『Morgana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161210-00425
LIN (full) : 「598 479 688」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161210-000540
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : shocking content
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

誰も感じたこの嫉妬について覚えているだけです
ちょうどあなたを守り再びこの暖かさを感じたかった
愛と憎しみとの間の囚人、破壊の端にある世界の近く
闇の中で泣き出し深い絶望に陥り始めた...

ついにあなたは私のことを聞いて守りますか？
あなたがこの世界とこれらの裏切り者の崩壊を見たら
血まみれの戦場に囲まれたこの復讐の苦い味
あなたの人生が消え去っている間に、天国に戻ってきました

呪われた運命で常に影の後ろに隠された
人々は私を嫌悪し、私の優しさを忘れる
この世で既に長いこと前から与えられた全てを憎んでいた
この世界が作り出したこの錯覚を粉砕したかった

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Everyone only remembering about this jealousy that I was feeling
I just wanted to protect you and feel again this warmth
Prisoner between the love and the hatred, near a world at the edge of the destruction
I started to cry in the darkness and falling into a deep despair...

Will you finally listen to me and obey?
When you'll see the demise of this world and of these traitors
The bitter taste of this revenge surrounded by a bloody battlefield
While your life was fading away, bringing you back to the paradise

Always hidden behind their shadows with a cursed fate
The people denigrating me and forgetting about my kindness
I hated everything in this life already given a long time ago
I wanted to shatter this illusion that this world has created

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

Tout le monde ne se souvenait que de cette jalousie que je ressentais
Je voulais juste ressentir cette chaleur encore une fois et assurer ta protection
Prisonnière entre l'amour et la haine, près d'un monde au bord de sa destruction
Dans le noir, j'ai commencé à tomber dans le désespoir et à pleurer...

Vas-tu enfin m'obéir et m'écouter ?
Lorsque tu verras la destruction de ce monde et des gens qui t'ont trahi
Le goût amer de cette vengeance entouré par un champ de bataille ensanglanté
Alors que ta vie s'effaçait, te ramenant au paradis

Avec un destin maudit, dans leurs ombres j'étais cachée
Les gens qui me dénigraient et oubliaient la gentillesse que je possédais
Je détestais tout de cette vie que depuis longtemps l'on m'a donnée
Je voulais détruire cette illusion que ce monde avait créé

For Stella's birthday! And actually this is the best song featuring her that I made.
For info, Morgana isn't a yandere. The lyrics may look like a yandere song a few, but she is just (at least here) a torn woman, not hesitating to manipulate some people... And who can actually be a good person, especially for healing some people.
For those who understood, it's inspired by the myth of the fairy Morgan. This is a tricky one, to the point I had to modify several things, remove another ones... The problem is that the point of view of people for Morgana has changed from the good to the bad one. First seen as being nice, then as an evil and jealous "witch". No kidding, her image really was degraded in the time.
So yeah, the lyrics were a few a pain to write!
Music : sequence pad by Toxic Biohazard, except for the bridge one that was made with a Sytrus preset. The pluck is an ensemble of 2 Sawer presets, and the lead track is with GMS (long time I haven't used this one by the way).

Hello, Nynthixia there!
At more than 10 PM, still awake and trying to fight against her fatigue, but still standing!

I said on yesterday a little... Thing on Twitter... That in few days there would be a big change in my producer's life...

Well, know what? On the 25th, I'll have the chance to get GUMI!

And because there I'll begin to not have the choice, I took the Native VB for Vocaloid 4. So starter pack.

___________________________________

To be honest... I still don't have plans for GUMI. For the moment, of course, maybe someday.

I also know that I'll air something for Kiritan for February 13th, same for kokone the next day. Wow. That will be tight, but I'll manage to find a solution.

____________________________________

Concerning the January cover... Probably "ALETHEA" "BETH" with the instru made by feli, and the singer will be MAYU. I know the song is already a yandere one, plus, I think I have to train with MAYU.
Seriously. A serious training with this singer.
And I'll set this for mid-January (no precize air date), and it will be on Tmbox only.

Well that's all for the moment. Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Heart Executioner』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161206-00424
LIN (full) : 「598 476 594」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161207-000539
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 4/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

あなたの愛を保つために私が決して放棄しない気持ち
これらの思考の囚人は決して消え去ることはない
決して選択をした人ではなかった、誰も決めることはできない
連鎖を壊して最後の実行から心を控える

一見するとあなたについて考えを止めたことはない
この未来とこの幸せは私たちがこの世界にもたらしうるものです
この虚弱な精神の中でこの小さな心を壊したかったことはありませんでした
意味を持つ言葉を一つも伝えることはできない

あなたの愛を保つために私が決して放棄しない気持ち
これらの思考の囚人は決して消え去ることはない
決して選択をした人ではなかった、誰も決めることはできない
連鎖を壊して最後の実行から心を控える

多くの壊れた心がお互いを満たしている無意味な世界
笑顔の背後に隠された考えから残っている小さな希望
この感情の責任は何もありません、私たちはどちらも原因を知っている
これはちょっと偶然起こる偶然な状況です

最後の心の実行...
最後に、最後に...
彼らのために...
誰が殺された...
誰が...

The feeling that I'll never abandon to keep your love
Prisoner of these thoughts never fading away
I was never the person who made the choice, nobody can decide
Breaking the chains refraining the heart from a last execution

At the first sight I never stopped thinking about you
This future and this happiness that we could both bring to this world
I never wanted to break this little heart inside this fragile spirit
Never being able to tell a single word that has a meaning

The feeling that I'll never abandon to keep your love
Prisoner of these thoughts never fading away
I was never the person who made the choice, nobody can decide
Breaking the chains refraining the heart from a last execution

A meaningless world where many broken hearts are meeting each other
The little hope remaining from the thoughts hidden behind smiles
Nothing is the responsible about this feeling, we both know the cause
This is just a random situation happening at some moment

A last heart execution...
A last, a last...
Because of them...
Who have been killed...
Who have been...

Le sentiment que, pour notre amour, je n'abandonnerai jamais
Prisonnière de ces pensées qui ne s'évanouissaient jamais
Je n'ai pas été celle qui a fait le choix, personne ne peut effectuer la décision
De casser les chaînes retenant ce cœur d'une dernière exécution

Dès le premier regard je n'ai cessé de penser à toi
Ce futur et ce bonheur que dans ce monde nous pourrions amener
Je n'ai jamais voulu briser ce petit cœur dans ton esprit fragilisé
Je n'ai jamais pu dire un mot qui avait une signification pour toi

Le sentiment que, pour notre amour, je n'abandonnerai jamais
Prisonnière de ces pensées qui ne s'évanouissaient jamais
Je n'ai pas été celle qui a fait le choix, personne ne peut effectuer la décision
De casser les chaînes retenant ce cœur d'une dernière exécution

Un monde sans signification où tant de cœurs brisés se sont rencontrés
Le petit espoir restant de nos pensées qui derrière tant de sourires s'est dissimulé
Rien n'est responsable de ce sentiment, nous connaissons la raison parfaitement
C'est juste une situation aléatoire qui arrive à un certain moment

L'exécution d'un dernier cœur...
Un dernier, un dernier...
La faute, c'est la leur...
Qui ont été tués...
Ont été...

When I say "heart executioner", what are you thinking about in the first place? Maybe someone who accumulates the meetings with several lovers. And abandoning them one by one. And if it had an all other meaning... Such as killing the people who would be too much curious about our lover?
When you read the first lyrics, "OK that's good, she seems to be a good girl"... Until the huge sanity slippage at the end. Never trust a so innocent face, else you'll never understand what will happen.
Music : the light pad by Sytrus, and it's one pad you know quite well now (and I love it), choirs by a DSK plugin, and all the rest (sequence pads) by Toxic Biohazard. Sorry about the capella, it's a few less well done than the first song I made with CUL... But it's not that horrible either.

『For 13』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161203-00423
LIN (full) : 「598 473 683」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161204-000538
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 10/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

いかなる事件にかかわらず決して崩壊しない強力な債券
人生がばらばらになっても、この感情はまだ増している
いつもこれらの障害や呪いからあなたを守ってくれた
あなたの死を望んでいたこれらの人々はすぐに後悔するでしょう...

誰もあなたについて何も考えずに忘れることはできない
彼らはあなたの小さな心を傷つけていた、許すことができなかった
誰もがこの幻想と嘘の世界から姿を消すでしょう
この恋が続く間、最終的な罰が来るでしょう

いかなる事件にかかわらず決して崩壊しない強力な債券
人生がばらばらになっても、この感情はまだ増している
いつもこれらの障害や呪いからあなたを守ってくれた
あなたの死を望んでいたこれらの人々はすぐに後悔するでしょう...

彼らの人生が消え去ると、痛みと悲しみは止まるでしょう
後悔したり、言い訳をする時間がなくても
彼らの人生は最も恐ろしい苦しみによって消費されている
あなたがこの苦しみから解放されることを約束している

これらの脅威は過去の一部であり、安全性が保証されている
最後に、あなたは永遠の幸福の中で私の腕の中にいます
これらの努力をしてもあなたの存在は消え去るでしょう
それから決してこれらの債券を簡単に破ることはできない...

The strong bonds that would never break up regardless any incidents
Even if the life shatters into pieces, this feeling will still grow
I always protected you from these obstacles and curses against us
These people who wanted your death will soon regret...

Nobody may think anything about you and they can forget
They were hurting your little heart, I couldn't forgive it
Everyone will disappear from this world of illusions and lies
The final punishment will come while this love continues

The strong bonds that would never break up regardless any incidents
Even if the life shatters into pieces, this feeling will still grow
I always protected you from these obstacles and curses against us
These people who wanted your death will soon regret...

The pain and the sorrow will be stopped when their lives will vanish
Without even having the time to regret or to excuse themselves
While their lives are being consumed by the most horrible suffering
I promise that I'll let you free from this torment

These threats are part of the past now we're assured to be safe
Finally you will be in my arms in an eternal happiness
If even with these efforts your existence fades away
Then I'll never let these bonds break so easily...

Les forts liens qui ne se briseraient jamais qu'importe les incidents
Même si la vie se fragmente, je sentirai toujours grandir ce sentiment
Je t'ai toujours protégée de ces obstacles et malédictions qui nous menaçaient
Ces gens qui voulaient te voir mourir finiraient par le regretter...

Personne ne devrait penser quoi que ce soit de tout et peuvent t'oublier
Ils blessaient ton petit cœur, jamais je ne pourrais le leur pardonner
Tout le monde disparaîtrait de ce monde que les mensonges et illusions ont bâti
La sanction finale viendra alors que cet amour sera encore en vie

Les forts liens qui ne se briseraient jamais qu'importe les incidents
Même si la vie se fragmente, je sentirai toujours grandir ce sentiment
Je t'ai toujours protégée de ces obstacles et malédictions qui nous menaçaient
Ces gens qui voulaient te voir mourir finiraient par le regretter...

Lorsque leurs vies s'évanouiront, la douleur et le chagrin seront arrêtés
Sans même avoir le temps de regretter ou de s'excuser
Alors que la pire des souffrances consume leurs vies lentement
Je te promets que je te libérerai de ce tourment

Ces menaces font désormais partie du passé maintenant que nous sommes en sécurité
Tu seras dans mes bras, dans le bonheur, éternellement
Même si avec ces efforts ton existence venait à s'effacer
Alors je ne laisserai pas ces liens se briser si facilement...

Title : it's a pun with the 2 numbers of death, "4" for Japan, "13" for Occidental countries. Then I changed a letter in the "4". It gave this. (Double death!)
Music : the first lead track was made with Sawer, all the rest with Toxic Biohazard. The beats are 100% homemade for this one (even the roll)... And else, on Twitter, there is a screenshot if you want to see further!
Song itself and story : this is the most subtile yandere story I made with MAYU ("SELEMINA" and "KALLIDORA" being more brutal). I know the lyrics may not be very clear on this side, so I'll explain a few. The lover of the heroine is actually someone who was cursed by many people, these last ones even wanting her death. And the fact that the heroine wants them to forget about her lover is because they won't become any obstacle anymore, as well as a potential love rival, but also as a threat wanting to kill her lover. And she's even saying that if all what she is doing doesn't work and if her lover dies, she would also sacrifice her own life to be with her.

『Paulina』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-161129-00422
LIN (full) : 「598 471 551」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-161202-000537
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Stranger Sorceresses - TRACK 13/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

傷を繰り返すと悲しみが続き、それぞれの考えが傷ついている
最後の記憶は絶望に陥る前に苦い気持ちで消え去った
過去の幸福が恐怖に散らばっていることについてもう一度覚えていたかった
この繰り返しの痛みを忘れる前にこの小さな心を壊して

悲しみと絶望にまだ立っていた悲惨な人生はついに消えた
この空虚の世界で幸福が戻ってくると思った
彼の意識は少し前から残っていてとまだ泣いている
これらの傷はこの苦しんでいる心臓を粉砕しているの？

あなたを目の前で直接見ることを敢えてしなかった
恐怖に麻痺しこの耐え難い痛みに対して戦っている間
あなたはおそらく決して私を許していないだろうとなぜ理解するでしょう
それから、私はすでにこれを壊してしまった存在を分解しましょう...

悲しみと絶望にまだ立っていた悲惨な人生はついに消えた
この空虚の世界で幸福が戻ってくると思った
彼の意識は少し前から残っていてとまだ泣いている
これらの傷はこの苦しんでいる心臓を粉砕しているの？

Repeating wounds and continuing sorrow are hurting each thought
The last memories erased by a bitter feeling before falling into the despair
I wanted to remember again about this past happiness scattered by the fear
Before forgetting about this repetitive pain breaking this little heart

The miserable life that was still standing in the sorrow and the despair finally faded
I thought the happiness would come back in this world of emptiness
His consciousness left since a while ago and I am still crying
Are these wounds shattering this suffering heart?

I never dared watching you directly in the eyes and face your sight
While being paralyzed by the fear and fighting against this unbearable pain
You would probably never forgive me and I'll understand why
Then let me just break down this already corrupted existence...

The miserable life that was still standing in the sorrow and the despair finally faded
I thought the happiness would come back in this world of emptiness
His consciousness left since a while ago and I am still crying
Are these wounds shattering this suffering heart?

Les blessures se répétant et le chagrin continu qui blessent chaque pensée
Avant de tomber dans le désespoir, un sentiment amer effaçant les derniers souvenirs passés
Je voulais me souvenir de ce bonheur passé dispersé par la peur
Avant d'oublier cette douleur répétitive brisant ce petit cœur

La vie misérable qui se tenait dans le chagrin et le désespoir s'est finalement évanouie
J'ai pensé que dans ce monde de vide, le bonheur reviendrait
Sa conscience est partie depuis un bout de temps et je me retrouve encore à pleurer
Est-ce que ces blessures déchireraient ce cœur endolori ?

Je n'ai jamais osé te regarder directement dans les yeux ni même faire face à toi
Paralysée par la peur et combattant contre cette douleur que je ne peux supporter
Je comprendrai parfaitement pourquoi tu refuseras de me pardonner
Alors laisse-moi juste détruire cette vie corrompue pour toi...

La vie misérable qui se tenait dans le chagrin et le désespoir s'est finalement évanouie
J'ai pensé que dans ce monde de vide, le bonheur reviendrait
Sa conscience est partie depuis un bout de temps et je me retrouve encore à pleurer
Est-ce que ces blessures déchireraient ce cœur endolori ?

Sorry again for the delay. ><
Music : this is quite a mess... (^_^)" Atmo by PoiZone, one of the pads and the sequence for the lead by Toxic Biohazard, pluck track and one gated pad by Morphine, short arp by Harmless, continuous arp by Harmor. Yeah, for this one, there's a bit everything.
Well... 20 days before the next song for Yukari, for her birthday!

Hello Nynthixia there.

Wow... Long time there was no news. Yeah, since the last album.

- I haven't worked yet on album versions for "The Flowers of the Evil". The thing is that I need to patch 2 tracks.
1) "Too Much Quiet". There will be chances that I'll change the version of Nyui, and that I'll use lemon or vivid. Since I'm not the one who does the rendering, it slows a few down the pace. Plus I have to do tests of the .ust first. I think that the problem of "off time capella" comes or from the voicebank (in this case I'll use another one) or from the .ust itself when I wrote the notes.
2) "The Flowers of the Evil" (the track). A vibrato causes a note to sound weirdly robotic and that's why there's no silver star in the recommendations for this one. Normally the album ver should have one, but I have to correct the .ust (here, only a vibrato to lower) and I'm not the one who does the rendering either.

Concerning others, there are already excellent quality tracks, "White Dress", all the songs with Zunko in general, some ones with Itako as well... Any changes? Don't know. Some of them won't be extended for sure ("Flown Away", already 5min30... Maybe a bit much?). I'll see that in the future days.

For the CD11.5 (the first album to get some tracks featuring MAYU and CUL, yay!) the title is "Stranger Sorceresses". This can sound a bit weird, but there are references to two songs, "Circe" (this one is quite good) and "Strangers" (the song for Yukari's birthday).
The air date will be on January 21st.

The tracklist is the same. For those who forgot about it...

01. Reminiscence (feat. Lily, MAYU, Yuzuki Yukari, kokone) - AIRED ON NOV 13TH
02. SELEMINA (feat. MAYU) - AIRED ON NOV 7TH
03. KALLIDORA (feat. MAYU) - AIRED ON NOV 7TH
04. Heart Executioner (feat. CUL) - NOT AIRED YET
05. Unforgettable Dance (feat. CUL) - AIRED ON NOV 8TH
06. End of Suffering (feat. Hinomoto Oniko) - WILL BE AIRED ON DEC 25TH
07. Morgana (feat. Hoshine Stella) - WILL BE AIRED ON DEC 11TH
08. Chloris (feat. IA -ROCKS-) - AIRED ON NOV 14TH
09. Circe (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-) - AIRED ON NOV 27TH 2016
10. For 13 (feat. MAYU) - NOT AIRED YET
11. She Does Not Want (feat. CUL) - WILL BE AIRED ON DEC 22ND
12. Strangers (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) - WILL BE AIRED ON DEC 22ND
13. Paulina (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) - NOT AIRED YET (WIP)
14. Sweet Melancholy (feat. Lily) - AIRED ON NOV 25TH
15. Pull the Trigger (feat. Lily) - NOT AIRED YET

Legend : Already online | Airing date unknown | Online airing scheduled

I thought that would be weird to work on songs for this album (the birthday ones, especially for Yukari, CUL and Oniko) soon after the others ones, but with the pace and my fatigue (again...), we will be on a good time!

(I wish I could work faster like I usually did... But with my current condition, this is more are more difficult)

I'm still doing a few "one song during the week, one song during the weekend" so it's still in the current pace, that's why I don't change it. But when you see the dates when I composed the instru and the one when I finished the whole song...

Other thing. For the holidays, I'll set the fast pace from December 19th to January 1st. There will be some days without any song aired.
The reason is that I'll air two songs on December 22nd (on a Thursday), the birthday songs for CUL and Yukari. The pace will be "a song per day" (I WILL maintain it!) so in the first week, there will be one day (not the 25th though, because Oniko will have a song for her birthday) without any song aired. And that will be normal! Which day exactly? Still don't know.

For the second week of holidays, normally, everything should be normal. I'll try my best!

This is what happens when you don't write news for a big time... You always have lots of things to tell.

See you soon for a song with Yukari, I'm working on it.
Nynthixia