『Sabbath』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181031-00930
LIN (full) : 「599 211 688」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181031-001073
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Fourth Purgatory - TRACK 5/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : M14
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : (none)

惨めな生き物がいっぱいの世界から拒絶された
自分の幸福を保証するために復讐を求めた
月明かりの下で、神々と悪魔を下から求めた
人類を罰するためにまず何をすべきか知らなかった

粉々にするよ...

火の怒りによって、地球の下の地獄を求めてく
空から降ってくる天使、風が吹く、灰が飛んでく
自己破壊に捧げられた世界から離れた魂
安息日の間に人から苦しみを拾っしてく

白い肌がほとんど痛みを訴え、火のそばで食べた
もう一つは、全てが落ち着いた村を追いかけていた
悲惨な子供時代に生きて、彼らの社会を憎んだ
一緒に人々のこの脆い束の崩壊を祝う

粉々にするよ...

火の怒りによって、地球の下の地獄を求めてく
空から降ってくる天使、風が吹く、灰が飛んでく
自己破壊に捧げられた世界から離れた魂
安息日の間に人から苦しみを拾っしてく

Rejected by a world full of miserable creatures
I seeked for revenge to assure my own happiness
Under the moonlight I called for the gods and the demons from below
I didn't know what to do at first to punish the humanity

I'll shatter you...

By the wrath of fire I'm calling for the hell below this earth
Angels falling from the heaven, wind is howling, ashes are flying
Souls apart from a world devoted to its self-destruction
Harvesting the agony from mortals during the sabbath

A white skin almost devoured by the fire, crying of pain
Another chased from a village where everything seemed calm
Living a miserable childhood, they hated their society
Together we celebrate the demise of this fragile bunch of people

I'll shatter you...

By the wrath of fire I'm calling for the hell below this earth
Angels falling from the heaven, wind is howling, ashes are flying
Souls apart from a world devoted to its self-destruction
Harvesting the agony from mortals during the sabbath

Rejetée par un monde rempli de misérables créatures
J'ai cherché la vengeance pour m'assurer un heureux futur
Sous la lumière lunaire j'ai appelé les dieux et démons des souterrains
Je ne savais d'abord pas quoi faire pour punir l'humanité enfin

Je te casserai...

Par la colère du feu j'appelle l'enfer en-dessous de moi
Les anges tombent du ciel, le vent souffle, les cendres continuent de voler
Les âmes écartées d'un monde dont sa propre auto-destruction est assurée
Récoltant l'agonie des mortels pendant le sabbat

Une peau blanche dévorée par le feu, pleurant de douleur
Une autre chassée d'un village où tout semblait si calme pourtant
Vivant une misérable enfance, pour leur société elles ont développé tant de rancœur
Ensemble nous célébrons la destruction de ces trop fragiles gens

Je te casserai...

Par la colère du feu j'appelle l'enfer en-dessous de moi
Les anges tombent du ciel, le vent souffle, les cendres continuent de voler
Les âmes écartées d'un monde dont sa propre auto-destruction est assurée
Récoltant l'agonie des mortels pendant le sabbat

Tried the CVVC voicebank of Oniko. I tried the VCV but all the short notes sounded silent so... No choice?
Feel like she's very well singing separated notes though, better than the rest...
Story: About a coven of witches seeking revenge against the society which has rejected them. And they're not happy...
Music: I mixed up some rock instruments into trance, but I added the little "oriental"/world music part I love so much to add to Oniko's songs... Even if it's quite subtle. Dry supersaws, pad and final guitar plucks by Toxic Biohazard, sidechained guitar and wet supersaws by Xpand!2, lead by GMS and harps by Sakura. First beginning creepy then gaining some hotter atmosphere. How to switch from horror to trance.
Happy Halloween! (Oh and surprise this is being aired for Oniko's birthday, at least for Japanese people!)

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Hello, Nynthixia here, and happy Halloween!

Well after 4 days of delay, here it is, the album "Lethargic Chimeras"! Time for the changelog!

Azucena (feat. Lily)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

Lethargic (feat. Lily)
[INSTRUMENT] Corrected missing harmonies from lead pattern
[INSTRUMENT] Supersaws now play during whole first chorus
[INSTRUMENT] Added supplementary supersaw pattern during final chorus (Toxic Biohazard)

Hail (feat. Namine Ritsu)
[GLOBAL] Revamped intro structure
[INSTRUMENT] Added uplifter during first part of first verse

Kana (feat. Namine Ritsu)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro
[INSTRUMENT] Added glitch SFX during intro
[INSTRUMENT] Added leads during last parts (Vacuum)

Jasmine (feat. Namine Ritsu)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro
[INSTRUMENT] GMS pattern now playing during the whole second verse
[INSTRUMENT] Added long uplifter at end of final chorus
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced by +0.5dB instrumental's volume

Aiyana (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[INSTRUMENT] Changed final SFX
[MIXDOWN] Modified filter automation settings for VFX

Please enjoy the album, and see you in few hours with Oniko for "Sabbath"! (Reminder: the schedule for this week can be accessed here)

Nynthixia

『Repent Myself』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181029-00923
LIN (full) : 「599 210 114」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181030-001066
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Lethargic Chimeras - TRACK 3/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

 

七つの犯罪よりも悪いことは、誰にも許されることはないね
彼らの過去の囚人だよね、罰の記憶は永遠に残るでしょう

絶望に満ちた世界では誰にも悔い改めができない
全ての祈りは、暗黙の暗い忘却で失われてく
やった間違いを許される神的な決断を待っている
そんなに後悔して、自分を非難している、悔い改めて

最も嫌な罪を罰するために、誰もが悔い改めてあげるね
死が汚い血まみれの体の中から最後の息を引き出すまで

絶望に満ちた世界では誰にも悔い改めができない
全ての祈りは、暗黙の暗い忘却で失われてく
やった間違いを許される神的な決断を待っている
そんなに後悔して、自分を非難している、悔い改めて

Worse than the seven crimes, nothing will be forgiven for anyone
Prisoner of their past, memories of punishment will remain forever

In a world filled with despair, there is no repentance possible for anyone
Every prayer will be lost in a silencious and dark oblivion
Waiting for a divine decision to forgive any mistakes I have done
I regret so much, I'm blaming myself, I'll repent

To punish the most disgusting sins, everyone will repent
Until the death brings a last breath out of these dirty and bloody bodies

In a world filled with despair, there is no repentance possible for anyone
Every prayer will be lost in a silencious and dark oblivion
Waiting for a divine decision to forgive any mistakes I have done
I regret so much, I'm blaming myself, I'll repent

Pire que les sept crimes, rien ne nous sera pardonné
Prisonnières de leur passé, les souvenirs de la sanction resteront à jamais gravés

Dans un monde rempli de désespoir, la repentance ne sera plus possible pour n'importe qui
Toute prière sera perdue dans le silencieux et obscur oubli
Attendant une divine décision pour pardonner toutes les erreurs que j'ai commises auparavant
Je regrette tellement, je me blâme moi-même, je me repens

Pour punir les péchés les plus répugnants, toutes se repentiront pour regretter
Jusqu'à ce que la mort soutire un dernier souffle de leurs corps sales et ensanglantés

Dans un monde rempli de désespoir, la repentance ne sera plus possible pour n'importe qui
Toute prière sera perdue dans le silencieux et obscur oubli
Attendant une divine décision pour pardonner toutes les erreurs que j'ai commises auparavant
Je regrette tellement, je me blâme moi-même, je me repens

And the last one from the album, even if technically this is the third track.
Music: trance music with glitches, some piano and gates. Gated space pad by DSK Odisea, piano by FL Keys, lead by Harmor, plucks by Hybrid.

『Laurenzia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181028-00922
LIN (full) : 「599 209 507」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181029-001065
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Lethargic Chimeras - TRACK 7/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder reference
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

君にいくつかの愛情を与えたいよ
この人生を送るのに苦労していた
それから君は私から奪われていた
どちらも一人で、 互いに遠く離れた

そんなに泣いたよ、君に多くの嘘を話した
裏切られたとき、後悔する時間がなかった

過去に多くの罪を犯していただよね
この理由のために殺されなかったけど
私を拒否しているかどうかは分かれて
しばらく君に満足していたとしても

そんなに泣いたよ、君に多くの嘘を話した
裏切られたとき、後悔する時間がなかった

ついに致命的な決断が閉じ込めた
全てを後ろに置かなければならなかった
自分自身を責めることができているよ
最初から真実を語っていればよね...

私をどれほど憎んだのか分からなかったよ
でも少なくとも許されないことを知っていた

I wanted to give some affection to you
I struggled to get this life
Then you have been taken away from me
We are both alone, far away from each other

I cried so much, I told so many lies to you
When I was betrayed I didn't have the time to regret

I have committed many sins in the past
But I wasn't killed because of this reason
I understand if you are rejecting me
Even if I have been happy with you for a while

I cried so much, I told so many lies to you
When I was betrayed I didn't have the time to regret

A fatal decision finally trapped me
I had to leave everything behind me
I only can blame myself
If only I told the truth since the beginning...

I didn't know how much you hated me
But at least I knew I wasn't going to be forgiven

Je voulais te donner un peu d'affection
J'ai dû lutter pour mériter cette vie
Avant que tu ne sois emmené loin d'ici
Si loin l'un de l'autre, en totale isolation

J'ai tellement pleuré, tant de mensonges que je t'ai contés
Quand j'ai été trahie je n'avais pas le temps de regretter

J'ai commis tant de péchés dans le passé
Mais ce n'était pas la raison pour laquelle j'ai été tuée
Si tu me rejette, je le comprends
Même si j'ai pu être heureuse avec toi pendant un moment

J'ai tellement pleuré, tant de mensonges que je t'ai contés
Quand j'ai été trahie je n'avais pas le temps de regretter

Une fatale décision m'a finalement emprisonnée
Et derrière moi j'ai dû tout abandonner
Je ne peux que me blâmer
Si seulement depuis le début je t'avais dit la vérité...

J'ignorais à quel point tu pouvais me détester
Mais je savais tout du moins que jamais je ne serai pardonnée

Story: Imagine a woman finding an abandoned child and pretending during all the childhood being his mother... Until someday he learns the truth and decides to punish her for her lies.
Music: simple but efficient trance. Pad by FM8, lead by Sakura, piano by FL Keys, supersaws by Toxic Biohazard.

Hello, Nynthixia here

"Chimerical" just aired few minutes ago. And that means I have 2 tracks of "Lethargic Chimeras" left to do: "Repent Myself" (Lily) and "Laurenzia" (Yukari). These tracks will be aired the 2 following days. On Wednesday -> album.

I began making the tracklist for November, there 3 tracks for Zunko, Oniko, Sayu and Itako. The first track of the tracklist was the one being aired on yesterday, "Trianon". It was for Zunko's birthday.

Then we have other deadlines for the others: Sayu has one on the 11th, Itako has one on the 14th and Oniko one on Thursday. Yup, this Thursday.

Here is the schedule I'm going to apply for the upcoming week:

Here is the full tracklist for November:

CD23 - "Fourth Purgatory" - November 24th

01. Trianon (feat. Tohoku Zunko) - deadline: October 27th
02. Purgatory (feat. Tohoku Zunko) - to be aired on: November 2nd
03. Caliadne (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
04. HEGEMONIA (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
05. Sabbath (feat. Hinomoto Oniko) - to be aired on: October 31st
06. Mnemosyne (feat. Hinomoto Oniko) - deadline: November 1st
07. And I Disobeyed You (feat. Yurika Sayu) - to be aired on: November 3rd
08. IANTHIA (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. CELAIA (feat. Yurika Sayu) - deadline: November 11th
10. Degeneration (feat. Tohoku Itako) - deadline: November 14th
11. CALLIOPEIA (feat. Tohoku Itako) - to be aired on: November 4th
12. I Don't Want To Know (feat. Tohoku Itako)

There will be 2 weeks where 3 songs will be aired once back to the slow mode. The first week will be the one from November 5th to November 11th. You'll get the deadlined song for Sayu but also 2 other songs. I mainly target the Friday for working. The second one will be from November 12th to November 18th: one deadlined song with Itako, and 2 others.

Let's just hope my health will go a bit better in the meanwhile... If ever it doesn't, there might be chances to move the album air date to November 30th, which would be a Friday... Not that great to be honest.

Otherwise I don't have current cover plans right now. I keep in mind there will be "Monochrome" really soon... But it won't be before a long, long moment.

The "Imitation" project: to be honest I couldn't work a lot on it because of "you know what"... But now there is just one thing left to do in terms of music. All the rest will be the booklet etc. I really hope to get this finished for the year's end.

Also please do not forget France has changed its time compared to Japan. For midnight in Japan it will be 4 PM in France ; for midnight in France it will be 8 AM in Japan. Should be the last time, normally!

Enjoy!
Nynthixia

『Chimerical』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181027-00921
LIN (full) : 「599 208 337」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181028-001064
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Lethargic Chimeras - TRACK 6/12

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

三つの異なる自分に砕かれていただよね
この負傷した体の外に出ようとする人
激しい痛みを感じていくよ、裂かれていくよ
鏡の現実は私の目の前で歪んだ

夢はキメラであり、願いは決して現実にはならない
もう決定を下すことはできない、彼らは決定して
呪われた人生で一度だけ、一人でいられないのね？
私の完璧な世界は決して起こらないでしょうね...

より良い世界はここで見つけることができない
私に投げた毒と火の間に、地獄の囚人
もし死ななければね、苦しんではいけないのかな？
精神は嘘と思い出のキメラになっていた

夢はキメラであり、願いは決して現実にはならない
もう決定を下すことはできない、彼らは決定して
呪われた人生で一度だけ、一人でいられないのね？
私の完璧な世界は決して起こらないでしょうね...

I'm shattered between into three different myselves
Who want to get outside of this wounded body
I feel an intense pain within, I'm being torn apart
The reality in the mirror distorted in front of me

My dream is a chimera, and my wishes will never become reality
I can't take any more decisions, they already decide
Can't I be alone just for once in my cursed life?
But I know my perfect world will never happen...

A better world can't be found here
Between the poison and the fire they throw at me, I'm a prisoner of this hell
If I have to die, is it possible to not suffer?
My spirit became a chimera of lies and memories

My dream is a chimera, and my wishes will never become reality
I can't take any more decisions, they already decide
Can't I be alone just for once in my cursed life?
But I know my perfect world will never happen...

Je suis brisée en plusieurs moi-mêmes se combattant
Qui veulent sortir de mon corps blessé
Je ressens une forte douleur en moi, je suis déchirée
La réalité dans le miroir devant moi se déformant

Mon rêve est une chimère, et mes souhaits ne se réaliseront jamais
Je ne peux plus prendre de décisions, c'est eux qui décident pour moi
Ne puis-je être seule dans ma vie maudite pour une seule fois ?
Mais je sais que mon monde parfait n'arrivera jamais...

Ici, je ne peux trouver de meilleur monde
Entre le poison et les flammes qu'elles me lancent, je suis prisonnière de cet enfer
Si je dois mourir, est-il possible que la douleur ne se ressente guère ?
Mon esprit est devenu une chimère de souvenirs et de mensonges

Mon rêve est une chimère, et mes souhaits ne se réaliseront jamais
Je ne peux plus prendre de décisions, c'est eux qui décident pour moi
Ne puis-je être seule dans ma vie maudite pour une seule fois ?
Mais je sais que mon monde parfait n'arrivera jamais...

There are many ways to describe a chimera. Either a fantasy animal with three heads, one goat head, one snake head and one lion head, throwing flames where they go, but also something that will never happen, a sort of fancy thing we want to happen and that will never.
Story: Here it's mostly about multiple personality disorder, with at least two of them being extremely toxic, and the "normal" one wants to get rid of them, even if she knows this may never happen.
Music: 3 different synth plugins. Like for the chimera's heads. Gated pad by Vacuum, minor supersaws and lead by Hybrid, major supersaws by Toxic Biohazard. Deep atmosphere.

『Trianon』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181025-00920
LIN (full) : 「599 206 043」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181026-001063
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Fourth Purgatory - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

暗くだ、外側の空気は呼吸が重い
地上で崩壊するつもりだと思ったよ
この場所の過去に閉じ込められてしまったよ
取り巻くこれらの幽霊は何だったのね？

思い出が魅了していくね、幻想で胸を強く圧迫していく
それについて話をしていない、ちょうど何が起こったのか分からない
言葉を理解することができない、別の世界に到着していたよ
歴史の断片が宇宙を壊したね、私たちをそれに飲み込んだ

草の上に描く、女王は優しく笑った
鐘が鳴り響き、結婚式が近づいて
ここに属していないように感じていくよ
このトリアノンで見たものを忘れたいよね

思い出が魅了していくね、幻想で胸を強く圧迫していく
それについて話をしていない、ちょうど何が起こったのか分からない
言葉を理解することができない、別の世界に到着していたよ
歴史の断片が宇宙を壊したね、私たちをそれに飲み込んだ

It's dark and the air outside is heavy to breathe
I thought I was going to collapse on the ground
I got trapped into the past of this place
What were these ghosts surrounding us?

Memories are haunting me, strongly oppressing my chest in an illusion
I don't dare talking about it, I don't know what just happened
I can't understand the words, I arrived in another world
A fragment of history broke the universe and swallowed us into it

Drawing on the grass, the queen was gently smiling
Bells are ringing, a wedding is approaching
I feel like I don't belong here
I only want to forget what I saw in this Trianon

Memories are haunting me, strongly oppressing my chest in an illusion
I don't dare talking about it, I don't know what just happened
I can't understand the words, I arrived in another world
A fragment of history broke the universe and swallowed us into it

Il fait sombre et l'air dehors est étouffant
J'ai cru que j'allais m'effondrer à terre
Je suis retrouvée dans le passé de cet endroit prisonnière
Qui étaient ces fantômes nous entourant ?

Les souvenirs me hantent, oppressant fortement ma poitrine dans une illusion
Je n'ose pas en parler, je ne sais pas ce qui vient de se passer
Je ne comprends même pas les mots, je suis arrivée dans un autre monde
Un fragment d'histoire ayant cassé l'univers et qui nous a avalées

Dessinant sur l'herbe, la reine souriait gentiment
Les cloches sonnent, les noces sont en train d'approcher
J'ai l'impression que je n'appartiens pas à ce moment
Ce que j'ai vu dans ce Trianon, je veux simplement l'oublier

Les souvenirs me hantent, oppressant fortement ma poitrine dans une illusion
Je n'ose pas en parler, je ne sais pas ce qui vient de se passer
Je ne comprends même pas les mots, je suis arrivée dans un autre monde
Un fragment d'histoire ayant cassé l'univers et qui nous a avalées

Based on a maybe true story. This is the story of the ghosts from the Trianon in Versailles and it is quite weird.
Two British women visit the Trianon on a heavy summer afternoon. The air is really heavy, and they see some people of the time where the place was still inhabited by the king and the queen of the country. Gardeners, a man with the face devastated by disease, the queen drawing on the grass... Then a wedding is being celebrated. When they came back to their home, neither of the two women told each other about the experience.
Happy birthday Zunko ^^
Music: I wanted a bit to be in the theme. Lots of string instruments. Pad and sitar pluck by Sakura, vivid pluck by FM8, accoustic guitar and long synth by Mikro Prism, sidechained pad by PoiZone, chorus lead by Harmor, short dramatic strings by Xpand!2.

『KARNELA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181021-00919
LIN (full) : 「599 201 516」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181022-001062
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Lethargic Chimeras - TRACK 9/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references, violent lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

無実の体の中で、自分自身を陰に隠した
地獄で召喚され、最初の人生を取り除いた
恐れがどこからでも感じられる世界からは不明
制御は確立されなければならない、誰も知らない

空気は私を窒息させている、抵抗しないでしょう
悪魔は私を内側から壊して、何もできない
苦労したよ、対して十分に強くはなかったけど
脆い人生はすでに消え去っていた、遅すぎていた

花が脆い、短い瞬間に枯れてしまうことがある
なぜそのような小さな傷のために多くの血だのね？
あなたはこの色ですばらしく、このように残ってくれ
世界は崩壊し、僕達はその女王になるでしょう

かつてもう一方の側から来ていることをもう恐れてはいけない
あなたの魂とあなたの肌を食べるでしょう、あなたは今僕のもの
この恐ろしい瞬間は非常に短く、心配する必要はない
静脈が寒くなるのを感じて、すでに終了して？

生きているという思い出があった、それらの全てを忘れていたよね
それが再び死ぬと感じるのを知って、とても痛い
少なくとも苦しみは短く、あまり苦しんではいけないでしょうね
誰もが君の前で弓を掛けることを約束して...

I hid myself in the shadows, inside an innocent body
Summoned by the hell, I got rid of the first life
Unknown from this world where the fear is to be felt everywhere
Control has to be established and nobody will know

The air is making me suffocate, I won't resist
The demon is destroying me from the inside, I can't do anything
I tried struggling but I wasn't strong enough against it
My fragile life was already fading away, it was too late

As fragile as a flower can be, withering during a short instant
Why so much blood for a such little wound?
You're so wonderful with this color, remain like this
The world will collapse and we will be its queens

Nothing to be afraid anymore once being from the other side
I'll devour your spirit and your skin, you're mine now
This horrible moment was very short, no need to worry
I feel the veins becoming colder, already quitting?

I had memories of being alive, and I rathered forgetting all of them
I know how it feels to die again, this is so painful
At least the agony will be short, you won't suffer too much
I promise that everyone will bow in front of you...

Je me suis cachée dans les ombres, dans un corps innocent
Invoquée par l'enfer, je me suis débarrassée de la première vie
Inconnue de ce monde où le sentiment de peur est omniprésent
Personne ne le saura mais le contrôle doit être établi

L'air me fait suffoquer, je ne résisterai pas
Le démon me détruit de l'intérieur, je ne peux plus lutter
J'ai tenté de me battre mais je n'étais pas suffisamment forte contre l'entité
Ma vie fragile s'évanouissait déjà, il était trop tard

Aussi fragile qu'une fleur puisse l'être, fanant en un court instant
Pourquoi pour une si petite blessure tant de sang ?
Tu es si magnifique avec cette couleur, reste ainsi
Le monde s'effondrera et nous serons les reines de ces ruines

Plus rien à craindre une fois que l'on est passé de l'autre côté
Je dévorerai ton esprit et ta peau, tu es mienne à présent
Cet horrible moment était si court, nul besoin de s'inquiéter
Je sens tes veines se refroidir, t'abandonnes déjà ?

J'ai des souvenirs d'avoir été vivante, et j'ai préféré faire dominer le néant
Je connais le sentiment de mourir de nouveau, la douleur est intensément là
Au moins l'agonie sera courte, tu ne souffriras pas tellement
Je promets que tout le monde s'agenouillera devant toi à présent...

Since we're at the core of the month of the fear, thought writing something about a demon trying to take control of an innocent girl.
Music: Harsh dubstep for this one. Bass pluck by Transistor Bass, sub bass by Sytrus, synth pluck and one of the scream leads by Toxic Biohazard, the other one and the wub pad by Hybrid. Arp by T-Force Alpha Plus.

『Lethargic』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-181020-00918
LIN (full) : 「599 200 684」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-181021-001061
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Lethargic Chimeras - TRACK 2/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder/suicide references, confusing content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

 

自分自身を目覚めさせたいと思っても立ち上がることはできないよね
上記の悪魔は精神を狂わせて、私をより良く拷問した

再び眠りたくて、そしてこの場所を離れるよ
君の毒を私に与えて、もう一度殺して
この世界で全てを飲み込み、意識を失って
死ぬままにしてくれ、目を覚まさないと約束して

この体から逃れることができなかった、精神はすでに目が覚めたね
非常に恐れていたよね、意識されている間は動かないね、痛いだよね

再び眠りたくて、そしてこの場所を離れるよ
君の毒を私に与えて、もう一度殺して
この世界で全てを飲み込み、意識を失って
死ぬままにしてくれ、目を覚まさないと約束して

再び眠りたくて、そしてこの場所を離れるよ
君の毒を私に与えて、もう一度殺して
この世界で全てを飲み込み、意識を失って
死ぬままにしてくれ、目を覚まさないと約束して

I can't stand up, even if I wanted to wake myself up
The demon above brought my spirit to madness, to better torture me

I want to sleep again and leave this place
Give me your poison and kill me again
I'll swallow everything and lose consciousness in this world
Leave me dying, I promise I won't wake up

I couldn't escape from this body, my spirit was already awake.
I was so much afraid, being immobile while being consciousness is a pain

I want to sleep again and leave this place
Give me your poison and kill me again
I'll swallow everything and lose consciousness in this world
Leave me dying, I promise I won't wake up

I want to sleep again and leave this place
Give me your poison and kill me again
I'll swallow everything and lose consciousness in this world
Leave me dying, I promise I won't wake up

Je ne peux pas me lever, même si je voulais me réveiller
Le démon au-dessus a emmené m'a rendue folle, pour mieux me torturer

Je veux encore dormir et quitter cet endroit
Donne-moi ton poison et tue-moi encore une fois
J'avalerai tout et perdrai conscience à jamais
Laisse-moi mourir, je ne me réveillerai pas, je le promets

Je ne pouvais m'échapper de ce corps, mon esprit était déjà éveillé
J'avais tellement peur, c'est pénible d'être consciente et de ne pas bouger

Je veux encore dormir et quitter cet endroit
Donne-moi ton poison et tue-moi encore une fois
J'avalerai tout et perdrai conscience à jamais
Laisse-moi mourir, je ne me réveillerai pas, je le promets

Je veux encore dormir et quitter cet endroit
Donne-moi ton poison et tue-moi encore une fois
J'avalerai tout et perdrai conscience à jamais
Laisse-moi mourir, je ne me réveillerai pas, je le promets

If you see the demon sitting on your body while lying in your bed, that just means your spirit is awake while your body isn't.
To be honest I never knew myself a sleep paralysis. One of these moments when your brain messes up and creates danger by itself. The only one to not see the monster? Sleeping, maybe?
Music: Pluck and supersaws by Toxic Biohazard, sidechained pad by Vacuum, space pad by Odisea, dance lead by Hybrid and effect lead by Harmor. It creates a sort of dreamy but dreadly atmosphere at the time.

Hello, Nynthixia here.

So I just published the cover of "MYS" only tonight. This is a cover that I have done back in June and that I wanted to publish in September. But as you may know, I got a bad organization and the publication has been delayed. So here it is. Late, but here it is.

I'll also have to rearrange my schedules a bit for the upcoming weeks. Next week I'll still be on the same schedule (2 or 3 songs/week) before going into a week of "1 song/day". This will help me catch up some late.

Also for this reason, I'll be obliged to delay the album air date from October 27th to October 31st (Wed). For the moment I still have 5 tracks of "Lethargic Chimeras" to make and that will require me more than until the 27th. If we count the fact that a song with Zunko has to be aired on the 27th, and that I almost reached (or I already reached, more like that, since I'm beginning to have health issues) the burnout state.

(See now what I always say "never do like me"?)

So this is what will be done:

- I have at least 1 song to make this week, which will be chosen randomly between "Lethargic"/"Repent Myself"/"Chimerical"/"Laurenzia"/"KARNELA". I maybe will make a second one this weekend.
- Next week, there will be a song with Zunko for the 27th which is in the November tracklist, that I haven't done yet... Completely. I just have the plan of the singers ready. Another track (maybe 2) from "Lethargic Chimeras" will be done next week.
- The week after (the holidays week), at least one song of "Lethargic Chimeras" will be done (in priority). The album will be prepared the day after, along with the production of a new song. I'll try to advance as much as possible. All the rest of the week you'll get tracks of the November album.

Another good news, happier this time, is for users of Sharpkey, CeVIO, Synth V... You are now able to use all of my songs officially, even if it is written in the tickets or the certificates that only UTAU and VOCALOID users can. There is no problem now. Enjoy covering! (^_^)

And no worries for me, I'll get better soon.

Nynthixia