Lullaby for Mother

『Lullaby for Mother』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180315-00772
LIN (full) : 「598 961 155」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180316-00906
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memento Mori - TRACK 1/12

Rating : Explicit - E
Not recommended for people under... : 16
Reason : yangire content, violence on vulnerable people reference
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden), , Niconico video (explicit warning), YouTube (age restriction), Dailymotion (age restriction), Bilibili (age restriction/explicit warning), Soundcloud (explicit warning)

愛情だけが夢になった孤独の年
人生がこの世界から取り去られたとき

お母さん、まだ無邪気な子供だったときにあなたと遊ぶ時間があったの？
過去に私の世話をしていたとき、まだこの部屋の鎖で死んでいなかったの？

あなたと同じようになって、娘に話をしたかっただけだよ
彼女はこの危険で残酷な世界についてもっと学ぶだろう
なぜ彼らは死んでいるの？ これらの人生に十分ではないの？
これらの魂を世話したかったからといって、まだ責められて

La la la...
お母さん、まだ無邪気な子供だったときにあなたと遊ぶ時間があったの？

寝床の外で、狼は子供を森に連れて行ってね
あなたはこの小さな子守唄に慎重ではなく、貪欲になった

The years of solitude where affection only became a dream
When life has been taken away from this world

Mother, did I have the time to play with you when I was still an innocent child?
Why when you took care of me in the past, I still haven't died in the chains of this room?

I only wanted to become the same as you, telling stories to a daughter
She would learn more about this dangerous and cruel world
Why are they dying? Am I not good enough to these lives?
I am still blamed just because I wanted to take care of these souls

La la la...
Mother, did I have the time to play with you when I was still an innocent child?

Out of the bed, the wolf is taking away the children into the forest
You were not careful enough to this little lullaby and ended up being devoured

Les années de solitude où l'affection n'est devenue plus qu'un souhait
Quand la vie a été loin de ce monde emmenée

Mère, ai-je eu le temps de jouer avec toi lorsque je n'étais qu'une innocente enfant ?
Pourquoi quand tu as pris soin de moi, je ne suis pas morte dans les chaînes de cette chambre d'antan ?

Je voulais devenir identique à toi, pouvoir raconter à une fille des histoires
Qu'elle apprendrait plus sur ce monde cruel que les dangers ont empli
Pourquoi meurent-ils ? Ne suis pas suffisamment bonne pour mériter leurs vies ?
Je suis toujours blâmée car je voulais prendre soin de leurs âmes sans espoir

La la la...
Mère, ai-je eu le temps de jouer avec toi lorsque je n'étais qu'une innocente enfant ?

En dehors du lit, le loup emmène les enfants au loin dans la forêt
Tu n'as pas été assez attentif à la berceuse et tu as fini par te faire dévorer

For the rating... I originally wanted to rate it as M14, but finally the warning has been raised just because the text makes understand that the heroine was actually torturing children...
So the story of the Huntress (or Anna) from Dead by Daylight... Actually she is one of the less twisted and I feel some pity for her. She's actually a girl who lost her mother when she was still a kid, during a hunting accident where she could get killed by a wild animal. But her mother interposed herself and took the hit instead. Anna only had the choice to leave alone in her forest. Her biggest desire? Having a daughter. Only problem, she didn't know how to raise them and just chained them into her former room full of toys and books... Leaving them to die. This made her more and more insane with the time. So, in a nutshell, the Huntress is a woman who wants someone to love but never found a way to take care of them because of a broken mind.
And why Nyui for the song, when you know I got this idea few months ago? This may be quite funny but... First, the names. And secondly, they both have the bunny motif. Anna is wearing a bunny mask, Nyui has bunny ears... Nothing to say!
Music: Yeah, lullaby when it's actually dubstep... This time I got more into neurostep, less atmospheric or industrial than the previous ones in the collection... Pluck, screaming lead, synth by Toxic Biohazard, growling synth by GMS, the first atmo (without any effects) by Morphine, the second atmo (the one being constantly scratched), the neuro basses and the keys synths by Harmor. Some of the beats are made with Groove Machine, all the other ones coming from or samples or being handmade.
So, happy birthday Nyui! (Even if I prefered that the song would get a less severe rating... Sorry ><)