『Away from Me』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170430-00524
LIN (full) : 「598 626 225」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170430-000648
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 13/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたの顔だけを知っている、あなたの感情を学んでいない
幸せの瞬間を思い出させるために、いくつかの愛を探し続けている
遠く離れている限り、お互いから離れて、遠くのことは気にしない
あなたに届く手を持って、もはや一人になりたくない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたは私を知らないかもしれない、あなたの目に見知らぬ人のように見えます
しかし、心の深いところで、奇妙な愛の気持ちを感じている
私たちはお互いをもう一度見ることができると思いるの？
それは数秒間でさえ、たぶん私の悲しみは消えるかもしれない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

I only know your face, I haven't learnt your emotions
I continue to search for some love, to remind some moments of happiness
Far away from each other, no cares about the distance, as long there is love
Holding a hand to reach you, I don't want to be alone anymore

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

You maybe don't know me, I look like a stranger to your eyes
However I feel a weird feeling of love, in the depths of the heart
Do you think we can see each other once again?
Even it's for few seconds, maybe my grief can go away

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Je ne connais que ton visage, je ne connais pas tes sentiments
Je continue de chercher l'amour, me souvenir de ces heureux moments
Loin l'un l'autre, peu importe la distance, tant que l'amour est présent
Je tends une main pour tenter de t'atteindre, je ne veux plus être seule maintenant

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Tu ne me connais peut-être pas, je ne suis peut-être qu'une étrangère pour toi
Toutefois je ressens un étrange sentiment d'amour, tout au fond de moi
Penses-tu que nous pourrons ne revoir ne serait-ce qu'une seule fois ?
Même quelques secondes, mon chagrin pourra peut-être s'envoler grâce à toi

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Music: very atmospheric style. One pad by Sytrus, the other by Etheral Padz2*, lead with Odisea*, piano with Overture* and gated pad with Toxic Biohazard. This gives a sort of eerie feeling...
Story: about a girl who fell in love with someone without this last one knowing her, and they are now separated with a long distance. A bit sad, but not really tragic either.
* DSK plugins

『Bitterness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170428-00523
LIN (full) : 「598 624 806」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170429-000647
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 10/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

あなたの欠けていた瞬間について、彼の存在を気にしなかった
静かに暗闇の中で待っている、秒が飛んでいた間
寒さはこれらの不満から疲れた私の心に侵入した
あなたの名前は頭の中で、混乱した考えを通して繰り返されていた

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

していた唯一のことは、膝の上に座って泣き叫ぶことでした
あなたを疑うようになり始めた、痛みが私を殺すだろうと感じた
これらの言葉は彼を私から隠す偽の言い訳だったの？
これらの文章は正しいものではなく、真実は考えていたものよりも深かった

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

I didn't care about his existence, about the moments you were missing
Gently waiting in the darkness while the seconds were flying away
Coldness invaded my heart tired from these frustrations
Your name was repeating itself in the head, through disorganized thoughts

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

Feeling abandoned, the only thing I was doing was sit on the knees and cry
I began doubting you, I felt that the pain was going to kill me
These words were only false excuses to hide him from me, right?
These sentences weren't right, the truth was deeper than anything I was thinking about

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Peu m'importait son existence, les moments où tu n'étais pas à mes côtés
Attendant gentiment dans l'obscurité alors que les secondes s'envolaient
Le froid a envahi mon cœur que toutes ces frustrations ont fatigué
Ton nom se répétait dans ma tête, à travers des pensées désorganisées

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Me sentant abandonnée, je ne pouvais que prendre mes genoux et pleurer
J'ai commencé à te douter, j'ai senti que la douleur allait me tuer
Ces mots n'étaient que de fausses excuses pour me le cacher, pas vrai ?
Ces phrases sonnaient faux, la vérité était plus profonde que tout à quoi j'aurais pu penser

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Story: This is not explicitly said, but of course the heroine killed her rival and her lover in the same time. This song is more on the psychology actually.
Music: pad and lead by PoiZone, gated pad by Morphine, chords by Xpand!2. Between the trance and the pop depending of the moments.

DOWNLOAD (15 TRACKS + 3 BONUS TRACKS)

Hello (again), Nynthixia there!

Changelog of the album. "Eve" was finally not changed, as for "Laura" and "Night Angels" (the songs), they are stuck as demo versions identical to album versions due to a technical incident. I haven't received any other news except for the ones I gave a week ago.

Here is the changelog for some other songs, many many were modified.

Stitches (tracks 01 and 16)

- The end was extended and does not end exactly the same (both versions)

Re;Boot (tracks 03 and 17)

- The intro has changed a few (pad -> gated pad -> chords) (was pad -> chords -> gated pad in the demo) (both)
- There is now a roll+SFX twice at the beginning and one at the middle of second verse (both)
- A gated choir was added in the bridge (both)
- A VFX has been added before the first bridge and at the end (both)
- Several beats were added in the verses (both)
- Capella has been remastered (Lily's ver only)

Many changes were made to give more dynamics to the song.

Spinning World (track 04)

- The scratch effect is now present at the end of the first verse as well
- An instrumental bridge was added between first chorus and second verse

Black Days (track 07)

- The end was extended and a SFX was added during the end

Rachel (tracks 08 and 18)

- The end was extended (both)

CAMILLIA (track 10)

- The vocal effect now plays before each chorus

Nine Lives (track 13)

- The intro was extended
- The second verse has extra beats

Collapse (track 14)

- SFX has been added at the beginning
- Gated pad volume is remastered
- There is a roll+SFX before the chorus

"Collapse" lacked some dynamics at the beginning and under specific conditions, the gated pad wasn't heard very well while it was an important part of the dynamics.

ANGELICIA (track 15)

- Extended end
- The sweeps at the beginning of the last chorus were removed
- There is a SFX at the beginning of each chorus
- Kicks were added at the beginning and during the second verse (+ extra beats for second verse)

Note: there is maybe a need to use an equalizer while playing.

Nothing else to add... All the other news, including lots of air dates are in a previous post that was written few hours before "LACRIMIA" airing. -> Just there!

Nynthixia

『LACRIMIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170427-00522
LIN (full) : 「598 624 103」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170428-000646
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 7/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

どちらも泣いていて、笑っていて、過去から良い友達であるのが好き
再びあなたの顔を見たかったが、この男はこれが起こることを望んでいない
理由を理解していない、そのような残酷な罰に値するために何をしたの？
私の魂を粉砕する運命に直面して、決してそれを受け入られない

あなたを探し続けた、必死にあなたを救いたがっていた
何も見つけることができなかった、悲しみと怒りが私を侵略している間
永遠にあなたを保護するために、単一の約束を行いる
この男は殺されるだろう、あなたは私に戻って行きている

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

あなたの顔をもう一度見る前に、全てが消えている。
彼からあなたを救いたいと思ったが、ちょうど「ごめんなさい」と言うことができた...

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Both crying, both smiling, like being good friends since the past
I wanted to see your face again but this man doesn't want this to happen
I don't understand the reason, what did I do to deserve such a cruel punishment?
Facing a fate that will shatter my soul, I will never accept it

I continued searching for you, I desperately wanted to save you
I couldn't find anything, while the grief and the rage invaded me
I will make a single promise, to protect you forever
This man will be killed and you'll go back to me

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Everything is fading away, before seeing your face just once again.
I wanted to save you from him but I was just able to say "I'm sorry"...

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

On pleurait ensemble, on souriait ensemble, comme de bonnes amies dans le passé
Je voulais revoir ton visage mais cet homme n'a pas voulu que cela puisse arriver
Je ne comprends pas la raison, pourquoi ai-je mérité un si cruel châtiment ?
En faisant face à un destin qui détruirait mon âme, je n'accepterai jamais cependant

J'ai continué de te chercher, je voulais désespérément te sauver
Je n'ai rien pu trouver, alors que le chagrin et la rage m'envahissaient
Je ne ferai qu'une seule promesse, de te protéger à jamais
Cet homme je le tuerai de mes propres mains et tu reviendras à mes côtés

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

Avant de revoir ton visage juste une dernière fois, tout est en train de s'effacer
Je voulais te sauver de lui mais je n'ai pu te dire qu'un "je suis désolée"...

The story that I have now is totally different from the idea I had from the start, and it's maybe not a bad thing... Way less severe.
Story: in this one, there are two yanderes, the heroine and the man who is keeping the lover with him. And this second yandere is the one who killed the heroine. Sort of bad luck.
Music: one pad with Sytrus, one other pad, gated pad and lead by Toxic Biohazard, the bridge lead is with Harmor.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Except for "LACRIMIA" that will come a bit later this afternoon, "Bitterness" on tomorrow (a few after the album "Night Angels", and I'm sure you'll love it) and "Away from Me" on Sunday, some other air dates that I forgot in the last news.

Beginning with original songs. MAYU's birthday is on May 6th, the Saturday of next week. And there are 2 songs scheduled, maybe sister songs, it is not impossible that I air both songs ("Elvira" and "Ines") on May 6th, and instead, nothing before, like this, I don't have too much work because of the exams.
(Because, yup, I'm still in this student's time)

On May 10th, the second song with Meiji, "Your Fault", should be aired. This in order to coincide with Saccu's birthday (Meiji's voice actor). I had few problems of organization for Nyui's one, very sorry, I first scheduled it then things didn't happen as expected... ><

The song "Do Not Leave" (with GUMI) will be aired in the same week of the May 10th (another day than the 10th of course, and not on May 13th either, I'll explain that later in the post).

This means that I'll have to make a new tracklist soon, that I haven't done yet (it should not last like this though) and the sure thing will be that Momo will be part of this tracklist and she'll have a song aired on May 22nd. Two days after the "Running and Ailing" album air date.

The covers now!

The next cover will be on May 13th. and when I posted the last news, I still didn't know what I would cover and with who. So it will be a cover of "Kill me, Queen" with Lily. And I'll add again the special effects that were forgotten in the piapro instru (yes the license permits it). Final license of the cover: Share-Alike for everyone.

And the one after this... On June 9th.

If you followed the activities last year, you would know why I chose this day. And here, I still hesitate. Between "Ref-Rain" and "Re;BIRTH" (covers), the vocals are confirmed though, it will be with Yukari. Final license: same as usual. I won't have to use the alternative system.

In a nutshell, if you have to write some dates down:

April 28th: "LACRIMIA" (feat. Lily)
April 29th: Album "Night Angels" + "Bitterness" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
April 30th: "Away from Me" (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
May 6th: "Elvira" and "Ines" (feat. MAYU)
May 10th: "Your Fault" (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
May 13th: Cover "Kill me, Queen" (feat. Lily) -> Tmbox exclusive
Between May 8th and May 14th (not on 10th or 13th): "Do Not Leave" (feat. GUMI)
May 20th: Album "Running and Ailing" [Beware: Explicit rating!]
May 22nd: a song with Momone Momo (you'll get the name as soon the tracklist will be done, maybe next week)
June 9th: Cover of "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) -> Tmbox exclusive

Here are all the dates I have! Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Escape Route』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170426-00521
LIN (full) : 「598 622 155」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170426-000645
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 14/16

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

誰もが泣いていて、恐怖に襲われて、先物が粉々になっていた
希望を見ていないだけで、いくつかの思い出が戻ってきている
あなたの声を聞き、別の宇宙からの言葉を慎重に聞きたかった
もう失われないようにして、状況を救おうとする

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

彼らがなぜ私たちにこれらのことをしているのか誰も知らなかった
知性を使い、悪夢から脱出する方法を見つける
幸せになるために、生き残るために望んでいた、この死を否定した
あなたの声が私を導き、この活発な運命を強制する

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

彼はまた私たちを救い、邪悪な人々を罰するために全てを試みた
まず怖かった、あなたが私を助けることを決心するまで
もはや我々を結びつける愛を止めるものはない
あなたの言葉を聞く限り、この幸福は保証されている

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

Everyone was crying, thoughts invaded by fear, futures being shattered
I wasn't seeing any hope, just some memories that were coming back
I wanted to hear your voice, listen carefully to the words from another universe
To not be lost anymore, then trying to save the situation

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

Nobody knew why they were doing these things to us
Using some intelligence and finding a way to escape from the nightmare
I denied this death, I wanted to survive, to be happy
Your voice is guiding me, forcing this lively fate to exist

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

He also tried everything to save us, and to punish the evil people
I was scared first, until you decided to help me
Nothing will stop the love uniting us anymore
As long I can listen to your words, this happiness will be assured

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Tout le monde pleurait, les pensées envahies par la peur, les futurs se fracturant
Je ne voyais aucun espoir, juste quelques souvenirs revenant
Je voulais entendre ta voix, entendre depuis un autre univers tes mots avec précaution
Pour ne plus être perdue, puis tenter de sauver la situation

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Personne ne savait pourquoi ils nous faisaient ces choses en réalité
Utiliser notre intelligence pour trouver un moyen de s'échapper de cette peur
J'ai refusé cette mort, je voulais survivre, retrouver le bonheur
Ta voix me guide, forçant ce vif destin à exister

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Il a tout tenté pour nous sauver, et de punir les méchants
J'avais d'abord peur, jusqu'au moment où tu as décidé de m'aider
Rien n'arrêtera l'amour qui nous unit à présent
Tant que je peux entendre tes mots, ce bonheur sera toujours assuré

Story: I can't tell it without spoiling the game "9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors", so if you have the game, play it, else, watch some let's plays,  then you'll understand the story of the song, and why I classed it as "tragedy" (even if the lyrics feel a bit hopeful).
Music: sweep pad and gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, pluck sequence by T-Force Alpha Plus, lead by Sytrus, chords by Xpand!2. Some heavy trance.

『Hit List』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170425-00520
LIN (full) : 「598 621 108」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170425-000644
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 11/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

忘れたい思いでいっぱい痛みと悲しみの思い出
心は怒りと憎しみで溢れていたが、もう慈悲は存在しなかった
平和的にしか暮らしたくない無実の人々の叫び声
これらの悲惨な言葉がひとつの願いで再会されたことをまだ聞いている

絶望して泣いていた妹は、まだこれらの人々の顔を覚えている
彼らはあなたをあまりにも傷つけた、あなたの魂を救いたがっていた
復讐の気持ちが私を侵し、今まで感じたこと以外の感覚よりも強い
決してあなたを彼らの地獄の悪夢に連れて行きたい悪を許されない

忘れたい思いでいっぱい痛みと悲しみの思い出
心は怒りと憎しみで溢れていたが、もう慈悲は存在しなかった
平和的にしか暮らしたくない無実の人々の叫び声
これらの悲惨な言葉がひとつの願いで再会されたことをまだ聞いている

彼女はまだ残っている唯一の希望で立って、私の名前を呼んでいた
彼らはあまりにも苦しんだが、彼らの精神は救われなければならない
この運命が自分の利己主義によって崩壊する前に、あなたと永遠になりたかった
それからこの小さな笑顔を見て、あなたの幸せを感じることができます

依然として恐れと戦って、このような自由を求めている
誰も発見できなかった真実を見つけるまで
彼らは最終的に罠に落ちた、彼らの謝罪には遅すぎる
彼らの目が深い暗闇の中で終わり、後悔している

Painful and sorrowful memories full of thoughts that I want to forget
The heart was overflowing with rage and hatred, the mercy wasn't existing anymore
These screaming voices of innocent people who only wanted to peacefully live
I'm still hearing these heartbreaking words reunited in a single wish

Little sister who was crying in despair, still remembering about the faces of these people
They were hurting you too much, I wanted to save your soul
A feeling of revenge invaded me, stronger than another sensation I have ever felt
I'll never forgive the evil who wanted to bring you into their hellish nightmare

Painful and sorrowful memories full of thoughts that I want to forget
The heart was overflowing with rage and hatred, the mercy wasn't existing anymore
These screaming voices of innocent people who only wanted to peacefully live
I'm still hearing these heartbreaking words reunited in a single wish

She was still calling my name, standing with the only hope that remained
They have too much suffered but their spirits have to be relieved
I wanted to be forever with you before this fate gets shattered by their selfishness
Then I'll be able to see this little smile and feel your happiness

I'm still searching for this freedom that was so much desired, fighting against the fears
Until finding the truth that nobody else was able to discover
They were finally falling into the trap, it's too late for their apologizes
Before their eyes close in the deepest darkness and regrets

Souvenirs de chagrin et de douleur remplis de pensées que je souhaite oublier
Le cœur débordant de rage et de haine, il n'y avait plus la moindre pitié
Ces voix de gens innocents qui hurlaient alors qu'ils souhaitaient juste vivre en paix
J'entends encore leurs mots déchirants réunis en un seul souhait

Petite sœur qui pleurait de désespoir, se souvenant encore des visages de ces gens
Ils te faisaient tellement mal, alors que je voulais te sauver
Un sentiment de vengeance m'a envahie, plus forte que toute autre sensation que j'ai sentie jusqu'à présent
Je ne pardonnerai jamais le mal qui a voulu dans son cauchemar infernal t'emmener

Souvenirs de chagrin et de douleur remplis de pensées que je souhaite oublier
Le cœur débordant de rage et de haine, il n'y avait plus la moindre pitié
Ces voix de gens innocents qui hurlaient alors qu'ils souhaitaient juste vivre en paix
J'entends encore leurs mots déchirants réunis en un seul souhait

Elle appelait encore mon nom, restant avec le seul espoir qu'il lui restait
Ils ont bien trop souffert mais leurs esprits doivent être soulagés
Je voulais à jamais être avec toi avant que leur égoïsme ne fissure ce destin
Je serai capable de revoir ce petit visage et ressentir ton bonheur enfin

Je cherche encore, combattant contre mes peurs, cette liberté tant désirée
Jusqu'à trouver la vérité que personne d'autre n'a pu percer
Ils tombaient alors finalement dans le piège, pour eux il est trop tard pour s'excuser
Avant que leurs yeux ne se ferment dans les plus profonds ténèbres et regrets

Story: A woman who decided to hunt down and kill the people who hurt and killed her sister (and maybe other people).
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead with Xpand!2. This is a very simple melody.

『Leida』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170424-00519
LIN (full) : 「598 620 191」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170424-000643
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 1/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

暗いところで消える前に、後悔の影に落ちる赤い花びら
あなたの幸せを望んでいたが、私の目の前でこの運命が砕かれているのを見た
彼女を見ていたこの男は、ついに私を傷つける未来を止めた
彼はこれらの人生を終了するだけで永遠にこの女性と一緒にいたかった

鮮血がゆっくりと流れている間、意識は覚醒し続けた
憎しみは私の思考の各断片を侵略し、とても苦しんでいた
この男がこの世界から消えていくのを見たいと思っていた
あなたは彼女を元通りに戻すために私に報復する唯一の人でした

あなたの心は静かに留まるために彼女に向かってあまりにも多くの感情を持った
いつあなたが私を崇拝したか、何ができるかを知っている
「この邪悪な男は罰せられなければならなかった、これは彼の最後の瞬間になるでしょう」
もし彼が再びあなたを傷つけるなら、決して許されない...

暗いところで消える前に、後悔の影に落ちる赤い花びら
あなたの幸せを望んでいたが、私の目の前でこの運命が砕かれているのを見た
彼女を見ていたこの男は、ついに私を傷つける未来を止めた
彼はこれらの人生を終了するだけで永遠にこの女性と一緒にいたかった

鮮血がゆっくりと流れている間、意識は覚醒し続けた
憎しみは私の思考の各断片を侵略し、とても苦しんでいた
この男がこの世界から消えていくのを見たいと思っていた
あなたは彼女を元通りに戻すために私に報復する唯一の人でした

それからこれらの言葉を聞いて、精神に恐ろしい傷を残した
「彼女はそんな怪物で、すぐにあなた自身の損失になるでしょう」
彼女があなたを避けている間、憎しみは燃えていた
しかし、彼が死ぬとあなたは再び幸せになり安心している

あなたの思考は歪んだ書かれた言葉のために絶望によって腐った
あなたが彼女をどれほど愛していても、全てが永遠に失われたよう
彼の流れる鮮血と痛みは私の憎しみを落ち着かせるのに十分でした
幾分幸せだったが、何かがまだ私の期待を超えていた

「あなたはこの男を殺すことができますよね？私たちはまだ友達ですよね？」
あなたが愛した女性を完全に信じていることは分かっている
私たちの魂が空の白い雲の向こうに再会されるとき
あなたを私の腕の中に迎え、最高のことが起こることを願って

Red petals falling into the shadows of the regrets, before disappearing in the darkness
I wanted your happiness, only to see this fate being shattered in front of my eyes
This man that was looking at her, finally stopped the future to hurt me
He wanted to end these lives, just to be with this woman forever

Consciousness stayed awake in the pain while fresh blood was slowly flowing
The hatred invaded each fragment of my thoughts, I was so much suffering
I wanted to see this man being erased from this world
You were the only person to avenge me to get her back

Your heart had too many feelings towards her to stay silent
I know at what point you also adored me, what was possible to do
"This evil man had to be punished, this will be his final moment"
If he would hurt you again, I would never forgive him...

Red petals falling into the shadows of the regrets, before disappearing in the darkness
I wanted your happiness, only to see this fate being shattered in front of my eyes
This man that was looking at her, finally stopped the future to hurt me
He wanted to end these lives, just to be with this woman forever

Consciousness stayed awake in the pain while fresh blood was slowly flowing
The hatred invaded each fragment of my thoughts, I was so much suffering
I wanted to see this man being erased from this world
You were the only person to avenge me to get her back

Then I heard these words, leaving behind horrible wounds in the spirit
"She is such a monstruosity and soon will be your own loss"
Hatred was burning within, while she was avoiding you
But if he dies, you will both be happy again and I'll be relieved

Your thoughts were rotten by despair, just because of distorted written words
No matters how much you loved her, everything seemed to be forever lost
His flowing fresh blood and pain were enough to calm my hatred down
I felt somewhat happy, but something was still beyond my expectations

"You can kill this man right? We are still friends, right?"
I know that you completely trust the woman you adored
When our souls will be reunited beyond the white clouds in the sky
I'll greet you into my arms and hope for the best to happen

Les pétales rouges tombant dans les ombres des regrets, avant de disparaître dans l'obscurité
Je voulais ton bonheur, seulement pour ne voir ce destin devant mes yeux que se fissurer
Cet homme qui la regardait, pour nuire à mon futur l'a arrêté
Il voulait mettre un terme à nos vies, juste pour être à jamais à ses côtés

La conscience encore éveillée dans la douleur alors que le sang frais coule doucement
La haine a envahi chaque fragment de mes pensées, je souffrais tellement
Je voulais voir cet homme de ce monde effacé
Tu étais la seule personne pour me venger et qui pourrait la récupérer

Ton cœur portait trop de sentiments envers elle pour rester dans le silence
Je sais à quel point de m'as aussi adorée, ce que tu pouvais faire pour ma vengeance
"Ce seront les derniers instants de ce méchant homme qui devra être sanctionné"
S'il venait à te faire du mal encore, jamais je ne pourrai le lui pardonner...

Les pétales rouges tombant dans les ombres des regrets, avant de disparaître dans l'obscurité
Je voulais ton bonheur, seulement pour ne voir ce destin devant mes yeux que se fissurer
Cet homme qui la regardait, pour nuire à mon futur l'a arrêté
Il voulait mettre un terme à nos vies, juste pour être à jamais à ses côtés

La conscience encore éveillée dans la douleur alors que le sang frais coule doucement
La haine a envahi chaque fragment de mes pensées, je souffrais tellement
Je voulais voir cet homme de ce monde effacé
Tu étais la seule personne pour me venger et qui pourrait la récupérer

Alors j'ai entendu ces mots, laissant mon esprit horriblement meurtri
"Elle est un tel monstre et elle te mènera jusqu'à ta propre perte un jour"
Alors qu'elle tentait de t'éviter, la haine grandit en moi toujours
Mais s'il meurt, vous serez de nouveau heureuses et vous soulagerez mon esprit

Tes pensées étaient pourries par le désespoir, juste à cause de mots écrits déformés
Peu importe combien tu l'aimais, tout semblait être perdu à jamais
Son sang frais coulant et sa douleur étaient assez pour m'apaiser
J'étais un peu heureuse, mais je sentais que tout n'allait pas comme je le souhaitais

"Tu peux tuer cet homme, pas vrai ? On est encore amies, pas vrai ?"
Je savais que tu faisais aveuglément confiance à la femme que tu adorais
Quand au-delà des nuages blancs dans le ciel nos âmes seront ralliées
Je t'accueillerai dans mes bras et espérerai que le meilleur puisse arriver

Story: this is the (very late) answer to the song "SELENIA", where a woman killed a boy rival because of some words written on a letter (inter alia). But actually... This is not the only reason. Behind all of this, there was another woman (now dead), who was friend with both of the other girls in the story. Just friend, not really lover. She is not the yandere but yeah, she is quite evil. Because of all what the boy did, including killing her, Leida wants now revenge and asks to the other yandere (Selenia) to kill the boy. Just for revenge. Just it.
(Yeah, clearly inspired from "Dear Mariko", but since I changed the genders of some characters and a bit the story... Well I had to change for "Leida" as well. Actually, Leida is inspired from the character "Liddy" (Selenia was from "Shinku" (this is NOT Mariko!!!)). And the truth is pretty messed up. I did what I could for understanding!)
Music: no compatibility patch under 12.4.2 b33. Pads (gated and sweep pad) by Toxic Biohazard, metallic pluck by Autogun (and this is the same preset as in "SELENIA"!) and lead with Transistor Bass. And the Slayer near the end. I really enjoyed working on this song.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Sorry for the lack of news recently, the last one was still the reveal for the April Fools and since I haven't posted anything but songs. I also had to cancel the piapro upload for "Orchid Orchestra" since the website showed as being a bit drunk the evening I posted?

News about the incident, that also impacts "Night Angels" album. On Wednesday, 80% of my total files were being copied and it is now in a less complicated folder architecture (Users files, there are just some huge files, but we are seeing the end of the "retrieve copy" that began almost 2 months ago!). All of the production files including the .veg files (that are very very separated from all the other production material, because they are in my "Documents" folder) were copied. In what status exactly, I don't know, but I already prepared a huge tab for retrieving the files and knowing what ones are available. I don't estimate the come back of the files before or next week or beginning/mid May. That means "Laura" and "Night Angels" will be stuck as "demo = album versions". As for the song "Eve", I hesitate to make a modification (not extension type though), but else, same status. All other songs can possibly be modified like usual. I already have some ideas about the songs I'm going to correct. This will be done in the week-end. And promised, I save on the "copy hard drive" in same time!

Next week, I have a big schedule. Song everyday except for the Thursday. So here is the list of the songs that will be published for next week.

MONDAY 24TH

Leida (feat. IA -ROCKS-)

Actually this is a (very late) answer to the song "SELENIA". Remember what I told you about the origins of "SELENIA"? The game "Dear Mariko"? Well, few months ago, the author of the game published an alternative ending (that is pretty messed up by the way, I won't spoil). So let's try doing this into a song?

TUESDAY 25TH

Hit List (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)

Maybe a yangire song, long time I haven't made one of those... Recently made some yandere songs but...

WEDNESDAY 26TH

Escape Route (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)

No idea about this one.

FRIDAY 28TH

LACRIMIA (feat. Lily)

For this song this is quite complicated because I had an idea of story but I had to abandon it because... This was not my style. So I'll take a few more time to think about it. There are some chances to get a high age warning for this one (maybe not as far as "Anti-Birth", at least I hope?).

SATURDAY 29TH

Bitterness (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)

No idea about this one either.

SUNDAY 30TH

Away from Me (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)

Maybe just a tragedy, but, who knows?

So let's try doing this. After that, it will be a week of slow pace (because I have my exams) and after... Medium pace. Yeah, finally decided! Many chances that you get almost 3 or 4 songs a week, because I seriously need to rest. I'll make an effort for the next week, but working against our own health is no good either. Actually that more hurts. But since I really love working on songs... I just have to make the right balance between production and resting for the 3 next months.
If you feel very tired, you have some sleep problems and you have a "not-job" schedule... Don't do like me. Rest. For your sake.

Nynthixia

『Orchid Orchestra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170420-00509
LIN (full) : 「598 616 402」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170420-000630
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 9/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

日差しに隠れて、朗らかな声が聞こえている
まだ壊れやすい、美しく服を着た、他人から見られることなく
これらの愛の言葉と深い感情があなたに届くの？
沈黙はこの中の暖かい炎を決して奪うことはない

彼らの思考を恐れていたが、この運命について確信している
誰もが否定で生きているが、まだ理想を見ていると感じている
あなたの目はついに私を見て、希望と幸福でいっぱいの凝視
この瞬間が来るのを待っていて、悲しみから私を引き離してしまった

日差しに隠れて、朗らかな声が聞こえている
まだ壊れやすい、美しく服を着た、他人から見られることなく
これらの愛の言葉と深い感情があなたに届くの？
沈黙はこの中の暖かい炎を決して奪うことはない

Hidden from the sunlight, a melodious voice can still be listened to
Still fragile, beautifully dressed, without being seen from the others
Can these words of love and these deep feelings reach you?
The silence will never take away this warm flame within

I was afraid of their thoughts, though I am sure about this fate
Everyone is living in the denial, I feel however that I am still seeing an ideal
Your eyes finally look at me, the gaze full of hope and happiness
I have waited too long for this moment to come and take me away from the sorrow

Hidden from the sunlight, a melodious voice can still be listened to
Still fragile, beautifully dressed, without being seen from the others
Can these words of love and these deep feelings reach you?
The silence will never take away this warm flame within

Cachée de la lumière solaire, cette voix mélodieuse que l'on peut écouter
Encore fragile, joliment habillée, sans que les autres ne puissent la regarder
Est-ce que pourront t'atteindre ces mots d'amour et profonds sentiments ?
Le silence ne prendra jamais avec lui cette flamme brûlant

J'avais peur de leurs pensées, même si j'étais sûre de ce destin
Tout le monde vit dans le déni, cependant cet idéal, je continue de le voir
Tes yeux ont fini par me regarder, le regard plein de bonheur et d'espoir
J'ai trop longtemps attendu ce moment pour arriver et emmener avec lui mon chagrin

Cachée de la lumière solaire, cette voix mélodieuse que l'on peut écouter
Encore fragile, joliment habillée, sans que les autres ne puissent la regarder
Est-ce que pourront t'atteindre ces mots d'amour et profonds sentiments ?
Le silence ne prendra jamais avec lui cette flamme brûlant

I know, lyrics are pretty short, but this is what happens when I try to be quite poetic and positive. This is actually pretty cute.
Music: choirs pad by Morphine, gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, pluck by T-Force Alpha Plus, string lead by Sakura, some beats were made with Xpand!2.

NOTE

Due to a technical problem, piapro and Tmbox uploads were not performed.
Tmbox upload is delayed, the piapro one is cancelled. Sorry about the inconvenience.