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Kaligenia

Posted on October 21 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere, Tragedy

『Kaligenia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151021-00007
LIN (full) : 「598 022 994」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151021-000103
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 12/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

この狂気の世界の未知の感覚に手を握って
愛を拡散することは今のところ役に立たないでしょう
それでも怪我や赤の経典の完全な腕を見て
前に起こった可能性を理解するために探していた...

私は別の宇宙の叫びに痛みを感じることができました
失われたと多くの時間前から一人で放棄されました
この他の人のためのあふれの憎悪はもう止めることができませんでした
私が望んでいた唯一のことは、あなたと一緒に滞在していました...

あなたが逃げたときに左のすべての憂鬱の時間のために
過去の各損傷は私にどこでも悪化しました
目が溺死されることなく、真実に直面することができませんでした
絶望的な愛の残酷な悲しみに...

非常に多くの時間を待つようにした後、決定は致命的でしょう
運命は確かに渡るだろうが、問題はまだ不確定で
意識が一緒に渡されたこれらの瞬間の痛みに消えました
継続する限り、あなたは私を愛していない可能性が...

Original English text

Holding the hand to an unknown feeling of this madness world
Spreading the love would be useless for now
Still looking at the arms full of injuries and red scriptures
Searching to understand what could happened before...

I could feel the pain in the cries of another universe
Lost and abandoned alone since many time ago
The overflowing hatred for this another person could not stop anymore
The only thing that I wanted was staying with you...

For all the depressing time that left when you ran away
Each injury of the past was worsening everywhere on me
The eyes couldn't face the truth without being drowned
In the cruel sadness of a hopeless love...

After so many time to wait, the decision would be fatal
The destinies would cross for sure, but the issue is still uncertain
The consciousness vanished in the pain of these moments passed together
Continuing as long you couldn't love me...

And French adaptation!

Tenant la main à un sentiment inconnu de ce monde dérangé
Répandre l'amour ne servirait plus à rien maintenant
Je regarde toujours mes bras pleins d'écritures rouges blessés
Cherchant à comprendre ce qui aurait pu se passer avant...

Dans les pleurs d'un autre univers, je pouvais encore ressentir la douleur
Perdue et abandonnée depuis bien trop longtemps
La haine envers cette autre personne me débordant ne peut s'arrêter maintenant
La seule chose que je voulais c'était rester près de ton cœur...

Pour tout ce temps déprimant qui restait lorsque tu t'en es allée
Chaque blessure du passé empire partout sur moi
Les yeux ne pouvaient faire face à la vérité sans être noyés
Dans la cruelle tristesse d'un amour sans espoir envers toi...

Après tant de temps à attendre, la décision serait fatale et certaine
Nos destins se croiseraient sûrement, mais l'issue était encore incertaine
Ma conscience s'est évanouie dans la douleur des moments que nous avons passés
Continuant tant que tu ne pourrais pas m'aimer...

Explanations...

[Note : in the .txt file, there's a little misprint in the french adaptation, I corrected it here!]
The lyrics were a pain to be found, really. Easy for the title this time, but not for lyrics.
The story itself now : a girl who is waiting too much time watching for her lover and the boy with who she is. The heroine finally doubts and finally decides to react. She kills the boy in front of her lover, but this last one denies to love her, so she also suicides, instead of suffering from her lover's decision.

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CD3.5 - The Insane Door... And other info!!

Posted on October 20 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Finally, the CD "The Insane Door" is completly released! OK the quality can be poorer compared to songs composed in FL Studio, because they sound more synthetic, but don't forget the air dates of independant songs. The album splits itself into two parts, separated by a special track, which is "the insane door" as the album says.

>>>Click here<<<

I let you the picture which says the full tracklist.

 

CD3.5 - The Insane Door tracklist

CD4 : The title of the album will be "ARSENIUM" (confirmed). The current tracklist for this album is validated, as well for the CD4.5 tracklist. However, it's possible that I air a lot of Lily's songs without a predifinite album. Don't worry : it's normal.

And last little words : thanks to you all whatever the concerned platform! Thanks to you, I can continue my adventures through the UTAU and VOCALOID world. And if you're enough nice, you'll maybe have a new cover.
A cover of a sele's song, of course... But I don't know which one. Ah and talking about this, congrats sele for your 4th album, I could buy it if only I lived in Japan... But I'm stuck in France!!

Other info, about the series that I project (between the producer and the virtual singers). The name will be "Songs or madness". This is a totally scenarized storyline about the events of songs, but I can give some little details so that when the first episode will be aired, you won't be lost.

1) The story is happening from my point of view. If some points of the story can be real, other ones are totally exaggerated! (That's the way I use to make understand something to someone in general) I often told about a sentence, mainly with "APOCALYPSIA", "Brainsick", "Psychiatric"... The question "Do we really become that we are doing (or writing)?" will have all its sense because of this story.

2) The story will be a sort of diary by days (numbered from 1 to [insert here the number that you want, at this only condition that this number is big]). Sometimes it will be as a registering to a vocal diary, sometimes it will take the form of a dialogue or scenes between the virtual singers and me.

3) The identity of characters will be the nearest as possible from their original traits. And there will be some little references to other persons.

4) So remember that in general we will talk about a sort of "disease" but you know all that actually it's not a disease. But more a psychological problem... And don't worry because the final story stays totally fictive.

5) The physical form will be or a text, or a YouTube video with very very few animations. If it's a video, it will be as in a visual novel story but with less pictures. I think you see what I'm talking about.

Have fun and enjoy!

Nynthixia

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Flora

Posted on October 19 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Normal yandere

『Flora』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151019-00006
LIN (full) : 「598 021 674」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151019-000101
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : End Sentence - TRACK 11/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

一緒に渡された瞬間は、第二に破りました
任意の視線がなければ、感情から完全に空目
あなたの態度のこの寒さは、内部の涙を成長させる
私はあなたの名前を呼んで無駄に泣いていました

毎日愛の思いが頭の中で目覚めとどまりました
これら笑、楽しい瞬間を忘れることができませんでした
しかし、あなたが決めた日には、このすべての背後を残す
他の人のひどい誘惑に抵抗していません

一緒に渡された瞬間は、第二に破りました
任意の視線がなければ、感情から完全に空目
あなたの態度のこの寒さは、内部の涙を成長させる
私はあなたの名前を呼んで無駄に泣いていました

闇の中で、この傷つける気持ちはまだ拷問でした
あなたが幸せになるように見えるときに孤独に苦しんで
この魅力的な女性が私たちの結合を破壊するのだろうか?
私から離れて永遠にあなたを取ると...

この愛の強迫観念は今行き過ぎている
私は憎悪と怒りに変わりました気持ち
あなたは幻滅のこの世界に命を捨てた場合
あなたはまだ本当の宇宙に存在するのでしょうか?

心の中の刃は、まだ精神を傷つけている
愛はそれが壊れて、今共有することはもうありません
左の最後の気持ちは鮮血を用いて切断されます
私は、許可の女の子だように、あなたを愛する...

Original English text

The moments passed together broke in a second
Without any gaze, the eyes totally empty from feelings
This coldness of your attitude makes grow tears inside
I stayed crying vainly calling your name

Everyday the thoughts of the love stayed awaken in the head
These laughs and fun moments could not be forgotten
But a day you decided to leave all this behind
Not resisting to the terrible temptation of another persons

The moments passed together broke in a second
Without any gaze, the eyes totally empty from feelings
This coldness of your attitude makes grow tears inside
I stayed crying vainly calling your name

In the dark, this hurting feeling was still a torture
Suffering from loneliness when you seem to be happy
This fascinating woman will destroy our bonds?
Taking you away forever from me...

This love obsession is going too far now
Feelings that I had turn into hatred and rage
If you abandoned the life to this world of disillusion
Will you still exist in the real universe?

The blades in the heart are still hurting the mind
There's no love anymore to share now, it's broken
The last feelings which left are torn out with fresh blood
So that I'm the only authorized girl to love you...

And French adaptation!

En une seconde, les moments passés ensemble se sont brisés
Sans aucun regard lancé, les yeux dénués de sentiments
La froideur de ton attitude fait pleurer les larmes que je contiens vainement
Je restée pleurer en tentant vainement de t'appeler

Chaque jour dans ma tête les pensées d'amour sont restées éveillées
Ces rires et ces moments amusants que l'on ne pouvait oublier
Mais un jour tu as décidé de laisser tout cela de côté
Ne résistant plus à la terrible tentation des autres qui t'ont appelé

En une seconde, les moments passés ensemble se sont brisés
Sans aucun regard lancé, les yeux dénués de sentiments
La froideur de ton attitude fait pleurer les larmes que je contiens vainement
Je restée pleurer en tentant vainement de t'appeler

Dans le noir, ce douloureux sentiment, continue de me torturer
Souffrant de la solitude alors que tu exprimes toujours de la joie
Est-ce que cette femme qui te fascine détruira les liens de nos sentiments ?
Tout en t'emmenant loin de moi...

Cette obsession amoureuse va trop loin maintenant
La rage et la haine ont remplacé mes anciens sentiments
Si tu as abandonné ta vie aux désillusions de ce monde
Existeras-tu toujours dans le vrai monde ?

Par les lames de mon cœur, mon esprit est toujours blessé
Il n'y a plus d'amour à partager, celui qui reste est cassé
Les derniers sentiments qui restaient ont été arrachés avec ton sang frais
Et maintenant je suis la seule fille autorisée à t'aimer...

Explanations...

A yandere song for Meiji, but this time it's not a lesbian love. If you know the clip "Me!Me!Me!" you'll maybe recognize the girl who is talking in this song. The girl was called "Hana" by many of the Internet people, but I rathered an international version, "Flora". The girl is in love with a boy, they shared joyful moments together but he abandons her for his passions and leaves her in a terrible depression. She finally kills the boy, absorbed by her rage.

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Cyber Oblivion

Posted on October 18 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Morale

『Cyber Oblivion』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151018-00005
LIN (full) : 「598 020 788」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151018-000100
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 7/12 [remastered]

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

多くの秘密が去っていきました場合は、姿を消しました
再び戻ってくることはありません忘却に落ちました
たぶん、誰かがあなたに会いくるだろう
誰も静物に留保するものの運命を知っていません

私はこの冗談の一部にする必要はありません
時間がそれを取るために逃しています
人々が私たちを困らせる場合は、後悔する
しかし、それはこのために許されることはありません

すべての感情は記憶の奥に登録されています
なぜ誰もがそれらを再度忘れましたか?
一緒に渡された甘い瞬間をバック持参してください
このすべてが再び消えないことがあります...

私はこの冗談の一部にする必要はありません
時間がそれを取るために逃しています
人々が私たちを困らせる場合は、後悔する
しかし、それはこのために許されることはありません

私はこの冗談の一部にする必要はありません
時間がそれを取るために逃しています
人々が私たちを困らせる場合は、後悔する
しかし、それはこのために許されることはありません

Original English text

If many secrets went away, disappeared
Fell into oblivion never coming back again
Maybe someone will come meet you
Nobody knows what fate reserved to lifes

I don't want to be part of this joke
Time is so missed to take it
If people annoy us, they will regret
But it will never be forgiven for this

All feelings registered in the depths of memories
Why did everyone forget them again?
Please bring back the sweet moments passed together
All of this may not vanish again...

I don't want to be part of this joke
Time is so missed to take it
If people annoy us, they will regret
But it will never be forgiven for this

I don't want to be part of this joke
Time is so missed to take it
If people annoy us, they will regret
But it will never be forgiven for this

And French adaptation!

Si beaucoup de secrets s'en sont allés et ont disparu
Tombés dans l'oubli et ne sont jamais revenus
Peut-être que quelqu'un viendra te rencontrer
Personne ne sait à quoi nos vies sont destinées

Je ne prendrai pas part à ta plaisanterie
Il me manque trop de temps pour ceci
Si des gens nous ennuient, ils finiront par le regretter
Mais jamais ils ne seront pardonnés

Tous ces sentiments enregistrées dans les profondeurs de mes souvenirs
Pourquoi tout le monde les a encore oubliés ?
Ramène ces moments que nous avons passés ensemble s'il te plaît
Tout ne doit pas à nouveau s'évanouir...

Je ne prendrai pas part à ta plaisanterie
Il me manque trop de temps pour ceci
Si des gens nous ennuient, ils finiront par le regretter
Mais jamais ils ne seront pardonnés

Je ne prendrai pas part à ta plaisanterie
Il me manque trop de temps pour ceci
Si des gens nous ennuient, ils finiront par le regretter
Mais jamais ils ne seront pardonnés

Explanations...

Nor a happy song, nor a sad song, very cold from Aika. Technically I wanted to use a voicebank of Aika which was a few old then abandoned it, the version that you hear is the soft voicebank of 2013 (CV).
The story itself now. It's a cyber girl (that's why Aika sings this) often talking with a human with who she fell in love. This last one tries to tell her that this love is impossible because their worlds are totally different, but the heroine doesn't understand it in that way, saying she would be ready for anything to defend their love, then asking to the human person to stop denying the love that she has and trying to remember all the moments that they passed together is the reason of this relationship.

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Numeric Killer

Posted on October 18 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Yangire

『Numeric Killer』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151017-00004
LIN (full) : 「598 020 106」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151018-000099
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 6/12 [remastered]

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content, violent lyrics
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.5 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

それは恐怖を信じてするのに十分ですか?
最悪の生きている悪夢は後ろに隠して
過去には、中断はありません、それは停止しません、なくなって
そして、この痛みと非現実的な懲罰に従う続けます

それでも今、他の人から、自分から何の事項を笑っていません
一人だけが世界にもたらすすべてのものを破壊
どんなに武器が脅かす場合、彼らは私を通過しません
信号がないまで精神的な拷問を続けています

他の人はこの奇妙な錯覚に信じられないでしょう
この瞬間に私を殺ししようと、叫んで、話します
私は彼女に対して闘争する強さを持っていません
私がしようとしても、最後は常に同じとなる

床に落ちて各死体は、私は揺れになります
それでも頭を通して感情を沈静化
どんなに武器が脅かす場合、彼らは私を通過しません
信号がないまで精神的な拷問を続けています

それでも今、他の人から、自分から何の事項を笑っていません
一人だけが世界にもたらすすべてのものを破壊
どんなに武器が脅かす場合、彼らは私を通過しません
信号がないまで精神的な拷問を続けています

Original English text

Is it sufficient to believe the horror?
The worst alive nightmare is hiding behind the back
The past is gone, it won't stop, there's no interruption
Then continuing obeying this painful and unreal torment

Still laughing from myself, from others, no matters now
All those destructions that only one person brings to the world
No matter if the weapons threaten, they will go through me
The mental torture continues until there's no signal

Others won't believe to this strange illusion
Talking, shouting, trying killing me at this moment
I don't have the strength to struggle against her
Even if I try, the end will always be the same

Each corpse falling down on the floor makes me shaking
Still calming down the emotions through the head
No matter if the weapons threaten, they will go through me
The mental torture continues until there's no signal

Still laughing from myself, from others, no matters now
All those destructions that only one person brings to the world
No matter if the weapons threaten, they will go through me
The mental torture continues until there's no signal

And French adaptation!

Pour croire en l'horreur, est-ce suffisant ?
Mon pire cauchemar se trouve juste derrière moi
Le passé s'en est allé, ça ne s'arrêtera pas, ça ne s'interrompra pas
Je dois toujours obéir à cet irréel et douloureux tourment

Je ris encore de moi-même, des autres, peu importe maintenant
Toutes ces destructions qu'une seule personne peut amener
Peu m'importe si les armes me menacent, elles ne feront que me traverser
Jusqu'à qu'il n'y ait plus de signal, la torture continuera longtemps

Les autres ne croieront pas en cette étrange illusion
Qui me parle, me crie, essaie de me tuer en ce moment
Je n'ai pas la force de lutter contre elle malheureusement
Si même j'essaie, cela se finira de la même façon

Chaque corps tombant sur le sol me fait frissonner
J'essaie encore de calmer les émotions que je ressens
Peu m'importe si les armes me menacent, elles ne feront que me traverser
Jusqu'à qu'il n'y ait plus de signal, la torture continuera longtemps

Je ris encore de moi-même, des autres, peu importe maintenant
Toutes ces destructions qu'une seule personne peut amener
Peu m'importe si les armes me menacent, elles ne feront que me traverser
Jusqu'à qu'il n'y ait plus de signal, la torture continuera longtemps

Explanations...

Same spirit as "1986th Destruction" but from a more psychotic point of view. I've got nothing to say except for that the heroine is really sick in her head. She's not a yandere, more a yangire (same thing as a yandere except for the reason why those persons go insane is something else than love jealousy) who has a terrible obsession : killing all her enemies. And the worst thing with that is that it makes her very happy.
It changes a few from yanderes, right?

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Backyards

Posted on October 17 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Severe yandere

『Backyards』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151016-00003
LIN (full) : 「598 019 212」 (patch_0002)
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151017-000098
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 3/12

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

壁の後ろに隠れ、できるそれら涙が聞きました
痛みを通じ、運命は粉々に破壊されています
その気持ちは不明滞在、共有することができませんでした
真実の愛が発見される日まで...

白い手が私の行で記述された将来を奪い去り
感情が完璧な無知で、隠れていたものを知らず
限界を脱出しようとすると、誰も何が起こったのか知りませんでした
私は、この許し難い裏切りのための唯一の証人です

壁の後ろに隠れ、できるそれら涙が聞きました
痛みを通じ、運命は粉々に破壊されています
あなたが隠そう秘密が、明らかにされます
見て、人の顔上の任意の気持ちを読んで...

あなたも、あなたは離れて行くだろうと思いましたか?
それは彼と一緒に非表示にするには良い方法でしたか?
目が起こるものは何でも、すべての真実を明らかにする
そして、このひどい痛みが私を通過し続けて...

このことは、毎日が通過し、許容できない拷問であるクマ
すべての涙を泣くことはそれを表現するのに十分ではありません
彼は最終的には血で彼が犯し罪を支払いました
そして最後に、私たちは永遠に一緒に住んでます...

Original English text

Hidden behind the wall, those tears that can heard
Through the pain, fates are breaking into pieces
That feeling couldn't be shared, staying unrevealed
Until the day where the true love will be discovered...

The white hand taking away the future written in my lines
Without knowing what feelings were hidden, in a perfect ignorance
Trying to escape the limits, nobody knew what happened
I'm the only witness for this unforgivable betrayal

Hidden behind the wall, those tears that can heard
Through the pain, fates are breaking into pieces
The secret that you try to hide, will be revealed
Seeing and reading any feeling on people's faces...

Did you even think that you would go away?
Was it the good way to hide with him?
The eyes uncover all the truth whatever happens
And this terrible pain continues to go through me...

Bear this thing is an unacceptable torture each day passing
Crying all the tears isn't enough to express it
He has finally paid with blood the sin he committed
And finally we will live together forever...

And French adaptation!

Cachée derrière le mur, on peut entendre ces larmes tomber
À travers la douleur, nos destins se sont brisés
Ce sentiment que je ne pouvais pas partager, ni même révéler
Jusqu'au jour où l'on découvrira cet amour et la vérité...

Une main blanche emmenant loin de moi ce qui m'était destiné
Dans une parfaite ignorance, sans savoir quels sentiments étaient cachés
Essayant d'échapper aux limites, personne ne sait ce qu'il s'était passé ainsi
Je suis la seule témoin de cette impardonnable tromperie...

Cachée derrière le mur, on peut entendre ces larmes tomber
À travers la douleur, nos destins se sont brisés
Ce secret que tu tentes de dissimuler, sera révélé maintenant
Je vois et je lis chaque sentiment sur les visages des gens...

Pensais-tu que tu pourrais t'échapper ?
Était-ce vraiment le bon moyen avec lui de se cacher ?
Les yeux découvrent quoi qu'il arrive toute la vérité
Et cette terrible douleur qui continue de me traverser...

Le supporter est une inacceptable torture à chaque jour qui passait
Pleurant toutes mes larmes ne suffit pas pour l'exprimer
Il a finalement payé de son sang pour avoir commis ce péché
Et finalement nous vivrons ensemble désormais...

Explanations...

When there are weird relations, there will be another persons who'll notice it and won't hesitate to tell it to all others. And it's worse when the girl who tells it is a yandere character. Here, the heroine is in love with a girl who is maintaining a relationship with a boy, but he's not well seen by other people. The yandere girl won't hesitate to report it to others, then, because of her jealousy, finally kills the boy to get back her lover.

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The scheme for CD4 (and other stubs)

Posted on October 17 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia there!

I'm having so much fun now with Lily and I'm still learning little by little how to use FL Studio, but I'm pretty sure that I begin to know it correctly.

I'll reveal the schemes of the CDs and talk about some songs that were aired.

- "Melvine" and "Melantha" : will be in a CD4.5 and not in the CD3.5 or unknown CD respectivly. It's mainly because I project specific schemes and for "The Insane Door" (CD3), there was a balance between non yandere songs and yandere songs. You should ask me why I didn't set "Melvine" (a yandere song with Nyui) with "Last Starry Night" from Lily, which isn't a yandere song. The answer is simple : "Last Starry Night" is too special to be in a UTAU or Vocaloid CD, it's a mixt song between Lily and me. I sang here as a human, not as an UTAU.

So for "Last Starry Night" you know it now.

CD4 - The name is still unknown, I think about "ARSENIUM" but I'm not sure

01. Lamia -Bloody Moon mix- (ft. Oniko Hinomoto) - composed on Soundation
02. Psychiatric (ft. Meiji Gahata) - composed on Soundation
03. Backyards (ft. Stella Hoshine) - composed on FL Studio [will be aired on October 17th]
04. ARSENIUM (ft. Lily) - composed on FL Studio
05. Marisa (ft. Lily) - composed on FL Studio
06. Numeric Killer (ft. Lily) [will be aired on end October] AIRED ON 18TH OCTOBER
07. Cyber Oblivion (ft. Aika Heion) [will be aired on next week] AIRED ON 18TH OCTOBER
08. [[title]] (ft. Aika Heion)
09. [[title]] (ft. Aika Heion)
10. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)
11. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)
12. [[title]] (ft. Midori Akine)

Scheme for future CD4.5 - this is a STUB. There's no really title except for the two Nyui's songs

01. Melantha (ft. Nyui Anna) - composed on Soundation
02. Melvine (ft. Nyui Anna) - composed on Soundation
03. [[title]] (ft. Nyui Anna)
04. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
05. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
06. [[title]] (ft. Kiritan Tohoku)
07. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
08. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
09. [[title]] (ft. Itako Tohoku)
10. [[title]] (ft. Lily)
11. [[title]] (ft. Lily)
12. [[title]] (ft. Meiji Gahata)
13. [[title]] (ft. Meiji Gahata)

The CD3.5 "The Insane Door" should be aired in the middle of next week, probably on Wednesday.
The CD4 won't be aired before late November and CD4.5... December or January.

felichan will render the capellas for Itako and rendered the capella for Nyui vivid.

For the series that I projected, it's currently on hiatus. I don't know what to do with, if I must make only a sound file, or a text or a video. Maybe a text... It will be easier for me.

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Marisa

Posted on October 15 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Severe yandere

『Marisa』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151014-00002
LIN (full) : 「598 017 512」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151015-000097
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 5/12 [remastered]

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)


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Japanese lyrics

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

歩き続け、この時点で考えて何を知らず
思考はこのように壊れやすい心を穿孔針です
この男はすべて、愛と幸せを盗みました
彼らは離れて歩き始めると、寂しさが私に侵入...

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

これでも無駄試行はあなたに持ち帰るします
ただ、毎回の障害であることを明らかにしました
私はあなたと一緒に暮らすしたいんでしょうか?
不可能を行うと、再びあなたを抱擁するため...

不可能な愛の前に断片的に配置された割れた玻璃
私たちの間に起こったことすべての結果です
各現実が歪むときに信頼するものは何もありません
涙の目に見えない液滴は再び左感情を消去...

心に隠された感情を離れてを投げる
赤い鮮血で染色された白い手が、愛で負傷しました
それは彼が盗んだことを取り戻すことはまだ不可能です
私は永遠にすべてを失っているので...

Original English version

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Without knowing what to think at this moment, continuing to walk
The thoughts are needles which perforate this so fragile heart
This man stole everything, the love and the happiness
When they begin to walk away, the loneliness invades me...

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Even this vain tries to bring you back
Just revealed to be failures each time
What should I do to want to live with you?
Doing the impossible to embrace you again...

The broken glass disposed in fragments in front of an impossible love
Is the consequence of all that happened between us
There's nothing to trust when each reality is distorted
The unseen droplets of the tears erase again the left feelings...

Throwing away the feelings hidden in the heart
The white hand stained with red fresh blood, injured with love
It's still impossible to get back that he stole.
Because I lost everything forever...

And French adaptation!

Devant notre amour impossible, sont dispersés en morceaux du verre cassé
La conséquence de tout ce qui s'est produit entre nous
Je ne peux croire en rien quand chacune de mes réalités est déformée
Les gouttelettes invisibles des larmes effacent les sentiments qu'il restait de nous...

Sans savoir que penser en ce moment, je continue d'avancer ainsi
Les pensées sont des aiguilles passant au travers de ce fragile cœur
Cet homme a tout volé, mon amour et mon bonheur
Lorsqu'ils se sont éloignés, la solitude m'a envahie...

Devant notre amour impossible, sont dispersés en morceaux du verre cassé
La conséquence de tout ce qui s'est produit entre nous
Je ne peux croire en rien quand chacune de mes réalités est déformée
Les gouttelettes invisibles des larmes effacent les sentiments qu'il restait de nous...

Même ces efforts vains pour te ramener à moi
Se sont révélés être des échecs chaque fois
Que devrais-je faire pour continuer ma vie avec toi ?
Faire l'impossible pour t'embrasser de nouveau tout contre moi...

Jetant hors de moi les sentiments en moi que j'ai dissimulés
La main blanche tâchée de sang frais rouge, avec l'amour m'ayant blessée
Il m'est encore impossible de récupérer ce qu'il m'a volé
Parce que j'ai tout perdu à jamais...

Explanations...

I wrote this song before acquiring Lily, but now I've got her... It's the story of a girl trying to get back her lover first with normal ways, intending to talk with her, but this last one spends more and more time with a man, that the heroine hates. She finally kills him when she understands that with all that she was doing until there didn't work. But even after that, Marisa can't get back her lover who flees her. Even if it's not said in the song, but Marisa suicided after, probably to escape to authorities and because of her madness.

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ARSENIUM

Posted on October 13 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Tragedy

『ARSENIUM』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151013-00001
LIN (full) : 「598 016 324」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151013-000096
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : ARSENIUM - TRACK 4/12 [remastered]

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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Japanese lyrics

毒は感情をつつい、静脈内で実行されているように
私の指は現在、各秒で冷たくとなりつつある
生命線は空気中の連鎖を解放し、破壊される
断片が激しく目の前に飛んでいます...

離れすぎて、今、この不可能な未来に手を握って
残っている唯一のことは、この運命についての苦情にされる
すべてが嘘だった場合、それは信じてするのに便利でしたか?
私は何のために待っていたすべてのこの時間...

毒は感情をつつい、静脈内で実行されているように
私の指は現在、各秒で冷たくとなりつつある
生命線は空気中の連鎖を解放し、破壊される
断片が激しく目の前に飛んでいます...

夢は非常に少ない時間で現実のものとなっていますか?
それについての詳細を知るためには何もありません
この人生は、このよう続けなければなりませんか?
この幻滅を停止する方法はありますか?

精力的に繰り返しているこれらのひどい幻視
この腐った体まで、精神に侵入
意識は消え、まだ痛みを感じ、目を閉じされる
私たちは一緒に渡されるすべてのそれらの瞬間の...

Original English text

As a poison running in the veins, nibbling feelings
My fingers are now becoming colder at each second
The life wire is breaking, releasing the chains in the air
The fragments are violently flying in front of the eyes...

Holding the hand to this impossible future, too far away now
The only thing that remains is to complaint about this fate
If all was a lie, was it useful to believe?
All this time when I waited for nothing...

As a poison running in the veins, nibbling feelings
My fingers are now becoming colder at each second
The life wire is breaking, releasing the chains in the air
The fragments are violently flying in front of the eyes...

Are the dreams become reality in so few time?
There is nothing to know more about it
Must this life continue as this?
Is there a way to stop this disillusion?

Those awful visions that are tirelessly repeating
Invading the spirit, until this rotten body
The consciousness is fading away, closed eyes, still feeling the pain
Of all those moments that we passed together...

And French adaptation!

Tel un poison coulant dans mes veines, rongeant mes sentiments
Je sens mes doigts se refroidir au fil du temps
Le fil de la vie se brise en l'air, libérant les chaînes maintenant
Les fragments devant mes yeux qui volaient violemment...

Tendant la main à un futur impossible trop éloigné maintenant
La seule chose qui me reste à faire est de me plaindre de ce destin
Si tout était un mensonge, est-ce que vivre avait une utilité vraiment ?
Tout ce temps où j'ai dû attendre pour rien...

Tel un poison coulant dans mes veines, rongeant mes sentiments
Je sens mes doigts se refroidir au fil du temps
Le fil de la vie se brise en l'air, libérant les chaînes maintenant
Les fragments devant mes yeux qui volaient violemment...

Est-ce que les rêves deviennent réalité en si peu de temps ?
Personne ne peut en savoir plus, même pas moi
Mais est-ce que la vie devait continuer comme cela ?
Ou y'a-t-il un moyen d'arrêter cette désillusion maintenant ?

Ces affreuses visions qui se répétaient inlassablement
Jusqu'à ce corps corrompu, mes pensées sont envahies
Ma conscience s'évanouit, je ferme les yeux, la douleur peut encore être ressentie
Après avoir partagé ensemble ces moments...

Explanations

I published full story few days ago there (8th story).
This was a nightmare to complete this song. Or the capella didn't sound good to me, or in the instrumental, guitar was too satured, beats were abnormally placed... Wow. First song made without Soundation, only with FL Studio.

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Last Starry Night

Posted on October 12 2015 by Tokina / Nynthixia in Miscellaneous, Morale

『Last Starry Night』

Language : Semi-Japanese (translated) ; semi-French
Singers : Lily (JP part), Nynthixia (FR part)
Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Voices SFX : acapela
Beep SFX, voice treatment : Audacity
Synthesizer : Soundation (most of tracks) ; FL Studio 12 (pads)
LIC (instru) : 12FR-151011-00417
LIN (full) : 「598 015 410」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-151012-000095
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : None!

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)


This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 15.0 license. 

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!!! Due to the bilingual nature of lyrics, the presentation is different for this post. Are presented first lyrics as they are sung, then reversed language lyrics (FR parts to JP and JP parts to FR) then English total version.

Song lyrics (JP + FR)

一緒にすべての良い瞬間のにもかかわらずで
目が星空を終了することはできません
愛から来るそれぞれの星が一緒に渡されました
暗闇に退色された

Dans un ciel étoilé, où j'ai vu les lumières du passé
S'allumer, s'éteindre, et peiner à rester éveillées
Malgré toute l'attention que ce monde leur a porté
C'est toujours la même chose qui est demeurée
Menaçant de mourir, sans même laisser un au revoir
Dans la peine, la tristesse et le désespoir
Si personne ne venait sans jeter un dernier regard
Un jour ou l'autre, on pensera que ce sera trop tard
Alors que le fil se fragilise, les ciseaux ont coupé
Aléatoirement, sans prévenir de leur arrivée
Personne n'est protégé, ni n'est éternel, jamais
Il faudra continuer sans cela désormais
S'il y a quelque chose cependant que je ne peux supporter
C'est de voir ces tristes sentiments nous ronger
Cette douleur qui nous déchire et qui nous fait pleurer
Ne doit plus nous atteindre quoi qu'il puisse arriver

あなたはまだ、この時間を覚えていますか?
これらの甘い言葉があなたの心に共鳴する
永遠に光を維持する、それが消えることはありません
一瞬のために少なくとも

Sèche tes larmes, mon amie, et regarde dans les yeux
L'espoir, la gaieté, pour enfin atteindre ces lieux
Si ce trop plein ne peut être assimilé dans nos pensées
Ce n'est pas pour autant que l'on laisse tout tomber
Dis-moi ce que tu vois, regarde au fond de tes idées
Est-ce que tu penses sincèrement, dis-moi, que je vais t'abandonner ?

一緒にすべての良い瞬間のにもかかわらずで
目が星空を終了することはできません
愛から来るそれぞれの星が一緒に渡されました
暗闇に退色された

(Dans un ciel étoilé, où j'ai vu les lumières du passé
S'allumer, s'éteindre, et peiner à rester éveillées
Malgré toute l'attention que ce monde leur a porté
C'est toujours la même chose qui est demeurée
Menaçant de mourir, sans même laisser un au revoir
Dans la peine, la tristesse et le désespoir
Si personne ne venait sans jeter un dernier regard
Un jour ou l'autre, on pensera que ce sera trop tard
Alors que le fil se fragilise, les ciseaux ont coupé
Aléatoirement, sans prévenir de leur arrivée
Personne n'est protégé, ni n'est éternel, jamais
Il faudra continuer sans cela désormais
S'il y a quelque chose cependant que je ne peux supporter
C'est de voir ces tristes sentiments nous ronger
Cette douleur qui nous déchire et qui nous fait pleurer
Ne doit plus nous atteindre quoi qu'il puisse arriver)

Reverse language lyrics (FR>JP ; JP>FR)

Malgré les bons moments que nous avons passé
Mes yeux ne peuvent quitter le ciel étoilé
Chaque étoile venant d'un amour qu'ensemble nous avons partagé
Dans les ténèbres s'est évaporée

私は過去の光を見た星空では、
オンとオフ、目覚めることができませんでした
与えられたそのすべての介護にもかかわらずで
最後は最終的に同じでした
言わずに、死ぬことを脅すさようなら
悲しみ、悲しみと絶望に
誰もが最後の視線を与えないであろう場合
ある日、このすべてが手遅れになります
はさみでカット糸弱体化、
彼らが来る時にランダムに、知りません
誰も永遠ではない、安全ではありません
それは、このような継続する必要があります
耐え難いものがあります
私たちをかじる最後の感情を見て
引き裂くと泣いて私たちを作るこの痛み
どんな出来事私たちに取得できない場合があります

Est-ce que tu te souviens encore de cette fois ?
Ces mots doux qui résonnaient en toi
Pour qu'elle ne disparaisse jamais, je garde cette lumière doucement
Ou tout du moins pour le moment

あなたの涙を乾かし、目に見えます
希望、幸福、到達この場所
このすべては、私たちの思考にあることができない場合
それは放棄する理由はありません
あなたが深い思想で、見ていますか何と言います
あなたは私はあなたを放棄するだろうと思いますか?

Malgré les bons moments que nous avons passé
Mes yeux ne peuvent quitter le ciel étoilé
Chaque étoile venant d'un amour qu'ensemble nous avons partagé
Dans les ténèbres s'est évaporée

(私は過去の光を見た星空では、
オンとオフ、目覚めることができませんでした
与えられたそのすべての介護にもかかわらずで
最後は最終的に同じでした
言わずに、死ぬことを脅すさようなら
悲しみ、悲しみと絶望に
誰もが最後の視線を与えないであろう場合
ある日、このすべてが手遅れになります
はさみでカット糸弱体化、
彼らが来る時にランダムに、知りません
誰も永遠ではない、安全ではありません
それは、このような継続する必要があります
耐え難いものがあります
私たちをかじる最後の感情を見て
引き裂くと泣いて私たちを作るこの痛み
どんな出来事私たちに取得できない場合があります)

English text (original for JP part, adaptation for FR part)

In despite of all the good moments together
The eyes can't quit the starry sky
Each star coming from a love passed together
Is fading in the darkness

In a starry sky, where I saw the lights of the past
Turning on and off, couldn't be awaken
In despite of all the care that was given
The end was finally the same
Threatening to die, without saying goodbye
In the sorrow, sadness and despair
If nobody would give a last gaze
One day, all of this will be too late
The wire weakening, cut by scissors
Randomly, not knowing when they come
Nobody is safe, not eternal
It must continue as this
There's something unbearable
Seeing last feelings gnawing us
This pain tearing and making us crying
May not get us whatever happening

Do you still remember this time?
These sweet words resonating in your heart
Keeping the light forever, it won't disappear
At least for the moment

Dry your tears, look into the eyes
Hope, happiness, reaching this place
If all of this can't be in our thoughts
It's not a reason to give up
Say what do you see, in deep ideas
Tell me, do you sincerely think that I'll abandon you?

In despite of all the good moments together
The eyes can't quit the starry sky
Each star coming from a love passed together
Is fading in the darkness

(In a starry sky, where I saw the lights of the past
Turning on and off, couldn't be awaken
In despite of all the care that was given
The end was finally the same
Threatening to die, without saying goodbye
In the sorrow, sadness and despair
If nobody would give a last gaze
One day, all of this will be too late
The wire weakening, cut by scissors
Randomly, not knowing when they come
Nobody is safe, not eternal
It must continue as this
There's something unbearable
Seeing last feelings gnawing us
This pain tearing and making us crying
May not get us whatever happening)

Explanations

These explanations will be very very long...
First, as you noticed, this song isn't totally in Japanese but some parts are also in French, and you could guess that if Lily can't talk correctly in English, she can't talk French. So I sang these parts. Now you know how is my voice in French.
Each lyric has a signification. This song is a tribute for samfree, who passed away in the end of September. No way for me to make a cover, I wanted making something more personal than all that I usually do. This explains the French part of the lyrics.
Lily was one of samfree's Vocaloids, and I sincerely think that most of all Vocaloids would thank him for all he has done with songs.
The story is based on this storyline : Lily knows about this death, and gazes often the stars and the sky, in some traditions, souls go to the sky. The stars switcing off one by one represent the fragments of the producer's life, which is fading away. Lily denies to accept it and wants that he goes back to her. But then she hears a voice (and that's here my character in the song arrives), who is trying to persuade her that this time is over and she must go on her own way, continuing her life with all other producers who use her for singing and trusting to them, saying that the death will happen whatever is going on, and that no human is eternal as she could be as a program. This voice isn't the death itself. It's the future. The hope.

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