『Cassandra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160819-00352
LIN (full) : 「598 355 471」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160820-000464
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 5/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

必死全員に呪われたと破壊の端にそれらをもたらする
涙と絶望し任意の残りの強さと暗闇の中で叫んでこの心
全てのこれらの人々を頼んだけど誰も私を信頼していない
でも未来を見てこの世界の終焉を見ていました

かかわらず知恵の完全なこれらの言葉は彼らは目を閉じました
終焉と決定的な瞬間まで彼らに近づいて死を見ていない
彼らは私だけ皆を驚かすために嘘を言っていたと思った
このすでに傷ついた心に対するこれらの人を傷つけるような脅威

必死全員に呪われたと破壊の端にそれらをもたらする
涙と絶望し任意の残りの強さと暗闇の中で叫んでこの心
全てのこれらの人々を頼んだけど誰も私を信頼していない
でも未来を見てこの世界の終焉を見ていました

全てが燃えていたと私はまだ一人で泣いていました
彼は成長して愛をもってその後慈悲の完全な私を、見たとき
痛みは私の心を通過したが、意識は一掃されました
最後にこの痛みを伴う生活は終わるだろうとほっとだろう...

Cursed to desperate everyone and bring them to the edge of the destruction
The tears and this heart screaming in the despair and the dark with any remaining strength
I begged all these people but nobody trusted me
Even by seeing the future I was only watching this world's demise

Regardless these words full of wisdom they closed their eyes
Not seeing the demise and the death approaching to them until the crucial instant
They thought I was only telling lies to frighten everyone
These hurtful threats against this already wounded heart

Cursed to desperate everyone and bring them to the edge of the destruction
The tears and this heart screaming in the despair and the dark with any remaining strength
I begged all these people but nobody trusted me
Even by seeing the future I was only watching this world's demise

Everything was burning and I was still crying alone
When he saw me, full of mercy then with a growing love
While the pain was going through my heart, the consciousness was swept away
Finally this painful life would end and I would be relieved...

Maudite pour désespérer tout le monde et les amener au bord de la destruction du monde
Les larmes et ce cœur hurlant dans le désespoir et le noir avec la force qu'il me restait
J'ai supplié tous ces gens mais personne ne me croyait
Même en voyant le futur je ne pouvais que voir la fin de ce monde

Malgré ces mots pleins de sagesse, leurs yeux se sont fermés
Ne voyant pas la destruction et la mort approcher jusqu'au crucial instant
Ils pensaient que je ne disais que des mensonges pour tous les effrayer
Ces pénibles menaces contre ce cœur déjà blessé auparavant

Maudite pour désespérer tout le monde et les amener au bord de la destruction du monde
Les larmes et ce cœur hurlant dans le désespoir et le noir avec la force qu'il me restait
J'ai supplié tous ces gens mais personne ne me croyait
Même en voyant le futur je ne pouvais que voir la fin de ce monde

Alors que je continuais de pleurer seule, tout était en train de brûler
Quand il m'a vue, plein de pitié avec un amour grandissant
Alors que la douleur traversait mon cœur, ma conscience avait été balayée
Enfin cette vie pénible se finirait et je serai soulagée finalement...

Music : Toxic Biohazard as a pad (with a very short pattern, that explains the repetitive parts), PoiZone as lead and Harmor as the little bright pluck.
Story : about Cassandra in the Greek Mythology. She was condemned to not be trusted by everyone, even if what she said was true, because she denied the love of Apollo. Because of this curse, her town was destroyed. Then she was found by Agamemnon, who was then killed when he came back to his kingdom. Cassandra was then murdered, but dies without any regrets.

『Unease;Disease』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160816-00350
LIN (full) : 「598 353 070」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160816-000461
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 9/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

時間以来背後にあるこれらの恐ろしい言葉を聞いていた
怒りのこの感覚は静かに成長し自分の考えを侵略しました
あなたの憎むべき犯罪に対する処罰は決して忘れられないでしょう
この荒れ狂う病気を供給する激しい痛みを取り除きる

常にこの苦しみの最後の日まで誰もが嘲笑
思いやりのいずれかの感覚はその後消えていた怒りが残った
ちょうど私たちの間に復讐はあなたを処罰するのに十分ではないであろう
あなたは私以上に苦しむようにする方法があるでしょう

時間以来背後にあるこれらの恐ろしい言葉を聞いていた
怒りのこの感覚は静かに成長し自分の考えを侵略しました
あなたの憎むべき犯罪に対する処罰は決して忘れられないでしょう
この荒れ狂う病気を供給する激しい痛みを取り除きる

見ていたあなたの顔は私や他の人の間で変化している
誰もがちょうど邪悪な側面に気付かずこの優しさを見ていた
どのようにあなたがそう簡単にこれを離れて得ることができると思いたか？
つまり誰もはこれらの許されない文章に気づいていないか？

次にあなたが赦されるために私を請うだろうがそれは手遅れになる
誰もが自分の変装親切あなたの恐ろしい性質を隠すことを忘れだろう
しかしこの永遠の苦しみを終わらせるための方法がありました
あなたは地獄に参加するとき、あなたはそれについてもう一度考えだろう...

Since the time I was listening to these horrible words behind
This feeling of rage was silently growing and invading my thoughts
A punishment against your hateful crimes would never be forgotten
Getting rid of the intense pain feeding this raging illness

Always ridiculed by everyone until the last day of this suffering
Any feeling of compassion had disappeared then the wrath remained
A revenge just between us would not be enough to punish you
There would be a way to make you suffer more than me

Since the time I was listening to these horrible words behind
This feeling of rage was silently growing and invading my thoughts
A punishment against your hateful crimes would never be forgotten
Getting rid of the intense pain feeding this raging illness

While I was seeing your face changing between me and other people
Everyone was just seeing this kindness without noticing the evil sides
How did you think that you could get away with this so easily?
That nobody noticed these unforgivable sentences?

Then you will beg me to be forgiven but it's too late
Everyone will forget your disguised kindness hiding your horrible nature
But it there was a way to end this eternal suffering
When you will join the hell you will think again about it...

Depuis le temps que j'écoutais ces horribles mots derrière moi
Ce sentiment de rage silencieusement grandissant et envahissant mes pensées
Une sanction contre tes crimes haineux ne devrait jamais être oubliée
Me débarrasser d'une intense douleur nourrissant cette rageante maladie en moi

Toujours ridiculisée par tout le monde jusqu'au dernier jour de ma souffrance
Tout sentiment de compassion sauf la colère avait été réduit au silence
Une vengeance juste entre nous ne serait pas suffisante pour te sanctionner
Il y aurait un moyen pour te faire souffrir plus que je n'ai supporté

Depuis le temps que j'écoutais ces horribles mots derrière moi
Ce sentiment de rage silencieusement grandissant et envahissant mes pensées
Une sanction contre tes crimes haineux ne devrait jamais être oubliée
Me débarrasser d'une intense douleur nourrissant cette rageante maladie en moi

Pendant que je regardais ton visage entre moi et les autres se transformer
Tout le monde ne voyait que sa gentillesse sans remarquer ses vils côtés
Comment pensais-tu que tu allais aussi facilement t'en tirer ?
Que personne n'avait remarqué tes phrases que l'on ne peut pardonner ?

Alors tu me supplierais à genoux que je te pardonne mais il est trop tard pour cela
Tout le monde oubliera ta gentillesse déguisée cachant ta vraie personnalité
Mais il existe toujours un moyen pour mettre fin à cette souffrance qui te tourmentait à jamais
Lorsque tu rejoindras l'enfer tu auras tout le temps pour repenser à cela...

How many times will it be repeated, don't bully others, else, the revenge could be... Very very bitter. (OK here it's an extreme case)
(Also back to "normal" lyrics!)
First music made with the 3 new synths, Morphine (pluck), Toxic Biohazard [TBio] (pad seq) and PoiZone (one of the lead tracks). The music is very different from the usual ones, but it's mainly because of TBio, which has a different sounding from the synths I was using until now. So... This is quite a good test for these ones.
felichan rendered the capella, thanks to her! I was so proud of the quality for the mix of "TIELLI" that... (^_^) Again I'm not disappointed.
To explain the title, "unease" refers to the embarrassing situation of the heroine during her bullying, and "disease" refers to the extreme rage she felt afterwards.

Different series/異なるシリーズ

1) Shakespeare tragedies/シェイクスピアの悲劇

Regan | Goneril | Cordelia | Third Division | Ophelia

2) CHARON games fan songs/CHARONゲームのファンの歌

a) Mix Ore

Bind (Nagisa) | World of Corruption (Rikana) | Punishment of Amnesia (Ayano)

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

b) Tsukimi Planet

Artemisia (True End) | Girl from the Moon (Bad End 2) | Demise (Bad End 1)

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

c) Menherafflesia

 JIMENIA (Jasmine/Matsuri) | Hester (Hydrangea/Mihomi) | Damaris (Daffodil/Ayume) | Isabela (Ivy/Moeko+Clara)
NANZIA (Anemone/Nenene [BAD END]) | Megara (Anemone/Nenene [HAPPY END])

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

d) Horobi no Yurikago/Cradle of Ruin

Muriel (Demonika, C route) | Aithnea (Enzerika, B route) | Threatening Thread (A route) 

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

e) Others/その他

True Bad End (Mikoto Nikki) | Magali (Makoto Mobius) | Re;Verse (Full Bokko Youchien)
Re;Venge (Yandere Opera 1st chapter)

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

3) Other games/その他のゲーム

a) When Yanderes Cry

Agnes (Akiko) | SANDRINA (Sunako) | Yoshino (Yuna) | Kyrene (Kira)

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

b) Liar Liar (2)

Sister Family (Yukari side) | Sister Revenge (Minami side)

c) Pocket Mirror

HELENIA (Lisette) | HAZELNE (Harpae*) | ENJELE (Enjel*) | Alina (Fleta*)

* song story modified compared to the original/オリジナル曲と比べて曲ストーリーが変更されています

d) Doki Doki Litterature Club

Emma (Monika) | Gaelle (Yuri, gentle side) | Lost Innocence (Yuri, obsessive side)

All these songs were inspired by the game but don't reflect the exact game BG story.
これらの曲はすべてゲームに触発されていましたが、正確なゲームの背景物語は反映されていません。

e) Dead by Daylight

Unseen (Nurse, focused on BG story) | Petulantia (Pig, focused on BG/game story)
Upcoming: Lullaby for Mother (Huntress, focused on BG story)

f) Misc/雑

SELENIA (Dear Mariko*) | Leida (Dear Mariko Crimson Edition*) | Final Desire (Blank Dream*) | Mad House (The Witch's House) | CHARA (Chara, Undertale) | End of Empathy (Flowey, Undertale)
Fireflies (Hotaru no Nikki) | Bloody Infection (Deceit)

* song story modified compared to the original/オリジナル曲と比べて曲ストーリーが変更されています

4) Classical tragedies / mythology / 古典的な悲劇/神話

Junia (Juno Goddess) *| Lamia | Hecate *| Medea *| Andromaque | Hermione | Proserpina | Lucrecia *| Cassandra | Antigone | Daphne | Iphigenia

* song story modified compared to the original/オリジナル曲と比べて曲ストーリーが変更されています

5) SkullGirls fan songs / SkullGirlsのファンソング

Painful (Carol/Painwheel) | Wish of Death (Marie (+Peacock)) | Bomber (Patricia/Peacock) | Bad Carnival Girl (Cerebella) | Beyond the Death (Sienna/Squigly) | Amnesiac Sacrifice (Filia) | Against Me (Valentine)

6) Touhou remakes / 東方リメイク

Earth Moon and Hell (Pandemonic Planet)

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Hello, Nynthixia there!

First album of the month (the second one is more a "single album", I know) : "Wish from the Evil"!

Changelog of the album (only modified tracks are displayed) :

Legend :
Patch -> fix for a track (anti high frequencies (AHF) or anti saturation (AS) treatment, mistakes etc)
Instrument -> added or removed an instrument compared to the demo
Mixdown -> mixdown modified (general effects etc)
Extension -> track extended compared to the demo

02. SANDRINA (feat. Tohoku Itako)
[EXTENSION] Extended beginning
[MIXDOWN] Lowered the pad volume

03. Yoshino (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Added rolls at the ends of the bridge and of the song

05. Deception (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[MIXDOWN] Compressor treatment (anti-saturation limitation)
[PATCH] Changed the filter of filtered capella parts (AHF treatment)

06. Hazardous (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
[MIXDOWN] Compressor treatment (anti-saturation limitation)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

07. Sister Family (feat. Tohoku Itako)
[PATCH] Fixed the volume
(Same instru)

08. 200 (feat. Lily)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

09. Cynthia (feat. Lily)
[MIXDOWN] Compressor treatment (anti-saturation limitation)
[PATCH] Fixed the volume of capella (anti-saturation limitation)

10. Bomber (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
[INSTRUMENT] Added beats
[MIXDOWN] Changed the beats of the end of bridge

14. Bad Carnival Girl (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
[EXTENSION] Extended beginning
[INSTRUMENT] Removed beats of the first part of 2nd verse
[INSTRUMENT] Substitution of beats by kicks

15. Creativity Machine (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

Other tracks are the same as the demo versions.

Special thanks to felichan, who rendered me the capellas for Itako (and also the capella for the remix of "TIELLI"), for Cartsoul for the support (and happy birthday by the way!). And also... Even if it's not really for the album, I wanted to thank again sele for the mix of "TIELLI" that I made for Meiji's birthday.

Making soon the 2 covers of "ReLief" and "Re;2" and I know that I can't make any mistake, I promised!

Other thanks to Jackie for the remixes (yup, again).

Thanks to the people who gave many many views to some of my tracks, especially "Bad Carnival Girl" (over 100 views on Tmbox, wow), "Hazardous" and "Wish of Death" (almost 100 views each on Tmbox)! Thanks for showing some love to these tracks! <3

And also sorry for the recent lyrics... The style has a few changed but I promise it will come back to normal in a couple of days.

Thanks to all of you again for the support!

Nynthixia

『Love Hunter』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160814-00349
LIN (full) : 「598 349 884」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160814-000460
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 10/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

彼はまだこの広大な世界に消える前にあなたを裏切ることになります
私の気持ちは誠実だったと一人であなたを離れることはないだろう
そして、あなたは彼が粉々に倒れた後私に話に行きました
私の死が予定されていた場合でもまだあなたを許すだろう...

あなたはこの困難な現実に私の目を開いた人でした
崩壊しこうした最後の分を見て前に長い時間の間にあなたを見ていた
常にあなたの愛を失うこの定数恐怖にとりつか
死の後この気持ちはまだ継続することを約束しました...

まだ私が離れて行くことだけではないであろうことを確信していた
それは私が処分した痛みのための当然の罰でした
込み上げる血前に流れる幸福のこれらの涙
この証明はあなたに私が感じた全ての愛を示すために...

あなたはこの困難な現実に私の目を開いた人でした
崩壊しこうした最後の分を見て前に長い時間の間にあなたを見ていた
常にあなたの愛を失うこの定数恐怖にとりつか
死の後この気持ちはまだ継続することを約束しました...

なぜあなたはないこのような状況についての真実を教えたのですか？
私たちは両方の永遠の幸福のために回避することができ問題
いる限りは私の血はこの破損した体から流出する者です
それでもあなたと別の未来のために望むことができます

He would still betray you before disappearing into this vast world
My feeling was sincere and I would never leave you alone
Then you went to talk to me after he fell down into pieces
Even if my death was scheduled I will still forgive you...

You were the person who opened my eyes to this difficult reality
I watched you during a long time before seeing these last minutes collapsing
Always haunted with this constant fear of losing your love
I promised that after the death this feeling will still continue...

I was still sure that I wouldn't be alone to go away
It was a deserved punishment for the pain I got rid of
These tears of happiness flowing before the welling blood
This proof to show you all the love I felt...

You were the person who opened my eyes to this difficult reality
I watched you during a long time before seeing these last minutes collapsing
Always haunted with this constant fear of losing your love
I promised that after the death this feeling will still continue...

Why did you not tell the truth about this situation?
A problem we could both avoid for an eternal happiness
As long you are the person making my blood flowing out of this corrupted body
I can still hope for another future with you

Il te trahirait encore avant de disparaître dans ce vaste monde
Mon sentiment était sincère et je ne t'abandonnerai jamais
Alors tu es venue me parler après qu'il soit tombé de ce monde
Même si ma mort était prévue je te le pardonnerai...

Tu étais la seule personne qui a ouvert mes yeux face à cette difficile réalité
Je te regardais depuis longtemps avant de voir ces dernières minutes s'effondrer
Toujours hantée par cette constante peur de perdre ton amour
J'ai promis qu'après ma mort ce sentiment continuera pour toujours...

J'étais encore sûre que je ne serais pas la seule à m'en aller
C'était une punition méritée pour la douleur dont je me suis débarrassée
Ces larmes de bonheur coulant avant que mon sang ne jaillisse de ce corps pourri
Cette preuve pour te montrer tout l'amour que j'ai ressenti...

Tu étais la seule personne qui a ouvert mes yeux face à cette difficile réalité
Je te regardais depuis longtemps avant de voir ces dernières minutes s'effondrer
Toujours hantée par cette constante peur de perdre ton amour
J'ai promis qu'après ma mort ce sentiment continuera pour toujours...

Pourquoi n'as-tu pas dit à propos de cette situation la vérité ?
Un problème que pour un bonheur éternel on pouvait éviter
Tant que tu es celle qui fera couler mon sang hors de moi
Je peux encore espérer pour un autre futur avec toi

Beware to who you fall in love with... Especially when you're a yandere, if your crime is noticed, and that your lover is part of the police... It's over.
Music : Mainly a Harmor pad and a few of GMS and Harmless.
Story : the heroine falls in love with a woman, but doesn't know she's part from the police and decides to kill her rival. But her lover learns about it and arrests her. Then the heroine is sentenced to death, but doesn't seem very sad about it.

『Black Cenders』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160812-00348
LIN (full) : 「598 347 007」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160812-000459
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 12/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder and suicide references, violent lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

まだ誰が勝つかを知らずに自分自身に対して同じ闘争
日課のように怒りが内側に燃え監督する
震えた手と何の意味なしで鳴ってこれらの言葉
私の精神はゆっくりと現実から切り離されたが...

もう我慢できないことはこの光景では思い出から消去される
全てはあっても痛みと初めから私を拷問悲しみを忘れて
自分自身を破壊しこの世界から私の存在を削除した場合
誰もあなたの幸せは継続されます傷つけることはない

もはや自分自身を認識していないまで全ての断片を焼きる
全てが忘却の彼方へと崩壊過去から消去されている
他の人が私の怒りに文句を言うしながら痛みによって引き裂かれた
私の精神は制御不能な場合であっても気にしないで...

もう我慢できないことはこの光景では思い出から消去される
全てはあっても痛みと初めから私を拷問悲しみを忘れて
自分自身を破壊しこの世界から私の存在を削除した場合
誰もあなたの幸せは継続されます傷つけることはない

他人を傷つけるのではなく行うための最善のことでした
これらの考えはこの生活を続けるにはあまりにも不安定でした
それがいつまで続くかわからないが最後はすぐに来ている
漸進的に任意の合理性を失う前にこの未来を破壊する...

何もこのゆっくりとした工程が始まってもう以来同じではない
その後あなたは全てが有罪感じて前にあなたのせいだと思いでしょう
何も残っていないまで人生の十分を失うことに対する罰
この死の恐怖は全く理由絶望の消失している

最後の痛みはこの遅い苦しみの終わりで負担いたします
私の時間は、各他の人々を保護するために崩壊されます
邪悪な女性がいたなら、なぜこの罰は不公平でしょうか？
消去されでしょうときに、誰もそれについて覚えていないだろう...

Still the same struggle against myself without knowing who will win
As a daily routine to supervise a rage burning inside
Trembling hands and these words sounding without any meaning
While my spirit was slowly being disconnected from reality...

In this sight that I can't bear anymore being erased from memories
Everything to forget even the pain and the sadness torturing me since the beginning
If I destroy myself and delete my existence from this world
Nobody will be hurt then your happiness will continue

Burning every fragment until not recognizing myself anymore
Everything is being erased from a past collapsing into the oblivion
Torn by the pain while others complain about my rage
Even if my spirit is uncontrollable I don't care...

In this sight that I can't bear anymore being erased from memories
Everything to forget even the pain and the sadness torturing me since the beginning
If I destroy myself and delete my existence from this world
Nobody will be hurt then your happiness will continue

It was the best thing to do instead of hurting others
These thoughts were too unstable to continue this life
I don't know how long it will last but the end is coming soon
Progressively destroying this future before losing any rationality...

Nothing is same anymore since this slow process began
Then you'll think everything is your fault before feeling guilty
A punishment for losing ten minutes of life until nothing remains
This fear of death has totally disappeared because of despair

The last pain I will bear at the end of this slow suffering
My time is collapsing for protecting each other people
If I was the evil woman, why this punishment would be unfair?
When I'll be erased, nobody will remember about it...

Toujours la même lutte contre moi-même sans savoir qui gagnera
Comme une routine journalière pour surveiller une rage brûlant en moi
Les mains tremblantes et ces mots dont les sons n'avaient plus de signification
Pendant que mon esprit effectuait depuis la réalité sa dernière déconnexion...

Dans cette vue que je ne peux plus supporter étant effacée de mes souvenirs
Tout oublier même la douleur et la tristesse me torturant depuis toujours
Si je me détruis et que j'efface de ce monde ma vie pour toujours
Personne ne sera blessé et votre bonheur pourra espérer voir un avenir

Brûler chaque fragment de moi-même jusqu'à ne plus me reconnaître
Tout se fait effacer d'un passé qui dans l'oubli finit par disparaître
Déchirée par la douleur alors que les autres se plaignent de mon instabilité
Même si mon esprit perd le contrôle, je n'en ai plus rien à carrer...

Dans cette vue que je ne peux plus supporter étant effacée de mes souvenirs
Tout oublier même la douleur et la tristesse me torturant depuis toujours
Si je me détruis et que j'efface de ce monde ma vie pour toujours
Personne ne sera blessé et votre bonheur pourra espérer voir un avenir

C'était la meilleure chose à faire au lieu de vous blesser
Ces pensées étaient trop instables pour que ma vie puisse continuer
J'ignore combien de temps cela durera mais la fin est en train d'approcher
En détruisant progressivement ce futur avant de perdre toute rationalité...

Plus rien n'est comme avant depuis que ce lent processus a commencé
Alors tu penseras que tout est de ta faute avant de ressentir de la culpabilité
Une sanction pour perdre une dizaine de minutes de vie jusqu'à ne plus rien rester
À cause du désespoir, cette peur de la mort s'est totalement évaporée

La dernière douleur que je supporterai à la fin de cette lente souffrance
Mon temps s'effondre pour protéger tous ces autres gens
Si j'étais vraiment une méchante, pourquoi trouvez-vous injuste cette sentence ?
Lorsque je serai effacée, plus personne ne s'en souviendra réellement...

Hum... How to say...
First, this is not a yandere song. Even if the heroine is totally crazy because she loves someone and that her love isn't recognized... She rathers hurting herself. She's just a very, very ailing (and a few masochist) girl.
Second, I let you guess what way she used for trying to "punish herself"... And this is never a good idea!
The good thing to do I guess is to build up a document where I explain each part of each lyrics. So that you can build the story in your brains...
I'm so so sorry for the lyrics... T-T

Hello, Nynthixia there!

There will be a CD10 on October 22nd (it's on a Saturday) with at least 13 tracks, including an inedite one! The concerned track has been highlighted in light blue on "Discography" page.

The name of the album is "Cenders" and will contain the following tracks :

01. Behind the Mirror (feat. Hoshine Stella)
02. Straight to the Target (feat. Hoshine Stella)
03. KALLINOE (feat. Hoshine Stella)
04. Wild Card (feat. Namine Ritsu)
05. Cassandra (feat. Namine Ritsu)
06. Elisa (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Furious Hearts (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
08. Lara (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
09. Unease;Disease (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
10. Love Hunter (feat. Lily)
11. Patricia (feat. Lily)
12. Black Cenders (feat. Lily)
13. ARSENIUM -Psycho Side- (feat. Lily)

"KALLINOE" and "Wild Card" are the only ones that are online, the mix of "ARSENIUM" is the inedite work, it's already finished and there... It's just waiting on the computer.

A transcendent version is confirmed for "Cenders", normally I wouldn't have any problems... Plus, I'm really on advance on the works. Maybe because I "won" a production week compared to last year...

I also tried some other things, and this is a little schedule for what will follow...

- The "End Sentence" single album. Out for August 19th (on next Friday)! It will include :

01. End Sentence (feat. Lily) [the album ver... But remastered!]
02. End Sentence (feat. Lily, IA) [in this version, IA sings the choruses and Lily the verses]
03. End Sentence -2016 demo- (feat. Lily) [a demo of the album ver with other instruments]
04. End Sentence -extended- (feat. Lily) [extended ver of album ver]
05. End Sentence -Dead Corridor mix- (feat. Lily) [a "dark" remix that you may know]
06. End Sentence -Dreamy mix- (feat. Lily) [first remix of the song]
07. End Sentence -Independant mix- (feat. Lily) [remix of the song with some instruments of "Independant"]
08. End Sentence -Fragment mix- (feat. Lily, IA) [mash'up End Sentence / Bullet]

On all these tracks, the tracks 1, 2, 3 are inedite.

- Covers of "ReLief" and "Re;2" : more chances to be with Yukari (I won't use Lily because sele already made a "Re;2" ver with her and another user made the "ReLief" one, and I won't use kokone because... Huh... I don't see her very well in this type of songs!).
I begin to work on them in the end of the month, and I'll publish them in the beginning of September. For a download, you must PM me because the link won't be public!

- Another thing for the blog this time... Since the post of "KALLINOE", I changed the lines for the identifiants. I'll probably update the blog very soon to display all IMIC codes of all songs (concerns originals and remixes, covers aren't eligible).
So these are the identifiants I will display on the blog in each post :

Originals : LIC + LIN + IMIC
Remixes : LIC + LIN + IMIC
Covers : LIN

- And I kept the best thing for the end...
I will acquire soon 3 new synths for FL : PoiZone, Toxic Biohazard and Morphine. I won't change the season however : I'm still on Signature Bundle, I'll just buy soon these plugins then use them for the future songs. You'll be aware when I'll get them.
Talking about FL, it seems that there's a problem of compatibility between 12.3 ver and legacy versions. If you use a legacy version of FL and that I sent to you the original .flp file... Tell me which version you have with the bit version (32bit or 64bit) and I'll try to make a compatibility patch, or the same .flp, with same presets, but under another version.
Possible versions : FL 9.1.0 ; FL 11.0.2 ; FL 12.3 build72 [currently using this one for producing]
Note : I always use 64bit ver, if you use a 32bit ver, tell me as well, I may download the 32bit ver of several plugins!

Enjoy well!
Nynthixia

『Wild Card』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160810-00341
LIN (full) : 「598 345 633」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160811-000451
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 4/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

私から盗まれた長い時間以来の心に対する手
どのような方法がなければこの運命を変更する
この男はあなたの側であったが常に問題視
これらの役割は永遠に反転しなければならなかった...

一人一人が自分の手で自分の運命、ほんの少しのカードを持っている
その後人々は最高の運命を選択するために彼らの選択を行います
痛みに侵略されることなく彼にこの幸せな運命をさせませんでした
あなたが愛した人がいた場合、私たちは最終的に幸せになります

私から盗まれた長い時間以来の心に対する手
どのような方法がなければこの運命を変更する
この男はあなたの側であったが常に問題視
これらの役割は永遠に反転しなければならなかった...

怒りが私の考えを侵略しながら彼は幸福見ていた
しかし、任意の希望をあきらめ全てを変更しようとしなかった
彼と私の間にカードを、変更する場合は何が起こるのでしょうか？
あなたは最終的に私の愛の告白を受け入れるだろうか？

それぞれの運命を見て私の手の中に最終的に心のこのエースを見て
今この男は彼のカードは敵の象徴となった、問題です
彼は不要なた場合はその後、それでも彼を殺すことができます
影が消えこの幸せは将来を明るくできるようになります...

The hand on the heart since a long time that have been stolen from me
Without any way to change this fate
Always seen as a problem while this man was by your side
These roles had to be inversed forever...

Each person has their own fate in their hands, just a little card
Then the people do their choices to choose the best destiny
I couldn't let this happy fate to him without being invaded by pain
If I was the person you loved, we would be finally happy

The hand on the heart since a long time that have been stolen from me
Without any way to change this fate
Always seen as a problem while this man was by your side
These roles had to be inversed forever...

I was seeing him being happy while the rage invaded my thoughts
However I didn't give up any hope and tried to change everything
If I change the cards between him and I, what would happen?
Will you finally accept my love confession?

Looking at each fate and seeing finally this ace of hearts in my hands
Now this man is the problem, his card became the symbol of the rival
Then if he was so unwanted, I could still kill him
The shadows will disappear and let this happiness brighten the future...

La main sur le cœur depuis longtemps m'a été volée
Sans aucun moyen de changer cette destinée
Je suis toujours vue comme un problème pendant que cet homme est à tes côtés
Ces rôles devaient pour toujours être inversés...

Chaque personne a son destin, juste une petite carte, entre ses propres mains
Alors les gens pouvaient effectuer des choix pour choisir le meilleur destin
Je ne pouvais lui laisser cet avenir heureux sans que la douleur n'envahisse mes pensées
Si j'étais la personne que tu aimais, on serait heureuses à jamais

La main sur le cœur depuis longtemps m'a été volée
Sans aucun moyen de changer cette destinée
Je suis toujours vue comme un problème pendant que cet homme est à tes côtés
Ces rôles devaient pour toujours être inversés...

Je le voyais heureux alors que la rage s'emparait de mes pensées
Toutefois je n'ai pas perdu espoir et j'ai essayé de tout changer
Nos cartes à lui et moi, que se passerait-il si je les changeais ?
Accepteras-tu enfin ma confession d'amour si je le faisais ?

Regardant chaque destin et voyant enfin l'as de cœur dans mes mains
Cet homme est le problème, avec le symbole du rival sur sa carte maintenant
S'il te paraît tant indésirable, le tuer ne me dérangerait en aucun point
Les ombres disparaîtront et laisseront le bonheur envahir ce futur infiniment...

For this song, if I took so many time to write the lyrics, it's because I needed some research.
A little cartomancy info... In its good way, the ace of hearts indicates a happy relationship and love. In its bad way, the 3 of spades indicates the rival.
And for vocabulary... A "wild card" is when someone changes cards... On and on. A few crazy card.
Then I used these 2 cards significations to build up the song, and the signification of "wild card" in this case.
Generally a stalker yandere who is in love with someone, but this someone being already with another person, the yandere has the 3 of spades and the rival the ace of hearts. Being an excellent manipulator though, the yandere heroine succeeded into inverting the roles and making her lover falling in love with her. Was the rival killed? Probably, the song doesn't tell us.

『KALLINOE』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160807-00339
LIN (full) : 「598 342 805」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160809-000449
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Cenders - TRACK 3/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

怒りの涙と戦っている間絶望で溺死
この感覚は全ての私の思考に侵入および任意の合理性を破壊する
運命を脅かす精神に大きな傷として裏切り
未来は崩壊しこのような目的の幸せが一掃されました

必死になっているためこの耐え難い痛みの暗闇の中で叫んでいたが
この愛が崩壊および破壊されるの断片を見ていない
この男はこの世から消去された場合、あなたは最終的に戻ってきます
その後私の顔が再び素敵な笑顔で明るくすることになります

怒りの涙と戦っている間絶望で溺死
この感覚は全ての私の思考に侵入および任意の合理性を破壊する
運命を脅かす精神に大きな傷として裏切り
未来は崩壊しこのような目的の幸せが一掃されました

それでもこれらの涙に侵略およびこの荒れ狂う感が内部に燃えます
私は彼が消えて作られたとしても、まだ激しい痛みを感じることができました
なぜあなたは私には戻りませんし、再びこの愛を示しますか？
これは処罰滞在できませんでしたので、今は問題ではない...

Drowned in the despair while struggling against the tears of rage
This feeling invading all my thoughts and destroying any rationality
The betrayal as a large wound in the spirit threatening the fate
The future was collapsing and this such desired happiness has been swept away

While I was desperately screaming in the dark because of this unbearable pain
I haven't seen the fragments of this love collapsing and being destroyed
When this man will be erased from this world, you would finally return
Then my face would be brightened with a nice smile again

Drowned in the despair while struggling against the tears of rage
This feeling invading all my thoughts and destroying any rationality
The betrayal as a large wound in the spirit threatening the fate
The future was collapsing and this such desired happiness has been swept away

Still invaded by these tears and this raging feeling burning inside
Even if I made him disappear, I could still feel an intense pain
Why won't you just return to me and show this love again?
Because this couldn't stay unpunished, it doesn't matter now...

Noyée dans le désespoir pendant que je lutte contre les larmes de la colère
Ce sentiment envahissant toutes mes pensées et détruisant toute rationalité
La trahison comme une large blessure dans mon esprit et mon destin menacé
Le futur s'effondrait et mon tant désiré bonheur avait été réduit en poussière

Pendant que je criais désespérément dans le noir à cause de cette douleur que je ne peux supporter
Je n'avais pas vu les fragments de cet amour être détruits et s'effondrer
Quand cet homme sera effacé de ce monde, tu reviendras finalement vers moi
Alors un joli sourire ensoleillera mon visage encore une fois

Noyée dans le désespoir pendant que je lutte contre les larmes de la colère
Ce sentiment envahissant toutes mes pensées et détruisant toute rationalité
La trahison comme une large blessure dans mon esprit et mon destin menacé
Le futur s'effondrait et mon tant désiré bonheur avait été réduit en poussière

Encore envahie par ces larmes et ce sentiment rageant brûlant en moi
Même si je l'ai fait disparaître, je ressentais cette intense douleur cependant
Pourquoi ne veux-tu juste pas revenir et me montrer cet amour pour moi ?
Puisque ceci ne peut rester impuni, peu importe maintenant...

Second test with Zebralette, but I think the quality is a few lower than for "Beyond the Death"...
Story : About a girl in love with another woman. They were living together until the last one went with a man. Kallinoe didn't bear this and killed her rival before killing her own lover to punish her cheating.

『VALIRIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160805-00338
LIN (full) : 「598 340 217」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160806-000448
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 11/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

明るく炎は深い感情に燃え心に隠されました
初めから無視しようとしましたこの痛みを伴う感覚
精神の時間の傷を強化する運命に脅威
いつもこの明白な操作に信じることを拒否されました...

何この痛みを伴う重さを伝える機会を得たことはない
まだ待っていたとこの気持ちはますます強烈になった
私の感想を麻痺させる強い恐怖によって窒息
嘘は自分の目の前で構築見ることができました

明るく炎は深い感情に燃え心に隠されました
初めから無視しようとしましたこの痛みを伴う感覚
精神の時間の傷を強化する運命に脅威
いつもこの明白な操作に信じることを拒否されました...

彼はこの瞬間に彼のはかない愛の気持ちを述べている
するだけ涙の流れを残し別の女性を見つける前に
彼はこの約束を守ることは決してありませんけどあなたを愛しであろう
あなたがいる限りそこだろう放棄されることはない...

いつもこれらの架空の感情の背後にある真実を知っていた
罪の完全な彼の血がゆっくりと流れている
誰もがもうあなたに嘘をつくないことを約束している
その後私たちは永遠に幸せと強くなります...

A brightening flame hidden in the heart burning with a deep feeling
This painful sensation that I tried to ignore since the beginning
The threat on the fate strengthening the wounds of the time in the spirit
I always denied to believe to this obvious manipulation...

I never had the opportunity to tell what this painful weight
I was still waiting and this feeling became more and more intense
Choked by a strong fear paralyzing my thoughts
I could see the lie building up in front of my own eyes

A brightening flame hidden in the heart burning with a deep feeling
This painful sensation that I tried to ignore since the beginning
The threat on the fate strengthening the wounds of the time in the spirit
I always denied to believe to this obvious manipulation...

He says his ephemeral love feelings at this moment
Just before leaving the tears flow and finding another woman
He will never keep this promise but I will love you
You will never be abandoned as long I'll be there...

I always knew the truth behind these illusory feelings
His blood full of sins is slowly flowing
I promise that nobody will lie to you anymore
Then we will be happy and stronger forever...

Une flamme brillante cachée en moi brûlant avec un profond sentiment
Cette pénible sensation que j'ai essayé d'ignorer depuis longtemps
La menace sur le destin renforçant dans mon esprit les blessures du temps
J'ai toujours refusé de croire à cette manipulation cependant...

Je n'ai jamais eu l'opportunité de te dire ce qui douloureusement me pesait
J'attendais encore et ce sentiment de plus en plus qui s'intensifiait
Étouffée par une forte frayeur paralysant mes pensées
Je pouvais voir se construire ce mensonge devant mes yeux hébétés

Une flamme brillante cachée en moi brûlant avec un profond sentiment
Cette pénible sensation que j'ai essayé d'ignorer depuis longtemps
La menace sur le destin renforçant dans mon esprit les blessures du temps
J'ai toujours refusé de croire à cette manipulation cependant...

Il te dit ses sentiments amoureux éphémères à ce moment
Juste avant de laisser couler tes larmes et de trouver une autre femme
Il ne tiendra jamais sa promesse mais je serai toujours là cependant
Tu ne seras jamais abandonnée tant que je serai là pour prendre soin de ton âme...

J'ai toujours su derrière ces sentiments illusoires la vérité
Son sang plein de péchés qui doucement coulait
Je te promets que plus personne ne te mentira plus jamais
Alors nous pourrons être heureuses et plus fortes que jamais...

And here it is! The yandere song with Totoko! The instru was made few days ago (on August 5th) but at this time I was working offline and the lyrics weren't written yet.
Story : for a yandere, loving someone is forever, with all their love, and when they see that many relationships are very short, it's a waste of time for them. Good reason to eliminate a rival for them.