『Unforgivable』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160717-00317
LIN (full) : 「598 319 111」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160717-000425
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 2/14

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)

彼女はまだ私のほかにこの世界に存在していた望みました
唯一の人は私を嫌いしないように消え尊重する
この悪夢を脱出する方法なしで絶望で溺死
誰もが今やっていること許すだろうか？

いつも私が拒否された場合でもみんなの世話をした
このようなそのような残酷なことを行うことができなかった
誰もにはこのような状況の真実を理解したいと考えていない
でも過去には私の記憶から消えてしまった...

いつかあなたも私を許すだろうか？

絶望感にこだわった、彼女の合理的な思考は消去された
彼女は隠そうとした有罪の涙で溺れたよう
単一の感情は右この呪われた狂気でした
唯一のこれらの思い出が戻ってくるけど正気は永遠に消えていた...

(許して...)

彼女はまだ私のほかにこの世界に存在していた望みました
唯一の人は私を嫌いしないように消え尊重する
この悪夢を脱出する方法なしで絶望で溺死
誰もが今やっていること許すだろうか？

しようとした長い時間前からこれら全ての致命的な弾丸をかわする
これらの最後の生きている瞬間の強烈な恐怖は次第に消失して
少なくとも私はいつも私を尊重し人に参加できるようになります
そこには後悔はもうしないと痛みが最終的に緩和されだろう...

I wished she still existed in this world besides me
The only person to not hate me and to respect me disappeared
Drowned in a despair without any way to escape this nightmare
Will everyone forgive what I have done now?

I always took care of everyone even if I was rejected
I couldn't do a such cruel thing like this
Nobody wants to understand the truth of this situation
Even the past has disappeared from my memories...

Someday will you even forgive me?

Stuck in the feeling of despair, her rational thoughts were erased
As drowned in the tears of the guilty that she tried to hide
Not even a single emotion was right in this cursed madness
Only these memories coming back but the sanity was gone forever...

(Forgive...)

I wished she still existed in this world besides me
The only person to not hate me and to respect me disappeared
Drowned in a despair without any way to escape this nightmare
Will everyone forgive what I have done now?

I tried to dodge all these deadly bullets since long time ago
The intense fear of those last living moments progressively vanishing
At least I will be able to join the person who always respected me
There are no regrets anymore and the pain will finally be relieved...

J'aurais aimé qu'elle existe encore dans ce monde à mes côtés
La seule personne à ne pas me détester et à me respecter s'est évaporée
Noyée dans un désespoir sans aucun moyen de s'échapper
Pour ce que j'ai fait, maintenant, allez-vous me pardonner ?

J'ai toujours pris soin de tout le monde même si l'on me rejetait
Je ne pouvais pas faire une chose aussi cruelle que celle-ci
Personne ne veut comprendre la vérité de cette situation-ci
Même le passé a disparu des souvenirs qu'il me restait...

Est-ce qu'un jour vous allez enfin me pardonner ?

Coincée dans un sentiment de désespoir, ses pensées rationnelles ont disparu
Comme noyée dans les larmes de la culpabilité qu'elle tentait de dissimuler
Même une seule émotion dans cette folie maudite ne reflétait la réalité
Seulement ces mémoires qui revenaient mais sa stabilité avait pour toujours disparu...

(Pardonnez...)

J'aurais aimé qu'elle existe encore dans ce monde à mes côtés
La seule personne à ne pas me détester et à me respecter s'est évaporée
Noyée dans un désespoir sans aucun moyen de s'échapper
Pour ce que j'ai fait, maintenant, allez-vous me pardonner ?

J'ai essayé d'esquiver toutes ces balles mortelles depuis longtemps
La peur intense de ces derniers instants de vie s'évanouissent progressivement
Au moins je pourrai rejoindre la personne qui m'a toujours respectée
Il n'y a plus de regrets et la douleur pourra enfin être soulagée...

I used Sytrus again and a few Harmless. I had some difficulties for the instru to be honest (almost 2h of work)... But finally I think this isn't too bad...
Also had fun with the filters and some SFX in iZotope NE. But for avoiding weird sounds or too high frequencies, needed to modify a few the play.
[Spoilers in what will follow]
Inspired by the character of Mikan in Danganronpa 2. She is so cute... But also so crazy... Maybe my favorite character along with Chiaki. Who could guess a so cute nurse could kill two girls in a such weird way? But then why did she do that? Well... For Junko, the only person who really respected Mikan.
Little curiosity : Mikan looks a few like kokone, Sonia like MAYU and Chiaki like Yukari (this is the most obvious case) if you watch well the outfits... (And the haircut in the case of Mikan and kokone). That also explains why I chose kokone for this song. They're both so cute... Even if I'm sure that kokone isn't that ailing...

『The Other Myself』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160713-00316
LIN (full) : 「598 315 286」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160714-000424
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

目が点が消え逃れるために悪夢に失われた
これらの感情を隠そうとしながらぼんやりと暗闇の中に探して
毎日悪化している傷跡の完全な小さな心
義務では私の日の終わりまで痛みを負担する...

この耐え難い拷問の自由させるためにどのような方法を探した
これらの質問への答えを見つけることができなかった
私自身の考えの囚人として、また内の他の精神から
長い時間以来、沈黙の中にこの声を削減しようとしている

目が点が消え逃れるために悪夢に失われた
これらの感情を隠そうとしながらぼんやりと暗闇の中に探して
毎日悪化している傷跡の完全な小さな心
義務では私の日の終わりまで痛みを負担する...

ささやきは彼らの命令で私に嫌がらせをしながら
まだそれらに従うことを否定しようとするけど悲鳴は繰り返して
任意の防衛は役に立たないそれに対してこれらの見知らぬ人の思考によって奴隷にした
助けを呼び出すとこの悪夢から抜け出すためにどちらかは有用でない

もう私の精神を感じることができない現時点で
震えた手とこれらの負傷者の思考と強烈な恐怖
この怒りを控えたいと思ったけど何かが私を余儀なくされた
見ることができる唯一のものは血が流れていた...

この歪んだ状況を終わらせるために全てを試してみました
実際にこの悪夢を再現すると内部の痛みを緩和した
それに気づいた場合は以前は何も私を傷つけるために起こらないだろう
多分これらの創傷は時間内に消去されます...

The eyes lost in a nightmare where the ways to escape disappeared
Vaguely looking into the darkness while trying to hide these feelings
The little heart full of scars which are worsening each day
With the obligation to bear the pain until the end of my days...

I searched for any way to let free of this unbearable torture
I couldn't find any answer to these questions
As prisoner of my own thoughts and from the other spirit inside
Trying to reduce this voice into the silence since a long time

The eyes lost in a nightmare where the ways to escape disappeared
Vaguely looking into the darkness while trying to hide these feelings
The little heart full of scars which are worsening each day
With the obligation to bear the pain until the end of my days...

While the whispers harass me with their orders
I still try to deny obeying them but the screams repeat
Enslaved by these stranger thoughts against which any defense is useless
Calling for help isn't useful either to get out of this nightmare

At the moment when I can't feel my spirit anymore
The trembling hands and an intense fear with these wounded thoughts
I wanted to refrain this rage but something forced me
The only thing I could see was the blood flowing...

I tried everything to end this distorted situation
Reproducing this nightmare in the reality relieved the pain inside
If I noticed it earlier nothing would happen to hurt me
Maybe these wounds will be erased in the time...

Les yeux perdus dans un cauchemar où les moyens de s'échapper se sont effacés
Regardant vaguement dans les ténèbres pendant que j'essayais de cacher ces sentiments
Le petit cœur plein de cicatrices qui chaque jour empirant
Avec l'obligation de supporter la douleur jusqu'à la fin de mon existence...

J'ai cherché n'importe quel moyen de me libérer de cette torture que je ne pouvais plus supporter
Je ne pouvais trouver la réponse à aucune de ces questions cependant
Comme prisonnière de mes propres pensées et de l'autre esprit caché
Essayant de réduire cette voix au silence depuis longtemps

Les yeux perdus dans un cauchemar où les moyens de s'échapper se sont effacés
Regardant vaguement dans les ténèbres pendant que j'essayais de cacher ces sentiments
Le petit cœur plein de cicatrices qui chaque jour empirant
Avec l'obligation de supporter la douleur jusqu'à la fin de mon existence...

Pendant que les murmures me harcèlent avec leurs pensées
J'essaie toujours de refuser d'obéir mais les cris ne font que se répéter
Esclave de ces pensées étrangères contre laquelle se défendre ne sert à rien
Appeler à l'aide ne sert pas à quelque chose non plus pour sortir de ce cauchemar enfin

Je ne peux plus ressentir mon esprit à ce moment
Les mains tremblantes et une intense peur avec des pensées blessées
Je voulais retenir cette rage mais quelque chose m'y a forcée
La seule chose que je pouvais observer était le sang coulant...

J'ai tout essayé pour mettre fin à cette situation déformée
Pour me soulager de la douleur, j'avais reproduit ce cauchemar dans la réalité
Si je l'avais remarqué depuis plus tôt rien ne me serait arrivé pour me blesser
Peut-être que ces blessures avec le temps seront effacées...

Quite ailing yangire on this one. In the same psychotic spirit than I did for "Destroyed Hopes", but this time the killing has no reason at all.
Music : completely made with Harmless and T-Force.
Story : a quite normal girl at first sight, but who often hears to violent voices in her head, forcing her to kill someone to let her free... Resisting is more and more difficult and someday, this feeling is too strong.

『Laetitia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160713-00315
LIN (full) : 「598 314 663」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160713-000423
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 11/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content, bullying references
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

心が共振して他の人の視線から姿を隠れて
世界ではどこに不公平と残酷は主権者です
この痛みを終了し最終的にそれらを処罰したかった
そして幸福は将来のために保証されます...

いつもあなたを保護したかったし代わりにけがをする
限り致命的な罰これら偽善者に与えることができるように
これらの愛の感情は任意の傷を受け取るにはあまりにも強い
あなたはもう傷つけることができないように私の人生を犠牲にできた...

心が共振して他の人の視線から姿を隠れて
世界ではどこに不公平と残酷は主権者です
この痛みを終了し最終的にそれらを処罰したかった
そして幸福は将来のために保証されます...

これが私たちを結びつける唯一の友情だろう望みました
しかし、このような状況についての真の思考はこれよりもっと強い
この苦しみを見ることだけ怒りと私の気持ちを埋めます
するといつかあなたの小さな拷問の魂は復讐されます...

復讐の時は最終的に最後のお別れに来ました
すると改めてあなたの顔にこの笑顔を見ることができるだろう
最悪の間違いは創傷のすでに満ちた世界から消去
こぼれた血は最終的に彼らの許し難い行為のために支払うことができます

Hiding the sight from the other people's gazes with the heart resonating
In a world where the injustice and the cruelty are the sovereigns
I wanted to end this pain then finally punish them
Then the happiness will be guaranteed for the future...

I always wanted to protect you and be wounded instead
As long as the fatal punishment can be given to these hypocrites
These love feelings are too strong to receive any wound
I could sacrifice my life so that you can't be hurt anymore...

Hiding the sight from the other people's gazes with the heart resonating
In a world where the injustice and the cruelty are the sovereigns
I wanted to end this pain then finally punish them
Then the happiness will be guaranteed for the future...

I wished this would be only a friendship uniting us
But the true thoughts about this situation are stronger than this
Seeing this suffering only fills my feelings with rage
Then someday your little tortured soul will be revenged...

The hour of the revenge has finally came to a last goodbye
Then I would be able to see this smile on your face again
The worst mistakes erased from the world already full of wounds
Spilled blood could finally pay for their unforgivable acts

Me cachant de la vue des autres alors que mon cœur résonnait
Dans un monde où l'injustice et la cruauté sont souverains
Je voulais mettre fin à cette douleur pour les punir enfin
Alors le bonheur de notre futur se confirmerait...

J'ai toujours voulu te protéger et prendre à ta place les coups
Tant que la punition fatale peut être donnée à tous
Ces sentiments d'amour sont trop forts pour être blessés
Je pourrais sacrifier ma vie pour que tu ne souffres plus jamais...

Me cachant de la vue des autres alors que mon cœur résonnait
Dans un monde où l'injustice et la cruauté sont souverains
Je voulais mettre fin à cette douleur pour les punir enfin
Alors le bonheur de notre futur se confirmerait...

J'aurais aimé que ce ne soit entre nous que de l'amitié seulement
Mais les véritables pensées à ce propos sont plus puissantes qu'on ne peut le penser
Voir cette souffrance ne fait que remplir de rage mes sentiments
Alors un jour ta petite âme torturée sera vengée...

L'heure de la vengeance pour un dernier adieu a enfin sonné
Alors je serai capable de revoir sur ton visage ce petit sourire se dessiner
Les pires erreurs effacées de ce monde de toutes parts blessé
Pour leurs actes impardonnables, ils pourront être payés par le sang versé...

Sorry for the time it took, I got some problems to write... The last chorus. Yeah.
If you think that the yandere killings are restricted only to jealousy... But know it, it can be also because someone is threatening the lover of a yandere. And if this is the case, well, the bullies be ready for their own death.
But seriously don't even think to bully people in any cases...
(Yeah this was a few between yandere and morale, that's rare but... Bullying in the worst of things to do and to bear. So stop. Don't bully anyone. And if you're bullied talk about it to someone. Don't be afraid. Don't go to kill someone either.)
Music : often Harmless did the pad and Harmor the lead, well this time, it's the contrary : arp pad with Harmor and lead with Harmless.

『Earth Moon and Hell』

Singers : (in order of solo appearence) IA, kokone, Yukari Yuzuki
Original music : ZUN
Original title : Pandemonic Planet
Remix music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160711-00314
LIN (full) : 「598 313 224」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160712-000422
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 14/14

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : disturbing content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

Legend

Everyone | IA | kokone | Yukari 

夢を超えて架空の宇宙通過する可能性があります
月地球と来世後の遠い星の背後にある
最初にその誰も考えていないことが冥界に達する可能性
この世界に来て地獄の闇に歓迎される前に

彼らはその闇は本当に光なしでは存在できませんでしたは知らなかった
せずにこの世界を破壊された日が脅かされた
その日彼女は私が許さないだろうになるだろう
今、この長くて退屈な旅の後に地獄へようこそ

全ての霊が痛い生活の後に休んでいる場所で
三地獄の間にそれらの一つはあなたの最後の家になります
あなた自身の死を選択する多くの方法があります
地球月と地獄の間にこれがあなたのものになりますか？

彼らはその闇は本当に光なしでは存在できませんでしたは知らなかった
せずにこの世界を破壊された日が脅かされた
その日彼女は私が許さないだろうになるだろう
今、この長くて退屈な旅の後に地獄へようこそ

全ての霊が痛い生活の後に休んでいる場所で
三地獄の間にそれらの一つはあなたの最後の家になります
あなた自身の死を選択する多くの方法があります
地球月と地獄の間にこれがあなたのものになりますか？

Beyond the dreams to go through an illusory universe
Behind the distant stars after the moon the earth and the otherworld
First thinking that nobody could reach the underworld
Before coming to this world and being welcomed to the darkness of the hell

They didn't know that darkness couldn't really exist without light
Without the sun that has been destroyed this world was threatened
The day I would get her I would never forgive
Now welcome to hell after this long and tiresome travel

At the place where all the spirits are resting after a painful life
Between the three hells one of them will be your last home
There are many ways to choose your own death
Between the earth the moon and the hell which one will be yours?

They didn't know that darkness couldn't really exist without light
Without the sun that has been destroyed this world was threatened
The day I would get her I would never forgive
Now welcome to hell after this long and tiresome travel

At the place where all the spirits are resting after a painful life
Between the three hells one of them will be your last home
There are many ways to choose your own death
Between the earth the moon and the hell which one will be yours?

Au-delà des rêves pour aller au travers d'un illusoire univers
Derrière les étoiles distantes après la lune la terre et l'autre monde
Pensant d'abord que personne n'atteindrait ce sous-monde
Avant de venir ici et d'être accueillis dans les ténèbres de l'enfer

Ils ne savaient pas que les ténèbres sans lumière ne pouvaient pas exister vraiment
Sans le soleil qui a été détruit ce monde était menacé
Le jour où je pourrais l'attraper jamais je ne pourrai le lui pardonner
Maintenant bienvenue en enfer après ce voyage long et épuisant

Tous les esprits se reposent après une pénible vie à cet endroit
Entre les trois enfers l'un de vous sera votre dernier chez vous
Pour choisir votre propre mort vous avez l'embarras du choix
Entre la terre la lune et l'enfer lequel choisirez-vous ?

Ils ne savaient pas que les ténèbres sans lumière ne pouvaient pas exister vraiment
Sans le soleil qui a été détruit ce monde était menacé
Le jour où je pourrais l'attraper jamais je ne pourrai le lui pardonner
Maintenant bienvenue en enfer après ce voyage long et épuisant

Tous les esprits se reposent après une pénible vie à cet endroit
Entre les trois enfers l'un de vous sera votre dernier chez vous
Pour choisir votre propre mort vous avez l'embarras du choix
Entre la terre la lune et l'enfer lequel choisirez-vous ?

On yesterday I posted the instrumental on Tmbox, there is a little message with it.
Hecatia Lapislazuli is the extra boss from the last Touhou game. For the moment there aren't many vocal rearrangements of "Pandemonic Planet", so I made this one.
(Is this the first VOCALOID vocal rearragement for this song?)
3 singers for 3 Hecatia bodies (IA : Otherworld ; kokone : Earth ; Yukari : Moon).
Music : used 2 patterns of the song. And for the synths, playing between Harmor, Harmless and Sytrus, as I indicated in the description of the instru on Tmbox.

Album Wasted Smiles is out!

Download the album here :

CLASSIC VERSION (12 tracks)
TRANSCENDENT VERSION (1 track "zero", including the 12 album tracks and their transitions)

Thanks to everyone for the support, mainly Cartsoul, feli and also Jackie for the recent remixes (she even remixed "JIVANIA" (instru ver | full ver)).

Changelog for this album (if the name of the track doesn't appear, that means that the album version is the same as demo's) :

Just before to begin :
- patch changes are corrections applied to the songs, when they have some mistakes (alignment mistakes, problems of pitch, unwanted saturation, anti high frequencies treatments (AHF)...)
- instrument changes are when a new instrument is added in the song
- extension changes mean that the length of the song has been affected (song is longer in the album)
- mixdown changes mean that the mixdown is different (different reverb/delay on the capella for example)

JIVANIA (feat. Lily)
[PATCH] Lead3 pattern repaired in the second fast part of the song [Lead3 corresponds to the fast lyrics]
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Added a music box pattern at the very end of the 2nd fast part

Echoes of Pain (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX between the 2 last chorus
[PATCH] Fixed filtered capella part

Wasted Smiles (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[INSTRUMENT] Industrial SFX now playing during last chorus

Happy Ending (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[EXTENSION] Extended bridge
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Modified the wind SFX pattern
[INSTRUMENT] Removed a beat part for the last sentence
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella

Priscilla (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella

Fragments of Darkness (feat. Lily)
[MIXDOWN] Modified and extended the bridge to reduce dissonances
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella (anti-saturation)

NYXAE (feat. Lily)
[PATCH] Second verse now synchronized with lead pattern
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of the capella (anti-saturation)
(Same instru)

 Other news :
- Remember, no producing at all on Sunday
- The song "Laetitia" will be for next week (probably on Monday/Tuesday?)

I don't think there will be a song on tomorrow, not sure to have enough time for it, sorry.

However if you noticed it, on yesterday, I aired a song with Totoko, called "Fireflies", a good test with Harmor and Harmless. Actually concerning its album I have a little doubt... Because of the number of songs I produce there will maybe be two albums during a same month (instead of a long album of 20+ tracks, this is really heavy). The number of tracks will be minimum 10, and I'll try to not make too much either. I'll be slowed down for a week in August, so maybe just a second album for a month will be enough.
This is the problem when we are a fast pace non-commercial producer...

Two solutions are possible :

1) The current September album, "Perish Songs", would be aired at the end of the August month (between the 29th and the 31st) and the other album (which doesn't have any name, but its code is CD9.5) will be for September.
2) The CD9.5 will be for end September and the dates for "Perish Songs" stay the same.

So in the first case you'll get 2 albums for August and one for September, in the second case 1 album for August and 2 for September. I don't really want to make too heavy albums. I know I don't have the limitation of the classic CD with the total size (the albums are free downloads only) but it would be more reasonable to make smaller albums with separated dates than one big album.

In any cases the CD9.5 will be season 3 only, unlike the CD9 ("Perish Songs") which is S02/S03. And the date for "Wish from the Evil" stays the same, it will still be August 15th.

I'll think about it later. If I decide myself, I'll tell you what I chose.

I think this is all that you need to know and that I have to tell.

So, enjoy and... Thanks!
Nynthixia

『Fireflies』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160707-00313
LIN (full) : 「598 307 189」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160707-000421
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 12/14

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

思い出なしで荒廃し世界に目を覚まして
小さな植物に隠された過去のそれぞれの断片

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

それでも金属や森林を通して旅の終わりまでホタルに従いでしょう
花を理解し邪悪な影を取り除くためにしようとしている

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

両親はどこに消えたのか？ 私はどこに行ったのか？
私はクローンではないよ、私は元のよ！
両親はどこに消えたのか？ 私はどこに行ったのか？
私はクローンではないよ、私は元のよ！

睡眠と誰本当に午前中に何が起こったのか知りたい
影と現実の世界との間で理解しようとしている
奇妙な生き物と闇の悪霊によってどこにでも囲まれた
全てが私の正体を知ることが頭の中でめちゃくちゃにされている

Waking up in a devastated world without any memories
Each fragment of the past hidden in little plants

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

I'll still follow the firefly until the end of the journey through the metal and forests
Trying to understand the flowers and get rid of the evil shadows

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

Where did the parents gone? Where did I gone?
I'm not a clone, I'm the original!
Where did the parents gone? Where did I gone?
I'm not a clone, I'm the original!

I want to know what happened during the sleep and who I am really
Trying to understand between the shadows and the real world
Surrounded everywhere by strange creatures and evil spirits of darkness
Everything is messing up in the head to know my true identity

Me réveillant sans souvenirs dans un monde dévasté
Dans les petits plants se cachent chaque fragment du passé

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Je suivrai toujours la luciole jusqu'à la fin du voyage entre métal et forêts
Essayant de comprendre les fleurs et se débarrasser des méchantes ombres cachées

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Où sont partis mes parents ? Où suis-je partie ?
Je ne suis pas un clone, je suis l'originale !
Où sont partis mes parents ? Où suis-je partie ?
Je ne suis pas un clone, je suis l'originale !

Je veux savoir ce qui est arrivé pendant mon sommeil et qui suis-je réellement
Essayant de comprendre entre les ombres et le monde réel
Entourée de partout par d'étranges créatures et des esprits des ténèbres méchants
Tout se mélange dans la tête pour savoir mon identité réelle

Finally a new song with Totoko, back for the third season! I know, this isn't the yandere song I promised, I wanted to write something on fireflies and... I made this.
Music : pulse pad by Harmless, others presets (lead/pluck) by Harmor. I did a great work on this one I think. Very bright instru, still with a few of trance spirit. Had a few fun with iZotope NE again for the stereo part (effect "Doom").
(Warning spoilers)
Story : this is about the story of a Japanese game called "Hotaru no Nikki" (stylized "htoL#NiQ" ; "Firefly's Diary" in English) which has a very cute design (really!) but a somber story. The song is rated for all audiences, but I don't think the real explicit story is.
This is about a little girl, Mion. Her parents are researchers and the day she died (accident?) they tried to create a clone of their daughter. And apparently the real Mion (her ghost) doesn't very agree... In the game, you help the clone (she's simple to recognize, she has horns on her head) with two fireflies, one of light (Lumen/Hotaru (EN/JP)) and one in the shadows (Umbra/Kage Hotaru (EN/JP))... Who are apparently Mion's parents? Goal of the game : recover all Mion's memories.
Note : also birthday song for Totoko, which is on Sunday but I won't produce at all on Sunday so I did it now!

『Turn Back』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
SFX : acapela
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160705-00300
LIN (full) : 「598 306 252」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160706-000420
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 6/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

最初の地獄のような悪夢になる前に幸福に住んでいる
痛みを忘れることは傷を癒すだろうと思いました
でも作成間違いを介して彼女の気持ちは停止しない
私を対応していませんでした運命に非難されました

いつも私たちの間でそれぞれの問題を許すことにしました
無駄な意思決定と傷が思考に悪化しました
ゼロから始めまするためにこの人生の中で全てを変えた
すると改めてそのような目的の幸せを見つけるだろう

最初の地獄のような悪夢になる前に幸福に住んでいる
痛みを忘れることは傷を癒すだろうと思いました
でも作成間違いを介して彼女の気持ちは停止しない
私を対応していませんでした運命に非難されました

毎回彼女は痛みが再び私を脅しがありました
まだ任意の感情の彼女の視線が突然空、彼女はのように素敵知って
起こっまたは理由ていたものはもうは知らなかった
恐ろしい気持ちで見ていた一方で鮮血が流れて

脱出することを意図したとき彼女は目で私を見た
それは状況を説明およびさらにいくつかの生きるしようと遅すぎのです
私の意識は消えたおよび血が流れている間
私たちの両方が最後のそして最も致命的な誤りを犯したことに気づきました...

First living in the happiness before becoming hellish nightmares
I thought that forgetting the pain would heal the wounds
Even through the created mistakes her feeling doesn't stop
I was condemned to a fate which didn't correspond me

I always decided to forgive each problem between us
An useless decision and the wounds were worsening in the thoughts
I changed everything in this life to take a fresh start
Then I would find again the happiness I such desired

First living in the happiness before becoming hellish nightmares
I thought that forgetting the pain would heal the wounds
Even through the created mistakes her feeling doesn't stop
I was condemned to a fate which didn't correspond me

Everytime she was there the pain threatened me again
Still knowing her as nice, her gaze suddenly empty of any feeling
I didn't know anymore what was happening or the reason
While I was seeing with a horrible feeling the fresh blood flowing

When I intended to escape she looked at me in the eyes
It's too late to explain the situation and try to live a few more
While my consciousness was disappearing and the blood flowing
I noticed that we both have committed the last and most serious mistake...

Vivant d'abord dans le bonheur avant qu'il ne se transforme en cauchemars infernal
J'ai pensé qu'oublier la douleur pourrait soigner les blessures causées par ce mal
Même à travers les erreurs commises son sentiment ne s'arrête pas
J'étais condamnée à un destin qui ne me correspondait pas

J'ai toujours décidé de pardonner chaque problème entre nous
Une décision inutile et les blessures empiraient dans mes pensées
J'ai décidé de tout changer dans cette vie et de tout recommencer
Alors je trouverais le bonheur que j'avais désiré plus que tout

Vivant d'abord dans le bonheur avant qu'il ne se transforme en cauchemars infernal
J'ai pensé qu'oublier la douleur pourrait soigner les blessures causées par ce mal
Même à travers les erreurs commises son sentiment ne s'arrête pas
J'étais condamnée à un destin qui ne me correspondait pas

À chacune de ses présences la douleur m'avait de nouveau menacée
Je la croyais toujours si gentille, son regard s'était vidé soudainement de tout sentiment
Je ne savais plus pourquoi ni même ce qu'il se passait
Pendant que je regardais le sang frais couler avec un horrible sentiment

Lorsque j'ai tenté de m'échapper elle m'a directement regardée
Il est trop tard pour tenter d'expliquer la situation et espérer vivre un peu plus longtemps
Pendant que ma conscience disparaissait et que le sang s'écoulait
J'ai remarqué que nous avions toutes deux commis la dernière et plus grave erreur depuis tout ce temps...

This is officially the answer song to "Re;Turn". Same story, but from the victim's point of view, "Re;Turn" being from the killer's.
Proof of answer song : the little English voices, there's the one from "Re;Turn" and another one specific to "Turn Back".
I shall publish soon the English version of the full story for this song, but I have still one more to translate and I was mainly waiting for the airing of "Turn Back" to write the pages correctly.
Musically, the trance pad is from Harmless with a trance gate, one preset from Harmor and one from T-Force. Still making some tests. To be honest, I even wanted to add a Slayer but it didn't sound very well, so I abandoned it for this song.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

The tracklist of CD9 "Perish Songs" is finally complete. I just have two more songs to do, it will be done during the week.

This is the final tracklist:

01. Submit or Die (feat. Lily, IA -ROCKS-, Yuzuki Yukari, kokone)
02. Beyond the Death (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Amnesiac Sacrifice (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. Conceptions (feat. Lily)
05. Re;Turn (feat. Lily)
06. Turn Back (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Against the Illusions (feat. Namine Ritsu)
08. Melonora (feat. Lily)
09. Out of Time (feat. Lily)
10. HAGENIA (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
11. Laetitia (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
12. Brightness (feat. Namine Ritsu)
13. Sister Revenge (feat. Namine Ritsu)

Notes :
- Tracks 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 11, 13 are yandere, so, even if the album is officially "currently rating", it will be rated M14 (not recommended for people under 14), as usual.
- Track 12 is not recommended for people under 12 ; tracks 3 and 7 not for people under 10 ; tracks 1, 2 and 10 are not yandere (or tragedies or violent songs) but aren't for people under 14 as well.

The first song to be aired will be "Turn Back" (answer song to "Re;Turn") then later in the week, "Laetitia". As "ARSENIUM" and "End Sentence" albums, "Perish Songs" covers two song seasons : the second one (Producer Edition) and the third one (Signature Bundle).

This will be totally wanted, but no transcendent version will exist either for this album.

News for album "Wish from the Evil" : it is now completely packaged (transcendent version finally done!). So see you on August 15th for this one, and on Saturday for the album "Wasted Smiles"!

Other July plans? On Sunday no airing at all (Japan Expo) and from July 31st to August 6th, no airing at all either (holidays without Internet) but I'll still work offline (I can make instrus, that I couldn't do last year, but I'll be blocked for lyrics (so I'll have to make a little bunch of them before going out)). The following week (August 7th-August 13th), the pace is will be slow (A pace - 2 to 3 songs a week), so for the songs, expect the same pace as the week I aired "NYXAE", "Hermione" and "Andromaque".

So, for the days I'll be not producing at all, I won't answer to any message/mail. You'll have to wait for August 6th/August 7th before getting an answer if you sent me something.

Resume :
July 9th : "Wasted Smiles" album
July 10th : no airing
From July 31st to August 5th/6th - totally away, no airings at all (online production paralyzed)
From August 6th/7th to August 13th - A pace, 2 or 3 songs a week (including one airing on the 8th (Meiji's birthday))
August 15th : "Wish from the Evil" album

I don't have yet an air date for "Perish Songs", but it may be on a Saturday.

Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Against the Illusions』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160704-00296
LIN (full) : 「598 304 881」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160704-000404
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : shocking/disturbing content
Restricted on : (none)

私の周りの沈黙が声がささやいている間
思考は頭の中で同じ霊によって侵入しました

ときにこれらの声は最終的に一人で私を残してのだろうか？
誰もが自分の目で真実を見ずに非常識だと思います
現実や歪んだ光景は本当にそれについて何も知らない
彼らは反射で見ることができる鏡を介して探して

ときにこれらの声は最終的に一人で私を残してのだろうか？
誰もが自分の目で真実を見ずに非常識だと思います
現実や歪んだ光景は本当にそれについて何も知らない
彼らは反射で見ることができる鏡を介して探して

The silence around me while the voices are whispering
The thoughts invaded by the same spirits in the head

When these voices will finally leave me alone?
Everyone think that I'm insane without seeing the truth with their own eyes
Reality or distorted sight I don't really know anything about that
Looking through the mirror they can be seen in the reflection

When these voices will finally leave me alone?
Everyone think that I'm insane without seeing the truth with their own eyes
Reality or distorted sight I don't really know anything about that
Looking through the mirror they can be seen in the reflection

Le silence autour de moi alors que les voix chuchotaient
Les mêmes esprits continuaient d'envahir mes pensées

Quand est-ce que ces voix me laisseront tranquille enfin ?
Tout le monde pense que je suis folle sans savoir la vérité ni par eux-mêmes la voir
Réalité ou vue déformée je ne sais pas vraiment à la fin
Je peux encore les apercevoir dans le reflet du miroir

Quand est-ce que ces voix me laisseront tranquille enfin ?
Tout le monde pense que je suis folle sans savoir la vérité ni par eux-mêmes la voir
Réalité ou vue déformée je ne sais pas vraiment à la fin
Je peux encore les apercevoir dans le reflet du miroir

Story : not many things to say, just a struggle against hallucinations (possible schizophrenia or other serious psychological disorder).
Music : Harmor and T-Force again. I hesitated to use Zebralette but with the presets I previewed, the sound wasn't really that good. That would be more a work for the instrumental than for lyrics.

『Sister Revenge』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160702-00295
LIN (full) : 「598 302 005」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160702-000403
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Perish Songs - TRACK 13/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

長い時間の間まだ彼女の本当の人格を無視した
幸せは突然血がこぼれた瞬間に破壊しました
その理由を理解するために試したことがないと怒りが内部に成長した
彼女の笑いが出没すると、この悪夢を離れることはないであろう

感情は消えこの空虚は精神を持っていました
永遠の悲しみで傷ついた心と涙が怒りに変わりました
最悪の想像を絶する敵酸味復讐のひどい味
これらの考えは次第に残りの虚無まで崩壊した

長い時間の間まだ彼女の本当の人格を無視しました
幸せは突然血がこぼれた瞬間に破壊しました
その理由を理解するために試したことがないと怒りが内部に成長した
彼女の笑いが出没すると、この悪夢を離れることはないであろう

いつも起こるものは何でもこの妹を信頼できることを考えた
自分の無知にだまさが、今、この幻滅を破壊しました
真実は最終的に彼女の最終的な罰を与えることにしたが明らかになった
あまりにも長い間これらの嘘を信頼できるがそれは許しのために手遅れになる

During a long time I still ignored her true personality
The happiness suddenly broken at the moment the blood was spilled
I never tried to understand the reason and the rage grew inside
Haunted by her laugh which would never leave this nightmare

Emotions vanished and this emptiness possessed the spirit
Broken heart and tears in the eternal grief turned into rage
The awful taste of the sour revenge against the worst unimaginable enemy
These thoughts were progressively collapsing until the remaining nothingness

During a long time I still ignored her true personality
The happiness suddenly broken at the moment the blood was spilled
I never tried to understand the reason and the rage grew inside
Haunted by her laugh which would never leave this nightmare

I always thought that I could trust this youngest sister whatever happens
Deceived by my ignorance but now I destroyed this disillusion
The truth finally revealed I decided to give her the final punishment
I trusted these lies during too long but it's too late for forgive

Pendant un long moment j'ignorais sa vraie personnalité
Le bonheur soudainement brisé au moment où son sang a été renversé
Je n'ai jamais essayé de comprendre pourquoi et en moi la rage grandissait
Hantée par son rire dans un cauchemar dont il ne sortirait jamais

Les émotions ont disparu et le vide a possédé mon esprit
Le cœur cassé et les larmes d'un chagrin éternel en rage se sont transformés
L'affreux goût de la revanche amère contre la plus inimaginable des ennemies
Progressivement, jusqu'à ce qu'au néant, ces pensées s'écroulaient

Pendant un long moment j'ignorais sa vraie personnalité
Le bonheur soudainement brisé au moment où son sang a été renversé
Je n'ai jamais essayé de comprendre pourquoi et en moi la rage grandissait
Hantée par son rire dans un cauchemar dont il ne sortirait jamais

J'ai toujours pensé que quoiqu'il arrive que je pouvais croire en ma petite sœur
Trompée par mon ignorance mais maintenant j'ai détruit cette désillusion que je me faisais
La vérité finalement révélée, j'ai décidé de lui donner le châtiment final depuis mon cœur
J'ai cru en ces mensonges pendant trop longtemps mais il est trop tard pour lui pardonner

Answer song to "Sister Family". If this last one was from Yukari's point of view, "Sister Revenge" is from Minami's.
In order to protect her sister, Yukari killed Minami's boyfriend. Minami then decided to revenge and to kill her sister to punish her.
Music : same method as with "Out of Time" : 2 Harmor presets.