

Formerly looking like princes, now turned into dust and screams
The white skin stained with a red color, and nobody knows why
The same sentences are repeating everytime, in a torment of tears
I try to reassure these wounded spirits but the relief doesn't long

The voices resonating from the other side, always calling your name
Answering with an echo far away from the universe, I wanted to reach beyond the sky
Listening to same complaints everyday, without exactly knowing the reason
The lost spirits are uniting their words to haunt us

Les voix appelant ton nom, résonnant de l'autre côté
Répondant à un écho éloigné de cet univers, que je voulais atteindre au-delà
J'écoute les mêmes complaintes chaque jour, sans savoir exactement pourquoi
Les esprits perdus unissent leurs mots pour nous hanter

Chère petite chose, que t'est-il arrivé pour être aussi attristé ?
Ces larmes qui coulent sur ton visage seront bientôt effacées
Je veux te voir sourire à nouveau, ton visage dans la lumière doit rayonner
Dans ce monde ils ont disparu à cause de quelqu'un qui les a condamnés

Les voix appelant ton nom, résonnant de l'autre côté
Répondant à un écho éloigné de cet univers, que je voulais atteindre au-delà
J'écoute les mêmes complaintes chaque jour, sans savoir exactement pourquoi
Les esprits perdus unissent leurs mots pour nous hanter

Autrefois ressemblant à des princes, maintenant juste des cris et de la poussière
La peau blanche tâchée par une couleur rouge, et personne ne sait guère
Les mêmes phrases se répètent à chaque fois, les larmes dans un tourment
J'essaie de rassurer ces esprits blessés mais le soulagement ne dure jamais longtemps

Les voix appelant ton nom, résonnant de l'autre côté
Répondant à un écho éloigné de cet univers, que je voulais atteindre au-delà
J'écoute les mêmes complaintes chaque jour, sans savoir exactement pourquoi
Les esprits perdus unissent leurs mots pour nous hanter

Story: a bit confusing because it happens way after the killing thing, and the lyrics seem not very clear at first glance. It's about a woman who killed her rival and accidentally her own lover, then hears to their voices, like sorts of ghosts. She tries to calm them down but it only works for a moment before they come back. And seems that even her doesn't understand that the one who killed them was herself. A bit like if someone took her place and she doesn't remember anything.
Music: electroworld style. Chord pads by Toxic Biohazard, pluck and lead by Sakura, slow synth by GMS.
And to finish... No, the title has nothing to do with Higurashi and no I never dared watching it. But yeah, I acknowledge that the title construction is a bit the same.

『Three Minutes』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170526-00548
LIN (full) : 「598 651 306」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170526-000672
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 11/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide references
Restricted on : (none)

暗闇の中で言葉が失われた、誰も互いに聞くことができない
現実が崩壊する前にこの錯覚からあなたを救いたいと思っていた
誰も気づかずに世界が私の周りで粉々になっている
もう何かを伝えるのは遅すぎると思うとき...

これらの質問に対する答えをよりよく理解したり、探し求めたりしたかった
あなたの精神と体を壊していた絶望について学んでいる
目を閉じるとすぐに、もう何も同じではなかった
恐ろしい現実となった悪夢から目を覚ますと叫んだ

暗闇の中で言葉が失われた、誰も互いに聞くことができない
現実が崩壊する前にこの錯覚からあなたを救いたいと思っていた
誰も気づかずに世界が私の周りで粉々になっている
もう何かを伝えるのは遅すぎると思うとき...

何かが間違っている場合は、あなたを傷つけることはない教えて
最後の三分間のために私を救うことができれば
何かが間違っている場合は、あなたを傷つけることはない教えて
最後の三分間のために私を救うことができれば

叫びたいのですが、あなたの体はすでに暖かさを失っていた
たとえ何かを失う必要があったとしても、この地獄に立ち向かわなければならなかった
激しい悲しみに襲われたので、毎日あなたのために祈りました
これらの苦情があっても、あなたは戻ってくることはない...

The words are lost in the darkness, nobody can hear to each other
I wanted to save you from this illusion before the reality collapses
The world is being shattered around me without anyone noticing
When I think it is too late to even tell you something anymore...

I wanted to better understand, or finding the answers to these questions
Learn about the despair that was breaking your spirit and body
Just a moment when closing the eyes, nothing else was the same anymore
I screamed to wake up from a nightmare that became a horrifying reality

The words are lost in the darkness, nobody can hear to each other
I wanted to save you from this illusion before the reality collapses
The world is being shattered around me without anyone noticing
When I think it is too late to even tell you something anymore...

Tell me if something is wrong, I won't hurt you
If I can save you for the three last minutes remaining
Tell me if something is wrong, I won't hurt you
If I can save you for the three last minutes remaining

I wanted to scream, but your body lost its warmth already
I had to confront this hell, even if I had to lose something too
Invaded by an intense grief, I just could pray for you everyday
Even with all these complaints, you wouldn't never come back...

Les mots perdus dans les ténèbres, personne ne peut s'entendre parler
Je voulais te sauver de cette illusion avant que ne s'effondre la réalité
Le monde est fissuré autour de moi sans que personne ne puisse le remarquer
Quand je pense qu'il est trop tard pour te dire quelque chose désormais...

Je voulais juste mieux comprendre, trouver des réponses à ces questions
Apprendre sur le désespoir qui brisait tes corps et esprit en portions
Juste un moment où j'ai fermé les yeux, tout avait changé
J'ai hurlé pour me réveiller d'un cauchemar devenu réalité

Les mots perdus dans les ténèbres, personne ne peut s'entendre parler
Je voulais te sauver de cette illusion avant que ne s'effondre la réalité
Le monde est fissuré autour de moi sans que personne ne puisse le remarquer
Quand je pense qu'il est trop tard pour te dire quelque chose désormais...

Dis-moi si quelque chose ne va pas, c'est promis je ne te blesserai pas
Si je peux te sauver pour les trois dernières minutes qu'il me reste
Dis-moi si quelque chose ne va pas, c'est promis je ne te blesserai pas
Si je peux te sauver pour les trois dernières minutes qu'il me reste

Je voulais hurler, mais ton corps était froid depuis longtemps
Je devais faire face à cet enfer, même si je devais perdre quelque chose aussi
Envahie par un immense chagrin, je pouvais juste prier pour toi tout le temps
Malgré toutes mes complaintes, tu ne reviendras jamais ici...

Thought about a final moment for this one. This is what I found. The thing is that we can't always see well the despair of people who don't feel well at all. And sometimes, it is just too late, we wanted to refrain them... And we just feel despair because we weren't able to help them. Or maybe, at least, we tried. But no success.
Music: all synths are from Toxic Biohazard.

『ADANTHE』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170525-00547
LIN (full) : 「598 650 219」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170525-000671
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 5/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたが私の後ろにいて、本当の気持ちを隠していることを知っている
周りの人々のために、あなたは言葉を敢えて言ったことはないでしたよね？
心配しないで、あなたが私について考えていることを決して否定しない
また、私だけが知っている何かがあるので

桜の花が咲き乱れ、弱い風が吹いている
話された言葉は失われているが、書かれた言葉はまだ残っている
同じことを感じている、心の深みに隠されているこの暖かさ
永遠にあなたと一緒にいたい、この機会を遠ざけることはない...

溶けている心臓、愛が犯人であることをよく知っている
お互いに決めることはできないでしたが、失望しない
あまりにも長い間待っているだけで、痛みは以前よりも増している
あなたが苦しむのを見ることは、私を泣かせるのに十分です

桜の花が咲き乱れ、弱い風が吹いている
話された言葉は失われているが、書かれた言葉はまだ残っている
同じことを感じている、心の深みに隠されているこの暖かさ
永遠にあなたと一緒にいたい、この機会を遠ざけることはない...

I know you're behind me, hiding your real feelings
You never dared telling a word, because of the people around, right?
Don't worry, I'll never deny what you think about me
Also because there is something that only I know

Under the blooming cherry blossoms, a weak wind blowing on the face
Spoken words are lost but the written ones are still remaining
I feel the same thing, this warmth that is hidden in the depths of the heart
I want to stay with you forever, I won't let this occasion go away...

The heart that is melting, and I know so well that love is the culprit
It wasn't something each other could decide, but I'm not disappointed
Waiting for too long will just make the pain grow more than before
Seeing you suffer is enough to make me cry

Under the blooming cherry blossoms, a weak wind blowing on the face
Spoken words are lost but the written ones are still remaining
I feel the same thing, this warmth that is hidden in the depths of the heart
I want to stay with you forever, I won't let this occasion go away...

Je sais que tu es derrière moi, en train de cacher tes vrais sentiments
Tu n'as jamais osé dire un seul mot, à cause de tous ces gens, pas vrai ?
Pas d'inquiétude, je ne refuserai jamais ce que pour moi tu ressens
Aussi parce qu'il y a quelque chose que seule moi sait

Sous les cerisiers en fleurs, le vent soufflant sur nos visages doucement
Les mots parlés sont perdus mais les écrits peuvent perdurer
Je ressens la même chose, cette chaleur dans mon cœur profondément
Je veux rester avec toi à jamais, je ne laisserai pas l'occasion s'envoler...

Notre cœur qui fond, et je sais que le coupable est l'amour
Je ne suis pas déçue cependant, mais c'est quelque chose que personne ne peut décider
Attendre trop longtemps ne ferait qu'agrandir la douleur de jour en jour
Te voir souffrir est suffisant pour me faire pleurer

Sous les cerisiers en fleurs, le vent soufflant sur nos visages doucement
Les mots parlés sont perdus mais les écrits peuvent perdurer
Je ressens la même chose, cette chaleur dans mon cœur profondément
Je veux rester avec toi à jamais, je ne laisserai pas l'occasion s'envoler...

Wanted some love story without tragedy for once for Oniko. With a possible happy ending. Sort of playing between the thoughts and the poetry for lyrics writing.
Music: strings by Sakura, pad by Harmor, lead by Mikro Prism. Still some electroworld with trance-style for the electro part.

『Illogical』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170523-00546
LIN (full) : 「598 648 391」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170523-000670
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 3/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

心を開いて、これらの思考が白い天国に飛び込むようにしましょう
夢のような場所で目を開く、あなたの顔を見るまで
幸せと希望でいっぱい、すでにあなたに向かって手を保持した
変更する必要はないでした、私たちは永遠に幸せになれます...

この圧迫の世界から出て、平和的にこの愛を楽しんでいたかった
静かにしなければならない場合でも、常にこの深い感覚を大切にして
あなたは私の人生がまだ続いている唯一の理由でした
決してあなたについて考えることを止めず、その結果については気にしなかった

心を開いて、これらの思考が白い天国に飛び込むようにしましょう
夢のような場所で目を開く、あなたの顔を見るまで
幸せと希望でいっぱい、すでにあなたに向かって手を保持した
変更する必要はないでした、私たちは永遠に幸せになれます...

彼女はこの中毒性の凝視で笑った、心の中で私に右に達した
誰ものためであれば、微笑んだが、痛みが私を壊し始めた
あなたはまだこの男を愛することがより論理的だろうと思いますよね？
しかし、この美しい赤で彼に色を付けると、もはや事例にならないでしょう...

他に誰も愛していないなら、選択はこの世界にとって重要なのでしょうか？
この夢が崩壊するのを待たずに、待った平和な未来を残すことができなかった
しかし、あなたの考えがまだ普遍的な真実であると考えるならば
この鮮血と一緒に流れている涙が、あなたの論理を打ち砕くでしょう...

Open the heart, let free these thoughts fly into a white paradise
The eyes opening in a dreamy place, until seeing your face
Full of happiness and hope, I was already holding the hands towards you
Nothing had to change and we could be forever happy...

I wanted to get out of this oppressing world, enjoy peacefully this love
Always cherishing this deep feeling, even if I have to keep it silent
You were the only reason why my life is still continuing
I never stopped thinking about you, and didn't care about the consequences

Open the heart, let free these thoughts fly into a white paradise
The eyes opening in a dreamy place, until seeing your face
Full of happiness and hope, I was already holding the hands towards you
Nothing had to change and we could be forever happy...

She was smiling with this addictive gaze, reached me right in the heart
If it was for nobody, I'd smile, but the pain began to break me down
You still think that loving this man would be more logical, right?
But if I color him with this beautiful red, it won't be the case anymore...

With nobody else to love, will the choice be important for this world?
I couldn't let this dream collapse, along with the peaceful future that I waited for
But if you still think that your thoughts are just an universal truth
The tears flowing along with this fresh blood, I'll shatter your logic down...

Ouvre le cœur, libère ces pensées volant dans un paradis blanc
Dans un endroit onirique, jusqu'à voir ton visage, mes yeux s'ouvrant
Pleine de bonheur et d'espoir, je tendais déjà la main vers toi
Rien ne devait changer et nous serions heureuses toi et moi...

Je voulais sortir de ce monde oppressant, et profiter de cet amour paisiblement
Même si je devais le garder en silence, je chérissais toujours ce profond sentiment
Tu es la seule raison pour laquelle ma vie continue d'exister
Je n'ai jamais cessé de penser en toi, qu'importe ce qui allait arriver

Ouvre le cœur, libère ces pensées volant dans un paradis blanc
Dans un endroit onirique, jusqu'à voir ton visage, mes yeux s'ouvrant
Pleine de bonheur et d'espoir, je tendais déjà la main vers toi
Rien ne devait changer et nous serions heureuses toi et moi...

Elle souriait avec ce regard enivrant, elle m'a atteinte droit dans le cœur
Si ce n'était pour personne, je sourirais, mais j'ai senti me fissurer à cause de la douleur
Tu penses toujours qu'aimer cet homme serait plus logique, n'est-ce pas ?
Mais teinté de cette belle couleur rouge, ce ne sera bientôt plus le cas...

Avec personne d'autre à aimer, est-ce pour ce monde ce choix sera-t-il important ?
Je ne pouvais laisser ce rêve s'effondrer, avec le paisible futur que j'ai attendu depuis si longtemps
Mais si tu penses toujours que tes idées sont juste une universelle réalité
Les larmes coulant avec ce sang frais, je m'assurerai que ta logique soit brisée...

Because yup, a woman who loves another woman is logic. End of story! Love has no limits! And, you know, since the time I'm doing this, you should be used to it, right?
Good time for some motivation and also to say a little word about... Something that went really really bad in France. Rather not talking about it since this is such a monstruosity.
There will be a PV soon, keep an eye on the YouTube channel.
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead with Mikro Prism and arp with GMS. And the Slayer of course. The construction is a bit similar to "Eve" though.

『Semira』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170522-00545
LIN (full) : 「598 648 108」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170523-000669
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 12/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

いい友達になりたいと思っている人から来た言葉
心の深みに隠されたこの感覚は、徐々に明らかになり始めている
何かを求めたくなかった、自分自身のものを決めることさえしなかった
神のみが起源を知っているという運命からの決定

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

そうすべきではないとしても、この恥ずかしい感覚を感じている
あなたが彼らと非常に異なることを知って、この信頼はそこから来るの？
彼らを恐れることなく、望む全てを教えてもいいですの？
ついに私を圧迫している考えから解放されるの？

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

Just some words coming from someone who wanted to become a good friend
This feeling hidden in the depths of the heart begins to progressively reveal itself
I didn't want to seek anything, I haven't even decided anything of my own
A decision from the fate that only the gods know the origin

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

I'm feeling this shameful sensation even if I shouldn't
I know you are very different from them, does this trust come from there?
Can I tell you everything I want without fearing them?
Can finally I be free from the thoughts that are oppressing me?

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Juste quelques mots d'une personne ayant souhaité juste être une bonne amie de quelqu'un
Ce sentiment caché dans les profondeurs du cœur commence à se révéler
Je ne voulais rien chercher, je n'ai de par moi-même rien décidé
Une décision du destin que seuls les dieux peuvent savoir d'où elle vient

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Je ressens cette sensation de honte même si je ne le devrais pas
Je sais que tu es différente de tous les autres, ma confiance ne viendrait-elle pas de là ?
Puis-je tout te confier sans avoir peur de leurs pensées ?
Puis-je être finalement libérée de toutes ces idées qui ne cessent de m’oppresser ?

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Normally I would have aired "Bad Reasons" on yesterday, but with the fatigue I messed up seriously, did "Semira" instead on yesterday and couldn't finish the work on time, so it is aired only now. I'm very sorry for being late... The blank page syndrome didn't real help either.
Finally made a quiet song with a few of thoughts behind, without really being a tragedy in the first words.
Music: atmo by PoiZone, all other synths with Toxic Biohazard.

『Juliana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170519-00544
LIN (full) : 「598 647 245」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170521-000668
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

内臓の痛みは成長していて、誰も気づいていないかのように
彼女はまだ希望に満ちていて、可能な限りうまくいっていた
後悔の鼓動感が私を襲った、多くの瞬間、泣いていた
未来が幸せに満ちた彼女を元気にしなければならないことを知った

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

幸せになりたいと思っていましたが、この悲しみはまだ続けている
作った信じられない錯覚はゆっくり現実になっていた
彼女に向かって愛と憎しみについてもう知らなかった
この決定は私を苦しめていた、運命から取り去られた

初めから嘘の中で溺れていた人でした
思考は逆の感情の間に自分自身を失って、分解された
この戦いが同じでなければ、多分私たちは両方とも幸せになれます
あなたの精神が既に消えてしまう前に、お詫びしたいと思います...

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

The inner pain was growing, and as if nobody was noticing
She was still full with hope, intended to be as nice as possible
A throbbing feeling of regret invaded me, at many moments I was crying
I knew I had to get her back, for a future full of happiness

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

I wanted to be happy, and this sorrow still continues
The deceptive illusion that I built was slowly becoming a reality
I didn't know anymore about love and hatred towards her
This decision was torturing me, I was taken away from the fate

Since the beginning I was the person who was drowning in the lies
The thoughts were disassembled, losing themselves between opposed feelings
If this fight wasn't the same, maybe we could be both happy
I would like to apologize, before your spirit already disappeared...

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

La douleur en moi continuait de grandir, et comme si personne ne remarquait
Elle était encore remplie d'espoir, semblait être aussi gentille qu'elle le pouvait
Un sentiment lancinant de regret m'a envahie, tant de moments où j'ai pleuré
Pour un futur empli de bonheur, je savais que je devais la récupérer

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

Je voulais être heureuse, et ce chagrin qui continue sans arrêt
L'illusion trompeuse que j'ai construite devenait petit à petit réalité
Je ne savais plus si je devais l'aimer ou la détester
Cette décision me torturait, loin de mon destin j'ai été trainée

Depuis le début j'étais celle qui dans les mensonges était en train de se noyer
Les pensées se désassemblaient, se perdant entre des sentiments opposés
Si ce combat n'avait pas été le même, peut-être pourrions être heureuses chacun de notre côté
J'aurais tellement aimé m'excuser, avant que ton esprit se soit finalement évaporé...

Sorry, late of one day, because blank page syndrome then fatigue. Finally managed to do this.
Story: Now I'll explain the whole thing. Sister song to "DALIANA" that was aired 2 days before. Actually, from each point of view, the situation is totally different. From Daliana's (rival and victim), she was a very naive girl who became friends with Juliana (yandere and killer) and even if this last one seemed to not be fine, she tried to help her. The reason why Juliana intended to do this was first to get closer to Daliana then to kill her, but she began to take more seriously this friendship, that was first a big lie, and began being tortured between "should I keep her as a friend and leave her with my girlfriend" or "I have to kill her to get back my future". To the point she really became crazy and finally managed to kill her rival, who discovered about her real intentions. So yeah, the twisted smile that was described in the other song isn't just a "Sorry I lied", but it was more a symbol of her madness. When the lie becomes the truth...
Music: chord pluck with Xpand!2, all other synths (lead, pads, arp) with Toxic Biohazard.