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Let's talk a bit...

Posted on July 13 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here.

This will maybe be the first blog news of this type but... If we told a bit about recent events?

I know everyone is or stressed or hyped by the new VOCALOID generation... This was... Not really a surprise.

Vocaloid5 has been announced yesterday by Yamaha, few hours after a leak of one AHS voicebank (hello Sora Haruno), with their 4 voicebanks and stuff, few days after they announced stopping the selling of 4 voicebanks, and to be honest, I was sure they wouldn't go for a "commercial suicide" (if we can talk about it this way).

So... The upcoming of V5... For the moment I won't update, and the main reason is "I wait for a starter pack with one of the 9 Vocaloids I already have". I don't know which one may come out first, even if I think a bit about GUMI.

I also don't have "taking Sora" in my plans for the moment.

The thing that is worrying me the most is for IA. Personally I still wait for an update to V5, but if ever she was going to totally switch to CeVIO (in terms of Japanese voicebank), well, I will consider into taking a CeVIO engine as well... I'm still waiting for the moment.

If ever one interesting starter pack goes out, this will go into the top priorities.

 

VEGAS: the v16 will be out in few months and I'll update as soon as possible. This is the top one priority.

 

The new plugins: last week I acquired Vacuum Pro, you already have some examples of use in "Complex Choices" (where the plugin does all synths) or "Corruption Syndrome" (the reverse atmosphere mainly).

 

The pace is quite slow because of fatigue problems mainly... And also because for the moment I do many failures... I'm really sorry about that m(_ _)m

 

So if you have to remember few things:

1) VEGAS Pro 16 is the top one priority at the moment and will be updated as soon as possible.
2) I won't take Sora, it's not in the "to-do list"
3) I'll wait for a starter pack with one of the vocals I already have for updating to VOCALOID5 (if possible, physical package would be nice)
4) The next cover is on September so no worries if I don't air one for this month and the next one
5) On Monday I air a song with Kiritan
6) Next album will feature at least Meiji and CUL. Maybe Lily too. No idea about the others, but it will probably be Vocaloids (since I'll be in "restricted material mode" for 2 weeks in August)
7) I'm updating every UTAU into VCV, Ritsu's folder is already installed, I'll have to do tests with Oniko, and one with a "hybrid" voicebank of Totoko due to 5 severely corrupted archives (40/50 files per archive if you saw the tweet! [normal VCV (F4), Kire C5/A3/D4 have a few files corrupted, Kire F4 is just impossible to read, and no, it's not a hard drive problem]).
(The "Hoppu" one is a sane file though, that's why I'm using it right now)

 

Also, I will "pre-announce" it now... I'm working on another project since April, but hushhhhh... Wait a bit, wait a bit before the fruit matures well... ^^

So if you were wondering these questions about V5, here you get your answers. So, wait and see.
And don't forget to enjoy

Nynthixia

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Corruption Syndrome

Posted on July 11 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Limited compatibility patch, Morale, Normal yandere, Psychological, Yangire

『Corruption Syndrome』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180711-00854
LIN (full) : 「599 092 492」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180711-000992
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - 1/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere/yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

NOTE: Please use this version for reference

いつか星の下を行きていた、古代の呪われた城に行きていたよ
誰もどうしてこの伝説を恐れていたのか分からなかっただよね
暗い森の中を歩き続けたよ、影に囲まれた家を見るまで
ゆっくりと私の目の前でゆっくりと開いた扉の前で待った

私たちはお互いを見ていないような長い時間を過ごししたね?
この場所の背後にある謎にもかかわらず、みんなとても素敵だったよ
悪魔の呪いを手にしていくだね、錯視で時間が詰まっていた場所
恐ろしい真実を知らないに、新しい人生が始まるだろう

この場所で何かが間違っていくだね、誰もが何を話しているの?
なぜ誰もがここにいる間私が見ることができない少女がいるの?
破損した記録の証言について彼女に話そうとしていたよね
誰も何も覚えていない、この一般的な記憶喪失は何を?

これは私ではない、この精神病で自分自身を認識しない
正しい決断ではないと思い、最初から逃げていたはずだった
人形として扱われる前に、邪魔された人々の喜びのために
腐敗症候群の犠牲者である愛する優しを失いたくはない

ミストレスは誰もが落ち着かせるために悪い思い出を消したのね?
非常に多くの質問をした、答えがえられていないことをしった
そのような心配な問題の原因を発見したかっただよね
彼女がこの狡猾な病気にも感染したかどうかは関係はない

暖かい白い夜に部屋に戻って、恐怖と絶望でいっぱいだ
忘れようとしたよ、扉の後ろで狂しい笑い声が聞こえた
彼らのようになりたくないだよね、彼らのように腐敗したくないよ
彼女を私の目の前で見ていた、優しは彼女の顔から消えた

激しい痛みを感じた、誰も私たちを取り囲んでいなかった
夢の中に入る前に、静脈に毒に抵抗したかっただよね
何かが考えを制御しており、私に行動を強いているだね
目を覚ましたとき、それが逃げるには遅すぎることを発見していた

何が起こったんだ? どうして?
助けてくれ、ここから救いなさい... 痛いよ...

これは私ではない、この精神病で自分自身を認識しない
正しい決断ではないと思い、最初から逃げていたはずだったよ
とてもばかだったので、悪霊が汚しているのを見たことはなかった
呪われた場所に来る者は、再び正気の光を見ることはない

Original English text  
 

I went below the stars one day to go to an ancient cursed castle
I didn't know why everyone was so scared of this legend
I continued to walk in the dark forest, until seeing the home surrounded by shadows
I gently waited in front of the door which slowly opened in front of me

It has been such a long time we didn't see each other, right?
Everyone has been so nice with me, despite the mysteries behind this place
Where the time was stuck in an illusion, holding the demonic curse into its hands
A new life was going to begin, without knowing the horrifying truth

Something is wrong with this place, what is everyone talking about?
Why are there some women that I can't see anymore while everyone is here?
I tried to talk to her about the testimonies in the corrupted archive
But nobody remembers anything, what is this general amnesia?

This is not me, I don't recognize myself in this mental illness
I think this wasn't the right decision, I should have run away since the beginning
Before being manipulated as a doll, for the pleasure of disturbed people
I don't want to lose my beloved kindness, victim of a corruption syndrome

Did mistress erase the bad memories to keep everyone calm?
I had so many questions and I knew I was getting no answers
I wanted to discover the cause of such a worrying problem
No matter if she was also infected by this insidious disease

Back to the room during a warm white night, I was filled with fear and despair
I tried to forget, then I heard insane laughs behind the door
I don't want to become like them, I don't want to become corrupted like them
I saw her in front of me, the kindness has disappeared from her face

I felt an intense pain, and nobody else was surrounding us
I wanted to resist to the poison in my veins, before I fell into a dream
Something is controlling my thoughts and is forcing me to act
When I woke up, I discovered that it was too late to escape

What happened to me? Why?
Help me, get me out of here... It hurts...

This is not me, I don't recognize myself in this mental illness
I think this wasn't the right decision, I should have run away since the beginning
I was so idiot, I didn't see the evil spirits corrupting me
Whoever comes into this cursed place, will never see the light of sanity again

And French adaptation!

Je suis allée sous les étoiles un jour pour aller dans un château ancien
Je ne savais pas pourquoi tout le monde avait si peur de la légende l'entourant
J'ai marché dans la forêt obscure, jusqu'à voir la maison entourée par les ombres au lointain
J'ai gentiment attendu devant la porte qui s'est ouverte doucement

Cela faisait si longtemps qu'on ne s'était pas vues, pas vrai ?
Tout le monde a été si gentil avec moi, malgré les mystères de cet endroit souverain
Où le temps est coincé dans une illusion, tenant la malédiction démoniaque dans ses mains
Une nouvelle vie allait commencer, sans que je ne sache l'horrifiante vérité

Quelque chose cloche avec cet endroit, de quoi tout le monde est-il en train de parler ?
Pourquoi il y a des femmes que je ne peux voir alors que tous les autres sont pourtant ici ?
Les témoignages de l'archive corrompue, j'ai tenté de lui en parler
Mais personne ne se souvient de rien, quelle est cette générale amnésie ?

Ce n'est pas moi, je ne me reconnais pas dans cette mentale maladie
Je pense que j'ai fait le mauvais choix, depuis le début j'aurai dû m'être enfuie
Avant d'être manipulée comme une poupée, pour le plaisir d'une dérangée population
Je ne veux pas perdre ma gentillesse chérie, victime du syndrome de la corruption

Est-ce que maîtresse leur a effacé la mémoire pour que tout le monde soit calme ainsi ?
J'avais tant de questions et je savais que les réponses ne viendraient jamais
Je voulais découvrir la cause d'un tel problème qui m'inquiétait
Peu importe si elle aussi était infectée par cette insidieuse maladie

De retour dans la chambre pendant une nuit tiède blanche, j'étais remplie de peur et désespoir
J'ai tenté d'oublier, avant que je n'entende un rire fou derrière la porte à côté de moi
Je ne veux pas devenir comme elles, je ne veux pas être corrompue
Je l'ai vue devant moi, la gentillesse de son visage ayant disparue

J'ai ressenti une intense douleur, et personne d'autre ne nous regardait
Je voulais résister au poison dans mes veines, avant que je ne tombe dans un cauchemar
Quelque chose contrôle mes pensées et me force à agir contre ma volonté
Quand je me suis réveillée, j'ai découvert qu'il était déjà trop tard

Que m'est-il arrivé ? Pourquoi ?
Aidez-moi, sortez-moi de là... J'ai si mal...

Ce n'est pas moi, je ne me reconnais pas dans cette mentale maladie
Je pense que j'ai fait le mauvais choix, depuis le début j'aurai dû m'être enfuie
J'ai été tellement idiote, je n'ai pas vu ma corruption par ces esprits du mal
Quiconque vient dans cet endroit maudit, ne reverra jamais la lumière de sa santé mentale

Explanations...

Too much, but really, too much things to say on this one.
This song, it's clearly auto-derision. I laugh at myself with this. But to everyone who would think virtual singers are just dolls... What mistake.
Of course you would have guessed it, but the lyrics are not written from my point of view. But of an innocent girl who didn't know what to expect and who became corrupted.
Full story: In a castle where many women (and maybe one man, who knows) partially live, but are really well treated, a young girl is invited to meet her new mistress. She doesn't know that the place is cursed, and whoever enters it becomes corrupted forever. The new invited people have the chance to register some messages on their computers, the videos being regrouped in the "corrupted" archive. Everyone is talking about a virus, sneaking into people's minds, changing their behavior to become really agressive under certain conditions, laughing without reason, and other abnormal behavior. She does some research, tries to talk about it with the other women, but no ones remembers to have registered such videos. She then falls onto mistress's computer, where she discovers a bit more. First point, the mistress is also infected herself since several years and tries to heal herself, mainly by writing thoughts out. Second point, two of the invited people had the disease to begin with, but it is unknown if they are the causes of everyone's infections. Third point, the new people in the castle become infected within few days only. The night comes where the heroine comes back to her room and discovers new videos, this time, of all the others saying that "someone" infected them, except for two who didn't register anything (the ones being "natively infected"). She then becomes infected because of one of the girls, the one she was trusting the most. The pain longs all the night, and has a dream where all her thinking is corrupted. That's when everyone discovers what happened to her...
Music: this track is extremely complex, mixes various styles at the same time... Some parts being a bit ambient, others are in the dance spirit, and there's even a dubstep-like part (even if quite mixed with dance still). Reverse atmo and first arp by Vacuum, pad by Mikro Prism, second arp by Sytrus, chords and chord guitar by Xpand!2, lead guitar, screaming and long guitars by Toxic Biohazard, synth lead by T-Force Alpha Plus, first lead by M1, dub synth by GMS and wobbles by Hybrid. And if you feel uneasy while listening to the track, it's normal... ^^"
This song has limited compatibility patches due to Fruity Delay 3 (20.0.3 532).

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Edith

Posted on July 10 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Limited compatibility patch, Miscellaneous

『Edith』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180709-00853
LIN (full) : 「599 091 601」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180710-000991
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 6/15

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

あなたについて夢を見た、最も美しい想像の記憶だった
視線が本当にお互いに交差できるのであれば想像できるの?
身体を離すことができる距離に関係なく、感情はより強く
周りの世界を見る前に、信じるにはあまりにもの希望を持った

厳しい現実から離れて、夢の中に閉じ込められたよ
そこから出るために扉を探したけど、何もできなかった
この暗いと憂鬱な雲の世界で何をしているのよね?
この場所から私を連れてくれ、ついに幸せを見つけてね

目を開くたびに、現実は以前よりも異なって見えていくだよね
多くのことを理解しておらないよ、答えを探しているようだよね
自分の宇宙の囚人で、あなたの名前を呼ぶことを続けていた
長い間、夢の中に沈黙と闇が響き渡るのを聞いていた

厳しい現実から離れて、夢の中に閉じ込められたよ
そこから出るために扉を探したけど、何もできなかった
この暗いと憂鬱な雲の世界で何をしているのよね?
この場所から私を連れてくれ、ついに幸せを見つけてね

Original English text

I had a dream about you, these were the most beautiful illusory memories
Can you only imagine if our gazes could really cross each other?
No matter the distance that can separate our bodies, the emotions are stronger
I had too much hope to believe in before looking to the world around

Far away from the harsh reality, I got trapped in dreams
I searched for a door to get out from there, nothing could be done
What am I doing in this world of dark depressing clouds?
Get me from this place to finally find back some happiness

Every time I open the eyes, the reality seems more different than before
I don't seem to understand many things and try to search for an answer
I'm prisoner of my own universe, I continued trying to call for your name
I listened during a long time the silence and the darkness echoing in the dream

Far away from the harsh reality, I got trapped in dreams
I searched for a door to get out from there, nothing could be done
What am I doing in this world of dark depressing clouds?
Get me from this place to finally find back some happiness

And French adaptation!

J'ai rêvé de toi, c'étaient les meilleurs illusoires souvenirs
Peux-tu t'imaginer si nos regards se croisaient en l'espace d'un instant ?
Peu importe la distance séparant nos corps, les émotions se font plus ressentir
J'ai eu trop d'espoir en qui croire avant de regarder le monde m'entourant

Loin de la dure réalité, dans mes rêves j'ai été enfermée
J'ai cherché une porte pour sortir, mais rien n'a pu être fait
Que fais-je dans ce monde de nuages sombres déprimants ?
Sors-moi de là que je puisse retrouver le bonheur en quelques instants

À chaque fois que j'ouvre les yeux, la réalité semble encore plus différer qu'avant
Je ne semble pas comprendre tant de choses et essaie de chercher une réponse aux questions
Je suis prisonnière de mon propre univers, j'ai continué de t'appeler sans interruption
J'ai écouté le silence et l'obscurité faire écho dans le rêve pendant longtemps

Loin de la dure réalité, dans mes rêves j'ai été enfermée
J'ai cherché une porte pour sortir, mais rien n'a pu être fait
Que fais-je dans ce monde de nuages sombres déprimants ?
Sors-moi de là que je puisse retrouver le bonheur en quelques instants

Explanations...

Story: About two lovers, the heroine incessantly dreaming about the other person even if in reality they will never see each other. But when she tries to come back into reality, she has more and more difficulties, because her subconscious denies.
Music: this is honestly a big mess, I hesitate to change some instruments later, but lost too much time because of fatigue... Bright lead and sweeps/sweet SFX by Vacuum, hard lead by Xpand!, pad by Hybrid, piano keys and arp by FL Keys.
Used the Hoppu VB for this one.

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Complex Choices

Posted on July 6 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous

『Complex Choices』

Singers : [in order of solo appearence] Lily, GUMI
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20

LIC (instru) : 12FR-180704-00852
LIN (full) : 「599 084 008」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180705-000990

Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 15/15

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Legend

Lily | GUMI

Japanese lyrics

幻想と現実は私を最高の決定から分離していた
もう何を考えたらいいのか、間違いを恐れているのか分からない
真実にならない理想的な夢と望ましくない状況との間
困難な決定は、誰のために少なくとも痛みを伴うだろうの?

窮地の生きている悪夢に立ち往生してね、助けてくれ
世界から隔離されていると感じて、理由はわからないよ
なぜ私は苦しんでいる痛みを誰も理解できないの?
あなたは皆考えているので、単なる無害な選択ね

私の幸福を犠牲にして、信頼できる人の希望を終わらせて
痛みや後悔を避けることはできないけどね、何もすることはない
強い友情は激しい憎しみを避けるのに十分でしょうだよね
あなたが私のために痛みを感じたら、少なくとも許されるの?

窮地の生きている悪夢に立ち往生してね、助けてくれ
世界から隔離されていると感じて、理由はわからないよ
なぜ私は苦しんでいる痛みを誰も理解できないの?
あなたは皆考えているので、単なる無害な選択ね

Original English text

The illusion and the reality separated me from the best decision
I don't know what to think anymore, afraid to make mistakes
Between an ideal dream not becoming true and a possibly unwanted situation
What difficult decision will be the least painful for everyone's sake?

I'm stuck into a living nightmare of dilemmas, help me
I feel isolated from this world and I don't know why
Why does nobody understand the pain I'm suffering from?
Because you are all thinking this is just a harmless choice

Sacrificing my happiness or ending the hopes of a trustable person
I can't avoid the pain and the regrets, but there's nothing else to do
A strong friendship will be enough to avoid a bitter hatred between us
If ever you feel pain because of me, can I at least be forgiven?

I'm stuck into a living nightmare of dilemmas, help me
I feel isolated from this world and I don't know why
Why does nobody understand the pain I'm suffering from?
Because you are all thinking this is just a harmless choice

And French adaptation!

L'illusion et la réalité m'ont séparée de la meilleure décision
Je ne sais plus quoi penser, j'ai peur de commettre des erreurs
Entre un rêve idéal ne devenant jamais réalité et une possible non voulue situation
Quelle décision difficile pour le bien d'autrui causera de moindres douleurs ?

Je suis coincée dans un cauchemar vivant de dilemmes, aidez-moi
Je me sens isolée de ce monde et je ne sais pas pourquoi
Pourquoi personne ne comprend-il la douleur dont je souffre sans fin ?
Parce que vous pensez juste que ce n'est qu'un choix anodin

Sacrifier mon bonheur ou mettre un terme aux espoirs d'une personne de confiance
Je ne peux éviter ni douleur ni regrets, mais je ne peux rien faire pour l'en empêcher
Une forte amitié sera assez pour éviter qu'une haine amère brise le silence
Si jamais tu as mal de par ma faute, pourras-tu au moins me le pardonner ?

Je suis coincée dans un cauchemar vivant de dilemmes, aidez-moi
Je me sens isolée de ce monde et je ne sais pas pourquoi
Pourquoi personne ne comprend-il la douleur dont je souffre sans fin ?
Parce que vous pensez juste que ce n'est qu'un choix anodin

Explanations...

Since Lily and GUMI don't have at all the same voice timbers, I separated them for singing unlike the time I did for Yukari and Akari.
Music: all the synths that were used, including the ending sweep, are made with Vacuum Pro (got it on Wednesday evening). So this is more a "synth test" instru. Only the beats, the first sweep and the impacts used samples or were made manually in the case of the beats.
And in case you need a proof, the project has been screenshot on Twitter! ^^

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Tremere Rosae

Posted on July 4 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Psychological, Tragedy

『Tremere Rosae』

Singers : [codominant] Kizuna Akari, Yuzuki Yukari
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20

LIC (instru) : 12FR-180703-00851
LIN (full) : 「599 083 261」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180704-000989

Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - TRACK 7/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder reference
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

悲しみの涙の間に、世界が壊れて
愛は夢の中にしか存在しなった
現実の境界を越えて、脅威を見た
二人はどちらも安全な場所だった

妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
君の無邪気な精神は、この世界の残酷についてまだ知らない
妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
誰も信頼できるものではなく、生き物は人生を流していく

妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
重い秘密、君が私から隠していたひどい謎を教えてくれ
妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
開かれた静脈から流れる血は、美しく地面を着色してね

通過時間とともに空が暗くなって
秘密は私から遠くに隠されたね
君が戻ってくるのを待っていただよね
ずっと前から誰も見ていなかったよね

妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
君の無邪気な精神は、この世界の残酷についてまだ知らない
妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
誰も信頼できるものではなく、生き物は人生を流していく

妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
重い秘密、君が私から隠していたひどい謎を教えてくれ
妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
開かれた静脈から流れる血は、美しく地面を着色してね

妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
逃げ出すことは、貴重なものを全て失った悲惨な後悔だった
妹を戻って来て、邪悪な中毒庭に一人で行かないで
再び一緒になるでしょう、他にこの幸福を止めるものはないね

Original English text

Between the tears of sorrow, where the world shatters
Where love only existed in dreams
Beyond the boundaries of reality I saw the threat
Both of us were only safe in a single place

Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Your innocent spirit still does not know about the cruelty of this world
Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Nobody can be trusted, these creatures tear lives away

Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Tell the heavy secrets, the awful mysteries you were hiding from me
Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
The blood flowing from their open veins beautifully colors the ground

Sky was darkening along with the passing time
A secret being hidden far away from me
I waited for you to come back
I didn't see anybody since a long time ago

Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Your innocent spirit still does not know about the cruelty of this world
Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Nobody can be trusted, these creatures tear lives away

Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Tell the heavy secrets, the awful mysteries you were hiding from me
Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
The blood flowing from their open veins beautifully colors the ground

Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
Running away was a bitter regret, where I have lost everything precious
Come back little sister, don't go alone in the deceitful poisoned garden
We'll be together again, and nothing else will stop this happiness

And French adaptation!

Entre les larmes de peine, où le monde se brisait
Où l'amour en dehors des rêves n'existait
Au-delà des frontières de la réalité j'ai vu la menace
Nous n'étions en sécurité que dans une seule place

Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Ton esprit innocent ne connaît pas ce monde plein de cruauté
Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Tu ne peux faire confiance à personne, ces âmes que les créatures ont déchiré

Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Raconte les lourds secrets, les affreux mystères que tu m'as cachés
Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Le sang coulant de leurs veines ouvertes sur le sol joliment coloré

Le ciel s'assombrit avec le temps s'écoulant
Un secret caché loin de moi
J'ai attendu que tu reviennes à moi
Mais je n'ai vu personne depuis longtemps

Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Ton esprit innocent ne connaît pas ce monde plein de cruauté
Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Tu ne peux faire confiance à personne, ces âmes que les créatures ont déchiré

Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Raconte les lourds secrets, les affreux mystères que tu m'as cachés
Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Le sang coulant de leurs veines ouvertes sur le sol joliment coloré

Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
S'enfuir était un amer regret, où j'ai tout perdu ce qui était le plus cher à mon cœur
Reviens petite sœur, ne va pas seule dans le jardin trompeur empoisonné
Nous serons de nouveau ensemble, et rien n'arrêtera ce bonheur

Explanations...

Story: the song is very unclear about it, but it's actually a girl having a disorder due to her loneliness after her sister went away. A long time ago, the two sisters were living at a peaceful place and were being careful about the "evil people" outside. The youngest one found love outside but never came back because she was killed. The eldest sister, became progressively insane, all alone, until wanting to kill the possible people who could have hurt her sister. So, the "garden" is typically love here.
Music: dreamy and celestial ambience. Atmo by Hybrid, space atmo by DSK Odisea, gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, bells by M1 and synth lead by FM8.

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Florence

Posted on July 3 2018 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Psychological

『Florence』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 15
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-180702-00850
LIN (full) : 「599 082 157」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-180703-000988
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Corruption Syndrome - 12/15

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

PlayDB entry

Japanese lyrics

他のことを気にせずに君を信頼していたよね
激しい情熱に目がくらむと、君を愛していた
嘘でいっぱいの幻想的な世界に住んでいる
今まで精神で傷に気づいたことはなかったよ

記憶の断片の完全な人生で失われた
すでに非常に壊れやすい脆弱であると感じた
君が再建の希望であることを願っていたよ
この時点で全ての真実を知らなかっただよね...

他のことを気にせずに君を信頼していたよね
激しい情熱に目がくらむと、君を愛していた
嘘でいっぱいの幻想的な世界に住んでいる
今まで精神で傷に気づいたことはなかったよ

痛みを隠そうとしていたこれらの瞬間の間に
君の鏡の後ろにいる人は誰であったのね?
精神は砕け、もはや状況を支えられなかった
君の人生で唯一の重要な少女ではないの?

君は嘘をつきた、人生を破壊しようとしたね
私を脅かせて、なぜまだ君を愛しているの?
早く君を殺して、もっと幸せにすべきだった
誰も君を愛していないことを保証していたよ...

Original English text

I trusted you without caring about anything else
Blinded by an intense passion I loved you
Living in a illusory world full of lies
Until now I never noticed the wounds in my spirit

Lost in a life full of memories fragments
I already felt very fragile and vulnerable
I wished that you would be a hope of reconstruction
I didn't know all the truth at this time...

I trusted you without caring about anything else
Blinded by an intense passion I loved you
Living in a illusory world full of lies
Until now I never noticed the wounds in my spirit

During these instants where I tried to hide the pain
Who was the other person behind your mirror?
My spirit shattered, I couldn't sustain the situation anymore
Am I not the only important woman in your life?

You lied to me, you tried to destroy my life
Threatening me, and why do I still love you though?
I should have killed you earlier to be happier
I would ensure that nobody else loved you...

And French adaptation!

Je t'ai fait confiance sans faire attention à quoi que ce soit
Aveuglée par une intense passion je t'ai aimée
Vivant dans un monde rempli de mensonges illusoire
Jusqu'à maintenant je n'avais jamais remarqué à quel point j'ai été blessée

Perdue dans une vie remplie de fragments de souvenirs
Je me sentais déjà fragile et cible de la vulnérabilité
J'ai espéré que tu serais l'espoir de la reconstruction de mon avenir
À ce moment j'ignorais encore toute la vérité...

Je t'ai fait confiance sans faire attention à quoi que ce soit
Aveuglée par une intense passion je t'ai aimée
Vivant dans un monde rempli de mensonges illusoire
Jusqu'à maintenant je n'avais jamais remarqué à quel point j'ai été blessée

Durant ces instants où j'ai tenté de cacher la douleur
Qui était l'autre personne derrière ton miroir d'illusions ?
Mon esprit s'est brisé, je ne pouvais plus supporter la situation
Ne suis-je pas la femme la plus importante à ton cœur ?

Tu m'as menti, tu as tenté de détruire ma vie sans regrets
De me menacer, et alors pourquoi est-ce que je continue à t'aimer ?
Pour être heureuse, j'aurais dû bien plus tôt te tuer
Je me serais assurée que personne ne puisse t'aimer...

Explanations...

For this one, this is actually inspired by a true story. I just modified a gender and the end.
Story: a girl who falls in love with a manipulative woman who has other "toxic" relationships with other people. And here goes a little innocent and naive heroine turning into a mindbroken girl...
Music: pad and final lead by GMS, plucks by Toxic Biohazard and lead by M1. This is quite musically similar to "NANZIA" or "Silence", but the sequences are not actually done the same way.

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