SYKELIA

『SYKELIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 19
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-211006-01290
LIN (full) : 「600 333 136」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-211006-001444
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Mental War Traumas - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : implied murder and psychological abuse
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

あなたをとても怖がっていたよ、いつも見られていたと感じていたよ
夢ではなかったよ、逃げることができず、飛び降りることができなかった
あなたはこの世界から去った、この抑圧から解放されたと感じて
体は一瞬見知らぬ人になったけど、今は幸せになってる

床に横たわっている体を見ているだけで、なぜ笑ってるの？
あなたは私を壁に強く押し付けすぎていた、悪くないけど

あなたをとても怖がっていたよ、いつも見られていたと感じていたよ
夢ではなかったよ、逃げることができず、飛び降りることができなかった
あなたはこの世界から去った、この抑圧から解放されたと感じて
体は一瞬見知らぬ人になったけど、今は幸せになってる

I was so scared of you, I felt I always was being looked at
This wasn't a dream, I couldn't run away and jump off
Now you are gone from this world, I feel relieved from this oppression
My body became a stranger for a moment, but now I can be happy

Why am I laughing just by looking at your body lying on the floor?
You pushed me too hard against the wall, but I don't feel bad

I was so scared of you, I felt I always was being looked at
This wasn't a dream, I couldn't run away and jump off
Now you are gone from this world, I feel relieved from this oppression
My body became a stranger for a moment, but now I can be happy

J'avais si peur de toi, j'avais toujours l'impression d'être regardée
Ce n'était pas un rêve, je ne pouvais m'enfuir ou sauter
Maintenant que tu n'es plus de ce monde, de cette oppression je me sens soulagée
Mon corps m'est pendant un moment devenu étranger, mais je peux être heureuse désormais

Pourquoi ris-je juste en regardant ton corps effondré à terre ?
Tu m'as poussée trop loin contre le mur, mais de mal je ne ressens guère

J'avais si peur de toi, j'avais toujours l'impression d'être regardée
Ce n'était pas un rêve, je ne pouvais m'enfuir ou sauter
Maintenant que tu n'es plus de ce monde, de cette oppression je me sens soulagée
Mon corps m'est pendant un moment devenu étranger, mais je peux être heureuse désormais

An abused girl murdering the one she formerly considered her boyfriend and finally snaps. It's not like Sayu's song where the girl finished totally in a desperate state. The one Stella had... Just went insane and laughed at it.
Note: originally the name of the song was "SYBELIA" but when I noticed I already had used "SIBELIA" for MAYU, changed the title a bit. Especially since I was going to have issues with the JP titles.
Music: dark techno, but more ethereal on one side and dubstep-rish on the other side than for "S-Laughter". Bass line by Substance, sequence atmo by Haunted Spaces, chimes by Morpheus, lead chime by Celeste then Mallet Flux, bridge by Serum, strings by Threnody.