Hello, Nynthixia there!

Because 7 tweets are a bit too much, this is the post which will give you all the links!

Control (feat. Lily)

Soundcloud
Fichier-zip (contains song + instru)

Diana (feat. IA)

Tmbox
Fichier-zip (contains song + instru)

Wish of Death (feat. IA)

Tmbox
Fichier-zip (contains song + instru)

OCTARINA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) [short fixed ver]

Tmbox
Fichier-zip (contains patched song + lyrics)

End of Sentence -Fragment mix- [mash'up End Sentence/Bullet] (feat. Lily, IA)

Tmbox

Pandemonic Planet -Hellish Moon mix- / UN Owen Was Her -Nynthixia Hard mix- [instrus]

Tmbox (Pandemonic Planet)
Tmbox (UN Owen Was Her)
Fichier-zip (instrus only)

Enjoy the listening!

Nynthixia

『Parthina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160728-000332
LIN (full) : 「598 329 297」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160728-000441
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 9/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

無慈悲な世界の残酷さの回避と絶望との戦い
まだ少し笑顔の背後にあるこの悲しみを隠そうとした
いつか私たちはこの幸せを邪魔するために誰もなしに一人であろう
それはちょうど長い闘いであるが結果は無価値ではない

無邪気な表情を維持しながら幻想を構築して
疑いを通じ間違った人のための偽の愛を示して
彼はちょうど友人と自信があったことを考えていました
密かに強く彼の血を望んながらこぼれたする

無慈悲な世界の残酷さの回避と絶望との戦い
まだ少し笑顔の背後にあるこの悲しみを隠そうとした
いつか私たちはこの幸せを邪魔するために誰もなしに一人であろう
それはちょうど長い闘いであるが結果は無価値ではない

しかしまだ彼女の毎日はこの強力な愛を感じていた
彼は幻滅を実現するときにはすでに手遅れでした
真実は再び表示されていたが鮮血がゆっくり流れて見てた
幸せと自分の考えを満たす強力な感情として...

幸福のこれらの目は空、彼女に会いに戻ったとき
それでも胸を通して激しい痛みを感じる前に、笑みを浮かべました
彼女は荒れ狂う感情で見ていた一方で血が、私から流出して
愛に目がくらんたが現在は彼女の本当の性格が明らかにされた...

Avoiding the cruelty of a merciless world and fighting against the despair
I still tried to hide this sadness behind a little smile
Someday we will be alone without anyone to disturb this happiness
It is just a long struggle but the result won't be worthless

Building up an illusion while maintaining an innocent expression
Showing a fake love for the wrong person through the doubt
He was just thinking I was a friend and confident
While I secretly and strongly wished his blood to be spilled

Avoiding the cruelty of a merciless world and fighting against the despair
I still tried to hide this sadness behind a little smile
Someday we will be alone without anyone to disturb this happiness
It is just a long struggle but the result won't be worthless

However I was still feeling this strong love for her everyday
When he just realized the disillusion it was already too late
While the truth was appearing again I watched the fresh blood slowly flowing
As a strong emotion filling my thoughts with happiness...

When I returned to see her, these eyes empty of happiness
I was still smiling, before feeling an intense pain through the chest
The blood flowing out of me, while she was watching with a raging emotion
I was blinded by the love but now her true personality was revealed...

Combattant contre le désespoir en évitant la cruauté d'un monde sans merci
J'ai toujours essayé derrière ce petit sourire de cacher ma tristesse
Un jour nous serons seules sans quiconque pour déranger cette allégresse
C'est juste une bataille longue mais elle portera bien ses fruits

Construisant une illusion alors que je maintenais cette innocente expression
Pour semer le doute, je montrais à la mauvaise personne un amour totalement fabriqué
Il pensait juste que j'étais une amie à qui donner confession
Pendant que je souhaitais secrètement voir son sang être versé

Combattant contre le désespoir en évitant la cruauté d'un monde sans merci
J'ai toujours essayé derrière ce petit sourire de cacher ma tristesse
Un jour nous serons seules sans quiconque pour déranger cette allégresse
C'est juste une bataille longue mais elle portera bien ses fruits

Toutefois je ressentais encore ce fort amour pour elle chaque jour
Il était déjà trop tard lorsqu'il a réalisé la désillusion
Pendant la vérité faisait surface de nouveau, je regardais le sang frais couler doucement toujours
Le bonheur semblait remplir mes pensées comme une forte émotion...

Lorsque je suis revenue la voir, ces yeux de tout bonheur s'étaient vidés
Je souriais toujours, avant de sentir en moi une intense douleur
Le sang sortant de mon corps, alors qu'elle me regardait enragée
L'amour m'avait aveuglée mais maintenant je savais quelle était la vraie nature de son cœur...

Case where a lie can be deadly : as a yandere, you fall in love with a beautiful girl who is already dating a guy, then you decide to date the guy for killing him in the end... And that your lover, knowing all about the murder, but not about your real love, finally kills you in her rage. That plot twist... (No, normally, no sister song scheduled for this one.)
Between Harmless and GMS and a few of Sytrus as well.

『Blood Huntress』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160726-00329
LIN (full) : 「598 327 364」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160726-000438
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 13/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : violent lyrics, blood references, murder references
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

美しい世界でこれらの計画に対して何もせずに
遠い地平線を見てみると新しい目で将来を期待
この視界から人生の別の意味が明らかにされている
この絶望はこの存在の以下に変更することはできますか？

その後血の完全な川との運命は長い時間のために保証さだろう
空の人々は有用な屠殺後地面に落ちるとき

誰もが従うし再びこの不毛の世界を養うために
誰もが最終的に血女性狩猟家に全ての彼らの静物を放棄だろう

あなたの霊は死後の世界の美しさを知らなくても死によってと脅した
まだ欲しいものを得るために美しいものをお約束して
素敵な赤い染みの色の静脈に流れるこの熱い血
予期せぬ優しさの完全な私の目は人々を安心する

その後血の完全な川との運命は長い時間のために保証さだろう
空の人々は有用な屠殺後地面に落ちるとき

誰もが従うし再びこの不毛の世界を養うために
誰もが最終的に血女性狩猟家に全ての彼らの静物を放棄だろう

その後血の完全な川との運命は長い時間のために保証さだろう
空の人々は有用な屠殺後地面に落ちるとき

誰もが従うし再びこの不毛の世界を養うために
誰もが最終的に血女性狩猟家に全ての彼らの静物を放棄だろう

Without anything against these plans in a beautiful world
Looking at the distant horizon and hoping for the future with the new eyes
From this sight another meaning of the life is revealed
Can this despair be changed into the following of this existence?

Then with a river full of blood the fate will be assured for a long time
When the empty people fall on the ground after an useful sacrifice

Everyone to obey and to feed again this arid world
Everyone will finally surrender all their lifes to the blood huntress

Your spirits threatened by the death without knowing the beauty of afterlife
I still promise beautiful things to obtain what I want
This hot blood flowing in the veins colored of a wonderful red stain
My eyes full of an unexpected kindness to reassure people

Then with a river full of blood the fate will be assured for a long time
When the empty people fall on the ground after an useful sacrifice

Everyone to obey and to feed again this arid world
Everyone will finally surrender all their lifes to the blood huntress

Then with a river full of blood the fate will be assured for a long time
When the empty people fall on the ground after an useful sacrifice

Everyone to obey and to feed again this arid world
Everyone will finally surrender all their lifes to the blood huntress

Avertissement : langage possiblement déformé, non compatible avec Français, France.
Warning : partially deformed language, not compatible with French, France.

Sans quoi que ce soit contre ces plans dans un monde plein de beauté
Regardant l'horizon lointain et d'un nouveau regard vers le futur pouvoir espérer
De cette vue s'est révélée une nouvelle signification de la vie
Est-ce que ce désespoir peut être changé pour la poursuite de cette vie ?

Alors avec une rivière pleine de sang le destin sera assuré pour encore longtemps
Quand les gens vidés tomberont sur le sol utilement sacrifiés

Tout le monde à obéir et à nourrir ce monde sans arrêt
Tout le monde à rendre enfin leurs vies à la chasseuse de sang

Vos esprits menacés par la mort en ignorant la beauté de l'au-delà
Pour obtenir ce que je veux, je promets des choses de toute beauté
Ce sang chaud coulant dans les veines d'une splendide teinte rouge coloré
Mes yeux remplis d'une gentillesse inattendue pour rassurer ces gens-là

Alors avec une rivière pleine de sang le destin sera assuré pour encore longtemps
Quand les gens vidés tomberont sur le sol utilement sacrifiés

Tout le monde à obéir et à nourrir ce monde sans arrêt
Tout le monde à rendre enfin leurs vies à la chasseuse de sang

Alors avec une rivière pleine de sang le destin sera assuré pour encore longtemps
Quand les gens vidés tomberont sur le sol utilement sacrifiés

Tout le monde à obéir et à nourrir ce monde sans arrêt
Tout le monde à rendre enfin leurs vies à la chasseuse de sang

(So sorry for French lyrics)
Harmor and Zebralette striking back, the first one for the bass, the second one for the lead.
Note : The heroine here isn't a yangire. She is not. But she's pretty sadistic.
I was inspired by the Blood Countess Elizabeth Báthory (who really existed) and the character Eliza (SkullGirls). Knowing that the first one was an inspiration source for the second one as well... A woman claiming for blood, incessantly.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Just there to announce the changes on the blog.

- The design has been updated, same for the description of the songs in the header.
- There are now 2 external catalogs for the songs.
- Rearranged the places of information links.
- Covers and remixes are now separate from original works.
- The current work pace is now correctly displayed in the right menu.
- The "last article" module was replaced by 2 modules : one for the songs (left menu) and one for the news (right menu). The songs are as well for original songs as for remixes/covers.
- "Informations" page renamed into "Explanations of producing". The download table is also on this page. Please check it out to see what you need to ask or what you can directly download!

Other infos :

1) For August 8th, there will be a remix of the song "TIELLI" (original : sele) with Meiji -Lilith- as the singer. I wanted to make something for Meiji, but not an original this time, and I also have my little idea about how I will do this remix.

2) I published the final tracklist of the second September album on the "Discography" page. I'm currently working on "Blood Huntress". I'll probably (why am I saying this, it's "surely") not finish the demos during this week, so you'll have some songs for this album produced during August 7th/August 13rd week.

3) The album "Perish Songs" is almost finished, I just have to do the booklet and to package it.

4) When I wrote the IMIC references catalog on yesterday, I noticed that there were several errors on the LIC codes for all songs since "Poisoned Brambles". The codes have been corrected in the catalogs, on the blog and on Tmbox/Soundcloud. The links of the certificates for the albums "Bad Gate", "LUNACIA" and "Wasted Smiles" are dead. If you still want to get them, the new links are available on the "Discography" page, just after the status line. The codes have been corrected. For "Wish from the Evil", you'll get the correct codes directly (I didn't upload the .zip file yet).

5) On August 15th, the LIN code won't be written anymore on the blog posts, the IMIC code will be written instead. So what is this code, this is a better replacement of LIN codes, but this time, artist specific!
My codes are like this : "12FR-NYN8937-[[song air date]]-[[number of the song]]".
Only covers aren't concerned.
(Note : LIN codes will still be available on their concerned catalog. But I won't really use them anymore.)

And this is all.

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

PS : Remember, the Friday airings! Keep Tmbox and Soundcloud open on these days, you won't be disappointed!

『Blackmailer of Love』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160724-000322
LIN (full) : 「598 324 303」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160724-000430
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 10/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたの顔にこれらの涙はすぐに消去されます
なるだろうときに一つだけがあなたを愛している

それらの間に確立された深い感情は最後の脅威でした
初めから彼女を知っていたし、復讐について恐れていた

予定されていた作業を完了するように求められたら
全てが大丈夫だと思うのでこれらの涙を乾燥させました
あなたは本当に私を愛しているなら、何も問題はないだろう
これはあなたの気持ちのための別の証拠であろう

あなたの顔にこれらの涙はすぐに消去されます
なるだろうときに一つだけがあなたを愛している

それでもどうしてこの深い悲しみを理解することはできない
幸せな未来が待ってと懸念されない場合があります
これはちょうど忘却に陥る過去からの悪夢でした
あなたを許すだろうから罪悪感を感じる必要はありません...

These tears on your face will soon be erased
When I'll be the only one to love you

The deep feeling established between them was the last threat
I knew her since the beginning and was afraid about the revenge

When I asked you to finish the work that was scheduled
I dried these tears because everything would be fine
If you really love me, nothing would be a problem
This would be another proof for your feelings

These tears on your face will soon be erased
When I'll be the only one to love you

I still can't understand why this deep sadness
A happy future awaits and may not be feared
This was just a nightmare from the past falling into the oblivion
There's no need to feel guilty because I'll forgive you...

Ces larmes sur ton visage seront bientôt effacées
Lorsque je demeurerai la seule personne à pouvoir t'aimer

Le profond sentiment établi entre eux était la dernière menace qui restait
J'avais peur qu'elle ne se venge sur moi car depuis le début je la connaissais

Lorsque je t'ai demandé de finir le travail que nous avions prévu toi et moi
J'ai séché ces larmes parce que tout se passerait bien
Si tu m'aimes vraiment, alors aucun problème ne devrait être le tien
Ce serait une autre preuve de tes sentiments envers moi

Ces larmes sur ton visage seront bientôt effacées
Lorsque je demeurerai la seule personne à pouvoir t'aimer

Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi cette si profonde tristesse
Un futur heureux nous attend, tu ne dois pas être effrayée
C'était juste un cauchemar tombé dans l'oubli du passé
Inutile de te sentir coupable car je te pardonnerai sans cesse...

This is a very deep story... For a classic yandere, the way to get back their lover is to kill the rival... But how to do when the lover is a yandere as well? There is the problem of the revenge (just see between "Sister Family" and "Sister Revenge"...). How to avoid that?
The heroine just has to blackmail her lover to kill the rival to stay alive with her. And well... If she has enough strong feelings for the heroine, it's not like she had a choice.
Story : the heroine is in love with a woman already with a man. Both women are yandere, and the lover also has feelings for the heroine. This last one decides to get rid of her rival from a very unusual way : make her lover kill him. After the murder, the lover feels guilty about it, but the heroine promises to forgive her so that they could live forever happy.
(Yeah yanderes are very evil monsters. But you know it since the beginning, right?)
Music : Harmor exclusive song this time.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Well, as the title says, last week before the one week pause.

From July 30th (included) to August 6th (partially included) I won't publish anything and I won't be able to answer any message, whatever the platform.

But I was thinking, I don't want to leave you in an empty period without having something to listen to and I have a little bunch of things to air sooooo...

On July 29th (Friday) I'll publish several songs, they're not completely inedite but...

SOUNDCLOUD UPLOADS

1) Control (feat. Lily)

Extended version of the song (album ver) but for Lily (1 pitch down compared to Yukari's ver). The song has a good quality enough to go on this platform.
Sung version and instru will be available on fichier-zip.

TMBOX UPLOADS

1) UN Owen Was Her? -Nynthixia Hard Remix- (instrumental)

I contacted East NewSound but... I didn't get any answer and I think they lost the mail, so I can't publish the sung version online. However, I don't want to penalize you so if you still want it, I'll only give it on mail, all I'll ask is to not reupload it, even if it's said that you can use it without permission if you're a VOCALOID/UTAU user... I won't take this risk.
Instru downloadable on Tmbox only. This song doesn't have a LIC code.

2) Pandemonic Planet -Hellish Moon Remix- (instrumental)

This one hasn't got lyrics at all, even if with "Earth Moon and Hell" I could add them... I'll think about it.
Instru downloadable on Tmbox only. This song doesn't have a LIC code.

3) Diana (feat. IA -ROCKS-)

One pitch up compared to Lily's version and with a better mastering. She sings it well.
Instru and sung version will be on fichier-zip.

4) OCTARINA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)

This is the short version but with corrected lyrics. Same instru as the original composed on January beginning.
Song + corrected .txt file will be downloadable on fichier-zip.

5) End Sentence -Fragment mix- [End Sentence/Bullet mash'up] (feat. Lily, IA -ROCKS-)

Few months ago I began a project on FL for a mash'up of "End Sentence" and "Bullet" (that are on the same theme, the second one is yandere but not the first one)... Maybe a way to associate the stories?
Remix downloadable on Tmbox only. Instru can be given if requested by mail.
Reupload on YouTube strictly forbidden for this song.

6) Wish of Death (feat. IA -ROCKS-)

Same as "Diana", but the song was already remastered.
Song and instru will be downloadable on fichier-zip.

For the most of them, these are rearrangements or remixes. The new things that you'll have are the 2 Touhou remixes.

And that makes 7 little things to listen to, with a very good quality!

Next song will be for Tei, I have the idea in my head, but I didn't write lyrics yet.

I don't have any tracklist for the end September album either. You'll have to wait a little more! (^_^)

Enjoy
Nynthixia

『See Listen and Tell』

Singers : (in order of solo appearence) Yuzuki Yukari, IA
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160721-00320
LIN (full) : 「598 321 780」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160721-000428
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 1/14

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Legend

Everyone | IA | Yukari 

世界に目を覚ますと独自の絶望の涙で溺死しました
誰もが叫んで全ての強さと助けを求めている間

砂ほこりや悲しみによって掃引戦場に一人で立って
なぜ私たちは常に恐怖が起こって参照しなければならないのですか？

見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、見て、聞いて
教えて

私たちの内部の静脈をかじる有毒廃棄物としての嘘
常に同じ愚かで無駄な規則に従うことが義務付け

誰もが何かをした場合これらの大災害を停止する
なぜ私たちは常に恐怖が起こって参照しなければならないのですか？

見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、見て、聞いて
教えて

教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて、教えて
見て、聞いて...
見て、聞いて、見て、聞いて
教えて

Waking up in a world drowned in the tears of its own despair
While everyone is screaming and asking for help with every strength

Standing alone in a battlefield swept by the sand the dust and the sorrow
Why do we always have to see the horrors happening?

See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See and listen...
See and listen...
See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See, listen, see, listen
And tell

The lies as a toxic waste gnawing the veins inside us
Always obliged to obey the same stupid and useless rules

And if everyone did something to stop these catastrophes
Why do we always have to see the horrors happening?

See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See and listen...
See and listen...
See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See, listen, see, listen
And tell

Tell
See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See and listen...
See and listen...
See listen and tell
See listen and tell
See, listen, see, listen
And tell

Some lyrics of the .txt file are mistaken.

Se réveiller dans un monde que les larmes de son propre désespoir ont noyé
Pendant que tout le monde hurle à l'aide avec une force impensable

Se tenir seule dans un champ de bataille balayé par le chagrin, la poussière et le sable
Pourquoi devons-nous toujours voir ces horreurs arriver ?

Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute...
Vois et écoute...
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute, dis et écoute
Et raconte

Les mensonges comme un déchet toxique nous rongeant les veines depuis l'intérieur
Toujours obligés à obéir aux mêmes règles et stupides et sans utilité

Et si tout le monde agissait pour arrêter ces catastrophiques malheurs ?
Pourquoi devons-nous toujours voir ces horreurs arriver ?

Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute...
Vois et écoute...
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute, dis et écoute
Et raconte

Raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute...
Vois et écoute...
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois écoute et raconte
Vois et écoute, dis et écoute
Et raconte

I really needed to tell something... Hope this is clear...
In the same spirit as the first morales I did such as "Virtual Puppets". However the song isn't really a morale itself, that's why I classed in the misc. songs.
Little curiosity : originally this was performed by Lily and IA but... It sounded very weird when I tested in Sony Vegas, so Yukari is singing with IA instead.
Ah and I know, this is a very short song!

『KATRINE』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160720-000319
LIN (full) : 「598 321 406」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160721-000427
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 8/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

人生と自分自身を開くする準備ができて死の間に壊れやすい花
長い時間以来心に隠された感情を明らかに
全て亀裂や考えにぽっかりと傷を開きました
私を拷問この重い感じが停止することはありません...

他の誰かが負担するために必要な将来を決定したが
黙って私の前に書かれている生活の方法を見て
関係なく強い絶望を慣れることを試みました
悲しみと精神を侵略狂気の涙に溺れ

人生と自分自身を開くする準備ができて死の間に壊れやすい花
長い時間以来心に隠された感情を明らかに
全て亀裂や考えにぽっかりと傷を開きました
私を拷問この重い感じが停止することはありません...

私自身の絶望によって荒廃壊れた夢に向かって歩いて
いつもあなたを愛しそれを伝えるために許されていなかった
彼の将来は永遠に破壊された場合でも、私たちのものは継続されます
これらの涙は今後の幸福に消去されます

するとなぜあなたはまだこの後に私を拒絶するのですか？
彼を取り除くことであなたを助けたと述べたのはいつですか？
ゆっくりとその花びらを失って花を見ていたながら絶望に侵略された
それは人生はこの残酷な世界から消滅したときですか？

A fragile blossom between the life and the death ready to open itself
Revealing the feeling hidden in the heart since a long time
Everything fissured and opened the gaping wounds in the thoughts
This heavy feeling torturing me never stopped...

While someone else was deciding the future that I needed to bear
Silently watching the ways of the life being written in front of me
I tried to get used to it regardless the strong despair
Drowned in the tears of the sadness and the madness invading the spirit

A fragile blossom between the life and the death ready to open itself
Revealing the feeling hidden in the heart since a long time
Everything fissured and opened the gaping wounds in the thoughts
This heavy feeling torturing me never stopped...

Walking towards the broken dream devastated by my own despair
I always loved you but I was never allowed to tell it
Even if his future was destroyed forever, ours will continue
These tears will be erased in the upcoming happiness

Then why do you still reject me after this?
When I said I was helping you by getting rid of him?
Invaded by despair while I was slowly watching the flower losing its petals
Is it when the life is disappearing from this cruel world?

Une fleur fragile entre la vie et la mort s'épanouissant
Révélant le sentiment caché en moi depuis longtemps
Tout s'est fissuré et a ouvert les blessures béantes dans mes pensées
Ce lourd sentiment me torturant ne s'est jamais arrêté...

Alors que quelqu'un d'autre décidait le futur que je devais supporter
Regardant silencieusement les chemins de la vie être écrits devant moi
J'ai essayé de m'y habituer malgré le fort désespoir en moi
Noyée dans les larmes de la tristesse et de la folie envahissant mes pensées

Une fleur fragile entre la vie et la mort s'épanouissant
Révélant le sentiment caché en moi depuis longtemps
Tout s'est fissuré et a ouvert les blessures béantes dans mes pensées
Ce lourd sentiment me torturant ne s'est jamais arrêté...

Marchant à travers le rêve brisé que mon propre désespoir a dévasté
Je t'ai toujours aimée mais on ne m'a jamais permis de l'avouer
Même si son futur a été détruit pour toujours, le nôtre continuera
Ces larmes seront effacées dans le bonheur qui surviendra

Alors pourquoi continues-tu de me rejeter ?
Quand je t'ai dit qu'en me débarrassant de lui je t'aiderais ?
Envahie par le désespoir pendant que je regardais la fleur perdre ses pétales petit à petit
Dans ce monde cruel, vois-je disparaître ma propre vie ?

I really wanted to use Tei again with her 3.2 voicebank (the last CV one), sounding a few more human than the CV 2.0 in UTAU without any reverb (used to enhance the humanity of the sound)... Not that bad. But because I use Tei for yandere songs only, well... A new one.
For the music, I used a few everything : Harmor, Harmless, Autogun and Sytrus at least. Time to reconciliate them! (^_^)

『Final Desire』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160718-00318
LIN (full) : 「598 320 040」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160720-000426
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 6/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)

深刻な脆弱な心を傷つけ痛みを伴う願い
任意の幸福の空の彼女思考や言葉を通して
長い時間以来隠されたこの強い気持ちを伝えることができない
この真実を叫びたかったけどあまりにも長い間待っていた...

これらの瞬間は私たちは良い友達を話したとき
それでも簡単な友好関係の背後にこの強力な愛を隠した
深い悲しみの彼女の精神は生きて任意の意志を失っていた
憂鬱な視線を通して地平線を見ながら

深刻な脆弱な心を傷つけ痛みを伴う願い
任意の幸福の空の彼女思考や言葉を通して
長い時間以来隠されたこの強い気持ちを伝えることができない
この真実を叫びたかったけどあまりにも長い間待っていた...

なぜ知らなかったが彼女自身の存在を消去したい
必死に彼女を助けようとしたがそれはすでに遅すぎました
強い願いが彼女の考えに滞在および何もできませんでした
でも何かを言うおよび沈黙が再び私を幽霊

彼女の精神はこの世界の外に自分自身を失ったが
この苦痛だけではこのように彼女をさせませんでした
これらの莫大な感情は最後の最後まで傷つけて頭の中で立ち往生
しかし次第にこの耐え難い痛みから解放さを感じている...

A painful wish that severely wounded the fragile heart
Through her thoughts and words empty of any happiness
Unable to tell this strong feeling hidden since a long time
I wanted to scream this truth but I waited for too long...

These moments when we talked as good friends
I was still hiding this strong love behind a simple friendship relation
Her spirit in a deep sadness had lost any will to live
Through a gloomy gaze while watching the horizon

A painful wish that severely wounded the fragile heart
Through her thoughts and words empty of any happiness
Unable to tell this strong feeling hidden since a long time
I wanted to scream this truth but I waited for too long...

Wanting to erase her own existence while I didn't know why
I desperately tried to help her but it was already too late
A strong wish staying in her thoughts and I couldn't do anything
Even saying something and the silence haunted me again

While her spirit was losing itself out of this world
I couldn't let her alone like this in this torment
These untold feelings stuck in the head hurting until the last second
However I'm progressively feeling relieved from this unbearable pain...

Un souhait douloureux ayant blessé un cœur fragile sévèrement
À travers ses pensées et ses mots dénués de toute gaieté
Incapable de dire ce fort sentiment depuis trop de temps caché
Je voulais hurler cette vérité mais j'ai attendu trop longtemps...

Ces moments en tant que bonnes amies où l'on s'est parlées
Je cachais encore cet amour puissant derrière une simple relation d'amitié
Son esprit dans une tristesse profonde avait perdu toute volonté de continuer sa vie
Regardant l'horizon au loin d'un regard assombri

Un souhait douloureux ayant blessé un cœur fragile sévèrement
À travers ses pensées et ses mots dénués de toute gaieté
Incapable de dire ce fort sentiment depuis trop de temps caché
Je voulais hurler cette vérité mais j'ai attendu trop longtemps...

Voulant effacer sa propre existence sans que je ne sache pourquoi
J'ai essayé désespérément de l'aider mais en vain
Un souhait puissant restant dans ses pensées et je ne pouvais faire absolument rien
Même dire quelque chose et le silence m'a hantée encore une fois

Pendant que son esprit en dehors de ce monde se perdait
Je ne pouvais pas la laisser seule dans ce tourment
Ces sentiments non-dits coincés dans la tête jusqu'à la dernière seconde me blessaient
Toutefois je me sens soulagée de cette douleur insupportable progressivement...

I censored a lot compared to the original source... I kept only a part of the story, modified some parts in it to create this... I found something interesting in the game "Blank Dream", but there are still some topics that aren't correct (at all!).
Final story : a girl in love with another one, who wanted to disappear forever and to erase her own existence. The heroine tried to do everything to dissuade her, but one day, her lover was found dead. Totally despaired, the heroine also suicided (she used black magic in the game, but I don't give such details in the song).
What I removed : the origins of the heroine's lover (that was maybe the reason of her depression)...
Music : mainly Slayer with Harmor, and Harmless for the lead. And I worked on this during 3 days : music on the 18th, vsqx on the 19th and final mixdown on today.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

I didn't give any news last week here, so I do it now.

Before talking about songs, I... I still feel pain because of the recent events, I think you all know what I'm talking about. All the world knows it. And I'm really disappointed about the situation.

OK, now I said it, the infos (finally).

For the moment I still have a lyrics stock for one song (a tragedy), it will be for this week. Not for today I think. I don't have any remixes/covers plans for now, it will maybe be for later. Not sure to what to do.

For the albums... "Perish Songs" has a very early air date, September 3rd (it's on a Saturday) and I chose it because on beginning of September, I won't have much work to do compared to what will follow in the next weeks. Also I'll probably be slowed down on September to 1 or 2 songs a week if the amount of work is very big, but I'll try to do my best. The second album of September will be for a Saturday as well, maybe on the 24th. Problem : I don't have any tracklist, even the organization plan is very unclear in my head, so I won't tell any tracklist for the moment. You just know, just like me, that it will include "Fireflies", "Earth Moon and Hell", "The Other Myself", "Unforgivable", and the song that will be aired later on this week. And I don't have an album name either. Maybe later on August?

I have in my plans to do musics with the regular singers, maybe a few more with Stella and Tei (mainly Tei, she has so few songs)... I need to keep an eye for Kiritan and Itako as well, but I want to wait for Zunko if I want to do an album with them. IA will still have few songs to get as the same level as others.
No scheduled songs with Oniko and Sayu however, at least, for the moment.

Same for Ritsu, I should use him in a near future.

For transcendent track... "Perish Songs" will be classic version only, for the second September album... It will depend of time. If I have enough time, I'll do it, else, only classic version.

Other thing : from the albums which will contain S03 songs, transcendent and classic version will be reunited in a single .zip file. The .zip file will be heavier (>200Mo) but at least... It's a two-in-one.

Enjoy
Nynthixia